Overdosing on Cocaine, My Experience
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- What overdosing on cocaine is like and what it feels like. As a recovering cocaine addict it was something that I have experienced and it is a struggle. If you want to get sober www.na.org is a great place to start and have been sober myself since 7/25/17.
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The scariest part about it....and by the way well explained. Anyway the scariest part is in this moment you start to think about family and dieing in a coke coma but you still poor out another line and open another beer. The sweating and the shortness of breath or scary as hell.....but again you just keep going
U ain’t fukin lying 😳
10 lines 5th time trying lockjaw like crazy comedown had me thinking I was gonna have heart attack stroke or something layed in bed all night thinking every next breathe would be my last forcing myself to breathe nostril in so much pain all bloody back if throat all messed up dopamine dump next day just like big acid dose extremely hungry
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The first step for me was setting a timer and forcing myself to wait at least one hour between lines. Now I'm 4 months sober without having to attend rehab.
Amazing discipline for a coke head, to not justify or rationalise "just doing half a line at 30 mins" etc, props hahaha
I can relate waited 20 min between bumps
@monkeyhector64 Good Job, that's smart
I really hope you are doing well and staying strong and healthy!
Thats a proof that coke addiction is not a disease . Its lazy people excuse.
cardiac events with coke are the most goddamn scary things I've gone through. I should have had heart attacks several times--sure as hell felt like it...after the last time, I said no more. no more.
Bro that shit gives me anxiety now, over a year sober from that shit, thank God for my anxiety it was easy to quit after a major panic attack on it i felt like i was going to have a heart attack. Fuck coke
@@swagkidm10same for me my heart just wouldnt stop beating like crazy, i couldnt feel my arms or legs anymore + very hard pain in the back of my neck... never touching that shit again
The worst overdose out of them all
Same I went to hospital because I thought I was gunna OD. 3 months sober , my heart still feels weird and I sometimes have chest pains, do any of ya experience same thing?
I did so much coke that my nose started hurting really bad, so my next option was to smoke it, so I started cracking it up and just like that life took a turn and not for the better. After much struggle I grew up and now I'm 15 years clean since 3 days ago. I believe my body took a beating because of how long I was an addict for. Now I live with my karma. 63 and counting.
Oh, Congrats on ur sobriety, I’m 11 years clean in June! It’s absolutely a better life!
My father passed away in April from overdosing and cardiac arrest and it’s tearing me apart. Watching your videos Im trying to understand so much. I wish I could have helped him but I didn’t realize he was addicted.
I'll mourn with you man . Sorry to hear that .May God send angels to comfort you and family
I’m so sorry to hear. You’re not alone the Lord is with you. Stay strong. God bless
I’m sorry to read this, I hope you can find some peace of mind. Condolences
I feel your pain. My dad just died on October 3rd 2023 from a brain aneurysm. I feel so lost now.
Thanks
Thanks for the videos man. Glad you made it through to tell the stories.
Thank you for sharing this. ❤
Your hart did not give out because you got a big hart destained for other things. Thanks for sharing I find your content to be very real and grounded and to me you come of like you have a genuine passion to help people.
Coming up on 22 years no booze or coke..but still occasionally my brain will start to present scenarios where i can do it again. For example, if I get diagnosed with cancer, i can cash out and go out doing coke and boozing... Your videos smacks me back to reality...There is little chance of me doing any of the things I dream up so far, and this video pops those little brain balloons.
Thanks so much bro you just said 100 % reality
been down similar dark roads. Think another big factor is no food in system. Basically a low blood sugar panic attack, and boy is all that scary combo. Couldn't be happy I was able to uturn out of that alley more than a decade ago. All the best from here to you.
That’s why I found ketamine, ketamine and coke are my drugs of choice. The coke is still a problem.
Dude! That’s a shit ton of coke! I too loved coke for years, but not as much as you! Not to mention the money!!! Glad you’re still here. I had a friend that fell into seizure from smoking coke, but luckily she survived. I’ve never been close to oding , but I’ve scared myself before. Take care!!
Takecare man bless you
I only overdosed on coke once I felt like i was having a heart attack and i couldn't catch my breath, but the craziest thing was my eyes and vision I couldn't keep my eye balls pointing in one direction looking at any one thing, my eyeballs just kept flickering around in my eye sockets looking in different directions, it made it impossible to do anything because I couldn't look where I wanted to look, but it went away after an hour or two and I was good again.
the vision is a bad sign and avpossibility of having a stroke
I get this every time I do it now. I do far far too much of this stuff though
Stop before it's too late , I almost died from it 2 weeks ago@@Gavincampbellman
@@krystlesimard131😮
Nystagmus
the problem with me is when it starts to feel like you described (heart racing for a gold medal, feels like there is tons of pressure on it and short of breath) it kicks me straight into a panic attack almost everytime. Then crap really starts to get uncomfortable for me. I really thought I gonna die a few times on cocaine. And it always came outta nowhere like 1 line you are just fine and feel like you could easily handle a second and the second line your heart begins to do breakdancing. I hate that feeling. It feels like your most vulnerable organ is in an extreme stress situation. Like you know if that thing stops working, you are done. Thats why Im probably always so scared and drive straight into panic attack mode. The problem is, I never know what to do to relax my heart. Im REALLY trying. I mean the last time I got this I was like "cmon bro, don't panic over it yet. You survived that the last time.... the panic is just making it worse" but it doesn't helps. My heart beats faster and faster until it kicks me into panic mode again. Absolutely disgusting feeling.And Its always hard to tell if I really just having a panic attack or if my heart is actually in danger in that moment.
Bro I relate so much to this. I experienced this once, and never again! Pfieuw I really had 911 ready in my phone because I taught I was gonna pass out, difficulty breathing. I was down bad really taught i was gonna die. I started breathing in and out very consciously to slow my heart rate (I thought??) but yeah damn, our heart is the only thing that we have, so I just quit cocaine because of that. I really want to make an heart scan or something because I still feel that panic when I think back to that moment.. was not nice.
The same shit happens to me almost every night it’s horrible because Ik Ima be fine and get through it or whatever but I jus get to greedy with my lines an take myself to that point
The best way to relax your heart is to not do cocaine and exercise regularly
@@jakehart1519are you able to exercise again ? I just like my heart is beating too fast and I get scared
Idk if it's anxiety or something else?
I wanna get back I shape and run like I used to, play soccer and get back into boxing
I did an ekg and blood one night I ended in the ER, oh they took some pictures of my chest
They came back later and said I was fine
I felt like a had panic attack or anxiety attack
Exactly this, never will I take that shite again not good thinking youre having a heart attack
You are amazing man
Been sober from the 🦜 for over a year now. Drinking and doing come was my go to from 18-2020 thank Good for my anxiety of fearing a heart attack on that shit it was easy to stop! Now just gotta quit the drinking, i dont drink daily but when i drink i go a lil too hard smh. Working on it
God bless you. You’re a great speaker
Thanks for being so candid. Coke gave me Afib so had to have an ablation surgery where they burn parts that are impludsing none stop (spazzing out) inside your heart to deaden them so you return to sinus rythem..not fun. I still went back to my old ways for 2 more benders but not touched coke since. Never will. I got that realisation that it will literally kill me and the people I was around didn't give a shit about my health when I kept asking them if they wanted to get sober with me. I chose the right path. Life is good..even with the struggles. Stay strong 💪
I hope you're doing well now and thanks for sharing your story and that you lived to tell the tale! You were lucky man!👍🙂
@@sarahwelty9223 Hi. Thanks. Yeah very lucky. In fact never been healthier now I'm putting myself first for a change. Hope you are doing ok to.
I am 5 days cold turkey now and i was not a every day user but i would use 6 bags on every Friday or sunday but i just don't want it no more period and God was with me all the way he sees my struggle and i know i will make it out in Jesus name Amen, thank you so much for your video you inspire me big time i will watch your videos every day thank you so much❤.
amen brother
Ay man how is it going
Amen bro you got this 💪🙏
Hoping all is going well for you man!
Yes it's a spiritual journey only capable with Jesus.This life is a test to separate the wheat from the tares.
Respect 💯 # recovery
overdosing on amphetamines is probably one of the most horrifying experiences i’ve ever been through. sheer terror and impending doom rushes over you and you eventually just wish you would die already.
Was your overdose on cocaine?
Sounds like a really bad panic attack but Amps are a strong upper so it doesn't surprise me that you experienced those symptoms.
Time to stay sober and vigilante bud 👍
@@PeterBornAgain yes it essentially is just a very bad panic attack. I also don’t do anything like that anymore, this was all in my past. Love your name and profile pic, brother. God bless
Had a fit of speed 3 years ago never had it since thought I was going to die on my bathroom floor
Hope you are doing good bro
Mate - great video! Thx
Thank you for sharing !
I used to use a lot, don't use like that anymore. But I will go somewhere, I travel a lot to South America/ Central America and about every 2 years, I'll get me some and have a good night and leave it at that. Your video gave me a lot to think about broseph
I've overdosed on cocaine and alcohol before, worst decision of my life but for me I was cold. Heart was skipping and I was so cold and hurting and I could feel the worst energy cuz I was at someone's house who was not good. Almost called it in but I was worried and I waited out, don't play with your heart. It's never been the same since.
Your still having heart problems?
@@erikperez4298 palpitations
Ive had experiences like that from panic attacks
I've been sober since 1/24/22 and I've had two very scary cocaine overdoses. The first was on a Sunday afternoon at the Atlanta airport. I had went down to visit a friend and we partied hard all weekend. When I got the airport I was in the security line sweating uncontrably and holding my chest. I think i was having a heart attack .
The second major scare was when I stayed up all weekend doing 2 balls and I got this major head rush, panic attack, and was getting tunnle vision. I thought I was going to pass out and die. In that moment I thought of how my grandma was going to be a wreck and how I wasnt ready to die.
Glad you are still here with us mate!! You have a lot of living to do
Well done man. Stay clean, keep up the fight. Sending you love Jake man from Belfast 👊
Been there bro! Scary shit.
You needed to reach that "I'm going to die" moment. It's imperative at that moment that you think of someone either than yourself.
Yeah? wow
Thanks for sharing. Yeah I think if you do the drops test to check if it’s pure if it has fentanyl it will turn purplish colors pure coco without anything mixed in it will be a certain blue color and if it is it’s pure and not cut with anything else.
you are so strong thank you for sharing your story and messages
Always
I overdosed on uncut cocaine right off the block. I didn't even do a whole gram. I had no tolerance as I didn't do it all the time. Really horrible mine came with a lot of throwing up. I called an ambulance. The ambulance drivers really busted my balls but the emergency room people helped me out. They gave me zofran for the throwing up and flushed my kidneys with intravenous fluids When I was stabilized they gave me something to calm me down and I got some sleep and went home. Don't mess around with uncut cocaine. Because of that I can get panic attacks now. The overdose was the ultimate panic attack. Your body does shut down and go numb my heartrate was 180 beats per minute. Very horrible and very stupid. Try with all your soul to stay away from it.
@DoxxGod they made him throw up* Not to mention any drug can lead to puking if the situation calls for it.
I didn't drink any alcohol. It wasn't like I was throwing up anything out of my stomach it was just these crazy dry heaves I think it happens when either your stomach or kidneys start to shut down
Why would uncut coke do this? The purer the blow, the better is is for you no?
The purer cocaine is stronger. Easier to overdose. Like alcohol if you drink a beer which is like watered down it's kind of hard to get alcohol poisoning from beer but 100 proof vodka which is purer and stronger could kill a person. Or like Everclear a 190 proof alcohol could easily kill a person. @@TylerMiami
Bro I had the exact same experience. The fucking EMT gave me so much shit for doing coke and I was just like “yeah I know im a fucking idiot but im dying here”
I get worried around a consistant 150bpm heart rate and my first od i lost all motar function couldnt controll my body or keep balance and was anxious as hell but was doing 1g lines where it started getting bad till i got to 2 balls a day by myself i went to treatment but sliped up after 9 months of been clean and 8 months sober thanks for your share ❤ im shure i overdosed alot back in the day wouldnt be fully theire and just keep going no matter how tired i am i will vet back on the sober wagon again i do not like this and wish i didnt start again😴😴
You got this fuck coke! 💯💪
Keep going… You’re so strong.
I’m 21, and very curious about what it’s like to do these drugs! I’m glad you’ve made this series so I’m never gonna try them now
Do not try it, you will like it so dont put yourself in that position, plus it will hurt your pocket in the long term.
I appreciate you being vulnerable and sharing this. My only thought is to perhaps put in some Harm Reduction given the volatile drug supply driving the deaths. I am a harm reduction coordinator and totally respect those who find their way through 12-step and regret that our two "camps" do not embrace and work together. But wishing you all the best!
All the love
That's why we need to seriously ask if society would be better off it it was legal. This approach sure as hell is not working. Currently we just let people die, or hit their rock bottom and HOPE to God they are strong enough to quit... What a stupid approach. I see those videos of Kensington and those people lose limbs and have huge chunks of rotting flesh: yet they still can't quit. That tells me that MOST people cannot quit on their own.
So we could have involuntary inpatient rehabs with serious consequences for relapse. But that takes freedom away. Because voluntary rehabilitation does NOT work. i think its less than 5% success rate.
or we could prescribe pharmacy grade opiates administered medically 3 or 4 times a day...... SO they could go on with their lives. Then they would not have to commit crimes to feed their addiction. AND they would not get rotting flesh from cut drugs. I know there was a program in Canada where they tried this. The addicts would come in 3 times a day for injections, and many of them wound up getting apartments and even jobs!!!
The idea that if you legalized drugs..... everyone would spend all day doing them...... is childish and stupid and places have legalized and this had not happened.
@networkdude1332 it makes so much sense but those that profit from the prohibition and those who clutch their pearls in disgust will fight tooth and nail to ensure ppl continue to od, die, or have their lives ruined
I'm 14 months and some change Clean . I like you used everyday about the same as you and the thing that saved my life was my son crying because dad wasn't home when he woke up for school because I was out ripping and running and not being a father
Glad you are still here
Yo i could recommend you to a specialist who guide me through my experience he got all kinds of psychedelics product like dmt, lsd, mushrooms, chocolate bars, edibles, polkadot, psilocybin and alot more, he could also guide you through if you're a newbie
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I been close a couple times on coke.. they say when you are close to death you want to get near water.. I have experienced that going to far with coke.. just have to ride it out try and stay calm and walk it off.
Already close when nystagmus, speech trouble or balance issues
Interesting... I've never heard that about water.
The other night I probably did 4 grams by myself within 2 hours. I laid down finally at 3am and my phone screen was super fuzzy, My body was INSANELY HOT, and I kept seeing these dark figures in the corner of my room, and at one point I got up and the figure moved towards me. I know some may make a joke and say “dude that wasn’t coke” but on all seriousness I for sure thought I was done. It was terrible
Buddy of mine from work called me one night tripping balls he was drunk and high on ❄️. Scares the fuck out of me saying he was seeing a shadow person behind a bush in his yard mocking him lmao shit man i believe you, i never did more than 2 grams in many hours tho so i never saw shit like that plus i would drink alot but shit can get scary
Same happen to me , but the black figures turned into an Arabian with the thing wrapped on his head running across my living room in the corner of my eyes
maybe it was death waiting for you?
A psychotic state is not uncommon when too much, tho visual hallucinations are, usually it's only auditory
My man !
One time I did so much of it before work that there was intense ringing in my ears and my legs, hands, feet, face and mouth went numb and I got intense tunnel vision and my car was like a rocket ship. Scared the hell outta me and was tweaking bad at work. Never again!
I have anger that comes up with cardio or working out. It is like the heart rate stays elevated. Any cures?
I’ve been in that state at least a dozen times. Just burning up and vision going blurry. I always cut myself off and drank water like that was going to help but the only thing that helped was time and luck. Hadn’t done any for over 5 years but recently played poker with some old friends and they had a bunch. One of my buddies who I really look at like the responsible one had too much and started to panic a bit, he was as red and sweating and I knew exactly what he was going through. Told him to grab some water and cut himself off and he ended up being fine after a few hours. The drug isn’t the most deadly but people need to remember just like anything else, you need to control yourself.
I know the feeling of of from cocaine, my heart was beating out of my chest and it was the worst feeling ever, all I could do was lay my head down and hope I woke up.
Respect
I was 14 living with my brother outside DC in the early 80s when i first used coke,but when his Pagan biker dealer introduced me to heroin i switched up.35 years of opiate abuse later im clean.I was always a sniffer was never hooked on the spike.Regardless its doesnt matter there is only 2 ways you can go.Dont stop sharing the truth of your experience,it helps everyone.
Sounds like some pagan shit😂.
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Yep- I get it - I've been there. I could be totally, completely spun and still the answer was "do another line". It's so strange doing lines every 5 minutes even while totally f**ked up!
This effing drug took my brothers life last year. He had a cardiac event and passed away. He was such an amazing person.
I used to smoke crack with my mom when I was like 13 hells bells ringing all day long in your formative years, really stunts growth in a lot of ways.
Damn, that's fucked up - on your mothers part.
@jonjhon8491 She meant well I suppose, she is a compulsive liar so I will never know why she introduced me to it.
Holy hell, I did my share in the late 80s and couldn’t imagine surviving that much coke 😳
In December of 2023 I overdosed multiple times and had 9 seizures. I had major damage to my tongue from biting it during my seizures. It was scary & definitely a wake up call
Had similar experience I didn’t over dose but my heart feels weird at times? Are you having heart problems as well
@erikperez4298 I had heart problems before and unfortunately as of late, I have been going through a ton of tests on my heart to make sure I didn't do any permanent damage. I have a 72 hr Holter monitor test next week!
do you think substituting it with aderall or ritalin is a much better idea than cold turkey coming off?
You can quit coke cold turkey without any problems other than craving it. Just take some charcoal pills and vitamins after you wake up or before u go to sleep and you’ll be fine.
I’m sure I ODed a few times. I passed out once. Went to the hospital. Another time I was just nodding out. And turns out I almost ODed on fent. I thought I was gonna have a heart attack a few times.
That's Jesus looking down upon you my friend, start your journey.
I almost had a stroke a few times smoking crack.. left arm numb and face drooping... My heart was basically shaking in place.... I was to proud or whatever to call ambulance.. I only did it for 5 months... I don't ever want coke or crack again
Here after seeing lamar bell overdose. Damn scary shit
I was all yakked out i felt like this i think cause i hit the wax pen i was paranoid or i was really OD idk but was trippen
Stimulants and cannabis combined are often a recipe for pure terror.
Sounds like a great time 🎉 😉
How did you guys fight the extreme paranoia and not freak out? Asking for a close friend
Benzondiazapines like diazepam (Valium) or Alprazolam (Xanax) will reverse symptoms. Place tab/bar under tongue to absorb via sublingual route of administration. Please beware that there are fake valium and Xanax out there that aren't benzos, they are Fentanyl and could be a dangerous additive to an already dangerous situation.
Just chill and meditate.
I took Cocaine for 2 days, with only a 1-4 hour break in between. No sleep and almost No food.
My heart then started beating extremely fast and I was extremely nauseous and almost had to vomit.
So I sat down and relaxed, opened the window and watched the wind. Meanwhile, breathe deeply in and out and drink water.
This is what helped me.
You can hear relaxing music or watch CZcams/Netflix/TV
@DoxxGoduntil when? You gotta comedown at some point and the farther you go up the farther you gotta come back down and what happens when your nostrils are blocked ?
Its ceazy what drugs do i didnt notice alot of what i was doing would set timers on my phone 15 min apart so i dont use to much but forget why i had them set 😴😴😄 was doing 2 8balls a day dont miss those days at all just not xohearnt at all just starting at my phone or the tv or just stare at the wall on 2week benders and 2 weeks sober 😴😴i slipped up but will get back on the right path of sobriety was way more happier been sober and when i overdose was doing gram lines back to back and lost all motar function and blacked out but i knew what was happening taken about 40 min to get out of it hoe much we where doing and drinking😓😴😴
Man I've not watched it yet but I'm so nervous 10 months clean from doing 7 day benders on the stuff not good
WoW Thank you
Just lost a friend over this. Decided to educate myself if I ever see this in person
Heart goes out to you
Thanks for sharing your experiences. I searched for this video because I felt like it was a miracle that I haven't had any kind of serious issue on cocaine. I'm actually not an addict and never have been but I am in Colombia right now and have been partying at a psycho level. Doing Cocaine here is much more intense and available than it ever, ever has been. The reason? Only over the past 10 years a local market for it has developed. So if you make a lot of friends here and go to parties maybe half the people there are doing it. I buy about 15-20 grams at a time and its straight from the finca. You do a couple of big lines of this and it will get right on top of you. Even as strong as it is I've done 5-10 grams in a 36-48 hour party. And the worst/best part is they parties here are full of 2CB. So much that you end up doing as much of it as the white. Then throw in mdma and other things. I'm 45 and sometimes feel like really really stretching it.
Bro if youre 45. You definitely are stretching it depending on when you started. Im 29 and at 24 i felt i was pushing it. And i take alot of supplements.
Definitely be careful around these types of binders, you sound like a rad dude and probably very fun to be around.
Yeah if you are 45 you are risking death at any moment partying like this. 5-10grams in a 36-48hour party can kill even a healthy young athlete, and every time you do cocaine your heart is getting damaged and it all builds up. Wouldn't be surprised if you aren't alive in a year or two man, if you aren't exaggerating I would be very surprised if you make it alive to 50
Yeah man i quit before I turned 30 thankfully not trying to fuck up my heart. Not worth it bro! Blood pressure all high and shit for nothing, take it easy brotha you got this
I used to speed ball. I OD' on coke in 2003.
Don’t be a quitter keep going hard man
Stop man. Not the comment section to be trolling in…
What happened to me on a couple of occasions is that I was sweating hot for 10-15 min following by cold sweat and extreme shivers for the same duration obviously with arrythmia too, not sure if this was a sign of od or something else, but it was horrible feeling.
Its the first step
The second is your heart going crazy and youre unable to calm down, you cant feel your legs and arms anymore, harsh pain behind your neck, short of breath.. i stopped right there, im not curious to see whats next
Thanks for sharing brother I just survived and od on coke , I snorted a hw a mega line and straight away I was feeling all the side effects I quickly called an ambulance and recovered a day after but it’s an extremely painful experience and scary too I will never touch the drug again .
I would be dead if I did the amount you did I’m not like you I take the smallest amounts I can possibly take at a time just to feel it and even that get my heart going too fast sometimes. I don’t know how guys like you “power through” something like that I would be dead, for me I’m chugging water laying down eating food taking my clothes off jumping in the showing when scary shit starts to happen to my body.
30 minutes?
I wished back on the day
My only experience with a cocaine overdose was that my heart was not beating on my chest, it was on my stomach..kind of feeling, stopped seeing and my rib cage hurting
How did you afford that? What in the world you do for a living?
Agree it’s BS
He ran an RV dealership. General sales managers do very well
Two 3.5’s a day? How did you afford it? Where you taking stuff that was bashed so cheaper?
One of the last times I ever did cocaine I was with friends in the kitchen/ living rooms and I was sweating but not feeling my heart beat pump out of my chest it just was fast and irregular and I felt like throwing up but somehow held myself back so I couldn't then ended up being fine and STILL some more lines after like you said you did
@@999tilldeathshits no fun bro
i remember oding on meth one time it was terrible i was having tripping i was up for 4 days i was hearing voices my body went numb i was seeing things that werent their i was sweating i my body was hurting i couldnt stop moving everything was moving quick but slow so f up i took A KPIN to come down it made it worse i was freaking i was in bed 2 days so high and f up out of my mind i was drinking water drinking begging to god i shouldn't be alive
Brother two balls a day? That’s fucking wild.
That would be scary to OD on coke
How did you pay for 7 grams every day?
It does get Better. -EZ
And i was thinking i was the only one thinking of my familiy in the moment of the highest, but too see the comment section we all were there 😅
I'm doing it now 🎉😊
I can only imagine how bad the hangover is after a night like that
Cocaine doesn’t give you hangovers just makes you very tired and maybe a slight head ache
everything is in slow motion, can’t stop eating, sleeping, repeat. nothings enjoyable, everything is super dark and you feel like you’ll never be normal or enjoy anything ever again. however, that’s not true and time heals. God bless you brother.
It’s like the flu but worse
@@ChristianRaymondFilms lol way worse than the flu.
@@kerbygator Lol @eating and sleeping on coke.
Dude do you know everybody knows that. But coke literally makes u feel
The opposite.
That’s crazy never done coke I’ve had thoughts of trying it out though
Only thing I’ve done is smoked pot and that’s pretty addictive, I’d say it’s just as addictive as cigarettes
dont do it, especially if you got a lot of money lol
K listen, I think you should try it and then figure out if that is the drug of choice for you.
We're all different and you may enjoy the rush and it could possibly make you a more sufficient person, a better person. 😁
If you think you have an addictive personality, your first use is all it takes to determine whether or not you are an addict. The second part to that is, you may not notice right away. You may try it on and off for years and years while your body undergoes the slow, devastating, irreversible damages of addiction. This will look different for everyone, but what remains the same is this delusion where we justify poisoning ourselves. The third part of this is that not all addicts have the ability to realize they have a problem, and will go on for years with this suffering happening before their very eyes - thinking they've got it under control. And sometimes by the time some addicts realize what they've done all these years, it's too late and they have died/are on their way out.
Sobriety, working a 12 step program and finding a higher power to give you the strength you need to fight your addiction has been the most suggested solution to this illness since the 1939. It is the best solution we humans have for now and unfortunately there are instances where it has not saved everybody. But the more one can align themselves fully with the program, the higher chances they have of the disease going into remission. It is the disease of our minds, bodies and souls.
Never ever has coke hit me like that.
Bro I used to snort with a buddy of mine i was in the back of the room and my first time my buddy actually had me try a small portion and man I was waiting for a trip naw it was like a rush like depression was gone and man I asked for more and more and next thing yk I was asking some for a free and he gives it to me and I remember I went home my sister tried some and I had quite a lot and I’m a cowboy yk so I saw my mom coming down the road and 2 lines if not 3 lines I made and snorted them and I rode my horse and I don’t remember where the fuck I rode off too 😭😂 but good thing the friend of mine started to noticed I was addicted I was hooked so he kept on refusing when I asked
What is a price of 8ball ? Like 300 usd at least? So 1 month cost around 9000usd, probably more like 13500usd ? (1-2 8balls a day) ... Sooo thats like 152.5usd a year??? Wooow thats insane.. But i actually dont know the price, captain?
How much money you got. Cause one 8 for me is $275
Look up the Lamar bell situation
That was such a terrible way to go! "Call the ambulance"
"Pump my heart"
And u slowly hear his calls getting weaker and weaker
That’s terrifying
Did I hear you say you are diagnosed with NPD? As in narcissistic personality disorder? I dated a former heroin addict once, I will never ever date a "recovering" addict again. She was and probably still is very narcissistic. Tell me how you were diagnosed. What are your symptoms.
No, he said MDD.
Don't play with fire and you won't get burned
I remember my Apple Watch was going off, my heart rate was 200bpm. Had to throw that shit at the wall and try not to die.
I overdosed on cocaine a week ago, and now I’m clean. I felt like I was having a heart attack my whole left arm hurt like hell and my chest where my heart is. When the ambulance got to me my heart rate was 180. I asked him if there’s any chance I could survive and he just said “I can’t lie to you bro.” I thought I was gonna die. Ever since I’ve been constantly afraid my heart is going to explode. I can never do coke again because I genuinely don’t want to die
Seriously appreciate these videos man it helps a lot hearing from someone else who been through this shit
He is that guy 2 8 balls of coke a day and still around. Your hear for a reason my friend
My overdose was nothing like this besides heart rate and how do you even do 7 grams in 24 hours ?
Seriously fuck that 2 grans was my max but never even dit it daily i was a weekend warrior loved drinking on it. The tachycardia and anxiety aint worth it. Fuck coke
If you knew....
Weeds the only drug that I’ve ever really fiended for done all types of things I can go out and do other things for a night do alittle and then not feel any urge really to do it again weed hell nah. Smoked heavy for 15 years
My scariest od moments? The hallucinations. They were terrifying.
I stopped bc every time i did I was scared that I would get heart attack😂
What should I do if my friend “recreationally uses” cocaine? And I mean this as actual friend, not me. We’re not extremely close so I’m not sure if it’s my place to intervene on them but the risks are too much for me.
Watch to see if it starts to become more than recreational. If he’s doing it just by himself = a problem. Once a week or less at a party is moderation
@@philliplam2704 unfortunately I have no idea, but I do know they have a high stress job and I strongly suspect they are using at work. They are actually an extremely famous musician who is on tour overseas atm, but with that means an almost endless amount of money and abilities to use which really frightens me. Drinking is also a problem for them
And I don’t believe they have anyone physically around them who isn’t enabling them
@@Mariabadeia yea its gonna take over. It happened to me and I wasnt even famous, just a decent paying stressful job
What do you mean “recreationally uses”? All cocaine users are recreational lmao Cocaine has no medicinal value.
What happened to me was three loved ones decided to lace me and film it. They just wanted me to die.
One thing that can help is allow someone else to take control of your finances. It helps in the short term. Ultimately it’s not your family it’s not god - you have to want to for you guys.
Don’t get it layed on
The 12 step program says the opposite, it actually has a lot to do with having some kind of higher power. Especially if you are an intense addict. You need both will and the higher power in combination to hopefully reach a spiritual awakening and allow yourself to see the real situation one has put themselves in to recover.
@@user-mr3zc5xo8c God won’t do the work for you. If that’s the route people want to go down and it assists them that’s only a good thing.
I would encourage physical fitness above everything. MMA MuayThai ….
Unfortunately people want ‘ something ‘ to work. Dangerous territory. They aren’t ready. People either truly want to and or they don’t.
1-2 eight balls a day is pretty crazy