@@hopedunn4138 same. its sad how your parents are the people who tell you, "if you have anything that you wanna tell us so we can help you." and then, "mom, im depressed." mom: "yeah right. *smirks* youre just ungrateful and entitled" (im 13, live in vietnam, moved 3 1/2 years ago from escondido, california. depressed and very emotionally and pysically sick. need medical attention but my mom doesnt believe me. im stuck. she physically and verbally abused/abuses me.) no wonder im sad.
@@hopedunn4138 thanks. its 4:18 am here and i havent slept or eaten for 5 days. im just another peice of trash laying around in the house. i have 5 places i go. karate, swimming, my room, church, and my friend Valaries house. she comforts me and so does my boyfriend. hes vietnamese and he knows what its like...but he hasnt gone through as much as i have. plus, im SO insecure of myself. i wish i was aborted. to be honest.
Read this if you need some loving words from a mom: You are not a mistake. I love you. You make me so proud everyday. You will soar when you’re ready and until then.. just keep being the amazing person you are. You got this. You’re the best thing that has ever happened to me and I am so damn proud to be your mom. I love you, baby.
when my mom crys: i hug her and tell her how much i love her so then we watch a movie together. when i cry: mom yells at me for being sad 'youre too young to be depressed' and when i feel suicidal she says 'i need to put you in a mental facility. your a disappointment' 😐 i swear to god my mom loves my brother more than she loves me. i know i yell and talk back and im sorry but im not the only one in the wrong..
me: *relapsing, not eating, crying 24/7, hiding in my room, having mental breakdowns during class, having to deal with my parents abusive crap...* so yeah, quarantines going great for me
My parents are abusive too but my school started a few weeks back so I see less of them which is better but my school grades are all going down and I can't concentrate anymore.
my mom was abusive when i was 3- 10 years than my parents got into a divorce and she changed.... but then one day my mom got a letter in the mail, but the moment i saw it I opend it and what did it say you might ask? IT FREAKING SAID I AM AFTER YOU SONS! (aka my lil bros) ever since the day past year ive been training myself to fight and self defence staying up till 1:00 the morning ever night and my frinds dont ever see..... im only 11 and i lost some of my emotions like, love affection scare and happiness.....
@@khuludfaisaladan8214 sure..! Let’s see, my mother just got married..! I still hate my “FaTheR” and my little brothers are safe but hate me..😭 and I don’t know why. So yup! Life is great..!🥲😅
Who is that girl hey... I may not now your story...but heres what I do know... your here today... youve proven to be stronger than you think you are...I can tell you have a pure heart... its ok to cry and feel...I myself have a similar situation back at home...its not easy... but... you'll get through this...I know you will... just a word of advice...*get up, stand tall, look forward* your pst doesnt determine your future I know people say it does but it doesnt... you make your future...not anyone...and certainly not your mother....you are strong...you are you... but most importantly you are a ticking time bomb waiting to explode greatness...~♡ rey
reysha officials hey Reysha thank you for your kind words it definitely made my day! I know that life can be beautiful I believe that but rn it hurts like hell. I have serious suicidal thoughts and no doctor could help me I feel so sad. I appreciate you so much and I will remember your words. Thanks again 😊
*parents will never understand our pain* *they say we are too young to be depressed* update: it is now 11/29/21, almost 12am, to those who are battling their depression or anything, you are worth it. You ARE amazing. I am proud of you, don’t give up. Feel free to vent in the comments, keep ur heads up high! We may be strangers but trust me, ending your life is permanent, it’s okay to feel sad, it’s okay to feel angry or bad! Feelings are valid. You matter so much, you are one in a million!! Love you all! I’ll be back soon enough, I might respond to your comments:]
Yes, cause thing were easier back then, now with the virus, thing got worse cause we can't see the people that make us happy. You are amazing through all your flaws, Love you boo boo!
When my doctor was asking me if I was ever depressed my mom jumped in and said no, it's because she knows I am and if the doctor asked why she would have to lie or say because of her and I know she would never do that. She all ways tells me I was a mistake and how she wishes I was never born
We are "too young to be depressed/suicidal etc" yet haven't they noticed most of the time we do it because of them..? Also, most suicidal/depressed people now ARE teenagers... and I am one of them.
Im sorry mom and dad for: Being alive Being a failure. Being a attentionh0e Being deppresed Being born Being bad at school Being diffrent then my sister Being such a brat Being ungratefull Being bi. For not making u proud i know im a mistake.
hey there i see your feeling a little down, you dont need to apologize for anything, your special everything you said is false, they love you and will never stop dont forget that
im sorry mom and dad for... 1. having anger issues 2. being mostly moody 3. being a weird girl 4. talking back 5. yelling 6. fighting 7. not being the nice girl u wanted me to be
Just remember they raised you that way. You shouldn't be sorry they should. They are the reason you are the way you are right now because that's how they raised you to be don't be sorry for what they did.
Hej how are you? You wrote this about a month ago and i hope im not too late but i just wanted to say dont give up, you are worth fighting. There is so much life you have left to experience. Remember you are loved. KEEP FIGHTING❤❤
I actually cried and broke down in front of my parents, and my stepmom, who has raised me to be smarter at school and taught me to be a well mannered kid, (and also tell me education is important and I MUST get all A's) and she comforted me. Next day she said I cried like a little bitch. How nice.
Same, I have been getting all straight A’s(Honor classes)since middle school but I don’t feel like going to college. I don’t want people to grade me on what I don’t know. I just want to start my own business but I’m scared my parents won’t understand.
I’m the oldest child. My parents divorced when my mom was pregnant with me. I had my dad in the picture but my mom was there for me. My dad just drinks and says hi then goes to hang out with his friends. While I sit and talk to his girlfriend she knows about me more than my own father. But sometimes I feel like my mom loves my half brothers better it’s always my fault, I get in trouble for what they do, I have to take care of my brother all the time she goes to the store but then she gets me in trouble for never helping her. I just feel like I try do better but they just bring me down. It’s always me this, me that.
Im sorry mom and dad For being “Lazy” For being fat (Mom said that to me multiple times) For being bratty For being to anxious For always arguing with you For always talking back For always ignoring you For crying over everything because im stressed For my grades being trash For being a embarrassment For being a mistake For being a failure compared to my brother
.....my brother is so rude to me....my mother is arguing with my step dad and my real dad is in jail for stealing a car in winter because his car broke down.....im sorry um I shouldn't get people involved with my problems...
Coming home to abusive parents or getting told you are a disappointment becouse you aren't the girl they whanted. Do they know what it feels like to cut yourself just numb the pain they caused because inside I'm broken but outside I'm depressed but mostly regretting being born in the first place I know you dont love me mom and dad but I do and still do becouse that will never change to me no matter what you do I know I'm a disappointment to you but I'm wondering If I'm a disappointment why am I born in the first place Who can relate to my life?
When she sang "cutting myself up", I broke down in tears. My best friend used to cut (and she still might). She cut because of the bullies at school & on social media. She also cut because her parents were having a hard time with each other & were getting divorced so she had to choose between them. One time, she got caught with her cuts when she was doing chores. I was with her at the time because we used to always be together. I was helping her clean the bathroom. Since she was wearing a long-sleeved shirt, she needed to roll up her sleeves to clean, and her mom told her to. She refused and eventually her mother pulled up her sleeve and saw the cuts. She started screaming and yelling and asking why her daughter would cut. I got sent home early. She was grounded for such a long time and wouldn't talk to anyone when she went to school. When we finally started hanging out again, she was still cutting. She would take pills, too. She had to go to therapy three days a week, and whenever I was with her, she would cut and cut and cut. I'd yell at her and tell her not to, because I didn't want to lose her again. One night, she went to the bathroom and started overdosing on pills. I was sleeping over at her house, and woke up when she was doing it. I was pretty comfortable being at her house, so I just opened the closed door to the bathroom and walked in on her taking the pills. I started screaming and crying like her mother did. Her parents came straight upstairs, and asked what she was doing. I know she thinks I shouldn't have done this, but I told. I had to, or else my best friend could've died. She in now in a mental hospital and will be getting out very soon. I cry myself to sleep every night. I don't talk to anyone. My parents know I'm crying in my room but don't say a thing about it. I am the weird loner at school now but I was the opposite when I still had my best friend. Everyone gives me space because they know what I'm going through. When everyone was wondering what happened to her, I would tell them she moved for a little bit. They all found out I was lying when the explanation went on the announcements at school. I cried so hard that day. ALL DAY. All I cared about was the fact that I almost lost my best friend. I stopped her from dying, but I also hurt her feelings so bad by putting her in a mental hospital. This was so hard to type... I'm sorry I shared it, I just felt like I should have. Thanks so much to the people who actually read through this whole thing. I love all of you deeply and I'm sorry for being one of those people who write sob stories who everyone says are fake, but I wouldn't fake anything like this.
I can only imagine what it felt like because I know how it feels to genuinely love your best friend and the fact that she could hate you right now is possibly the worst thing on your mind. Stay strong, boo ❤️❤️
I can relate with what your friend must have felt when you told on her, although I didn’t take pills I used to cut. I still have the scars years later on my legs and arms. Only a few people knew about it but one of my closest friends told my older sister about it and she confronted me and yelled at me for it and made me show her. I was so furious with my friend, I vowed to never talk to her again. I was under constant watch after and my parents sent me to the school consoler for a few months. But later after time passed I realized she had done something great for me and did it out of love and the will to protect me. Her and I are still best friends to this day and I will never forget what she did for me. I truly believe your friend will forgive you and understand some day if they don’t already. Just know you did the right thing and it was out of love.
My 15 year old self used to listen to this song crying so hard my nose was running and I couldn’t breathe. 19 year old me is now sitting here wishing I knew I was worth it. To anyone struggling today, I really need you to try your absolute hardest to believe that it gets better. I need you to give it your all to recover from your struggles. Each and every one if you are all so worth it.
I can’t relate. But ik ur trying. Ik its hard, just keep trying. Ik it hurts, and ur probably empty now. But don’t worry, I’m pretty sure in the future u will be happy, if not. Then I’m sorry, but just keep trying for now. Luv u💜
1:getting bullied 2:coming home to abusive parents 3:not being the perfect daughter you wanted to your parents 4: getting told you are a disappointment every day in your life 5: mostly regretting being born Dear mom and dad I know you dont love me but I will and still do and that will never change I'm sorry for not being the girl you whanted or a disappointment or how bout regretting being born or cutting myself. Hope you are proud Who can relate to my life?
And.. being betrayed, raped by bff, being ignored when trying to reach out for help.. being raped by my bffs sis.. worried for my families record of haveing cancer, being different.. With heath problems.. being scared of everything, even when I look tough..
I’m too much of a wimp to cut with a knife, so instead I scratch my wrists until it’s raw...It’s turned into a stress reliever, for when I feel anxious.
somehow, even though listening to this again makes me feel like im being dragged right back down into the same depressive episodes i used to have, it also feels a bit freeing. knowing how far i’ve come from being that person and all. to everyone in these comments feeling the way i did, please know that you are worthy, you are valid, and you are loved. never forget that like i and so many others did. you’re doing amazing just by being here. i’m proud of you.
sorry for not being the daughter you wanted. sorry for not being ''respectful''. sorry to cause you problems. sorry that i have suicidal thoughts. sorry that im related to you. sorry that im not like my brother. im really sorry. i never cried this much from a damn song.
Don’t listen to her you can be depressed at any age. I think I first started being depressed at around age 5 or 6, I probably just didn’t realise what depression was at the time.
Im 12 and im going to see a theript and my get on anti depressents, has cut or tried, thought about suicide and more. My mom always says they find out everything... She didnt find out until I told her after about a year...
“Life is not a waste as long as there is at least one person in the world who cares for you. So when things go wrong and you feel like giving up - remember you’ve got me.”
Grace Vann some people will associate two unrelated things, and say one is the cause of the other, when in reality it really isn’t. So what I suggest is talk to a counselor at your school or find a way to talk to a therapist! Or talk to me, and other people online that can help!
Parents : You're always on your room using that damn phone! : Little did they know that my room became my comfort place whenever they made me feel wronged and that the damn phone they are talking about is my only escape whenever they made me feel useless and stupid
To anyone out there who is struggling with anything, just know that I am here for you. Just remember that you are loved and you do matter!! Never give up because there will always be hope no matter what!! I believe in you Love ya!! 💗💗💗
ðevils babygirl [msp] ikr i cut myself a year ago and my mom said these exact words, “Do I need to beat your ass with the belt, for you to learn?” yea mom i’m glad you care love you :)
I don't know how I slept when I could hear so vivid the screaming coming from the kitchen the crashing and the only way I can see her is if she passes a test to make sure she's not drinking she quit taking the test and I don't know what that means it's hard cuz support groups are all teenagers and I'm still in fifth grade
I cried a river while listening to this sing. Thanks this song in as eye opener fior children and parents as well to be more compassionate , understanding and forgiving
I'm sorry mom and dad For having anxiety For crying every day For being spoiled For being in the middle of everything I'm sorry mom For wanting to spend all ur money For making you not proud For being socially awkward For not knowing how to do things For you having, to yell at me all the time for doing things wrong I'm sorry dad For being spoiled For trying to be funny For wanting to spend time with the family For not talking to you anymore For wanting you around For not knowing why you left For wishing that you would come home I'm sorry mom and dad, I know I messed up bad. If you read all of that I appreciate it a lot and you are amazing and strong and you can get through any problem you're having in life. ~Edit~ Thank you for all the support deeply appreciate it all, I never really got any comfort and I don't ever go to counseling, because I'm not good with telling people how I feel, and the replies really helped I hope that a lot of you guys get through all of your problems and learn to cope with depression or anxiety I'm praying for you all and wish you all the best in life. ~ 1/21/2020 1:01 AM
My mom and my stepdad (aka my father) have ALWAYS been the most amazing people. I went through a really rough time and fell apart. Took my dad reading the riot act and many tears to realize he was right. I wanna make them both proud but I know it'll be awhile for that. Life now is slowly but surely coming together and I thank them even still for telling me everything I needed to hear to get my butt into gear. This song reminded me so much of them.
im so sorry mom and dad.... -for being a bad sister -for being mean -for standing there while my sister is hurting me -for being sensitive and crying over everything I'm sorry for everything.
Girl: Do u even want to be with me forever? Boy: No Girl: Do u even like me? Boy: No Girl: Would you cry if I walked away? Boy: No She heard enough and was hurt. She walked away with tears in her eyes. The boy grabbed her arm Boy: you're no pretty...You're beautiful Boy: I don't want to be with u forever.. I need to be with u forever Boy: I don't like u.. I love you... Boy: I wouldn't cry if you walked away.. I would die if you walked away Boy whispers: Plz stay with me Girl: I will... *Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they love you *Something good will happen to u at 1-4 pm *Tomorrow it could be anywhere!!! *Get ready for the shock of your life!!! *If you don't post this to 5 other comments... You will have bad luck in relationships for the next 10 years
On Friday 27 August my daughter is turning 3 years old and in that period I have never given her the best memories I love her so much I'm just a teen mother trying to go through life with her she cries for her father everyday even in daycare... She deserves the world and I will give to her Nhlavutelo Concilia my daughter I love you and I will do better by you... My mother was raising her while I was in university when I came back a month ago my mother was sick as we speak she's in the psych ward and she remembers my daughter so much but with her condition she's not allowed to see the baby....
I keep pleading with her father to come and see the baby but he says he is always busy and he is a doctor... Today my daughter asked my sister "where is my father" and my sister replied that he abondoned you... I don't know what to do anymore my life is falling apart but I'm trying to rebuild it to be with my daughter everyday, I tell her every day but I don't even remember when was the last time I saw her smile
Xx .Nightmare_Wolfie. xX nobody’s perfect so you shouldn’t expect it from yourself you don’t have to be a princess to be worthy of every thing you deserve your beautiful even if you don’t think so and you are not a mistake ok you are so amazing and wonderful just know your worth which is a lot
She is a fricking idiot... i don't even know you but i can tell that you are worth more than all of them combined. Everyone has a perpos here... i know i sound like a teacher or parole officer or something but it's true... your not paper... stop cutting and start screaming... scream your worth... shout it from the rouftops... scream that it's ok to cry... scream that it's ok not to be ok... scream until you lose your voice that you are worth all you've given this world and all you will give this world
My mom said it too. I've attempted suicide. But then learned to live life. Who cares about what people say. It hurts for so long, but gets better. If you need help to get through things. Im here. I dont know you but ily
Always being sent to my room for yelling and they say "oh come onout" Well NO, im not going to, i feel comfortable here and wanna be alone, -puts earphones in and cries-
I'm sorry mom and dad For having metal disorders For being spoiled For blocking myself away from the world For rarely coming out of my room For wasteing food that took forever for you to make For being mean For making you waste so much money just because I couldn't fight back my bullies For being pansexual For hating life For doing self harm For not being able to fight for myself For being useless For being suicidal For being a wimp For not being strong For liking creepypasta when you hate it For not listening to you But most importantly For not making you proud
I’m sorry mom for: Having anxiety Having depression “Ruining” your marriage Being stressed Being bisexual Needing professional help Getting in a car accident I’m sorry for being born.
NO. You shouldn't be sorry for being born or anything that you said. Being all of that or doing all of that isnt bad its part of life. In life you make mistakes you do bad stuff ya it might be bad but you shouldn't be sorry for it its life your gonna make mistakes It's ok. It will all get better I promise and one day you'll be happy and you'll learn from your mistakes and you'll get better.
This song isnt about depression this song is about a girl who spent her whole life mad at her parents ignoring them and hated them now they passed away so now she feels guilty and wishes she could say sorry
I feel like so many people here have misunderstood the lyrics. It's not about abusive or uncaring parents who are disregarding their child's problems. Just about the daughter's regrets.....for her parents
me in 2020: *self harms, depressed, hating everything at the moment* my parents: we were teenagers once too, we get depressed too. your hormones are all over the place :). me: *you don't get it though-*
My parents started calling me fat in 4th grade, they’ve done it so many times since and now I sleep with duct tape around my stomach at night so I can be skinny, I wake up and have to peel it off and my skin feels raw every morning. My moms called me a brat, stupid, spoiled, entitled, and I’m just mean to them unintentionally because of how much they’ve hurt me and I can’t even control it. I always hear he at night talking to my sister or my dad saying how bad and mean I am. But i get good grades, i don’t get in trouble, and I play a good sport, but none of that matters unless I’m perfect in every other way.
parents will never understand.. Why we take long showers Do our best but still fail Stay in our rooms Cry over something “little” when they don’t even know why we are crying
My parents told me I was faking my depression and I was upset and stressed for attention - she told my teachers at my school so everyone ignored me One of my friends was similar and she was always supported but no one believed me when I told them what the truth was, I decided to stop showing everyone how I felt and to this day, pretty much every night I cry myself to sleep - my parents think I’m fine but tbh I don’t think they would care if they knew the truth anyway
For this, Parents act like their kids don't have depression because what breaks a kid or a teenager doesn't take much. Parents first have to go through the stress of raising your depressed ass, working a Job, the amount of shit and responsibilities. They are always stressed 24/7, doing their best. Parenting isn't an easy job in the slightest. They have to deal with financial problems, feelings of worthlessness, that their life will never improve. They go through a mid life crisis because they realize that they are going to die and the best of their life is over. Yet you are still here with your edgy ass like ooOhh my parents don't care for me. Shut up please
Pleb Person So you’re saying that it’s okay for parents to completely ignore and pretend that their child isn’t depressed because they have other responsibilities? That’s what you call a bad parent. A child’s mental health is part of a parent’s list of responsibilities too. Why not take your child to see a therapist if they’re struggling? Not all parents deal with financial problems or feelings of worthlessness. If a parent knows that their child is depressed and pretend that they aren’t, they’re not “doing their best”. And yes, parenting is hard, but they signed up for all that shit when they decided to have a child.
please, please know your worth. do not listen to them, you are worth everything dont let them drag you down like that. you are not worthless no matter who tells you that.
I'm sorry mom I didn't mean to ruin your relationship with a man who beat his other wife I'm sorry we fight so much I'm sorry you don't want me here I'm sorry you don't know i cut I'm sorry i'm trying to get out of this house I'm sorry I'm not as good as my brothers I'm sorry I'm a big mistake I'm sorry i don't make you proud I'm sorry you have to ask "What happened to my sweet little girl? I'm sorry I'm not worth the time or money anymore I'm sorry i try to stay away from you so we don't fight I'm sorry I'm failing as a child I'm sorry that you hate me
to parents: its not "because of that damn phone!". its because of YOU. we're always on our phone because it makes us feel happy. people understand us better on the internet. we have people to talk to on the internet. we have people who CARE about us on the internet. its sad that strangers treat us better than our own parents.
You deserved it. You are not a mistake. The bullies look up at you and try to bring you down. That people that hated you hate themselves now. They should. You are beautiful. You are amazing. You are a force for good. Even if I don't know you, I still love and care for you. Never say never. Be proud of everything you've accomplished. You can push through the problems and I believe you can. Keep your head held high and stay bright.
NOOOO dont be sorry You are not a mistake You must look beautiful You must be kind You are probaly so smart Mate you are probably awsome i would love you to be .y friend
The comments here are so depressing, so I'm here to make It slightly happier. You are valid. You are worth more than your weight in gold. You're here, you survived. And I am so, so proud of each and every single one of you.
BTS ALWAYS TEACH US TO LOVE OURSELVES, BTS ALWAYS TAKE OUR DEPRESSION, ANXIETY ETC. AWAY, BTS ALWAYS DONATE TO LOTS OF PEOPLE, BTS ALWAYS SUPPORT BLACK LIVES MATTER AND ALL OF US EXCEPT BAD, AND A LOT MORE!💕I HAVE EXTREME DEPRESSION BEFORE BUT ITS NOW GONE BECAUSE OF BTS!💕 SO... HATERS PLEASE STOP HATING BTS AND OUR FANDOM!🙏🏻 ALWAYS REMEMBER WHAT BTS ALWAYS TELL US!💕: NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE, WHERE YOUR FROM, YOUR SKIN COLOR, YOUR GENDER IDENTITY JUST LOVE YOURSELF AND SPEAK YOURSELF BTS SAID THESE INFRONT OF MANY PEOPLE TOO!💕
hey everyone! I was just scrolling through the comments and I noticed that everyone is saying how they are sorry to their parents for not being good enough or for not meeting their expectations. I just want you to know that we are all disappointments to someone and someone will always expect more from us. There is nothing that you can do about that. I just really hope you all understand that I love you and I think you are doing great so far. Your life is not over yet! You still have many years to go. So don't you give up because you didn't meet someone's expectations. I believe that you can make someone proud of you one day and that day will come. I am 100% sure of that. Please don't hurt yourself, You are you. Don't say I'm sorry for being born because we are still trying to find our purposes and reasons for living. Nothing has to be immediate. I know that you are beautiful, loved, and just an amazing person. Keep going! I'm here for you. Even though I don't know you personally, I know that everyone goes through these tough times. So, I love you so much and I hope that you have an amazing day and if you aren't having a good day, don't worry about it because tomorrow is waiting for you :)
I’m sorry mom and dad for... 1.Being depressed/suicidal 2.not being the “happy” daughter you had 3.for cutting 4.anger issues 5. Being paranoid 6. Having ptsd 7. Not being happy 8. Stressing you out this all of my bullshit with my depression 9. Talking back 10. Not being what you want me to be...
@@saashie1168 You deserve to be in a world without people who make you think you shouldn't exist. I've been n a similar situation, HMU if you need to talk...
You don’t got to be sorry for existing. It’s not your fault. But just know that there’s someone out there that truly loves you. Just keep moving forward. Your parents love you they truly do even if they don’t even show it a lot.
I'm sorry I was a mistake I'm sorry I'm fat I'm sorry I'm a disgrace I'm sorry that u had to love me I'm sorry I made you suffer I'm sorry that I'm a waste of space I'm sorry Thank you all so much those help alot I love you all you are all beautiful and special in your own ways ❤️
none of that is true. Please dont think that, it honestly hurts me to read that and think that anyone could ever think that about themselves. You can talk to me if you want to, Im here for you. But please be nice to yourself. Your so beautiful, keep your head up angel.
I’m literally crying Rn I just thought of painful memories and I’m back from my trip w my razor blade I just want to die I’m fat I’m ugly I’m stupid I’m worthless I wish all my suicide attempts hadn’t failed I’m sorry I exist
Girl: Do you even want to be with me forever? Boy: No Girl: Do you even like me? Boy: No Girl: Would you cry if I walked away? Boy: No She heard enough and was hurt. She walked away with tears in her eyes. The boy grabbed her arm Boy: You’re not pretty......You’re beautiful Boy: I don’t want to be with you forever.. I need to be with you forever Boy: I don’t like you...I love you..... Boy: I wouldn’t cry if you walked away..I would die if you walked away Boy whispers: Plz stay with me Girl: I will.... *tonight at midnight your true love will realize they love you *Something good will happen to you at 1-4 pm *Tomorrow it could be anywhere!! *Get ready for the shock of your life!!! *If you don’t post this to 5 other comments..... You will have bad luck in relationships for the next 10 years (I copied and pasted this so don’t get mad at me)
My mom died October 23, 2017. She truly was my best friend. We did everything together, you name it. She made me the happiest 13 year old out there. But..she was taken from me, and now I'm alone in this awful world. I miss you mommy, keep resting.
Childhood Parents : Son, let's eat out tonight. Me : I need to meet my friends. Parents : Son, let's eat out tonight. Me : Please mom and dad, I'm busy Parents : Son, let's eat out tonight. Me : I'm sleepy... After several years Me : I really miss you parents. Shall we have dinner together? Parents :
I have no idea who you are but I just want to let you know your worth the time. I am proud of you for pushing through and fighting for your happiness. You’re not at your worst, it’s just sometimes the world feels as if it’s consuming you. Things change and get better, just takes time. It all makes us stronger in the end, keep fighting and keep being the amazing person you are.
Im sorry mom and dad: For making you stressed For not studying For wanting a lot of stuff For being sad For not spending time with you For not being like other kids For hating myself For lying For not telling you the reasons why i cry for "no reason" For not doing my homework For being stupid For being bisexual Sincerely your daughter
I’m sorry mom and dad for: * having anxiety and depression * having PTSD * being bisexual * always being stressed * always being so emotional * being insecure even after you tell me I’m fine and I shouldn’t be insecure * having ADHD * always telling you I’m fine even when I’m not
I'm sorry for Letting myself go first Telling you That I wanted to be a therapist I'm sorry that I'll never be the child of your dreams I'll forever be your disappointment I'll be the mistake But for most of it I'm that sorry that I wanted to die before my mental disorders could kill me
1993, you gave birth to me Sweet little baby girl Had the world in my feet Before I could even stand Cradle me in your right and left hand Precious bundle of unmade plans Hopes and dreams of bigger things I can't handle that part
I'm sorry mom and dad I'm not the person you hoped for me to be. I'm sorry I hide from reality. I'm sorry I isolate myself in my room. I'm sorry I push myself so much to make you proud of me. I'm sorry that I don't wanna be a scientist. I'm sorry I get bad anxiety. I'm sorry I get depressed. I'm sorry I make stupid mistakes. I'm sorry that I have a temper.
The Bird and The Cat I'm the same way. I have anxiety, social anxiety, a horrible temper, secrets, and more. My dad always tries to make me social but I end up getting bullied. I've moved at least 4 times in the last 4 years, I lost track.
Im so sorry Mom and Dad.... Im sorry that i have a messed up mind as a kid Im sorry that i barely tell u anything Im sorry im failing at math in school Im sorry i cant be like my older perfect sister Im sorry that i even was born Im sorry that im depressed and stressed Im sorry im always in my room Im sorry that i barely have any friends Im sorry that......that i was brought into this world, and eve though u say u love i feel like im nothing but empty,.......ans god im only 11 and in middle school.....im sorry for every big and tiny mistake i made, and im sorry for thinking of how to die...ans im sorry that im not what u wanted for a daughter......
I used to listen to this song a few years ago, too scared to end it but hating myself every minute. I’m here now, to tell you that it gets better, you just need to be patient, I know that it seems impossible but just trust me, please. You are worth it, and you will make it. You won’t just be surviving, you’ll learn what it is like to live. Enjoy it when you can, and look for the little things in life that will keep you here. For me, I was worried about my dog. I was his best friend and he would get sad when I’m gone for a while. He passed away last summer, but I’m glad I was there for him during his last moments. What if I wasn’t there? He would’ve been alone, and he didn’t deserve that. So please, just know that you’re worth it, and you matter. You’ll never know how you can impact the world, until you live through it.
Parents: You call me fat and spotty and you point out all my insecurities. You compare me to my cousins. You say that it's all a joke and I laugh but you don't know how I actually feel. You say to me that I can't be sad because I'm too "young". When I said that I was depressed you said that "it was my electronics and social media". My sister: You always make EVERYTHING about you. Whenever I try to talk to you, you say that your "busy" and when you want to talk to me you make me listen. When you found out I cut you just said that I am faking and that I have to be happy. When you started cutting I was there for you. You verbally abuse me and you think that I am fine with it but I am really not. "I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this"
I'm sorry mom and dad....... for costing you 400 dollars so I could retake the 12th-grade classes I failed over the summer for arguing with you about everything for talking back every time you scolded me for lying for being slow at everything for being lazy for not telling you about how many relationships I've been in since 5th grade for being a disappointment for being rude for making you yell and scream at me for yelling at you for being worthless for being an idiot and I'm sorry mom and dad for not telling you I have depression.
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I hate being told me I’m “too young” to be sad but I have feelings too
how old are you? no one is "too young" to feel sad.
chloe macdonald i’m 13
@@hopedunn4138 same. its sad how your parents are the people who tell you, "if you have anything that you wanna tell us so we can help you."
and then, "mom, im depressed."
mom: "yeah right. *smirks* youre just ungrateful and entitled"
(im 13, live in vietnam, moved 3 1/2 years ago from escondido, california. depressed and very emotionally and pysically sick. need medical attention but my mom doesnt believe me. im stuck. she physically and verbally abused/abuses me.)
no wonder im sad.
chloe macdonald i’m sorry if you need to talk i’m here 🥺
@@hopedunn4138 thanks. its 4:18 am here and i havent slept or eaten for 5 days. im just another peice of trash laying around in the house. i have 5 places i go. karate, swimming, my room, church, and my friend Valaries house. she comforts me and so does my boyfriend. hes vietnamese and he knows what its like...but he hasnt gone through as much as i have. plus, im SO insecure of myself.
i wish i was aborted. to be honest.
Read this if you need some loving words from a mom:
You are not a mistake. I love you. You make me so proud everyday. You will soar when you’re ready and until then.. just keep being the amazing person you are. You got this. You’re the best thing that has ever happened to me and I am so damn proud to be your mom. I love you, baby.
Siriusly Awesome thank you for this
Thank you so much! I know it sounds stupid but I really needed to hear those words even though my mom didn’t say them
Siriusly Awesome
I read “your not a mistake” I already broke down
bc like my mom left and my dad can honesty be rude sometimes
Thank you.
Thank you so much, I broke down in tears reading that. Your amazing! 💞
when my mom crys: i hug her and tell her how much i love her so then we watch a movie together.
when i cry: mom yells at me for being sad 'youre too young to be depressed' and when i feel suicidal she says 'i need to put you in a mental facility. your a disappointment' 😐
i swear to god my mom loves my brother more than she loves me. i know i yell and talk back and im sorry but im not the only one in the wrong..
Don't feel like you're the entire problem, cause your not ❤️
happening to me recently
@Noelle JKG same
I feel you
My mom wants to put me in a metal hospital 🙁
me: *relapsing, not eating, crying 24/7, hiding in my room, having mental breakdowns during class, having to deal with my parents abusive crap...* so yeah, quarantines going great for me
My parents are abusive too but my school started a few weeks back so I see less of them which is better but my school grades are all going down and I can't concentrate anymore.
my mom was abusive when i was 3- 10 years than my parents got into a divorce and she changed.... but then one day my mom got a letter in the mail, but the moment i saw it I opend it and what did it say you might ask? IT FREAKING SAID I AM AFTER YOU SONS! (aka my lil bros) ever since the day past year ive been training myself to fight and self defence staying up till 1:00 the morning ever night and my frinds dont ever see..... im only 11 and i lost some of my emotions like, love affection scare and happiness.....
@@harrinivijay1862 my grade are bad to.....
@@karkar178 could you tell a bit more? It’s been 2 months, did something happen?
@@khuludfaisaladan8214 sure..! Let’s see, my mother just got married..! I still hate my “FaTheR” and my little brothers are safe but hate me..😭 and I don’t know why. So yup! Life is great..!🥲😅
My mum: “if I knew you’re getting suicidal I would’ve never born you” ... made my thoughts even more worse.
Who is that girl hey... I may not now your story...but heres what I do know... your here today... youve proven to be stronger than you think you are...I can tell you have a pure heart... its ok to cry and feel...I myself have a similar situation back at home...its not easy... but... you'll get through this...I know you will... just a word of advice...*get up, stand tall, look forward* your pst doesnt determine your future I know people say it does but it doesnt... you make your future...not anyone...and certainly not your mother....you are strong...you are you... but most importantly you are a ticking time bomb waiting to explode greatness...~♡ rey
reysha officials hey Reysha thank you for your kind words it definitely made my day! I know that life can be beautiful I believe that but rn it hurts like
hell. I have serious suicidal thoughts and no doctor could help me I feel so sad. I appreciate you so much and I will remember your words. Thanks again 😊
Who is that girl we're always here for you!♡
My mom said the same....
I’m so sorry stay strong always here 🥺❤️
*parents will never understand our pain*
*they say we are too young to be depressed*
update: it is now 11/29/21, almost 12am, to those who are battling their depression or anything, you are worth it. You ARE amazing. I am proud of you, don’t give up. Feel free to vent in the comments, keep ur heads up high! We may be strangers but trust me, ending your life is permanent, it’s okay to feel sad, it’s okay to feel angry or bad! Feelings are valid. You matter so much, you are one in a million!!
Love you all! I’ll be back soon enough, I might respond to your comments:]
Yes, cause thing were easier back then, now with the virus, thing got worse cause we can't see the people that make us happy. You are amazing through all your flaws, Love you boo boo!
Brenna Johnson 💕 thank u 🥺
my parents understand they're 32 and im 16.
When my doctor was asking me if I was ever depressed my mom jumped in and said no, it's because she knows I am and if the doctor asked why she would have to lie or say because of her and I know she would never do that. She all ways tells me I was a mistake and how she wishes I was never born
@@bagof_b0nez cool
"It's just puberty, you'll get better after."
it's just about learning how to cope and finding the things that make it worth while
It's not. (Ik it's just a saying)
@Paige by the book I'lm
Thats what they all say and it never gets better
"you're just on you're period"
"It's hormones"
Those hit.
I'ma practice this and sing it at my school's talent show...so my parents can hear
You got it!
You tell em. 🥰
Do it!💜
How did it go girl?
Let us know how it goes!
Depression is like a war........ you either win.... or die trying
damn....
That one hurted
That hurts but they say the truth hurts
Depression is a war....you against you
Damn that's deep...
I just want my parents to be proud of me. But I always feel like I've disappointed them....
Same..
Same
@@Sarah-vr4uv it hurts so much
@S ü n f l ø w ë r yeah... it really does
same...
We are "too young to be depressed/suicidal etc" yet haven't they noticed most of the time we do it because of them..? Also, most suicidal/depressed people now ARE teenagers... and I am one of them.
Im sorry mom and dad for:
Being alive
Being a failure.
Being a attentionh0e
Being deppresed
Being born
Being bad at school
Being diffrent then my sister
Being such a brat
Being ungratefull
Being bi.
For not making u proud i know im a mistake.
You're here for a reason, even if it may not seem like it now God has a plan. Hold on until he makes that plan apparent❤️
I'm bi too
hey there i see your feeling a little down, you dont need to apologize for anything, your special everything you said is false, they love you and will never stop dont forget that
Everything here describes me
Even the bi part
felt every point, like every fucking point...
im sorry mom and dad for...
1. having anger issues
2. being mostly moody
3. being a weird girl
4. talking back
5. yelling
6. fighting
7. not being the nice girl u wanted me to be
Crissy Wolf aww its okay baby you’re perfect just the way you are and your parents love you 😘
Crissy Wolf same here
That's okay. We all make mistakes! But the most important thing is to learn from it :))
Crissy Wolf just saying am sorry makes you a good person and always remember you are gorges you are loved you are worthy 🖤
Just remember they raised you that way. You shouldn't be sorry they should. They are the reason you are the way you are right now because that's how they raised you to be don't be sorry for what they did.
who who else feels life their depression is getting the best of them
Hej how are you? You wrote this about a month ago and i hope im not too late but i just wanted to say dont give up, you are worth fighting. There is so much life you have left to experience. Remember you are loved. KEEP FIGHTING❤❤
I've been okay it's just so crimes it feels like I'm drowned in sadness and feel like I'm alone
Me I can't handle life no more... I feel like life is just a game to me and it is... I just can't handle it no more
@@alysiacovington3258 hey not to be like gross but do you need to talk,I will always try to keep another person in the world.
I also have depression I'm in the middle of it because my grandmother died ☹️
I actually cried and broke down in front of my parents, and my stepmom, who has raised me to be smarter at school and taught me to be a well mannered kid, (and also tell me education is important and I MUST get all A's) and she comforted me. Next day she said I cried like a little bitch. How nice.
Same, I have been getting all straight A’s(Honor classes)since middle school but I don’t feel like going to college. I don’t want people to grade me on what I don’t know. I just want to start my own business but I’m scared my parents won’t understand.
I’m the oldest child. My parents divorced when my mom was pregnant with me. I had my dad in the picture but my mom was there for me. My dad just drinks and says hi then goes to hang out with his friends. While I sit and talk to his girlfriend she knows about me more than my own father. But sometimes I feel like my mom loves my half brothers better it’s always my fault, I get in trouble for what they do, I have to take care of my brother all the time she goes to the store but then she gets me in trouble for never helping her. I just feel like I try do better but they just bring me down. It’s always me this, me that.
i feel u
Im sorry mom and dad
For being “Lazy”
For being fat (Mom said that to me multiple times)
For being bratty
For being to anxious
For always arguing with you
For always talking back
For always ignoring you
For crying over everything because im stressed
For my grades being trash
For being a embarrassment
For being a mistake
For being a failure compared to my brother
Same
.....my brother is so rude to me....my mother is arguing with my step dad and my real dad is in jail for stealing a car in winter because his car broke down.....im sorry um I shouldn't get people involved with my problems...
Same..
Coming home to abusive parents or getting told you are a disappointment becouse you aren't the girl they whanted. Do they know what it feels like to cut yourself just numb the pain they caused because inside I'm broken but outside I'm depressed but mostly regretting being born in the first place
I know you dont love me mom and dad but I do and still do becouse that will never change to me no matter what you do I know I'm a disappointment to you but I'm wondering If I'm a disappointment why am I born in the first place
Who can relate to my life?
@@brookerutherford2396 why'd you comment if you didn't want to get ppl involved..?
When she sang "cutting myself up", I broke down in tears. My best friend used to cut (and she still might). She cut because of the bullies at school & on social media. She also cut because her parents were having a hard time with each other & were getting divorced so she had to choose between them. One time, she got caught with her cuts when she was doing chores. I was with her at the time because we used to always be together. I was helping her clean the bathroom. Since she was wearing a long-sleeved shirt, she needed to roll up her sleeves to clean, and her mom told her to. She refused and eventually her mother pulled up her sleeve and saw the cuts. She started screaming and yelling and asking why her daughter would cut. I got sent home early. She was grounded for such a long time and wouldn't talk to anyone when she went to school. When we finally started hanging out again, she was still cutting. She would take pills, too. She had to go to therapy three days a week, and whenever I was with her, she would cut and cut and cut. I'd yell at her and tell her not to, because I didn't want to lose her again. One night, she went to the bathroom and started overdosing on pills. I was sleeping over at her house, and woke up when she was doing it. I was pretty comfortable being at her house, so I just opened the closed door to the bathroom and walked in on her taking the pills. I started screaming and crying like her mother did. Her parents came straight upstairs, and asked what she was doing. I know she thinks I shouldn't have done this, but I told. I had to, or else my best friend could've died. She in now in a mental hospital and will be getting out very soon. I cry myself to sleep every night. I don't talk to anyone. My parents know I'm crying in my room but don't say a thing about it. I am the weird loner at school now but I was the opposite when I still had my best friend. Everyone gives me space because they know what I'm going through. When everyone was wondering what happened to her, I would tell them she moved for a little bit. They all found out I was lying when the explanation went on the announcements at school. I cried so hard that day. ALL DAY. All I cared about was the fact that I almost lost my best friend. I stopped her from dying, but I also hurt her feelings so bad by putting her in a mental hospital. This was so hard to type... I'm sorry I shared it, I just felt like I should have. Thanks so much to the people who actually read through this whole thing. I love all of you deeply and I'm sorry for being one of those people who write sob stories who everyone says are fake, but I wouldn't fake anything like this.
I can only imagine what it felt like because I know how it feels to genuinely love your best friend and the fact that she could hate you right now is possibly the worst thing on your mind. Stay strong, boo ❤️❤️
you did the right thing telling her parents when you're friend was trying to OD and I hope she starts feeling better soon xx
Cashmere and Veronica I'm in a mental hospital rn but I get home visits. It sucks I'm in the car rn heading back to pathways
I can relate with what your friend must have felt when you told on her, although I didn’t take pills I used to cut. I still have the scars years later on my legs and arms. Only a few people knew about it but one of my closest friends told my older sister about it and she confronted me and yelled at me for it and made me show her. I was so furious with my friend, I vowed to never talk to her again. I was under constant watch after and my parents sent me to the school consoler for a few months. But later after time passed I realized she had done something great for me and did it out of love and the will to protect me. Her and I are still best friends to this day and I will never forget what she did for me. I truly believe your friend will forgive you and understand some day if they don’t already. Just know you did the right thing and it was out of love.
Cashmere and Veronica that’s awful...
My 15 year old self used to listen to this song crying so hard my nose was running and I couldn’t breathe. 19 year old me is now sitting here wishing I knew I was worth it. To anyone struggling today, I really need you to try your absolute hardest to believe that it gets better. I need you to give it your all to recover from your struggles. Each and every one if you are all so worth it.
sorry mom for:
having anxiety
having deppresion
being trans
being bisexual
being stressed all the time
not being your "perfect" daughter
I can’t relate. But ik ur trying. Ik its hard, just keep trying. Ik it hurts, and ur probably empty now. But don’t worry, I’m pretty sure in the future u will be happy, if not. Then I’m sorry, but just keep trying for now. Luv u💜
E x a c t l y me
Mom only?
Ur valid the way u r
2020, and still listening to this. empty af
so true
Truuuuuuuueeeee
True
I can relate to this though... That’s why it’s pretty hard to listen to this.
Fr
1:getting bullied
2:coming home to abusive parents
3:not being the perfect daughter you wanted to your parents
4: getting told you are a disappointment every day in your life
5: mostly regretting being born
Dear mom and dad I know you dont love me but I will and still do and that will never change I'm sorry for not being the girl you whanted or a disappointment or how bout regretting being born or cutting myself. Hope you are proud
Who can relate to my life?
I go through all of those stuff but I don't cut i always pull myself together when I feel suicidal
And.. being betrayed, raped by bff, being ignored when trying to reach out for help.. being raped by my bffs sis.. worried for my families record of haveing cancer, being different.. With heath problems.. being scared of everything, even when I look tough..
@I_amAndroid_ I don't know if I can.. I can't leave my pets.. they help me get distracted from everything..
I’m too much of a wimp to cut with a knife, so instead I scratch my wrists until it’s raw...It’s turned into a stress reliever, for when I feel anxious.
Me. Being stuck with a medical condition only makes things worse too.
somehow, even though listening to this again makes me feel like im being dragged right back down into the same depressive episodes i used to have, it also feels a bit freeing. knowing how far i’ve come from being that person and all.
to everyone in these comments feeling the way i did, please know that you are worthy, you are valid, and you are loved. never forget that like i and so many others did. you’re doing amazing just by being here. i’m proud of you.
sorry for not being the daughter you wanted.
sorry for not being ''respectful''.
sorry to cause you problems.
sorry that i have suicidal thoughts.
sorry that im related to you.
sorry that im not like my brother.
im really sorry.
i never cried this much from a damn song.
Stay Strong! you are loved!
@@realw1ldyy2 thank you that made my day
Me (15) crying
Mom: your too young to be depressed, just wait until your older.
No what your mom say is not true at all.but she just want u to be away from it.understand
Don’t listen to her you can be depressed at any age. I think I first started being depressed at around age 5 or 6, I probably just didn’t realise what depression was at the time.
This is what my family says
Im 12 and im going to see a theript and my get on anti depressents, has cut or tried, thought about suicide and more. My mom always says they find out everything... She didnt find out until I told her after about a year...
@@genesiscorbett3026 Same, I'm too tired of living but too scare to die either...
The amounts of "sorry's" in this chat is truly sad.
Chara Frisk sorry
Carie Samples omg.
are u claiming were sorry?
Well I'm sorry...
sorry
“Life is not a waste as long as there is at least one person in the world who cares for you. So when things go wrong and you feel like giving up - remember you’ve got me.”
GUYS I KNOW THAT STRESS THAT YOUR PARENTS GIVE YOU BUt without your parents you Werent here guys your parents JUST WANT THE FREAKING BEST FOR YOU 😔
I already know that if i tell my parents im depressed they’ll just laugh and say its bc im lazy
Grace Vann some people will associate two unrelated things, and say one is the cause of the other, when in reality it really isn’t. So what I suggest is talk to a counselor at your school or find a way to talk to a therapist! Or talk to me, and other people online that can help!
The same situation.... My mother don't know how it feels to wake up and don't have energy to breath or hendinly your life...
Same
I have one thing to say to you, adults sometimes don't understand or try to understand.
Mine said it’s just a “trend”
Parents : You're always on your room using that damn phone!
: Little did they know that my room became my comfort place whenever they made me feel wronged and that the damn phone they are talking about is my only escape whenever they made me feel useless and stupid
Same 😖
Exactly
Same🙂💔
ís not trust
Exactly 😭
To anyone out there who is struggling with anything, just know that I am here for you. Just remember that you are loved and you do matter!! Never give up because there will always be hope no matter what!! I believe in you Love ya!! 💗💗💗
Parents:why didn’t you tell me you were cutting
Me: cause if I did I’m a brat who just wants attention
Yep
10 years go today my mom passed away and i just want to say this song means a lot and made me cry alot. R.I.P Vanessa
I'm sorry for your lost .
thank you, i appreciate it.
+Lance George You're welcome no one should go through what you did .
I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope ur doing well.
I'm sorry
me: *listens to lots of depressing songs*
my brain: can you stop
me: P-P-Please j-j-just o-one m-more *grabs a tissue*
thats legit what i was doing last night
@@violet8294 im doing that rn
Same with me
Why is this me RN shfh
Yes I agree that’s what I’m doing now
I just want to give the comment section a big hug 🥺you are enough, it's gonna be okay ❤️
Level 1: love
Level 2: pain
Level 3: nothing
Now read the end of the levels together
Eng?
Eng?? English??
Who can really relate to these lyrics
Me
i can
I can...
Me two
I can
i wish my mom could actually respect me when i’m sad
She told me that i am the mistake and that she hates me 😌❤️
@@miq_isdead_4098 my mom too..but she didnt tell me but just the way she act and i can see from it.
ðevils babygirl [msp] ikr
i cut myself a year ago
and my mom said these exact words, “Do I need to beat your ass with the belt, for you to learn?”
yea mom i’m glad you care
love you :)
I don't know how I slept when I could hear so vivid the screaming coming from the kitchen the crashing and the only way I can see her is if she passes a test to make sure she's not drinking she quit taking the test and I don't know what that means it's hard cuz support groups are all teenagers and I'm still in fifth grade
Same 💔💔
I cried a river while listening to this sing. Thanks this song in as eye opener fior children and parents as well to be more compassionate , understanding and forgiving
parents will never understand our pain and pressure.
thank you for this song
They don't understand
Anything you can hear is : we had worse, our life was harder etc. 😥
I’m sorry mom and dad.
For getting mad
For breaking your hearts
For not saying goodbye.
I miss you so much...
❤️
ChickenStrips101 I’m so sorry for your lost ❤️❤️
It's okay. I'm here for you, even if I dont know you and you dont know me. I think you're amazing and I love you❤
❤💛💚💙
Sorry for your lost mate
Stay strong ❤️❤️❤️
I'm sorry mom and dad
For having anxiety
For crying every day
For being spoiled
For being in the middle of everything
I'm sorry mom
For wanting to spend all ur money
For making you not proud
For being socially awkward
For not knowing how to do things
For you having, to yell at me all the time for doing things wrong
I'm sorry dad
For being spoiled
For trying to be funny
For wanting to spend time with the family
For not talking to you anymore
For wanting you around
For not knowing why you left
For wishing that you would come home
I'm sorry mom and dad, I know I messed up bad.
If you read all of that I appreciate it a lot and you are amazing and strong and you can get through any problem you're having in life.
~Edit~
Thank you for all the support deeply appreciate it all, I never really got any comfort and I don't ever go to counseling, because I'm not good with telling people how I feel, and the replies really helped I hope that a lot of you guys get through all of your problems and learn to cope with depression or anxiety I'm praying for you all and wish you all the best in life. ~ 1/21/2020 1:01 AM
I relate to this so much if you need someone to talk to I'm here ❤
relatable.
Me
I can't really relate because my dad died when I was, really young, I don't wanna talk about it
If you need Help im here for you just Text me (017674602311) ~jasmin♥️
My mom and my stepdad (aka my father) have ALWAYS been the most amazing people. I went through a really rough time and fell apart. Took my dad reading the riot act and many tears to realize he was right. I wanna make them both proud but I know it'll be awhile for that. Life now is slowly but surely coming together and I thank them even still for telling me everything I needed to hear to get my butt into gear. This song reminded me so much of them.
im so sorry mom and dad....
-for being a bad sister
-for being mean
-for standing there while my sister is hurting me
-for being sensitive and crying over everything
I'm sorry for everything.
dear mum, im sorry for being your daughter. No more words
The only thing you should be sorry for is thinking like you should be sorry for being born.
Girl: Do u even want to be with me forever?
Boy: No
Girl: Do u even like me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you cry if I walked away?
Boy: No
She heard enough and was hurt. She walked away with tears in her eyes.
The boy grabbed her arm
Boy: you're no pretty...You're beautiful
Boy: I don't want to be with u forever.. I need to be with u forever
Boy: I don't like u.. I love you...
Boy: I wouldn't cry if you walked away.. I would die if you walked away
Boy whispers: Plz stay with me
Girl: I will...
*Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they love you
*Something good will happen to u at 1-4 pm
*Tomorrow it could be anywhere!!!
*Get ready for the shock of your life!!!
*If you don't post this to 5 other comments... You will have bad luck in relationships for the next 10 years
Please don't say that
Don’t be sorry. your mom and dad are so grateful to have you as a daughter.
Kennedy Kelsey that’s kinda insensitive to post on something like this...
Reading the comments make me feel like we're in some club meeting doing sharing session. ♡
Anne Ambrose yeah
Me too
We are ;-)
Stefan Salvatore group therapy basically
Yess
On Friday 27 August my daughter is turning 3 years old and in that period I have never given her the best memories I love her so much I'm just a teen mother trying to go through life with her she cries for her father everyday even in daycare... She deserves the world and I will give to her Nhlavutelo Concilia my daughter I love you and I will do better by you... My mother was raising her while I was in university when I came back a month ago my mother was sick as we speak she's in the psych ward and she remembers my daughter so much but with her condition she's not allowed to see the baby....
I keep pleading with her father to come and see the baby but he says he is always busy and he is a doctor... Today my daughter asked my sister "where is my father" and my sister replied that he abondoned you... I don't know what to do anymore my life is falling apart but I'm trying to rebuild it to be with my daughter everyday, I tell her every day but I don't even remember when was the last time I saw her smile
Anyone else had this in their recommended for so long and decided to give it a go?
I'm sorry I'm not perfect
I'm sorry I'm not a princess
I'm sorry I look ugly
I'm sorry for being a mistake
You aren't a princess, no. You're a beautiful fricken Queen. Here pick ur crown back up Beautiful 👑
Girl plz, your a queen wbk.💃💖🔥
You're beautiful !! 😤❤️
Xx .Nightmare_Wolfie. xX nobody’s perfect so you shouldn’t expect it from yourself you don’t have to be a princess to be worthy of every thing you deserve your beautiful even if you don’t think so and you are not a mistake ok you are so amazing and wonderful just know your worth which is a lot
Xx .Nightmare_Wolfie. xX aww you are perfect just the way you are and you’re beautiful 💕
“Next time cut deeper” she said
damage 2836 That’s harsh
I’m so sorry 😭❤️
She is a fricking idiot... i don't even know you but i can tell that you are worth more than all of them combined. Everyone has a perpos here... i know i sound like a teacher or parole officer or something but it's true... your not paper... stop cutting and start screaming... scream your worth... shout it from the rouftops... scream that it's ok to cry... scream that it's ok not to be ok... scream until you lose your voice that you are worth all you've given this world and all you will give this world
damage 2836 wow whoever said that shame on them you should never cut because somewhere out there does care AND DO NOT CUT DEEPER
My mom said it too. I've attempted suicide. But then learned to live life. Who cares about what people say. It hurts for so long, but gets better. If you need help to get through things. Im here. I dont know you but ily
Always being sent to my room for yelling and they say "oh come onout"
Well NO, im not going to, i feel comfortable here and wanna be alone,
-puts earphones in and cries-
I just want to be a kid forever can I?
I'm sorry mom and dad
For having metal disorders
For being spoiled
For blocking myself away from the world
For rarely coming out of my room
For wasteing food that took forever for you to make
For being mean
For making you waste so much money just because I couldn't fight back my bullies
For being pansexual
For hating life
For doing self harm
For not being able to fight for myself
For being useless
For being suicidal
For being a wimp
For not being strong
For liking creepypasta when you hate it
For not listening to you
But most importantly
For not making you proud
I relate...
You ok?
AsheyTheProxy 4567 I’m so sorry ❤️
I’m with you..
@@ryobaaishi9968 awww. In sorry
I’m sorry mom for:
Having anxiety
Having depression
“Ruining” your marriage
Being stressed
Being bisexual
Needing professional help
Getting in a car accident
I’m sorry for being born.
don't apologize for that okay?
don't apologize for that. Never
NO. You shouldn't be sorry for being born or anything that you said. Being all of that or doing all of that isnt bad its part of life. In life you make mistakes you do bad stuff ya it might be bad but you shouldn't be sorry for it its life your gonna make mistakes
It's ok. It will all get better I promise and one day you'll be happy and you'll learn from your mistakes and you'll get better.
Damn 😔😰
My life explain right there
Im just on here to thank you your songs r inspiration for me and as a mom and as a daughter. But all yr song r inspiration thx you sign one of fans
I know that they love me...
I know it's tough love...
I know they only want the best for me....
But it still hurts.
everyone: **have high expectation parents and it makes them depressed**
me: . . . i'm just dying inside of loneliness
My parents have very high expectations of me and I can't take it. There litteraly deciding my own future b/c they can't redue their own
Wanna talk on anything I want need someone to talk to about something
@@gladyscrawford8107 Same...
Trust me. It’s better to be a loner than have those friends agreeing with ur parents
I LOVE THIS SONG And l going to Cry and I love this song ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
This song isnt about depression this song is about a girl who spent her whole life mad at her parents ignoring them and hated them now they passed away so now she feels guilty and wishes she could say sorry
Finally somebody said it!
yeah, I agree, ty for saying this
Yep
I feel like so many people here have misunderstood the lyrics. It's not about abusive or uncaring parents who are disregarding their child's problems. Just about the daughter's regrets.....for her parents
Anna has been through a lot
me in 2020: *self harms, depressed, hating everything at the moment*
my parents: we were teenagers once too, we get depressed too. your hormones are all over the place :).
me: *you don't get it though-*
... true
Yep 💔
It’s a lie when they try to say it’s because of hormones when I’ve been like this since I was 6 years old
they really dont..
Our parents just ask us "how our grades are doing"but they will never ask us "are you alright"
Parents can break your heart to 😭 but nobody is ready for that conversation
i am
*I know I didn’t make you proud*
*I should’ve been someone by now*
lol i was by that part
Same
Hi
Coolgirl so was I lol
Listening to this while being messed just makin me feel worst.
Yeah same😢
When i used to cut i listened to this song everytime i would do it
Who else is here after getting shamed for having mental illnesses
Me
Sadly
:')
Me ✌️
No but I know that if anyone knew they would shame
'When I was thirteen i was so damn mean, running away had nothing to say other than "i hate you"...' that hit hard
13 right now same thoughts wondering if i will be singing this later..
I feel you that's what Im doing right now.
Same
Callie Goff 13 right now this is me i just shouldn't be mean to people
same and now i cant stop crying-
My parents started calling me fat in 4th grade, they’ve done it so many times since and now I sleep with duct tape around my stomach at night so I can be skinny, I wake up and have to peel it off and my skin feels raw every morning. My moms called me a brat, stupid, spoiled, entitled, and I’m just mean to them unintentionally because of how much they’ve hurt me and I can’t even control it. I always hear he at night talking to my sister or my dad saying how bad and mean I am. But i get good grades, i don’t get in trouble, and I play a good sport, but none of that matters unless I’m perfect in every other way.
parents will never understand..
Why we take long showers
Do our best but still fail
Stay in our rooms
Cry over something “little” when they don’t even know why we are crying
My parents told me I was faking my depression and I was upset and stressed for attention - she told my teachers at my school so everyone ignored me
One of my friends was similar and she was always supported but no one believed me when I told them what the truth was, I decided to stop showing everyone how I felt and to this day, pretty much every night I cry myself to sleep - my parents think I’m fine but tbh I don’t think they would care if they knew the truth anyway
I'm so sorry you have to go through this hut this entire comment section is here for you and if u ever need someone to talk to im here 💓❤🥺
They do care you just dont know it. Always remember that your beautiful.
same thing happened to me
For this, Parents act like their kids don't have depression because what breaks a kid or a teenager doesn't take much. Parents first have to go through the stress of raising your depressed ass, working a Job, the amount of shit and responsibilities. They are always stressed 24/7, doing their best. Parenting isn't an easy job in the slightest. They have to deal with financial problems, feelings of worthlessness, that their life will never improve. They go through a mid life crisis because they realize that they are going to die and the best of their life is over. Yet you are still here with your edgy ass like ooOhh my parents don't care for me. Shut up please
Pleb Person So you’re saying that it’s okay for parents to completely ignore and pretend that their child isn’t depressed because they have other responsibilities? That’s what you call a bad parent. A child’s mental health is part of a parent’s list of responsibilities too. Why not take your child to see a therapist if they’re struggling? Not all parents deal with financial problems or feelings of worthlessness. If a parent knows that their child is depressed and pretend that they aren’t, they’re not “doing their best”. And yes, parenting is hard, but they signed up for all that shit when they decided to have a child.
“If you killed yourself we won’t care anyways. Your worthless” - My “Parents”
I'd care you're not worthless. I can give you my inta if you even need someone to talk. You are more valuable than you can see. Please hold on 🖤
please, please know your worth. do not listen to them, you are worth everything dont let them drag you down like that. you are not worthless no matter who tells you that.
Omg I care, if you need to talk then text me on Instagram @carmines_babygirl1110
Ur not worthless ur worth more than anything money can buy
@@saskiahatton4071 I would care
I'm sorry mom
I didn't mean to ruin your relationship with a man who beat his other wife
I'm sorry we fight so much
I'm sorry you don't want me here
I'm sorry you don't know i cut
I'm sorry i'm trying to get out of this house
I'm sorry I'm not as good as my brothers
I'm sorry I'm a big mistake
I'm sorry i don't make you proud
I'm sorry you have to ask "What happened to my sweet little girl?
I'm sorry I'm not worth the time or money anymore
I'm sorry i try to stay away from you so we don't fight
I'm sorry I'm failing as a child
I'm sorry that you hate me
to parents: its not "because of that damn phone!". its because of YOU. we're always on our phone because it makes us feel happy. people understand us better on the internet. we have people to talk to on the internet. we have people who CARE about us on the internet. its sad that strangers treat us better than our own parents.
The comments are making me tear up even more 😭
I KNOW
sameee
I know..
Same
I been tearing up from the beginning-
i'm sorry mum and dad that i ….
was born into this world
You deserved it. You are not a mistake. The bullies look up at you and try to bring you down. That people that hated you hate themselves now. They should. You are beautiful. You are amazing. You are a force for good. Even if I don't know you, I still love and care for you. Never say never. Be proud of everything you've accomplished. You can push through the problems and I believe you can. Keep your head held high and stay bright.
don’t think like thattt. you were born for a reason! live your life!! you’re worth it!!
Try not to think that! You're a beautiful, amazing person! Dont apologize for being born, everyone is here for a reason❤
No you're blessed to be in this world
NOOOO
dont be sorry
You are not a mistake
You must look beautiful
You must be kind
You are probaly so smart
Mate you are probably awsome i would love you to be .y friend
That moment when your dad tells you you were a mistake from a broken condom and were born on father's day anyway. 😁
This is the one and only song i've ever cried to. Beautiful
The comments here are so depressing, so I'm here to make It slightly happier.
You are valid.
You are worth more than your weight in gold.
You're here, you survived.
And I am so, so proud of each and every single one of you.
And thats why i love army😔✊🏼
Thanks I really needed this..p.s Hi glad to see an army like me!!
armys are always my safe place
BTS ALWAYS TEACH US TO LOVE OURSELVES, BTS ALWAYS TAKE OUR DEPRESSION, ANXIETY ETC. AWAY, BTS ALWAYS DONATE TO LOTS OF PEOPLE, BTS ALWAYS SUPPORT BLACK LIVES MATTER AND ALL OF US EXCEPT BAD, AND A LOT MORE!💕I HAVE EXTREME DEPRESSION BEFORE BUT ITS NOW GONE BECAUSE OF BTS!💕
SO... HATERS PLEASE STOP HATING BTS AND OUR FANDOM!🙏🏻
ALWAYS REMEMBER WHAT BTS ALWAYS TELL US!💕: NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE, WHERE YOUR FROM, YOUR SKIN COLOR, YOUR GENDER IDENTITY JUST LOVE YOURSELF AND SPEAK YOURSELF BTS SAID THESE INFRONT OF MANY PEOPLE TOO!💕
Thank you...I hope you live a good life
hey everyone! I was just scrolling through the comments and I noticed that everyone is saying how they are sorry to their parents for not being good enough or for not meeting their expectations. I just want you to know that we are all disappointments to someone and someone will always expect more from us. There is nothing that you can do about that. I just really hope you all understand that I love you and I think you are doing great so far. Your life is not over yet! You still have many years to go. So don't you give up because you didn't meet someone's expectations. I believe that you can make someone proud of you one day and that day will come. I am 100% sure of that. Please don't hurt yourself, You are you. Don't say I'm sorry for being born because we are still trying to find our purposes and reasons for living. Nothing has to be immediate. I know that you are beautiful, loved, and just an amazing person. Keep going! I'm here for you. Even though I don't know you personally, I know that everyone goes through these tough times. So, I love you so much and I hope that you have an amazing day and if you aren't having a good day, don't worry about it because tomorrow is waiting for you :)
🙂
can you please be my friend
Thank you... This actually helped a lot
Good job hooman but my bf comforts me and u are a friend I wish I could have not that their is anything wrong w mines
Awwww you are such a kind,loving,caring, and a supportive person
Thank you for the message,
And God Bless!
I’m sorry mom and dad for...
1.Being depressed/suicidal
2.not being the “happy” daughter you had
3.for cutting
4.anger issues
5. Being paranoid
6. Having ptsd
7. Not being happy
8. Stressing you out this all of my bullshit with my depression
9. Talking back
10. Not being what you want me to be...
Be who YOU wanna be, nobody can get in the way of your dreams!
@@oliviaforaker1201 AW THANK YOU SO MUCH
@@lexieeartz7425 You don't have to thank me, everybody deserves to hear that!!!
@@oliviaforaker1201 Yeah
I'm sorry mum and dad...for being your daughter, for existing.
I'm sorry...
I'm so sorry..
Bangtan Army same
Dont be sorry for existing, you're an amazing person who deserves to be loved and appreciated❤
@@patriciaalegria7820 thank you :)
@@saashie1168 You deserve to be in a world without people who make you think you shouldn't exist. I've been n a similar situation, HMU if you need to talk...
You don’t got to be sorry for existing. It’s not your fault. But just know that there’s someone out there that truly loves you. Just keep moving forward. Your parents love you they truly do even if they don’t even show it a lot.
I'm sorry I was a mistake
I'm sorry I'm fat
I'm sorry I'm a disgrace
I'm sorry that u had to love me
I'm sorry I made you suffer
I'm sorry that I'm a waste of space
I'm sorry
Thank you all so much those help alot I love you all you are all beautiful and special in your own ways ❤️
none of that is true. Please dont think that, it honestly hurts me to read that and think that anyone could ever think that about themselves. You can talk to me if you want to, Im here for you. But please be nice to yourself. Your so beautiful, keep your head up angel.
I’m literally crying Rn I just thought of painful memories and I’m back from my trip w my razor blade I just want to die
I’m fat
I’m ugly
I’m stupid
I’m worthless
I wish all my suicide attempts hadn’t failed
I’m sorry I exist
Girl: Do you even want to be with me forever?
Boy: No
Girl: Do you even like me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you cry if I walked away?
Boy: No
She heard enough and was hurt. She walked away with tears in her eyes. The boy grabbed her arm
Boy: You’re not pretty......You’re beautiful
Boy: I don’t want to be with you forever.. I need to be with you forever
Boy: I don’t like you...I love you.....
Boy: I wouldn’t cry if you walked away..I would die if you walked away
Boy whispers: Plz stay with me
Girl: I will....
*tonight at midnight your true love will realize they love you
*Something good will happen to you at 1-4 pm
*Tomorrow it could be anywhere!!
*Get ready for the shock of your life!!!
*If you don’t post this to 5 other comments..... You will have bad luck in relationships for the next 10 years
(I copied and pasted this so don’t get mad at me)
It isn't your fault you were a mistake.
I feel the same
Thank goodness for the random strangers in the comments of songs like this that leave their stories and encouraging words
My parents brought me into this world
but how do I tell them I don’t wanna live it
My mom died October 23, 2017. She truly was my best friend. We did everything together, you name it. She made me the happiest 13 year old out there. But..she was taken from me, and now I'm alone in this awful world.
I miss you mommy, keep resting.
melliissaa • I'm so sorry for your lost I lost my dad and am never good enough for my mum and step dad
I'm so sorry for your loss!!!
melliissaa • my mum died a week ago. I sooo sorry for your loss it truly is heart breaking
melliissaa • Yeah I understand how you feel. I was ten years old when my mom passed away, I am now 12. She was my best friend.
melliissaa • 💛
Childhood
Parents : Son, let's eat out tonight.
Me : I need to meet my friends.
Parents : Son, let's eat out tonight.
Me : Please mom and dad, I'm busy
Parents : Son, let's eat out tonight.
Me : I'm sleepy...
After several years
Me : I really miss you parents. Shall we have dinner together?
Parents :
:((
yo thanks for breaking me bit. Lol. Its fine
Duh damn 😢
@@blancamendieta6650 How on earth is it even remotely funny?
Can’t Relate they have never asked. My dad was mean to me and my family
I have no idea who you are but I just want to let you know your worth the time. I am proud of you for pushing through and fighting for your happiness. You’re not at your worst, it’s just sometimes the world feels as if it’s consuming you. Things change and get better, just takes time. It all makes us stronger in the end, keep fighting and keep being the amazing person you are.
Im sorry mom and dad:
For making you stressed
For not studying
For wanting a lot of stuff
For being sad
For not spending time with you
For not being like other kids
For hating myself
For lying
For not telling you the reasons why i cry for "no reason"
For not doing my homework
For being stupid
For being bisexual
Sincerely your daughter
I'm so sorry to hear that luv
I hate when people say you’re so lucky when they don’t know much about your life
yep
ikr they think my life is so perfect and i have a perfect family ad when i tell them they say i only want attention
CNwushi same
same :/
ikr
I’m sorry mom and dad for:
* having anxiety and depression
* having PTSD
* being bisexual
* always being stressed
* always being so emotional
* being insecure even after you tell me I’m fine and I shouldn’t be insecure
* having ADHD
* always telling you I’m fine even when I’m not
omg i can relate xx
Ok but a lot of this is me 😳
I have ADHD too and so does my brother
There's nothing wrong with anything of those points sweetie! It's okay💜💜💜
Everything same but not bi
Thank you for writing this song i really needed it i was having a break down and this kinda helped...
I'm sorry for
Letting myself go first
Telling you That I wanted to be a therapist
I'm sorry that
I'll never be the child of your dreams
I'll forever be your disappointment
I'll be the mistake
But for most of it
I'm that sorry that I wanted to die before my mental disorders could kill me
1993, you gave birth to me
Sweet little baby girl
Had the world in my feet
Before I could even stand
Cradle me in your right and left hand
Precious bundle of unmade plans
Hopes and dreams of bigger things
I can't handle that part
@Shanna Castillo whats so funny?
I'm sorry mom and dad I'm not the person you hoped for me to be.
I'm sorry I hide from reality.
I'm sorry I isolate myself in my room.
I'm sorry I push myself so much to make you proud of me.
I'm sorry that I don't wanna be a scientist.
I'm sorry I get bad anxiety.
I'm sorry I get depressed.
I'm sorry I make stupid mistakes.
I'm sorry that I have a temper.
The Bird and The Cat I can relate to all
The Bird and The Cat I'm the same way. I have anxiety, social anxiety, a horrible temper, secrets, and more. My dad always tries to make me social but I end up getting bullied. I've moved at least 4 times in the last 4 years, I lost track.
So go tell them
Im so sorry Mom and Dad....
Im sorry that i have a messed up mind as a kid
Im sorry that i barely tell u anything
Im sorry im failing at math in school
Im sorry i cant be like my older perfect sister
Im sorry that i even was born
Im sorry that im depressed and stressed
Im sorry im always in my room
Im sorry that i barely have any friends
Im sorry that......that i was brought into this world, and eve though u say u love i feel like im nothing but empty,.......ans god im only 11 and in middle school.....im sorry for every big and tiny mistake i made, and im sorry for thinking of how to die...ans im sorry that im not what u wanted for a daughter......
The Bird and The Cat I feel you completely
I’m only 12 but this is making me cry so much because I truly feel like I’m letting everyone down more and more every day.
I used to listen to this song a few years ago, too scared to end it but hating myself every minute. I’m here now, to tell you that it gets better, you just need to be patient, I know that it seems impossible but just trust me, please. You are worth it, and you will make it. You won’t just be surviving, you’ll learn what it is like to live. Enjoy it when you can, and look for the little things in life that will keep you here. For me, I was worried about my dog. I was his best friend and he would get sad when I’m gone for a while. He passed away last summer, but I’m glad I was there for him during his last moments. What if I wasn’t there? He would’ve been alone, and he didn’t deserve that. So please, just know that you’re worth it, and you matter. You’ll never know how you can impact the world, until you live through it.
“Cutting myself up and tearing myself down” made me sob so hard I shocked myself
*hugs*
Awww :(
Can i give u a hug 🥺🥺
Reading all these comments is heart breaking.
EUSH GT 😭💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔true
I know =(
EUSH GT I know it is heart braking
A bunch of angsty teens being angsty is more cringe-inducing than heartbreaking.
Ya I wish that all these things didn’t have to happen to so many different people and kids
Parents: You call me fat and spotty and you point out all my insecurities. You compare me to my cousins. You say that it's all a joke and I laugh but you don't know how I actually feel. You say to me that I can't be sad because I'm too "young". When I said that I was depressed you said that "it was my electronics and social media".
My sister: You always make EVERYTHING about you. Whenever I try to talk to you, you say that your "busy" and when you want to talk to me you make me listen. When you found out I cut you just said that I am faking and that I have to be happy. When you started cutting I was there for you. You verbally abuse me and you think that I am fine with it but I am really not.
"I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this"
Anyone else feels like there parents love there siblings more? No just me oh
im the oldest and yeah i do
Yeah
I'm sorry mom and dad.......
for costing you 400 dollars so I could retake the 12th-grade classes I failed over the summer
for arguing with you about everything
for talking back every time you scolded me
for lying
for being slow at everything
for being lazy
for not telling you about how many relationships I've been in since 5th grade
for being a disappointment
for being rude
for making you yell and scream at me
for yelling at you
for being worthless
for being an idiot
and I'm sorry mom and dad for not telling you I have depression.
Your an amazing person those are just the bad parts of you
But for every bad part there are 2 times more good parts and three times of good part for your great parts
U are great....name the good things about you...not just the bad ones...you will see that there's more good things than bad things❤
I have most it all too... 😥😭
This is me except for the classes in not old enough but I a! Failing and I do have a secret boyfriend...