Whatever you go through you are not alone. You are worth the life you live.and I hope you see that someone, even someone you don't know cares enough to say that,and it gives you the courage to keep fighting
This describes me. I had friends, I let my walls down, and everything just fell apart because of it. I'm shutting the world out, shutting everyone out. Nobody, just me.
That happened to me. I have trust issues and an anxiety disorder. I hardly speak to people an isolate myself. When I finally spoke to people they spoke back for a while then took the shit out of me for being an "emo fag" so it fucking sucks. I get it
Please stay strong all of you who are still cutting. I used to cut. I stopped for almost a year and then relapsed., but I haven't done it since. The scary thing is that no one ever knows when they are truly done cutting, anyone who has cut can relapse at any time. One thing that helped me stop, that might help you stop is: I keep my razors and cutting instruments in my cabinet in my bathroom, I stuck a sign on it that says "I'm proud of you." Now whenever I start having those thoughts and feelings I try to shut them out but as we all know it gets to the point where you can't and they become out of control. So that is when I head to my bathroom and when i'm opening the cabinet door I see that note, and it makes me think again. I am never proud of myself when I cut. This has helped me, it might help you if you really want to stop. I haven't relapsed in about six and a half months, also I don't even really crave it anymore. Whenever you are feeling the need to cut, remember that if nothing else I LOVE YOU! Please stay strong loves, you are all beautiful/ handsome in my eyes, no matter what anyone tells you. You are all beautiful little angels and do not let anyone tell you otherwise!
I don't cut, but still - my feelings and love goes out to everyone here. I have a friend who cuts though, and she is pushing to the edge of suicide. I will make sure to tell her about you, and what you said. She introduced me to this music and since, she has made progress, but has relapsed since then as well. Stop cutting, but don't stop loving... :')
Don't do it. It isn't worth it. Idk what your going through but you have made it this far. Youve gone to far to just throw it away now. You got this. I believe in you. Prove the stupid people wrong. Prove yourself wrong. Idk who you are but i love you.
I know it doesn't feel like the pain will go away and there is nothing you can say that will ease the pain. I to felt that way, it felt like I couldn't breathe and wanted to exclude Myself from this World. I know you probably heard it a million times, but hang in there, there is a right time for everything and Your time will come when you least expect it. I'm sorry for your pain and will keep you in my Prayers.
i hate my life, i hate me, i hate to live on this earth, i have cut me.. but i'm clean since 2 years... i still want to cut me but i stay strong To everyone who is clean from cutting stay strong
please don't hate, for hating only has the capabilities of bringing things similar to it into your life i know it may be hard but try to love everything you can, trust me doing this will make problems seem to fix themselves please believe me iv'e experienced this first hand.
Its always the people with the "big hearts" that get f*cked up the most... Me being one of them. I used to be so happy... So care free... I had the most beautiful person I had ever seen to be my girlfriend.... I had friends... And it was that moment, where it all came tumbling down, quick as it came. I helped her to quit & get through her cutting, and her depression... Only to gain it ten-fold. I lost my friends... I went from being the loud, kinda middle-class kid that everybody liked, to the quiet, isolated kid who always sits alone, with nobody to talk to. My "friends" began ignoring me, talking over me... And eventually, completely left me. And with that, I became even more depressed. I started cutting. Because I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all. I'm not commenting for your pity. No. Do not portray this falsely. I don't need your pity. I don't *WANT* your pity. I need help. I've tried therapy, and its only helped little to none. I want to rid this pain of mine, as I've done for my...... Well.. (Not anymore) girlfriend... I keep going back, I keep trying to talk, to feel what I thought was never real. Only to find that what I thought wasn't real, really wasn't. I can't seem to ever learn from my mistakes, to forget about all that made me this. Time after time, again & again. Broken. Broken. Broken once more. Without relent. Its like a state of delirium has befallen me, where I become "okay" and I try to get myself together, but it seems I cannot even begin to think about relying on myself anymore. And when I snap out of it, here I am, somehow, even more messed up than to begin with. Please... O random Internet person, if you made it thus far, I ask advice of you. I need help. Please.... Please... Help... Me.
Even I have fallen into this deep pit with you my friend and trust me it won't get better quickly but over time it might, but what I've learned is to be cautious of those around me and pick people to create this very close friend group and I have had a gf before and she soon dumped me for a random guy I've never known or heard of within like 2 months we've been together. I understand what you are trying to say and I just wanted to let you know that there are times where we will downfall and those times we may rise above others and love is one of those kind of things sadly. Just know you aren't the only one and there are plenty of people on this earth to make a few friends out of and for those people who keep ignoring you and your mentality issues **** them and move on, obviously they aren't worth your time to talk to and only there to make a fool out of you by stabbing you in your back, but please keep your head up sir
I know the feeling completely. I seem to always get myself in situations with people who I feel like are good for me to always end up in this continuous cycle of my heart getting broken. And it’s genuinely hard for me to open up and trust people because I have had my trust broken so many times in the past. And it really makes me wonder if there is something wrong with me for continuing this cycle over and over again.
Literally all that helps me when I'm feeling depressed and suicidal is listening to music and juggling. Try to find something that you really enjoy. Think back to when you were a kid. What brought you lots of happiness. Maybe try doing that thing again, and not worrying about how society will react to you doing that thing. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you. Wish I could give you a hug.
Im happy to see that i am not the only one that has felt pain. Its not fun going through day after day being looked down upon pushed around and completely ignored even by the people you thought were friends.
i feel the same bro... but you have to accept it and live with that or show initiative and try to get new people around you, try to get new friends. But live your live and especially for you and that you want to reach. I know thats difficult and easy to say, i think the same, but i decided to not live such a life being placed in the storeroom by this fucking society.
Lost a great friend to suicide because he was bullied and beat up I protected him as much as I could and he's just gone 😔I feel it's all my fault we were friends for 10 years
Praying for all of you struggling. I'm 64 yrs. old & almost half of my life I was trying to kill the pain I felt. Life is worth living no matter what you're dealing with. I Love You All !
I'm going to choose not to talk about my depression or cutting because I don't want anyones pity. I just want to be better. Why can't I just feel better?
In your heart you just want peace for once and i think that goes for everybody here i feel where you're Coming from It may be hard to find it in this world of chaos but theres always a way out besides hurting yourself. Ive come to the point where people think im crazy cause i talk to myself sometimes and im not afraid to admit that. I mean nobody knows you better than yourself. I Thought of letting myself sleep for a long time and live in fiction than reality. What i can tell you is obtain a drive and pursue a dream of feeling at peace doing what you love and actually feeling better
It’s hard. It’s so much easier to help others when you don’t even know how to help yourself. And I understand why you wouldn’t want to have anyone pity you for expressing your feelings because the fear that you might be seen as pathetic or weak.
@@kristinemissyIt took a long time for me to understand my softness wasn't weakness. Things got a lot harder after this point in my life but damn, did living just taste that much sweeter. I am so in love with every day I wake up and so endlessly grateful I decided to live for something better.
pure talent, enjoy being yourself, some smile empty soul songs are sad but ultimately he is explaining the triumph of living for yourself first. This and Incubus motivated me to make music.
I don't need help to stop cutting.What I need is a friend.Someone that will stay with me even if I'm depression,and bipolar.Not a friend that pity me and say every things going to be all right because you don't know that for sure.All I'm asking for is a FRIEND!!!!!!!
I know right? Maybe we can be friends if you want.will it's up to you because you don't know me like that so you should think about it.My name is Ashley by the way.What's yours?
I am just full of self pity. Something about this song keeps making me come back to it. I love it. I am sick of the endless day's that I have spent trying to make a relationship work and the end result is still the same, failure. I try to improve myself end result, failure. I'm fucking sick and tired of the fact that I keep beating myself up about it. Something makes me cary on. I must love getting hurt. Because, my hope's are tattered dreams.
the reason i use to cut was because i blamed myself for things. i would cut and it was never enough i felt like i had to pay a price for the things i did and dint do. life is something you have to hold on to. you have to love you're body.. i realized people mean everything.. and when you don't really have them anymore you realized what you could have done.
betrayal is human nature, so is forgiveness. its hard to let go, but we must this song reminds you how painful and difficult that process is. 1 of my fav emotion songs.
Wow such a underrated song with such heart and emotion the singing is perfect here love the guitar melody is so sad with the vocals so simple but emotional amazing
I truly hate my life sometimes...I try so hard to be happy for my mother..and try to help her the best I can..i feel like I can never make her happy..i always mess up..i found relief in a knife.. I tried to hide my feelings but for about a month now everythings been getting worse..and these songs are the only thing keeping me here. music is my escape.
i am so sick of feeling alone and of everyone I know leaving me. I am so sick of being judged. yes I cut, so what? its not a bad thing nor an attention thing, its to make me feel the pain outside and even the pain out rather than just feeling it inside. i have no friends cause everyone leaves. :'(
***** yup force that smile just to make everyone else happy and not judge you, I know that oh to well. I have tried to stop, but I can't. I don't want to either, its a way for me to feel, to even out the pain. everything. I can't stop. :'(
Maybe I just dont deserve to be loved..... :'( I'm tired of being lied to and getting hurt.... :'( I just wish someone could be there for me..... I'm falling apart.... :'(
Hi Jacob I'm there for you! No need to fall apart, you are loved! I am always here and up for talking if you like? Do you have kik or skype or anything?
Aww.. don't say that. For you out there there's a special woman, just for you. Hey.. look i have still to wait too. If I can wait you can sure too. And if you get a breakup this girl wasen't the girl you should have know.. let me tell you: Out there are so many ppl. There's the one person too. It is over 8 mrd. ppl on the world. And there is she too. Believe me.
I wanna cut out my heart bc I still cry over my ex bf and that was last year and I'm still crying over someone who is long gone and doesn't even care or know me anymore
Its been 3 years for me and I still can't get over it. I even had another girlfriend since then and even though I loved her with my everything, after it ended I realized I'd never get over the girl before her.
Poem I wrote just now, in about 5 or so minutes, this song as well as all of us gathering as one prominent entity inspired me. FOR YOU ALL: Why don’t you smile empty soul? With your immersive hole? Why don’t you cry for my support? I will be here for your rapport Cut the skin and let me see The pain of its degree Let me feel the scar that is sealed Do not hide, leaving it concealed For emergence will let it be revealed And I will be it sure it is healed
No matter what you're dealing with, it gets better. I promise. Don't give up, you have something beautiful to offer this world. Please stay strong. I love you.
It's weird that so many of the comments are about cutting and self-harming. The song is about someone who went through a horrible break-up. All the "cut out" and "knife" stuff in the song is completely metaphorical, and is more about removing all memory of the ex and feelings for her. How do I know? a) the song is written for an ex, a someone, not as a soul song b) The singer is old enough to not be caught up in teenage angst c) Teens cut because they are depressed due to society's pressure to fit in and BE something. When you feel invisible, or even wronged, it is easy to fall into a vicious cycle of self-harm due to unreasonable feelings of worthlessness or shame. I've been there. Trust me. I've been invisible all through my middle school and high school years, but I never went as far as to hurt myself. I fear pain, and I realized it really isn't worth it. It benefits you NONE. It's just an escape, same as drugs, porn, and alcohol.
*hugs* That was beautiful, man. That felt good to read and even made me cry a little, since I've bottled a lot of crap up from the past and really have no other outlet than music. :')
I know your tricks, I know your lies. Yet I fall for it every time. Congratulations, you took a once happy, full of energy, positive girl, and killed her, leaving only your puppet in her body. I'm scared I'll never fully be able to escape you. Everything you say is a lie, if you were really "sorry" YOU WOULDN'T HURT ME! I'm too weak to ever kill the part of me that loves you. Congrats... I'm forever trapped in your games..
It's sad how we think we find the right one for us, but then they turn around and let you down... At least, that's how I feel... This song speaks to me...
i remember being around age 10, listening to this song.. being hurt & struggling with self harm. Here i am 5 years later in the same spot, but more mature & self aware.
It is hard, I know. Time will help man. Try to channel your pain into something positive. Get fucking ripped or achieve greatness. How are you feeling now, a month down the line?
This song is good. I've been cutting for a long time and im trying to stop but its hard to do that. I'm alone doing this on my own. Been suicidal for a long time to. :-( but no one cares about me. I'm not important.
Sweetie you are important to me and I'm sure there are people who care about you. I don't even know you but I want to help. My best friend was clean for 3 yrs and she started again a few weeks ago, I'm going with her every week to the doctors and if you need anybody to talk just message me Hun. I'll be there. Xxx
Estera Valaityte I'm not one to put all my pain and burden on other people. It's mine to bear alone. I don't want to trouble you or anybody. I don't open up to people, I keep things in. I don't let people in because im afraid they'll leave so I push everyone away including my family.
I admire you..you asked for help, you took that step towards a brighter day. You're TRYING, you know? You're astonishingly strong because you decided you wanted to live, you're life is precious, cherish it. I idolize you. You saved others by choosing to save yourself. Storms pass. And if the storm doesn't pass learn to dance in the rain.Another person other than me said their rooting for you to beat what's going on in your life..so am I. I'm here, I heard you, I believe in you. Keep fighting.
Her..: "You always assume.. about everything.. God fucken damn.. You always bring my life through hell.. I cannot take the stress of you anymore..." Me..: "Here's my heart.. take it.. I don't need it anymore.. You already bled it dry.."
1 of the best songs ever to let out the pain and emotion bundled up inside that we can get sometimes. Sad but yet at the same time this song can be a life saver.
This song describes my expiriences so well. I almost gave up many times, but music has helped me through. Break ups and arguments used to fill my life, but I think I have found love again. Thank you for reading.
from someone recently betrayed by two of my closest and oldest friends, I want all of you that were just betrayed that the person willing to do that to you was never a true friend.
It's really no ones business but mine if I cut. If they act horrible and make me have nightmares about that one night then that's their fault. Haha leave me alone, world.
I have been listening to this band for years now. Just one quote from this song, is worth a million words... and this song has amazing lyrics... So It's worth even more than that... SES
Hey I am 11 and I am cutting but it isn't that bad when you do it a lot it doesn't hurt that much.I'm in therapy for trying to commit suicide but therapy helps you a lot
+Deziray Krause Well I haven't told any of my family and they r Christians so they would think it's demon or spirit and what's worse is that they shove down your throat and it's way too much pressure
This world indeed needs hope. I just wish I could help everyone out, but I'm only one person, it burdens me in my heart to go through these comments and see so many people hurting. Not only are they hurting but it seems like they've gone unheard about how they feel...
I'm sitting here, shaking, hearing voices in my head, screaming at me. I can't think, my whole body is trembling. The only girl I've ever loved might be falling for my brother, my school is canceling the music program, which basically was my life, and I can't even talk to the people I love. This song gives me so many emotions, my brain has stopped working. This song is the rope I'm using to hold me here.
Have you ever actually woke up in tears from a nightmare?Literally?
DeAnne Swinehart yep
Yeah
Unfortionately
I've woke up screaming and crying from a nightmare a lot of times
I wake up crying to this nightmare
It's been a long time since I've listened to this kind of music. I'm fighting against Demons right now. Praise life!
Whatever you go through you are not alone. You are worth the life you live.and I hope you see that someone, even someone you don't know cares enough to say that,and it gives you the courage to keep fighting
@@Vulperium4eva hey thanks ✌️,
We gotta keep on trucking in this life!
not me im ready to give in. hopefully this is my last christmas. wish me courage to not chicken out
@@kunjunction1 Don't
Is it just me or is this the most under rated band ever
correct
It's just you.
@@bobanderson577 nah they right
i can agree w you, bro
Definitely just you
This describes me. I had friends, I let my walls down, and everything just fell apart because of it. I'm shutting the world out, shutting everyone out. Nobody, just me.
Your not alone😭😓
That happened to me. I have trust issues and an anxiety disorder. I hardly speak to people an isolate myself. When I finally spoke to people they spoke back for a while then took the shit out of me for being an "emo fag" so it fucking sucks. I get it
I dont really hang out with people either and i have people who helped me get more social im grateful for those people
same
+Kaitlan Hicks Same here.. I wasn't overly social tho, not at all. But I had friends yes. And now.. I'm just questioning my existence..
Im scared to to trust again and love again.
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I'm scared. What if my crush have a gf? I'll start to cut again
Aliffa Amzelina Risty Boru Lubis Lina don't cut please people need you x
i have to forget about my ex gf and its been awhile now fuck
Corey Kuefler - ter Weeme I agree same
Please stay strong all of you who are still cutting. I used to cut. I stopped for almost a year and then relapsed., but I haven't done it since. The scary thing is that no one ever knows when they are truly done cutting, anyone who has cut can relapse at any time. One thing that helped me stop, that might help you stop is: I keep my razors and cutting instruments in my cabinet in my bathroom, I stuck a sign on it that says "I'm proud of you." Now whenever I start having those thoughts and feelings I try to shut them out but as we all know it gets to the point where you can't and they become out of control. So that is when I head to my bathroom and when i'm opening the cabinet door I see that note, and it makes me think again. I am never proud of myself when I cut. This has helped me, it might help you if you really want to stop. I haven't relapsed in about six and a half months, also I don't even really crave it anymore. Whenever you are feeling the need to cut, remember that if nothing else I LOVE YOU! Please stay strong loves, you are all beautiful/ handsome in my eyes, no matter what anyone tells you. You are all beautiful little angels and do not let anyone tell you otherwise!
I don't cut, but still - my feelings and love goes out to everyone here. I have a friend who cuts though, and she is pushing to the edge of suicide. I will make sure to tell her about you, and what you said. She introduced me to this music and since, she has made progress, but has relapsed since then as well. Stop cutting, but don't stop loving... :')
well i'm here for anyone who needs me!
Thank you. :')
you're very welcome!
:') ...
Don't do it. It isn't worth it. Idk what your going through but you have made it this far. Youve gone to far to just throw it away now. You got this. I believe in you. Prove the stupid people wrong. Prove yourself wrong. Idk who you are but i love you.
“I can’t believe the way you took me down, I never saw the pain “
“The hate and the fear, the nightmares that wake me up in tears”
so many years...... and I'm still here........ :'( I don't want to ever love again..... I'm tired of getting more and more broken.....
Repent and trust Jesus. Be reconciled to God by faith through Jesus Christ. Jesus Christ heals.
agreed
Jacob Doss agreed... i want to die
Jacob Doss it's hard to stop loving someone
I know it doesn't feel like the pain will go away and there is nothing you can say that will ease the pain. I to felt that way, it felt like I couldn't breathe and wanted to exclude Myself from this World. I know you probably heard it a million times, but hang in there, there is a right time for everything and Your time will come when you least expect it. I'm sorry for your pain and will keep you in my Prayers.
They were so underrated. This is literally such a beautiful song.
This song describes me...people call me a attention whore..but some people cheer me up..I'm thankful for those people..thank you :)
You're welcome. We need more people to cheer others up instead of pushing them down.
SRtheGamer that is exactly what I go through as well, it's good to know someone understands
i hate my life, i hate me, i hate to live on this earth, i have cut me.. but i'm clean since 2 years... i still want to cut me but i stay strong
To everyone who is clean from cutting stay strong
I can relateso much, but I've only been clean 1.5 months, but thats good for me
please don't hate, for hating only has the capabilities of bringing things similar to it into your life i know it may be hard but try to love everything you can, trust me doing this will make problems seem to fix themselves please believe me iv'e experienced this first hand.
Cara Jean Woodman
I know honey :( , for me to
its hard to stay strong sometimes...
ThebloodyRoses how do you stop ?
Its always the people with the "big hearts" that get f*cked up the most... Me being one of them. I used to be so happy... So care free... I had the most beautiful person I had ever seen to be my girlfriend.... I had friends... And it was that moment, where it all came tumbling down, quick as it came. I helped her to quit & get through her cutting, and her depression... Only to gain it ten-fold. I lost my friends... I went from being the loud, kinda middle-class kid that everybody liked, to the quiet, isolated kid who always sits alone, with nobody to talk to. My "friends" began ignoring me, talking over me... And eventually, completely left me. And with that, I became even more depressed. I started cutting. Because I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all. I'm not commenting for your pity. No. Do not portray this falsely. I don't need your pity. I don't *WANT* your pity. I need help. I've tried therapy, and its only helped little to none. I want to rid this pain of mine, as I've done for my...... Well.. (Not anymore) girlfriend... I keep going back, I keep trying to talk, to feel what I thought was never real. Only to find that what I thought wasn't real, really wasn't. I can't seem to ever learn from my mistakes, to forget about all that made me this. Time after time, again & again. Broken. Broken. Broken once more. Without relent. Its like a state of delirium has befallen me, where I become "okay" and I try to get myself together, but it seems I cannot even begin to think about relying on myself anymore. And when I snap out of it, here I am, somehow, even more messed up than to begin with. Please... O random Internet person, if you made it thus far, I ask advice of you. I need help. Please.... Please... Help... Me.
Even I have fallen into this deep pit with you my friend and trust me it won't get better quickly but over time it might, but what I've learned is to be cautious of those around me and pick people to create this very close friend group and I have had a gf before and she soon dumped me for a random guy I've never known or heard of within like 2 months we've been together. I understand what you are trying to say and I just wanted to let you know that there are times where we will downfall and those times we may rise above others and love is one of those kind of things sadly. Just know you aren't the only one and there are plenty of people on this earth to make a few friends out of and for those people who keep ignoring you and your mentality issues **** them and move on, obviously they aren't worth your time to talk to and only there to make a fool out of you by stabbing you in your back, but please keep your head up sir
Hoping this got better for you. I'm still waiting...
I know the feeling completely. I seem to always get myself in situations with people who I feel like are good for me to always end up in this continuous cycle of my heart getting broken. And it’s genuinely hard for me to open up and trust people because I have had my trust broken so many times in the past. And it really makes me wonder if there is something wrong with me for continuing this cycle over and over again.
Hey I hope you're doing alright
Literally all that helps me when I'm feeling depressed and suicidal is listening to music and juggling. Try to find something that you really enjoy. Think back to when you were a kid. What brought you lots of happiness. Maybe try doing that thing again, and not worrying about how society will react to you doing that thing. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you. Wish I could give you a hug.
Im happy to see that i am not the only one that has felt pain. Its not fun going through day after day being looked down upon pushed around and completely ignored even by the people you thought were friends.
i feel the same bro...
but you have to accept it and live with that or show initiative and try to get new people around you, try to get new friends. But live your live and especially for you and that you want to reach. I know thats difficult and easy to say, i think the same, but i decided to not live such a life being placed in the storeroom by this fucking society.
Probably one of the best post-grunge bands
Austin Bruner it’s emo but you have a point
@@jessietherat1691 no it's not bro
I always think this is post punk. But grunge and emo presence too. Maybe it multi genre?
whatever the genre they're in they make good music!
No way grunge! Deffo emo rock. Grunge are smashing pumpkins, nirvana etc. This is in the category of MCR etc. All awesome genres and bands ❤❤❤
Lost a great friend to suicide because he was bullied and beat up I protected him as much as I could and he's just gone 😔I feel it's all my fault we were friends for 10 years
Majin Vegeta condolences. I know the pain. I've lost a number of people who were close to me to such...
It's not your fault in the end he knew U cared an him don't blame yourself
It’s not your fault. You were there for your friend you love your friend. It’s not your fault at all.
Praying for all of you struggling. I'm 64 yrs. old & almost half of my life I was trying to kill the pain I felt. Life is worth living no matter what you're dealing with. I Love You All !
Hope youre doin well Diane
I'm going to choose not to talk about my depression or cutting because I don't want anyones pity. I just want to be better. Why can't I just feel better?
In your heart you just want peace for once and i think that goes for everybody here i feel where you're Coming from It may be hard to find it in this world of chaos but theres always a way out besides hurting yourself. Ive come to the point where people think im crazy cause i talk to myself sometimes and im not afraid to admit that. I mean nobody knows you better than yourself. I Thought of letting myself sleep for a long time and live in fiction than reality. What i can tell you is obtain a drive and pursue a dream of feeling at peace doing what you love and actually feeling better
It’s hard. It’s so much easier to help others when you don’t even know how to help yourself. And I understand why you wouldn’t want to have anyone pity you for expressing your feelings because the fear that you might be seen as pathetic or weak.
@@kristinemissyIt took a long time for me to understand my softness wasn't weakness. Things got a lot harder after this point in my life but damn, did living just taste that much sweeter. I am so in love with every day I wake up and so endlessly grateful I decided to live for something better.
pure talent, enjoy being yourself, some smile empty soul songs are sad but ultimately he is explaining the triumph of living for yourself first. This and Incubus motivated me to make music.
This year I only have one friend depression...
Bob Steve Me Too :(
Bob Steve same here, and it’s a bitch.... some friend....
At least u have friends I've been depressed since middle school
born from darkness he means that his only friend is depression
I got diagnosed with clinical depression when I was 7
I don't need help to stop cutting.What I need is a friend.Someone that will stay with me
even if I'm depression,and bipolar.Not a friend that pity me and say every things going to be all right because you don't know that for sure.All I'm asking for is a FRIEND!!!!!!!
Im looking for that kind of friend too
I know right? Maybe we can be friends if you want.will it's up to you because you don't know me like that so you should think about it.My name is Ashley by the way.What's yours?
O.M.G !!!!!! I got a friend.I am so HAPPY!!!
If you don't mind me asking why do people judge you? you sound like an AMAZING PERSON!!!!
That's GREAT!!!! because I like girls and boys so were like the same.That's not why I get hurt at school but you get the point.
Raven Knight same here, they say that words dont hurt but that aint true cuz i got the scars to prove it......
I am just full of self pity. Something about this song keeps making me come back to it. I love it. I am sick of the endless day's that I have spent trying to make a relationship work and the end result is still the same, failure. I try to improve myself end result, failure. I'm fucking sick and tired of the fact that I keep beating myself up about it. Something makes me cary on. I must love getting hurt. Because, my hope's are tattered dreams.
I'm sorry I've been there. Many times. But you have to. Keep going:)
the reason i use to cut was because i blamed myself for things. i would cut and it was never enough i felt like i had to pay a price for the things i did and dint do. life is something you have to hold on to. you have to love you're body.. i realized people mean everything.. and when you don't really have them anymore you realized what you could have done.
Leticia Sims will ÝÒØÔÕŮÜUUUUÚÜ LØØK at mY VIĐEOS øN MY CHANNËL Please. . . . ..
betrayal is human nature, so is forgiveness. its hard to let go, but we must this song reminds you how painful and difficult that process is. 1 of my fav emotion songs.
listening at this song at kitchen is so wrong place to be
Andre Portugal yep
I have cut out every part of me that loved and gave the scars my tears to feel something more than the pain you left here....
Dang.. take me back to 6th grade.. emo years were tuff lol.
Wow such a underrated song with such heart and emotion the singing is perfect here love the guitar melody is so sad with the vocals so simple but emotional amazing
I hate when u fall in love and then u do one mistake and they just leave u and they never talk to u again!!!!! -kayla
+Crazyblueyes35 Blue my life.
yeah my ex just did that to me tofay
Yeah.. It hurts.
yes my ex did that to me so now i have a broken heart
+Efficiency X you will get through this trust me
5 days clean.:) farthest I've ever gotten. I'm proud.
+ray and mia I know this is 3 months later, but I'm proud of you too.
hope you still going strong
Proud of you and hope you're still gong :)
I truly hate my life sometimes...I try so hard to be happy for my mother..and try to help her the best I can..i feel like I can never make her happy..i always mess up..i found relief in a knife.. I tried to hide my feelings but for about a month now everythings been getting worse..and these songs are the only thing keeping me here. music is my escape.
i am so sick of feeling alone and of everyone I know leaving me. I am so sick of being judged. yes I cut, so what? its not a bad thing nor an attention thing, its to make me feel the pain outside and even the pain out rather than just feeling it inside. i have no friends cause everyone leaves. :'(
***** your a first to hear of. not many people stay. ever, even my ex's left because I was "crazy" to them
***** yup force that smile just to make everyone else happy and not judge you, I know that oh to well. I have tried to stop, but I can't. I don't want to either, its a way for me to feel, to even out the pain. everything. I can't stop. :'(
Nikki Swanson same :(
I'd be your friend honestly I have friend and I don't leave them
i wont leave a soul
This song is one of the best songs I've ever heard. I love this song!!
Maybe I just dont deserve to be loved..... :'( I'm tired of being lied to and getting hurt.... :'( I just wish someone could be there for me..... I'm falling apart.... :'(
Hi Jacob
I'm there for you!
No need to fall apart, you are loved!
I am always here and up for talking if you like?
Do you have kik or skype or anything?
+Rosie Courtier-Dutton Yea.. I have skype.... :( I thought I was doing alright for awhile but...I'm not alright... :'(
Aww.. don't say that. For you out there there's a special woman, just for you.
Hey.. look i have still to wait too. If I can wait you can sure too.
And if you get a breakup this girl wasen't the girl you should have know.. let me tell you: Out there are so many ppl. There's the one person too. It is over 8 mrd. ppl on the world. And there is she too. Believe me.
My old lady Jamie hill Love's this
Lol
I wanna cut out my heart bc I still cry over my ex bf and that was last year and I'm still crying over someone who is long gone and doesn't even care or know me anymore
i feel you...
Jesse Foster don't worry your not alone I to feel pain but you can make it through
Its been 3 years for me and I still can't get over it. I even had another girlfriend since then and even though I loved her with my everything, after it ended I realized I'd never get over the girl before her.
Jesse Foster He's not worth the pain hun. You're too amazing and fabulous for him anyway. Stay Strong!
~ a Nobody
yep, same
You all are beautiful, wonderful people. You are loved and appreciated.
Four Months clean! This album brings back times before I used, when life was simple.
"I can't believe the way you took me down, I never saw the pain coming in a million broken miles, like poison for my veins."
Only comment from 2020 anyone reading this I love you.
Poem I wrote just now, in about 5 or so minutes, this song as well as all of us gathering as one prominent entity inspired me. FOR YOU ALL:
Why don’t you smile empty soul?
With your immersive hole?
Why don’t you cry for my support?
I will be here for your rapport
Cut the skin and let me see
The pain of its degree
Let me feel the scar that is sealed
Do not hide, leaving it concealed
For emergence will let it be revealed
And I will be it sure it is healed
perfect song
lyrics
sound/music
and singing/voice
JUST PERFECT
This song still hit’s different than any other song 😩😩😩& it’s sill my fav song
'Butterflies can't see how beautiful their wings are, people are like that to'
anyone else crying? no? no one? me neither... (wipes tears)
your not the only one.
No you're not the only One🙋
Same..
yep
I am
Finally... A year being cut free
congrats wish I could accomplish something like that
Mayci Hinkle It wasn't that long after that I started again.
@@annbrinet6721 hope you re fine by now heh
For some odd reason, this song is just so soothing. Maybe because smile, with sevendust, kept me sane years ago and saved my life...
honestly dude, your not the only one, I have for years through their music, I cant explain it, it just does
No matter what you're dealing with, it gets better. I promise. Don't give up, you have something beautiful to offer this world. Please stay strong. I love you.
Is anyone else just having a little throwback to their old depress sesh songs 😂😂
OMG I love this song, the vocal is also so awesome
Fits my mood perfectly. Such a good song
Beautiful Song.... and finally a vid that has no rude comments, it must have inspired us all =/
I think something that we all have felt in some way I guess
This song has so much meaning to it I think my music is all I have left in life
Covy Hunt sammmmmeee😤😧
It's weird that so many of the comments are about cutting and self-harming. The song is about someone who went through a horrible break-up. All the "cut out" and "knife" stuff in the song is completely metaphorical, and is more about removing all memory of the ex and feelings for her. How do I know? a) the song is written for an ex, a someone, not as a soul song b) The singer is old enough to not be caught up in teenage angst c) Teens cut because they are depressed due to society's pressure to fit in and BE something. When you feel invisible, or even wronged, it is easy to fall into a vicious cycle of self-harm due to unreasonable feelings of worthlessness or shame.
I've been there. Trust me. I've been invisible all through my middle school and high school years, but I never went as far as to hurt myself. I fear pain, and I realized it really isn't worth it. It benefits you NONE. It's just an escape, same as drugs, porn, and alcohol.
*hugs* That was beautiful, man. That felt good to read and even made me cry a little, since I've bottled a lot of crap up from the past and really have no other outlet than music. :')
I know your tricks, I know your lies. Yet I fall for it every time.
Congratulations, you took a once happy, full of energy, positive girl, and killed her, leaving only your puppet in her body.
I'm scared I'll never fully be able to escape you. Everything you say is a lie, if you were really "sorry" YOU WOULDN'T HURT ME!
I'm too weak to ever kill the part of me that loves you.
Congrats... I'm forever trapped in your games..
Exactly how I feel. This is really good
*Breathless*
It's sad how we think we find the right one for us, but then they turn around and let you down... At least, that's how I feel... This song speaks to me...
this is basically the one song I listen to anymore, I finally gave up on trusting and loving and destroyed what little bit of heart was left inside
with this knife i will make a sandwich
Thank you. I really needed that.
np *gives you a sandwich*
who's watching this in 2016?
meeeeeeee
me heh
Hi
+Britney Vigil sup
+xxmostly_ rosesxx so I guess we can be lonely together
life's not fair
I love this song... Smile Empty Soul is one of my favorite bands because of this album... Some of the realest missive I've ever heard in my life
i remember being around age 10, listening to this song.. being hurt & struggling with self harm. Here i am 5 years later in the same spot, but more mature & self aware.
Who's watching in 200BC?
same.
I'm hanging out with sherlock. lol sorry I thought we were naming impossible things
I'm watching it on my hologram phone
My girlfriend just broke up with me and i trust no one anymore i don't even ghink i can love anyone ever again...i hate my life..
It is hard, I know. Time will help man. Try to channel your pain into something positive. Get fucking ripped or achieve greatness.
How are you feeling now, a month down the line?
This song is good. I've been cutting for a long time and im trying to stop but its hard to do that. I'm alone doing this on my own. Been suicidal for a long time to. :-( but no one cares about me. I'm not important.
Everyone is important.
kapil singh I'm not
Sweetie you are important to me and I'm sure there are people who care about you. I don't even know you but I want to help. My best friend was clean for 3 yrs and she started again a few weeks ago, I'm going with her every week to the doctors and if you need anybody to talk just message me Hun. I'll be there. Xxx
Estera Valaityte I'm not one to put all my pain and burden on other people. It's mine to bear alone. I don't want to trouble you or anybody. I don't open up to people, I keep things in. I don't let people in because im afraid they'll leave so I push everyone away including my family.
this song
I admire you..you asked for help, you took that step towards a brighter day. You're TRYING, you know? You're astonishingly strong because you decided you wanted to live, you're life is precious, cherish it. I idolize you. You saved others by choosing to save yourself. Storms pass. And if the storm doesn't pass learn to dance in the rain.Another person other than me said their rooting for you to beat what's going on in your life..so am I. I'm here, I heard you, I believe in you. Keep fighting.
This describes what happened word for word. I will never get sick of this song.
Her..: "You always assume.. about everything.. God fucken damn.. You always bring my life through hell.. I cannot take the stress of you anymore..." Me..: "Here's my heart.. take it.. I don't need it anymore.. You already bled it dry.."
I'm watching in 2016..
That's cool I think we all are
I dont need a knife anyway i hate my life too many lies
1 of the best songs ever to let out the pain and emotion bundled up inside that we can get sometimes. Sad but yet at the same time this song can be a life saver.
I heart this song the first time in summer 1996 and i felt in love with this band!
This song understands me I been clean for 2 weeks but I wanna break that :'( so badly
😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😌😌😌😌😌😌😌😌😌😌😌😌😌😌😌😌😌😌😌😌😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😵😵😵😵😵😵😵😵😵😵😵😵😵😵😵😵😵😵😵😵 "Help me," He'd say.... (DON'T ASK!)
this song explains me
Destiney Rawlins will ÝÒØÔÕŮÜUUUUÚÜ LØØK at mY VIĐEOS øN MY CHANNËL
When you've been hurt, but youre addicted to it...
Desperation fuled by the purest
Remember there is always light.. The darkness WILL NOT STAY IN YOUR LIFE FOREVER..
Light will always find its way.
Exactly how I feel at this very moment.
i sware at least a millon of these views where from me in 2014
Just lost my best friend so I came here 😞😓
I feel sorry for you 😓😱
+Karissa Hanson aw
+Karissa Hanson aw
+Karissa Hanson I just lost one of mine, and tmrw is going to be hard
+Karissa Hanson welcome to Earth and the circle of life
This song describes my expiriences so well. I almost gave up many times, but music has helped me through. Break ups and arguments used to fill my life, but I think I have found love again. Thank you for reading.
from someone recently betrayed by two of my closest and oldest friends, I want all of you that were just betrayed that the person willing to do that to you was never a true friend.
It's really no ones business but mine if I cut. If they act horrible and make me have nightmares about that one night then that's their fault. Haha leave me alone, world.
Watching in 2017
i cut like crazy. and I cant stop
me 2..
destiny iordanescu hope u get better if u need to talk im here
time cures everything... just hang out, you can do it guys, i hope you get better
I have been listening to this band for years now. Just one quote from this song, is worth a million words... and this song has amazing lyrics... So It's worth even more than that...
SES
its amazing how accurate a song can relate to someone
i drop hints in my songs i listen to...
2016 and only 21 going threw divorce :/
Everyday, I think about cutting but I am trying to stay clean.... but it is so fucking hard not to cut!.... God I wish it was so much easier
I know how your feeling I'm like just like 2 hours clean........and I'm only 13 years old
you can do it! i believe in you and send you much love xxx
Hey I am 11 and I am cutting but it isn't that bad when you do it a lot it doesn't hurt that much.I'm in therapy for trying to commit suicide but therapy helps you a lot
+Deziray Krause Well I haven't told any of my family and they r Christians so they would think it's demon or spirit and what's worse is that they shove down your throat and it's way too much pressure
You can do it! Please stay strong. I'm so proud of you. Keep fighting!
This world indeed needs hope. I just wish I could help everyone out, but I'm only one person, it burdens me in my heart to go through these comments and see so many people hurting. Not only are they hurting but it seems like they've gone unheard about how they feel...
"Standing up means voluntarily accepting the burden of being" Jordan Peterson.... stand up g
I barely started cutting yesterday and again today. I always heard people doing it. I couldn't take nothing no more. So I finally did it...
Sykotic...are you okay
Dragyn Slayer sorta...
You should listen to "Hold On Till May" by Pierce The Veil. Or "Lost It All" by Black Veil Brides.
Good song though. :P
Ok :)
Comments down here are making me face palm T_T"
Nice song though I love his voice, I wish it had more lyrics though.
Don't hurt yourself,
Craft
this deserves to be on a topic chanel
I'm sitting here, shaking, hearing voices in my head, screaming at me. I can't think, my whole body is trembling. The only girl I've ever loved might be falling for my brother, my school is canceling the music program, which basically was my life, and I can't even talk to the people I love. This song gives me so many emotions, my brain has stopped working. This song is the rope I'm using to hold me here.
If you need to talk I'm here. I may not be much help.
to the person I want to talk with I don't want to put his name down