Christian Swenson
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Jung, Bleuler, and Coining "Autism"
A peek inside Eugen Bleuler's "Dementia Praecox" to see the first sentence where the word "autism" is used.
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My name is Christian Swenson. I'm a 29-year old autistic man with interests in philosophy, art history, and all sorts of things. I made this channel to talk about the experience of autism from an autistic perspective. Autistic consciousness isn't normal consciousness. The autistic world isn't the normal world. I want to explore that world with you.
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Toe Walking (An Autistic Person's Perspective)
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Autistic people often walk on their toes. I'm an autistic person, and that's something I do. Here's why. I have autism, and I make videos about autistic consciousness and life on the autism spectrum. Subscribe: czcams.com/channels/M3foQCmdNo-xrYSRhqBMrg.html Most Recent Video: czcams.com/video/QTc2zNo-CPY/video.html Autism and Muscle Tension: czcams.com/video/meuSZNDAjIA/video.html Autism as a ...
When You Get Stuck: An Autism Essay
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An essay I wrote when I was sick and frustrated in January. It helped me a lot. It might help you too. Subscribe: czcams.com/channels/M3foQCmdNo-xrYSRhqBMrg.html Most Recent Video: czcams.com/video/QTc2zNo-CPY/video.html My name is Christian Swenson. I'm a 29-year old autistic man with interests in philosophy, art history, and all sorts of things. I made this channel to talk about the experienc...
Autism and Small Spaces
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Did you ever crawl inside cupboards or boxes as a kid? Are you autistic? Subscribe: czcams.com/channels/M3foQCmdNo-xrYSRhqBMrg.html Most Recent Video: czcams.com/video/QTc2zNo-CPY/video.html How I See the World with Autism: czcams.com/video/0pNTp7xr5kI/video.html Do Autistic People Have a Self (I Don't Think So): czcams.com/video/0pNTp7xr5kI/video.html How to Not be Gaslighted (As an Autistic P...
Autism and The Inner Jailer
zhlédnutí 1,2KPřed 2 lety
In this one, I talk about a concept from Donna Williams called "exposure anxiety." It's a self-protection mechanism, but it's one that disconnects you from the world. I read the introduction to Donna Williams' book, or rather, a version of it that I "translated" to make it easier to understand. Subscribe: czcams.com/channels/M3foQCmdNo-xrYSRhqBMrg.html Most Recent Video: czcams.com/video/QTc2zN...
Why You Can't Adapt (Autism Tips)
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Do you have a hard time adapting to change? Would you prefer it if things always were the way they are? Do you long for permanence? Here's why. Subscribe: czcams.com/channels/M3foQCmdNo-xrYSRhqBMrg.html Most Recent Video: czcams.com/video/QTc2zNo-CPY/video.html How I See the World with Autism: czcams.com/video/0pNTp7xr5kI/video.html Do Autistic People Have a Self (I Don't Think So): czcams.com/...
Why Autistic People Watch Stuff On a Loop
zhlédnutí 2,8KPřed 2 lety
Do you watch stuff on repeat? When you finish a TV show, do you go right back to the beginning? Do you have videos on repeat? Songs? Here's why. Plus why it's connected to the inventor of cinema. Subscribe: czcams.com/channels/M3foQCmdNo-xrYSRhqBMrg.html Most Recent Video: czcams.com/video/QTc2zNo-CPY/video.html How I See the World with Autism: czcams.com/video/0pNTp7xr5kI/video.html Do Autisti...
How to Be More Secure
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Are you insecure? Don't know who you are? Don't know your place in the world? Come on a hike with me! Subscribe: czcams.com/channels/M3foQCmdNo-xrYSRhqBMrg.html Most Recent Video: czcams.com/video/QTc2zNo-CPY/video.html How I See the World with Autism: czcams.com/video/0pNTp7xr5kI/video.html Do Autistic People Have a Self (I Don't Think So): czcams.com/video/0pNTp7xr5kI/video.html How to Not be...
Why Autistic People Hate Light Touch
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Does light touch feel like nails on a chalkboard? Prefer deep pressure? Stay tuned to find out why... Subscribe: czcams.com/channels/M3foQCmdNo-xrYSRhqBMrg.html Most Recent Video: czcams.com/video/QTc2zNo-CPY/video.html How I See the World with Autism: czcams.com/video/0pNTp7xr5kI/video.html Do Autistic People Have a Self (I Don't Think So): czcams.com/video/0pNTp7xr5kI/video.html How to Not be...
Why Autistic People Hate Clothes
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Ever dress in too little clothing? Ever dress in too much? Hate shirt tags? Hate socks? Clothing is about pressure and temperature in more than one way. We autistic people with pressure and temperature regulation problems are bound to have problems with clothing. Forgive the piece of yarn on my shoulder. Ironic, huh? Links and Book referenced: aspiewriter.com/2015/07/temperature-regulation-why-...
Why "Neurocontinuity" is Better than Neurodiversity
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We're different, but we're also continuous. We're all human beings with human joys and sorrows. Those joys and sorrows just grow differently depending on where and how we're planted. I've missed doing this, and I've missed you. Subscribe: czcams.com/channels/M3foQCmdNo-xrYSRhqBMrg.html Most Recent Video: czcams.com/video/QTc2zNo-CPY/video.html How I See the World with Autism: czcams.com/video/0...
Tip for Autism: Change Your Handwriting, Change Your Life
zhlédnutí 827Před 2 lety
If you change your handwriting, you can change the way you hold your body and the way you inhabit your world. It doesn't have to be better; just different. My aunt with fibromyalgia has been unjustly charged with a DUI because of tests she failed while driving out of state because of her disability. We're raising money for her legal fees. Anything helps. A GoFundMe link: www.gofundme.com/f/fibr...
Why ABA is Stupid (But ABBA isn't) #StopTheShock
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Mamma Mia. Now I really know. But ABA doesn't. I use humor here not to make light of dark things, but to mock the people doing those things. My aunt with fibromyalgia has been unjustly charged with a DUI because of tests she failed while driving out of state because of her disability. We're raising money for her legal fees. Anything helps. A GoFundMe link: www.gofundme.com/f/fibromyalgia-and-a-...
Does Autism Make You Invisible or Too Visible? (Plus a Request for Help)
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Autism is a threat to the neurotypical world, and we mask because we absorb those ideas. My aunt with fibromyalgia has been unjustly charged with a DUI because of tests she failed while driving out of state because of her disability. We're raising money for her legal fees. Anything helps. A GoFundMe link: www.gofundme.com/f/fibromyalgia-and-a-librarians-unjust-dui-stop Subscribe: czcams.com/cha...
Corsets and Autism (The Most Healing Thing)
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Corsets and Autism (The Most Healing Thing)
Autism and Light Switches
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Autism and Light Switches
Lessons from Autistic Memoirs (My 2021 AutCon Presentation)
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Lessons from Autistic Memoirs (My 2021 AutCon Presentation)
The Autism Knot (and the Brain Tree)
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The Autism Knot (and the Brain Tree)
Autistic Thinking Styles
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Autistic Thinking Styles
Hans Christian Andersen's Autism
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Hans Christian Andersen's Autism
Girls on the Autism Spectrum (The Chick-List Checklist)
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Girls on the Autism Spectrum (The Chick-List Checklist)
Autism and Animals (feat. my dog Moose)
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Autism and Animals (feat. my dog Moose)
Autism IS (a) Disorder, and That's Great
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Autism IS (a) Disorder, and That's Great
Are you Autistic? (The 7 Official Criteria)
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Are you Autistic? (The 7 Official Criteria)
The Word "Autism" Should Be Retired
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The Word "Autism" Should Be Retired
My Autistic Everyday Carry
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My Autistic Everyday Carry
The Most Famous Painter with Synesthesia (and Autism?)
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The Most Famous Painter with Synesthesia (and Autism?)
11 Books that Changed my Life (About Autism, Psychology, and Religion)
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11 Books that Changed my Life (About Autism, Psychology, and Religion)
The Pros and Cons of My Early Autism Diagnosis
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The Pros and Cons of My Early Autism Diagnosis
Can Autism Hear and See at the Same Time?
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Can Autism Hear and See at the Same Time?

Komentáře

  • @higurashikai09
    @higurashikai09 Před 4 dny

    I'm not autistic but I started toe walking when I was a kid because heel strikes gave me headaches. The toe walk is way more springy and absorbs a lot of impact in the muscles of the legs rather than the heel. The way I toe walk is more understated than how I've seen some autistic people toe walk though. If you look at me walk, you might not even notice that I'm toe walking because my heels are low but my weight is all in the front of the foot. Anyway, I think toe walking is superior to the heel-toe walk or heel strike even in running.

  • @JezebelSteffen
    @JezebelSteffen Před 9 dny

    Thank you so so so much for this.

  • @shanedbunting
    @shanedbunting Před 10 dny

    Atlas calves , I got'em , I also have so many different walks, I once took a 32+mile walk, took 12 hours .

  • @Adri-coversyasmr
    @Adri-coversyasmr Před 18 dny

    Thank you so much for this, i feel so much better now after a exhausting day with a lot of overwhelming stress bcs of noises from outside (bus,metro,people) sending you a lot of hugs and positive energy ❤

  • @SalomeTheGreat
    @SalomeTheGreat Před 19 dny

    I still love tippy toeing. Honestly I feel more “balanced” when I am on my tip-toes. It feels comfortable.

  • @johnhoover8952
    @johnhoover8952 Před 23 dny

    I was diagnosed with ADHD as a child but it wasn't called ADHD I was coined a Slow Learner only later in my adult life (I am 50 years old) did I learn the name of the name of my slow learning condition. I do remember as a child though I would walk on my toes, I did not realize I was doing it but one of my grandmothers would notice when I would do it and she would ask "Why are you walking tippy toe" than she would point it out to my parents and ask them "Why is my grandbaby walking tippy toed like that, look" and she would point at me and tell my parents they needed to get me checked cause that isn't normal.

  • @jonmustang
    @jonmustang Před 24 dny

    Hey, this was fantastic! You're right, some of these states you're describing are similar to the liberated blissfulness that meditators have sought for millennia. The "I am this body, I am this person" is the ego sense and in advanced states of consciousness of great yogis, they've realized that the thoughts of "I am this body, I am these thoughts, I am this person" will fade away in deepest meditation. The "real I" one might say is the being or pure consciousness, no self, no other. Could it be that some autistic folks have less of the "false I" ego sense than most other folks? Fascinating theory.

  • @YellowCreatmylifeadhd

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  • @wambuirk
    @wambuirk Před měsícem

    As an adult I walk with the sides .feels uncomfortable to have my foot flat

  • @danielimmortuos666
    @danielimmortuos666 Před měsícem

    Honestly whenever I'm going to school I'm always sweating so much even when it's 5 degrees celsius and that's why I always avoid layers and people ask me why I'm a not wearing this or that

  • @ellaboobella8770
    @ellaboobella8770 Před měsícem

    I’m sad. Toe walking has always been something I did regularly, and I did this into adulthood. But I had to stop because I fell and damaged my Achilles tendons, and I now can’t toe walk at all now. 😢

  • @michaelacobb1209
    @michaelacobb1209 Před měsícem

    I am in this exact position right now and have been here before. I have been stuck in my car for 50 minutes, waiting for something to compel me to open the car door and get out.

    • @michaelacobb1209
      @michaelacobb1209 Před měsícem

      also, for context, no i am not diagnosed, but autism and neurodivergency make so much sense- they explain nearly my entire existence

  • @AsAmsterdam
    @AsAmsterdam Před měsícem

    Hooo… wow. I needed to hear this. Thank you for reading to me. And thank you, Donna, for writing to me.

  • @ninaneshich
    @ninaneshich Před měsícem

    I have an autistic son. He is 5 years old and when the winter comes he neither wants to wear winter clothes nor let me use it. He keeps asking me to remove. So I found this video. I am trying to understand. Curious to know why he doesn’t like others to wear it too.

    • @ZhovtoBlakytniy
      @ZhovtoBlakytniy Před 13 dny

      When I was that age I insisted on going out in the snow in my T-shirt and cotton shorts, barefoot. My parents let me do it for a short time just because I was so insisting and I loved it. Of course, I had to come back in after just a few minutes because that can be dangerous, but it wasn't a bone chilling winter day- just cold enough to snow and stick. The reason I hate winter clothes is not only do I hate heat, but winter clothes are hardly ever made from natural material but some plastic fibers. They can be itchy especially on the cuffs because of the way the elastic bunches the stiff polyester and vinyl material, the waterproof fabrics make weird noises when they rub (like a textured screen) and that can be overwhelming even for others nearby to wear. The sherpa polyester fluffy fabric sticks to dry winter skin. Some materials like fleece or flannel can pill and make bumps that have to be picked off. The winter boots are heavy and trap heat. The jacket or coat zipped to the throat and the scarves feels constricting. Mittens and gloves make our hands more useless. Thick socks with seams touching the toes is uncomfortable. Also, putting on all those layers feels like a workout sometimes. Hopefully those examples are giving some insight.

  • @nomoresunforever3695
    @nomoresunforever3695 Před měsícem

    Isn't this the natural way to walk? Every other animal walks like this.

    • @junfaa
      @junfaa Před 14 dny

      Not other species of apes.

  • @karowolkenschaufler7659
    @karowolkenschaufler7659 Před měsícem

    this is very interesting. I struggle (really struggle. I've been on sick leave because of it) with fatigue and muscle tension/exhaustion/pain. like my muscles are working all the time but I'm not doing anything. I don't have an official diagnosis but I strongly suspect I a bit of an auDHDer... from what I can relate to from hearing people with a diagnosis describing it... this is a fresh path to go down. just tried the self hugging and automaticly did a deep in- and exhale before he even mentioned it. so there is definetly some value for me in it.

  • @ewap789
    @ewap789 Před měsícem

    czcams.com/video/JFW8E2Df1Wk/video.htmlsi=uO8o1bud90admCp7

    • @ewap789
      @ewap789 Před měsícem

      Sharing this explanation as well. Neuromuscular explanation. Hope that helps. I was a toe walker as a toddler.

  • @lunaisawitch
    @lunaisawitch Před měsícem

    Thank u sm, this was REALLY helpful actually

  • @heathertoomey7068
    @heathertoomey7068 Před měsícem

    You now have another subscriber! ✌️ You might not hear this enough, so I guess I'll let you know, I think you're kinda cute.

  • @PurpleRhymesWithOrange
    @PurpleRhymesWithOrange Před měsícem

    A Buddhist go into a pizza place and says, "make me one with everything" When his pizza comes out he give the cashier a $20 bill. He patiently waits for a while and then asks, "Where is my change?" The cashier responds, "Change must come from within."

  • @PurpleRhymesWithOrange
    @PurpleRhymesWithOrange Před měsícem

    I often say I was raised by cats. We had 3 cats and I would follow them and squeeze into their hiding spots with them and they would cuddle up with me for naps. Often no one could find me because I had gone into a cat hole they thought would be too small for me to get into.

  • @PurpleRhymesWithOrange
    @PurpleRhymesWithOrange Před měsícem

    As a pre-teen I literally lived in a closet for 4 years. It was only 4x5 so I could not lie down with my legs straight.

  • @troymccullagh
    @troymccullagh Před 2 měsíci

    My youngest daughter has always walked on her toes.

  • @Nsayles
    @Nsayles Před 2 měsíci

    As an undiagnosed autistic person this makes a lot of sense for the way I saw things growing up and to this day.

  • @ClaireGreen-wd2gm
    @ClaireGreen-wd2gm Před 2 měsíci

    Im an autistic woman who of course never knew until I was 37. I toe walked as a child. Thing is my son who is so obviously autistic everyone knows immediately just looking at him was NOT a toe walker until he hit age 10 or 11. I have all the home videos to show it. Now hes 15 and is high up on those toes and you cant tell him anything against it. Now people see him and immediately assume hes incapable of most things and they think hes got the mind of a much younger child. He doesnt like that people that hes incapable of things his age boys should be able to do but he refuses to even try re learning to walk heel toe. Its going to negatively effect his life if he doesn't make an effort to modify this.

  • @sashasaettele
    @sashasaettele Před 2 měsíci

    I'm a little late here, but I wanted to share my experience with toe walking regardless. I've been toe walking since I can remember and I find, that it is a whole combination of things that make me do it. 1. Sensory issues I hate wearing shoes in the house or on particular outdoor surfaces like sand and grass, because I kind of need to feel the surface that I'm walking/standing on. But whenever I am barefoot, my soles stick to the ground or I get small stuff stuck to the soles like crumbs, tiny stones, leaves etc. or there's a wet patch that i step into and I instantaneously shudder and get overwhelmed. So one of my instincts is, to minimize the surface area that can come into contact with icky ground. Hence the toe walk. 2. Pain Walking heel-toe does quite often cause me physical pain. The pressure on the heel starts to really hurt after a while and the entire "flat-foot-posture" starts to cause tension and pain in my legs, (causes actual cramping) and my back right up to my neck which can cause really bad tension headaches. So when I walk on my toes (or high heels) there is less pain than with regular flat shoes or barefoot. Also the impact vibrations of the heel hitting the ground while walking hurts and is quite disconcerting to me. 3. Ease of motion I find that toe walking is more "springy" than heel-toe. It takes less energy for me to "propel" myself forward when I'm not involving the heel. So I can walk/run faster and not get tired as quickly as when I go heel-toe. Toe walking also allows for a more quiet step, which is nice because it ties into Nr. 1 sensory issues. If I'm not stomping around like a drunk rhino, there is less noise I have to deal with.

  • @liamoneill4706
    @liamoneill4706 Před 2 měsíci

    Part of the 'fun' for me in writing my own music is that I can listen to it over and over until im tired of it then Im ready to create more. Its my pattern..create/analyze/burn out...this video makes sense to me. I also tend to gravitate towards certain subjects whether it be music(a particular genre or artist) or a historical topic or sporting topic mainly football(my football manager game inparticular) or boxing. I go from one to the other seldom all of these at once...when I have what I consider to be a good balance I feel so much more at ease in my life. Everything else disrupts this and has to be 'endured'...most of life is a test of my endurance. I realise that my relationships with women have been attempts to get out of that cycle, drugs and alcohol too...like ive been ashamed that i have very limited interests, but ones that I hold very dear. Im 52, diagnosed 3 years and am only just understanding this at a deeper level. Its slowly making sense to me. Im thinking about going away somewhere for a few days on my own for the first time ever this summer...but the question im asking myself is why put myself through so much stress planning and getting used to where I am when I get there?..getting hot under the collar about getting lost or letting my guard down....its some fucked up shit between my ears lol

  • @karenholmes6565
    @karenholmes6565 Před 2 měsíci

    I remember walking on my toes and I would pretend I was a ballerina. When I was around 7 years old it got painful to walk on my toes so I stopped doing it. I didn't outgrow spinning in circles until years later.

  • @rainrain9501
    @rainrain9501 Před 2 měsíci

    I am still here ❤

  • @svetavinogradova4243
    @svetavinogradova4243 Před 2 měsíci

    Anxiety and tightness, selfishness and cowardice. It all stems from childhood, when your mum did not teach you to forget your little selfish requirements.

    • @spoops752
      @spoops752 Před 2 měsíci

      Are you alright?

    • @svetavinogradova4243
      @svetavinogradova4243 Před 2 měsíci

      @@spoops752 Of course. Cannot say the same about you however.

    • @spoops752
      @spoops752 Před 2 měsíci

      @@svetavinogradova4243 Of course not but are you alright? Do you need someone to talk to?

    • @svetavinogradova4243
      @svetavinogradova4243 Před 2 měsíci

      @@spoops752 you definitely need

    • @spoops752
      @spoops752 Před 2 měsíci

      @@svetavinogradova4243 we could all use someone to talk to 😊

  • @erindover6617
    @erindover6617 Před 2 měsíci

    Not only toe walking…walking on the outer edges of feet (supination) is also a common gait difference related to autism. If you do this you’ll be able to tell by looking at the bottom of your shoes. If the outer side of each shoe is more worn than heel and toe you have a supinated gait.

    • @SirKillah
      @SirKillah Před 2 měsíci

      That can be related to the body being stuck in extension which happens when the nervous system is basically locked in a sympathetic state like fight or flight.

    • @erindover6617
      @erindover6617 Před 2 měsíci

      @@SirKillah Thank you for the additional info….makes perfect sense.

    • @joycebrewer4150
      @joycebrewer4150 Před měsícem

      I had a pair of high heels, the wear on soles was so uneven they became dangerous to wear !

    • @SirKillah
      @SirKillah Před měsícem

      I wouldn’t say outside heel wear is inherently bad because during the gait cycle (walking) the foot first contact is a heel strike with a supinated foot in order to transition to pronation for weight bearing before supinating again to push off. It would be interesting to see how the foot’s position changes the gait when in shoes such as high heels. Probably something similar to toe walking as it’s a similar position expect the whole foot is contact with the shoe rather than just the ball of the foot 🤔

    • @erindover6617
      @erindover6617 Před měsícem

      @@SirKillah To clarify, not outside HEEL… rather the majority of the outer side of foot (from small toe to outer heel)…so placing weight more on outsides of feet rather than even contact across foot as contact is made with surface.

  • @spacebar9733
    @spacebar9733 Před 2 měsíci

    I still walk on my toes often

  • @pimpstrong333
    @pimpstrong333 Před 2 měsíci

    Very enjoyable thank you

  • @TheCuratorIsHere
    @TheCuratorIsHere Před 2 měsíci

    It is biomechanically unsound to heel-toe walk. Forefoot at the contact phase is correct human gait for both walking and running.

  • @SunshinePip
    @SunshinePip Před 2 měsíci

    I have ADHD and like to sleep in the walk in closet or in the dormer windows when I feel overwhelmed. The world feels over stimulating alot of the time so hiding in a small space helps.

  • @TheRojo387
    @TheRojo387 Před 2 měsíci

    I have solved the puzzle you put in your thumbnail, and it is like so: Autism = Authoritarianism

  • @campbell953
    @campbell953 Před 3 měsíci

    this is so true about the way i feel when I'm listening to music in my headphones in public and i start dancing a bit like everyone else can hear it too but actually I do look very odd haha

  • @cecilyerker
    @cecilyerker Před 3 měsíci

    I don’t toe walk, but I wear slides indoors at all times except in my bedroom because I hate the feeling of dirty floors touching my feet.

  • @jessicaburrows6596
    @jessicaburrows6596 Před 3 měsíci

    Noice! I've always enjoyed compression, even more now that I understand my autistic brain and body and their needs. I'm gonna try it. I imagine it's like a portable weighted blanket. 😂

  • @shadetreader
    @shadetreader Před 3 měsíci

    You lost me with the House reference 😬

  • @ElevatorWasher5000
    @ElevatorWasher5000 Před 3 měsíci

    I play the same games over and over and play the same CZcams videos over and over my same songs I love and used to watch the same show (full house) until they got rid of it on Hulu

  • @ElevatorWasher5000
    @ElevatorWasher5000 Před 3 měsíci

    Why do I watch the same few videos everyday on CZcams ohh this video explains that

  • @t3g3b3
    @t3g3b3 Před 3 měsíci

    I cannot thank you enough for sharing this. I have never been diagnosed and only recently have started to understand who I am. Your videos are a goldmine of ideas and feelings I have struggled to articulate my entire life. I really appreciate you putting this content out there, you have done an amazing job with this channel! I hope you are well and wish you all the best in whatever you set out to accomplish!

  • @Exquailibur
    @Exquailibur Před 3 měsíci

    I do it when I am moving slowly or when I feel at ease such as indoors or though a park However I take large strides heel to toe when I have somewhere to be. I tend to toe walk when paying attention to my surroundings is a good way to put it.

  • @purplemonkeycats
    @purplemonkeycats Před 3 měsíci

    This resonated with me so much, I don’t have words to describe it. But thank you for sharing yours

  • @JenniferShipleyArt
    @JenniferShipleyArt Před 3 měsíci

    I have this tightness thing really really bad actually. It’s a huge problem. I hurt myself gripping things too hard. My body hurts so bad. I will notice that I’m tensing something and concentrate on relaxing that only to discover another area is tensing so then I focus on relaxing that and then another area is tensing and so then I’ll try to relax and discover that the first place is tensing again. And it does feel also like anxiety, though not about anything, but like i have to hold on to something for dear life or i might fall into an eternal vortex... I used to have more of like a restless leg syndrome. I had to be moving constantly, even in bed, or it was an awful feeling. Lots of years of meditation practice and I can hold still now, but then I will be doing something really weird with my fists or my feet or my butt cheeks or jaw, or holding my arm in a really weird position. It’s so difficult to control. It’s impossible at this point. Also, sometimes I toe walk, but mostly I don’t anymore. I worked really hard in high school to walk heel to toe. I focus on that and often feel really uneven when I walk. I used to drag my toes and ruin my shoes as a kid.

  • @dragonboysam3252
    @dragonboysam3252 Před 3 měsíci

    Hi, I have Asperger's and it's interesting hearing about this because I pretty much don't do this unless I have a cramp in my foot. I didn't know this is a thing the other autistic people might do.

  • @leigh231
    @leigh231 Před 3 měsíci

    Thank you. ❤