How to Cut Out a Toxic Person
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Experienced divorce lawyer here. Do NOT marry someone who you think will somehow change important personality traits. It never works out well for the empathetic person in the end. Divorcing a narcissist can be a brutal, expensive experience. Stay safe! Vet carefully for a long time. I have seen kind empaths get ruined at exit by marrying a covert narcissist.
Thank you for this wise exhortation based on your expertise. Although I have painfully learned from my own experience, this seems to solidify the lesson.
I’m terrified I’m so glad he’s cheating and thinks I don’t know I hope he walks off with her and I can slip out to freedom
@@samz1213 slip out regardless.
Doesn't sound like you're married. Just leave then change your number.
Ducked that luckily. Was going to give her everything. But I stood up for myself too much so she left me. Thank God 🤩
They don’t leave either!!!! They will also return back to hang out with your family and they enter twine themselves so far and your family you can’t get them out and then they don’t know boundaries when you’re trying to move on with your dating life and then so they’re showing up you know at your parents house and then they turn the kids away from you!!! it’s not just about money they want to destroy you. They can’t move on. They want your life. They don’t want you they want your life!!!
Remember fellow empaths - you don’t have to stop being by empathetic to sort out this issue. You just have to be more empathetic to yourself
@@CordeliaWagner I agree. But even without those people, calling oneself a person who has more empathy than others is too cringey for me. Plus, not that 100% of them have issues, but many of them are in fact narcissists being narcissistic and projecting their own emotions onto others, believing they are so good at reading and understanding people. Plus, they are soo interested in reading emotional cues of others because they are insecure and crave control, and they confuse cognitive empathy with affective empathy. So while a self-proclaimed "empath" could turn out to be an empathetic person, ironically they may actually be the opposite: a narc with little or no (affective) empathy. EDIT: Added the last sentence.
Great advice xx
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Damn
Love thiss ❤
"They make you feel guilty for not being empathetic enough" - that hit home.
100
This is also why I don't share my traits with people anymore, they're gonna use it against me someday and I wouldn't even know it
@@writers.note7462 No. Good to see who uses what you say against you. Eventually you'd see it
This is not just with a partner. This also includes family, friends , etc. I'm here to tell you that you deserve to protect yourself and have boundaries and more. Don't be a person who allows people to make a doormat out of your kindness. You will get run over flat. Any person who enjoys causing you pain Is a person you need to say goodbye to. You deserve peace, joy and happiness even if that means serving yourself that sunshine daily a lot of people don't deserve you. Know your worth when it comes to all kinds of relationships.
Thanks for saying that. This entire video described a rough friendship I've been agonising over for so long
❤ ty
Precisely! Way more difficult when the toxic person is a family member, think for example of an elder narcisistic parent?
ESPECIALLY FAMILY and so called friends, also I'm the only person I do trust what the gaslighting did was ruin my trust in others.
This can also be certain inlaws. Not always mother of father in law but brother and sister in laws. They can damage your own sibling relationship.
Indeed. Bravery is leaving a toxic relationship and knowing that you deserve better ❤️
so true and is hard to leave day 13 of no contact for me
@@libbynovotny9979 Stay strong hun ❤️
Day 3 for me but minutes feel like hours❕ 🤦🏼♀️💪🏼
It is the same for me. We broke up two weeks ago. I am being told that "I" am the Toxic one. And it hurts for I tried 6 YEARS to work with this person. She ALWAYS thinks that the glass is half empty and never trusts me. She seems to argue with EVERY man in her life. Unless it's a supervisor at work. The no trust comes from an ex-husband that cheated on her. But that was over 20 years ago. I am struggling now because I'm not trying to push the blame on her, but it's making me think if I really was toxic.
@@libbynovotny9979 😣🙏That's so hard. You are worth getting to day 14...my heart goes out to you. Praying for continued strength for you🥰🙏
‘When someone makes your life that miserable, the good times don’t even have to be that good to feel incredible’ 🤦♀️
This video is utterly amazing MH ❤
Period 💅
Yeah, that one hit me like a ton of bricks.. it's so true
Spoken truth sounds so laud!
That’s so true. It’s like a drug dealer. They give you the nice drug first to get you hooked then give you less and less drug which is less potent till you end up an addict chasing this first highs.
So recognizable! I was shocked at how exactly the same the emotions and situations were described that I’ve found myself in many times.
I’m a survivor of a crappy childhood and a narcissistic abusive husband of 37 years. I finally realized that I hadn’t done anything to deserve this and at 56 I left the marriage. Our children were all grown, living independently and he still raged relentlessly. A narcissists absolutely makes you GRATEFUL for civility… well said!
The problem with being empathetic is over looking the person's behavior because we are quick to want to understand them .. we need to start having standards to how people act and show up.. we have to stop giving them free passes for showing up and being nasty.. so that's a skill that needs to be stronger .. and working over the guilt for doing so..
Exactly 💯 are you in my head?
Yes this is very true… I tend to feel guilty for even having standards. Like I am in the wrong for having them or trying to have them in the first place. Wise words. Thank you for sharing.
Indeed!
Thanks for the reminder ❤
I’ve dealt with so many toxic people that they have became a habit of mine ...
Toxic people are very good with guilt tripping you, so never feel guilty. Things had to happen the way it did.
When they notice you are leaving them and not giving into their nonsense they get hurt so they try to hurt you first by pulling the card of “I am leaving”.
Understand that they never cared to begin with. Them staying with you was very beneficial for them, because they could start blaming you and hurting you without risking anything knowing that you’ll come back.
you’re the one avoiding conflict every time while they’re being spontaneous am I right?
Honestly, you don’t need them, they try to gaslight you into thinking that they’ve never done you wrong once in their life by milking the sh*t out of that one good situation you both had, but what about all of the other times that they’ve hurt you?
Honestly, just leave.
I was always taught to be gentle and love people and care and help and no one ever told me that people take advantage of that and leave you a shell of a person. It has taken me 30 years to finally understand this and now the damage is done...
I take solace in the fact it’s 30 years and not 60 😊
Took me longer than this but there’s still a bunch of time to make use of what we’ve learned
I believe the whole damage, compared to what’s in stock for us, will look minor as time goes on
Kayla, you can heal and rebuild your self-respect & heal your spirit. I can relate to watch you've experienced. See a therapist, execute a zero-tolerance policy on toxic people & build a life you 💖. Love yourself and be happy!🌻✊🏾💕
Indeed...girls/women are more under pressure to put others first, to forgive time & time again...etc.
Exactly! They never tell you about the possibility of pain and hurt from others, but still expect you to keep being wonderful. Until your a shelf of your former self
I’m so glad to not be alone in this. I was not prepared for the realm of hell that is very real on this planet. I was taught to be polite and always had what I needed and was healthy. I was not taught that when others lack what’s important to them and they see that you have it, inevitable lust that some have and some don’t have (all comes down to choice) will make them think of the easiest way to take some from you. They can choose to make it as evil as they want. Be polite, be kind. But have a plan to kill whoever you meet.
You don’t have to literally kill them. But kill the evil shit inside of them. When they think your kindness is weakness and you show them a savage virtue, they’ll be sitting in a world of confusion and hurt. And you’ll feel bad for them and laugh.
The moment you feel like your walking on eggshells… that’s it 🛑
The narcissistic rage is also a bluff. Challenge them and see that after their barking and snarling they have nothing to back it up.
“When someone makes your life so miserable the good times don’t even have to be that good to feel like they are incredible.”
Man that shook me. Never realized this and how true it is.
Empathy is feeling another's experience. Compassion is holding space for another's experience. Balance, as always, is vital.
Empathy is the ability to understand how it could make one feel. Being empathic is the ability to feel another's emotions. Two different abilities
Some men have no empathy I swear.
@@weruleyoudrool Some people lack empathy, it's true.
@@LillBitt 😊😊a😊as u can are que ha dado un gran 👵🏽 al frente en un intento del presidente aparte que no 👎 la única solución para los próximos tres
@@LillBittno. You’re talking about cognitive vs emotional empathy.
I’m finding doing this so hard. I hate myself for staying longer than I should
You will come out of it. Closure comes in many different ways. I'm sorry you're hurting 😔
Don’t blame yourself it wasn’t your fault that person is a butthole and has no heart. Always remember You are Beautiful & Worthy of Love….I remind myself of this all the time. ❤
But you should love yourself for leaving. Look how much life you have ahead of you - love yourself for giving yourself that much life freedom
I struggle with the anger too on most days so I hear ya.
Carmen you are not alone, 2 plus years wth a depressed man ,with narc traits and has 3 addictions , smokes, pot and beer!So self absorbed, emotionally immature,cared nothing about me as a person,user and tasker, finally ended on his part and looking on dating sites while we were together!
"I cannot trust you. I cannot trust you with my heart. I cannot trust you with my time. I cannot trust you with my energy. I cannot trust you with my future. And therefore, I can't let you in the house. Because if I let you in my house, so to speak, you will predictably wreak havoc." - I love this. Well said.
"When someone makes your life so miserable the good times don't even have to be that good." Wow
I've realized at 45 I can't invest feelings anymore into new "relationships" at this age everyone has mental issues and is damaged from life so they project their issues and toxic crap onto others. I've only encountered narcissistic people because there are so many since their relationships never work out long term. I'm not getting attached anymore. A dozen heartbreaks from family, friends and relationships... I'm done. Staying single. 💔🖤
It is definitely harder as you get older. I can totally relate to that. I'm basically the same age as you (44). It feels hopeless sometimes, and my relationships with women have been largely unsuccessful, but you have to be open to the possibility of a good and meaningful one. We accumulate scars with time, but how we deal with them matters. Some of us learn and grow while others remain stuck in the mire/trauma.
I am 10 years in to that and I finally got help to see that I can have a high quality relationship by doing inner work. I now know how to vet people and I have clear boundaries for myself. I want wonderful social connection, not isolation. It is a process.
wow - brutal. I like it but wow.
Your not wrong!
@@tamick2000 im happy for u , wish me the same please :)
This sounds like codependency, not prioritizing yourself, your needs and repeatedly settling for crumbs. Definitely a painful pattern, almost like an addiction but it’s possible to overcome. There’s self love and healing on the other side.❤
Think it's more about trauma bonding ( this is what creates an addiction, it's pattern ) and it's effects it can have on your once, healthy self confidence.. it's also about self compassion and self love for sure after it has been unchecked for way to long..
Those who have been through this also have been gaslit to the point they can blame themselves when it's nothing they have done.. it's the pattern of toxic behaviour experienced
There are some similarities to codependency, but codependency does imply a person who is unaware of their worth and/or needs to feel wanted/loved. On the other hand it is definitely possible to not be codependent, know ones own worth, had a healthy happy childhood with perfectly loving parents/family … and then also be accepting of narcissistic abuse because they want that narcissist to feel loved the same way they always been loved because they truly truly care about how other people feel so much it defines who they are as person. They are compelled almost to the point of obsessive compulsive. That is empathy. Codependent person may not be empathetic but just simply have a bad image of themself and therefore put up with narcissistic abuse because that’s the best they think they can get. An empathetic person with no codependency issues would know they are an amazing person while still knowing the narcissistic person deserves to be accepted and loved also.
@@Kittypaws90 The way I like to think of codependency is that it’s a pattern of relationship behaviors that are essentially creating a form of addiction between two people. Due to fears and beliefs we carry about ourselves and the other person. These subconscious fears end up blurring the lines between self identity and personal boundaries, resulting in unhealthy exchanges within the relationship dynamic. I believe if the empathic person is able to give love without getting trapped in that cycle then that means they are not codependent.
@@Melisaosm an empathetic person could strictly get in their own way by getting trapped by their own ‘compulsiveness’ of caring too much about how other people feel. And not wanting to give up on that person. Some people do it because that’s who they are as a person. Some people do it because they believe they are doing Gods work. Especially if it’s a marriage/parent and they are devoted to their religious beliefs and practices and therefore are devoted to that person.
A narcissist taking advantage of that, or an otherwise extremely kind and/or naive person is another way of ending up in the cycle. Another example would be a family member like a child dealing with a narcissistic parent or other family relative. There’s all types of relationship examples with narcissists or narcissistic people.
A lot of people don’t recognize what narcissism is and if they were not a codependent person they can become utterly confused to the point of developing Stockholm syndrome-like tendency which would then make them then appear to be codependent after getting into the relationship. When in actuality they were not codependent (or overly empathetic) but didn’t realize they were dealing in what could be arguably identified as a type of psychological warfare. Making a independent person so confused and start believing they are codependent and that’s why bad things happen. Because they are codependent and if they weren’t then this bad stuff wouldn’t happen. The victim would naturally believe there is something “wrong” about them and codependency would generally fit into that category even though there’s nothing truly wrong with being a codependent person. It’s just in western society everyone is expected to be strong and independent.
Narcissistic people are all about their needs getting met. Whether that is with an empathetic person and/or codependent person, or neither. A person does not have to be empathetic or codependent to get “trapped” in a cycle with a narcissist. It could just be they are trapped by some obligation outside themselves. And sometimes there is no escaping that.
As someone on the other end of an empathetic person, I completely understand why she left. The unfortunate thing is I didn’t even know until I started working on myself as soon as we broke up. The problem was, well one of the problems was, that I identified as a victim my entire life. I lived off of my trauma. I thought that was who I was always going to be and I needed somebody to magically save me, to heal me, but I didn’t even notice that she was trying to accommodate for those things while I was there, until after I started doing the work and then, retroactively, like an epiphany I saw everything. EVERYTHING. I know she doesn’t trust me. I understand. Not because she told me, but because after going no contact almost immediately I realized that she couldn’t. I love that she’s happy now. I have no anger or resentment for her or her new partner. I’m glad she gets to be herself. I’m not going to put myself in her life again. I HAVE so much work to do. Years and years, but I have hope, and I’m not going to give up. Thank you.
It's refreshing to read that you are looking into working on yourself. I was in a similar situation and I tried to help them see how realising certain things about themselves and that help was available... it's difficult for both people.. anyway, I just wanted to say you deserve happiness too.
Glad to hear you are seeking a path of growth and becoming the best version of yourself
Yes you have much needed work to do on yourself and be honest with yourself and take responsibility..my bf never took responsibility and always called me ungrateful
This is my exact situation and I even feel empathy for you and as result I feel it for him (my partner). Learning how to feel more compassion for myself so that I can walk away and stay away.
What an amazing testimony. So many don’t realize they are victims that are the problem
As a survivor of a 7 year narcissistic abuse relationship, 3 years of that marriage, this is invaluable advice. Empathy is a strength, but can also be your downfall. Empathy must come with boundaries. If your boundaries are overstepped, GET OUT. Please! Empathy can be a great trait in many other situations and in healthy relationships, but your empathy will never change someone who will abuse it. They will only further weaponize it against you to the point they will take everything and destroy you. There’s power in the realization that it’s not your job to fix everyone, there has to be personal responsibility. That manipulative response of “you’re abandoning me, you don’t care that I had A,b, and c happen to me” is so true. Learn the early warning signs and LEAVE
Great points were made in this video, but the title does not match since the point of how to get out of these types of toxic relationships.
This was my relationship with one. I gave alot of empathy, but later they abuse it, I hit the door and was out of there
Empathy is not the problem, Fellowship with the individual is the problem or else all the empathy we have for all the victims of all types of trauma is a waste. I'm a thriver of my past association with a Narcissist, yet I pray for thst person to be healed by my God. Does my empathy drives me back to them; No, but it does help me to not only heal, but to also forgive them and not to become bitter, that I hear a lot of people become, because I also read the bitterness in many comments...
FYI: According to the professionals who researched, studied and treat Narcissist...we all have levels of healthy Narcissism and Narcissism as we know it starts with Mommy...
That's exactly what I am going through right now! I struggle with feeling bad for him to being extremely angry with him for taking advantage of me!
@@JaDe-eh1wp what is a healthy narcissistic???
Don’t feel permanently stuck. Escaping this kind of relationship won’t be glamorous but it’s necessary. Go through the motions, and eventually that weight will be lifted. You can be empathetic from a safe distance and without contact. Your peace of mind is so much more important.
Hi ! How do I get over the compassion I have for her ? I am not able to block her as I don’t know the consequences and she knows where I live , what can I do ?
I held out because I didn’t want to start over with someone new. When you spoke about every emotion that there is, I couldn’t gaslight myself any longer. I terminated the relationship and blocked him. It feels like a 100 lbs weight was lifted from my shoulders. Thank you!
It's time that we start being kind and compassionate towards ourselves first.
They use your love against you. Save yourself. Before you lose the ability to love anymore at all.
I can relate to this video a lot. My ex fiancé used to make me feel like my feelings were wrong. He never met my needs, always broke promises and over stepped my boundaries. I felt trapped in the relationship. I eventually got out and now I realise how much he was using me.
l went through this also. Left me destroyed. lm 4 years out if this relationship, but it took a long time to realize he was fake, a narcissist & a user. He went on to use someone else. l feel sorry for her because she has no idea what she's in for down the road
I’m glad you got out. I just ended a six year relationship. He was more concerned about the resources he was losing than losing me. He wasn’t there when I needed him and asked for help which is hard for me. He would watch me struggle and stress out. When I called him out on it, he never took responsibility for his actions. Happy healing to you!
Stop looking at the other person as being a user. Start examining why you let someone use you, don't make excuses for yourself by placing the blame on another person. Another person can only treat you badly if you allow then to, so work out why you allowed it. Dating you love them is not a reason, why do you live an abuser. Do work on your unconscious, your inner critic, your inner child, your childhood trauma, the limiting beliefs gifted to you by poor parenting, work on empowering yourself, standing up for yourself, stop looking at others treatment of you as the issue because it is not. If someone tries to abuse and you punch them in the face they are much less likely to attempt thw same thing again. I am not suggesting that as a tactic, however defending yourself is the number one way to not be abused. Why haven't you been defending yourself?
All this talk of people don't or can't change is not helpful. You as an individual need to change
...ja.
This hits so deep. It's crazy to hear someone legitimately describe your life when they don't even know you. I feel so bad (again empathetic 😅) for the people who have experienced this as well. We're gonna make it out ✊🏼
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Think this applies not only to romantic relationships. At work, even your family if you have too much compassion it can go too far.
agreed
Absolutely. Have this issue with my parents. I get caught up over how to handle the good and bad times with them.
It's spiritual warfare. So become a warrior and set strong boundaries.
13:55-16:34 harsh reality!!! So very true
Misplaced hope is a dangerous thing! I have wasted literal decades on a toxic relationship with the hope that I could change myself to make the relationship better, then hoped they would change to make the relationship better, then hoped that I was strong enough to maintain the relationship even when nothing changed.
I used to believe in second chances and that anyone at any time could make a turn around. This made me blind to the here and now. What matters is what is happening NOW.
Our society pushes people to stay in relationships to such a point that people are scared of being single. It's okay to love at a far.
I would never be in a relationship again.too much baggage at my age.heck 15 years ago I thought the same,gave it a try with my old High school sweetie and what a mess. Never again.
Just leave a narcissist right away. Just Trust your gut
Saved for replay. My unhealthy pattern of trying to save, fix, coach or build up someone who is actually hurting me.
This was amazing! I just got out of a relationship that hit every note you mentioned. I still find myself wanting to go back sometimes for the exact reason mentioned along with fear and my own codependency issues. But, you’re right, nothing will ever change and I can do so much better. And if I don’t meet someone good, being alone is better than being with a toxic person
Yeah these people never change, it's a fact.
Well said , being Alone is better. I believe God is always with me .
Develop empathy for YOURSELF above all. This helps protect your core--who you are, what matters to you--against any adversary. Learn that others need to PROVE they deserve your empathy for them. That takes time. The best relationships take time to reveal the good and the bad. Anything rushed in a relationship is from EGO, which is one of the great relationship destroyers. Stay safe. And btw, once again, Matthew, you ROCK!
I held out hope for 25 years that my ex husband seeing the errors of his way & change. My ex when he knew that I was on the verge of me leaving him, he'd be on his best behavior. Once he knew that the "storm" he go back to his normal persona. This is called the Dr. Jeckle & Mr. Hide syndrome. After 26 of marriage & 30 years of ebduring this, I finally got off this crazy train roller-coaster ride! I've been through all the emotional feelings that is described in this video. Everything that is said in the video is spot on & 💯% correct! I'm 6 years in my healing & personal growth journey. I'm getting closer of feeling like my whole self. In my healing journey, I learned that my family growing up was dysfunctional. That's where my self esteem started to be damaged. Thanks for this video!
I spent over two years with a narcissist. My huge mistake was thinking that my 'goodness' and compassion would somehow rub off on him. Like my energy would be magically infused into him and he would become a more loving, caring person. How wrong I was. In fact made him worse and worse and the cruelty and almost twisted evil thing is that I learnt was that narcissists hate their victim, hate them for being such idiots to love them. Like a kind of disgust. Of course that's because that's how they truly view themselves. I didn't know that at the time. As you say, extremely damaging and I still find myself drifting into that toxic mode with others I've met since.
You’re so right… they do hate us.. the more we try to make things better the more repulsed they become.
I suffered a long time.
Now I started to recall all this situations, where I was giving and kind to this cruel person and in my mind take this feelings back.
This little exercise is so powerful to me. Taking back my feelings is energizing me. Try it, too and tell me if you find it as helpful as I do.
YES. THIS. I recently went through having to cut ties with someone I considered a friend after years because after being around them in person for a weekend, like the flip of a switch, they changed. Conversations were suddenly very confusing and hard to follow for me, they were saying strange comments out of the blue that were unrelated to the topic we were talking about and they began turning their conversation to very dark comments. It made me horribly uncomfortable so I took a step back, trying to assess the situation to figure out what was going on. They developed targets of blame for EVERYTHING they themselves were doing. It sent a cold chill down my spine and I realized (too late) they were acting like my birth mother who I went no contact from 4 years ago! I came here to see if there is something I am doing to attract these type of people so I can STOP. The best thing was hearing, "Rational Compassion" I love this and am pleased that as a highly empathetic person who has had to embrace darkness to save myself, this is much more how I am now. I have to be. Some people are just so unhealthy for me that I have to stay away from them & not have them as part of my life. I love them but they are not good for me. No matter what traumas a person experienced as a child, as an adult you have a responsibility to seek help and not to take the past out on others. You can not use it as a crutch to justify your bad behavior and mistreatment of others. (I practice what I preach, sought counseling & do not rely on excuses. I hold myself accountable and do not mistreat others.) Not harboring anger toward them doesn't mean I'll allow them back in my life though. Period.
Amen
Love this 😍
i am sorry for your experience, it must had been tough. i am actually wondering how were you able to cut it off. I was about to but i couldn't, got blamed and a lot of things until it hurt me..i want to do something about it because the agony is annoying.
I’d rather be alone than be around people that drain my spirit.
Amen! 🙏
Cut 'em off. 💯
I don't look at people who I know are negative and toxic. If you show me that you're negative, I will no longer seek to have anything to do with you, including look at you.
Because I know that the eyes are the window to a person's spirit. Some people are walking around with demons in their spirit, and energy transfers, even with a look.
I learned a long time ago that they all smile in your face, and gossip behind your back. I don't play that fake love/ fake shit. 💯
The new reality - unconditional love is a phrase that abusers depend upon. Conditional love (My standard of healthy love has boundaries. Healthy love doesn't need to explain this. But those who love you will want to know your deal breakers and will have them for themselves. If they value you, they will not break those deals - they will not cross those boundaries in which they would lose your love. Healthy love has conditions.
It’s so hard to remind yourself that this isn’t love when you’ve gotten so used to it after so long. My favorite quote from this video was when he said “I can’t trust you with my future”
It's weird how society forgets that empathy should be for everyone - and that includes yourself. You have to have empathy for the suffering that has being done to you by this abusive person, and make the decision that you deserve better. You excuse their horrible behaviour? Well, then leave them, and excuse YOUR behaviour by saying to yourself something like "I have had enough, I suffer too much when I'm around this person".
I get it though, I was raised in a household where others were more important than me; I was taught by my mom that other people's wellbeing was more important than my own. But then I understood that I was also a person, and that, as a person, I also deserved respect from others.
Made me very emotional because I was stuck in this situation for 8 months.. Thanks God he ended it, because anytime I tried to end it I couldn't. Took me the same amount of time to heal and now he's reaching again. But now I know better :)
I hope you find the power to stay away. They are good at lovebombing and hoovering even after years.
Lucky for you while I have been stuck in that situation for about 15 years now😥😔😭
Been stuck for 4 years, my gut telling me to leave but i can't 😣 i feel like i will lose what i invested emotionally
I forgot one crucial thing: my psychologist was a big part of it. So I recommend everyone to at least try that. Maybe you won't be able to leave instantly (like i wasn't), but after some time you will find the strength. 💜
Avoidant patners cause havoc. It s not the same as narcissim but the overlap is scary. Some avoidants change a little bit, most grow more avoidant, and the other person becomes a shadow and lives in self loathing and fear or abandonment while they are indeed emotionally left alone, just like the avoidant by escaping rejection only gets rejected by healthy people when running away and ending up in torturing toxic relationships with women with low self steem who switch between cheating, violence, humiliation and constant break ups.
Everything you all explained is exactly how I experienced it. Empathy is what kept me stuck. Compassion and love for my own well being and realizing that they would never change was my freedom. They tried like hell to sabatoge my leaving and subsequent healing, but once I saw the truth there was no going back. It was a rough road on the way out of that toxic relationship, but it was more promising than a rough road to nowhere staying in it. My life is soooo much better and I am free from feeling guilt for someone else's shit. This was a great topic 👏.
I really needed this today. I’ve been struggling to let an ex go. It’s the same pattern every time. You guys listed everything I’ve been going through.
Same - I've just deleted his number. I will not go back this time. I am 58, have known this man for over 10 years as a friend, and romanticly started three years ago. This man has destroyed my self worth and I am angry with myself for allowing an egotistical, emotionally immature player do this. I am working on my self worth to get my confidence in myself back up again. I will not let him destroy my life ... I can finally see the truths and not the fantasy of what I thought he could be ... with my help of course. I should of left the ferrell animal on the side of the road as its taken nearly three years of my life to see that the animal you tried to save just kept biting the person who tried to help - I know if I stay any longer the animal will go for my throat! Oops.
Fantastic video ... I can relate to everything on here. Thanks again for the reminder... He will never change
My weak boundaries were never about low self worth but about compassion as a highly empathetic person who believed people should be forgiven and be given multiple opportunities to let their true self shine. I also took on responsibilities to compensate for actions they wouldn't or couldn't take. Options are sometimes limited when children are involved. You do what you have to do to keep you and them safe physically and emotionally. You can only control what you can control, so much is out of our control. Less contact is probably necessary but it's not an exact science as to how much, especially when you haven't figured out yet how narcisist someone is until years later. Sometimes it's not that two people are actually arguing or fighting, it could just be one person is affecting someone's ability to survive, like interrupting their sleep every day, it's ruthless.
I was stuck for YEARS with this last guy that I felt too guilty to leave...and I finally left and I can't believe how HAPPY I feel to finally love myself again!!!
As someone who is an empath that was married to a narcissist for 9 years, this video couldn’t be anymore accurate. Everything you said was so on point.
The empathy doesn’t trap you, the toxic person does the trapping using deceit and manipulation. Let’s not victim blame. Awareness is great and with hindsight we can learn to spot the signs earlier and they still sometimes get their way. What matters is knowing how to release ourselves from the situation safely - it’s a set of skills we can hone and use effectively to be free of toxic people who are most frequently narcs and narcs don’t change. The soon you accept they won’t change without professional intervention, the sooner the lose their grip on you because you see how utterly selfish they are.
This is not victim blaming. It is a statement of facts as they are. They have described the patterns in these types of relationships well. Even as we move on we must learn to accept that there are patterns that have kept us in the toxicity so that in healing, we know where and which patterns to do away with
My dad is a narcissist, I can easily relate to what it feels like. He manipulated my mom to an extent, exploited our life and those golden years. Now he is ageing and he is still the same, no emotions and no remorse for his actions. I came to know about this when I started watching his actions and the way he destroyed my job, and how he was happy for my loss.
My dad never sacrificed his needs, and happiness for us and those 35 years of my mom's devoted love towards him. we were in hell. It was so hard to let my mom understand that he is not what she believes and it took my courage to pull her out of his grip.
Sorry to hear about your experience... My story is precisely the other way around, my mother was the offender me and my brother s were used as her weaponry against my father. Yes we too know what Hell looks like!! Only way to find some peace is keeping distance from this type of personalities no matter who they are!
@@choosetruthalways7995 agreed 💯
I am so sorry you went through this! I find your perspective interesting from the perspective of a child of the toxic person. Thank you for sharing!!!
My dad was like this as well. Then later as an adult I learned he also likely has other severe mental illnesses. Still doesn’t make it easier to deal with and the damage of having that kind of parent is done
I really feel this when she says that the good times feel better than they should. I’ve just been in a toxic relationship and really fighting not to let this person back in my life but sometimes the good moments come back in my head…and it is a struggle but I think I will be strong this time. I blocked him , I don’t want any contact… good luck to everyone, it is hard!
I know how that feels, I blocked my daughter after no more fathers day, or birthday wishes as she never texted back.
I was nervous at first (because, ya know, change), but Audrey is such an asset to this channel. Literally every time she speaks she’s pointing out something I was hoping would be addressed.
“Grateful for civility.” - you nailed it, Matthew. Sadly I was there, right there. Grateful for the good days. It’s been 4 weeks since I ended the relationship with a habitual liar and manipulator. I miss the good days, which were really, really good but happy I don’t have to go through the bad days where I was usually gaslit
Another wonderful video - I love what she said, when no one makes sure we are ok, they are not showing up ….and we are asking for trouble. Using our past experiences to justify bad behavior is just wrong. Stop playing the victim and take control. Feeling “used” because people love tapping into the love and understanding we have, but find excuses why they can’t give us the same. Don’t buy what they are selling, they will create a mini addict in us. It’s not sustainable, it’s not healthy and it speaks volumes about who they are inside.
I’ve lived this, 8 years of hell, pushed to the brink where I literally had a rope around my neck ready to end it. Fortunately I finally realised even that wouldn’t have made a difference and he wouldn’t have cared , would have just moved on to the next target.
Taken 6 years to work through the aftermath but have finally regained my life and sense of self worth. This has helped explain so many things as to why I put myself in that situation in the first place. Thank you for helping me with closure 🙏🏻
5:21. That's exactly true! Some people will play the victim and use anxiety and/or trauma as an excuse for flaking or anything else they do to hurt you. They will say "that's just the way i am." In a way its gaslighting by convincing you to accept their flakiness, crappy treatment cause they are this "poor damaged person" who plays off of your empathy.
This perfectly describes a relationship I just got out of and stayed in way too long. Great video, guys!
It’s so hard to shift gears after a few decades trying to figure out wtf is going on in a covert situation.
Ditto
For me it was wonderful in the beginning. When it got bad, he claimed it will get better again.. It never got better.
Just so spot on. The quicksand. Losing all confidence. The White Castle burger when you're starving in the desert. Forgetting what a normal relationship even looks like. How they turn your empathy against you when you 'abandon them.' You've addressed it all so clearly - it helps me to hear it articulated so well (the trauma bond still clouds my thinking.) Thank you - this is very reassuring.
I have been way too empathetic. For the last 5 years I was trapped in toxic relationships. I am now beginning to break free and I am so happy. Thank you.
Yes spot on about holding onto the good times, as they can be really lovely. It's not the abuse that makes us want to go back/take them back, it's the good times, the highs, the promise of an amazing future, feeling seen, understood, etc, etc. It wasn't all terrible...but ultimately, it was an illusion, a relationship based on lies 😕
AMAZING!!!!! I'm just figuring all this out at age 63. Yes, Audrey, it is heartbreaking.
Matthew: That was so on point, when you asked, "What emotion have you not yet expressed that is going to make them change?"
Answer: There is none. Their game is OVER.
It is heartbreaking to wake up and realize that there are people who see that empathetic trait in you and abuse it. It took decades to realize what's happening. This isn't just a relationship thing. Parents need to be able to recognize in their children and address it because this causes problems at work, with friends, and in love.😔
It is crucial to always review your relationship with people important to you rationally. Don’t be afraid of cutting any of them off if thing goes fundamentally against you. In many cases the earlier you cut loss the better
I love White Castle! And I’m grateful for this video. Many of us crave for love too because we never received it as children and you continue to subconsciously manifest the same people. And you continue to pour love after the love bombing stopped. We are so hungry for love and so programmed to take care of others and you don’t know what you need at all.
Wow do I love how Audrey said it. Being an emphatic person in relationships is so hard. Men make me feel awful when feelings are involved. I would believe everything they said knowing deep down it was lies. A mentor once told me that I should feel bad for myself. Not them. Changed my whole perspective. I feel bad for my past self that I put myself through so much.
You go move forward create a better life , God bless 🌻
It doesn't mean that if you understand it intellectually, that you have to put up with it. Thanks guys ❤
My mother passed away and I was told that I am too emotional of a man. I did struggle when she passed but someone saying that you shouldn't be that emotional as a man cut pretty deep. She constantly held that above my head and brought it up on multiple occasions. Best thing I ever did was pull away from her. She straight told me I would never find love as long as I was that emotional.
Yikes. Sounds like someone who never lost someone they loved deeply. I am so sorry for your loss. Sounds like you loved hard so of course you will grieve hard. Emotions are human, not gender based.
I'm happy you moved on. Peace and blessings to you 🙏🏾
I’m so sorry for your loss. May God grant you his peace and wrap you in his loving, comforting arms.
I’m so glad to hear that you are no longer involved with the unemotional woman that you mentioned.
When this podcast came out, I deliberately missed an exit or two to have several sections of it on repeat, including this one, because it broke the silence on what MUST be cast light on. It is not about being selfish, it is about recognising when all too many are bleeding out for each other and ruining themselves in the process. Those who have THAT FRIEND or family member who is always five minutes from breakdown and burnout will know how pointless the pursuit of relational martyrdom is - conscious or unconscious. Thank you so much for this podcast specifically. Looking forward to the retreat.
Hey could you tell me which episode this one is from? Thank you ☺️
This podcast spoke volumes to me. You made a complete breakthrough to me today especially when you talked about how an empathetic person can completely lose sight of who we are …lose sight of our own self worth and what we need in our lives because we are overlooking the destructive patterns of our partner. In my previous relationship I remember crying almost everyday, wondering how I can “help” my partner who was in life despair everyday. I thought that “If I could just get through to him… make him see the person I see” etc etc. I never realized that what I was actually doing was begging for this person to stay in my life because of a need I was searching for. You all hit the nail right on the head. If I had the self confidence and self worth I should have, there would be no way in hell I would ever have seen this person as desirable in the first place. Yes, I still feel terrible for watching this person go through dark times, but you have made me realize that it’s not my responsibility to “fix” them. I did the best I could to be there and it was never enough. You made me realize that a person you truly love should never make you cry every day. My grandmother, who has now since passed, was the one who used to give me life advice and wisdom that went unmatched… until I came upon you, Matthew. Thank you. ❤️🙏🏼
Beautiful comment. Hits home
I don’t normally leave comments but this video hit HARD. Thankfully, I got out of my toxic relationship but I still catch myself trying to rationalise their behaviour months afterwards.
I cut my narcissistic family out of my life after 34 years, i feel so free and happy now. Anyone who cares for you won't make you feel bad about yourself, not even for one minute. I've had horrible one sided relationships thoughout my life, its taught me a valuable lesson to put myself first and if someone makes one mean comment im gone. What these people do is narcissistic abuse and no one deserves this, its one of the worse crimes ever. I been through unimaginable things in my life and dont walk around being nasty to others. There is no excuse for abuse.
Have been through absolutely EVERY emotion. Have now been ghosted by him & am completely left in complete chaos, broken hearted- after about 6 breakups- by him & am in a complete emotional devastation. I gave him 💯 of my love & I believed he loved me & now know it was never real on his part. I was just an object
Delete all reminders of him, try and keep busy with friends that won't remind you of your pain and take time to focus on yourself. It's very hard to forget the good times because they made you so happy but you need to remember that, that was a moment in the past that you need to let go of. You need to focus on the things that weren't perfect or that didn't make you happy. We always remember a lost love as being on a pedestal but they don't deserve that. You would of done anything to be with them yet they couldn't do the bare minimum to stay with you. Block him everywhere you can as they always tend to creep back after a while and that's not fair on you.
I'm sorry that you're in pain ❤
I’ve also just been there and the ghosting. You’re free now 😊✨
I lost my self trying to please everyone
Overcoming a double-parent narcissistic background, I've honed my radar for toxic relationships. It definitely takes time to see if charming/impressive people are for real. My go-to tip: trust your confusion. If their first impression doesn't line up with their behavior after 6 weeks-2 months (especially after confronting them), cut ties. If they go into a rage/become abusive...be proud of yourself...you've smoked out a toxic relationship. And the faster you go no-contact, protect yourself, and inform your loved ones of the situation, the less damage you'll experience. Inevitably there is damage and regret you'll have to overcome / manage, so be gracious with yourself. But remember dealing with toxic relationships is a CULTURAL NORM. People get what you're going through....
This, amongst several other videos of Matthew’s and others in this field of study, have caused a perpetual, overwhelming awakening in me and to what my contributions to a slowly drifting apart union, separation, and now divorce from the woman I thought I would spend the rest of my life with.
Why would someone continue to stay in a prison serving a life sentence when the cell door is open?
Her courage to leave the relationship, against her moral fiber and beliefs has me absolutely awestruck.
She is stronger than she can ever know. Stronger than I could ever know.
It’s crazy how while my heart feels like it’s been ripped out, I am actually grateful to her for the kick in the a$$ I have much needed. She saved my life.
Sure, to some reading this, it may sound like another bull$hit line to try and get back “in the house” again. But I wouldn’t ask that of her. The chips have fallen where they may. I have made my own bed and now lay in it alone.
I can wallow in sorrow, carry on about how all women are bitches while drowning in a bottle.
Or, I can choose to change. I do believe you can’t change someone, but if they have the will to change, they can and will.
It’s now my opportunity to try and have half of her courage to do the deep dive, introspective exorcising of what demons in me that would keep me blinded to the jerk I was becoming while in my own pity party.
I know with the right professional help, with the correct motivator, (pain can be one heckuva motivator) and the grace of God, there are undesirable patterns of behaviors that can be altered.
So to all of those husbands or boyfriends out there that may have stumbled upon these videos before you’ve lost the best thing to have happened to you, get your $hit together and own your contribution. Don’t be the same old stupid boy like me that Keith Urban sings of. Because when she figures out she can run, she’ll be “long gone, long gone……”
This was spot on! I’m recently out of a relationship with a woman that exhibit many covert narcissistic traits. The first year was amazing before the insecurities really started to show. The subtle signs were there in the beginning but I pushed past them ignoring my instincts. You see their potential as the highs which felt so good compared to all of the lows that you hold on to the hope that the highs will become normal. Even after therapy, the same old patterns returned. The reality is the lows are who they truly are. The highs came less and less frequently over time. Yes, you slowly start to forget what a healthy relationship is supposed to be. The clarity is returning now that the nightmare is over. Fortunately after 2 and a half years, I didn’t loose my self confidence but it took a hit.
Any advice on how you coped after you left feels awful right now ...?
@@donnaroosa4469 Time has helped tremendously. Taking the same energy that I once put into the relationship and using it for my own growth and achievements. Also, talking with genuine friends and family that are supportive and just being around people with a positive mindset.
I'm there I just find it near impossible to say goodbye and cut them off
Relatable, the highs come less and less frequently over time. That’s why you don’t recognize it in the beginning!
This hit me like an arrow through my heart. Exactly what I've been going through for 14 years, and still stuck. Planning to leave soon, God willing, I've hit my empathetic limit. This video is encouraging, thank you!!!
How are you doing? Did you leave?
May you find the strength and self compassion to do it
I just left my husband, I have had enough of being imprisoned by him , good luck
We suffered almost at the same time. Practiced Gray Rock method for about 2 years. He got bored with me and now he just cheated and when I found out he ghosted me without any word. 2 weeks now, bracing myself for the surge of abuse detox. Stay strong love.
All empathic people should watch this video. The advice is invaluable ❤
This was a great video. It totally hit home with me. I wish I wasn’t an Empath though…..I forgive toxic people and let them back in my life even though I know better. I went thru every emotion Matthew mentioned in such a short period of time that I thought I was losing my freaking mind. My ex boyfriend was a horrible person and the break up was recent so I’ve been reflecting on things that happened and I still ask myself, am I crazy? I really hate him right now for making me question myself. Why do people do shit to good people, it’s mean and it’s not right to hurt a good person. I’m literally about to cry right now because I could never intentionally hurt someone.
I feel you sister, my ex girlfriend suddenly turned into the devil, suddenly cold, always busy and then started making bizarre stories and lies up to make me feel bad and I feel like I've lost my marbles. I'd never want to hurt anybody let alone the person I loved. Honestly heartbreaking!
I had a step Father that was like this, and I ask my Doctor about it and why they act this way toward people, and this is what he said" those people have been so hurt and abuse that they treat people the same way
Boundaries and call them out. You just don't let them back or even in to begin with.
Wow! Perfect timing for this video. I just ended a situationship that cost me around $1500 because I felt empathy for an artist and wanted to "manage" him and help him get his art business promoted. I asked the universe for help and thankfully I was released from the situation because he was forced to come clean and could no longer lie to me about his hidden girlfriend. Unfortunately, this person is one of many over my lifetime. What I do is reach behind me and help a man up who is "less fortunate" than myself. I thought I had done enough work on myself to not let that happen again, yet I find myself still doing it. Today is a new day and with one foot in front of the other, I will continue to grow stronger in self-love and take care of myself first instead of adult men who cannot seem to take care of themselves. Sheesh, I see it now as I type this...If an adult male is unable to take care of himself financially or emotionally, that's a red flag for me to say NEXT!!!! They are adults and have no excuse to not be making a living and taking care of themselves. This includes men who are older and retired. Just because a man is retired, he still needs to be doing something to contribute to society and not be sitting home during the day and watching Netflix. My 2 cents 😁
As a guy, I fully agree!
Call me old-fashioned, but a guy needs to be able to at least support himself financially before considering dating a woman.
Sadly, there are a lot of men today with no shame who will not hesitate to persuade his girlfriend or female friend to support him financially while he does nothing or very little to help himself.
Don't fall for it.
@@nicholaslawrence6926 you're correct! A person that cannot financially support themselves is not relationship material. Far too many people think they want and / or deserve a relationship, but they're just not capable of having one as they don't have a healthy relationship with themselves first. A healthy relationship with yourself looks like: taking care of yourself, financial responsibility, no unhealthy addictions, eating as healthy as possible, exercising when possible, setting goals and so forth... how a person takes care of themselves, says a lot about the potential they have to take personal responsibility for themselves and self respect --- which equals how they will respect a partner and potentially care for them too.
@@MsGlamourcat Very well said!
You’re right
I agree completely with your discussion. I watched for 20 years as my sister allowed her ex-husband to destroy her life in this manner. He was/is a narcissistic manipulative, gaslighting, lying, emotionally dangerous man. She believed him so therefore went along with this abuse. The last 5 years of their marriage she was in a physchiatric hospital atleast 5 or 6 times with a emotional total breakdown. Finally divorced, I thought there might be a chance she could improve her situation after some time and reflection. They have 3 young adult children together, 2 of whom live with him and a stepmother. He lies and manipulates his kids, always has. My sister is still stuck in his web too. Nothing has changed. Even though she reunited with an ex from her high school days, she is in a similar pattern. This one may not be as emotionally dangerous in the same way, but he is useless and detrimental to her. She is so completely trained and brainwashed as an empathetic victim, she could not possibly have a real relationship with a "normal" man. They avoid her as a defective partner. Supposedly she has been in therapy for years. I no longer believe it. I was pulled into her cycle because I wanted so bad to help her. But I kicked that habit years back as I realized her goal was not to get better but be a professional victim. It sucked the life out of me. I love my sister but have discontinued the co-dependency we had, atleast on my part. No doubt there are legitimate emotional/psychological disturbances behind her behavior. But I no longer allow it to interfere with my health and wholeness. It is always sad to witness a loved one going through this. But I will not sacrifice my own health, considering she has no intention of protecting her health or changing her life. I choose joy. And I listen to your videos to help guide me through the chaos of dating. It's a zoo out there! 😁😊
This hits home so hard for me right now. I saw my mother become a shell of a woman after enduring a long, toxic marriage to my alcoholic narcissist father. I needed to hear this and be reminded of what I already know deep down.. no more divorcing myself for misguided hopes or codependency disguised as empathy. No more. Enough is enough.
This video speaks directly to the last 15 years of my life. I finally kicked her out but I'm struggling hard with being alone and wanting the companionship back because the good time were good. But I know the toxicity will remain ever present. I know it's the right thing but the time moves so slowly while we heal. Every day feels like an extremely uphill battle.
I'm with you on this, Aaron. You're certainly not alone for I, too, am getting over a toxic relationship.
I LOVE her! And I love how you brought her into your business, it is a great change to have a female perspective in addition to yours now! Also, I love how you each let each other speak and don’t talk over one another… so many podcasts do that now (even though I don’t think they mean to) drives me 🍌
For almost 7 years, my ex disrespected me at least once a week from the beginning of our relationship, and she always justified her behavior saying it was because she was overwhelmed, scared or some other excuse. I couldn't see her responses as excuses at the time, because my empathy made me tolerate the most horrible things in these 7 years. Every time I tried to talk about these things she said that all women are like this, but when I asked my friends and other people about the things she's done to me, everyone said she was disgusting, manipulative, abusive and just wanted to justify her horrible behavior. In the last months of the relationship, I started to shut down every time she disrespected me, because every time I tried to tell her her behavior was hurting me she got upset and blamed everything on me. We could never have a proper conversation because she took everything as an attack. The funny thing is when I started to shut down, she said it hurt her because she felt I started to give up on her and on our relationship, and ended up breaking up with me. Remember, guys, this is hard to see when you're in love and believe in the person you're with, but disrespect should never ever be justified, no matter if they say they're scared, overwhelmed or whatever the hell they want to justify it with, no one should ever disrespect you!
Going through the exact same thing right now . Anyone attempt at a conversation about how I feel= an attack
I did the exact same thing for 4 years it's hard to leave when you're afraid of being alone because they make you feel worthless so you think that you can't make it without them I have to fight this and move on and be safe I know this is an old post but any advice from anyone would be appreciated
@@donnaroosa4469 please know that you're NOT worthless! I promise you you don't need him, and you can have a much more beautiful life without him. However, if the breakup is recent, even if the relationship was toxic, I understand it can still feel horrible, and the greiving process can be unbearable at times. I've been there and I'm still recovering from that. Something that helped was making a list on my phone of all the horrible things my ex has done, and I read it everytime a nice memory popps into my mind. Also try to talk to your close friends and relatives about it, and ask them their opinion about all the abusive things he's done to you. They'll remind you he was just not good for you. When we're too hurt, sometimes it's hard to think straight and see what's obvious, so having close people reminding you and reassuring you that the relationship wasn't healthy for you, can help a lot. Do this as many times as you need. I promise it helps a lot!
And please remember that you're a beautiful person, and deserve to be happy and have a beautiful life. Start doing more things for yourself, fall in love with yourself, and let go of that abusive piece of sh*t that hurt you so much!
I send you a big tight hug, and please take care of yourself!
@@sgs2008 exactly!
@@josemusiquero I have been doing this as well . I am still struggling just over 3 week spot the break up. It also has to do with the fact that after 2 years and telling me repeatedly she wanted to get married . She ended up seeing someone just 2 weeks later. I know I shouldn't care about such a hurtful person but it was still a punch to the gut
You are describing a relationship with a psychopath or narcissistic person 💯🎯
I’ve been there, I’ve experienced it and it’s awful. Thank God I managed to walk away from the monster. They usually don’t leave you, you are the one who has to make the heartbreaking decision of leaving someone you love with all your heart, but you know it’s not a good person. One of the hardest thing I had to do in my life 😣 it shakes you to the core. It’s true that empathy doesn’t do us any good in such situation. I couldn’t trust myself when I was done, I mean how in the world did I manage to fall in love with such toxic man?
Oh please as if they show you the toxic side during the initial phase ..
Note to 'self' one random morning: 'I hate This, I got myself Into this and now I have got to get myself OUT. I Quit!' Take the step, the wonder of the next verse is a beautiful song for yourself for your future and for your mind. Hearts heal and they remember simply how to love yourself, all the joy you ever had is still there quietly waiting to overflow in your life again.
We are enough and complete in every single way and no need to depend on anyone for telling our self worth . It’s hard when you going through that kind of toxic situation but once we realise that then there is no going back 🙌🏽😊♥️
I have no idea what I want. I have zero positive motivation. This seems to attract people who are careless with the power it gives them. I've tried to break up with someone without being the bad guy dozens of times and can't do it. Every time it somehow ends with me apologising to get an end to the conflict. There's always a reason why I'm not allowed to feel what I feel without being seen as a horrible person when what I need most is to be left alone in peace.
Thats how i feel right now! Im an asshole.
A relationship requires equal contributions especially mutual respect but when your efforts & presence are taken for granted, it just becomes a continuous one sided commitment. When a person chooses themselves every time over you , you don't really have any other option than choosing them over yourself which definitely takes a toll on your mental health.
Rational compassion > empathy. Amazing, thank you!
Thank you for this video. I have been in that kind of relationship, and I could relate to each word of this video. I am still in the recovery process after a number of years. I am glad more and more content can be found on the subject of narcissistic partners, their abusive behaviour, and the dark side of being an empath by allowing all this to happen 'in the name of love'. Speaking up about it could literally save lives more than we imagine.
I’m going through this now. I find it helps to constantly try to look at the reality and not the fantasy of what “could be” with a narcissist. Always always always keeping the reality front and center has been the antidote to going back for the 5th time in 4 years.
Literally got a text from my ex as I open CZcams and this video appears. THANK YOU
Man hearing such discussions nowadays fills me with disgust. How fool I have been. And now I can see through these personalities
I never knew I was an empath. Oh my god it makes SO MUCH FREAKING SENSE now. No wonder I was so so so badly hurting while the people who cut me off where doing their best. Thank you! Now I can heal properly
It’s amazing how many people don’t realize they are dealing with a covert narcissist. I was one of those unrealizing people. After doing self-work to recognize my own patterns of how I used to be overly empathetic and lax on my cut off point to where I would replace energetic exchange with compassionate detachment, I can finally think clearly again but it took the worst manipulator of my life to push me to this current healed space. Every relationship is an opportunity for growth and expansion even at the most difficult points. I’m grateful for that past connection that was the cherry on the top of an old cycle of toxic people I allowed to stay for far longer than I should have. I’m happily single now while also having an open heart chakra with healthy boundaries. The maze is possible to remove ourselves from but so often it takes a bottoming out first and then enough is enough of our own willingness to continue to engaging with people who deserve compassion but not involvement. So thankful to have my sanity back.
A guy once accused me of being “unempathetic toward those with mental illness” for not putting up with his behavior, which is ridiculous considering I deal with mental illness and so do many people I love. It was a total whiplash experience of him name-calling, saying he was appalled by me and would never talk to me again, then 5 minutes later apologizing and saying I was a good person he still wanted around but he was “messed up in the head and scared and lonely” (his words). I did not fall for that sympathy trap and immediately blocked him. There’s a lot to be said about conditioning. I’m fortunate enough that I had decently healthy relationships in the past so that by the time I met this guy, I got out quickly because I knew that the manipulation, gaslighting, double-standards, etc. that he started showing were not okay. But if you’re conditioned to think that you deserve less, it’s harder to leave.
People with good hearts are always taken for granted & often exploited. But please remember, never let the goodness inside of you die because of a few bad people. The World needs genuine & compassionate beings ❤
25 years of my life. I’m finally out the door. Thank you for your content.