Why I Started Using Cocaine

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  • čas přidán 24. 03. 2024
  • Why I started using cocaine and how I ended up getting hooked. If you are struggling and looking for resources www.aa.org and www.na.org are great resources to help.
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Komentáře • 25

  • @sirbaronvoncount4147
    @sirbaronvoncount4147 Před 2 měsíci +15

    i started drinking to fit in started coke to stay awake and started opiates to deal with the crash. One thing leads to another be careful out there

  • @AquaMan-ss1dk
    @AquaMan-ss1dk Před 5 dny

    Everything you say is what im going through right now man. Your words mean alot

  • @user-tg5oo4zf2x
    @user-tg5oo4zf2x Před 2 měsíci +5

    I don't remember anyone telling "Do it so you'll fit in" I tried it just to try it and then I did to get the feeling. Nobody ever forced me to do anything, I did it because it felt good. I stopped because it started to feel not good.

  • @AshliAlexandria23
    @AshliAlexandria23 Před 2 měsíci +1

    Thanks for sharing your story ❤

  • @vinnyvangoethem6426
    @vinnyvangoethem6426 Před 2 měsíci +24

    I’m sorry man, but in the end if you truly want to give this thing up, you’ve got to let it go. It’s literally like you’re still in love with this stuff by the continued videos, of which some I don’t agree with posting at all for recovery

    • @DeeLite220
      @DeeLite220 Před 2 měsíci +5

      Addiction is lifelong, as is recovery. I’m all for whatever helps him. I never considered myself an “addict” until I watched some of his videos tbh.

    • @enigmaticglo
      @enigmaticglo Před 2 měsíci +7

      if he’s still in love with it then why be sober? he was in love with it before, and look where it got him. he’s not glamorizing it at all. he’s being vulnerable and admitting to the obsession he had and to an extent may still have, but he is IN LOVE with life, sobriety, his wife, things that he never knew before. as an addict myself (2.5 years sober), there are days i think about getting high, but, like eric, i have found a love for life, sobriety and my girl. if i was still “in love” with drugs, i would not be sober. we’re just not afraid to admit that the thoughts can still cross our minds, recovery and sobriety is an everyday struggle. addiction is a demon you have to kill and actively keep dead. it doesn’t go away the day you go to rehab or make it out of a rehab. it’s a monster that will continue to try you, and you have to tell it to fuck off. it will tempt you, and that’s where we as addicts should be vulnerable in admitting when the temptation is there, like eric. but it doesn’t mean we use again.

  • @Rollacoastertycoon
    @Rollacoastertycoon Před 2 měsíci +8

    I’m inspired. Gonna try it

    • @elijah420ganga2
      @elijah420ganga2 Před 2 měsíci

      Did you mean your gonna try using cocaine

    • @cryptic4446
      @cryptic4446 Před měsícem

      Really hope s joke

    • @GQ1921
      @GQ1921 Před měsícem

      Hello from Bogota Colombia. Cocaine never killed anyone when used property and not abused cocaine is actually an amazing drug. Come to Colombia 1 gram of pure uncut cocaine cost 5000$ pesos roughly 1.25$ usd. And the best part of it is you don't need to worry about it being mixed with fentanyl 💯💯💯💯💯

  • @nickycotton6137
    @nickycotton6137 Před 2 měsíci +3

    Trouble is when 'coming down' off it always need downers (personally tbh) & it was a range from Benzos to Heroin or both! Weed aswell & only positive is never got into boozing much. As for "sobriety date" well had plenty of them. So have learnt not to do that & 'keep it in the day' as relapse is easily @ ANY time. Known people 20 odd years sober & relapse. Also met plenty of liars in NA meetings so don't bother with them anymore. Lost faith so just take it day by day then those days turn to weeks then months etc etc

  • @lout9231
    @lout9231 Před 2 měsíci

    Oof the “let’s get a bag” just gave me that smiley feeling haha
    You must have been getting decent coke then as I found it pretty easy to get off once my ex who I tended to do it with went out of my life and getting back to the rhythm I had before that of exercise etc was way more fun to get into

  • @elijah420ganga2
    @elijah420ganga2 Před 2 měsíci +2

    Hey i love your Videos Please heart my comment it would mean the world to me I was watching your videos in the Humphrey house and It really felt like i was not alone and i like you sharing your story with others so they can quit doing drugs too

  • @PS-en7wn
    @PS-en7wn Před 2 měsíci

    It's now in UK and has been for a while. Coke us EVERYWHERE. I'm 41yo and in my 20's you'd very rarely smell weed around pub yet now coke is nust overly normal now...I remember during lockdown people contacting as they where realising they had an issue because everyone bought their coke from the bub and the pub where closed.

  • @Sausagerills
    @Sausagerills Před 2 měsíci

    I can deal with the comedown fine its when im actually sober i think about it probley boardem

  • @user-ti3yl1wd1g
    @user-ti3yl1wd1g Před 2 měsíci +2

    Because it’s awesome

  • @bobbon6987
    @bobbon6987 Před 2 měsíci +1

    Is it weird that now that I'm retired and life is ultra boring, I want to try all these drugs coke, herion, meth and so on. I've lived my life like you are supposed to, I now have everything paid for and no responsibility, who cares? I never had any children, so no one to worry about but I want to feel good again, I want to feel great like I did most of my life. I love my life but now I'm in my 60's, I just exist, not live. I want to feel alive again, so I'm thinking only drugs can do that, I'm not worried about addiction or any of the other down sides, I feel I got nothing to lose. I always tell young people. "Getting old takes all the fun out of life". I'd trade all my tomorrows for one single yesterday.

  • @nickycotton6137
    @nickycotton6137 Před 2 měsíci +1

    Always preferred Crack, but as for why = just curious @ 1st & it was about/someone had some so bought a G. Before knew it had bought another gram & was hooked until discovered Crack. Did it all to get high! No reasonS behind it! Just ❤'d the buzz. Still get cravings now & that's when gotta be extra careful. People assume when quit, get life back on track can easily relapse from personal experience.

  • @tracyross7897
    @tracyross7897 Před 2 měsíci

    Meth addiction and sores and that is absolutely not true I never had sores there people walking around that you would never guess who are using meth so that is absolutely not true addiction has no boundaries it can happen to ANYONE

  • @EradicatorMKICombat
    @EradicatorMKICombat Před 2 měsíci

    I lovve using coek oommgg iamm so high rigt noowwwwwwwww

  • @leabush2608
    @leabush2608 Před 2 měsíci

    Michael Caine

  • @drunkensessions
    @drunkensessions Před 2 měsíci +1

    It's truly a miracle substance.