What A Day As A Cocaine Alcoholic Addict Was Like
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Yeah, one day of that at work would be a blast. Everyday, it becomes a nightmare. But the addiction latches on to that one day and makes you chase it until you quit or die.
I first used coke in the early 90s for a couple years then it got tough to get around 93-94 like very hard so I quit . The second sting was 2009 -2010. The first thing I noticed was the quality of the stuff was never as good as when I got it in the early 90s. I'm not sure if it was in my head or what but even the very best stuff smelled like gas or paint thinner I assume it was made differently by then. The main reason I stopped was because my heart rhythm was off and it scared the crap out of me. Finished. Done.
They beat it to nothing now. Stretching the profits. And pablo is long gone.
Spot onn
It's not a blast though, that one day f--is you up for days..
@ddesimone9912 Well in the UK cocaine purity has risen to 30 too 40 percent now from about 4 percent a few years ago..Would have thought you guys in the States would have way higher but app its not ?
Hey man I just want you to know that your videos let me get through a lot of stuff. I'm a recovering cocaine, opiate addict and suffer severe depression. It's nice to know I'm not alone and I love relating to you through your videos
Holy shit. Where the hell was this dude working??
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I used to work on high rise doing formwork with my own compagny while high on fentanyl for 3 yrs 😬 now clean for 3 years
@batmasterson7506 I used to be a route driver for a refuse company when I was a oxy addict lol
Channel is growing nicely. Messages are good. Good job
These videos are very informative. Glad this channel showed up. Helps me with some insight on what my clients may be experiencing.
Thank you for sharing 🙏🏽
He regurgitates the same shit in every video lol
It’s amazing u never got a DUI
He’s lying
Hey Eric. I've watched your channel for a while now and this is actually my first time commenting. Honestly man, I'm still currently struggling with both alcohol and cocaine addiction and from watching your videos I did exactly what you and everyone else says, admit to yourself that you're an addict, and let everyone know you need help. Unfortunately in my case when I started to open up to my friends, family, anyone, it feels like I got the opposite reaction that I was looking for. I've only been judged and labeled as a junkie, my peers began to look at me differently, almost to a negative effect. I want to be like you man and fight through it. I'm tired of the things I've lost and the relationships I've destroyed. It's almost like I'm just watching everything crumble around me and sometimes it feels like there is no way out. I don't know, I just felt like it was finally time to just put this stuff out there. Either way, I love your content and the impact you make on peoples lives is huge, I appreciate and respect you a lot man, thank you.
Thanks for your story. Part of what you said is almost as you were talking about me some time ago. Keep going.
This may seem crazy and outrageous, but I have known very many people throughout my life who have been this deep into drugs and alcohol and most of them didn't make it out of their prime years alive. The very few who did still struggle to this day trying to stay sober, but I commend anyone and everyone who get up everyday and fight the good fight to stay sober and alive. Unfortunately Life doesn't get easier, but all Life is worth fighting for because time alive is far too short to throw away on drug and alcohol addictions.
Question : Did you ever manage to get any work done during your cocaine and alcohol binges during the day while you were doing the receptionist?
Complete bullshit of course
Hey bro, how many years exactly did you do this for and was it everyday for this time? Glad your doing well now bro ❤
How did the company he worked at stay in business for more than a day? Imagine walking in to buy an RV and the staff is yolked out of their mind. I’d walk out.
Yo, you’re description of the drip reminded me of starting my day off crushing and snorting about 250-300mg of 15mg OC first thing in the morning. There’s few things more fucked up than having one of your first experiences in the morning being looking up at yourself in the mirror (I used in the bathroom) and having your nose and sinus just PACKED with crushed pills. Anyway, 10 years clean on Cinco de Mayo this year.
Sober at 36 is a good run, im 33 and i cant eve drink 5 beers without feeling like complete shit and doing nothing for like a whole day after. If i got really fucked up like pouded a 12 pack of 8% mikes harder or something ill be stuck in bed for fucking days. Not tired because i passed out for so long but feel like too much shit to get up and do anything for literally 2 or 3 days straight cant even eat. I use to be able to party non stop but now the hangovers are too much man. Ill workout a day after drinking 5 beers and be drenched in sweat like its just ridiculous dude..it sucks. I use to be like others get fucked up drunk then the next day be out and about dont even know how people can do that past the age of 30 its nuts
Nailed it bro 😂 😢
Im confused as he said he did alcohol and cocaine to cope with his wife's suicide but then he talks about his wife filming him crawling around naked and how he would have to ask her how his night had been. Huh?
Ive been sober for 90 days and im craving a couple beers ! But if i drink i cant stop and if i drink i will be snorting cocaine
I thought at the beginning of the video you said you started with the addiction to cope with her loss?
He did indeed say that. …but she always told him how he’d behaved when under the influence…describing his behavior to him…telling him that he crawled around on the floor. 🤔 Incredible.
I can relate. If I told you the industry I worked in you’d say no…can’t be. Yes it can be
this guy is full of it
How
I tend to agree. Addicts are bullshitters and takes one to know one and all that..
I guess there's some truth in what he is saying but he goes into way too much detail and contradicts himself frequently.. in the space of a few minutes.
Um BTW what did you do for a living back then or are you still doing it? Just curious again. I'm struggling to find a job let alone a career
The manager of an RV lot makes 50k a month?
WTF.
We need a video how we can make 40-50k in sales a month ngl
$12k-$15k on the addiction per mn
Yeah wtf
@@SonyPSP1001 still making 400k/yr
I call bs
50k a month yeah right
I dont care how far into recovery you are....talking about this absolutely brings back that amazing feeling.
fck thats some real stuff
I am an functioning addict I lost my marriage of 22 years i miscarriage 3 babies then I stared dating addicts but I was the bad guy these guys would abuse me and yet cops come and get me cause I was loud and too high!
I mean I had money loads of it and. Lost my job and at 48 I’m living with my parents. With nothing I lost all my house my belongings to these addict men I met. From Sydney Australia
Pick better guys? Good luck you can get it back
Sounds like a fun guy
I was an addict from age 21 to 27. 3 years clean now, only a couple of the people i used to smoke with are still alive. Coke and meth can have very similar effects
Wow!
ya I was off and on coke and alcohol pretty hard for 5 years from year 20-25 and those were the worst years of my life
every night I would go to bed drunk and extremely high on cocaine ... saying " I won't do this again tomorrow , I won't do this , do not do this again " ...
I would wake up, shower & shake the hangover ... and by noon or so the next day I would be planning on how to do cocaine again
dark times
quality cocaine is extremely addictive especially for someone who has addictive tendencies ... it ruined me when I was on coke and regularly using it .
I also have really bad ptsd which doesn't mix well with cocaine. I never liked doing cocaine with people , I preferred to do as much of it as possible at home alone
totally disgusting
its a slippery slope when you start skiing coke
I'm going through alcohol withdrawal now.
I’m struggling with alcohol myself over the years I’ve developed a bad relationship with it , its gonna get better tho bro 💯
Slammin lines while slammin your coworkers while making 50 grand in a month. Don't sound tooo bad 😅😅
This guy reminds me of The Wolf of Wallstreet but with R.V's 😂😂
A little bit of exaggeration here but I’m glad you’re sober. A 5th before work even with some rail roads of the good stuff isn’t possible. Andre the giant would struggle with that.
man, I called those lines fat caterpiller lines
We used the call them a double hitler tash 😂
@@JittyLaRoot bahaha that's a good one!
2-3 fifths a day? Impossible
Shut up
How do people have sex with others so easily? To me, being able to have sex with someone seems impossible. I guess the drugs play a part? Confidence probably isn’t an issue for someone who’s drunk and on coke
I used to pay. I live in Las Vegas. That's a vice as well. I did that and Video Poker. Then, I got "sober"!
@@DavidJensen-nm5sf congrats man. I’m only 20 and have got my dick sucked twice and that’s it. It’s a shitty word to be in with social anxiety. I feel like I can’t comfortably talk to women I like, and every time I have in the past (like 10 or so women) they were all not interested. I’ve considered paying but I try not to let myself go down that path.
Huh?? I don't understand. You an incel or something. You hook up by engaging in bs convo then make it clear then make a move. If you get a response happy valentines. If not move on and assume she's not into bros.
@@Imhereforfun-jz2lu I guess women just aren’t interested in me, I wouldn’t say I’m an incel because I have no hate for women. I just seem to have a hard time getting laid 😂
@@petergriffin680 Putting that P on a pedestal brah. My buddy had the same problem. All the best. Just ask 50 broads on a date. 49 no's and yes....is a yes. No hard feelings about the other 49(pun intended).
Love your content man. I have OCD with grammar and diction and want to put the power of my condition to work for you. You may tell me to pound sand and i will remain a faithful sub. One of your tag lines is "cocaine and alcoholic addict". I find this awkward and suggest: " I suffer from a dual addiction to cocaine and alcohol they were my drugs of choice"
i speak from the heart i have no motive other than being a sub to the channel.
peace and props to all those just trying to get through today clean.
Weird ..
super weirdo.
You need to add a semicolon after alcohol
Dude stfu and mind your own business
Guess what I felt like my stomach was digesting itself last night
sounds like a great life to me
That's actually funny about the support thing. New research has shown that some of these Addiction issues could be linked to loneliness.
my experience on psychedelic has been a great benefit while breaking through one ought to take the right dosage, below usually where l get mine
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Diet ...I care about my health. 😊
30 what at as a Jerry Rig camper Salesman
I always thought that drugs were like a social, culture thing. You talk mostly as an individual, But, you did speak about changing your friends and environment. I also didn't think people did coke in Orange County. Maybe I'm naive....
What ? 😂
Yea you are
Damn, I wish I earned all that money every month, I would be an addict also.
Sounds amazing
Any tips for someone looking to get into this lifestyle?
Grow up and be a man
Mike Lindell is not looking too good.
the 99 bananas.....ouch i get a headache just thinking about them
Don’t see it as a fight. This does not work for me. I believe you should not FIGHT your addiction. Sounds exhausting to be fighting constantly for me though. I don’t want to drink anymore because of the consequences it had in my life. I look at alcohol as a poison now. You should be done with it. Seeing that the long term road does not look good. And that substance use is to fix a problem which makes the problem even bigger. It’s insanity. What works for me is not this “fight” mode. No. I don’t want this. It’s bad learned behavior and you have to find other ways to cope for me it’s going religiously to the gym. And making wheelies on my motorcycle. Work making money.
Sad thing is that pile of red bulls are the deadliest in the thumbnail
Exactly. I see people come into the ER with heart problems by drinking energy drinks.
Alchchol way worse then all of them abd totally legal..
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Is he auditioning for the show euphoria? What is this 😵💫
He does a bunch of swinger videos, too... It's weird...
Your wife was ok with all that ? Or was she on it too ? Or is she an enabler ?
What do you care
@christiandenton2174 If its on my you tube feed and it's on social media and I'm watching it then I'm allowed to post a question about the video...Whats it too you ? Do you know his wife or something? Why have you even bothered replying to mg comment for ?
I think uploading the same videos of you regurgitating the same information is getting a bit weird and unhealthy bro at this point it just looks like you’re chasing subscribers and clout and the way you talk and obsess about what you did makes it seem like you’re trying to make it sound impressive in some weird way
hes wylin but cant stop now lol we're watching
He needs those CZcams $$$
@@michaelmcw111 Why do you have to shit on this man that recovered?
You leave comments like that on a recovery channel? You have no clue the hell that addiction is ....This man is sharing to help others recover, as well as his own.
@@mikemccoy5558 hahaha...his recovery isn't strong enough for some TRUTH... STFU
Grow up, no one is making you click.
$40-$50K a month.. that's "walk into the Porsche dealer and choose anything you want" followed by retire at 50 money.
Imagine that invested lol
How does a cocaine Alcohol addict who snorts at work even get a job like that.
Well you don't start off that way it creeps up on you. Imagine ivy slowly growing around you choking out every part of your life. Addiction is that way many times it creeps up on you without you even realizing it. Before you know it you're driving to work drunk, snorting coke, sleeping around and just being creepy in general 24/7.
*or “alcoholic cocaine addict”
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