Ikr my depprison got the better of me one night and i got a rope but then my anxiety relized that no one knows what is on the other side and i just thought i would break my moms heart and i just couldn't bring my slef to drop the chair
“why are you always on your phone?” “why are you always in your room?” “why can’t you go out and socialize?” “why are you always wearing this?” “why don’t you just try this?” “why are you getting mad so easily?” “why don’t you hang out with your real-life friends instead of your online friends?” “you have to get an A+!!!” “just why!?!” Their Child’s Mind: “i’m trying my best.” “i can’t go and socialize that easily... they’re going to judge me!” “i’m scared.” “i’m hopeless. useless. worthless.” “do you love me?” “who am i..” “why can’t i enjoy the things i used to enjoy before...” “i’m never gonna be good-enough. i swear i’m trying! but.... i’m just hopeless.. maybe that’s why i’m always failing..” “i’m just a stupid failure..
@@Necrodzentelmenel1 ABSOLUTELY. NO. ONE. ON THIS GODDAMN EARTH. IS. A FAILURE. you can argue with me all you want, but it’s true. you can’t let the lies tear you down. You are beautiful. You are worth it. You are strong. You are amazing. And you deserve the world. And that’s on periodt
Psalms 27:10 “When my father and my mother forsake me, then the LORD will take me up.” “For the LORD God is a sun and shield: the LORD will give grace and glory: no good thing will he withhold from them that walk uprightly.” Psalms 84:11 (KJV) Testimonys: /if Christianity is just another religion, then there be no Testimonys. Truth be told: THERE IS. Therefore rejoice for CHRISTIANITY IS REALITY NOT ANOTHER RELIGION. czcams.com/video/j4kRqHPmlCU/video.html czcams.com/video/qtFzi9sOwYA/video.html czcams.com/video/24uWbWyf8M4/video.html czcams.com/video/mKzDWBN4MMA/video.html Deuteronomy 11:22 | View whole chapter | See verse in context For if ye shall diligently keep all these commandments which I command you, to do them, to love the LORD your God, to walk in all his ways, and to cleave unto him; Deuteronomy 4:2 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Ye shall not add unto the word which I command you, neither shall ye diminish ought from it, that ye may keep the commandments of the LORD your God which I command you. John 15:10 | View whole chapter | See verse in context If ye keep my commandments, ye shall abide in my love; even as I have kept my Father's commandments, and abide in his love. Know and understand the difference between working one`s way to heaven and Loving GOD back. John 14:15 | View whole chapter | See verse in context If ye love me, keep my commandments. That verse have the word "work" in it, what that means? Philippians 2:12 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Wherefore, my beloved, as ye have always obeyed, not as in my presence only, but now much more in my absence, work out your own salvation with fear and trembling. It means to build up and keep alive the once lost relationship between you and GOD. I truly believe that none of you haven`t bother to start learning the BIBLE nor have any of you received the COMFORTER. Ecclesiastes 4:1 | View whole chapter | See verse in context So I returned, and considered all the oppressions that are done under the sun: and behold the tears of such as were oppressed, and they had no comforter; and on the side of their oppressors there was power; but they had no comforter. Lamentations 1:9 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Her filthiness is in her skirts; she remembereth not her last end; therefore she came down wonderfully: she had no comforter. O LORD, behold my affliction: for the enemy hath magnified himself. John 15:26 | View whole chapter | See verse in context But when the Comforter is come, whom I will send unto you from the Father, even the Spirit of truth, which proceedeth from the Father, he shall testify of me: John 14:26 | View whole chapter | See verse in context But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you. John 16:7 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Nevertheless I tell you the truth; It is expedient for you that I go away: for if I go not away, the Comforter will not come unto you; but if I depart, I will send him unto you. A wise soul, studies the BIBLE also not just read it. For we read a lot, yet understand little to none at all. It`s when we start studying - then the wisdom start taking place.
@@ossamatanjaoui3820 it does, and it will. I know a couple people who felt this way, and they ended up becoming the most positive people I know. And I know offing your self may seem better in the short term, but who knows what comes next.
My brother committed suicide 5 years ago and I still visit his grave and bring him presents and write him letters. I love him so much and miss him forever. Once he died I developed an eating disorder and depression, just about 4 months ago I've started to recover. People do care, and suicide effects people, my mom had to walk in and see him on the floor with a bullet in his head, now she has PTSD. She cries a lot because of him, she is struggling with depression and bipolar disorder. My twin brother misses him a lot, he visits his grave with me, and he even wrote a rap about are brother. All his friends miss him. Every year we host a party on his birthday and all his friends and family come, we write letters and send them on lanterns. You will never be forgotten and you make a change in this world, you effect so many people, and so many more people care for you than you imagine
My two favorite things are the night time and sleep. During the night time everything is quiet, you get to let your mind run as much as you want without anyone stopping it. And when we go to sleep it's like we get to take our life just without the commitment of unaliving ourselves.
You are so right, I love the night and being in the shower cause thats when I can be alone and not bothered by anyone. But when you wake up its likes ugh back to reality and sucks even more when you had a good dream.
A 10th Grader at our school committed suicide and no one cared. We put a memorial up for him and I was one of the only people who went to visit it. They took it down two days later. Shows how much people care.
Hahahaha no one cares dude, people are fake. They act like they support causes and sad scenarios, but when it comes time for action, they'll sit back and do nothing
sammeeee.stop. Go eat a good sandwich, and think deeply about each flavor going across your tongue. Try to interoperate those flavors with life. There will be some good ones, and some bad ones. The bad ones may stand out the most to you, but in the end it was the good ones that mattered most.
I remember listening to this when i was 12 years old and i imagined i wouldnt even live to be 13, im 22 now and just found this song again. I wouldn't say that all my problems are gone, but ive realized that i can live through them ❤
I don't need to imagine. It's the only reason I'm still here, although I did have a failed attempt from two years ago when I didn't think of a possible afterlife.
i love this song so much, because it really shows the inner conflict of how it'll never get better. But when you realise that there was actually someone out there who loved you and will miss you, you just want to turn back time and push through all that pain just for them.
Do people ever ask you why your not scared of anything and you just smile and say idk when really it’s because your not afraid of death and your only fear is staying alive? Or is that just me 🖤
The most part that relates to me is the part where it says you all act like you're looking out for me if you were looking out for me then I wouldn't about to be killing myself
7 years ago, I had this song on repeat every day. I listened to it tonight and remembered how I used to feel. How everything in life hit me like a ton of bricks. How self harm was the only thing that reminded me I was breathing, the only time I could. How every day I was one step closer to planning my own demise. In 2018 I finally overdosed. I miraculously pulled through. It took 3 days of being on IV for my blood levels to stabilize, but then I was free to go home. But I didn’t feel as bad as I did before. I was at the point I needed to be to start to get better. Life didn’t get easier. It was me that got stronger. And today I still struggle from time to time with depression, anxiety, etc. I’m still on and off medications. But I haven’t cut in a year and a half, and today I’m sitting on the floor cursing at a crib set I’m trying to put together, and the proudest mother to the sweetest 5 month old baby girl. They really mean it when they say it gets better. But you NEED to put in the work. Imagine how difficult going from 300+ lbs to 130 lbs would be. That’s a lot of work. This is too. Please remember that always.
@@Jen_Findlay That’s can be true, but I would just wish for anyone to not give up regardless. I’m in an entirely different place today than I was before. I’m still struggling daily of course, and nowhere near where I’d like to be. Some may even consider my progress minimal, but I’m trying to stay proud of me. I think all I wanted to say previously, but had trouble relaying.. is that everyone’s individual battles are fucking mountains. But they’re not impossible to climb, and a lot of times we really do need help to get up. Unfortunately, sometimes some people give up their climb.. Maybe they didn’t have the proper love and support from those around them, maybe there was an event they just felt they could never recover from, etc. I know the pain well, of wanting nothing more for my heart to stop and all the pain to stop, and I would take it all from anyone if I could. I just never want anyone to give up their climb, find the ropes to get up, make your own. Be your own reason to live, in spite, just because you’re sick and tired of the way things are, because you want to feel happy -because you deserve to. There is always a way, and no one should ever feel as if they’re better off dead.
Maybe it can get better for me, but I don't really see myself becoming an adult. I don't feel like I can survive another 4+ years of this hellish bullshit. I'll try, I just don't know how long I can keep going for.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart. I’m a 54 year old mixed race Canadian. You are able to voice the anger and sadness that so many of us experience but are unable to articulate. Perhaps you saved a life tonight.
My mom always tells me to turn off my “depressing” music, it’s making me worse, but no it’s not. It’s keeping me from dying everyday. It’s what’s keeping me here.
Yeah that's what I do but a this point it's pushing me further into wanting to at the same time but that's what I want for my feelings of compassion towards others to go away so I can just end it all I don't know what's next reincarnation heaven hell idk but whatever it is I doubt it could be worse than this
Yes! Everyone thinks that it makes it worse but it's what actually helps us understand that others feel the same way and we all want to die but complete strangers and sad songs keep us alive
I found this song when I was 12 years old, and it impacted me greatly. The way it switches up to “I CAN picture myself as a grown man” and ends on that lighter note. Anyways, I’m 25 now. It does get better. I’ve worked so hard on myself and I can say I am happy to be here on this earth now. Don’t get me wrong I still have hard days, my depression certainly isn’t gone, but it’s completely manageable. Thank you Kyle for this banger, I think about you and hope you are doing so well man
I used to listen to this song when I was 15 on repeat and I would cry myself to sleep to it. One failed attempt, sh recovery and 5 years later I am the happiest I’ve ever been. Even though I’m still on medication and I feel like there’s no point sometimes it’s the thought that I wouldn’t have done what I’ve done and met who I’ve met past age 15. I never would have graduated highschool and been able to leave all that behind to start a new life with the loml
HeyItsLivvy overdosing is the easiest way to go Edit: I wasn’t being serious, overdosing could end up not killing you and put you in coma, honestly there isn’t a way you can kill yourself without it atleast hurting a little, when I overdosed I took 9/10 Klonopins, I was in a drunken state but I still overdosed, it’s not fun. Don’t go straight to suicide as a answer just because you can’t find answers to all your problems yet, little by little you’ll figure out those answers, speaking from personal experience it will take awhile, I’m still struggling with not cutting myself, you can only truly get better if you want too, therapists only want to give you medication, they don’t care, they get they’re paychecks whether we kill ourselves or not so that means y’all have to depend on yourself to get better.
HeyItsLivvy what’s sad is when you call your local suicide hotline and explain you feeling down. And they reply this is an emergency hot line if you feel like you can’t control yourself then call back.
Hey listen, Its okay to hurt. Just breathe I know you dont know me, And this probably sounds cliche , but Your not alone. All this bullshit is gonna blow over. Things are going to get better. Shit is going to happen. Bit they will always get better. Okay? I know you dont know me, but If your alone there, just know that just like the end of this song, suicide doesnt end the way we hope. I know it feels like the only option at times. But that moment when you cant take shit anymore .... thats the moment everything starts to get better. This your monsters will shut up. I think the most important thing is sharing. And not with these fake friends who dont actually give a daamn about us, but with yourself . Admit your hurt. Write it down. Cry it out. And tell yourself - "Life treats me like shit. But i will not abandon myself. I will hold my hand and walk myself through this hell hole." Cuz Winsten churchill said-"if your going through Hell, keep going" dont stop going. One day you will get out of there i promise. No matter how much hate people throw at you. Dont let that pain turn into negative things. Use it to get stronger. Like a clay cup burning in a hot oven. Surrounded by flames and imense heat. In the end it comes out stronger and more firm. Livvy, i know these words seem like things you have heard a million times. And like when google assistant tells you "your not alone" when you search easy ways to suicide . But, i really meant every word. There are many people struggling to live for another hour as we speak. Laying in hospital beds. Im not saying your a bad person. Cuz ive been there. I understand your every word. And yiu have every right to dislike life. Its the shitty way life has treated you. But remember you cant have a new beginning now. What has happened has already happened. But you can start now and have a brand new end. Please please be strong. And one day, when you return that kitchen knife you are hiding in your desk back to the kitchen. Help someone else who is going through it. We might not have the same stories but the shit that hurt is fucking real. So be strong. Your not alone. Get through this. And help someone get through depression as well. Lets all heal eachother .
HeyItsLivvy I was in that place two months ago, I overdosed, fell peacefully and woke up in a hospital with my fiancé next to me crying his eyes out. I promise you it’s really not worth it. I hope you’re doing better❤️
Nobody likes me man.... I feel like I make my life miserable. I don't have friends... even if I do have friends thwy always left without me.. I always get bullied a lot... I just can't take it anymore. I can't even play chess game really well. I love to play chess in real life. I feel like im actually playing chess in real life...
@@deathanoide3041 idk maybe try and talk to her more or try and show her how much you care, or be more open ask questions about her day or how she's doing.
I've overdosed twice when I should be dead... I've cut too deep and almost died from blood loss... People at school mock suicide like it's some sort of joke... Maybe they'll stop when they lose somebody.
Me Because I feel like everyone doesn't give a fuck About me ! I Try to explain they Laugh and say "Your tired" no I am Mentally exhausted from all These Horrible Thoughts ..
@@bloodvypa783 I don't cut my arm until I bleed so it dosen't leave big marks, but you shouldn't cut yourself regardless because you might get addicted to the point of no return. And then even when you find happiness you won't be able to stop
I came across this song in middle school. since then, this song has been incredibly important to me during my darkest times. I come back to it every now and then, and reflect on what has happened in my life and the things i am grateful for still having.
I know how you feel but, don't leave, don't kill yourself. It's doesn't get rid of the pain, it passes it to someone else. ❤You are loved more than you realize!!❤
if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so do not waste it, and also do not worry of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help..
I hate the way everyone just says that you're faking your depression and suicidal thoughts just for attention they don't know what goes on in your life and when you explain they just say you are over reacting and they don't know how it feels to be yourself they just see it from a different view they never understand.. Edit: omg I'm so glad that people understand I'm just glad to spread the message and to everyone who commented about their life I'm so sorry for all of you ♥ and I hope life will get better for all of you and I know that's something a lot of people say when they hear someone's depressed and I would know because I'm not very secretive about my depression and suicidal thoughts I only hide it from my parents and it's hard, life is hard, but we need to fight it and look on the brighter side! When I think about suicide I start to think about my friends and how they would miss me and they would be sad.. And one of my friends even threatened to kill herself if I do and just that alone makes me stop and think, what can I do to make my life better and be happier? I can't let everyone bring me down! And you should think like that too! Don't let anyone bring you down to the level people have brought me down to... I had to switch schools because of bullying and I'm thinking about calling child support and getting taken away from my mother because she's caused me so much pain... So the moral of the story is don't let anyone bring you down and if they do think of a way to fix it and make life better! Edit 2: if you got it to here and read that whole thing thanks for reading it and stuff.. And I hope who ever is reading this that your life is doing good Edit: I'm glad a lot of people are getting my message Edit 4: please don't fight in the comments I don't like seeing people fight it makes me sad and it probably makes you sad too I want this reply comment section to be full of your stories and support not fighting
Nikki Wolfie my friends all pretended they were the same as me when I told them I was feeling suicidal and I cut myself but they were just wanting attention. They were the first and last people I ever told and they didn’t believe me
Thing is, some people are so fucking inhumane they like to lie about it, thinking its funny. When people suffer from depression or suicidal thoughts, they don't say it aloud. They struggle. Terribly. I never said it, I wrote it down and my mother started reading it and we had a chat but after about a month? She didn't care nor did she remember so now I'm back at the start, name-calling and crying every night. All those people that said 'it gets better' are the liars, it doesn't. Life gets worse.
Ugh. Yeah, problem is that I share a room with my 5 year old brother so it’s hard to get private time to cry out my pain. I can’t eat or sleep well and I took the NHS test and got tested with: Depression - Severe Anxiety - Severe Stress level - Severe Sometimes my dad or mum will ask me if I’m alright and they’ll tell me I can tell them anything but it just makes it harder to think.
@@samhayes8095 I am glad that I did. And you are not alone. Stay strong and don't let the life fuck you instead fuck this life. Make this life your bitch. 🖤🖤🖤
This song is literally my life. At age 14-19 i didn't want to live. But now, at age almost 21, with a baby, and fiance, I can see myself as a grown woman, I can see a future for myself. This song saved my life
I Don't want to die. I just want the pain to end. edit: GUYS STOP OMG I WAS EDGY LAST YEAR IM SORRY but seriously if you feel like this get help, please.
I don't believe it is going to happen to me because I always get bullied a lot and I don't have nobody to talk to... I always holding my anger in and I started to feel I making everyone miserable.. I'm not as important as everybody else. 😔🔫
@@deathanoide3041 you are really important,if you were looking for a sign this is it. YOU ARE REALLY IMPORTANT!!! Don't let them put you down,I've been bullied too. The thing is that nothing is wrong with u,it's with them. So please be strong and know that there are a lot of people who love you. Much love :)
@@deathanoide3041 You are one of the reasons I made the comment. Everyone (except bullies) is! Please stay strong. Lots of people love you. And don't say 99.99 of the people hate you (even though you didn't) that just means billions of people love you still! If you want, You can search it up! :D Don't ever commit suicide, People love you. Bye!
100 Reasons Why You Should Stay Alive 1. Your friends, your family, and your pets would miss you. 2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself, if you failed or just simply left scars or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you. 3. It does get better. Believe it or not, it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow. 4. There's so much you would miss out on doing. 5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there. 6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself. 7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise. 8. You are amazing. 9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better. 10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead. 11. I love you. Platonically. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive. 12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die. 13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about. 14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me. 15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born. 16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died? 17. You're gorgeous, amazing, handsome, and to someone you are perfect. 18. Think about your favorite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again... 19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day. 20. Listening to incredibly loud music. 21. Being alive is just really good. 22. Not being alive is really bad. And boring. 23. Finding your soulmate. 24. Red pandas. Just… THEY ARE SO CUTE!! 25. Going to diners at three in the morning. 26. Really soft pillows. Or blankets. 27. Eating pizza in New York City. 28. Proving people wrong with your success. Take that! 29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life. Take that! 30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can. 31. Being able to help other people. 32. Bonfires. 33. Sitting on rooftops. 34. Seeing every single country in the world. And not being ignored. Because you know, if you were dead everyone would run into you… it would suck. 35. Going on road trips. Have fun doing that as a ghost, or whatever. 36. You might win the lottery someday, who knows! How would you enter while you’re dead?! 37. Listening to music in your own special place. 38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower, staring down at everyone with the wind in your hair. 39. Taking really cool pictures. 40. Literally meeting thousands of new people. 41. Hearing crazy stories. 42. Telling crazy stories. 43. Eating ice cream on a hot day with your best friends. 44. More interesting books or episodes could come out, you never know. It’s gonna be hard to get books or watch Netflix/Hulu/Etc while you’re dead. 45. Traveling to another planet someday. It’s gonna happen. 46. Having an underwater house. 47. Randomly running into your hero on the street 48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel. 49. Trampolines. 50. Think about your favorite movie, you'll never watch it again. 51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke. 52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more. 53. People do care. 54. Treehouses, you won’t really be able to have a treehouse while dead. 55. Hanging out with your soulmate in a treehouse 55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees. 56. I love you. Platonically. 57. I care about you. 58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness! 59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor. You won’t even be influenced by it. 60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS! 61. Starbucks. Or caribou coffee. 62. Hugs. The kind that makes you squeal because of how tight they are, the kind that you really love. 63. Stargazing with your favorite person in this universe at 4am because you can’t sleep, the grass brushing against your toes as you snuggle together. 64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is. 65. You've changed somebody's life. 66. Now you could change the world. 67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you. Maybe you already have. 68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you. 69. You can’t look at any more memes if you're dead. 70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things. 71. Making snow angels. 72. Making snowmen. 73. Snowball fights. 74. Life is what you make of it. 75. Everybody has talent. 76. Laughing until you cry, with your stomach screaming and your lungs flaring in heat. Rolling on the floor, grinning ear to ear. 77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy. 78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist. 79. It’s possible to turn frowns upside down. 80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's crap, and never let them take you alive. 81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero. 82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections. 83. One day your smile will be real. It will, I promise you. 84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day. 85. Lying on the grass and laughing at the clouds. 86. Laughing insanely hard with your best friends. 87. Eating weird food. 88. Staying up all night watching your favorite films with a loved one. 89. Sleeping in all day. 90. Creating something you're proud of. 91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud that you didn't commit. And if you did, feeling regret that you did. 92. Being able to meet your Internet friends. u93. Coffee. 94. The new season of your favorite show. 95. Staying up late with your best friend. 96. Being stupid in public because you just can. 97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile? 98. Being able to hug that one person you haven’t seen in years 99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this. 100. But, the final and most important one is just being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen.
My best friend asked me if I was scared of dying. I looked at him crying and I said" Devin, I am not scared of dying I am scared of living. Why be afraid death when it welcomes you in with open arms. Life beats you down and kills you. Death is my happy place, so how can i be afraid of dying."
Phoebe Holst yeah I’m gonna kill myself after Valentine’s Day and do the world a favor the world who says I’m crazy and not depressed for the world who ignores me like I’m s ghost my family who doesn’t notice me
Its not only depression and sadness that can take you here, sometimes there's so much rage, it boils and burns. You focus it inside as to not let it out on someone else, eventually it boils over and you try to find a way to escape to get out, to stop all the anger...
If you need help Go talk to your friends, family and People you Trust, Life can Be Great full of Good memories and experiences and Will get even better after the pandemic ends so dont waste it, If necessary call the suicide hotline, search for help in the internet like r/suicidewatch and if necessary call a therapist "suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem" we all have the dark chapter of our lives but you can pass through it...
Man I remember 11 year old me listening to this song thinking it was the end, I’m 15 and started my career and I’m doing okay. I’m really proud of how far I’ve come
Outside I'm laughing inside I'm crying secretly I'm dying I don't feel like singing I don't feel like reading I don't feel like living. -poem I made up in my head
Keep holding on to God. No matter what may be trying to keep you down, keep looking up to God. He will always be your hand in helping you get back up. God wants us to change and grow into the person He wants us to be. All things are possible with God. He has your back and will help you through anything, All you have to do is have faith. difficult times can leave us feeling exposed and unprotected but it is only temporary. everything is temporary and that nothing lasts forever. this includes both the good and the bad times because it will eventually end. Ultimately, the enemies we face, are not people or objects. It is not our body, it is not physical enemy. our battle is indeed spiritual, In each of those cases, we can choose to fight the wrong battles, or we can rest knowing God is fighting for us. We fight this war by daily putting on the whole armor of God, always praying, standing firm in the Word of God, and staying alert. We need to live each day guided by an eternal perspective. we get swamped by temporal concerns. So rest in knowing that when you keep holding on, you will see that in your weakness, God will be your strength. John 15:13 Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one’s life for his friends. Romans 5:6-8 For when we were still without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly. For scarcely for a righteous man will one die; yet perhaps for a good man someone would even dare to die. But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.
@@noone-ie6xt no i was talking to the other person, who was saying stuff about this person being suicidal, Im suicidal too and I know how it feels to be in this dudes situation
I've been thinking that for as long as I can remember. Now I've wanted to kill myself for about half a year now. Right in this moment it's especially bad. But I never managed to go through with it. Always chickened out and hated myself for it.
No one’s probably going to read this but I just wanted to say it was my depression and anxiety that I learned that in order to get better you need to hold your own hand before you can have others. If you don’t make an effort there will be no help, but it is easier said than done, I know and the road to recovery is Hell. You’re going to feel so alone but you need to reach out or else no one is going to know and there will be no help. It’s a sad and harsh truth in society but that’s just how it is right now. Depression, your anxiety or any other mental illness you have is always going to be apart of you but they don’t define you. You can make it. You are strong and I believe that in time the problems you’re facing will slowly be more bearable.
It's f***ing hard to act like im happy, making jokes all the time and laugh, but still the depression kicks in harder everytime i try acting, its my kids and wife that keep me up all the time...but for how long...dont want to absorb their energy all the time.
i agree it is really hard to act like i am happy but every time i cant manage a smile and just want to kill myself i think about my family, imagine having to go everywhere and have people constantly remind you that i committed suicide
I'm here for you and anyone who ever needs help or a brother to lean on. Everyday I want to kill myself because I couldn't save my brother when he overdosed, but I want you all to know that I love you guys and I am always going to be here for ya'll. Just reach out to me and I'll do my best to reply. You guys are never alone because in my eyes, you are family to me
It's sad I'm sitting here listening to this while thinking about what I would say in my suicide note and looking up painless suicides idek how i ended up like this feeling empty and hollow and idk why I fight it but I do for some reason maybe I'm just to scared my depression is telling me 'its okay it'll only hurt for a minute' but then my anxiety comes out and says 'but what comes after what if the pain doesn't end' it's just exhausting and I'm so so tired I've been giving my family hints about how I feel playing songs like this making jokes about how easy it would be but they don't see it. I can relateto the people in the comments more then my own friends and family
I know it's hard, I've been there, and sometimes I find myself back here. But we have to find something to live for, and then when we start getting better, we have to start living for ourselves. I know it's hard and it's dark and it hurts, but it really will get better. You just gotta keep trucking no matter what
Lightning colors aj I've tried to do it like 10 times but they took me to the hospital and they didn't ask if I had problems and I still cut muy self and all because my family
Lightning colors aj Mistake, honestly , i dont think it's a mistake, i see it more like salvation, an escape from life's problems. Too bad i am not strong enough to do it yet
For those outside: Your skin isn’t a piece of paper, don’t cut it Your neck isn't a coat, don't hang it Your body isn't a book, don't judge it Your life isn't a movie, don't end it Your heart isn't a door, don't lock it People have their ups and downs Remember to always love yourself no matter what you come against♥️ (This is not my word, I'm spreading it to the 1% and now it's your turn)
Hey bro, dont talk like that... get help!! I did and am doing great!! Believe me I know it's hard homie... but just get help... there are plenty of people who care about you, like me... I didnt think there was...but there is.. you got this bro. 💪😔
They treat me like shit when I'm alive, but tonight, they'll read my note, and then they will start to care. WHY?! WHY WOULD YOU CARE THEN? WHY CAN'T YOU CARE ABOUT ME RIGHT NOW?!
THE LIGHT BEHIND YOUR EYES They do, and it gets better FR ! They just don't understand what you need . I'm so sorry you feel this way, hang in there , when u get older u will have more options and will be able to choose your own life and who is in it , and it will be a relief
Heaven Mendes I just wish they would care about me now! I want them to show me that I mean everything to them. I want my mom to hold me and tell me that she loves me. I want my dad to come back and say that he cares about me. I want my siblings to tell me that they love me as well and that they don't want me dead. I want all of that, is that so hard to ask for!!!! Apparently it is!
THE LIGHT BEHIND YOUR EYES . That's right why can't they show us that they love us now! I mean is that really hard to do?! Well for parents and siblings it's really hard for them to do
When I feel like its finely better but I come back to this song and realise I still dont wanna be here its lovely to see everyone get the happy ending and I'm still dead inside
The first time I cut my wrist... I was home alone (well apart from my brother who doesn't give a shit about me) And I had been contemplating cutting for the past few days... I walked downstairs (don't know why) And this urge... This voice... was telling me that *now is the perfect time* I stole the small knife from our kitchen ran upstairs and I couldn't stop
Yeah, people can be really oblivious, if there's someone who you'd benefit from knowing I'm sorry to say that you'll have to be super obvious, like flat out telling them. It's worth doing though, really.
Its weird how my mom will let me have my door shut for hours at a time even though she knows im depressed.....i kinda wished she would at least open the door and check on me..😩
Not afraid to die just afraid I'll survive
Same :/
same. id jump right now if i wasnt scared of failing and explaining myself if i wake up in a hospital bed.
This feeling hits diferant
I survived my first attempt.
Same
My depression want me to die but my anxiety is scared to
The exact same with me
Same here..
Same here
Ikr my depprison got the better of me one night and i got a rope but then my anxiety relized that no one knows what is on the other side and i just thought i would break my moms heart and i just couldn't bring my slef to drop the chair
Too😓
“why are you always on your phone?”
“why are you always in your room?”
“why can’t you go out and socialize?”
“why are you always wearing this?”
“why don’t you just try this?”
“why are you getting mad so easily?”
“why don’t you hang out with your real-life friends instead of your online friends?”
“you have to get an A+!!!”
“just why!?!”
Their Child’s Mind:
“i’m trying my best.”
“i can’t go and socialize that easily... they’re going to judge me!”
“i’m scared.”
“i’m hopeless. useless. worthless.”
“do you love me?”
“who am i..”
“why can’t i enjoy the things i used to enjoy before...”
“i’m never gonna be good-enough. i swear i’m trying! but.... i’m just hopeless.. maybe that’s why i’m always failing..”
“i’m just a stupid failure..
This is not even what parents and child think it's whole society and a person if you know what I mean
you are NOT a stupid failure. please don’t believe those lies...
@@imbored2897
But what if i am?
@@Necrodzentelmenel1 ABSOLUTELY. NO. ONE. ON THIS GODDAMN EARTH. IS. A FAILURE. you can argue with me all you want, but it’s true. you can’t let the lies tear you down. You are beautiful. You are worth it. You are strong. You are amazing. And you deserve the world. And that’s on periodt
@@imbored2897
I admire your will to help, but you won't change facts.
To everyone up there, who thought this was them failing, you didn’t, the world failed you, RIP❤️
Psalms 27:10
“When my father and my mother forsake me, then the LORD will take me up.”
“For the LORD God is a sun and shield: the LORD will give grace and glory: no good thing will he withhold from them that walk uprightly.”
Psalms 84:11 (KJV)
Testimonys: /if Christianity is just another religion, then there be no Testimonys. Truth be told: THERE IS. Therefore rejoice for CHRISTIANITY IS REALITY NOT ANOTHER RELIGION.
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Deuteronomy 11:22 | View whole chapter | See verse in context For if ye shall diligently keep all these commandments which I command you, to do them, to love the LORD your God, to walk in all his ways, and to cleave unto him;
Deuteronomy 4:2 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Ye shall not add unto the word which I command you, neither shall ye diminish ought from it, that ye may keep the commandments of the LORD your God which I command you.
John 15:10 | View whole chapter | See verse in context If ye keep my commandments, ye shall abide in my love; even as I have kept my Father's commandments, and abide in his love.
Know and understand the difference between working one`s way to heaven and Loving GOD back.
John 14:15 | View whole chapter | See verse in context If ye love me, keep my commandments.
That verse have the word "work" in it, what that means?
Philippians 2:12 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Wherefore, my beloved, as ye have always obeyed, not as in my presence only, but now much more in my absence, work out your own salvation with fear and trembling.
It means to build up and keep alive the once lost relationship between you and GOD.
I truly believe that none of you haven`t bother to start learning the BIBLE nor have any of you received the COMFORTER.
Ecclesiastes 4:1 | View whole chapter | See verse in context So I returned, and considered all the oppressions that are done under the sun: and behold the tears of such as were oppressed, and they had no comforter; and on the side of their oppressors there was power; but they had no comforter. Lamentations 1:9 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Her filthiness is in her skirts; she remembereth not her last end; therefore she came down wonderfully: she had no comforter. O LORD, behold my affliction: for the enemy hath magnified himself. John 15:26 | View whole chapter | See verse in context But when the Comforter is come, whom I will send unto you from the Father, even the Spirit of truth, which proceedeth from the Father, he shall testify of me: John 14:26 | View whole chapter | See verse in context But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you. John 16:7 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Nevertheless I tell you the truth; It is expedient for you that I go away: for if I go not away, the Comforter will not come unto you; but if I depart, I will send him unto you.
A wise soul, studies the BIBLE also not just read it. For we read a lot, yet understand little to none at all. It`s when we start studying - then the wisdom start taking place.
you alive?
@@Shouta_aizawa101 i am :)
@@chloex1741 that’s good
I'm not afraid of dying. I'm afraid of what comes after.
Abby me too
so right
Abby there is nothing after death
It's simply over, there is no afterlife
Literally true
Abby for real
They say - It gets better
They mean - you'll get used to it
That's what it feels like anyways.
I don't think we'll be able to get use to this
@@ossamatanjaoui3820 it does, and it will.
I know a couple people who felt this way, and they ended up becoming the most positive people I know.
And I know offing your self may seem better in the short term, but who knows what comes next.
@@Black-rw4og yeah you're kinda right but i'm almost sure that those couple of people are just acting so nobody asks them how are they doing
you can never get used to this pain. they lie, like always
My brother committed suicide 5 years ago and I still visit his grave and bring him presents and write him letters. I love him so much and miss him forever. Once he died I developed an eating disorder and depression, just about 4 months ago I've started to recover. People do care, and suicide effects people, my mom had to walk in and see him on the floor with a bullet in his head, now she has PTSD. She cries a lot because of him, she is struggling with depression and bipolar disorder. My twin brother misses him a lot, he visits his grave with me, and he even wrote a rap about are brother. All his friends miss him. Every year we host a party on his birthday and all his friends and family come, we write letters and send them on lanterns. You will never be forgotten and you make a change in this world, you effect so many people, and so many more people care for you than you imagine
Stay strong girl!!!
Thank you for writing this to show the other side.
Hope all of you are doing better.
My two favorite things are the night time and sleep. During the night time everything is quiet, you get to let your mind run as much as you want without anyone stopping it. And when we go to sleep it's like we get to take our life just without the commitment of unaliving ourselves.
You are so right, I love the night and being in the shower cause thats when I can be alone and not bothered by anyone. But when you wake up its likes ugh back to reality and sucks even more when you had a good dream.
There is a quote I like:
"Sleep isn't sleep anymore. It's just an escape from reality~Unknown"
Fr like my two fav things to do for those exact reasons
A 10th Grader at our school committed suicide and no one cared. We put a memorial up for him and I was one of the only people who went to visit it. They took it down two days later. Shows how much people care.
Yup. If I finally had the courage I'm sure it would be the same. Even if people cared in the beginning they would have forgotten it 2 weeks later.
Kitty Cat I feel the same.
Me Dicen Sonrisas Right! They make it sound like their so concerned.
That's what I think would happen if I killed myself.
Hahahaha no one cares dude, people are fake. They act like they support causes and sad scenarios, but when it comes time for action, they'll sit back and do nothing
Depression: I'm tired I want to die.
Anxiety: but I'm scared of what comes after.
sammeeee.stop. Go eat a good sandwich, and think deeply about each flavor going across your tongue. Try to interoperate those flavors with life. There will be some good ones, and some bad ones. The bad ones may stand out the most to you, but in the end it was the good ones that mattered most.
Me everyday .. sick of it
@@nadza3265 lma sammeee, I only commented that 2 months ago, but I disagree with myself and wnna die more than ever AHAHAAHAhAHAShhahah... TwT
I wanna die to but l can't 😭😭
There's more to do out there in the outside world
My mind tells me to die
My heart tells me to try
My lungs are too heavy to breathe
My body is torn on both sides
I remember listening to this when i was 12 years old and i imagined i wouldnt even live to be 13, im 22 now and just found this song again. I wouldn't say that all my problems are gone, but ive realized that i can live through them ❤
I’m proud of you
Same here
It’s the same for me. I’ve been through hell since I last heard this and I’m happy I can finally relate to the final verse.
I go to sleep everynight wishing that I'll finally sleep forever.
Lately i have the same feeling and it scares me
Least painful way to die
Jene Carlson sleeping pills...
Same
I can barley even sleep. I have problems falling asleep and staying asleep .
Imagine all the depressed people who are still alive because anxiety is asking what comes after
It's weird cause I've been depressed for 3 years but my anxiety is so bad that I think about what comes after
That’s the one time anxiety helps
I don't need to imagine. It's the only reason I'm still here, although I did have a failed attempt from two years ago when I didn't think of a possible afterlife.
CROSSWALD sometimes I wish the same thing but if you are actually a Christian and you get to heaven you wouldn’t even care anymore
CROSSWALD I understand but I don’t want you to die that way
i love this song so much, because it really shows the inner conflict of how it'll never get better. But when you realise that there was actually someone out there who loved you and will miss you, you just want to turn back time and push through all that pain just for them.
Do people ever ask you why your not scared of anything and you just smile and say idk when really it’s because your not afraid of death and your only fear is staying alive? Or is that just me 🖤
ONE of the most relatable things he said was:
“I’ve been wishing to die ever since I was 9.”
I've been wishing to die when I was 5 and I still do but know I'm in middle School
They probably started when my cousin first molested me, I pretty much blocked out everything so it was somewhere between 6-8
Valeria Vences yeah to be honest I never liked life
@@ej7325 same expect that I found someone who cares about me now and I love him. Excpted I will never get to see him because he lives in Canada
Valeria Vences well that’s good and sucks at the same time
It's funny how there's complete strangers who get us better than our closest family members or closest friends
agree :/
Totaly agree
For real
True
They dont, they relate
The most part that relates to me is the part where it says you all act like you're looking out for me if you were looking out for me then I wouldn't about to be killing myself
7 years ago, I had this song on repeat every day. I listened to it tonight and remembered how I used to feel. How everything in life hit me like a ton of bricks. How self harm was the only thing that reminded me I was breathing, the only time I could. How every day I was one step closer to planning my own demise. In 2018 I finally overdosed. I miraculously pulled through. It took 3 days of being on IV for my blood levels to stabilize, but then I was free to go home. But I didn’t feel as bad as I did before. I was at the point I needed to be to start to get better. Life didn’t get easier. It was me that got stronger. And today I still struggle from time to time with depression, anxiety, etc. I’m still on and off medications. But I haven’t cut in a year and a half, and today I’m sitting on the floor cursing at a crib set I’m trying to put together, and the proudest mother to the sweetest 5 month old baby girl.
They really mean it when they say it gets better. But you NEED to put in the work. Imagine how difficult going from 300+ lbs to 130 lbs would be. That’s a lot of work. This is too. Please remember that always.
Pog
It got better for you.
It won’t for everyone else
@@Jen_Findlay That’s can be true, but I would just wish for anyone to not give up regardless. I’m in an entirely different place today than I was before. I’m still struggling daily of course, and nowhere near where I’d like to be. Some may even consider my progress minimal, but I’m trying to stay proud of me.
I think all I wanted to say previously, but had trouble relaying.. is that everyone’s individual battles are fucking mountains. But they’re not impossible to climb, and a lot of times we really do need help to get up. Unfortunately, sometimes some people give up their climb.. Maybe they didn’t have the proper love and support from those around them, maybe there was an event they just felt they could never recover from, etc. I know the pain well, of wanting nothing more for my heart to stop and all the pain to stop, and I would take it all from anyone if I could. I just never want anyone to give up their climb, find the ropes to get up, make your own. Be your own reason to live, in spite, just because you’re sick and tired of the way things are, because you want to feel happy -because you deserve to. There is always a way, and no one should ever feel as if they’re better off dead.
Well, congratulations on the baby and I still hope your in a better state of mind now!
Maybe it can get better for me, but I don't really see myself becoming an adult. I don't feel like I can survive another 4+ years of this hellish bullshit. I'll try, I just don't know how long I can keep going for.
I don’t wanna die, I just don’t want to live...
Coming into this world wasn’t a choice, but leaving it is ...
Hey yea im with u but i just wanna end it..
sister Ty Are you ok?
Unluckily, I’m not...
WHAT... D...don't die
I am going to do it soon
who else is too tired to live but just not ready to die
Thank you from the bottom of my heart. I’m a 54 year old mixed race Canadian. You are able to voice the anger and sadness that so many of us experience but are unable to articulate. Perhaps you saved a life tonight.
Life doesn't seem like a gift anymore. It seems more like a curse.
Rogue right
same
Allen Chase . Ur right
exacly i say all i find is sin and misary in the world where ever i look
It has for all my life.
My mom always tells me to turn off my “depressing” music, it’s making me worse, but no it’s not. It’s keeping me from dying everyday. It’s what’s keeping me here.
I feel that
Yeah that's what I do but a this point it's pushing me further into wanting to at the same time but that's what I want for my feelings of compassion towards others to go away so I can just end it all I don't know what's next reincarnation heaven hell idk but whatever it is I doubt it could be worse than this
Same, my mom says its "retarded" but its the only thing keeping me in this torturing thing called life
Same my mom says that everyday
Yes! Everyone thinks that it makes it worse but it's what actually helps us understand that others feel the same way and we all want to die but complete strangers and sad songs keep us alive
I found this song when I was 12 years old, and it impacted me greatly. The way it switches up to “I CAN picture myself as a grown man” and ends on that lighter note. Anyways, I’m 25 now. It does get better. I’ve worked so hard on myself and I can say I am happy to be here on this earth now. Don’t get me wrong I still have hard days, my depression certainly isn’t gone, but it’s completely manageable. Thank you Kyle for this banger, I think about you and hope you are doing so well man
I used to listen to this song when I was 15 on repeat and I would cry myself to sleep to it. One failed attempt, sh recovery and 5 years later I am the happiest I’ve ever been. Even though I’m still on medication and I feel like there’s no point sometimes it’s the thought that I wouldn’t have done what I’ve done and met who I’ve met past age 15. I never would have graduated highschool and been able to leave all that behind to start a new life with the loml
It's actually depressing that I'm here at 2am listening to this after googling painless suicide
Same here
HeyItsLivvy overdosing is the easiest way to go
Edit: I wasn’t being serious, overdosing could end up not killing you and put you in coma, honestly there isn’t a way you can kill yourself without it atleast hurting a little, when I overdosed I took 9/10 Klonopins, I was in a drunken state but I still overdosed, it’s not fun. Don’t go straight to suicide as a answer just because you can’t find answers to all your problems yet, little by little you’ll figure out those answers, speaking from personal experience it will take awhile, I’m still struggling with not cutting myself, you can only truly get better if you want too, therapists only want to give you medication, they don’t care, they get they’re paychecks whether we kill ourselves or not so that means y’all have to depend on yourself to get better.
HeyItsLivvy what’s sad is when you call your local suicide hotline and explain you feeling down. And they reply this is an emergency hot line if you feel like you can’t control yourself then call back.
Hey listen,
Its okay to hurt.
Just breathe
I know you dont know me,
And this probably sounds cliche , but
Your not alone. All this bullshit is gonna blow over. Things are going to get better. Shit is going to happen. Bit they will always get better. Okay?
I know you dont know me, but
If your alone there, just know that just like the end of this song, suicide doesnt end the way we hope. I know it feels like the only option at times. But that moment when you cant take shit anymore .... thats the moment everything starts to get better. This your monsters will shut up.
I think the most important thing is sharing. And not with these fake friends who dont actually give a daamn about us, but with yourself . Admit your hurt. Write it down. Cry it out. And tell yourself -
"Life treats me like shit. But i will not abandon myself. I will hold my hand and walk myself through this hell hole." Cuz Winsten churchill said-"if your going through Hell, keep going" dont stop going. One day you will get out of there i promise.
No matter how much hate people throw at you. Dont let that pain turn into negative things. Use it to get stronger. Like a clay cup burning in a hot oven. Surrounded by flames and imense heat. In the end it comes out stronger and more firm.
Livvy, i know these words seem like things you have heard a million times. And like when google assistant tells you "your not alone" when you search easy ways to suicide . But, i really meant every word.
There are many people struggling to live for another hour as we speak. Laying in hospital beds. Im not saying your a bad person. Cuz ive been there. I understand your every word. And yiu have every right to dislike life. Its the shitty way life has treated you.
But remember you cant have a new beginning now. What has happened has already happened. But you can start now and have a brand new end.
Please please be strong. And one day, when you return that kitchen knife you are hiding in your desk back to the kitchen. Help someone else who is going through it. We might not have the same stories but the shit that hurt is fucking real. So be strong. Your not alone. Get through this. And help someone get through depression as well.
Lets all heal eachother .
HeyItsLivvy I was in that place two months ago, I overdosed, fell peacefully and woke up in a hospital with my fiancé next to me crying his eyes out. I promise you it’s really not worth it. I hope you’re doing better❤️
Take a moment to appreciate all the people who died listening to this song, may they rest easy. May they know now that they are loved.
Nobody likes me man.... I feel like I make my life miserable. I don't have friends... even if I do have friends thwy always left without me.. I always get bullied a lot... I just can't take it anymore. I can't even play chess game really well. I love to play chess in real life. I feel like im actually playing chess in real life...
@@deathanoide3041 if you don't have friends then I'll be your friend, I doubt know if it will get better but I want to try and help.
@@deathanoide3041 idk maybe try and talk to her more or try and show her how much you care, or be more open ask questions about her day or how she's doing.
@@transparantcowboywombat Ok... I might do that see how it goes one day.. thanks for the small advice.
@@deathanoide3041 it's ok anything to help, I hope it work.
I love how when ever I tell my friends at school that I’m not feeling very happy they just say,
“Nice”
Or
“Same”
Thank you Kyle for this. I have never had anyone understand or explain what’s going on inside of me.
I've overdosed twice when I should be dead...
I've cut too deep and almost died from blood loss...
People at school mock suicide like it's some sort of joke...
Maybe they'll stop when they lose somebody.
Kayla Everett ik what you mean, i have suicidal thoughts every day and people at school just make jokes about it
can u plz be ma friend
I make jokes about it to fucking deal with it myself, they could be doing the same
Kayla Everett i can relate, I'm sorry
Ik how it feels an I can relate... I've cut deep so many times over the same spot that it's numb, I should've been dead but.... I'm not
Fuck it, *vent in the replys.*
I am blood runnin down my arms as i type
Me life is to much depression takes over faking it everyday pretend to be happy
Me. Nobody wants me. Not even death. And that hurts most.
Me Because I feel like everyone doesn't give a fuck About me ! I Try to explain they Laugh and say "Your tired" no I am Mentally exhausted from all These Horrible Thoughts ..
@@bloodvypa783 I don't cut my arm until I bleed so it dosen't leave big marks, but you shouldn't cut yourself regardless because you might get addicted to the point of no return. And then even when you find happiness you won't be able to stop
I'm sick and tired of battling bipolar. It's one of the worst mental illnesses you can get
I am experiencing starting symptoms i think.
I came across this song in middle school. since then, this song has been incredibly important to me during my darkest times. I come back to it every now and then, and reflect on what has happened in my life and the things i am grateful for still having.
Cringe furry
im tired of trying
im sick of crying
i know im smiling
but inside im dying
Our Brains Are Sick But Thats Okayyy
me to man
And someday you see me hanging💀
And then only start caring
Nah ur just pussy who gets hurt
@K Bone yeah nigga smoke weed bruh
Who is still listing this beautiful song in 2020??
Edit: now in 2021
My depression
I just found this song, I love it
Still amazing
I'm just gonna give up
Not today
its ironic how strangers on the internet can comfort me more than my family ever will
I wonder how many of these commenters lost their fights. Bless them. I’ll visit you guys soon.
It's scary how I can relate to this song so well holy shit...
Rude
@Joseph LaPietra wtf rude much
I'm not a furry my name is just an inside joke that me and my friend have that I decided to use as my username
@Joseph LaPietra yep
Joseph LaPietra Rude muchhh
I wonder how many of the commenters here are dead.. rest easy angels.. hope the pain is gone.. see ye soon
What do you mean see you soon??
I hope you won't do anything to yourself..
I know how you feel but, don't leave, don't kill yourself. It's doesn't get rid of the pain, it passes it to someone else.
❤You are loved more than you realize!!❤
I hope you’re safe and please don’t do anything bad to yourself ❤️
*virtual hugs*
Count me one more soon... 💔
@@duck_.y Please don't.. just ending the pain might end your own but it's passing it on.. it's.. not worth it .. please don't..
My ideal death would be to jump off a very tall building and listen to music, this song is a great song to die to-
You, the person scrolling through the comments
*received a stranger's faith*
When he said, "But I don't wanna die, not gonna lie thoughts of suicide keep crossing my mind on a regular basis" it hit home.
Same
Same
Same
Same,it sure did suicidebro
Same man
I’m not scared of dying or even what comes after I just don’t want my family to be sad... so I just suffer to keep them happy.
I know how that feels
Same...
Steinn, hey everything’s gonna be okay trust me you just can’t give up okay? promise me you’ll stay strong. promise? i’m here for u 💘ik it’s hard
@@anabels2978 i know i can't just quit. It's like you said above. I have to keep my family running...
Yes yep
Anyone else just have a fight with their parents for the 7th time in 4 days?
if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so do not waste it, and also do not worry of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help..
OMG ive never gotten goosebumps so much from listening to any song. Wow. I can relate. Thank you for this so much.
I hate the way everyone just says that you're faking your depression and suicidal thoughts just for attention they don't know what goes on in your life and when you explain they just say you are over reacting and they don't know how it feels to be yourself they just see it from a different view they never understand..
Edit: omg I'm so glad that people understand I'm just glad to spread the message and to everyone who commented about their life I'm so sorry for all of you ♥ and I hope life will get better for all of you and I know that's something a lot of people say when they hear someone's depressed and I would know because I'm not very secretive about my depression and suicidal thoughts I only hide it from my parents and it's hard, life is hard, but we need to fight it and look on the brighter side! When I think about suicide I start to think about my friends and how they would miss me and they would be sad.. And one of my friends even threatened to kill herself if I do and just that alone makes me stop and think, what can I do to make my life better and be happier? I can't let everyone bring me down! And you should think like that too! Don't let anyone bring you down to the level people have brought me down to... I had to switch schools because of bullying and I'm thinking about calling child support and getting taken away from my mother because she's caused me so much pain... So the moral of the story is don't let anyone bring you down and if they do think of a way to fix it and make life better!
Edit 2: if you got it to here and read that whole thing thanks for reading it and stuff.. And I hope who ever is reading this that your life is doing good
Edit: I'm glad a lot of people are getting my message
Edit 4: please don't fight in the comments I don't like seeing people fight it makes me sad and it probably makes you sad too I want this reply comment section to be full of your stories and support not fighting
ALL THAT BITCHES BETTER DIE, OR I WILL SAY THEM TO :
Go to sleep
Nikki Wolfie my friends all pretended they were the same as me when I told them I was feeling suicidal and I cut myself but they were just wanting attention. They were the first and last people I ever told and they didn’t believe me
Thing is, some people are so fucking inhumane they like to lie about it, thinking its funny. When people suffer from depression or suicidal thoughts, they don't say it aloud. They struggle. Terribly.
I never said it, I wrote it down and my mother started reading it and we had a chat but after about a month? She didn't care nor did she remember so now I'm back at the start, name-calling and crying every night. All those people that said 'it gets better' are the liars, it doesn't. Life gets worse.
Ugh. Yeah, problem is that I share a room with my 5 year old brother so it’s hard to get private time to cry out my pain. I can’t eat or sleep well and I took the NHS test and got tested with:
Depression - Severe
Anxiety - Severe
Stress level - Severe
Sometimes my dad or mum will ask me if I’m alright and they’ll tell me I can tell them anything but it just makes it harder to think.
Fuck those people
I searched for 'Suicidal Songs'. CZcams shows me, 'This video is offensive, discretion is advised'.
Me: OW! I didn't know that.
Imma thank you for that. Brought an chuckle to my lifeless face
@@samhayes8095 I am glad that I did. And you are not alone. Stay strong and don't let the life fuck you instead fuck this life. Make this life your bitch. 🖤🖤🖤
@@soad2609 tf is that for motivation😑
@@mlgsalmon My pleasure.
CZcams is ok with the song worthless but not this
Found this song when I was in middle school. I'm graduated from high school now. The ending of this song is probably a big reason why I'm here today.
This song is literally my life. At age 14-19 i didn't want to live. But now, at age almost 21, with a baby, and fiance, I can see myself as a grown woman, I can see a future for myself. This song saved my life
Who else here has attempted suicide and still have the thoughts?
I actually see a lot of people around here in that position. It won't necessarily last though, please don't give up
I've been fighting depression for over 2 years and it's so easy just to give up!
I know, man. But that doesn't mean you can't keep at this, you absolutely can especially if you don't forget your own strength.
I know how strong I am but it's too hard to keep fighting.
Seriously, you can make it if you don't keep telling yourself you can't.
We are just suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids that sucide is never the answer
Literally though it's so true
Madison Gittings yes to me it is me to I don’t think it’s right but at 9 I wanted to die😭
How'd you find me through my disguise?
Hmmmmmm kyle spratt..........hailie spratt..........hmmmmm
Boi aww plz don't do that bc i love u
Oh man, I didn't expect at all the end !!! So cool , some shivers and goosebumps
Damn I googled suicide/depressing songs and from the first one that popped up was this one. From the opening lines, holy shit this nails it.
I Don't want to die.
I just want the pain to end.
edit: GUYS STOP OMG I WAS EDGY LAST YEAR IM SORRY
but seriously if you feel like this get help, please.
Here for you, okay?
I would actually prefer to die nothing will get better.
But I dunt wanna dye .... I wanna DIE
Yeahhh
I hear you...
Some wrists are stained red
Some wrists are not
But If I seen you suffering
I'd never let you rot
And i'd be here for you until i am dead.
I don't believe it is going to happen to me because I always get bullied a lot and I don't have nobody to talk to... I always holding my anger in and I started to feel I making everyone miserable.. I'm not as important as everybody else. 😔🔫
@@deathanoide3041 you are really important,if you were looking for a sign this is it. YOU ARE REALLY IMPORTANT!!! Don't let them put you down,I've been bullied too. The thing is that nothing is wrong with u,it's with them. So please be strong and know that there are a lot of people who love you. Much love :)
@@deathanoide3041 You are one of the reasons I made the comment. Everyone (except bullies) is! Please stay strong. Lots of people love you. And don't say 99.99 of the people hate you (even though you didn't) that just means billions of people love you still!
If you want, You can search it up!
:D Don't ever commit suicide, People love you.
Bye!
@@elta6563 Okay take my like.
@@natedogg7254 excuse me?
100 Reasons Why You Should Stay Alive
1. Your friends, your family, and your pets would miss you.
2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself, if you failed or just simply left scars or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you.
3. It does get better. Believe it or not, it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow.
4. There's so much you would miss out on doing.
5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there.
6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself.
7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise.
8. You are amazing.
9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better.
10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead.
11. I love you. Platonically. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive.
12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die.
13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about.
14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me.
15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born.
16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died?
17. You're gorgeous, amazing, handsome, and to someone you are perfect.
18. Think about your favorite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again...
19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day.
20. Listening to incredibly loud music.
21. Being alive is just really good.
22. Not being alive is really bad. And boring.
23. Finding your soulmate.
24. Red pandas. Just… THEY ARE SO CUTE!!
25. Going to diners at three in the morning.
26. Really soft pillows. Or blankets.
27. Eating pizza in New York City.
28. Proving people wrong with your success. Take that!
29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life. Take that!
30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can.
31. Being able to help other people.
32. Bonfires.
33. Sitting on rooftops.
34. Seeing every single country in the world. And not being ignored. Because you know, if you were dead everyone would run into you… it would suck.
35. Going on road trips. Have fun doing that as a ghost, or whatever.
36. You might win the lottery someday, who knows! How would you enter while you’re dead?!
37. Listening to music in your own special place.
38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower, staring down at everyone with the wind in your hair.
39. Taking really cool pictures.
40. Literally meeting thousands of new people.
41. Hearing crazy stories.
42. Telling crazy stories.
43. Eating ice cream on a hot day with your best friends.
44. More interesting books or episodes could come out, you never know. It’s gonna be hard to get books or watch Netflix/Hulu/Etc while you’re dead.
45. Traveling to another planet someday. It’s gonna happen.
46. Having an underwater house.
47. Randomly running into your hero on the street
48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel.
49. Trampolines.
50. Think about your favorite movie, you'll never watch it again.
51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke.
52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more.
53. People do care.
54. Treehouses, you won’t really be able to have a treehouse while dead.
55. Hanging out with your soulmate in a treehouse
55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees.
56. I love you. Platonically.
57. I care about you.
58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness!
59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor. You won’t even be influenced by it.
60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS!
61. Starbucks. Or caribou coffee.
62. Hugs. The kind that makes you squeal because of how tight they are, the kind that you really love.
63. Stargazing with your favorite person in this universe at 4am because you can’t sleep, the grass brushing against your toes as you snuggle together.
64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is.
65. You've changed somebody's life.
66. Now you could change the world.
67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you. Maybe you already have.
68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you.
69. You can’t look at any more memes if you're dead.
70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things.
71. Making snow angels.
72. Making snowmen.
73. Snowball fights.
74. Life is what you make of it.
75. Everybody has talent.
76. Laughing until you cry, with your stomach screaming and your lungs flaring in heat. Rolling on the floor, grinning ear to ear.
77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy.
78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist.
79. It’s possible to turn frowns upside down.
80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's crap, and never let them take you alive.
81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero.
82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.
83. One day your smile will be real. It will, I promise you.
84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day.
85. Lying on the grass and laughing at the clouds.
86. Laughing insanely hard with your best friends.
87. Eating weird food.
88. Staying up all night watching your favorite films with a loved one.
89. Sleeping in all day.
90. Creating something you're proud of.
91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud that you didn't commit. And if you did, feeling regret that you did.
92. Being able to meet your Internet friends.
u93. Coffee.
94. The new season of your favorite show.
95. Staying up late with your best friend.
96. Being stupid in public because you just can.
97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile?
98. Being able to hug that one person you haven’t seen in years
99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this.
100. But, the final and most important one is just being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen.
second day of 2022 and i am already listening songs like these LOL
My best friend asked me if I was scared of dying. I looked at him crying and I said" Devin, I am not scared of dying I am scared of living. Why be afraid death when it welcomes you in with open arms. Life beats you down and kills you. Death is my happy place, so how can i be afraid of dying."
do you need anyone to talk to? i hope you’re feeling better
Same
BOIIIIII why we lyin now🥸
Relatable
So true
deep inside, they care about us, but it's sad that no one shows it before we're gone.
Funny when we're dead how people start listening
yeah they only care when your dead
Phoebe Holst yeah I’m gonna kill myself after Valentine’s Day and do the world a favor the world who says I’m crazy and not depressed for the world who ignores me like I’m s ghost my family who doesn’t notice me
plz dont kill urself
Truueeeee😭😭😭
Its not only depression and sadness that can take you here, sometimes there's so much rage, it boils and burns. You focus it inside as to not let it out on someone else, eventually it boils over and you try to find a way to escape to get out, to stop all the anger...
If you need help Go talk to your friends, family and People you Trust, Life can Be Great full of Good memories and experiences and Will get even better after the pandemic ends so dont waste it, If necessary call the suicide hotline, search for help in the internet like r/suicidewatch and if necessary call a therapist "suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem" we all have the dark chapter of our lives but you can pass through it...
Man I remember 11 year old me listening to this song thinking it was the end, I’m 15 and started my career and I’m doing okay. I’m really proud of how far I’ve come
Yayy
Roses r red
Violet's r dead
Outside I'm smiling
Inside I'm dying
i love you
Outside I'm laughing inside I'm crying secretly I'm dying I don't feel like singing I don't feel like reading I don't feel like living.
-poem I made up in my head
Stay strong, you can get through this.❤️
Peyton Wright no I really don’t think I can do this anymore life is bullshit
Me every breath I takes
When you are depressed and you family doesn't understand and just gets mad at you and doesn't even try to help you that is me right now
Holy shit, idk what is even wrong with them! hopefully there will be friends better than this wack family
Bailey Davis SAME ... I mean, that's my life...
Bailey Davis. Freak this that like me life
I mean. Freak this!! That's my life ever since
Artsy_Judoka I tryed to tell my dad once and he thought it was a joke
RIP to the angels that took their lives with this song. See you soon. Glad your pain is gone. Get a seat ready
Keep holding on to God. No matter what may be trying to keep you down, keep looking up to God. He will always be your hand in helping you get back up. God wants us to change and grow into the person He wants us to be. All things are possible with God. He has your back and will help you through anything, All you have to do is have faith. difficult times can leave us feeling exposed and unprotected but it is only temporary. everything is temporary and that nothing lasts forever. this includes both the good and the bad times because it will eventually end. Ultimately, the enemies we face, are not people or objects. It is not our body, it is not physical enemy. our battle is indeed spiritual, In each of those cases, we can choose to fight the wrong battles, or we can rest knowing God is fighting for us. We fight this war by daily putting on the whole armor of God, always praying, standing firm in the Word of God, and staying alert. We need to live each day guided by an eternal perspective. we get swamped by temporal concerns. So rest in knowing that when you keep holding on, you will see that in your weakness, God will be your strength.
John 15:13
Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one’s life for his friends.
Romans 5:6-8
For when we were still without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly. For scarcely for a righteous man will one die; yet perhaps for a good man someone would even dare to die. But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.
Me and my friends joke about dying while behind there back i acually want to
@FELICIA ADAME it’s hard
I don’t necessarily want to die but if I was in the middle of the road and a car was speeding towards me, I don’t think I would get out of the way
@@tulikadey9532 and you're a very boring person :)
@@sophiekirkley4398 this person can already be dead, and you say he/she is boring. Sometimes I wish I can give people suicidal thoughts.
@@noone-ie6xt no i was talking to the other person, who was saying stuff about this person being suicidal, Im suicidal too and I know how it feels to be in this dudes situation
Me everyday
Holy shit I told my therapist these exact words. Word for word like 6 years ago when I was 14
I don’t want to kill myself but just wish I was never born
The boss 12 .Same
The boss 12 same
The boss 12 I've been wishing that for the longest time every time I blow out the candles it doesn't work
Same and I just wish some people would understand how we all feel 😔
I've been thinking that for as long as I can remember. Now I've wanted to kill myself for about half a year now. Right in this moment it's especially bad. But I never managed to go through with it. Always chickened out and hated myself for it.
I just realized so many peoples comments I was reading are dead now.. I can't do this anymore.. I need hope
I tried to kill myself to this song and I’m still okay. I survived and am thriving now. That’s hope
No one’s probably going to read this but I just wanted to say it was my depression and anxiety that I learned that in order to get better you need to hold your own hand before you can have others. If you don’t make an effort there will be no help, but it is easier said than done, I know and the road to recovery is Hell. You’re going to feel so alone but you need to reach out or else no one is going to know and there will be no help. It’s a sad and harsh truth in society but that’s just how it is right now. Depression, your anxiety or any other mental illness you have is always going to be apart of you but they don’t define you. You can make it. You are strong and I believe that in time the problems you’re facing will slowly be more bearable.
It's f***ing hard to act like im happy, making jokes all the time and laugh, but still the depression kicks in harder everytime i try acting, its my kids and wife that keep me up all the time...but for how long...dont want to absorb their energy all the time.
Oof same
i agree it is really hard to act like i am happy but every time i cant manage a smile and just want to kill myself i think about my family, imagine having to go everywhere and have people constantly remind you that i committed suicide
People keep saying that you have yourself. But that doesn't help if you hate yourself.
why you hate yourself
true
Smile 4 animals yeah...
i know right
Levi Jaeger-Ackerman
exactly.
The most realistic song I've ever heard so deep
i still keep this on 3peat and never leaves my thought process and yet the wouldn't skip a second if I eventually do it
You know when I was younger I used to be afraid of death and things that could kill me now I just don’t care because I’m like just kill me already
Riya Sohi I like your burger thing im ready to go.
If your not dead, you are loved
@@gingerellacookie5641 Simp
@@shubhamsinghal6181 cmon xD
I’m patiently waiting for the day I can Rest In Peace ✌️
Same
I dont have patience
With my luck, my death still won't bring me peace
Same
I'm here for you and anyone who ever needs help or a brother to lean on. Everyday I want to kill myself because I couldn't save my brother when he overdosed, but I want you all to know that I love you guys and I am always going to be here for ya'll. Just reach out to me and I'll do my best to reply. You guys are never alone because in my eyes, you are family to me
The end of the song literally gave me chills because I wasn't expecting it to be inspirational
Man....the comment section
I know right 😅
It's sad I'm sitting here listening to this while thinking about what I would say in my suicide note and looking up painless suicides idek how i ended up like this feeling empty and hollow and idk why I fight it but I do for some reason maybe I'm just to scared my depression is telling me 'its okay it'll only hurt for a minute' but then my anxiety comes out and says 'but what comes after what if the pain doesn't end' it's just exhausting and I'm so so tired I've been giving my family hints about how I feel playing songs like this making jokes about how easy it would be but they don't see it. I can relateto the people in the comments more then my own friends and family
Hey are you ok? If you see this know that everything is going to be better if you are strong and don't give up.
I know it's hard, I've been there, and sometimes I find myself back here. But we have to find something to live for, and then when we start getting better, we have to start living for ourselves. I know it's hard and it's dark and it hurts, but it really will get better. You just gotta keep trucking no matter what
I already told my mom If I ever lose my fight I'm happy and with my grandpa which is all I've wanted since he died
Hey a cup of tea you been doing ok?
@@cassandrastrong5655 i think he/she is gone....😑
I don't want to die, I just want to be saved.
Hey Itz salvation the simple Has anybody ever told you how to achieve it?
Bonzo Schlacendaker that’s not what they mean they mean they want the pain of life gone
:/
• Hayden • i’m serious please please don’t
• Hayden • if u need to talk abt anything i’m here for u and i will always listen
I love it . Thank you so much
Death is the ultimate escape in this prison we call "life".
That's the one line I kept thinking about over and over in my mind lately.
I'm a sad guy. Trust me I'd kill myself, but then thinking of others, I don't want to hurt anyone. So I stay because of them
amen. i feel😪
same here i have a huge amont of problems and i just stay alive for mi freinds and family
I don't kill myself in case my suicide attempt fails ; that would be worse . Imagine being handicapped because your attempt goes wrong
I have no one here for me I am struggling with everything
That's good (: I'm glad you think of the people that u will be hurting. Cause does are the people that matter
Suicide. The one mistake that Im not strong to enough to do
Lightning colors aj Neither am I. But still, I wanna die as soon as possible
same
Same but I can't because my mom has lost her parents and my father. I want to but I will not do that to my mother.
Lightning colors aj I've tried to do it like 10 times but they took me to the hospital and they didn't ask if I had problems and I still cut muy self and all because my family
Lightning colors aj Mistake, honestly , i dont think it's a mistake, i see it more like salvation, an escape from life's problems. Too bad i am not strong enough to do it yet
For those outside:
Your skin isn’t a piece of paper, don’t cut it
Your neck isn't a coat, don't hang it
Your body isn't a book, don't judge it
Your life isn't a movie, don't end it
Your heart isn't a door, don't lock it
People have their ups and downs
Remember to always love yourself no
matter what you come against♥️
(This is not my word, I'm spreading it to the
1% and now it's your turn)
Why couldn't covid just have ended me
Why do I have to keep surviving
My soul is already dead, now it's my body's turn...
Things will get better soon one day :) don't give up
Hey bro, dont talk like that... get help!! I did and am doing great!! Believe me I know it's hard homie... but just get help... there are plenty of people who care about you, like me... I didnt think there was...but there is.. you got this bro. 💪😔
@@skystar8045 your jokes really, things won't get better it's all lies and fake crap that everyone says over and over again!!!
@@skystar8045 bullshit
They treat me like shit when I'm alive, but tonight, they'll read my note, and then they will start to care. WHY?! WHY WOULD YOU CARE THEN? WHY CAN'T YOU CARE ABOUT ME RIGHT NOW?!
THE LIGHT BEHIND YOUR EYES They do, and it gets better FR ! They just don't understand what you need . I'm so sorry you feel this way, hang in there , when u get older u will have more options and will be able to choose your own life and who is in it , and it will be a relief
Lisa Domagala Thank you.
Yeah why can't people u love or ur family care when ur still alive. But care if ur gone from this world. JUST WHY???!!!
Heaven Mendes I just wish they would care about me now! I want them to show me that I mean everything to them. I want my mom to hold me and tell me that she loves me. I want my dad to come back and say that he cares about me. I want my siblings to tell me that they love me as well and that they don't want me dead. I want all of that, is that so hard to ask for!!!! Apparently it is!
THE LIGHT BEHIND YOUR EYES . That's right why can't they show us that they love us now! I mean is that really hard to do?! Well for parents and siblings it's really hard for them to do
Worst part is being there for everyone but no ones ever there for you, but when you change it up you're the bad guy somehow. What a joke
When I feel like its finely better but I come back to this song and realise I still dont wanna be here its lovely to see everyone get the happy ending and I'm still dead inside
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@Alexandra Boenig agreed
❤
SHUT UP U DON'T KNOW NOTHING ABOUT THE SADS PERSONS. BITCH
WHAT DO U KNOW ABOUT be helpless ?! What do you know about be headless ?
I love how youtube asks you if you want to continue when you are literally clicking on a song named suicide note
@@ulysse9989 i think you misunderstood her comment
The body has the urge to live when the mind does not.
The first time I cut my wrist... I was home alone (well apart from my brother who doesn't give a shit about me) And I had been contemplating cutting for the past few days... I walked downstairs (don't know why) And this urge... This voice... was telling me that *now is the perfect time* I stole the small knife from our kitchen ran upstairs and I couldn't stop
I started cutting a month ago. The pain from the knife and my girlfriend, are the only motivation I have to live.
Same
Sadly it's because it's our bodies' instinct to live even when we don't want to...
Sleeping to this song have been hearing this song since I was 8
"Crying in my room and I keep it top secret" Why is this so relatable?
Yeah, funny when we tried to give the sign of killing ourselves, people will think we're kidding..
Jeniffer A7X YOVINUS bye
Yeah, people can be really oblivious, if there's someone who you'd benefit from knowing I'm sorry to say that you'll have to be super obvious, like flat out telling them. It's worth doing though, really.
true
Its weird how my mom will let me have my door shut for hours at a time even though she knows im depressed.....i kinda wished she would at least open the door and check on me..😩
Jeklin Ed Warren unfortunately people won’t believe shit untill they see it. They just can’t take a hint can they..
I just want to die and donate my heart, eyes etc. to someone who needs it.
hey man .what's you pb?
y the eyes tho that's so weird
@@pippytime2550 blind ppl-
You should watch the movie 7pounds great movie
Yeah ... instead of forcing yourself to live when u just dnt want to anymore . Maybe smeone would appreciate to live and just needed a Heart ...
You nailed it 🙏🏻
I didnt think I’d come back to this song once again
Same
is it just me who feels like this dude’s doing this so fiercely he’s probably spitting everywhere??
just me??
yeah...okay..