To all the young teens here. 7 years ago when I was 12, I was here too. But I promise you, it will get better. The world seems unfair right now, but you will find yourself. Love yall x
For any teenager who is coming to this section, I listened to this song when I was 13 and I am now 22. I had such severe mental health issues I was hospitalized 10 times. Now, I couldn't be happier or in a better place compared to then. I graduated college with honor's and work as an ICU nurse. For a long while, I worked inpatient mental health and I cannot stress this enough, but hold on. We all have our trials for a reason and our insight from our pain can be someone else's saving grace. Never did I think I would be here, yet here I am flourishing like never before. Continue to fight and never let go.
To all the young teenagers on this comment section. I used to listen to this song so much when I was 13/14 and cry thinking that my life wasn’t worth living... I’m 22 now and I can tell you, it is going to be ok. Keep going, open up to trusted people, know that you are so worthy and so loved! Don’t give up ❤️
Second that 💜 21, listened to this song religiously as a teen, I related to it so much. Hearing “she’ll be just fine” at the end of the song, it’s the truth. I relate to that line now more than ever, very proud of younger me
she's going threw so much awful pain just like me right right now, but I really want my old life when I was 7, I don't feel like my old self anymore 😢😔💔
Polarbeargirl his true is it though my so called bestfriends don’t know what I go through and they think I’m happy and i just want them to notice without me telling them
I listened to this song on repeat when I was in middle school, like 11, convinced I wouldn’t make it through high school. I’m 21 now, I finally remembered this song. Everyone here just now discovering it, I promise you, you’ll get through whatever you’re going through.
i listened to this on my then cell in high school art class in grade 10 got lectured , verbally told my teacher to flipping leave me alone in front of the entire class and went home crying my eyes out and spending the day in my room being so broken and empty
To everyone here, trust me, it sucks now but it will be okay. I've been clean for four months now, and even though it's very hard sometimes it's very worth it. There are days where it seems impossible to go any further, but there are also days where things are okay. Even if you haven't reached those yet, you will. Believe me. I realize I don't know exactly what you're going through, and I won't pretend I do. I just know that every storm has to end some day, and yours will too. Sorry this is so long, and I hope it helped. Even if it didn't, I'll be praying for all of you. I hope you start doing better.
Tw: I remember listing to this song at age 14. I was stuck in an endless self harm because I was being abused by my mom and her husbands. Well. This is for anyone who’s like 14 year old me. I’ll be 20 in two months. I still battle with depression everyday. But I’m finding my way. I moved away from the abuse. I’ve stopped the SH. All of that and I found the man I am going to marry. That’s more than I ever thought I would get done in life. I have goals and plans for my future and even now I want kids. Life is crazy like that. I pray you found hope in this comment. I love you. P❤️
If you need help Go talk to your friends, family and People you Trust, Life can Be Great full of Good memories and experiences and Will get even better after the pandemic ends so dont waste it, If necessary call the suicide hotline, search for help in the internet like r/suicidewatch and if necessary call a therapist "suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem" we all have the dark chapter of our lives but you can pass through it..
@@alexdanieloliveira2294 Deuteronomy 11:22 | View whole chapter | See verse in context For if ye shall diligently keep all these commandments which I command you, to do them, to love the LORD your God, to walk in all his ways, and to cleave unto him; Deuteronomy 4:2 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Ye shall not add unto the word which I command you, neither shall ye diminish ought from it, that ye may keep the commandments of the LORD your God which I command you. John 15:10 | View whole chapter | See verse in context If ye keep my commandments, ye shall abide in my love; even as I have kept my Father's commandments, and abide in his love. Know and understand the difference between working one`s way to heaven and Loving GOD back. John 14:15 | View whole chapter | See verse in context If ye love me, keep my commandments. That verse have the word "work" in it, what that means? Philippians 2:12 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Wherefore, my beloved, as ye have always obeyed, not as in my presence only, but now much more in my absence, work out your own salvation with fear and trembling. It means to build up and keep alive the once lost relationship between you and GOD. I truly believe that none of you haven`t bother to start learning the BIBLE nor have any of you received the COMFORTER. Ecclesiastes 4:1 | View whole chapter | See verse in context So I returned, and considered all the oppressions that are done under the sun: and behold the tears of such as were oppressed, and they had no comforter; and on the side of their oppressors there was power; but they had no comforter. Lamentations 1:9 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Her filthiness is in her skirts; she remembereth not her last end; therefore she came down wonderfully: she had no comforter. O LORD, behold my affliction: for the enemy hath magnified himself. John 15:26 | View whole chapter | See verse in context But when the Comforter is come, whom I will send unto you from the Father, even the Spirit of truth, which proceedeth from the Father, he shall testify of me: John 14:26 | View whole chapter | See verse in context But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you. John 16:7 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Nevertheless I tell you the truth; It is expedient for you that I go away: for if I go not away, the Comforter will not come unto you; but if I depart, I will send him unto you. A wise soul, studies the BIBLE also not just read it. For we read a lot, yet understand little to none at all. It`s when we start studying - then the wisdom start taking place.
I began listening to this song when I was 12, I'm now 22, I have my own daughter now, I take medication daily to get me through the struggles of life. But I suppose it gets easier. We learn to cope with what life throws at us. The school days become a blur. And soon enough you realise that the bad days come and go. Hold on to that little strand of hope.. someone will come along to pull you out with it at some point. I love you ❤
bullied, family problems, friendship problems, school problems. I don't know what to do. I feel like I failed as a student, as a friend, as a daughter, I feel like I failed as a person. but I still believe that God prepared something better for me.
Jeremy Burchfield I'm sorry.. I hope things get better for you. I realized I had to wake up and change when I missed my nephews first birthday because I was in a mental hospital..
I used to listen to this 12 years ago..I was this girl...I still am...still fighting and pushing through though....find the beauty in life and keep faith 🙏❤️
Everyone at my school thinks I joke when I make jokes about killing myself or self harm, but it's really a silent cry for someone to help me, to see that someone cares enough to help me through this dark thing called my life, I am fighting back tears typing this, I am tired of saying I am fine, when I am not, I am tired of hiding my scars from my parents and my friends and really just my self I hope I can live and fight long enough to be happy to be that happy little girl again...
I discovered this song about two years ago. I was extremely depressed and suicidal and I felt hopeless and alone. This song was an accurate representation of my life, and I thought about it on my 16th birthday last year. Lately, I've been getting better and a few weeks ago I had some crazy revelation. A ray of hope (as cheesy as it sounds). And I did something that I should have done a while ago. *I gathered everything that I could use to hurt myself, and threw it all away.* That, I realized was one of the first steps to getting better. I used to want to die, but now all I want to do is live. Tomorrow is my 17th birthday. I made it, so can you. Stay alive. Keep fighting. I promise you'll be okay.
I absolutely relate to your story. A little over two years ago, I was in a very dark place and needed weekly sessions with my psychiatrist for my depression and suicidal tendencies. On my 15th birthday, I had an appointment and was feeling somewhat better yet felt like relapsing. Regardless, I stayed strong and today, two years later, I am celebrating my 17th birthday with my family. This song, as well as others, certainly helped. So stay strong everyone. Recovery isn't some bs cliche. It's something that can be obtained.
Today’s my sixteenth birthday and I used to listen to this song all the time because I thought I related a lot. Now that I’m sixteen, I can tell you that when everyone was singing happy birthday to me, I tried to smile but I couldn’t.
@angel dust not that you need to know this but my birthdays are always sad because my mom killed herself a couple days after my birthday. It’s not a therapist I need, I’m fine most of the time. So before you judge someone and tell them they need a therapist maybe you should think about why they commented on one of the most depressing songs like ever before you go around commenting rude things
I'm loving all the comments on this video. There's the ones that are expressing their life, and how they feel. There's the ones who are helping out, and trying to make sure the others are alright. Thank you.
It gets better, believe me I was 14 when I was depressed, suicidal even, I’m 18 now and I’m happy I have a wonderful future and a wonderful guy, and thinking that I almost took my life away, I’m here now listening to old songs from my past to see how much I grown and how my life has changed, even doe I have the scars on my wrist in hand to remind me of those dark time is better listening to music, if anyone needs to talk reply and I’ll give my Instagram abs we can be penpals,idk how u r now but I hope you are okay 💜✨
From 14 years old in 9th grade so broken and lonely until now at 21. I never thought I could truly be happy and free but life is unbelievable now I'm grateful . High school was really a challenge for me but by God's grace I made it through. To anybody struggling just know it get better truly I know you've probably heard it a million times but it's true. YOU AREN'T ALONE - Reach out for help until someone helps, never give up - you are strong even when you feel weak 💪. Hold On - Life is a Journey
I met this girl in the beginning of highschool, she seemed so happy and energetic all the time, we became close friends quickly. For a while before highschool, I prayed for God to give me a depressed/hurt friend to help and support, and I thought, maybe the person God chose for me was this girl. One day, after a guest speaker spoke about her story with depression in class, my new friend shared that she had ADHD, which explained why she was so energetic all the time. Afterwards, she began to cry, and my friends and I hugged her. That night I called her and showed her some Christian songs like "You're Beautiful" by mercy me and others, she started telling me I was being too nice to her, but I could hear the crack in her voice and I could tell she was smiling through tears. Yep, this is definitely the person God chose to answer my prayer. I hope to be the best friend I can to her, and be the shoulder to lean on... That's what every depressed person needs, right? A friend, and God of course... I hope to be that friend. I learned last weekend, she cut herself again. Today, she took off her sweater, forgetting about her wounds, and I saw them all over her arms. It was like a knife in my heart. I should show her this song too soon... Please pray for my friend, who ever is reading this... Can anyone who's depressed or has been depressed tell me things I should say/do to make her feel special and loved? What do you want people to say/do for you when you feel like everything is wrong? What do you hate people doing/saying to you when you feel down? Any advice?
Brooklynn Carr Alright.. how? I only get to see her one class period a day, and I can't text her... only call, but it could be any one of her family members answering me if I do so. I don't want to call too often either lol... But yeah, I just pray she'll have the strength to fight her personal battles...
-Fantasy is my Reality- so my best friend and I have suffered from this for 4 years and it's still going lol but what we do to help us is we tell each other that if they do it then I do and we write each other paragraphs at least once a month Her and I are now realising how important we are and the real reason why we're here...try to help her
Brooklynn Carr But that's the thing.. I don't suffer from depression, I try my best not to think negative thoughts like that, and I succeed... All because, if I become depressed, then how will I be able to help others out of it? I mean, of course, It's not my job to save people from depression or anything, I'm not that powerful lol. But then that person would think it's okay to cut and it's okay to think negatively about themselves because they know I do to... do you get what I mean? Being a role model I guess idk XD I don't want to seem too annoying either, like constantly nagging her and telling her the same things over and over again... thats just annoying.. and yeah.
-Fantasy is my Reality- I'm not very good at explaining my ideas, but I want to help.. So I'll try. Just do your best to be there for her. Make her feel accepted, like her cuts and scars and ADHD don't define her. And when she needs help, always help. Show her she can trust you, that she can open up to you. Maybe she won't. I pray not. And I'm not sure if you've heard of this idea before, but I'll say it anyways.. tell her how much it hurts you to see her do this. Tell her it's not right she has been forced to do this, and that she can get help. From you, her family, her other friends. And if she's a fellow believer in God, tell her that God puts us all through difficulties and hardships to make us stronger. That God only is doing this because he knows she can handle it.. But if she's not, it's your choice to tell her. Well.. This is the longest comment I've ever made. I hope you can help her. I'll make sure to pray for you two.
You smile, but you wanna cry. You talk, but you wanna be quiet. You pretend to be happy, But you aren’t. 💔😫 Edit: a year later. I stopped eating again. Edit: hey guys, no I’m not ok and I don’t think I’m gonna be either, I seriously can’t eat no matter how hard I try and I’m starting to lose now.. Edit: stop asking if I’m ok, I’m not i can’t anymore I just want to be pretty
I feel that. I don't want to be here but I am. I've tried to commit suicide but it didn't work. I'm still trying to find a reason to want to live instead. Lot of good that's been.
you think you want to die, but in reality, you just want to be saved. Everyone has someone who cares and loves them, even if they don't know it yet. Never stop fighting and never give up. Everyone has a purpose in life. I know it may seem dark now, but along the way, a tunnel of light will appear. I promise. I was suffering from depression (and I still am). I don't have a boyfriend or girlfriend, but I do know that someone's out there waiting for me. And someone's waiting for you too. Just have to be patient and don't give up hope. Trust me.
I don't know whats wrong with me. Sadness is the only thing I know. Most of the time I dont feel anything, like its not my live. I laugh at jokes and I think its funny, but in this moment I'm not happy or anything Idk if anyone will see this, but 7 months ago I wrote this comment. During this time I developed an eating disorder and tried to kill myself. I finally got the help I needed. I no longer have depression. I just wanted to say that no matter how hard it is, please don’t give up, it will get better. And I know you may feel alone, but you are not, the are people out there who love you. It’s no shame to seek help, it’s a sign of strength.
I totally understand you, I feel the same way. Just know you're not alone. If you want to talk, I'm here. I hope things are better. If they are not know that they will get better and then it'il be worth the wait. And don't pretend you're okay when you're not. Sending love❤️❤️❤️
You're noticed. I came back to this song after a year. I'm just in that place. There is nothing wrong with you. I thought the same thing a year ago. honestly that's how i feel now. it's a mask you put on. we pretend we are fine when we are falling apart. im so proud of you for getting help. i probably should have read the whole thing then reply. but seriously im glad you got help.
@@kristiflener4382 Im not perfect Im not good enough Im not amazing Im not awesome Im not fantstic Im not cool Im not happy Im not nice Im not kind Im picky Im not clean Im broken So why should i go on? Ive been bullied for the past few years
I understand, my lil brother took his own life and I have also tried the same thing. I just want you to know that you're not alone and I personally care about you. I believe that you are strong and you can do this. I'm here for you. You're never alone as my heart beats fam
@@HemiLife713 Thank you and I truly appreciate your kind words. But I also want you to know that you got people in this world that cares about you, including me
One of the biggest reveals for me in my life was.... my dad saying “you have your mothers laugh” and he meant it in an endearing way... but it was a forced laugh like it always is.... My mom died when I was nine... Were u okay mom?
I just want to hug everyone in the comment section❤️.You will get through whatever you are going through. I had a time when I used to come here every night crying even on the night when I overdozed on sleeping pills and ended up in hospital. I am turning 16 in 2 months. I never even thought I would have a 16th birthday. You have got this. I believe in you❤️❤️. If you ever want to talk I am always here.
I've lied to my therapist soooo many times. "Did you lose weight?" "Oh it's nothing I've just been working out." "Have you been feeling depressed,homicidal, or suicidal recently?" "Nope." Eating properly?" "Yep." "Nothing major going on?" "Nope. Same old,same old." "You sure?" "Yep." I'm pretty much a lost case to her. I don't want help any more so there's nothing she can do any way
@@thejackrabbit1582 Actually getting help from a therapist can lead to medicine that actually helps you. Depresion isn't JUST a feeling it's ACTUALLY a LEGIT chemical imbalance that can be medically fixed with the right effort and PROFESSIONAL help. So no, lying to your therapist is not a great idea, and if you lie why have one at all if you aren't going to do anything with the opportunity you've been givin? Some don't have the option to get a therapist and y'all have one just to LIE and not get help! Stop saying they can't do anything cause they CAN.
@@fredericksaxton9782 I think they meant that you have to find the right therapist, because it can be really hard to trust someone and open up. Your right you shouldn't lie to your therapist, and they can prescribe helpful medication.
Here’s my story I always tried to cover that I am sad and depressed and that I think I am a disappointment to the world But I still keep strong even with everything that is bad in my life I keep positive, when I can. If you read to this know that you are beautiful. Your amazing. Your you. Be happy.
I went through hell and back and this song is bringing back so many dark memories and im crying because i know im here today. Life isnt easy, but you'll get through it, i promise ❤
I’m that girl who talked her friend out of suicide last year. I’m also the girl cutting her wrists. I’m the girl whose pain is being ignored, because I’m “not depressed. I’m just making it up for attention.” I’m the girl who calls suicide hotlines, and they’re the only numbers in my recent calls because no one cares about me enough to want to talk to me. I’m the girl who cries herself to sleep. I’m the girl who stood at the edge of a cliff and thought that I’d be better off if I took one step further. I’m the girl who didn’t tell anyone about my pain for over a year because I didn’t want anyone to worry. I’m the girl who gets hit by her older brother. I’m the girl who is expected to be perfect, to ace every test, win every game, But is failing at it all because she’s spending all her energy trying to stay alive. Help me. Save me. Please.
LPSscarlet listen I have no idea who you are but I want you to know that I'm here and I'm a good listener. I've had friends who are suicidal and I've helped them through it. I can't say that I understand what you are going through and I'm not going to lie to you and tell you that I do. but I will tell you that I do know people who have. so I'm here to listen if you need someone
You mentioned that you don't want anyone to worry.If they don't care about you getting worried or depressed or whatever,then why do you care?Tell everyone!And be patient!Sometimes this is difficult but tell yourself that you are strong and you will never let anyone upset you. And yes, some people won't hear you and won't even care about what you're passing through but sometime soon or late, those people will go away from your life. You will remember them and laugh!This just needs patience and persistence.
i remember one of my friends from when i was 10. she was 13. she was always happy and smiling, and she always helped people. one day we were having a slumber party and her mum pulled her to the side and smacked her. i had never seen my friend so upset, she was crying and holding her cheek whilst her mother walked away, not giving one fuck. and i remember something i'll never forget: when we opened the window because it was really hot in her room, the wind suddenly blew really hard, making her sleeve go up, and i saw all her self-harm scars. i asked how she got them, she got really panicky and said "my cat gets a bit wild while playing with me." i'm 15 now and i wonder how she's doing. she moved away when i turned 11. i really want to get in contact with her. i heard that she's moving back soon so i'm pretty hopeful. i hope she sees me again and remembers me 🙏🙏🙏🙏
helianthus hobi i'm crying 😭😭 she such a strong girl , hides all the pain alone. I knew she's lonely , i know how it felt . She's lonely , please when u met her tell her that she's perfect just the way she is , she is adorable , pretty and cute . Tell something positive to her and please stay in her side , she such a strong girl :')
This gives me someone who's struggled on and off with self harm 34 years something beautiful to relate to. I've been clean but still struggle. Beautiful song
I'm the kid who everyone thinks I'm ok, I don't have fears and I am always happy, and I'm not, when I told my ''friend'' I was feeling depressed often she said ''Your not depressed, Rayne your ok..'' And I'm not ok, but no one seems to notice. I think I need new friends because the ones I thought I could lean on tell me to stand, the ones who I cry to, slap the tears off my face. Sometime I when I cry I wonder if someone can except it and comfort me.
Rayney_Dayz_Plays the longer you have friends the better becouse you feel safer showing them how you feel and you’ll know how they’ll react ...I can tell you that almost sertantly
I started drinking when I was 16. I would drink at parties, but I also started drinking alone because I was unhappy, and I was in a lot of emotional pain all the time. My mom was very aggressive when I was younger, and my brother hated her and so did I. He started hanging out with shady people, he started failing all his classes, he was never home, and my parents fought all the time. I also ran away several times. I was always trying to figure out a reason as to why I was here or what the purpose of life was. So, I started looking at different philosophies, religions, and beliefs. When I was 18 after I was hungover, I got on my knees and I prayed for the first time. I asked if God was real that he would show me he was real because I couldn’t take it anymore. I was crying when I prayed for this. At that moment I felt a presence come over me like a wind. It was barely noticeable, but it was unlike anything in my life I had experienced up until that point. I was surprised when I felt it and I remember saying “what was that?” after that experience I pretty much forgot what happened and kept partying, until my senior year when I got arrested. After my arrest, my parents lost all their trust in me and I was expelled from high school. I was told never to come back. At that time, I felt afraid and hopeless. That’s when I started looking for God, and I prayed that he would reveal himself in my life and that he would give me signs. My prayers began getting answered so consistently that I couldn’t deny that God was doing something. It was mysterious and compelling. I ended up in Church and started reading the bible hours a day. I stopped hanging out with all my other friends because they were continually getting arrested. I was able to forgive my family and myself and to ask to be forgiven. I noticed how at Church people were judgmental and how they formed cliques but were afraid to be around anyone else different from them. It increased my faith because I realized Jesus was not like that and ever since I was young, I saw people as people regardless of who they were. After a while, it’s like I could see God's presence was in my life and then it felt like he wasn’t, and then he was, and then he wasn’t. One day I woke up and felt more depressed than I ever have in my entire life. I felt like I was dying on the inside. That night I prayed, and I said, God, I don’t see my life five years from now I'm going to die Jesus save me Lord, please save me. I was weeping when I said it and when I asked him to save me, I felt a presence inside of me like a heartbeat, and I felt it once like a pulse, and I said Lord please save me and I felt it again even stronger. It was like radiance. When I woke up the next morning, I had transformed everything felt brand new like I was a kid again. All my fears and all my racing thoughts everything was gone. I looked at my hands, and I said this can’t be real it’s impossible. When I looked at myself in the mirror, I saw a different person. I started praying, and the holy spirit became entirely real to me it was washing over me and inside of me. It was total love and peace, and I heard a voice but not an audible one, it was an inner voice. It said I am with you; I love you, I will never leave you, it’s done it’s finished. That was May 3rd, 2009, and ever since then I’ve followed God, I have seen many things change and many things I know wouldn’t have changed without faith and belief. I know what it’s like to be lost to feel you have no hope. Don’t ever think you’re stuck, or life can’t change because it can. My mom is a Christian now, Its night and day. Some of the things that went away during that period were severe anxiety and my addiction to alcohol. I’ve seen and experienced so many things that are miraculous and seen how God has worked in my life. When we ask God to forgive us for what we’ve done and turn away from our sins and wrongdoings and we believe in Christ's sacrifice everything changes. His word says if we confess with our mouths that Jesus is Lord and believe in our hearts that he died and rose again we will have eternal life but not just life after death but abundant life in the present. Our sins are erased not only past, present, and future but our burdens and fears are lifted also. Our thoughts, our minds, our hearts, our souls are transformed and united with God and we know his spirit lives in us. If you seek, pray, and knock you will know JESUS IS KING!!! HE LIVES! czcams.com/video/EXQGTInPpZU/video.html
go get help then. go see a therapist, get medicine if you feel you need it, or just find a friend to confide in. if you cant do that, i suggest writing, drawing, coloring, music, you know, get your feelings out in a healthy way. cry if you need to as well, you'd be surprised how much better you could feel if you just let it all out. 0.0 thanks for being strong, you will get to a better place one day. xoxo
im depressed.. and i made something up. my friend Lyric found it and she cried. it wasnt that sad but, its the truth.. She cuts to take the pain away She cries so they will say her name She screams because she's hurt inside She'll go to school and pretend to be alright. She cuts to take the pain away She lies and say she's fine. She is me. And im not fine. Die, because im not okay..
I created something and this is how depression is for people. Depression is a war. You never know when it ends. But when it does you never are the same way you used to be. I love you all please stay.. (Edit) most people going through this understand and even if you arnt going through it. You still might understand
I started drinking when I was 16. I would drink at parties, but I also started drinking alone because I was unhappy, and I was in a lot of emotional pain all the time. My mom was very aggressive when I was younger, and my brother hated her and so did I. He started hanging out with shady people, he started failing all his classes, he was never home, and my parents fought all the time. I also ran away several times. I was always trying to figure out a reason as to why I was here or what the purpose of life was. So, I started looking at different philosophies, religions, and beliefs. When I was 18 after I was hungover, I got on my knees and I prayed for the first time. I asked if God was real that he would show me he was real because I couldn’t take it anymore. I was crying when I prayed for this. At that moment I felt a presence come over me like a wind. It was barely noticeable, but it was unlike anything in my life I had experienced up until that point. I was surprised when I felt it and I remember saying “what was that?” after that experience I pretty much forgot what happened and kept partying, until my senior year when I got arrested. After my arrest, my parents lost all their trust in me and I was expelled from high school. I was told never to come back. At that time, I felt afraid and hopeless. That’s when I started looking for God, and I prayed that he would reveal himself in my life and that he would give me signs. My prayers began getting answered so consistently that I couldn’t deny that God was doing something. It was mysterious and compelling. I ended up in Church and started reading the bible hours a day. I stopped hanging out with all my other friends because they were continually getting arrested. I was able to forgive my family and myself and to ask to be forgiven. I noticed how at Church people were judgmental and how they formed cliques but were afraid to be around anyone else different from them. It increased my faith because I realized Jesus was not like that and ever since I was young, I saw people as people regardless of who they were. After a while, it’s like I could see God's presence was in my life and then it felt like he wasn’t, and then he was, and then he wasn’t. One day I woke up and felt more depressed than I ever have in my entire life. I felt like I was dying on the inside. That night I prayed, and I said, God, I don’t see my life five years from now I'm going to die Jesus save me Lord, please save me. I was weeping when I said it and when I asked him to save me, I felt a presence inside of me like a heartbeat, and I felt it once like a pulse, and I said Lord please save me and I felt it again even stronger. It was like radiance. When I woke up the next morning, I had transformed everything felt brand new like I was a kid again. All my fears and all my racing thoughts everything was gone. I looked at my hands, and I said this can’t be real it’s impossible. When I looked at myself in the mirror, I saw a different person. I started praying, and the holy spirit became entirely real to me it was washing over me and inside of me. It was total love and peace, and I heard a voice but not an audible one, it was an inner voice. It said I am with you; I love you, I will never leave you, it’s done it’s finished. That was May 3rd, 2009, and ever since then I’ve followed God, I have seen many things change and many things I know wouldn’t have changed without faith and belief. I know what it’s like to be lost to feel you have no hope. Don’t ever think you’re stuck, or life can’t change because it can. My mom is a Christian now, Its night and day. Some of the things that went away during that period were severe anxiety and my addiction to alcohol. I’ve seen and experienced so many things that are miraculous and seen how God has worked in my life. When we ask God to forgive us for what we’ve done and turn away from our sins and wrongdoings and we believe in Christ's sacrifice everything changes. His word says if we confess with our mouths that Jesus is Lord and believe in our hearts that he died and rose again we will have eternal life but not just life after death but abundant life in the present. Our sins are erased not only past, present, and future but our burdens and fears are lifted also. Our thoughts, our minds, our hearts, our souls are transformed and united with God and we know his spirit lives in us. If you seek, pray, and knock you will know JESUS IS KING!!! HE LIVES! czcams.com/video/EXQGTInPpZU/video.html "Come to me all you who are weary and burdened and I will give you rest"
Im fine (Im not fine) I ate (Id rather starve myself) Im beutiful (Im ugly) Im okay (Help me) This is things i go through in this place we call home/earth. People just go around and bullie people vecause they think its fun. Then people just get depressed. Boys and girls go through breakups and get depressed. My 8 year old sister desided to go to our aunts house that is 30 or 29 and she adopted her and now she goes around call8ng her mom and NEVER comes to visit me unless she has to stay here because there power is out or its to hot to stay up there. I keep asking her if she hates me and why she left and she keeps telling she dont hate me and because heather is her mom (hearher is our aunt and aperantly her mom). We were close until Heather said she would adopt her then it just changed my life and made sad. I loved her. She was my everything. The only person i can rely on now is my older sister crystal. She is 31 years old.
I'm depressed. I used to date this guy and he meant everything to me. We broke up on April 14, 2017 over text. He broke up with me over text and I was heart broken. He took this prettier girl to the new carnival that opened up. They're not dating but I feel like they are. Today April 29th, 2017 I was at the park with a couple of my friends and he came with this girl and guy. He kept embarrassing me and I just wanted to run away then. My friend asked him if it was a good time dating me. His exact words were "No it wasn't a good time" which made me want to break down. I just felt useless. I got hit in the eye pretty bad today too. I started crying but I forced myself to stop. I went home and cried some more. I just feel that I'm not good enough for him anymore. I love him still...
DabbingGirly He is just one guy in a sea of guys. He surely is not worth your time nor tears. You will find a real man who will love you so don't worry :)
DabbingGirly I did the same I met a guy online he was my world and he suddenly just left with no explanation for 3 days I cried I started cutting because of that and some other issues I have and I spent 3 days trying to get a hold of him again but it was no use listen everything will get better he lost something he probably won't ever get back 😇😇😇 stay strong gods always there
im that girl who fails her tests im the girl who has a mental breakdown in class because the techer yelled at me for not having a pencil im the girl who has crushes on fictional caracters to distract me from my real crush im the girl who's pansexual im the girl that doesn't do her homework im the girl who got dumped im the girl who gets ridiculed at home im the girl who everyone thinks is weird im the girl who cant get over it im the girl who doesnt go to study hall because im talking to the counciler im the girl who doesnt understand how to multiply and divide decimals im the girl who rips her report card up so nobody sees my grade im the girl who blames herself im the girl that cut herself a little too deep im the girl thats going crazy im the girl who sees things im the girl who gets in fights with her imaginary friends in the middle of class this was inspired you could say by @Madison Mangham
Well Im: The Boy who feels bad for hearing people being sad The Boy who wants to do something about it... The Boy who knows I cant do anything about that.... The Boy who obviously isnt going through that but still cares... The Boy who won't give up! The Boy who will stay strong! The Boy who will say: "Your Not Alone, You Will Get Through This!" The Boy who loves to try all they can to help but cant.. The Boy who made this comment all on their own Welp thats me-
this song could have been my anthem when I was 16. I was suffering from a behavioral addiction and extreme depression. To any teens in a bad place reading this: It gets better. It may get better with time, it may get better by leaving the harmful situation, it may get better with meds, it may get better with therapy, or a combination of any or all. But it does get better. You have to persevere.
When ever im depressed i listen to theese types of songs. i want to tell someone but i have no one. i thought. but anyone in this comment section is a family. your not alone
The Schuyler sisters! Angelica Peggy Eliza WORK!!! daddy said to be home by sundown daddy doesn’t need to know daddy said not to go downtown like I said your free to go look around look around at how lucky we are to be alive right now history is happening in Manhattan and we just happen to be in the greatest city in the world *skips* I’ve been reading common sense by Thomas pain so men say that I’m intense or in sane you wanna revolution I want a revelation so listen to my declaration we hold these truths to be self evident that all men are created equal and when I meet Thomas Jefferson *uh* imma compel him to include women in 5he sequel work!!! (Sorry I had to break some of the tension)
To all the teens out there feeling like this now, I was 12 when I started listening to this song. I was 14 when I made my first attempt. I was 17 when I plucked up the guts to try and run. I made so many mistakes, did things I’m not proud of, put myself in danger both accidentally and on purpose. Now, I’m 22, I’m married to the love of my life, and I still struggle, but my life isn’t nearly as dark as it felt ten years ago. There is light at the end of the tunnel, I promise, so please, for your friends, for your family, but most of all, for yourself, don’t give up. You are loved, you are valued and you are cherished, even if it doesn’t feel like it at times.
I've written horrible notes to myself all over my hands, had blood visibly staining one, and still, my best friend who sits right next to me, fails to notice. It makes you wonder who really cares.
I remember listening to this song and crying to it when I was severely depressed. I'm still fighting, but I'm a lot better than I was. Everything is worth it. Just stay strong.
tbh this came out a few weeks before my 16th birthday, i had 4 sisters i was engaged to a guy id been with for years, my dad was extremely abusive a drug addict, my step mother was the same, i raised my sisters. i cried alot untill i left home a few weeks after my 17th birthday, the family i had was torn apart, my sisters in dcf custody, the man i thought i loved left me for another women, tried to come back to me and is now in jail for murder with one of my little sisters. the other three dont know who i am because of how young they were, and my parents are still the same, But i got out and away from there, i own my home and im married to a great guy, music gets me through alot. so if you are reading this and need someone to talk to i am here
Thank you. That's how I feel about everyone, whether they are sick, healthy, depressed, whatever. When I know someone killed themselves, it hurts to me as well. Someone cares even if you don't know them, even if you don't think anyone cares.
I laugh to cover my pain. My friends think I am just hyper. My laugh is fake I am pointless To my bestie: I tell you I have had a lot of chocolate and that my laugh is weird because I am hyper. I lie. My laugh is weird because it’s forced, cause if I don’t laugh you think something is wrong. Well guess what. Something is.
@@thatonesadpersonlol5825 if you would ever like to talk to someone who does the same thing I am always here to talk. I promise not to judge and to always listen and respond as soon as possible.
I have depression and anxiety myself. These lyrics are so powerful. I tried to end my self 3 times from this day i still think about doing it. But deep down i know i shouldnt. Keep telling myself everything be ok. X
Every days the same I just hope one day I can smile for real again. A teacher told me " sometimes you just have to be content to be alone" I don't think she knew how they made me feel I cried on the spot. I've been alone for a year now and I'm still not content getting ready for another year of being alone. I can't say I'm used to it but in days when I'm really alone since I've been depressed for my whole life those days I feel some type of solence with myself that maybe it's okay to be alone cause that's the only thing I can hold onto right now. If you can't find it on days that your alone then that's probably a good thing cause I think I'm going crazy with how long I've been feeling this way. When they say crippling depression they mean it. Stay strong even if theres nothing to stay strong for. I don't know how I've lived this long with this. I thought I would have done it when I was 9. But no I'm still here and depressed to hell no one to care. I'm going back and forth with what I'm saying cause I'm so depressed. I don't really know what to say if anyone feels the same way as me I guess the only thing i can is tell me if you see the light cause I sure hope I fucking do someday. Living hurts to much.
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet, call the suicide hotline and if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it.
god I pray that you help these children to stay strong in you and not to stray away. lord we pray you help the other kids to see you inside of them and know you are what makes them different. amen
+babw16 More bully's that make me think about something but they bully me with these traits of me: -Has Anxiety -Scared -Has Back Condtition But Can Walk -Looks Into Knives -Uncles And Aunts Are Mean To Her -My Best Friend(My Dog)Is Gonna Die Soon -My Dad Has Almost Died 2 Times -Has Anger Issues -Depression Getting The Best Of Her -Used To Cry Every Night Before Going To Sleep.... I used to be so happy as a 4 year old now i'm about like 10 and i forgot how to smile and i'm mature and nice until i became rude and quiet just reading my book in the back of the room not looking at anyone if i smile or laugh it's under the band of my right eye and covering my face with the book........
please read this:) , I used to listen to this song all the time and I was in the worst place that I don’t wish upon my worst enemy. I came back to just say it truly truly does get better. please keep your head up and just know you are loved. if you don’t believe anybody in your life does right now, just know that I do
only a year ago i would come here everyday and cut myself and never thought there would be a way out. And now I was listening to this for the first time in 11 months and it made me proud. I am 11 months clean and I am truly happy. Looking at my scars and accepting these dark 2 years but now I’m healed :) so to all of you out there being the old me you will get better I promise!
Depression is a weight dragging you down inside this hole that is never ending. There's no way out of this hole and it doesn't take a few sessions of therapy to feel happy again. It takes months, years even. You know you're depressed when you try to find people in the world with the same feeling. That feeling of nothingness. But, if I can't help myself I'm going to help others. YOU ARE WORTH SOMETHING YOU ARE LOVED LOVE YOURSELF! SUICIDE WONT HELP YOU, IT WILL JUST CONTINUE TO ANOTHER LIFETIME. YOU CAN SURVIVE!!!!
ღLizzy Loves Baldi OMG WTF if anything u sound like an ungreatful ass like a bunch of these other comments so do urself a favor and stop acting selfish if anything if u do have depression its probably for attention
I love this song, I relate so much... I feel the nothingness... when I first got depression, I thought mothing could hurt more than pain, I was wrong... so, so wrong... I will feel no pain after I die... so why stay alive... I made a promise that ide wouldn’t kill myself... and I don’t break promises but....why...
I want to pop in and say something, I've been struggling with depression and suicidal thoughts and all the fun stuff that comes with since 5th grade (first attempt) I'm not going to say it goes away because it never really does, which is stupid honestly but just know it gets better and way easier to deal with. YOU matter, YOU are WORTH it! Now at almost 20 which I never thought I would make it to this point I feel it's safe to say it gets easier you may still have dark nights but it will be okay!! YOU ARE LOVED SO MUCH!!!❤
He really does listen to you!! Jesus held my hand and pult me from depressionn and anxiety. He gave me the healing I needed. You will get out of it stronger, then you were before. I promise.
I used to be depressed. Used to think that I was worthless, thinking my urge to tell somebody was me being an attention seeker. Bruised by all my bullies, including me. I was bullying myself. That night; the night I heard about this song, I got a nightmare. A terrible one. And I realized I wanted to be happy. I wanted to be loved. I wanted to accept the love. Please, keep fighting. I know it's hard. Even in the little moments of happiness during your depression, I know you always come back to it. Don't. Remind yourself that you want to be happy. Even if you keep feeding yourself all these thoughts, your not an attention seeker. Because it's not your fault this world made you hate yourself. You're not willing to accept the love, not willing to let this paragraph help you. But I want to help you. The only way to get over depression is to want to get over it. You don't want to be sad. You want to be happy. Not just that short term happiness, real happiness that stays with you forever.
The sadness should be the one with the short term. Be willing to let your emotions switch. Even if you have a disease, and people are bullying you because of that, they don't understand. Don't focus on those thoughts. It's funny how its so easy to believe your ugly when it's so hard to believe you beautiful. If they don't hear you, here's the reason why. You're not letting them hear you. You have to want to be happy. Let them hear. Let them help. Let me hear. Let me help. Because you don't deserve this. You don't deserve the scars. You don't deserve the hatred. Let everybody know that. You know one thing you do deserve? Happiness. Even if you've done something bad in the past, the past was the past. You'll find new people to love you. If you've moved on from that bad deed, then you deserve happiness too. And all those christian depressed people, Jesus doesn't want you to commit suicide. He doesn't want you to do this. He's trying to help, but you're not letting him. The only person who
I'm so happy I'm not the only survivor.......real happiness I love it I don't ever call myself worthless I learned to be loved and love myself.... it's one of the best feelings ever. I survived thanx GOD.
thea whitaker thank you. i'm glad that you experience real long happiness. i'm glad that you fought against your depression and survived. :D as for the love part, that's a big deal too. i'm glad your able to accept love, and love others yourself. you're really an inspiration to others who have depression :)
I listened to this song when I was maybe 12 or 13. My mother was abusing me and now at 16 I finally got away from my mother. I just listened to this song and had some serious nostalgia. This song comforted me in the midst of my abuse. Now it continues to comfort me. You guys got this and will make it!❤🙏
I was here years ago, im now 16 and I’m glad i never pulled through the numerous attempts because life has gotten better. For all the young teens out there, it does get better. One day you’ll meet people and life gets better and without even knowing life’s gotten a whole lot better, years have passed, and the people around you become more and more❤
Hiding my emotions with a smile I feel sorry everybody in my life even met me or had to know know me. I just dont agree with my life. I want to end it. But my amazing friends I have keep me alive. I dont know if its enough though.
Life will get better for you I promise... you can try to talk to people.... if you are and it aint enough try to get a therpist or someone experienced to help... if that doesn't work... I don't know what will but I promise life will get better...
I don't have all the answers, but i do know you're loved, more than you can imagine. When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze. No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
been listening to this since I was 14 now, I'm 22 and still listening to it 'til now. It's like my "get through" song. Whenever you're losing hope and wants to end everything, you don't want to end yourself you only want to end what you're feeling and what you're going through. We'll all get by whatever we're going through and become stronger than we are today. ❤
I started drinking when I was 16. I would drink at parties, but I also started drinking alone because I was unhappy, and I was in a lot of emotional pain all the time. My mom was very aggressive when I was younger, and my brother hated her and so did I. He started hanging out with shady people, he started failing all his classes, he was never home, and my parents fought all the time. I also ran away several times. I was always trying to figure out a reason as to why I was here or what the purpose of life was. So, I started looking at different philosophies, religions, and beliefs. When I was 18 after I was hungover, I got on my knees and I prayed for the first time. I asked if God was real that he would show me he was real because I couldn’t take it anymore. I was crying when I prayed for this. At that moment I felt a presence come over me like a wind. It was barely noticeable, but it was unlike anything in my life I had experienced up until that point. I was surprised when I felt it and I remember saying “what was that?” after that experience I pretty much forgot what happened and kept partying, until my senior year when I got arrested. After my arrest, my parents lost all their trust in me and I was expelled from high school. I was told never to come back. At that time, I felt afraid and hopeless. That’s when I started looking for God, and I prayed that he would reveal himself in my life and that he would give me signs. My prayers began getting answered so consistently that I couldn’t deny that God was doing something. It was mysterious and compelling. I ended up in Church and started reading the bible hours a day. I stopped hanging out with all my other friends because they were continually getting arrested. I was able to forgive my family and myself and to ask to be forgiven. I noticed how at Church people were judgmental and how they formed cliques but were afraid to be around anyone else different from them. It increased my faith because I realized Jesus was not like that and ever since I was young, I saw people as people regardless of who they were. After a while, it’s like I could see God's presence was in my life and then it felt like he wasn’t, and then he was, and then he wasn’t. One day I woke up and felt more depressed than I ever have in my entire life. I felt like I was dying on the inside. That night I prayed, and I said, God, I don’t see my life five years from now I'm going to die Jesus save me Lord, please save me. I was weeping when I said it and when I asked him to save me, I felt a presence inside of me like a heartbeat, and I felt it once like a pulse, and I said Lord please save me and I felt it again even stronger. It was like radiance. When I woke up the next morning, I had transformed everything felt brand new like I was a kid again. All my fears and all my racing thoughts everything was gone. I looked at my hands, and I said this can’t be real it’s impossible. When I looked at myself in the mirror, I saw a different person. I started praying, and the holy spirit became entirely real to me it was washing over me and inside of me. It was total love and peace, and I heard a voice but not an audible one, it was an inner voice. It said I am with you; I love you, I will never leave you, it’s done it’s finished. That was May 3rd, 2009, and ever since then I’ve followed God, I have seen many things change and many things I know wouldn’t have changed without faith and belief. I know what it’s like to be lost to feel you have no hope. Don’t ever think you’re stuck, or life can’t change because it can. My mom is a Christian now, Its night and day. Some of the things that went away during that period were severe anxiety and my addiction to alcohol. I’ve seen and experienced so many things that are miraculous and seen how God has worked in my life. When we ask God to forgive us for what we’ve done and turn away from our sins and wrongdoings and we believe in Christ's sacrifice everything changes. His word says if we confess with our mouths that Jesus is Lord and believe in our hearts that he died and rose again we will have eternal life but not just life after death but abundant life in the present. Our sins are erased not only past, present, and future but our burdens and fears are lifted also. Our thoughts, our minds, our hearts, our souls are transformed and united with God and we know his spirit lives in us. If you seek, pray, and knock you will know JESUS IS KING!!! HE LIVES! czcams.com/video/EXQGTInPpZU/video.html "Come to me all you who are weary and burdened and I will give you rest"
i've been depressed since 8th grade and now i'm 18...I know the pain...but please guys. reach out, get support from therapy, family, friends...or even draw, write, paint (doesn't matter if you think you cant because anyone can create) or watch your favorite show or hug pets anything not harmful that helps you cope, please keep going because the world wouldn't be the same with out you and you are unique and we need you... think of anything no matter how small it seems to keep going. one of my reasons is that i've got so many artistic ideas that i haven't gotten out there so i cant go yet. another is that i wouldnt be about to see my dog anymore. find anything. stay strong!
i dont really... i tried telling my mom she says im just putting on an act for attention and as an individual i dont really have the money for therapy....not to mention i am underage....so fuck me i guess
@..Gracie Felter ..i was there too sweet heart..dont worry for God counts your tears..every one of them is precious to him..He will heal you and restore you if you would but let him
If you need help Go talk to your friends, family and People you Trust, Life can Be Great full of Good memories and experiences and Will get even better after the pandemic ends so dont waste it, If necessary call the suicide hotline, search for help in the internet like r/suicidewatch and if necessary call a therapist "suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem" we all have the dark chapter of our lives but you can pass through it...
the worst kind of pain?
is you're smiling
just to stop the tears from falling...
yes
if you have problems talk to mr
everytime I smile I feel like crying even more
anna ugh a smile only hurt if you're faking it... I feel you
anna ugh Hurts*
To all the young teens here. 7 years ago when I was 12, I was here too. But I promise you, it will get better. The world seems unfair right now, but you will find yourself. Love yall x
Ik that this supposed to be a meaningful comment but is that Colby I see?👀
ありがとう
Thank you
Thanks
Aww thanks i needed that
@@Sara-hj7en yes yes that is colby
"She is pulling down her long sleeves to cover up the memories the scars leave" that hit hard
Didn't it though
My grandma doesn't notice so I just don't wear hoodies
For any teenager who is coming to this section, I listened to this song when I was 13 and I am now 22. I had such severe mental health issues I was hospitalized 10 times. Now, I couldn't be happier or in a better place compared to then. I graduated college with honor's and work as an ICU nurse. For a long while, I worked inpatient mental health and I cannot stress this enough, but hold on. We all have our trials for a reason and our insight from our pain can be someone else's saving grace. Never did I think I would be here, yet here I am flourishing like never before. Continue to fight and never let go.
me: IM READY FOR LIFE!
life: *inserts depression song*
Me: ...DAMN IT
lmfao cute
Well...get up
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I think the comments are more depressing then the song
Destiney Creal Right?!
I agree and I almost cried just reading the ones that say that they almost took their life away
It always is
@i have crippling depression wizard : No u live
Me : haha that's wha....
Wizard : poof u can't hurt urself or get hurt
ME : ...... thanks i guess
Destiney Creal because we all have monsters in our head
Still love this song 10years later and finally 2 years clean from self harm.
I'm proud of you :)
I'm SO fcking proud of you! Stay strong!
AYYYY IK WE DONT KNOW EACHOTHER LIKE BUT Y ARE SO STRONG CLEARLY AND BRAVE SLAYYYY WELL DONE KEEP IT UP GIRL!!!!! SO PROUD!!!!!❤😊❤😊❤
@@user-oq2xe7bj5r Thank you so much guys! Still clean and am trying my best everyday to stay that way
I hope you are still clean from self harm...I'm a few months clean aswell❤
To all the young teenagers on this comment section. I used to listen to this song so much when I was 13/14 and cry thinking that my life wasn’t worth living... I’m 22 now and I can tell you, it is going to be ok. Keep going, open up to trusted people, know that you are so worthy and so loved! Don’t give up ❤️
Second that 💜 21, listened to this song religiously as a teen, I related to it so much. Hearing “she’ll be just fine” at the end of the song, it’s the truth. I relate to that line now more than ever, very proud of younger me
@@joyenchanted13 that’s awesome I hope I can see that too even when things seem to be torture it will be alright in the end
she's going threw so much awful pain just like me right right now, but I really want my old life when I was 7, I don't feel like my old self anymore 😢😔💔
thank you so much
same, i'm now 18 and i never thought i'd make it 🤍
My 16th birthday was two days ago. No one remembered but my mum, uncle and one friend. I hate growing up with depression
No one remembers my birthday unless I have a party or some type of get together family is great 👍🏾
I feel sorry for you. Turning 16 is a big deal, isn't it?
Hey my 16th birthday was a few weeks ago. I hate birthday's tbh, they give me so much anxiety for reasons that would take a while to explain
What date is it and I'll comment and put it in my calendar 💖💖
I'm sorry to hear that, but happy belated birthday. I hope next year is better for you
The moment you realize that on here people you don't even know care more about you then people you know in real life
Polarbeargirl ya it’s the worst thing, only the people who are going through the same thing are the ones who understand
It's sad how true that is
Polarbeargirl his true is it though my so called bestfriends don’t know what I go through and they think I’m happy and i just want them to notice without me telling them
Allanah Garay do you fake being happy? I did, but then I stopped, and no one really noticed
Fuck thats true
I listened to this song on repeat when I was in middle school, like 11, convinced I wouldn’t make it through high school. I’m 21 now, I finally remembered this song. Everyone here just now discovering it, I promise you, you’ll get through whatever you’re going through.
I am 11 and I have been listening to this song on repeat, life sucks I hate it I have no friends, a bad family and I have nobody to talk to
i listened to this on my then cell in high school art class in grade 10 got lectured , verbally told my teacher to flipping leave me alone in front of the entire class and went home crying my eyes out and spending the day in my room being so broken and empty
When you haven’t cut in 3 months but then suicidal thoughts started appearing again
Yep.... Almost did it this morning...
Hey. How are you doing now?
@@e.n.6079 I haven't cut in a month so in the sense I'm better but...not big change, really.....especially with quarantine....
@@madsbeasley8080 What happened?💔
To everyone here, trust me, it sucks now but it will be okay. I've been clean for four months now, and even though it's very hard sometimes it's very worth it. There are days where it seems impossible to go any further, but there are also days where things are okay. Even if you haven't reached those yet, you will. Believe me. I realize I don't know exactly what you're going through, and I won't pretend I do. I just know that every storm has to end some day, and yours will too. Sorry this is so long, and I hope it helped. Even if it didn't, I'll be praying for all of you. I hope you start doing better.
*sends virtual hug to suicidal people*
LiL ThOtTiE thanks. ☺️😊 *hugs back*
*Hugs back*
*sends hugs back*
*hugs back*
* accepts hug and hugs back
I smile at my friends, then turn around to let the real me be free.
itz_Gabby This is me 💔
GGabbyy your not alone xx 💔
GGabbyy I do the same...
I smile to my friends, family, I did it to my girlfriend, I do it to anyone who sees me. Than when the lights go out, I crumble beneath the weight.
@• IAILWZC • She knew about my issues but saying a few words and having a fake smile can deceive the person who says they love you.
Tw: I remember listing to this song at age 14. I was stuck in an endless self harm because I was being abused by my mom and her husbands. Well. This is for anyone who’s like 14 year old me.
I’ll be 20 in two months. I still battle with depression everyday. But I’m finding my way. I moved away from the abuse. I’ve stopped the SH. All of that and I found the man I am going to marry. That’s more than I ever thought I would get done in life. I have goals and plans for my future and even now I want kids. Life is crazy like that. I pray you found hope in this comment. I love you. P❤️
If you need help Go talk to your friends, family and People you Trust, Life can Be Great full of Good memories and experiences and Will get even better after the pandemic ends so dont waste it, If necessary call the suicide hotline, search for help in the internet like r/suicidewatch and if necessary call a therapist "suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem" we all have the dark chapter of our lives but you can pass through it..
@@alexdanieloliveira2294 Deuteronomy 11:22 | View whole chapter | See verse in context For if ye shall diligently keep all these commandments which I command you, to do them, to love the LORD your God, to walk in all his ways, and to cleave unto him;
Deuteronomy 4:2 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Ye shall not add unto the word which I command you, neither shall ye diminish ought from it, that ye may keep the commandments of the LORD your God which I command you.
John 15:10 | View whole chapter | See verse in context If ye keep my commandments, ye shall abide in my love; even as I have kept my Father's commandments, and abide in his love.
Know and understand the difference between working one`s way to heaven and Loving GOD back.
John 14:15 | View whole chapter | See verse in context If ye love me, keep my commandments.
That verse have the word "work" in it, what that means?
Philippians 2:12 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Wherefore, my beloved, as ye have always obeyed, not as in my presence only, but now much more in my absence, work out your own salvation with fear and trembling.
It means to build up and keep alive the once lost relationship between you and GOD.
I truly believe that none of you haven`t bother to start learning the BIBLE nor have any of you received the COMFORTER.
Ecclesiastes 4:1 | View whole chapter | See verse in context So I returned, and considered all the oppressions that are done under the sun: and behold the tears of such as were oppressed, and they had no comforter; and on the side of their oppressors there was power; but they had no comforter. Lamentations 1:9 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Her filthiness is in her skirts; she remembereth not her last end; therefore she came down wonderfully: she had no comforter. O LORD, behold my affliction: for the enemy hath magnified himself. John 15:26 | View whole chapter | See verse in context But when the Comforter is come, whom I will send unto you from the Father, even the Spirit of truth, which proceedeth from the Father, he shall testify of me: John 14:26 | View whole chapter | See verse in context But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you. John 16:7 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Nevertheless I tell you the truth; It is expedient for you that I go away: for if I go not away, the Comforter will not come unto you; but if I depart, I will send him unto you.
A wise soul, studies the BIBLE also not just read it. For we read a lot, yet understand little to none at all. It`s when we start studying - then the wisdom start taking place.
I began listening to this song when I was 12, I'm now 22, I have my own daughter now, I take medication daily to get me through the struggles of life. But I suppose it gets easier. We learn to cope with what life throws at us. The school days become a blur. And soon enough you realise that the bad days come and go. Hold on to that little strand of hope.. someone will come along to pull you out with it at some point. I love you ❤
This made me cry omg😭10 years. That’s so incredible
❤❤❤
bullied, family problems, friendship problems, school problems. I don't know what to do. I feel like I failed as a student, as a friend, as a daughter, I feel like I failed as a person. but I still believe that God prepared something better for me.
@Alina Cernolevschi you'll be better soon, dear. I know how hard your situation is💔
JustAysha What up ,how are u ,you be better ?
JustAysha I know what you mean. I had only one friend, but she’s always with at least 1 other person and ignores me when I try to talk to her.
Sounds like me, youre not alone
@@boulevardhip-hop7556 not really. but soon, I'll be better. :)
This song used to be my entire life.
Danielle Jewel same here just insert he instead of she and you equal me and here I am stuck in my rut that never ends
Jeremy Burchfield I'm sorry.. I hope things get better for you. I realized I had to wake up and change when I missed my nephews first birthday because I was in a mental hospital..
yeah its okay im getting better though, i went through a lot when i was little, i am now 16, and it got to me a couple of nights ago.
Jeremy Burchfield I'm sorry. I hope your feeling better!
Danielle Jewel it is my life atm
I used to listen to this 12 years ago..I was this girl...I still am...still fighting and pushing through though....find the beauty in life and keep faith 🙏❤️
when i was 15 i use to relate alot to this song and now i’m 18 and still relate.
Hope of being happy one day is keeping me going.
No one knows that when I joke about killing myself I'm actually hurting.
Same..
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James Ragan same
Everyone at my school thinks I joke when I make jokes about killing myself or self harm, but it's really a silent cry for someone to help me, to see that someone cares enough to help me through this dark thing called my life, I am fighting back tears typing this, I am tired of saying I am fine, when I am not, I am tired of hiding my scars from my parents and my friends and really just my self I hope I can live and fight long enough to be happy to be that happy little girl again...
I dont wanna live anymore. Noone understands how much i heart and noone cares they acr liek they fo but when i try to kill myself they are never there
I discovered this song about two years ago. I was extremely depressed and suicidal and I felt hopeless and alone. This song was an accurate representation of my life, and I thought about it on my 16th birthday last year. Lately, I've been getting better and a few weeks ago I had some crazy revelation. A ray of hope (as cheesy as it sounds). And I did something that I should have done a while ago. *I gathered everything that I could use to hurt myself, and threw it all away.*
That, I realized was one of the first steps to getting better. I used to want to die, but now all I want to do is live.
Tomorrow is my 17th birthday. I made it, so can you.
Stay alive.
Keep fighting.
I promise you'll be okay.
I absolutely relate to your story. A little over two years ago, I was in a very dark place and needed weekly sessions with my psychiatrist for my depression and suicidal tendencies. On my 15th birthday, I had an appointment and was feeling somewhat better yet felt like relapsing. Regardless, I stayed strong and today, two years later, I am celebrating my 17th birthday with my family. This song, as well as others, certainly helped. So stay strong everyone. Recovery isn't some bs cliche. It's something that can be obtained.
Soul im proud of you hun ❤️
Your strong Person keep going Im now at the Same point What you was many years ago Meybe I will be as strong as you :,)
Thank u I'm actually in middle school I hate life I just hope it'll end soon
Sounds like a waste of money; why didn't you just put it in storage or something.
I'm sorry to everyone I've hurt.
I'm sorry to that girl who's heart I broke.
I'm sorry for being blinded by my pain.
hey, can you reply to this so that we know you're okay?
Can you reply pls….it’s just that those are the kind of thoughts that go through my head when I get that feeling …
hey- can u reply..? we just wanna know if ur okay man…
Are you okay? :(
Hun are you okay?
Today’s my sixteenth birthday and I used to listen to this song all the time because I thought I related a lot. Now that I’m sixteen, I can tell you that when everyone was singing happy birthday to me, I tried to smile but I couldn’t.
angel dust have been for the past three years love
@angel dust not that you need to know this but my birthdays are always sad because my mom killed herself a couple days after my birthday. It’s not a therapist I need, I’m fine most of the time. So before you judge someone and tell them they need a therapist maybe you should think about why they commented on one of the most depressing songs like ever before you go around commenting rude things
@@emmafoxroberts i am so glad that you are still here with me ❤️
Laura Ortiz 🥺🥺🤧🤧
Bloody wrists
Broken heart
Tears streaming down
Try to hide
But you can't hide from the truth
Dont commit its not worth it 💞
Your amazing the way you are 💞
Couldn't have said it better for myself
but you can try
*applause*
I'm loving all the comments on this video.
There's the ones that are expressing their life, and how they feel.
There's the ones who are helping out, and trying to make sure the others are alright.
Thank you.
Yeah I love these replies and comments so much. They're truly amazing
Thank you 😭
Imagine being genuinely happy
Can't relate
Me either
Virtual hugs to the both of you. I'm here if you need a listening ear.
It gets better, believe me I was 14 when I was depressed, suicidal even, I’m 18 now and I’m happy I have a wonderful future and a wonderful guy, and thinking that I almost took my life away, I’m here now listening to old songs from my past to see how much I grown and how my life has changed, even doe I have the scars on my wrist in hand to remind me of those dark time is better listening to music, if anyone needs to talk reply and I’ll give my Instagram abs we can be penpals,idk how u r now but I hope you are okay 💜✨
mood tho
Bro fr
From 14 years old in 9th grade so broken and lonely until now at 21. I never thought I could truly be happy and free but life is unbelievable now I'm grateful . High school was really a challenge for me but by God's grace I made it through. To anybody struggling just know it get better truly I know you've probably heard it a million times but it's true. YOU AREN'T ALONE - Reach out for help until someone helps, never give up - you are strong even when you feel weak 💪.
Hold On - Life is a Journey
I met this girl in the beginning of highschool, she seemed so happy and energetic all the time, we became close friends quickly. For a while before highschool, I prayed for God to give me a depressed/hurt friend to help and support, and I thought, maybe the person God chose for me was this girl. One day, after a guest speaker spoke about her story with depression in class, my new friend shared that she had ADHD, which explained why she was so energetic all the time. Afterwards, she began to cry, and my friends and I hugged her. That night I called her and showed her some Christian songs like "You're Beautiful" by mercy me and others, she started telling me I was being too nice to her, but I could hear the crack in her voice and I could tell she was smiling through tears. Yep, this is definitely the person God chose to answer my prayer. I hope to be the best friend I can to her, and be the shoulder to lean on... That's what every depressed person needs, right? A friend, and God of course... I hope to be that friend. I learned last weekend, she cut herself again. Today, she took off her sweater, forgetting about her wounds, and I saw them all over her arms. It was like a knife in my heart. I should show her this song too soon... Please pray for my friend, who ever is reading this... Can anyone who's depressed or has been depressed tell me things I should say/do to make her feel special and loved? What do you want people to say/do for you when you feel like everything is wrong? What do you hate people doing/saying to you when you feel down? Any advice?
I wouldn't give her to much attention just make her feel like she belongs help her stop
Brooklynn Carr Alright.. how? I only get to see her one class period a day, and I can't text her... only call, but it could be any one of her family members answering me if I do so. I don't want to call too often either lol... But yeah, I just pray she'll have the strength to fight her personal battles...
-Fantasy is my Reality- so my best friend and I have suffered from this for 4 years and it's still going lol but what we do to help us is we tell each other that if they do it then I do and we write each other paragraphs at least once a month Her and I are now realising how important we are and the real reason why we're here...try to help her
Brooklynn Carr But that's the thing.. I don't suffer from depression, I try my best not to think negative thoughts like that, and I succeed... All because, if I become depressed, then how will I be able to help others out of it? I mean, of course, It's not my job to save people from depression or anything, I'm not that powerful lol. But then that person would think it's okay to cut and it's okay to think negatively about themselves because they know I do to... do you get what I mean? Being a role model I guess idk XD
I don't want to seem too annoying either, like constantly nagging her and telling her the same things over and over again... thats just annoying.. and yeah.
-Fantasy is my Reality- I'm not very good at explaining my ideas, but I want to help.. So I'll try.
Just do your best to be there for her. Make her feel accepted, like her cuts and scars and ADHD don't define her. And when she needs help, always help. Show her she can trust you, that she can open up to you. Maybe she won't. I pray not. And I'm not sure if you've heard of this idea before, but I'll say it anyways.. tell her how much it hurts you to see her do this. Tell her it's not right she has been forced to do this, and that she can get help. From you, her family, her other friends. And if she's a fellow believer in God, tell her that God puts us all through difficulties and hardships to make us stronger. That God only is doing this because he knows she can handle it.. But if she's not, it's your choice to tell her. Well.. This is the longest comment I've ever made. I hope you can help her. I'll make sure to pray for you two.
You smile, but you wanna cry. You talk, but you wanna be quiet. You pretend to be happy, But you aren’t. 💔😫
Edit: a year later. I stopped eating again.
Edit: hey guys, no I’m not ok and I don’t think I’m gonna be either, I seriously can’t eat no matter how hard I try and I’m starting to lose now..
Edit: stop asking if I’m ok, I’m not i can’t anymore I just want to be pretty
Thats me
I feel that. I don't want to be here but I am. I've tried to commit suicide but it didn't work. I'm still trying to find a reason to want to live instead. Lot of good that's been.
My life story
This is basically me
This comment made me cry and I dont usually cry
I really understand this! “Does anyone even hear her when she cries
10 years ago I listened to this 😢🥺 just still hits the heart
Same
I go to school..
I go home...
I cry....
I hurt myself...
I barely sleep...
I go to school the next day and act fine...
same girl...Except hurting myself
Stay strong, everything is going to be ok.❤️
Can't say the same but sometimes it is ok to tell someone your not ok and if someone asks you if you're alright you don't always have to say yes
My daily routine right there except when im home i have to hear a war evey single day
Since 14. Now 19. I just want to end it all. I can't escape it . The feeling.
you think you want to die, but in reality, you just want to be saved. Everyone has someone who cares and loves them, even if they don't know it yet. Never stop fighting and never give up.
Everyone has a purpose in life. I know it may seem dark now, but along the way, a tunnel of light will appear. I promise.
I was suffering from depression (and I still am). I don't have a boyfriend or girlfriend, but I do know that someone's out there waiting for me. And someone's waiting for you too. Just have to be patient and don't give up hope. Trust me.
Amen.
Preach
so true that's me
That's, that's true...
Emily Wilson I guess that is the reason but I some what want to die cause I won't to die
I try to tell my parents by giving hints to them but they never catch on😭😞
Anyone else like that out there?
Yeah. I'm in the same spot
Stay strong, you can get through this, everything is going to be ok.❤️
@@Peyton_20_ but its not its not at all and i hate it💔
I don't give hints.
Because.. My family's the reason I'm like this.
@@rosieblue1242 i dont give hints either. i only told my friends and they immediately said i was doing it for attention. people are peices of shit.
Mom:I can live without you and your older brother
Me:*stays silent but deep inside I already says "Do I wish to live here?"
... ive heard this song over a million Times and im still crying
You okay?
+Artsy_Judoka i have faith that i will be
_.selle._
Good to here
_.selle._
You're welcome :-)
I'm not this is a song technology about my life. hell this is my life
I need someone to hug
*hugs*
+Haritiny Giannakopoulou *hugz*
Hugs!!!!!! 💙
+Haritiny Giannakopoulou *beary hugs*
Same
I don't know whats wrong with me. Sadness is the only thing I know. Most of the time I dont feel anything, like its not my live. I laugh at jokes and I think its funny, but in this moment I'm not happy or anything
Idk if anyone will see this, but 7 months ago I wrote this comment. During this time I developed an eating disorder and tried to kill myself. I finally got the help I needed. I no longer have depression. I just wanted to say that no matter how hard it is, please don’t give up, it will get better. And I know you may feel alone, but you are not, the are people out there who love you. It’s no shame to seek help, it’s a sign of strength.
I totally understand you, I feel the same way. Just know you're not alone. If you want to talk, I'm here. I hope things are better. If they are not know that they will get better and then it'il be worth the wait. And don't pretend you're okay when you're not.
Sending love❤️❤️❤️
You're noticed. I came back to this song after a year. I'm just in that place. There is nothing wrong with you. I thought the same thing a year ago. honestly that's how i feel now. it's a mask you put on. we pretend we are fine when we are falling apart. im so proud of you for getting help. i probably should have read the whole thing then reply. but seriously im glad you got help.
Thank you
... Same situation currently without help..
@@jessedion16 Same
Damn, I remember listening to this back when I was about 13, I'm 21 now and still feel the same sadness listening to this..
Same.
wow we're the same age
This song makes me cry. I hope everyone that is struggling knows they are not alone. You are loved, you are perfect just the way you are💜
Moonchild you nice, keep going
Thank you im sitting behind my couch listening to this and cutting myself your very sweet never give up
@@kristiflener4382 Im not perfect
Im not good enough
Im not amazing
Im not awesome
Im not fantstic
Im not cool
Im not happy
Im not nice
Im not kind
Im picky
Im not clean
Im broken
So why should i go on?
Ive been bullied for the past few years
Been feeling depressed and its silenty trying to kill me im tired of crying
Me to...
@@22BRICKKILLA12 All i need is a hug sometime 😭😭😭
I understand, my lil brother took his own life and I have also tried the same thing. I just want you to know that you're not alone and I personally care about you. I believe that you are strong and you can do this. I'm here for you. You're never alone as my heart beats fam
@@NGUNeverGiveUpBeautiful You are a strong minded person everything you went through and going through it will pass I believe in you
@@HemiLife713 Thank you and I truly appreciate your kind words. But I also want you to know that you got people in this world that cares about you, including me
One of the biggest reveals for me in my life was.... my dad saying “you have your mothers laugh” and he meant it in an endearing way... but it was a forced laugh like it always is....
My mom died when I was nine...
Were u okay mom?
I just want to hug everyone in the comment section❤️.You will get through whatever you are going through. I had a time when I used to come here every night crying even on the night when I overdozed on sleeping pills and ended up in hospital. I am turning 16 in 2 months. I never even thought I would have a 16th birthday. You have got this. I believe in you❤️❤️. If you ever want to talk I am always here.
I've lied to my therapist soooo many times. "Did you lose weight?" "Oh it's nothing I've just been working out." "Have you been feeling depressed,homicidal, or suicidal recently?" "Nope." Eating properly?" "Yep." "Nothing major going on?" "Nope. Same old,same old." "You sure?" "Yep." I'm pretty much a lost case to her. I don't want help any more so there's nothing she can do any way
Am same
Therapy doesn't help it takes really great relationships to trust someone it takes the right person not just a person who has a job of it
@@thejackrabbit1582 Actually getting help from a therapist can lead to medicine that actually helps you. Depresion isn't JUST a feeling it's ACTUALLY a LEGIT chemical imbalance that can be medically fixed with the right effort and PROFESSIONAL help. So no, lying to your therapist is not a great idea, and if you lie why have one at all if you aren't going to do anything with the opportunity you've been givin? Some don't have the option to get a therapist and y'all have one just to LIE and not get help! Stop saying they can't do anything cause they CAN.
@@fredericksaxton9782 I think they meant that you have to find the right therapist, because it can be really hard to trust someone and open up. Your right you shouldn't lie to your therapist, and they can prescribe helpful medication.
Homicidal? Isn’t that a word for murderer or something?
Here’s my story
I always tried to cover that I am sad and depressed and that I think I am a disappointment to the world
But I still keep strong even with everything that is bad in my life
I keep positive, when I can.
If you read to this know that you are beautiful. Your amazing. Your you. Be happy.
Paintingcupcake z that was a nice story
LizzieVlog S I’m really not but I appreciate it G💗
I feel you...
💛💛💛
Back since listening and relating to this two years ago. In recovery going on 3 months now.. it does get better💪
I’m so happy and proud of you 😭🙌🏼
I went through hell and back and this song is bringing back so many dark memories and im crying because i know im here today. Life isnt easy, but you'll get through it, i promise ❤
8 years: *Listens dua lipa and sia songs*
9 years: *diss tracks*
10 years: *rap songs*
11 years: *Billie Ellish*
12 years: *depression songs*
omg lol same tho...kinda
Duckie Chicken Dang.. This is exactly me..
I have been all of these and I'm still only ten but I'm getting better but I still spiral down sometimes.
h-how did you know..
Duckie Chicken omg I am 12
I’m that girl who talked her friend out of suicide last year.
I’m also the girl cutting her wrists.
I’m the girl whose pain is being ignored, because I’m “not depressed. I’m just making it up for attention.”
I’m the girl who calls suicide hotlines, and they’re the only numbers in my recent calls because no one cares about me enough to want to talk to me.
I’m the girl who cries herself to sleep.
I’m the girl who stood at the edge of a cliff and thought that I’d be better off if I took one step further.
I’m the girl who didn’t tell anyone about my pain for over a year because I didn’t want anyone to worry.
I’m the girl who gets hit by her older brother.
I’m the girl who is expected to be perfect, to ace every test, win every game, But is failing at it all because she’s spending all her energy trying to stay alive.
Help me.
Save me.
Please.
LPSscarlet
You are worth more than Gold. Remember that.
i am the same but not complt=etly
LPSscarlet -this is me exactly (besides the brother abuse)
LPSscarlet listen I have no idea who you are but I want you to know that I'm here and I'm a good listener. I've had friends who are suicidal and I've helped them through it. I can't say that I understand what you are going through and I'm not going to lie to you and tell you that I do. but I will tell you that I do know people who have. so I'm here to listen if you need someone
You mentioned that you don't want anyone to worry.If they don't care about you getting worried or depressed or whatever,then why do you care?Tell everyone!And be patient!Sometimes this is difficult but tell yourself that you are strong and you will never let anyone upset you.
And yes, some people won't hear you and won't even care about what you're passing through but sometime soon or late, those people will go away from your life. You will remember them and laugh!This just needs patience and persistence.
I used to be obsessed with this song when I was younger
This was posted 11 years ago i think but im still listening to it from my first time hearing it in 2015
I wish everyone could understand that my smile is fake and that i'm slowly dying inside
Same here
same here don't worry.
same .
The best way is to tell them.
your not your living for real your realizing facts
i remember one of my friends from when i was 10. she was 13. she was always happy and smiling, and she always helped people. one day we were having a slumber party and her mum pulled her to the side and smacked her. i had never seen my friend so upset, she was crying and holding her cheek whilst her mother walked away, not giving one fuck. and i remember something i'll never forget: when we opened the window because it was really hot in her room, the wind suddenly blew really hard, making her sleeve go up, and i saw all her self-harm scars. i asked how she got them, she got really panicky and said "my cat gets a bit wild while playing with me." i'm 15 now and i wonder how she's doing. she moved away when i turned 11. i really want to get in contact with her. i heard that she's moving back soon so i'm pretty hopeful. i hope she sees me again and remembers me 🙏🙏🙏🙏
helianthus hobi i'm crying 😭😭 she such a strong girl , hides all the pain alone. I knew she's lonely , i know how it felt . She's lonely , please when u met her tell her that she's perfect just the way she is , she is adorable , pretty and cute . Tell something positive to her and please stay in her side , she such a strong girl :')
Did you get in contact with her? Is she any better?
where is she now
if you did find her please look out for her. you sound like a great friend
This gives me someone who's struggled on and off with self harm 34 years something beautiful to relate to. I've been clean but still struggle. Beautiful song
This song should have been in 13 reasons why
Laughing to hide your cries.............................................
I know how you feel because I have to go through it every day.
I go through that everyday :/
Lost Girl true when I get hurt I’ll just laugh it out or talk to myself
Me...
That is what i also did or still do sometimes just so no one would see this
Sometimes i still struggle
I'm the kid who everyone thinks I'm ok, I don't have fears and I am always happy, and I'm not, when I told my ''friend'' I was feeling depressed often she said ''Your not depressed, Rayne your ok..'' And I'm not ok, but no one seems to notice. I think I need new friends because the ones I thought I could lean on tell me to stand, the ones who I cry to, slap the tears off my face. Sometime I when I cry I wonder if someone can except it and comfort me.
Ill be ur friend I'm here for u
Rayney_Dayz_Plays I'll comfort to you as long as I get it back
Rayney_Dayz_Plays I can be your friend and comfort you
Rayney_Dayz_Plays the longer you have friends the better becouse you feel safer showing them how you feel and you’ll know how they’ll react ...I can tell you that almost sertantly
Rayney_Dayz_Plays I'll be your friend and ik how you feel do you have an insta or Facebook
Its been 10 years yet this song still helps people till' 2020 to cope with depression.
2022 now
@@jodhihay8759 thats good I hope it helps me
2023 here
dammm girl u to pretty for depression, i work at indian microsfot and u make the computers go craaazyyy
i give u 10 procent scammer discount
I'm turning 16 in more than a week, and with all I'm going through, suits perfectly.
I started drinking when I was 16. I would drink at parties, but I also started drinking alone because I was unhappy, and I was in a lot of emotional pain all the time. My mom was very aggressive when I was younger, and my brother hated her and so did I. He started hanging out with shady people, he started failing all his classes, he was never home, and my parents fought all the time. I also ran away several times. I was always trying to figure out a reason as to why I was here or what the purpose of life was. So, I started looking at different philosophies, religions, and beliefs. When I was 18 after I was hungover, I got on my knees and I prayed for the first time. I asked if God was real that he would show me he was real because I couldn’t take it anymore. I was crying when I prayed for this. At that moment I felt a presence come over me like a wind. It was barely noticeable, but it was unlike anything in my life I had experienced up until that point. I was surprised when I felt it and I remember saying “what was that?” after that experience I pretty much forgot what happened and kept partying, until my senior year when I got arrested. After my arrest, my parents lost all their trust in me and I was expelled from high school. I was told never to come back. At that time, I felt afraid and hopeless. That’s when I started looking for God, and I prayed that he would reveal himself in my life and that he would give me signs. My prayers began getting answered so consistently that I couldn’t deny that God was doing something. It was mysterious and compelling. I ended up in Church and started reading the bible hours a day. I stopped hanging out with all my other friends because they were continually getting arrested. I was able to forgive my family and myself and to ask to be forgiven. I noticed how at Church people were judgmental and how they formed cliques but were afraid to be around anyone else different from them. It increased my faith because I realized Jesus was not like that and ever since I was young, I saw people as people regardless of who they were. After a while, it’s like I could see God's presence was in my life and then it felt like he wasn’t, and then he was, and then he wasn’t. One day I woke up and felt more depressed than I ever have in my entire life. I felt like I was dying on the inside. That night I prayed, and I said, God, I don’t see my life five years from now I'm going to die Jesus save me Lord, please save me. I was weeping when I said it and when I asked him to save me, I felt a presence inside of me like a heartbeat, and I felt it once like a pulse, and I said Lord please save me and I felt it again even stronger. It was like radiance. When I woke up the next morning, I had transformed everything felt brand new like I was a kid again. All my fears and all my racing thoughts everything was gone. I looked at my hands, and I said this can’t be real it’s impossible. When I looked at myself in the mirror, I saw a different person. I started praying, and the holy spirit became entirely real to me it was washing over me and inside of me. It was total love and peace, and I heard a voice but not an audible one, it was an inner voice. It said I am with you; I love you, I will never leave you, it’s done it’s finished. That was May 3rd, 2009, and ever since then I’ve followed God, I have seen many things change and many things I know wouldn’t have changed without faith and belief. I know what it’s like to be lost to feel you have no hope. Don’t ever think you’re stuck, or life can’t change because it can. My mom is a Christian now, Its night and day. Some of the things that went away during that period were severe anxiety and my addiction to alcohol. I’ve seen and experienced so many things that are miraculous and seen how God has worked in my life. When we ask God to forgive us for what we’ve done and turn away from our sins and wrongdoings and we believe in Christ's sacrifice everything changes. His word says if we confess with our mouths that Jesus is Lord and believe in our hearts that he died and rose again we will have eternal life but not just life after death but abundant life in the present. Our sins are erased not only past, present, and future but our burdens and fears are lifted also. Our thoughts, our minds, our hearts, our souls are transformed and united with God and we know his spirit lives in us. If you seek, pray, and knock you will know JESUS IS KING!!! HE LIVES! czcams.com/video/EXQGTInPpZU/video.html
This is probably the most least depressing comment here🙂
People don't know how depressed I am. I hide it with a smile in the day but at night I cry myself to sleep. I need help.
go get help then. go see a therapist, get medicine if you feel you need it, or just find a friend to confide in. if you cant do that, i suggest writing, drawing, coloring, music, you know, get your feelings out in a healthy way. cry if you need to as well, you'd be surprised how much better you could feel if you just let it all out. 0.0 thanks for being strong, you will get to a better place one day. xoxo
Fake it till you make it......I understand. Try to make yourself happy. Look at the positive's
Raina Mermaid
I don't think faking it is a very good plan, it could just make you feel alone since nobody knows how you really feel.
Artsy_Judoka My mom will think I'm being dramatic. Nobody else cares anyways
same
im depressed.. and i made something up. my friend Lyric found it and she cried. it wasnt that sad but, its the truth..
She cuts to take the pain away
She cries so they will say her name
She screams because she's hurt inside
She'll go to school and pretend to be alright.
She cuts to take the pain away
She lies and say she's fine.
She is me. And im not fine.
Die, because im not okay..
stay strong. pls talk. dont die
Don’t die there are people who love you and you can’t see that and they will go up to you and bring love to your world
Poisonclaw The one eyed cat we feel the same way
Don't die we care about you!
I feel you there....ive always thought of bad thoughts if myself...
I created something and this is how depression is for people.
Depression is a war.
You never know when it ends.
But when it does you never are the same way you used to be.
I love you all please stay..
(Edit) most people going through this understand and even if you arnt going through it. You still might understand
My dad once told me that sorrow comes before joy, but my sorrow has been going on for 3 years. When is the joy coming into my life?
I started drinking when I was 16. I would drink at parties, but I also started drinking alone because I was unhappy, and I was in a lot of emotional pain all the time. My mom was very aggressive when I was younger, and my brother hated her and so did I. He started hanging out with shady people, he started failing all his classes, he was never home, and my parents fought all the time. I also ran away several times. I was always trying to figure out a reason as to why I was here or what the purpose of life was. So, I started looking at different philosophies, religions, and beliefs. When I was 18 after I was hungover, I got on my knees and I prayed for the first time. I asked if God was real that he would show me he was real because I couldn’t take it anymore. I was crying when I prayed for this. At that moment I felt a presence come over me like a wind. It was barely noticeable, but it was unlike anything in my life I had experienced up until that point. I was surprised when I felt it and I remember saying “what was that?” after that experience I pretty much forgot what happened and kept partying, until my senior year when I got arrested. After my arrest, my parents lost all their trust in me and I was expelled from high school. I was told never to come back. At that time, I felt afraid and hopeless. That’s when I started looking for God, and I prayed that he would reveal himself in my life and that he would give me signs. My prayers began getting answered so consistently that I couldn’t deny that God was doing something. It was mysterious and compelling. I ended up in Church and started reading the bible hours a day. I stopped hanging out with all my other friends because they were continually getting arrested. I was able to forgive my family and myself and to ask to be forgiven. I noticed how at Church people were judgmental and how they formed cliques but were afraid to be around anyone else different from them. It increased my faith because I realized Jesus was not like that and ever since I was young, I saw people as people regardless of who they were. After a while, it’s like I could see God's presence was in my life and then it felt like he wasn’t, and then he was, and then he wasn’t. One day I woke up and felt more depressed than I ever have in my entire life. I felt like I was dying on the inside. That night I prayed, and I said, God, I don’t see my life five years from now I'm going to die Jesus save me Lord, please save me. I was weeping when I said it and when I asked him to save me, I felt a presence inside of me like a heartbeat, and I felt it once like a pulse, and I said Lord please save me and I felt it again even stronger. It was like radiance. When I woke up the next morning, I had transformed everything felt brand new like I was a kid again. All my fears and all my racing thoughts everything was gone. I looked at my hands, and I said this can’t be real it’s impossible. When I looked at myself in the mirror, I saw a different person. I started praying, and the holy spirit became entirely real to me it was washing over me and inside of me. It was total love and peace, and I heard a voice but not an audible one, it was an inner voice. It said I am with you; I love you, I will never leave you, it’s done it’s finished. That was May 3rd, 2009, and ever since then I’ve followed God, I have seen many things change and many things I know wouldn’t have changed without faith and belief. I know what it’s like to be lost to feel you have no hope. Don’t ever think you’re stuck, or life can’t change because it can. My mom is a Christian now, Its night and day. Some of the things that went away during that period were severe anxiety and my addiction to alcohol. I’ve seen and experienced so many things that are miraculous and seen how God has worked in my life. When we ask God to forgive us for what we’ve done and turn away from our sins and wrongdoings and we believe in Christ's sacrifice everything changes. His word says if we confess with our mouths that Jesus is Lord and believe in our hearts that he died and rose again we will have eternal life but not just life after death but abundant life in the present. Our sins are erased not only past, present, and future but our burdens and fears are lifted also. Our thoughts, our minds, our hearts, our souls are transformed and united with God and we know his spirit lives in us. If you seek, pray, and knock you will know JESUS IS KING!!! HE LIVES! czcams.com/video/EXQGTInPpZU/video.html
"Come to me all you who are weary and burdened and I will give you rest"
Right now
Im fine
(Im not fine)
I ate
(Id rather starve myself)
Im beutiful
(Im ugly)
Im okay
(Help me)
This is things i go through in this place we call home/earth. People just go around and bullie people vecause they think its fun. Then people just get depressed. Boys and girls go through breakups and get depressed. My 8 year old sister desided to go to our aunts house that is 30 or 29 and she adopted her and now she goes around call8ng her mom and NEVER comes to visit me unless she has to stay here because there power is out or its to hot to stay up there. I keep asking her if she hates me and why she left and she keeps telling she dont hate me and because heather is her mom (hearher is our aunt and aperantly her mom). We were close until Heather said she would adopt her then it just changed my life and made sad. I loved her. She was my everything. The only person i can rely on now is my older sister crystal. She is 31 years old.
This is the story of my life
sad
If you need someone to talk to, I'm here for you.
I'm depressed. I used to date this guy and he meant everything to me. We broke up on April 14, 2017 over text. He broke up with me over text and I was heart broken. He took this prettier girl to the new carnival that opened up. They're not dating but I feel like they are. Today April 29th, 2017 I was at the park with a couple of my friends and he came with this girl and guy. He kept embarrassing me and I just wanted to run away then. My friend asked him if it was a good time dating me. His exact words were "No it wasn't a good time" which made me want to break down. I just felt useless. I got hit in the eye pretty bad today too. I started crying but I forced myself to stop. I went home and cried some more. I just feel that I'm not good enough for him anymore. I love him still...
DabbingGirly, you might feel depressed, but I don't think your depressed. maybe really very sad.
DabbingGirly He is just one guy in a sea of guys. He surely is not worth your time nor tears. You will find a real man who will love you so don't worry :)
DabbingGirly I did the same I met a guy online he was my world and he suddenly just left with no explanation for 3 days I cried I started cutting because of that and some other issues I have and I spent 3 days trying to get a hold of him again but it was no use listen everything will get better he lost something he probably won't ever get back 😇😇😇 stay strong gods always there
DabbingGirly he dont deserve your tears.
it doesn't matter what people like him think because they don't do it often
im that girl who fails her tests
im the girl who has a mental breakdown in class because the techer yelled at me for not having a pencil
im the girl who has crushes on fictional caracters to distract me from my real crush
im the girl who's pansexual
im the girl that doesn't do her homework
im the girl who got dumped
im the girl who gets ridiculed at home
im the girl who everyone thinks is weird
im the girl who cant get over it
im the girl who doesnt go to study hall because im talking to the counciler
im the girl who doesnt understand how to multiply and divide decimals
im the girl who rips her report card up so nobody sees my grade
im the girl who blames herself
im the girl that cut herself a little too deep
im the girl thats going crazy
im the girl who sees things
im the girl who gets in fights with her imaginary friends in the middle of class
this was inspired you could say by @Madison Mangham
Well Im:
The Boy who feels bad for hearing people being sad
The Boy who wants to do something about it...
The Boy who knows I cant do anything about that....
The Boy who obviously isnt going through that but still cares...
The Boy who won't give up!
The Boy who will stay strong!
The Boy who will say: "Your Not Alone, You Will Get Through This!"
The Boy who loves to try all they can to help but cant..
The Boy who made this comment all on their own
Welp thats me-
OMFG WHAT WAS I DOING THIS IS SO EMBRASSING
this song could have been my anthem when I was 16. I was suffering from a behavioral addiction and extreme depression.
To any teens in a bad place reading this: It gets better. It may get better with time, it may get better by leaving the harmful situation, it may get better with meds, it may get better with therapy, or a combination of any or all. But it does get better. You have to persevere.
When ever im depressed i listen to theese types of songs. i want to tell someone but i have no one. i thought. but anyone in this comment section is a family. your not alone
You're not alone
girl im here for ya!! 100%
I am here if you ever want to talk! I will always listen to anyone about anything!
I feel like we're family, too! On CZcams I feel like I can tell people anything, but in person it's really hard to do.
@@amandakristinsteinsaker1537 Yeah
A beautiful fake smile will hide the depression and sadness in your heart.
it does...
i havent had a real smile in 2 1/2 years :-(
@@autumnrose4432 haven't had a real one in 4 years. I'm broken.
+and peggy. True.
The Schuyler sisters! Angelica Peggy Eliza WORK!!! daddy said to be home by sundown daddy doesn’t need to know daddy said not to go downtown like I said your free to go look around look around at how lucky we are to be alive right now history is happening in Manhattan and we just happen to be in the greatest city in the world *skips* I’ve been reading common sense by Thomas pain so men say that I’m intense or in sane you wanna revolution I want a revelation so listen to my declaration we hold these truths to be self evident that all men are created equal and when I meet Thomas Jefferson *uh* imma compel him to include women in 5he sequel work!!! (Sorry I had to break some of the tension)
I have listened to this probbly 10 times a day
To all the teens out there feeling like this now,
I was 12 when I started listening to this song. I was 14 when I made my first attempt. I was 17 when I plucked up the guts to try and run. I made so many mistakes, did things I’m not proud of, put myself in danger both accidentally and on purpose. Now, I’m 22, I’m married to the love of my life, and I still struggle, but my life isn’t nearly as dark as it felt ten years ago. There is light at the end of the tunnel, I promise, so please, for your friends, for your family, but most of all, for yourself, don’t give up. You are loved, you are valued and you are cherished, even if it doesn’t feel like it at times.
I can relate to this
it's bad when you don't even hide anything anymore hoping someone would come and save you but still everyone fails to notice
It's so painful but you mustn't do everything for others.Your health is the most important thing for you,isn't it?
I tried to tell my friends they told they don't want to hear it because I am always the "happy' one
Same.
I've written horrible notes to myself all over my hands, had blood visibly staining one, and still, my best friend who sits right next to me, fails to notice. It makes you wonder who really cares.
Jkl66710 Ikr
when you want to keep your tears in so you smile then you realise you're only smiling to stop your pain so you burst out in tears..
I remember listening to this song and crying to it when I was severely depressed. I'm still fighting, but I'm a lot better than I was. Everything is worth it. Just stay strong.
my mom said i was gay what do i do
tbh this came out a few weeks before my 16th birthday, i had 4 sisters i was engaged to a guy id been with for years, my dad was extremely abusive a drug addict, my step mother was the same, i raised my sisters. i cried alot untill i left home a few weeks after my 17th birthday, the family i had was torn apart, my sisters in dcf custody, the man i thought i loved left me for another women, tried to come back to me and is now in jail for murder with one of my little sisters. the other three dont know who i am because of how young they were, and my parents are still the same, But i got out and away from there, i own my home and im married to a great guy, music gets me through alot. so if you are reading this and need someone to talk to i am here
you're so sweet, thank you for this it made my day
To anyone,
You're beautiful and your life has meaning.
- me
ღLizzy Loves Baldi That's a lie ~Me
Karlee Sian True ~Me
Thank you. That's how I feel about everyone, whether they are sick, healthy, depressed, whatever. When I know someone killed themselves, it hurts to me as well. Someone cares even if you don't know them, even if you don't think anyone cares.
Karlee Sian + biggest lie I’ve ever heard ~me~
Why u lying
I laugh to cover my pain.
My friends think I am just hyper.
My laugh is fake
I am pointless
To my bestie: I tell you I have had a lot of chocolate and that my laugh is weird because I am hyper. I lie. My laugh is weird because it’s forced, cause if I don’t laugh you think something is wrong. Well guess what. Something is.
aaAaA aAAaA Ik so sorry you feel this way
I can relate
Eh I put knives to my neck and I'm 8
@@thatonesadpersonlol5825 if you would ever like to talk to someone who does the same thing I am always here to talk. I promise not to judge and to always listen and respond as soon as possible.
I do the same thing. Fake smile. Fake laugh. Its all just a mask...
I have depression and anxiety myself.
These lyrics are so powerful.
I tried to end my self 3 times from this day i still think about doing it.
But deep down i know i shouldnt.
Keep telling myself everything be ok. X
Every days the same I just hope one day I can smile for real again. A teacher told me " sometimes you just have to be content to be alone" I don't think she knew how they made me feel I cried on the spot. I've been alone for a year now and I'm still not content getting ready for another year of being alone. I can't say I'm used to it but in days when I'm really alone since I've been depressed for my whole life those days I feel some type of solence with myself that maybe it's okay to be alone cause that's the only thing I can hold onto right now. If you can't find it on days that your alone then that's probably a good thing cause I think I'm going crazy with how long I've been feeling this way. When they say crippling depression they mean it. Stay strong even if theres nothing to stay strong for. I don't know how I've lived this long with this. I thought I would have done it when I was 9. But no I'm still here and depressed to hell no one to care. I'm going back and forth with what I'm saying cause I'm so depressed. I don't really know what to say if anyone feels the same way as me I guess the only thing i can is tell me if you see the light cause I sure hope I fucking do someday. Living hurts to much.
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet, call the suicide hotline and if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it.
Back to school... Help me God
+babw16 help me too
+babw16 same problem
god I pray that you help these children to stay strong in you and not to stray away. lord we pray you help the other kids to see you inside of them and know you are what makes them different. amen
+babw16 More bully's that make me think about something but they bully me with these traits of me:
-Has Anxiety
-Scared
-Has Back Condtition But Can Walk
-Looks Into Knives
-Uncles And Aunts Are Mean To Her
-My Best Friend(My Dog)Is Gonna Die Soon
-My Dad Has Almost Died 2 Times
-Has Anger Issues
-Depression Getting The Best Of Her
-Used To Cry Every Night Before Going To Sleep....
I used to be so happy as a 4 year old now i'm about like 10 and i forgot how to smile and i'm mature and nice until i became rude and quiet just reading my book in the back of the room not looking at anyone if i smile or laugh it's under the band of my right eye and covering my face with the book........
I just had a 3 day break from school and now I go back tomorrow 😪😪😪 I don't want to
I'm not exactly suicidal but if a truck came my way I wouldn't move.
Brianna Cruz right
same. i don't care.. if death comes ill accept it like accepting the most wonderful gift and if it doesn't than ill wait.
Brianna Cruz same.
dark side since no one really no what happens after death, it's probably less painful than life.
I feel the same way... I feel you
please read this:) , I used to listen to this song all the time and I was in the worst place that I don’t wish upon my worst enemy. I came back to just say it truly truly does get better. please keep your head up and just know you are loved. if you don’t believe anybody in your life does right now, just know that I do
I am so happy for you :> I used to cry to this too
only a year ago i would come here everyday and cut myself and never thought there would be a way out. And now I was listening to this for the first time in 11 months and it made me proud. I am 11 months clean and I am truly happy. Looking at my scars and accepting these dark 2 years but now I’m healed :) so to all of you out there being the old me you will get better I promise!
The worst pain is when you try to smile to hide the pain and tears slide down your face
Katie Beasley silently 😕
Depression is a weight dragging you down inside this hole that is never ending. There's no way out of this hole and it doesn't take a few sessions of therapy to feel happy again. It takes months, years even. You know you're depressed when you try to find people in the world with the same feeling. That feeling of nothingness.
But, if I can't help myself I'm going to help others.
YOU ARE WORTH SOMETHING
YOU ARE LOVED
LOVE YOURSELF!
SUICIDE WONT HELP YOU, IT WILL JUST CONTINUE TO ANOTHER LIFETIME.
YOU CAN SURVIVE!!!!
Thank you you are a really brave and strong person
Sucide will help because you will be dead so you can't feel the pain anymore
ღLizzy Loves Baldi OMG WTF if anything u sound like an ungreatful ass like a bunch of these other comments so do urself a favor and stop acting selfish if anything if u do have depression its probably for attention
Courtney Wyngaard Now who filled u what that bullcrap u must be STUPID AS HELL if u believe this crap
I love this song, I relate so much... I feel the nothingness... when I first got depression, I thought mothing could hurt more than pain, I was wrong... so, so wrong... I will feel no pain after I die... so why stay alive... I made a promise that ide wouldn’t kill myself... and I don’t break promises but....why...
I want to pop in and say something, I've been struggling with depression and suicidal thoughts and all the fun stuff that comes with since 5th grade (first attempt) I'm not going to say it goes away because it never really does, which is stupid honestly but just know it gets better and way easier to deal with. YOU matter, YOU are WORTH it! Now at almost 20 which I never thought I would make it to this point I feel it's safe to say it gets easier you may still have dark nights but it will be okay!! YOU ARE LOVED SO MUCH!!!❤
Same I tried in fifth and I'm only 12
He really does listen to you!! Jesus held my hand and pult me from depressionn and anxiety. He gave me the healing I needed. You will get out of it stronger, then you were before. I promise.
"He hears her when she cries." Who does? Tell me who it is, and I'll personally go thank him and hug him
+Hannah Janssen thinking the exact same thing, although i dont think i would go hug him...
I think it's talking about God because the song says "God is watching over you, he hears you"
+Hannah Janssen I hear my best frind when she cries but she doesn't hear me...
It's about God.
she means god
I used to be depressed. Used to think that I was worthless, thinking my urge to tell somebody was me being an attention seeker. Bruised by all my bullies, including me. I was bullying myself. That night; the night I heard about this song, I got a nightmare. A terrible one. And I realized I wanted to be happy. I wanted to be loved. I wanted to accept the love. Please, keep fighting. I know it's hard. Even in the little moments of happiness during your depression, I know you always come back to it. Don't. Remind yourself that you want to be happy. Even if you keep feeding yourself all these thoughts, your not an attention seeker. Because it's not your fault this world made you hate yourself. You're not willing to accept the love, not willing to let this paragraph help you. But I want to help you. The only way to get over depression is to want to get over it. You don't want to be sad. You want to be happy. Not just that short term happiness, real happiness that stays with you forever.
The sadness should be the one with the short term. Be willing to let your emotions switch. Even if you have a disease, and people are bullying you because of that, they don't understand. Don't focus on those thoughts. It's funny how its so easy to believe your ugly when it's so hard to believe you beautiful. If they don't hear you, here's the reason why. You're not letting them hear you. You have to want to be happy. Let them hear. Let them help. Let me hear. Let me help. Because you don't deserve this. You don't deserve the scars. You don't deserve the hatred. Let everybody know that. You know one thing you do deserve? Happiness. Even if you've done something bad in the past, the past was the past. You'll find new people to love you. If you've moved on from that bad deed, then you deserve happiness too. And all those christian depressed people, Jesus doesn't want you to commit suicide. He doesn't want you to do this. He's trying to help, but you're not letting him. The only person who
+jellythebeen is helping you is Satan. Let him help you.
I'm so happy I'm not the only survivor.......real happiness I love it I don't ever call myself worthless I learned to be loved and love myself.... it's one of the best feelings ever. I survived thanx GOD.
thea whitaker thank you. i'm glad that you experience real long happiness. i'm glad that you fought against your depression and survived. :D as for the love part, that's a big deal too. i'm glad your able to accept love, and love others yourself. you're really an inspiration to others who have depression :)
You are brave to post this.
I listened to this song when I was maybe 12 or 13. My mother was abusing me and now at 16 I finally got away from my mother. I just listened to this song and had some serious nostalgia. This song comforted me in the midst of my abuse. Now it continues to comfort me. You guys got this and will make it!❤🙏
I was here years ago, im now 16 and I’m glad i never pulled through the numerous attempts because life has gotten better. For all the young teens out there, it does get better. One day you’ll meet people and life gets better and without even knowing life’s gotten a whole lot better, years have passed, and the people around you become more and more❤
I'M A BOY AND I LIKE THIS THE SAME AS A GIRL
AND I'M CLEAN FOR 2 OR 3 WEEKS
cool.
+Kaylee Nichole
I'm no longer clean
+Ciel Phantomhive
I cut this morning. I do all the time. I have a scare on my arm. but I don't care. no one does
+Kaylee Nichole
I feel the same
+Ciel Phantomhive
no. I live in a small town. and have no friends. I don't know why but I'd rather go to hell then live my life.
Hiding my emotions with a smile
I feel sorry everybody in my life even met me or had to know know me.
I just dont agree with my life.
I want to end it.
But my amazing friends I have keep me alive.
I dont know if its enough though.
C'était une bonne chanson
Life will get better for you I promise... you can try to talk to people.... if you are and it aint enough try to get a therpist or someone experienced to help... if that doesn't work... I don't know what will but I promise life will get better...
I don't have all the answers, but i do know you're loved, more than you can imagine.
When you pass through the waters,
I will be with you;
and when you pass through the rivers,
they will not sweep over you.
When you walk through the fire,
you will not be burned;
the flames will not set you ablaze.
No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
"God is watching over you... He hears you"
Amen
been listening to this since I was 14 now, I'm 22 and still listening to it 'til now. It's like my "get through" song. Whenever you're losing hope and wants to end everything, you don't want to end yourself you only want to end what you're feeling and what you're going through. We'll all get by whatever we're going through and become stronger than we are today. ❤
I started drinking when I was 16. I would drink at parties, but I also started drinking alone because I was unhappy, and I was in a lot of emotional pain all the time. My mom was very aggressive when I was younger, and my brother hated her and so did I. He started hanging out with shady people, he started failing all his classes, he was never home, and my parents fought all the time. I also ran away several times. I was always trying to figure out a reason as to why I was here or what the purpose of life was. So, I started looking at different philosophies, religions, and beliefs. When I was 18 after I was hungover, I got on my knees and I prayed for the first time. I asked if God was real that he would show me he was real because I couldn’t take it anymore. I was crying when I prayed for this. At that moment I felt a presence come over me like a wind. It was barely noticeable, but it was unlike anything in my life I had experienced up until that point. I was surprised when I felt it and I remember saying “what was that?” after that experience I pretty much forgot what happened and kept partying, until my senior year when I got arrested. After my arrest, my parents lost all their trust in me and I was expelled from high school. I was told never to come back. At that time, I felt afraid and hopeless. That’s when I started looking for God, and I prayed that he would reveal himself in my life and that he would give me signs. My prayers began getting answered so consistently that I couldn’t deny that God was doing something. It was mysterious and compelling. I ended up in Church and started reading the bible hours a day. I stopped hanging out with all my other friends because they were continually getting arrested. I was able to forgive my family and myself and to ask to be forgiven. I noticed how at Church people were judgmental and how they formed cliques but were afraid to be around anyone else different from them. It increased my faith because I realized Jesus was not like that and ever since I was young, I saw people as people regardless of who they were. After a while, it’s like I could see God's presence was in my life and then it felt like he wasn’t, and then he was, and then he wasn’t. One day I woke up and felt more depressed than I ever have in my entire life. I felt like I was dying on the inside. That night I prayed, and I said, God, I don’t see my life five years from now I'm going to die Jesus save me Lord, please save me. I was weeping when I said it and when I asked him to save me, I felt a presence inside of me like a heartbeat, and I felt it once like a pulse, and I said Lord please save me and I felt it again even stronger. It was like radiance. When I woke up the next morning, I had transformed everything felt brand new like I was a kid again. All my fears and all my racing thoughts everything was gone. I looked at my hands, and I said this can’t be real it’s impossible. When I looked at myself in the mirror, I saw a different person. I started praying, and the holy spirit became entirely real to me it was washing over me and inside of me. It was total love and peace, and I heard a voice but not an audible one, it was an inner voice. It said I am with you; I love you, I will never leave you, it’s done it’s finished. That was May 3rd, 2009, and ever since then I’ve followed God, I have seen many things change and many things I know wouldn’t have changed without faith and belief. I know what it’s like to be lost to feel you have no hope. Don’t ever think you’re stuck, or life can’t change because it can. My mom is a Christian now, Its night and day. Some of the things that went away during that period were severe anxiety and my addiction to alcohol. I’ve seen and experienced so many things that are miraculous and seen how God has worked in my life. When we ask God to forgive us for what we’ve done and turn away from our sins and wrongdoings and we believe in Christ's sacrifice everything changes. His word says if we confess with our mouths that Jesus is Lord and believe in our hearts that he died and rose again we will have eternal life but not just life after death but abundant life in the present. Our sins are erased not only past, present, and future but our burdens and fears are lifted also. Our thoughts, our minds, our hearts, our souls are transformed and united with God and we know his spirit lives in us. If you seek, pray, and knock you will know JESUS IS KING!!! HE LIVES! czcams.com/video/EXQGTInPpZU/video.html
"Come to me all you who are weary and burdened and I will give you rest"
@@GhostMonkey772 Happy to know that you are blessed and saved by God and that you found Him.
i've been depressed since 8th grade and now i'm 18...I know the pain...but please guys. reach out, get support from therapy, family, friends...or even draw, write, paint (doesn't matter if you think you cant because anyone can create) or watch your favorite show or hug pets anything not harmful that helps you cope, please keep going because the world wouldn't be the same with out you and you are unique and we need you... think of anything no matter how small it seems to keep going. one of my reasons is that i've got so many artistic ideas that i haven't gotten out there so i cant go yet. another is that i wouldnt be about to see my dog anymore. find anything. stay strong!
Thank you RainSparks... this comments section really needs more comments like yours.
I've been depressed since 3rd grade and got diagnosed in 5th grade
i dont really... i tried telling my mom she says im just putting on an act for attention and as an individual i dont really have the money for therapy....not to mention i am underage....so fuck me i guess
It's sad that I'm sitting in my bathroom crying and covering my mouth so no one can hear me cry....
Gracie Felter same rn I can't breathe
Same
how are you doing now?
@..Gracie Felter ..i was there too sweet heart..dont worry for God counts your tears..every one of them is precious to him..He will heal you and restore you if you would but let him
Why are you watching this in the bathroom? Are you crying whilst taking a shit?
Dang, this song really brings me back to when I listened to it in middle school. It hits hard.
This song makes me feel better because I feel that finally someone knows how I feel. Also this song saved my life...
If you need help Go talk to your friends, family and People you Trust, Life can Be Great full of Good memories and experiences and Will get even better after the pandemic ends so dont waste it, If necessary call the suicide hotline, search for help in the internet like r/suicidewatch and if necessary call a therapist "suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem" we all have the dark chapter of our lives but you can pass through it...
@@alexdanieloliveira2294 Thank you for your words, I've talked about this with my best friend and she helped me a lot