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LIVING OUT LOUD: Life with Stage 4 Cancer
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Registrace 12. 10. 2013
Living Out Loud is a series of video journals sharing my journey as I cure myself from Stage 4 Alveolar Soft Part Sarcoma.
Here is what my doctor SAID:
-If you do nothing, you will be dead in 60 days.
-There is NO cure, and only one treatment (immunotherapy).
-The treatment has a 60% chance of working.
-IF the treatment works, your odds of still being alive in 5 years are 10%.
-No one has EVER survived Stage 4 of this type of cancer.
Here is what I HEARD:
-There is no MEDICAL cure, so I must find a NON-MEDICAL way to cure myself!
-I will be the FIRST person in the ENTIRE world to survive Stage 4 ASPS!
I'm a FIGHTER and a STORYTELLER, which means that I will NEVER give up until I'm cured, and I will NEVER stop sharing my story until that happens!
If you want to support me, you can do so by subscribing, watching, & commenting, and/or donating to the GoFundMe my friend started for me by clicking the "GoFundMe" link at the bottom of this page.
Thanks,
Guillaume Sauvé
Here is what my doctor SAID:
-If you do nothing, you will be dead in 60 days.
-There is NO cure, and only one treatment (immunotherapy).
-The treatment has a 60% chance of working.
-IF the treatment works, your odds of still being alive in 5 years are 10%.
-No one has EVER survived Stage 4 of this type of cancer.
Here is what I HEARD:
-There is no MEDICAL cure, so I must find a NON-MEDICAL way to cure myself!
-I will be the FIRST person in the ENTIRE world to survive Stage 4 ASPS!
I'm a FIGHTER and a STORYTELLER, which means that I will NEVER give up until I'm cured, and I will NEVER stop sharing my story until that happens!
If you want to support me, you can do so by subscribing, watching, & commenting, and/or donating to the GoFundMe my friend started for me by clicking the "GoFundMe" link at the bottom of this page.
Thanks,
Guillaume Sauvé
How Much I Earned Since Being Monetized (Life With Stage 4 Cancer)
🎦 About This Video:
I discuss how much I earned in the first two months since being monetized. There are ups and downs, and some illogical things, but it's all part of the process. Don't hesitate to ask if you have any questions.
▶️ About This Channel:
I've always been a storyteller. I've written hundreds of short stories and multiple books, but I always sensed I was meant to share a different story.
MY story.
I wasn't sure what that was until I was diagnosed with STAGE 4 Alveolar Soft Part Sarcoma (a SUPER rare type of cancer for which there is NO CURE).
I decided to embrace my motto of Living Out Loud and started sharing my journey in vlog format.
This is my story. Real. Raw. Unfiltered.
✅ How To Help:
If you got value (motivation or entertainment) from this video and want to support me, there are a few ways you can do that:
1️⃣ Subscribe, comment, and share this video! That ALWAYS helps!
2️⃣ Donate to the FoGundMe my friend created for me when I was first diagnosed: gofund.me/d0e814d3
3️⃣ Visit my author website and buy one (or all) of my books: gsauve.ca/
#cancer #cancervlog #stage4cancer #cancerjourney #cancerstories #cancerrecovery #incurablecancer #sarcoma #tumor
I discuss how much I earned in the first two months since being monetized. There are ups and downs, and some illogical things, but it's all part of the process. Don't hesitate to ask if you have any questions.
▶️ About This Channel:
I've always been a storyteller. I've written hundreds of short stories and multiple books, but I always sensed I was meant to share a different story.
MY story.
I wasn't sure what that was until I was diagnosed with STAGE 4 Alveolar Soft Part Sarcoma (a SUPER rare type of cancer for which there is NO CURE).
I decided to embrace my motto of Living Out Loud and started sharing my journey in vlog format.
This is my story. Real. Raw. Unfiltered.
✅ How To Help:
If you got value (motivation or entertainment) from this video and want to support me, there are a few ways you can do that:
1️⃣ Subscribe, comment, and share this video! That ALWAYS helps!
2️⃣ Donate to the FoGundMe my friend created for me when I was first diagnosed: gofund.me/d0e814d3
3️⃣ Visit my author website and buy one (or all) of my books: gsauve.ca/
#cancer #cancervlog #stage4cancer #cancerjourney #cancerstories #cancerrecovery #incurablecancer #sarcoma #tumor
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I did one of these videos with my son for his channel czcams.com/video/nFgG-qrAkkQ/video.htmlsi=Zx5D47fCvKS8sdGv
If it says limited just appeal it and request a review so a human will watch it and change that for you!
I run my sons channel Weston Beston
Wish you could catch a break! I hope you have some good distractions so you don’t have to sit there with your symptoms. That’d get anyone down!
Hi so what does your care team say about all this? What are they proposing to help you with the pain and cough?
I love that you said this channel is not about the money but rather you sharing and living your life outloud . I love that you share your ups and downs but still remain positive. You are very inspiring to me & I thank you! Nothing wrong with a few bucks though but you’re not expecting it. I always say “ expect less & receive more”
You need to go to the hospital because you should not be in pain like that and I can see that it's causing a lot of agitation (and I totally understand that). They can definitely help you with that. You have every right to be upset.. don't feel like you need to apologize.
I don’t think you have cancer. Why? Because if you watch others online CZcams struggling with cancer they all share something in common - cancer is the overarching underlying feature of such videos. For you cancer is not the center of most your videos. You complain about this and that how you and wifey disagree on something or something else. You don’t show any evidence of cancer treatment. Beware peeps from handing money over.
How does monetizing work? Is that money that your followers have donated or is that strictly from CZcams?
It pays per 1000 views on your channel through ads
Are you allowed to have a store? You could sell Living Out Loud tee-shirt. Could be a conversation starter, too.
Hi my friend , SO happy you are sleeping better , may not post for awhile as feeling very down and troubled and won’t bring negativity to your channel . Just know I’ll be watching and sending my love as always 💙
You’re looking well today ❤xxx Your channel is really awesome. You are very relatable and easy to listen too 😊👍🥰
I’m sending you so much love and hugs 🫂 Bless you ❤ if it’s not one thing it’s another. Positive, healing prayers always xxx🥰🙏💪
No big deal, I can cover it with my hand. But your white ceiling fan spinning on the top left hand of your videos creates a strobe or flashing effect that although I can ignore, my brain is detecting. It's a trigger for partial seizures for me as I have Temporal Lobe Epilepsy. You've mentioned that you're on an anti-convulsive which is new to you as well as seizures. It's something that's not new to me at all. It's called being photosensitive. If you've had EEG's to pinpoint the origin of your seizures, you know they use a strobe light to trigger one. But ceiling fans when the lights on, or like yours a white one, even traveling in a vehicle throught a forested area during certain times of the day creates a strobe effect. Florescent lights, especially ones that aren't working right, the same. I wear dark sunglasses inside stores and other places with these kinds of lights and it helps a great deal. Yes of course I'm on medication, have a great team of doctors as well as an understanding family. Even my grandchildren know, Grandma can't watch this, if the movie is too flashy. And I talk with my Daughter before watching any new movies, so she can advice me if it would be safe for me to watch or not. Even with meds, strobes or flashing lights can cause breakthrough seizures. Forget going to a theater or watching any movie in the dark even at home. I hope that bringing this to your attention will help you consider your environment and how it could be affecting your brain, foggy, unable to really process, feeling spacey, or off some days. As you might not realize that you've also become photosensitive and having breakthrough partial seizures with these triggers.
Sweetie I'm proud that you got monetized but I do want to make more money on CZcams you cannot swear The advertisers will not pay for that so if you can try your best try not to swear other than that you're doing great sweetheart have a blessed day
You look really well today 👍💙🩵
I hope you can earn some money Cancer care is costly I have big bills to pay in 3 years $3400 on a monthly payment God bless you
You sound so much stronger today. It's wonderful to see you having a good day. This video was very interesting and informative. May your channel continue to grow. If watching adds help you out, Iwill watch them all. Take care of you. Love and a hug to you and your wife.❤🫂
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Hello, sir. I'm sorry that you are unwell. If I may ask, have you given thought to where you will spend eternity, no matter what happens or when?
Hi Guillaume, I am pleasantly surprised that you are already monetized. Thanks for enlightening us on how you get paid … it is more than I thought with less than 2K subscribers. I will watch the ads as I think you deserve all you can get from the work you put in. You look more relaxed so I hope more good days are coming. I know they aren’t perfect or normal for you but it’s just good to see you doing better. Just wondering … is either your mom or dad, “francaphone” as you have French name? ❤️🇨🇦🙏
I’m pleased to hear you are coughing less, progress 😊 it’s good to know you are making some revenue from your CZcams channel. Let’s hope it continues to grow and become more profitable ❤
Got my favorite shirt on which I know your wife chose for u. Glad you starting to be monetized for your vids. You deserve that ❤
You are looking much better and happier. Thank you for informing us about the money situation. Keep cheerful.😂
Thank God your feeling slightly better.
Hi! There is a guy who gets lots of views who is sharing his journey about cancer, and he also shares his knowledge regarding his job. He's a chiropractic. Maybe you could add creative writing tips for begginers. I don't know... it's just maybe a crazy idea. Abrazos desde Barcelona amigo!
Good to see your upbeat and cheerful
As a non You Tuber this was informative and interesting. May your channel do well. You deserve to get paid for your work.
You have been working hard uploading everyday. Eventually it will be financially more rewarding. Your channel is growing😊
You look even better today than you did yesterday! Great to hear you not coughing. Also really happy you’re making some money from CZcams. We’re very lucky here in the UK with the National Health Service so we don’t have that added financial stress if we get sick. Sending love and strength as always. ❤
I wish u all the best and happy Canada 🍁 day..
My Father-in-law use to say pennies add up to Dollar's. Yeah my husband and I use to laugh, but as we aged we totally get it. Congratulations on your success, and I realize it's really not about money, it's about your health. Many Prayers my Friend from my husband and I from the United States.l also think you put out quality videos, and we appreciate you sharing your life with us.💙❤️✌️
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Happy Canada Day! 🇨🇦
The chemo I'm on made me powerless. They said it's a light chemo. Either its weak either I'm weak. Did I mention mouth sores made me blend every meal I eat? And the cancer isn't even symptomatic in my case yet FFS.
I'm sorry to hear that. Chemo is definitely intense. Hopefully things will improve and you no longer need to deal with these issues.
Do you manage to take short naps during the day too? Btw just a suggestion. Most of us arent Canadian so it might help to learn more about how your Healthcare system works. E.g what does your pivot Nurse do and does she call you everyday or do you call her when you need? Do you get any other support at home ? Can you apply for extra allowance for Transport to and from hospital ?
Naps only seem to make things worse as I always have breathing issues and increased coughing when I wake up. Thanks for the suggestion 🙏. Much appreciated.
@@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C sorry to hear naps dont work out for you. Hope you sleep well every night soon.
Please know you are not alone i am also living with debilitating nausea. Im on 5 different drugs. I have gastroparesis among many other things. I use baby and toddler foods in packs i can take little sips from theres a WIDE variety of types and flavors. You can get it delivered from Amazon or Walmart. Taking little sips gives you nutrients but doesn't put so much pressure on your digestive system. My nausea feels like pain and seasick or motion sickness all the time. I also eat crushed ice the cold feels good in my stomach.
@@br4524 Wow. That sounds really intense. I'm sorry you have to go through that. Thanks for the suggestion 🙏.
I love that you wear the miraculous medal. Mary is a strong advocate.
Thanks 🙏. It's actually "Nuestra señora de Guadalupe". It was a gift from my wife.
@@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C I see. But still Mary. I love it either way.
That is Life, not just with cancer but also without. One area of our lives might be going well e.g family/ relationships but another e.g work/ finance might not at the same time. However with Cancer it is of course a whole different ball game . Hopefully you will be able to eat better and stop throwing up soon too.
You're right. That's pretty much life in general.
If you want to take advantage of chamomile's sleep-inducing benefits, it's recommended that you drink your chamomile tea for about 45 minutes before going to bed. This allows your body plenty of time to metabolize the chemical compounds that make chamomile an effective sleep aid.
What about melatonin? That might help too.
Thanks 🙏. Much appreciated.
@@Sunshine-zi4nqI tried a while back but it made no difference whatsoever. I guess I'm one of those people who don't respond to melatonin supplements.
Glad you got more sleep than of late Chamomile before bed has properties in it that makes you sleep Two tea bags in one cup and let it stew. It actually works
Thanks for the suggestion 🙏.
May tomorrow and your days ahead be good ones. Wishing you strength, comfort, peace and many reasons fo,r your heart to smile. ❤
Thanks 🙏. You're very kind.
Correct me if I am wrong. Seems to me you are dealing with 4 major symptoms. Sleep issues, coughing, nausea and pain. If there is improvement in one, that is a start to progress. I hope you get enough sleep consistently every night.
At this point, there are so many symptoms/side effects I've lost count 🤣. But you're right. Improvement in any area is good news.
Looks like your body is catching up on much needed rest. If your throat is sore/ scratched from the coughing , taking a warm drink of honey and lemon juice will soothe it. Just mix honey in slightly warm water with a squeeze of lemon. Manuka honey is best , it has healing properties.
Thanks for the suggestion 🙏. By the way, what's "Manuka honey"?
@@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C it is honey bees make from the nectar of flowers from the manuka bush found in New Zealand. It is known to have anti inflammatory and healing properties
Some progress then.happy You got to "check out" for that long. Body demands it. Yes.mixed results, but sleep still good.
Thanks 🙏.
You look good today. I am glad you slept. If you go to bed earlier, maybe one of the times you wake up you could take the anti nausea med.
Thanks 🙏. I definitely needed it.
Did you throw up because of coughing or you were nauseous ?
I'm almost never nauseous. It's usually a result of intense coughing or brushing my teeth (which triggers my gag reflex much more than it normal would).
@@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C I was asking because I have the same problem when I get a more serious cold and I cough a lot or I choke because of coughing. It happens very fast if I eat 30 minutes before having a fit.
I love it tomorrow. I hope it 😅will be better, even just a little bit more.
Thanks 🙏. Much appreciated.
Hope you have a good day xx
Thanks 🙏. I hope you have a good day too.
Dose it really matter ...
Does what really matter?
You try surviving on very little sleep , and it will matter to you too my friend 🤦🏻♀️
You can get an app for your phone that analyzes your sleep behavior.
Don't you need a smart watch for that?