Katy McAllister - Another Empty Bottle - Lyrics.
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- čas přidán 19. 06. 2012
- I'm always here for anyone who needs someone to talk to! Or if you need to vent. Suicide isn't the answer! Trust me, I know. I love you all! You're all BEAUTIFUL. xx
- Hudba
That moment you realize people in comments care more about you than your family.
❤️
+Bri Rush The moment that everyone get tired to all your stories full of sadness.
+Bri Rush true that. my family never understood me growing up and still treat me like a 24 year old child. my only friend lives so far and has a life all her own. she's lucky enough to be happy and i'm friend enough to refuse being a Debbie Downer for the better part of our phone calls. in doing so, i think i rewired my brain to always think of even the smallest flicker of light in a world that's painted jet black. i'm just spiteful enough to still be here in spite of all the bull$h!t that i don't have enough character space left to start typing it all down. universe must be impressed cuz i found a way to learn how to do what i want to for half the price of college and without being told i need to take english and math wen i don't need to learn anything that i already know. i'm going to be using my channel to start giving info on what, where, and answer as many questions as possible but just know that if you've been strong enough to tough it out this far, why stop now? if things can't get any worse, they can only get better. to quote "whispers" : "They say you'll get through this ... it really pissed me off when people said that...My mother says, 'Grief is like a suitcase that sits at the bottom of your bed; every day you have to pick it up, take it with you. Some days it will be heavy, full of rocks, some days light as a feather. That is getting through it.'..." i know it to be true. be strong enough to drag it with you, even if it goes arms and legs, keep fighting tooth and nail and refuse to back down. be brave enough to venture to the world beyond the bedroom door but most of all, be good enough to pity those whose only pleasure in life is knocking you down. hating them is just too easy and odds are, they're not worth it. be big enough to let it go, walk away, take it in stride, and become something great someday.
i understand how u feel
+iheartsesshov hmaru2010
"She feels more alive in her own dreams"
*that hit hard*
my mother hit harder
Well tonight is gonna be my last dream ever ..goodbye
Poki Hero wait are you serious?? Please don’t be
Poki Hero, hang in there. Don’t give in to void, you’re fucking amazing and it’s got absolutely nothing on you. So don’t give up, my friend, there is still hope for all of us.
Same with me I had an amazing mother in my dream I also got to be with my ex boyfriend who dumped me I never got to tell him clearly that I loved him wanted to hold him and kiss him it was granted in the dream my fantasy world
“The walls weren’t thick enough to block out angry noises
Of the voices that once soothed her to sleep”
That hurt.😭
That hit me hard😔
I- yeah same
Yeah...
It was more relatable than it hurt for me
@@pepper_ox Deuteronomy 11:22 | View whole chapter | See verse in context For if ye shall diligently keep all these commandments which I command you, to do them, to love the LORD your God, to walk in all his ways, and to cleave unto him;
Deuteronomy 4:2 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Ye shall not add unto the word which I command you, neither shall ye diminish ought from it, that ye may keep the commandments of the LORD your God which I command you.
John 15:10 | View whole chapter | See verse in context If ye keep my commandments, ye shall abide in my love; even as I have kept my Father's commandments, and abide in his love.
Know and understand the difference between working one`s way to heaven and Loving GOD back.
John 14:15 | View whole chapter | See verse in context If ye love me, keep my commandments.
That verse have the word "work" in it, what that means?
Philippians 2:12 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Wherefore, my beloved, as ye have always obeyed, not as in my presence only, but now much more in my absence, work out your own salvation with fear and trembling.
It means to build up and keep alive the once lost relationship between you and GOD.
I truly believe that none of you haven`t bother to start learning the BIBLE nor have any of you received the COMFORTER.
Ecclesiastes 4:1 | View whole chapter | See verse in context So I returned, and considered all the oppressions that are done under the sun: and behold the tears of such as were oppressed, and they had no comforter; and on the side of their oppressors there was power; but they had no comforter. Lamentations 1:9 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Her filthiness is in her skirts; she remembereth not her last end; therefore she came down wonderfully: she had no comforter. O LORD, behold my affliction: for the enemy hath magnified himself. John 15:26 | View whole chapter | See verse in context But when the Comforter is come, whom I will send unto you from the Father, even the Spirit of truth, which proceedeth from the Father, he shall testify of me: John 14:26 | View whole chapter | See verse in context But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you. John 16:7 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Nevertheless I tell you the truth; It is expedient for you that I go away: for if I go not away, the Comforter will not come unto you; but if I depart, I will send him unto you.
A wise soul, studies the BIBLE also not just read it. For we read a lot, yet understand little to none at all. It`s when we start studying - then the wisdom start taking place.
Found this song when I was 13-14 and remember listening to it on repeat because till then I’d never heard a song capture my exact emotions and circumstances. 21 now almost 22 and listening to this makes me realize how sad I was back then. Closer to Suicide than I’d ever been and everyone thought I was just ‘hormonal’ but I was a sad kid looking for love from my parents, approval literally anything to make me feel wanted. Still to this day my parents treat me like I’m a disappointment. Easier to deal with but finding this song again brought all those old feelings back.
telling a depressed person to be "happy" is like telling a cancer patient to "cure" themselves
Catherine Knight ikr
That was.. wow ._.
Catherine Knight that is vary true
Catherine Knight true
It's like a person with no arms trying to punch themselves until their hands grow back. A fundamental component of the plan is missing and it isn't going to work.
i just want to be happy like i was once before.
I was actually the most happiest kid.....but now im a person who talks to voice in my head
Me too....I always feel alone cause I’m an only child... so bye
markoseksualność I know times can be extremely hard. But there will always be someone that loves you. Suicide is not the answer, trust me. I’ve seen how it tears people apart. I tried when I was younger. Find something you enjoy, cooking, drawing, working out. There will always be brighter days ahead of you❤️
I know love.
Me too
Rose's are red
Violets are blue
Honey is sweet
And so were you
But the Rose's are wilted
The violets aren't blue
The flowers are dead
And I will be too.
Please reply to this
Please...dont do it. People care about you. I care about you
@@henry7132 Okay
Please don't die.
O god that’s dark but good one
4 years ago i was listening to this song on my bedroom floor with a bottle of pills next to me, i’ve gotten so far in life thank you for creating this song. made me feel as if i wasn’t alone thank you!
I use to listen to this 8 years ago. I would listen while I took 80 to 100 pills of Benadryl to trip and escape from everything…..It’s crazy how this song brings back so many horrible memories. I’m 23 now and have 2 children and a house.
This this this
"are you OK?" How are you
"I'm just tired." Tired
I'm tired of crying
I'm tired of yelling
I'm tired of being sad
I'm tired of pretending
I'm tired of being alone
I'm tired of being angry
I'm tired of feeling crazy
I'm tired of feeling stuck AF
I'm tired of needing help
i'm tired of missing things
I'm tired of remembering
i'm tired of missing people
I'm tired of feeling worthless
I'm tired of feeling empty inside
I'm tired of not being able to just let go
I'm tired of wishing I could start all over again
I'm tired
But most of all… I'm tired of being tired
So I am not lying when I say I am tired
Same 😭
Oh gurl same
Honestly, this is me.
I feel the same way 😭😭😭
... Same...
i want to cry while screaming but i always end up crying silently cause i don't want anyone to hear..
I can relate.
dark side me too. In my room I silently cry while wanting to scream but I just silently do it because I parents and siblings are in the room across the hall all laughing about some shit. They have no idea what I'm going through.
So true... 😐. If they ask I'm fine. I'm rly not... but ppl have their own problems. I won't drag anyone else into this.
Mono chrome me too.
I have wanted people to know how sad I am but when they ask how are u instead of saying I am breaking inside and no one notices all I can say is I am doing fine.
I’m fine. I cut. I cry. I wear a mask. I have no friends. My boyfriend dumped me. People hate me. I hate myself. I absolutely fine.
I do the same thing but without the mask but remember this is just a bump in the road it will get better
HeyWorldItsHero.
I hope u have a wonderful livee in the future and im very sorry that happened to u.
S. Q.J Turns out my boyfriend was a really bad person so I’m glad he dumped me. I’m still depressed but doing everything I can to be happy. I found someone new and he’s trying to help me and he’s amazing. A lot of people still hate me but I’m trying to fix it.
HeyWorldItsHero
That's good that ur living a peaceful live now and I hope u won't get into another problem like that horrible situation.
S. Q.J Thanks for caring. You have given me some confidence. I hope you live a good life as well.
Parents:*how was school?*
Me:*Good!*
*My mind : how long until I'm strong enough to tell the truth?...*
Don't give up yet because it will get better and you will find someone who will help you through this it could be someone who you haven't even met or someone you are really close to but they are waiting for you just like you are waiting for them fighting there own battles to get to you so keep moving forward so neither of your guys fights go to waist you've gotten so far already so I'm sure you will meet them soon and you will be so happy that you didn't give up
This hit hard
I feel you
Im that girl that doesn't really have a reason to feel depressed. I have a roof over my head, food, water and a mom and grandma that love me. i just don't understand myself for feeling this way.
Yeah, depression is like that for some :-( no real reason to it.
Just don't bottle it up or anything like that. Talk to your mom and grandma so you can start sorting this out.
Thanks, i will. God bless you.
Hey you don't need a reason to be depressed. You can get depressed even if you have everything you ever wanted, so never feel guilty for feeling like that because it's okay. But yes, talk to someone you trust because depression is serious and something you need to get help with
i feel the same i have a great life yet everyday my mind tricks me to hating myself
+scarlett panda what are you doing about it? i mean when you feel like that
"She feels more alive in her own dreams" I relate to this on such a personal level
I can relate
۰۪۫F۪۫۰۰۪۫r۪۫۰۰۪۫a۪۫۰۰۪۫n۪۫۰۰۪۫k۪۫۰ ۰۪۫I۪۫۰۰۪۫e۪۫۰۰۪۫r۪۫۰۰۪۫o۪۫۰ ۰۪۫i۪۫۰۰۪۫s۪۫۰ ۰۪۫a۪۫۰ ۰۪۫d۪۫۰۰۪۫a۪۫۰۰۪۫d۪۫۰ I thought the exact same thing😴
"She feels more alive in her own dreams"
Awkward, I do too. Not for the same reasons though. Mostly because I have so little time to myself because schools so draining that the only time I have to myself is in my dreams. That's when I'm the happiest too because there are all my family and fictional characters I love.
It's kinda sad that I'd rather be with fictional unreal people rather than in reality.
I feel more alive in my dreams..I'm always in my room listening to music,drawing or sleeping. I've been battling depression for 2 1/2 years. Life has been a roller coaster for me..I gave up cutting 2years ago but I'm still fighting depression.. I just wanna feel relieved but ik it gets better i just gotta keep pushing..
Honestly your strong as hell I just wanted to give up and it hurts the most when people say your depression is a phase even if you’ve had it for years teens pain isn’t real because we’re growing well when I’m 21 and dead they will know it wasn’t a phase💙
I think we've established that if you're listening to this song, you're either sad, going through some shit or have gone through some shit. And I want to say something to everyone here who's saying they aren't loved or cared about. You are. You are needed and wanted and loved. The world has you for a reason so don't leave it. I attempted suicide in 6th grade and I was clinically dead for 3 minutes. And all it was was dark. Life can be dark but death is no escape. It's just worse. And remember that you are important, and the world would not be better without you. Everything will be ok in the end and if it's not ok, it's not the end. Remember that life is a rollercoaster, with every drop you're going to come back up. Just breathe and realize that you shouldn't have everything figured out yet.
thank you, i needed that.
I have always felt that way ever sience i became depressed as and I feel that way because bascialy I got kicked out of the house and then some more things happened and ppl has been mean to me. and all I want is a true friend or somebody that actually cares and won't leave me and I have attempted suicide more than 7 times and last November I overdosed and eneded up in the hospital and was n a coma for 4 days I may think I'm alone but i know I'm not because everybody goes through something and everybody has a story now I can say that I've been through some rough things and still to this day I am having problems with that.
no I just accidentally clicked this video instead of a turtle eating a fish video...
Maybe Sometimes people just feel like that because nobody knows the reason
A UnCreative Panda oh.... XD
I like how everyone in the comments help each other out when they are in need of help it really is touching.😭❤😭😭❤❤❤
ILY
💙
@@dumb9300 Gd luck.
This song is basically explaining how I feel. I want to kill myself. My dad basically pretends I dont exist and when he notices me he yells. My mother lives in Ottawa. My siblings and I are separated and its been 2 years since I last saw them. People at school get to me. There is soooo much more hinges that happened to me but I'm not explaining I all. I self harm. I'm 13.
Please don't feel bad for me I just wanted to let it out.
keira's weird life I’m sorry I hope everything is better now ❤️
keira's weird life hey , wow never thought someone would say something I could relate to so much , and you are close to my age since I’m guessing your 14 now ?
Please don't
keira's weird life I self harm and I’m only 11 well I just turned 11
Gachalovescookies C hmmm yeah wow why am I amazed that many more people my age are here
Damn I missed childhood when we still appreciate the world
"oh, cause she feels more alive in her own dreams." this sentence broke me. At the beginning of the year I tried to commit suicide. I started to have depression in sixth grade. What kept me going for so long to not kill myself, was my imagination. I came up with things in my mind that would never happen. But reflecting on that know I realize it was what I truly wanted. I wanted a lover to hold me and say that they love me. I've been off my anti-depressants for a couple months. My life could be better but me as a person, I'm glad I didn't pull the trigger.
Hang on there, life is something beautiful and is worth fighting for!! Be strong, I hope things get better for you!
But what's the point in love if someone's just gonna get hurt in the end????
hmu maybe?
im here ive always dreamed of killing myself ive had nightmares about it to .. but now i wanna cut again after almost 4 months of being clean
+Bedazzled Trashcan is your profile JuJu?
Telling somebody that they can't be sad because someone has it worse is like saying somebody can't be happy because may have it better.
Mysterious Gal When people tell me how there life is so horrible I think about how mine is perfect, except for my dad in which I really hate. But when they tell me that it just fuels my depression
BlackPhoenix M I know how you feel it's the same but with my mom
DEH Hamiltrash T-Everlasting Horses Charter-Kid Yeah. My dad is just never home and when he is he is either doing drugs or yelling at me and my siblings.
BlackPhoenix M 😢😢😢
Mysterious Gal Fucking true. I always feel so guilty because I know people have it worse than me so I dont have the right to be sad and I should be embarrassed I have depression.
I love to sing 🎤 but I have anxiety 😔
You should continue your dreams! Just keep practicing and I promise you will be better, maybe someday we will hear about you!
awh you poor thing
HeLlO SiStErs very nice person you are 🙃
Your not alone I have severe anxiety and depression😞
@@jeffreyl.bagaman820 what an asshole
I have no reason to be depressed.
My life is lovely. My parents are still together and care for me, I have a wonderful sister, wonderful friends and nothings wrong.
Yet how come I feel so sad? So miserable? So... numb.
I figured I’m selfish. I’m sad when I have what many people wish for. I’m a selfish brat who can’t accept the fact her life is lovely when she knows it.
So, I punish myself. Punching walls. Self-harming. I cry at night when everyone’s asleep but nothing fixes it
I just want to feel something again, and not the feeling of a blade penetrating my skin...
But I guess that’s the funny thing about depression. It doesn’t give a fuck what you think.
This is me I have a great family friends and life but I'm just a selfish attention seeking brat
@@chickennuggets7910 neither of you are selfish, I'm sure both of you are absolutely amazing people, you just need a little extra help to be happy than most, and once you get it, you'll flourish even more
I honestly really relate to this person, in every way. Seriously, i think this all the time, every night, every day. It makes me upset that others go through this as well, i wish they didn't, it's a horrible feeling
Depression doesn't care who you are
finally, someone like me.
My dad's abused me, I've been raped, beaten up, hurt, betrayed, and misunderstood. My life has been a living Hell, however, the second I made the choice to look at the good things instead of the bad, the quality of life DRASTICALLY improved. Although it took me being thrown in a behavioral center to realize my errors, I'm still very grateful that I was able to come to peace with myself and my life, shitty as it is. Life is meant to be hard, and that's what makes it life. Everyone has their struggles, addictions, etc., and you're not alone. These things are put in place to make you stronger, and also, remember that without the bad there would be no good. Everything can be perfectly in balance if you look past the bad and see the good, even if the good is small. Stay strong
Abuse...? Sorry I'm just shocked. Like my mom always abused me... she try to stab me, drown me, hit me, throw bottle at me..... and my dad and mom did break up.... and I do get bullied....... and when I always post a picture I get called cute... and then the all the kids in my school and say names... and I have a lost my dad at age of...7 or 6....I been locked up ..... I was 17 and I got out of there and I'm now 18...im still get misunderstood...I was in hell....but now I have made peeps happy now...and when I was 14 to 16 I was mean to everyone besting them up calling them names so I felt bad for doing that but I have said sorry and helped a lot of peps...
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ive been through the same exact things i know how you feel its been misery i recently attempted and almost succeded twice.. lifes not great if you want to talk im here
i feel you
Depressed and Gay Trust my I was raped by a family member,and my real father says he loves me by his actions don't they say mistake and i havent seen him in a year im 13 and wanting to die with a arm full of scars and burns.
Yeah. Here i am
Im dead inside. Remember that. I dont need therapy. I need a hug
I'm going to take all my shit, burn myself, and fly over to you to give you a warm hug because damn it everyone deserves a hug.
*hugs* I'm here for you babes, idk who you are but I'm sure you're an amazing person.
(Gives a warm hug that only the broken need) I needed one too so here..
We all need a hug, I don’t know you but I’d hug you for like 5 minuets straight because I really need one too
Emily Whitaker yup, nobody understands.
I'm tired
Thinking suicide
I'm not happy
Reck in life
Everyday is a disaster
Dead inside
Please stay,. Your loved
I hope there ok
I suppose you’re like me then
Hey, how are you really doing, how can I help if at all?
I’m fine
I-ignored
M-misunderstood
F-freaking out
I-in the wrong place
N-no one cares
E-empty
Actually your
F - Fun
I - Intelligent
N - Nice
E - Epic
I'm good at hiding my feelings from people, not even my therapist knows what I really am.
Ronzku same for me to
Now we know. Dumb b...
Ronzku exactly
Ronzku same
Ronzku same
I discovered this song when I was 15/16, and it was really relatable. I'm pushing 21 now, and it's still as relatable.
Thank you for commenting for me, because its so accurate right now.
:(
It never gets easier
I'm 18 and I'm falling back into depression like the world's against me
No matter what I do is never good enough
My life has just been going down hill since my mum's passing 9 years ago
Set In Stones . Ur saying it never gets better ? Damn might just 😕🔫
Being ignored by someone you love more than anything else can tear you apart so much so you feel sick in your heart and your stomach
can I ask a questionin the ending did she commit suicide because it said "she's now lost in time"
Yes, she did
Yes dis
@@angelvandemaat4462 thanks because I was wondering this too
Yeah
Yeah
roses are red
voilets are blue
sugar bowl's sweet
and so are you :)
but now the roses are dead
the voilets are wilted
the sugar bow's empty
and my wrists are stained red...
Askin Yasar 😭❤️
Holy fucking plot twist
Askin Yasar relate...100%
Askin Yasar I cant leave my bed
Even at night
The petals are falling
And now I’m dead
That didn't rhyme though
This song was played in my daughters funeral.......
I'm so so sorry for your loss. No mother ever should have to bury their child. Stay strong
i'm so sorry... that's obviously the worst thing that could ever happen to a mom... stay strong!
I was about to cry when I read this comment so sorry for u
I'm so sorry
Lover Girl sorry for your los ;~;
Reasons why you should stay alive.
1. We would miss you.
2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you.
3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow.
4. There's so much you would miss out on doing.
5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there.
6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself.
7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise.
8. You are amazing.
9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better.
10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead.
11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive.
12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die.
13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about.
14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me.
15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born.
16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died?
17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect.
18. Think about your favourite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again...
19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day
20. Listening to incredibly loud music
21. Being alive is just really good.
22. Not being alive is really bad.
23. Finding your soulmate.
24. Red pandas
25. Going to diners at three in the morning.
26. Really soft pillows.
27. Eating pizza in New York City.
28. Proving people wrong with your success.
29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life.
30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can.
31. Being able to help other people.
32. Bonfires.
33. Sitting on rooftops.
34. Seeing every single country in the world.
35. Going on roadtrips.
36. You might win the lottery someday.
37. Listening to music on a record player.
38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower.
39. Taking really cool pictures.
40. Literally meeting thousands of new people.
41. Hearing crazy stories.
42. Telling crazy stories.
43. Eating ice cream on a hot day.
44. More Harry Potter books could come out, you never know.
45. Travelling to another planet someday.
46. Having an underwater house.
47. Randomly running into your hero on the street.
48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel.
49. Trampolines.
50. Think about your favourite movie, you'll never watch it again.
51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke,
52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more.
53. People do care.
54. Treehouses
55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse
55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees
56. I don't even know you and I love you.
57. I don't even know you and I care about you.
58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness!
59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor.
60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS!
61. Starbucks.
62. Hugs.
63. Stargazing.
64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is.
65. You've changed somebody's life.
66. Now you could change the world.
67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you.
68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you.
69. You have the chance to save somebody's life.
70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things.
71. Making snow angels.
72. Making snowmen.
73. Snowball fights.
74. Life is what you make of it.
75. Everybody has a talent.
76. Laughing until you cry.
77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy.
78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist.
79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down
80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive.
81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero.
82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.
83. One day your smile will be real.
84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day.
85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds.
86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends.
87. Eating crazy food.
88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one.
89. Sleeping in all day.
90. Creating something you're proud of.
91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit
92. Being able to meet your Internet friends.
93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate
94. The new season of Sherlock
95. Cuddling under the stars.
96. Being stupid in public because you just can.
97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile?
98. being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years
99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this.
100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen
Thanks for the reasons. I needed to see or hear that 🙂
every time I listen to songs like these, I think about all the people that listened to these at one point…that really did end up ending it all.
Breaks my heart just thinking about it, so many lost souls that could have been guided with love. Poor souls that just needed to be told that they are worthy, that they are needed here….
i have no reason to be depressed but i just get depressed often i have everything.....just not friends
I'll be there if you need a friend. My fb is amidy Jackson
hey find me on Instagram i have the same problem my name is maisiesushi xxxx im here if you need me :)
im here if you need to talk my skype is Julia Snee and my Facebook is also Julia Snee
Thanks you are a true friend. You must have awesome friends and i know that they are lucky to have you. Nobody else would that espically not for me.
I've been raised in a family with nothing I've had to fight my way through life and have been committed 3 times I actually suffer from deppresion you just want attention
And you're right. Suicide is not the answer, guys. I know from experience. I nearly committed suicide three times, and three times I found reasons to keep going. You are always loved, even if you don't know it, and you always will be loved. I know this, because I will always love all of you. Don't do it guys... Please, in memory of all those that made the wrong choice, don't do it.
How did you fail three times
@@MLGRDR that's his buisness
@@MLGRDR they didn't fail, they won. killing yourself isn't the answer. if someone is strong enough to survive then they deserve all the love in the world
@@kaelin8775 no... she didnt win
It's easy to say when you have a happy life
it’s been 4 years
nothings changed
I'm sorry and I hope it gets better soon
My parents dont drink but I still relate to this. My father only saw me on weekends for 14 years, when he came back, he was a totally different person and this is hitting me hard
I'm fine😊 I'm fine with the fact that my dad left😊 I'm fine with my stepfather who i really love having Cancer😊 I'm fine with no one seeing how down I am😊 I'm fucking fine😊
olivia lovesyo I'm here for you
olivia lovesyo ❤️😭 I love yoou even though i don't know you, i'm here for ya❤️
olivia lovesyo no your not fine its okay to tell as. We are all here for you okay.
You understand me 😭😭😭😭
olivia lovesyo wow i'm sorry for u.
You see, although nearly everyone here (including me) is depressed and empty etc , I do appreciate how everyone here is there for each other. It’s like a mini community of people who understand each other and won’t judge one another for what they’ve been through. Unlike the other community of CZcams(any other video comments) where people throw hate at one another on the Internet. It just saddens me how the broken help one another but the strong brave ones bring people down.
If they are truly strog and brave they wont bring the other person down because they have no reason to. They would start a converation or discussion calm and collected. The fact that they aren't proves to me that they have issues themselves / feel personally attacked (even thoigh it wasnt meant that way) and instead of working on themselves they ignore it and take that negative energy out on somebody else. I wont say that strong and brave people will always understand you, everyone has some sort of issue but for me the difference lies in how they handle it and how compassionate and understanding they are towards different the struggles of other kind of people (but still remaining their boundaries). That is what a true strong person is to me. Compassiknate, kind, ready to get to know new things, calmly discussing them and challenging their own point of view. Welp anyways not really sure if i made sense of myself but i mean i tried
A few years ago, I found this song. I knew there was a deep meaning to this song but at the time, I couldn't relate to it. I was still a carefree and happy child back then. Now it's 2019. I'm 15 years old. Over the last couple of years, I've become more and more stressed and pressured by my dad and by school. I'm losing more and more sleep every night because of my growing depression and anxiety. I've lost so many friends because they were not as loyal as I thought they were. I feel betrayed and beaten and broken. Every day, I feel like I'm worthless and that everyone expects too much from me. I am overly self-critical and I have low self-esteem. I just talked to my mum about how I felt because I feel like she is the only one in the house that understands me. She went through a phase of depression herself before she had me so she knows what it's like. We are now trying to get counselling or therapy for me to see if it will help. So far, my mum is the only person that knows about how I really feel. My dad won't understand and I feel as though my brothers may be too young to hear about all of this. My mental health hasn't gotten so bad that I've started cutting myself, but there have been times when I've thought about it. I've never been more open about my feelings than I have now, and it's something that I'm still working on. I want to tell my teachers and my closest friends about it, but I'm worried about how they'll receive it. For now, until I get counselling, I just need someone to talk to or someone who can comfort me. If anyone is reading this, just know that we are all here for each other and that God loves us all. ❤❤
2020 . Literal depression, I think God every day i’ve came along way. I used to listen to this song all the time.
to whoever is reading this just know dark days are not forever you keep pushing, you are divine
*I* need help
*M* y life is pointless
*F* ailure
*I* nsecure
*N* ot good enough
*E* veryone hate me
Hello? I don't even know if you are still there, but if you see this then know this well: Your comment has been seen, your voice heard so to speak. The pointlessness is a lie, I plead with you not to believe it, and don't believe that everyone hates you either, will I have left this comment for nothing? I have left it with a purpose and a reason. The purpose? To encourage a person whose life is worth preserving, know that I mean what I am saying and if you get this, please leave a response, you have been seen.
I agree with you but I care for you
Same here I feel you
Cuddles my darling.
I care for you
New verse: "And I cry, every night. Trying to believe the lies, that i tell, to myself, 'cause I've never felt pain like this before." Scucide haunts my thoughts and everywhere I go people tell me to follow my dreams, then they say that my only dream is impossible. it's hard to live a constant lie.
Please don't let the empty bottle take your life you're here ok earth for a reason and someday someone will come and show that you aren't living a lie
I just don't know... I've already died inside. I'm just an empty bottle too.
Owl Phoenix - NO. YOU ARE NOT LIVING A LIE UNLESS YOU'VE DELUSIONED YOURSELF INTO BELIEVING YOU ARE WRONG. THE ONLY LIE YOU COULD EVER LIVE IS THE ONE WHERE YOU'RE NEVER HURT. THE ONE WHERE, WHEN YOU'RE ALL ALONE, AND THERE IS NO ONE ELSE AROUND, AND THE DARK PRESSES IN, YOU FEEL COMPLETELY FINE. DO NOT LIVE THAT ONE. YOU AREN'T, AND YOU WON'T. BECAUSE YOU ARE HUMAN AND HUMANS HURT. YOU ARE NOT A ROBOT.
IF YOUR 'LIVING A LIE' IS THE MASK THAT YOU MADE FOR YOURSELF, THINK ABOUT THIS:
HAVE YOU EVER TAKEN THAT MASK OFF AND CRIED? BECAUSE IF YOU HAVE, THE LIE IS NOT YOUR LIFE. IT'S WHAT EVERYBODY ELSE BELIEVES IS YOUR LIFE.
YOUR LIFE IS NOT A LIE. YOU ARE NOT A LIE.
AND I KNOW HOW IT FEELS, TRUST ME.
If you ever need to talk just because, find me on Wattpad. it's the same username as this one, so that won't be a problem.
I'll help you get through the hurricane.
Sad
“The walls weren’t thick enough to block out angry noses of the voices that once soother to sleep” that hit me like a bullet
this song makes me think about my toxic dad so..
heres to the girls who’s dad broke their heart before any other man could.
Another
Empty bottle
Takes a life.
This world IS cruel! Don't cha agree?
Yeah. Life is unkind. My closest friends don't even really care. They're too busy. Family is the same
I know.
Its crazy how much i can relate to this.
+Ready Set Rock Same
ikr
same
Me too. It's sickening what people or the world can do.
Nicole M. I get what people can go through but people these days are so cruel
You know it's bad AGAIN when you listening to this stuff and crying at 1:20 am
Sydney Clementshaw how bout 3:30am this is the time I'm textin
@@rickybillings2033 if 4:47 haven't sleep in a couple day
“I feel more alive in my own dreams”
That hit hard ..true
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet, call the suicide hotline and if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it ...
@@alexdaniel5641 I’m fine honestly. I don’t think I would ever because my kids make me think I couldn’t hurt them..and I love my family but my kids definitely stop me ..but listening to these types of songs help me deal with my emotions and what mental health feels like I feel like because I find it so hard to talk no one believes me when I do anyway so what’s the point there’s not much help out there and I’m 29 now x
When you can’t feel more alive in your own dreams because you can’t even have dreams.
_ NoriSki _ insomnia, isn’t it great.
_ NoriSki _ if you can't dream heres my Facebook if you want to talk about anything or just need someone to just listen and say nothing.. Anna-Simone M. Gaid
I don't have dreams, I have 40 years of waking nightmares. I do what I can to avoid sleeping most nights.
....same
I sleep to escape reality and its so sad ):
im going through all this music and listening to instruments and reading about peoples feelings and problems, and each song with the lyrics of a broken hearted kid trying to make it in a world where being broken hearted is natural, and they swim in their ocean of sorrow and linger for those who still have boats and hearts untouched.
but little do they know is that the ocean they swim in will be the only thing that holds the answers to their future or their fate, and it only matters on how hard you swim or how softly you float, Me, my name is johnnie, im 14 and im going to high school next year...
Im struggling to venture through my ocean, not only do i not know where my boat is taking me, but i have no sense of caring nor, knowledge on how to steer clear of the thunderstorms and sea monsters that dare to tear my boat to the sea floor, but i know how to swim, and i have what i need to learn how to control my boat and build it into a ship of many capabilities and strengths, i have my pirate crew of flaws and my mother for a captain and only the universe knows where im going but im taking everyone with me, and i want to ba able to take all of you broken hearted children with me, not to heal your broken hearts but to teach you that as long as you hold your love close and your imagination deep inside the hull of your boat, that you can forever be a child and be beautiful no matter what difficulty you have in noticing that if you had no flaws that you would have no sail to your boat.
But where are the children going?
dont they have a map?
let me tell you this reader...
All along, 'you' were the map,
your are your paradise,
YOU are the only thing that will guide your boat.
Now.
YOU are the only thing controlling you.
YOU are the only you on this spec of beautiful disaster.
YOU are the only person who can give up.
YOU are the only person who can listen to me, ME, YES 'me' the person you dont know, have no connection with and no feelings for, i ask you, reader to listen.
every word you say will be true
until someone doubts it
Every song you love will be meaningful, until somebody hates it
every opinion will be yours until someone disagrees with it
never count on anyone except you, because they are them and you are you
YOU are you
YOU are amazing
YOU have potential
YOU have a future
YOU have a reason
YOU have a heart, no matter how dark or shattered
YOU have millions of chances
YOU are beautiful
YOU are handsome
YOU are the next SOMEBODY
YOU are the next chapter in a history book
YOU are the next idol for a broken child
YOU are the next gypsy, pink cheeks, lover of someones life
YOU are the next fingerprint left on a door that has been covered in other fingerprints that have grasped the doornob for a
beautiful young lady or a kind elderly couple.
YOU are everything that only you can be.
Never forget me, because one day I, ME, YOU, and everyone will take a breath all at the same time and remember that no matter how suicidal, how stressed out, how ugly or loud, no matter how imperfectly a disaster you were, no matter if it now then or in the future, we will all smile and breathe out... And be thankful that you didnt fail, you've fallen, oh gosh of course you make mistakes, oh lord how much of a mistake you might think YOU are, but no matter how much you fail, its only YOUR choice to get back up, take a breath and smile and take life and teach it a lesson, make everyone that used to be above you and doubt you and break, beat, and overpower you, will look up at you, your above them now, and all the Negitive and terrible things they say will be like drops of water compared to the ocean you've made, and they will have nothing, they will be nothing because they didnt keep going, they stopped and sunk, they gave up, they didnt keep going and walking tall, and learning and sailing.
and you will notice that all those silly things that you said to yourself were the equivalent of them. nothing, they are nothing.
those empty words got them and you no where.
but the kind, positive meaningful lyrics of a song that filled you with emotion and helped you focus on what your question was.
Why?
why did i do that?
why did this happen to me?
what have i done?
what did i do?
why couldnt i:
why didn't i:
i should of:
maybe if:
could of
would of
should of
but you didn't
or maybe you did,
but i can tell you, that no matter how insignificant i am,
you are everything
tell yourself... to all your questions my lovely one....
YOU lived.
I lived.
Goodbye my sweet reader, and take to heart my words, and sail softly please, be careful and i love you ~ Johnnie
If you ever need to talk, about absolutely anything, my Instagram is johnnie_hasbeendead
I will talk about anything, and be a freind i hope you have an amazing voyage... 💕
Ocean Soul thank u so much
Ocean Soul thank you, thank you! I'm crying... I have drepression so, I might come to your Instagram.
We're the same age and have similar minds
Ocean Soul I'm thirteen and I have no one left. No loved one near. No passions. No desire to do anything. No soul left. All I do is live. No emotion left to give. What do I hold on to besides the words of " it gets better" that seem to be a plaster lie. What do I have left?
GirlestGamer sometimes it doesn't get better and sometimes there is nothing to hold on to but that doesn't mean you should let go. I myself know this as a fact. I've been through a lot. I've tried to let go but every time I smiled when a blade was grazing my skin I realized that sometimes you just have to hold on even when there is nothing to hold onto. You have to keep fighting for the people you love. You have to find your addiction that hurts but helps you cope.
This song hits hard. On replay.
Don't you all hate that you get so sad sometimes, you can't even cry...
Yeah
I cry everytime I listen to this song
sucks for you
satanswolfpack um lets not be a bitch thankss
lets start with you then :)
satanswolfpack Why don't you just fuck off? Both of those comments were unnecessary.
Your profile picture made me cringe so fucking hard though!
Here's my story I told my mom I had depression and I was cutting she just sent me to my dads then I lost more people and the blades got bigger and scars got more scattered one day I was walking home and some one was saying every thing to me and having a go making me feel bad about myself and there was a bridge all I remember was blackness and pain
I know how you feel amigo
It may feel like the end of the world but the only thing that can actually end the world is you even if it wont effect everyone its one less beautiful human. It may feel like you want it but you want the pain to go away and what's the point of trying so hard to get it to go away if you'll only feel pain. Heal, even if it takes an eternity when you die make sure your proud of who you are. And love conquers all you can't get rid of pain by damaging yourself it's not right. If you didn't want to fight you wouldn't of gotten the chance to. If god or whoever you believe in gave you this pain then they wanted you to fight it. Find the strength they also gave you, the depression wont go away embrace the beauty of pain, without it there would be no love. The best of wishes and hopes - your not so secret believer
I feel you 😕
+xtremepolar I will be ur friend....please? I need a friend too
XtremePolar What? You are thirteen. You should not be haveing, much less acting on, self-harm or suicidal thoughts. What your mother did was wrong. Depression is not something you should send away. It's something that must be addressed. Especially at your age. Your mother is the worst parent in the world for doing that. And don't think I'm assuming anything. I know what it's like to fall to depression. I, myself, am only fourteen, and I have had thoughts of self-harm. I have thought about dieing. I know I sound hypocritical right now. A random person who is barely older than yourself has had the same thoughts and is telling you to not have them. Well, let me put it this way. I'm not being hypocritical. I'm giving advice from past experience. I live with someone who suffers from chronic depression. He tried to poison himself with bleach. I have scratched myself hard enough to break skin and draw blood on purpose. I know what your going through. And I understand why you got worse. Someone with depression should be consoled and cared for with love, not shunned. You have your entire life ahead of you, and you can't spend it not trying to get out of that pit. I have my friends and family to keep me high in the clouds. So does that guy I live with. We all have that one thing that keeps us going, that makes life worth living. Mine is my pack (I've always seen some kind of wolf as my spirit animal). That guy's, his thunder (That's what a group of dragons is called. I've always seen him as a dragon). Find yours. Find that on thing that just makes your life go from hell to heaven. Focus on it. Let it be your very being, of you have to. Just find it, and once you do, never let out go. 'Cause after you do, out will become your life line. It happens real quick, too. If I lost all my pack today, I'd be dead tomorrow. And my pack only consists of my closest friends and family. And it keeps getting bigger. Look, the point is, find something that means a lot to you and use that as your life line. Shop that so you don't have to deal with this any more. Your mother is wrong. Butt you aren't. You just need some helpful advice. I hope this was it.
just remember people are here for you. You don’t need to worry bc I am here for you. 🥺😘
Can we please take a moment and appreciate this masterpiece
Sorry for bothering anyone, but if you want to read this you can.
When I was eight months old, my mother left me so it was just my dad and I. When I was four, we met a woman named Rae. She was my entire world along with my dad. When I was eight, they divorced and I was left with a broken family. I still got to visit Rae all the time though, until... I had just turned nine. She got married to one of her ex's that would call her a lot whenever she was married to my dad. She moved to Missouri, taking my dogs that my dad and I had befiore we met her. I would cry and cry for hours about that every night until I had turned ten. It was New Years when I met her. I finally got to meet my birth mom and her side of the family. She was never mad that I stayed in touch with Rae's sister and parents either. I thought she was just the most wonderful person I had ever met in the entire world. I loved her so much right then and I would do anything to get her back... Now here is the most recent.
I had my friend Kendal with me while I was visiting my mom since she said I could bring a friend anytime I wanted.
Kendal did not feel good so she did not want to eat. She told my mom that she felt like she was going to throw up that she could not eat so Audra (mom) told her she needed to eat or get her mom to pick her up when she lived an hour drive from mine and Kendal's houses.
Kendal told her again the same thing so Audra got mad at Kendal and told her to go outside and get her mom to pick her up she was gonna walk home.
The thing is that it was also the second night in a row spending the night and I was already missing my dad since he was always the only one there for me besides my grandparents.
I was only staying a second night because kendal was with me so I felt comfotable there but when she got told she had to leave I told mama I wanted to go home, could I call my dad and she was yelling at me that i was only leaving because my "rude friend" was leaving.
She told me to go call him and that I couldn't see her or talk to her again because I kept "breaking her heart" by going home.
Then it only got worse when Kendal and I were about to be brought home she walked outside and told me that "oh and your so called cousin is probably your brother. The reason me and your dad divorced was because he was sleeping with his sister, Erin." which is *not* true and then she walked inside as Kendal and I left with both of us crying at past 9:30 pm. Little did she know, I had been cutting since I was ten, whenever Rae left me. It only got worse from there. My dad has started yelling and screaming at me, telling me things like I need to help out more (when I clean the house a lot as well as dishes and laundry), that he wants to run away and never come out because of me. When I was nine, he told me he wished that he had a son instead of a daughter because of how "needy a little girl is". I keep track of everytime I make a mistake and for every mistake, I add a cut my one of my hips. I got 128 the other day but I have been clean for two days, it could be better, but it could also be worse. I am sorry for commenting about this. Other people have much worse problems than me but I just had to get this off my chest.
You're not bothering anyone! Thank you for sharing, that takes a lot of courage. Your problems do matter so please don't be sorry. I myself am going through a rough time, especially with my self-confidence, my looks (even though I look fine), and I feel like many things are my fault. A couple of my friends are having problems and are also depressed, but I do my best to be a light to them and help them even if I don't know how to help myself. I hope that after a year you've become at least a bit happier and I encourage you to be strong and find someone you can trust that you can talk to them about this. I'm so sorry that your dad feels (or felt) that way about you. You're (or you were) probably going through a really hard time. I couldn't imagine what it'd be like for my dad to think that way about me. I know my family loves me but it's always hard for me to see any of them in distress, especially if I felt it was because of me, at least partly. I know I wouldn't be able to fix your depression or anything but I hope it gives your courage to keep trying and not give up on life because there is beauty in many things and you need to find your way of happiness whether you have help or you go at it alone. Even if it takes time, it'll be so worth it. Stay strong. I'll do my best to remember and think of you and what courage you've shown in just this, what you may have thought as simple, comment on CZcams of all places. I've seen many comments like this where people share a brief summary of their lives but I know I'll always remember this. You're important to me if that counts for anything, even if I don't truly know you and the exact pains you have (or had). Just remember to surround yourself with those you trust, those who want to help you, encourage you, love you, etc.
can we all just take a moment to just... her voice is soo pretty
Yesss!
ikr
Ikr
No one deserves to go through anything like this, the song was absolutely beautiful, amazing, inspiring and so is the person reading this comment. Stay the beautiful person you are. ♥️♥️♥️
Just the perfect song posted right on my birthday 8 years ago when I needed it and I've been listening to this song for 8 years straight.... I can really related my life to this. Thanks for positing this!
sigh! the pain never ends!!
Until one day it does. ;-;
Giselle Heart I know how you feel
Giselle Heart it dose it just may take longer than you want it to😥
This song is like telling my life story.😭
Giselle Heart so true
"Cause she feels more alive in her own dreams..."
truuu
So true
I'm very tired of
My mother yelling
I'm tired of missing my brother
I'm tired of remembering
I'm tired of feeling empty
I want to die
I'm tired of feeling heartless
I'm tired of keeping secrets
And im tired if feeling so sad....
Ugh I remember a time when this song would have reminded me of my childhood.
I’m so grateful to not be in the mental headspace anymore. I’m a better me (well I try) everyday. That lyrics “and what’s the use to throw yourself at love, if in the end it never seems enough. To be able to get through all of life’s broken dreams.” That one got me.
ive literally watched this lyric video so many times, ive fallen in love with this song and its my new favourite
"I feel the need to hurt myself"
"I know your friend has depression, but you can't go down the same path."
"I want to die."
"We just have to give your friend support. You're strong, you know you will get through this."
Yeah alone, as always.
Your not alone I'm here for you. Ok
They care only when you're gone And pretend they were your best friend. I cry, i feel for those who feel the same way, i wish we could hold each other till it was alright.
I don’t hide my scars I hide my blade
I don’t hide my tears I hide my pain
I listen to you but I want u to listen to me
I seem happy but I’m sad
When I say I’m fine i lie
I felt that
This is the only song I can actually compare my life to...and go, “yep, that’s mine...that’s my life...” all that this song says...it is my broken childhood..
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Whenever you are down, play this tune. I made it-- I hope you find some joy in hearing my words-- Don't be so down. But don't worry-- doesn't mean it isnt alright, cause it's alright to feel depress and ill. We can't always have our heads high. We are no birds after all. Have a good one person!
Songs describe your life more than words...
I try to act but I can't.....so... hide and cry in the dark...and no one notice... Everything a touch just gets broken .... So I ... figured if I stay way... I won't hurt anyone... Don't try to bring back my happiness...it burns....please...
Just stay way from me....
a._.darksoul ._.mifua hey no I love you and here's my number 703-919-1538.... I can't stay away cuz I love you I don't have to know you but I know how u feel and I want to be there
a._.darksoul ._.mifua me too
Anna-Simone M. G. bless you. I have been reading multiple comments and I keep seeing you give away information like a phone number or email just to help others. Bless you.
Emily McLaughlin thank you
I may not know u but Ik how u feel cuz I've been through the same thing trust u are beautiful inside and out, don't listen to ppl listen to music❤️
I've been on my own since I was 14. not out of choice. I had to adopt my 2 year old brother to make sure he wasn't getting beat every day of his life and not getting rejected as I was. my childhood was cut short for him and I'll never regret it
Kaari Rood Wow you're really strong. Hang in there
Kaari Rood I understand u go
We love u
I'm here
Kaari Rood I'm so happy for you, not about the hole childhood being shot lived, but for you supporting your bro. this world needs more people like you, you made my day, and I'm glad you found your purpose.
Much Love. from me.
Anyone just a dead person walking every day
I can never find a song that fits me exactly but whenever I find sad songs I listen to them and think of lines that fit me and then I end up writing them and making them into a song a combination of all the songs that actually fit me in the end
I get up at 5:30 and walk to the river next to my house to meditate. I know it sounds strange but the silence and peace... It really helped me.
"oh but every single night another little bit of her dies inside..."
thats deep 😳
Thats me
+Thelonley Kitten me too
+Chloe Ragdoll
+The Lonely Kitten
Pleas don't keep trying to do it alone. Just reach out, and we (other decent humans) will catch you♥
You don't have to keep feeling this way.
troye is my hero too
6 years and this song still gets to me. Wow a lot has changed
Thank you for the beautiful song. You're probably the only one who understands how it feels to be in pain, losing my only friend that actually cared. Falling into depression, cutting my self and hurting my self, and everybody around me, doesn't even care, but it feels like you been through all these suppressions where you were, Harley noticed. Quite, thank you. You have made me turn away from suicide for ever in your debt -love Ericka
I'm very depressed but it seems like no one cares
Even though i don't know you, i care
it's hard man
Even tho I may not know you you are very beautiful
People say I look like a model but I don't believe
I do
I'm 13 and I have dealt with severe depression since I was 10 and I half been self harming myself. I don't like who I am and I seem to never be good enough for my mom. She yells at me for the tiniest mistake and it makes me weaker. The only way I can deal with the pain is cut my arms with a blade. I put on a fake smile and when everyone in my home is asleep, I cry and unwind myself. I rarely sleep because I have Insomnia. But she won't take me to see a therapist or anything...
lol ur depressed bc ur mum yells at u tf try me my mum is latina bih
Heccin' weeb just stfu if you are gonna put down someone that you hardly know then just shut up. And it's funny because your name on here is heccin' weeb. You have the word weeb in your name so I wouldn't even open your dam mouth if you don't have nice shit to say.
Clover Jackie i feel the same way....
Clover Jackie i'm 13 too and already dealing with shit
Life sucks the world sucks but you know what doesn't suck.....you. You will survive . Just know your not alone at war
hi, to anyone who is reading this. i just want to say ‘you’re amazing and cherish every moment you have’ ❤️ you’re such a beautiful being and im telling you to not give up easily! As long as you have the will to keep going, nothing can stop you! I, myself have been dealing with mental health issue for the past 10 years and also diagnosed 2 years ago. I’ve been better and worse. I’m at the worst of everything and i feel that every walls are closing on me and im stuck here forever. But, together. We can all be out of this loop, this negative cycle. It will be a hard one, but i believe with a good support system OR EVEN JUST YOURSELF, you can do it! Believe and focus on it! I’ll be here if anyone needs someone to talk to ❤️
Please guys, you can get through this, you’re so much stronger than you think. I believe in you.❤️
I dont understand why I've been depressed since I was maybe 13. I have friends, an amazing bf and nice family. I'm 19 i have a good job I'm just depressed. I don't know why. I've been trying multiple anti depressants and they work for a little then they stop. I don't understand.
do u feel like theres somthing missing , or are u stressed out by anything?
some people aren´t strong enough for this world. your soul isn´t happy. maybe your soul feels desire to something. i don´t know, but i hope you find your part in this world and i hope you will be happy. take care of yourself. :) (sorry for my english)
Happy Trees keep it going
(I understand this was six months but still) The thing with depression is you can have everything in the world and still feel depressed. Depression doesn't care if you have an amazing life with people that care so much. But remember, it gets better. You've probably heard it a million times but it does get better it may take months or years but it eventually does. Stay strong.
[i know this was 10 months ago, just wanna say, I hope you’re doing okay.]
Depression is always with you, you may not know it but you’ve most likely had it since you were born. It feeds off of every little bit of sadness and stress and morphs into that feeling of, well, depression. Anti-depressants don’t help you. At all. It just unbalances your brain and forces you to be happy. It will eventually wear off and you’ll go back to being depressed. No matter what people say, I’m sorry but it never truly gets better. You just bury the feelings so deep that it doesn’t phase you until something goes wrong. If you have a terrible break up, depression is there to make it worse. Lose your job? It’s just gonna dig itself up and make you miserable. Im sorry to say that depression sticks with you through life, even if you don’t realize it’s there. And it’s often the reason most people commit suicide, even though there are other reasons, they just can’t handle it along with everything they’re going through.
My bff just leave me.. my grandmother is very sick.. my dad is far away and he don't care about me.. my mom works all the day but she can't buy me all the things I need.. I was bullied in school.. everyone hates me.. I just don't want live anymore.. ❤
sinduc xoxo u got a snap I would be more than happy to talk or listen I know the felling so if u want to just get everything off ur chest add me @caylah.awesome on snapchat
God put yourself here for a reason
I just want to say, there is always at least someone who cares about you. And there are plenty who care about you ;~; I hope you get better 💚💚
You do this to get attention!
You've never the real stuff!
I've tried suicide 18 times......I'm still unsucsesful
@@amethyst2457
Why do u think its for attention? I just wanna know because ur kinda doing the same thing.
forever wishing the 13 year old who listened this will one day feel differently. 23 now, still wishing.
Who could possibly dislike this, it has such a strong message and could have possibly saved a life?
I know
my depression is spiking im in a hospital now because of it I rather be dead then here now I have cps ivolved and I cant go home now
yes please
ill email you when I get out of the hospital
if you need I have a Snapchat and Skype id love to talk to you, my skype is Rarityorphenomenon and my Snapchat is makayla401 just say your from this video if you message me on either , I wish for the best
Desiree Richard email me rather at e.coles2015@icloud.com or emilyc9229@gmail.com if you need to talk and add me on Skype it's just Emily Coles I live in Canada and my profile pic is Shana from shakugan no Shana ok only if you want no pressure
I have depression, anxiety, bulimia, and so much more wrong. my family just makes it worse by threatening to send me to the pavilion...
"And she lies, tonight, underneath the caving roof. And she cries tonight, wondering what she can do." Oh look
It's me in a song. ((I'm here cause I'm trying to help friends with depression, not my own problems))
thats sooo sad stay strong
I with ya it's hard to fight this stuff but all u can do is hold your head up high and superman punch anything bad things life throws your way hang in there because your not alone
That's what I do for them. I'm their immovable object, always there, always safe. Thanks for your good wishes.
same im just laying down..breaking down...
same here. This song is so me
I relate to this song.. I’m 17 and I’ve suffered with severe depression and anxiety for a long time. I used to self harm a lot, I used to attempt suicide, and I still have thoughts about it. I’ve been bullied several times. Sometimes I feel like I’m alone but I know I’m not. Sometimes I feel like I should just end it because I feel like I don’t belong here anymore.. I’m tired of being treated like crap by people and I’m sick of being bullied and all the stuff I’ve gone through. I’m sick of this pain :(
The pain never goes away it stays with you FOREVER !!
"this world is so cruel" this is very true. what people don't realize is that their words can be hurtful, action are destructive, and sometimes when you think being a bit mean is fine you kind of have to ask yourself just how much a bit is and that there could be something going on in there lives already. one careless comment, one misunderstood action, and perhaps you wont ever see that person ever again because you killed him/her
I’ve thought about it but then I always found reasons to keep goin🥺😔
Kia Sanford404 You must be a very strong and beautiful person ❤️
Stephanie Lin thank you🥺
Will the world be better off without me? I wonder what I could do for anyone. I cry every night cause I'm "ugly" No one understands, no one ever will.
people may not understand what your going threw your probably beautiful just cuz some ppl think your ugly doesn't mean other people don't think your beautiful I care were here for a reason life gets better
you are beautiful*
+Fabulous cheetah I was about to comment what do you mean dont think your beautiful?
phak dude I meant exactly what I said.
Non-existent Mist you are! but I was referring to fabulous cheetahs comment before I saw the correction
This song gives us tears,memories and it must be sad to live a life like this. Just remember, *you are more than you think you are*
*you are special* *nothings gonna stop you from dreaming* everyone loves someone,even a stranger might love about how kind,helpful and amazing you are!
Just have a great day,afternoon or night ❤️❤️❤️❤️💗💗💗💗💗💛💛💛💛💛💚💚💚💚💚💙💙💙💙💙💜💜💜💜
Ive always battled with depression, i thought i survived the worse, 8 years later I'm a mom for the third time, now instead of celebrating, i have post partum. It's the most painful, and empty feeling. I've told so many ppl trying desperately to have someone to listen, but ppl nowadays listen to much with their ears and less with their heart and keep stepping. This hit home...
ATTENTION. You, yes you. The beautiful person reading this! You are amazing. I may not know your name but, I know you are BEAUTIFUL, and that you are AMAZING, you are SMART , you are STRONG, you are WORTH IT, but above all you are PERFECT!!! So many people love you and they care about you! I care about you!!! Even if you dont think you are loved there will always be one person who absolutely adores you!
Danika Deweers thanks for making my day😊❤
Thank you, for making me feel better today. ^-^ thank you for caring.
I really needed to hear this. Thank you so, so much!
No one is perfect but that is a good thing. It's what makes you unique.
That's the first thing to make me smile all day, thank you!
Wow. Her voice. And the lyrics.. This is truly heart wrenching..
This reminds me of when my parents used to get drunk every night it makes me remember the way I felt when I heard them fighting I could hear the pain in their voices...Then I would hear the police sirens...then I would wake up from another sleepless night and wait for a sorry wait for a are you okay but I never got one they never remembered the pain they caused me.....but I do💔
There's beauty in everyone, if you're struggling, don't forget that there are wonderful things waiting for you here.