What is Cocaine Sex Like
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- As a recovering addict cocaine and sex go hand in hand and are not often discussed along with the dangers of this combination. I share from experiences hoping my stories help others feel less alone in their struggles for sobriety. If you need help www.na.org and www.aa.org are great resources
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Its like shooting pool with a piece of rope
Every time lol
Lmfaoooo . Great summary
Viagra
Lies, I was a stallion . Ol lady was begging to tap out
@@fernandocarmona3785 keep it up and see what happens...lies lol
Takes tremendous courage to talk about it. Respect brother.
Sober is the best
Not really. It requires care most of all. One should (according to healthy recovery always put the message across with experience and hope, not WAR STORIES, OTHERWISE THEY ALL COMPETE ABOUT HOW.MUCH THEY TOOK AND HOW "CLEVER"TGEY WERE) there has to be a degree of humbleness and courage yes but to the point that your intentions drive the point with care. It becomes easier to talk genuinely.
I ruined SO many sexual experiences by using that shit.
Cocaine, Alcohol and a breakup is like going through hell cause even if you get sober the feelings that were suppressed by cocaine during the separation haunt you…
I can only do coke if everything in my like is going well or else I’ll overthink everything and just makes it not worth it
@@litgaming8220 I've gotten to that point as well. And I can't trip anymore. I've been through so much heavy shit that I know I will go down a rabbit hole with it.
Perfect formula for a downward spiral!
Been there, done that, got the t shirt.
The heartbreak thing heals, brother. I promise. And maybe quit alcohol and wait a month to quit coke.
Worked for me.
Good Luck, bradda!
@@litgaming8220same man!
Exactly
100% SPOT ON... 20 year addict here. 13 years clean....
Noice
Nice man, drink water, do dope shit, and ask your long haired friend which anime aren't bad
Dude your the man, putting these videos out, tell your dark secrets is only making you stronger. Im 49 not sure your age, but listening to you is like relieveing my old life. Your just getting started, God has much more work for you. Love u man, and im proud of you.
My ex was doing it every weekend & drank heavily..
I only smoked weed to chill.. then started doing coke with him thinking "we cool"..
Became a sh*tshow very quickly 😔 my system couldn't take it & anxiety took over.
If you want a loving relationship do NOT fkn make this mistake. Minus the coke, I honestly believe each of us were fabulous ppl...& could've made a beautiful life together.
I quit everything.. & said goodbye. Sad to say, he's 52 & think he'll continue on this path til he wakes up. He even said one night.... "didn't think I'd be doing blow at 50 odd"
Well you are- that's why you lost a great woman! Tragic.
TY for putting this out here.
Wishing u every success ❤
thank you for sharing your experiences as a former addict. It amazes me that you share your stories although you had a very rough time. Much respect
I loved the coke high but it made me so paranoid, I would just stay alone in my house.
know that feeling
Same that’s why I quit, shrooms and red wine is a similar feeling but better experience
Same here
That's a trip how yay has different effects on people. There is the paranoid person, there is the one who blabs on and on and very social battling to be the center of attention, then there is the person that is so wired his face is break dancing and just stuck unable to say a word. then there's the person who wants to do everything and goes on a unplanned trip to Vegas (I'm in los Angeles where Vegas is a 4 hr drive, I've made in 3 hr 20 min, my record time). And there is always that one person who never pitches in but does mount everest size rails that are arms length and within 5 minutes is asking to go the car to do more. Hahaha.. that habit is so fucken lame.. it's stupid and a waste of money. Probably could of been a millionaire if i would of taken that money and invested. Or the very least just stash it in a savings account, it would not made me a millionaire but I least have more than I do now..
@@dannydee9919
LOL. fantastic descriptions!
So what if there is a house and a couple motorcycles up your nose. At least when you're old and looking back, you can recall putting your needle in to the red zone.
Glad it is behind us both. Plus, fentanyl makes doing blow a really risky endeavor.
Excellent explanation. You can see in his eyes that he is actually reliving in his mind the things he is talking about. I am glad his life got better. Hang in there.
As an alcoholic in recovery, who played with substances like MDMA, totally concur. It’s not glamorous, the sex isn’t glamorous, it’s UGLY, and the cringe is terminal. Singularly fortunate that I didn’t have a heart attack.
What you talking bout Willis the sex was fantastic
Have to disagree with you about MDMA. If you're not mixing it with alcohol etc it can be beautiful and the sex can be extra deep and lovely.
@@BUEAUabsolutely
All the best to you and your recovery and your CZcams channel.
Massive Respect & Love From London!! 🙏🙏
Hi Eric ,I really admire you for sharing this.And I hope you all of the best .
you just described some of the worst parties I have had. Thanks it has been a little wake up call.
Thanks for your honesty and education, I appreciate your bravery putting yourself out there.
Never got into drugs much at all, and that for me was a blessing. Had i done i would not have watched your video, i would be 6 feet under. Alcohol was a differant story. Drank for 17 years, now 34 years sober. I was of no use when drinking. Good old brewers droop. So yes i identify with you.
So good you are now clean and sober. Keep up great work of sharing your journey
I’m proud of you brother. Keep pushing
Thank you for posting this, my boyfriend is an addict and this is a huge issue in our relationship. No one talks about this but its so true. He gets high, comes home and wants to have sex but can't get an erection. It makes me feel sick because I feel like he's using me for sex and it pushes me away.
Is his name Dick Limpy??? Too much and forget about it.
girl he needs help and as a former addict you are probably right about that last part.
Get a trans real man
You need to get away from that person before you start doing it.
At least he want you better you then someone else? But talking to him about it is something you should do
Been there but I'm glad I'm not anymore! I started to have some small strokes after doing it for around 30 or so years so I was afraid of dying so I just completely give it up! But you are exactly right with your videos!
It’s the best ! Thanks for coming out pal 😂
Thank you for sharing your experience. It takes a lot of guts to do so, but you might be saving a lot of lives.
Coke always gives me the ol gummy worm😡
🤭🤭🤭 gummy worm 😂😂😊
😂😂😂
Exactly finally someone honest
They guy called it 'Wet Noodle'😂
Same brother
Just wanted to say thank for being you!
Great video. This was the subject I was looking for, and especially how it doesn't allow things to work.
Thanks for sharing your experience. Best of luck to you.
As a recovering cocaine addict this is so accurate. I call it “chemical sex” as it’s actually unreal. Kinda soul - less.
Oh ya it feels so good
hi sweetheart
Yup... the darkness is consuming. I'm glad the Lord got me through it.
@@LEFT4eV3r
While it lasts, yeah? Then that way-too-much-caffeine kind of come down.
Which is awful. And makes one want to do more.
@@reddiver7293 that's the bad part but I used to pop a Xanax to relieve the feeling of the comedown I felt stupid at night being up from the come down feeling like shit
great message brother 👍🏼❤️
For me personally it’s porn. When I’m using I’m just sitting on the edge of my sofa hunched over endlessly scrolling through page after page of porn. Eyes hurting from looking at my phone for to long.
You gotta watch porn on 4k smart tv while skiing. Sit back put your feet up it’s more enjoyable
💯 im trying to stop myself doing that but every time I get on I got to look at it
Why? What kind of life is that? how do you prefer that over a real woman?
@@msshrute8787Something about searching for the perfect video is so enjoyable on cocaine. It's like satisfying the inner hunter gatherer lol
@@msshrute8787also because of the aforementioned performance issues with real women, sometimes its less hassle and embarrassment just to play with your wet noodle on your own 😂
Love the honesty ~ new sub 🍀
I can't operate in bed properly while on blow. It's a humbling experience and makes the coke come down even worse.
It's the worst.
😂😂agreed 😂😂
Why because you can't get it up or because you're in gremlin mode
@@xgtwb6473 up
@@xgtwb6473lol. While high on cold blood flow to that region is quite low so even though you are horny your errctions are much smaller and thinner. The later stages of coming down from coke actually does the opposite and gives you bigger errections. The penis is quite numb/desensitised during sex anyway do you can’t feel much
This hit so close to home. Subbed
Loved it ! Only thing I miss! Wild
Thanks for your info big respect brother 🙏 x
When I think about my active addiction it scares the 💩 out of me. Complete insanity
Thanks for the message greatful for your sharing 🎉
You realy helped me. All my respect of what you are doing and chering. Big hug
I love how the only people who can teach us something are those who did touched the bottom and we can only learn from them and we will only listen to them.
We would never listen to people who did it right from beginning.
That says a lot about us .
Not all experience needs to be experienced (i.e. you don't need to shoot yourself in the leg to know that it'll hurt.) That said, to hear real and honest stories from someone who has "been there and done that" certainly adds a level of credibility when they're trying to warn you of the effects of doing certain things.
Absolutely true and the ones in recovery are called heroes but the ones who never use are not. Now we have a massive Fentanyl crisis (year 2024) and a larger number of people will die and only a few can be saved because they will not listen to begin with. And it's the ones who never used that will pay the price to save a few, but they will never be called heroes. This is not really a disease. It is rooted in hatred. Hatred of boredom. Boredom with domestic life. Hatred of wife. Boredom with children, etc. Addicts just keep the original hatred a secret. If they told anyone the truth they would not be called "heroes."
I’m lost I’m at the beginning but you give me hope
You are 1000 percent correct ✅
Only 100% is even possible
Im 64 from the midwest n did it every weekend in my 20's. Took a trip to Florida with some buds n bought an 8 ball. Dealer tells me, careful, this isn't like the shit you buy back home. Ok, whatever! Well...that night I did so much you could see my heart was pumping out of my shirt! I thought I was having a heart attack! My friends kept a eye on me for the next 12 hours. I quit that very next day...for good!! NEVER thought I'd EVER quit! Months later as I'm taking a leak in the mens bathroom during MY wedding a friend said, "hey, you wanna do a line, I have some good stuff?" I said NO without any hesitation!! Thank you God for waking me up!!! I now heart issues n HAVE to take prescribed drugs!
How ironic!! Been clean 40 years! You can quit to! 🙏👍
You seem like a really great straight up kinda guy good luck too ya and sobriety
You described my drug years to the tee. The depression, guilt, utter despair I'd feel after a binder. I'm recovering now. Very recently I quit drinking literally 4 days. All I can think about is vodka. It's hard. I'm unemployed. Lost my job. I sit in the woods pretending to be at work looking for a job. My fiance, the poor girl. I got to get my shit together. Ahhhh.🤯🤯🤯🥵
Thank you for sharing
Its awesome that you speak on this helping n preventing otheers from it. You had to do fhat to do this.
Just found your channel today. Awesome that's all I can say. Tells it like it is and brings back my days of cocaine and alcohol mostly in the 80s. Sober now for 25 years but only by the grace of God I am alive . Keyword INSANITY!
Thank you for this..I don't use the booger sugar at all, so I have no clue what way it goes for people who do use it. But I do believe this is the way my ex was. No proof, just a heavy weight that she has screwed around multiple multiple times over the years. It hurts to think about because I'd been faithful throughout out 10 year tenure😢
Trust your instincts. Come to terms with the truth and then you will be able to move on after. Your story ìs reminiscent of mine.
My ex-husband is on drugs - stayed in hotel rooms - had several affairs- I just divorced his ***. He’s addicted still. On muscle relaxers- won’t talk - looks like death. Death ☠️ is around the corner.
Be glad you had the strength to not do it and leave him
I will prey for him
We hope that you are taking good care of yourself.
@@ULTIMATEMONGSTATION That's a way of trying to distance oneself from suffering. It does nothing for others.
Glad you dumped him, who knows how far he will fall and bring you with him.
Thank you. This provides an explanation to something I’ve been pondering the last couple of months.
Absolutely trying to share more about my experiences
Perfect man... Thank you... I'll try my best,
I dont know why I found this funny, not a funny topic, but some of the things your saying are hilarious. Sadly I can relate. You will fuq anythin when you're high and coke totally destroys your off switch. You will keep going as long as coke is there. Thing is after a while it stops working and then after that your nose gets so clogged it wont accept it anymore. Then the depression kicks in and you lay there lectuing yourself in your mind.
I used to do cocaine back in the Heyday in the early 80s when cocaine was cocaine at first during lines and having sex all night was fabulous but after about a year-and-a-half to 2 doing cocaine and having sex didn't come hand-in-hand I was more interested in doing cocaine than having sex🤣🤷
I want a pool in my backyard so I can have s3x party’s with girls
God bless U Erick...
The only thing I ever heard of cocaine and sex was from Richard Pryor. He was comical in how he presented it but it is so much better to know the truth of what it does to your body. Thank you for sharing, Mr Eric. You are an amazing guy!!!🙌🙌
Eric. I just discovered two days ago that my husband is a cocaine addict. I am shocked. Thank you for making these videos. I had no idea. I’m glad to see you are doing well. The pain is excruciating and I hope he never contacts me again.
Your in for a long hard road. My girlfriend was an addict for 4 years , I went through hell
@@truehardcore1 as of the new year i went no contact. I filed for divorce in September but i was trying to just keep communication open because i loved him. But every chance he got he took advantage of me and i realize that it was never love. I’m done with him so no matters how hard the road is for me, it will be easier than if he was in my life. I’m sorry about your gf. Hope things work out for you.
You should be helping him overcome this sickness not shaming him! Wishing he never contacts you again smh
@@elchicano187 you should pull your head out of your backside troll. Sounds like you got some issues yourself
Thank you !
Glad I found your channel , interesting, I subscribed
Thanks for sharing this video it inspired me I'm former coke addict an Its hard on me to escape from I need all the 🙏🙏🙏 an help I need ive lost homeboys thru the years from drugs some days i cried to stay off coke I've lost my dad couple years ago ive lost people that cared about me i. Do want help but needs the right direction of people to help me
Wanting help is a good start. I did it like this. I don't need ice to be a badass. I'm badass without it. You're too good for drugs.
Brother Hi, I wanted to know if there is a wsy to test cocaine with household items.
Sorry my name Cliff, coming to you all the way from the island of Aruba.
I was so impressed with your video that at that moment I decidedNO MORE COCAINE FOR ME.
You described all the symptoms that f. ...ck with and you know it refuse to stop.
You know that coce is mixed with all kinds of sh ......tt, but you want it still.
I subcsribed to your channel because I admire your hobesty and advise.
Thanks would like more information on detoxing, because tonight was the last time I touch that stuff.
Thanks a bunch.
The only reason I ever did drugs was for the sex
Good word.
Cocaine and viargra bro 😂😂
This sounds like a hell of a party!
Im 34yrs old Never tryed it never will💯💯💯
Ok 7 up
"Wet Noodle Someone". Lol!!!! Glad Your Doing Well.
I still do it occasionally and regret it I don't drink anymore so that went hand in hand then I broke my nose suffering a deviated septum boxing in the gym and I get paranoid it's running down my face now. The first bag is always the best after that it's not fun .
Thank You
Thank you
i think people have the right to enjoying what’s they are doing as long as it’s safe for them own & not hurting any one else , you gotta has a strong mind to go over of your habits
I’m sorry guy may God bless you.
This was my drug of choice. I loved to snort it and feel the drip. Crazy to think about that now.
All that swallowing 😂😅
Yup, viagra was once my best friend in addition to my addiction.
We're sorry that you reached the point of even contemplating suicide. And we hope that you are taking good care of yourself.
I went through this plenty of times you don't think you're not in your right mind doing Coke Cain
I've been through for 32 years I'm clean 2 years now
Jezzz this is accurate
I hear u, I definitely made some shitty memories and shitty decisions when I was getting high. But I NEVER even thought abt cheating on my fiancé
Your really finding yourself Eric
It’s not ideal… when you think about afterwards. Luckily I’m not an addict. But experimented with substances as a young adult.
Maybe a video for men. In my experience women seem to have an even greater affinity with this drug and it is even more crazy
My partner is an addict I've been through 7 years of hell I just found out a year ago
I used cocaine all through my 20's, and it actually was never a problem. I learned early on that the first "toot" sets the stage for the rest of the run. If you do a big "bump" for the first one, you'll need at least that much for the subsequent ones. I can't count the people who would be bragging about the "foot long rails" they could do, and these are the same people that ended up with a vicious addiction. I could make a gram last until the next morining because it actually was a "party drug" for me - a condiment for my beer. I never stayed up for more than one night, never did it the next day or even the next week. I'm not endorsing cocaine, but it was a lot of fun, and eventually I outgrew it, mostly because I ran out of people to "party" with who hadn't slipped into addiction or died from it. I would never do it now, but the memories....... all good.
I’m down!!!
I agree totally use to do it once a month maybe twice a month sometimes n would go thru a gram and a half to two grams in a night n then leave it alone for month or more... it can be addictive but someone who has a great amount of self control and a non addictive personality who limits it to once a month or less is usually good but it's not something to play with and find out the hard way that they weren't as mentally strong and not easily addicted as they thought... but myself personally I did it off n on for over a year, then stopped, then a few years later I did it a few times in a year... literally depends on the person and will to limit yourself and keep control... if u can do that it's great but if you can't it's the worst thing you could do and will rip your life apart in ways you can't even imagine
Yeah, a gram can last me 2-5 days. Never drank on it though cause I hear cocaethanol is so much worse. Also never stayed up all night, slept and ate above normal on it. If anything all it did was make me eat more coming down
Great as long as you don't come down in the middle and you don't have anymore
It would make me last way too long, and then I would want to do it again 20 or 30 minutes later.
I couldn’t ever get hard on blow. My confidence was high but my tool was just for show 😂. Definitely not the drug for me. Haven’t done it in well over a decade and don’t miss it.
It’s so weird that cocaine makes men so horny, I had a terrible cocaine problem in my very early 20s and I never wanted anyone to touch me when I was high. The thought of it still grosses me out to this day and I kicked that habit in 1995. And most women I know who have done cocaine feel this same way. I would be interested in any kind of study that shows why it makes men horny and why makes women not want any man near them
I’m a man, and I feel this way too. Especially when it is my girlfriend, I don’t even want to be touched by her . I have cheated and so maybe this is why. But this was happening before I had cheated. And I thought “is it because I’m not having sex with the right person?” But no, it’s probably that the drug inhibits risky behavior
Are girl take cocaine already would feel horny too?
My ex was addicted for ten years from 15 to 25. She was fucking constantly.
lol it actually does make some women want men near them...very near
I was the same way, I wanted nothing to do with sex while on it. Totally robbed me of all sex drive.
I never done lines of coke i done my coke from a tea spoon ,, ive actualy blew a hole inside my nose as for sex i would rather snort until i had none left or ive felt like i was having a heart attack ,, used to stay up over 5 days ,, ounces at at time ,, that was over 20 years ago ,, havent touched the stuff in over 10 years lost my home my cars my money , girlfriend and children with my use ,, dont touch the stuff it ruins your life
How long does the nose bleed after using?I Have someone who says they stopped using but is still having bloody nose?
Congrats on your sobriety! I was never addicted to coke and never got the wet noodle but talking about beating the brakes off a chick, good lord. The next morning they could barely walk. Your right about not having sex with your wife. My best childhood friend got addicted and I was working for him at the time. We would have jobs out of town and the first thing he would do when we arrived was get on the net looking for prostitutes! And some of them I wouldn’t touch with a 10ft pole! And yes he took out a second mortgage on his 600k house because of this. The bad thing about all this is that the coke he was getting flat out sucked! It was stomped on one to many times. Back in the day when we were younger I was getting shit fresh off the boat and a ball would last 3 days. Shit or puke on the first rail. His wife finally caught him and he went to rehab and got his life back on track.
Yo I felt that last part 😂
It’s like stuffing a marshmallow through a coin slot
😂
I’m gonna use this line if you don’t mind you legit had me rolling because I relate so much to
A window into seedy filth.. Thats what cocaine does
I don’t know why da fuq I’m watching this. Never done a single drug in my life nor do I drink alcohol. It was a suggestion on CZcams.
When i was using thats all i wanted! 2 yeahs sober!!
Did the erectile to function go away after you stop using
My husband has finally come to terms with the fact that he is a coke addict. Weve started marriage counselling and he has got so used to lying, that he started to deny things I've caught him out for. Ie; approx 80 calls to prostitutes on different nights out, flirty messages with local girls. My question is, before i realised anout the coke, we would have sex and gone for hours without going "soft" but he hasnt been able to finish for months. Is that a side effect?
Celebrate Recovery
It's like OD'ing on muscle relaxers and trying to lift weights.
admit it is the best
My date couldn't get it hard after coke+alcohol..twice already. He takes coke daily, for me it's just party drugs, he said he's going to take a break. Let's see, if it happens again & again sadly I'll stop seeing him even though I really like him & he's the functional ones at work and everything
I agree - done this myself
The struggle is real
@@EricBZink Eric do you think it’s possible to do everything that you said in this video but do it without negative side effects? Minus that coke and meth isn’t good for you body.