Citizen Soldier - Would Anyone Care (Official Lyric Video)

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  • čas přidán 8. 06. 2020
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  • @CitizenSoldier
    @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +912

    Stream/Download 👉 citizensoldier.band/wouldanyonecare
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    Please SHARE it with someone that needs to hear it.

    • @haunterthepurger673
      @haunterthepurger673 Před 4 lety +12

      Citizen Soldier u rock

    • @haunterthepurger673
      @haunterthepurger673 Před 4 lety +12

      Don’t stop doing what u do

    • @vetsrus31
      @vetsrus31 Před 4 lety +8

      Thank you for another Earth Shakingly beautiful and powerful song. So glad to be a fan of you. Your words resonate so deeply with me and everyone else! Thank you!

    • @Rockstar25th
      @Rockstar25th Před 4 lety +7

      Love the song. Feels like what going though. It makes feel i not alone

    • @ghostofcrystallake780
      @ghostofcrystallake780 Před 4 lety +15

      This song honestly saved my life, I've felt so alone with my depression and I've been losing my grip. All I've felt for so long is darkness this made me feel light. Thank you all and I hope you keep saving people like me. The world needs more heroes. 🖤

  • @worshipforyou3175
    @worshipforyou3175 Před 3 lety +9957

    Sleep isn’t even sleep anymore. It’s just an escape from reality...

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 3 lety +970

      Stay strong 🖤

    • @lazswart2698
      @lazswart2698 Před 3 lety +136

      I feel this

    • @hitomi6925
      @hitomi6925 Před 3 lety +66

      Sup, we have the same profile picture
      Have a great day, y'all amazing

    • @dillypop1999
      @dillypop1999 Před 3 lety +109

      People always wonder why I used sleep so much. I used it as my escape as well. But I started having nightmares. So now that break I would get is gone.

    • @xceryxdemurstra6323
      @xceryxdemurstra6323 Před 3 lety +57

      @@dillypop1999 I used to have nightmares all the time as a kid. Til now I don't ever fall asleep into the rem sleep that's needed for dreaming. But still the few nights a year that I do recall the dreams, they're still nightmares... "No rest for the wicked" as they say lol

  • @miharu3076
    @miharu3076 Před 3 lety +7141

    Come one guys
    We are suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids that suicide isn't the answer.
    So stay alive.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 3 lety +736

      Stay strong 🖤🙏🏻

    • @MeMe-tt2gf
      @MeMe-tt2gf Před 3 lety +280

      The thing is we tell others don't do it ur worth it yet ur going through the same thing and u can't tell yourself u r good enough and u don't feel it aggghhhh i have a headache

    • @trevorchilds1960
      @trevorchilds1960 Před 3 lety +123

      I have struggled with depression not developed but biological but if I a fat kid who can’t do much can make it through then others can but if there is one piece of advise I can give is don’t hide it the longer you hide it the more it builds until your personal day of judgment and finally bring the knife to your neck if you have let it build it becomes almost impossible to stop yourself so when you get to that point remember that someone wants you around and If you’re not there you could send another person into their own depression telling themselves they weren’t enough to keep you here so if you won’t keep going for yourself do it for other people. Now I know people won’t see this but if you do spread the message that someone needs you and you will soon find something to stay in this world for

    • @emmam7427
      @emmam7427 Před 3 lety +192

      I want to trade my life for someone who wants it, someone fighting cancer, or a kid starving.... But it's impossible

    • @miharu3076
      @miharu3076 Před 3 lety +32

      @@emmam7427
      Don't say that

  • @user-dv1wv3ml2h
    @user-dv1wv3ml2h Před 6 měsíci +358

    I’d quite literally give anything to send this song to my younger self. The line “Would anyone want me, if they knew what was inside my head” hit me like a ton of bricks.

  • @katecardinale8881
    @katecardinale8881 Před 6 měsíci +360

    For all of you feeling this song, we haven’t met but I’m so happy you exist in this world. Breathe and validate yourself. Giving as much legal love as I can give. ❤ your friend in the USA

    • @kaceyfellowes
      @kaceyfellowes Před 6 měsíci +5

      @katecardinal8881 Thank you. This means so much. And I have to say the same to you. You don’t know what anyone is going through but your message helps me so much. Thank you. God bless you 🙏

    • @PreppyReviews
      @PreppyReviews Před 6 měsíci

      Thanks

    • @NoorNoor-kg8hj
      @NoorNoor-kg8hj Před 5 měsíci +2

      Thanks but idk what to do
      I'm finally giving up

    • @katecardinale8881
      @katecardinale8881 Před 5 měsíci +1

      @@NoorNoor-kg8hj please don’t give up. You have a purpose and people who love you. Stay alive for them. I’m here with you in it and I know it sucks so bad. I’m katie. I’m a teacher with children ages 2 months to 5 years and I’m 30. Follow me if you ever want to talk. 💖 sending love from 🇺🇸!!

    • @NoorNoor-kg8hj
      @NoorNoor-kg8hj Před 5 měsíci

      I can't see my comments

  • @wulanrskn
    @wulanrskn Před 3 lety +19714

    when my youtube recommendation knows my feelings better than people around me

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 3 lety +2154

      Glad you found us 🖤

    • @kajoregister9851
      @kajoregister9851 Před 3 lety +323

      exactly.

    • @deebzzzz4296
      @deebzzzz4296 Před 3 lety +350

      Be careful not to care and keep fighting cause after closing off all ya feel is regret hard to have any other emotions besides anger and regret so if ya are depressed fight it but dont let it consume you

    • @starlinlanier8202
      @starlinlanier8202 Před 3 lety +83

      I have to agree with you on this one

    • @risinganyomus7023
      @risinganyomus7023 Před 3 lety +68

      Lol I was just thinking this

  • @dreeve3171
    @dreeve3171 Před 11 měsíci +1182

    Sometimes those with the brightest smiles hide the darkest pain

    • @PerrysworldOfficial
      @PerrysworldOfficial Před 9 měsíci +17

      That's Me

    • @konikiispoka800
      @konikiispoka800 Před 8 měsíci +8

      Me🥹

    • @jasonschwab3412
      @jasonschwab3412 Před 8 měsíci +13

      This song reminds me of what I have and what I need to do to overcome the pain of the past.

    • @ambershook1627
      @ambershook1627 Před 8 měsíci +7

      Ya that's true

    • @saraoverkamping8143
      @saraoverkamping8143 Před 8 měsíci +11

      I imagine you are someone like this as well. I really hope darkness is not all you know and it actually made you see the light. "Cause stars are only glowing in the night, but when sunrise comes, you need to hold your hand up above your head to embrace the winds of life." My grandma told me this when I was a child, innocent and not understanding the depths of her words. Today they are what keep me breathing and believing, so I hope they can also guide you through some of your pain.

  • @WNWWV
    @WNWWV Před 7 měsíci +179

    Not a soul would care if I finally turned out the light. It would honestly be a blessing to many. Pray for me please.

    • @Oneness_Apostolic-Pentecostal
      @Oneness_Apostolic-Pentecostal Před 4 měsíci +20

      Praying for you! You have purpose and you are loved. Don’t give up. You’ve come too far for that.

    • @eddiedailey5083
      @eddiedailey5083 Před 3 měsíci +12

      Oh I feel the same way but don't never give up I'm fighting cancer an struggling in life with no help an knowing nobody cares but I'm still fighting we all are heros in someone's eyes so keep fighting my friend

    • @Oneness_Apostolic-Pentecostal
      @Oneness_Apostolic-Pentecostal Před 3 měsíci +8

      @@eddiedailey5083 Praying for your healing in Jesus’ name!

    • @thewafflehouse841
      @thewafflehouse841 Před 3 měsíci +4

      You are loved, and I would sure as hell care if you're gone. Don't let the world grow a little colder with you gone. Keep that light on, and someday it will take you out of the void. So please, I beg of you, hold on to hope and call someone, anyone, even your local crisis line.

    • @ladydesparado2672
      @ladydesparado2672 Před 3 měsíci +4

      I would care😢

  • @JonathonDobesh
    @JonathonDobesh Před 8 dny +10

    I committed suicide almost two years ago I was in hospital 4 months n was told I wouldn't be able to move ever again, I lost all my friends except one besides family he was to show up at my bedside, thank you Gilbert Gracia you are my family , love you brother , God kept me here for some reason not quite sure what for but I'm getting my strength back and am able to walk n move my arms now better than ever , only God can say when it's over so if ur contimplating suicide it's really not up to u when God calls u it's up to him , God bless all the people going through it right now , and let's all try to be there for one another the world is already hard enough let's lend a hand n ear to those struggling, no one is better than the next we all go thru things, I love everyone n hope n pray God saves us all in Jesus name amen!!!

  • @yukionna8543
    @yukionna8543 Před 4 lety +2100

    Therapy is going to their concert and screaming out the lyrics while crying.

  • @chirashii3947
    @chirashii3947 Před 3 lety +1657

    Hide and Seek isn’t fun when nobody is looking for you
    -Abigail Black

  • @christopherokieffe5922
    @christopherokieffe5922 Před 3 měsíci +165

    From someone that is struggling with living I just Wana say I love you all

    • @heavenshzb4055
      @heavenshzb4055 Před 3 měsíci +6

      We love you to my friend, stay strong, whatever struggles you are going through you can overcome them.....God bless you my friend.....

    • @JustinSilvin
      @JustinSilvin Před 2 měsíci +3

      I love you ❤

    • @jeannesmith1141
      @jeannesmith1141 Před 2 měsíci +2

      You can do this, it sucks, but hang in there. Tomorrow is always a new day, you can get through!

    • @malahamavet
      @malahamavet Před 2 měsíci +3

      I hope you're still there, I'm struggling too but we need to keep going

    • @christopherokieffe5922
      @christopherokieffe5922 Před 2 měsíci +1

      Thanks for all the support

  • @jamesrobertson5677
    @jamesrobertson5677 Před 7 měsíci +206

    Everyone needs to hear this. YOU ARE NOT ALONE AND YOU DO MATTER AND ARE LOVED. PLEASE KEEP FIGHTING AND STAY HERE

    • @Fun-and-new-with-summer
      @Fun-and-new-with-summer Před 7 měsíci +5

      I am so depressed and i wanna end it all 💔😭😭 but i cant

    • @MegaEricwolf
      @MegaEricwolf Před 6 měsíci +5

      @@Fun-and-new-with-summeryou’re not alone, just keep pushing forward because that’s where a better future is. I know life can be challenging but you are loved and appreciated. Stay strong! You got this!

    • @Fun-and-new-with-summer
      @Fun-and-new-with-summer Před 6 měsíci +1

      ​@@MegaEricwolf thx you so much I will

    • @user-vo6yn4xn8r
      @user-vo6yn4xn8r Před 4 měsíci +1

      i dont matter

    • @tommyl3208
      @tommyl3208 Před 4 měsíci +1

      Don't know how much fight I have left so tired of fighting and the sad thing is no one even care what happens. 😢

  • @lexiethe_slytherin2817
    @lexiethe_slytherin2817 Před 3 lety +963

    "I've never felt worthy of love I would give up everthing I have just to feel good enough." That hit me hard......

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 3 lety +68

      Thanks 🖤

    • @kelsif3387
      @kelsif3387 Před 3 lety +7

      Ditto

    • @bethbranch8749
      @bethbranch8749 Před 3 lety +16

      That's actually how I'm feeling right now. For the last few days I've been thinking about suicide because of how worthless I feel. I seen messages between my so called boyfriend and another female talking how they love each other and things that you would say to someone that you're in a relationship. I confronted him about it and he denied everything and said he was hacked.

    • @putrinugrahantie6351
      @putrinugrahantie6351 Před 3 lety +7

      @@bethbranch8749 hey girl i hope you are doing fine. You are worthy of everything and please keep going. Someday everything will make sense. Ily x

    • @bethbranch8749
      @bethbranch8749 Před 3 lety +6

      @@putrinugrahantie6351 I hope so. I have PTSD from many years of mental and emotional abuse. Seeing that my "boyfriend" is doing what he's doing adds on to my thoughts of worthlessness and increases the idea that suicide is the way to go.

  • @ElvisThePelvisEP
    @ElvisThePelvisEP Před rokem +1432

    “I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make other people happy because they know how it feels to be absolutely worthless and they don’t want anyone else feeling that way”

    • @cybillchill497
      @cybillchill497 Před rokem +59

      Man you didn't have to call me out like that. But your Right I like seeing people achieve what I cannot it brings me some joy seeing them happy.

    • @FbllTwins
      @FbllTwins Před rokem +23

      This is twin and my life... We always help our friends during their dark days because we know the feeling well and that feeling is not healthy

    • @BuySKZAlbumNowToPayTheirMeals.
      @BuySKZAlbumNowToPayTheirMeals. Před rokem +11

      Well, I feel called out lmaooo

    • @midnighttheumbreon8857
      @midnighttheumbreon8857 Před rokem +8

      I felt this on a spiritual level…

    • @billygreene1645
      @billygreene1645 Před rokem +12

      Thats how im currently living my life and im glad but i also hate it 😭😭😭

  • @DreamyVibezMusic
    @DreamyVibezMusic Před 3 měsíci +26

    This sound is so wonderful. The person who is reading this comment, I wish you great success, health, love and happiness!

    • @Li-Enlkao0
      @Li-Enlkao0 Před 3 měsíci

      I am a high school student and sometimes i just want quite life like how my grandpa die when i was little and at his funeral i didn't not what happening and just thought it was a happy time i remember this moment like it was yesterday
      i always thought he will hate me because of that

  • @tesiarobinson6510
    @tesiarobinson6510 Před 4 měsíci +18

    I’m 30 and I’ve been struggling with depression, self harm, and suicidal thoughts since high school.. 10 years of self harm, a couple suicide attempts.. I 100% feel this song.

  • @dash.7277
    @dash.7277 Před 3 lety +2510

    Is it funny how your online friends care more about you than your parents, real-life friends, and teachers?

  • @emmamaddie6365
    @emmamaddie6365 Před 3 lety +1588

    Depression is like drowning while other people are screaming at you to breathe

    • @lill_sweets3271
      @lill_sweets3271 Před 2 lety +30

      Send you a Hug... ❤️(っ.❛ ᴗ ❛.)っ... you are not alone...
      No matter what you are going through, you are not alone. And no matter what you've been through, you're beautiful and perfect just as you are..

    • @kittencat101
      @kittencat101 Před 2 lety +13

      @@lill_sweets3271 thank you

    • @lill_sweets3271
      @lill_sweets3271 Před 2 lety +11

      @@kittencat101 Your Welcome 😊❤️

    • @reyzacy6205
      @reyzacy6205 Před 2 lety +13

      *without other people screaming at you to breathe

    • @user-dn7sn5hk6p
      @user-dn7sn5hk6p Před 2 lety +2

      That hurts.... 🙂

  • @keiffers5
    @keiffers5 Před 7 měsíci +24

    This quote "Would anyone notice If tonight, I disappeared?" really hit hard - I've always thought that no one would. So many people don't realize the huge battles I am fighting in my head, yet I am projecting a look that makes them think otherwise. They think my being distant has to do with them and think I'm an a-hole for it. I am constantly fighting these battles on my own and this kind of music is what helps me the most. I hear this and realize I am NOT alone.....we all struggle, just some better than others. If you are thinking of ending it, don't.....that's NOT the answer. That will only pass your pain onto someone who truly loves you, even if you think they don't. I admit it has crossed my mind before, but I cannot ever bring myself to that point....I may think life is hard right now, but I realize if I were to make that choice, tomorrow would probably be the day that everything found a way to get better. Why miss that, even if it doesn't happen right away. There is constantly a little voice in my head saying 'it will get better' and sometimes I tell it to STFU, but I haven't rejected it and I think that's a good thing. I'm taking each day as it comes....some are good some aren't, but I am doing what I feel is the right thing

  • @Zilo-mp1wc
    @Zilo-mp1wc Před 5 měsíci +11

    My dad listened to this in front of me and now every time I go to sleep I pray to god that I will wake up and see him

  • @darechick0894
    @darechick0894 Před 4 lety +2954

    Balling in tears from the song. Sounds alot like when my depression tries to be mean but i fight through it to live for the people I love.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +387

      Love that you get it. Keep fighting friend. You're not alone.

    • @soloriyeovin5011
      @soloriyeovin5011 Před 4 lety +51

      We can do this

    • @lizlahti
      @lizlahti Před 4 lety +61

      I was in tears myself within seconds. I've been where you are. You are not alone. Keep fighting- it's worth it! ❤

    • @patrickconner6477
      @patrickconner6477 Před 4 lety +46

      Hang in there bro, ik I'm just some dude on YT but there are people who care, and if you can't stand alone stand with them :) you probably already knew that but it's good to hear it again eh? Well stay strong if not for yourself then for others

    • @nicobo730
      @nicobo730 Před 4 lety +9

      Love that song so much

  • @hannahtrevors2651
    @hannahtrevors2651 Před 3 lety +2714

    The fact that so many people relate to this like I do breaks my heart

    • @lill_sweets3271
      @lill_sweets3271 Před 2 lety +37

      Send you a Hug... ❤️(っ.❛ ᴗ ❛.)っ... you are not alone...
      No matter what you are going through, you are not alone. And no matter what you've been through, you're beautiful and perfect just as you are..

    • @lill_sweets3271
      @lill_sweets3271 Před 2 lety +8

      @@Anonymous-te5me Thank youuuuu❤️😊

    • @majesticwalrus9946
      @majesticwalrus9946 Před 2 lety +7

      I know it’s hard

    • @blackheart4795
      @blackheart4795 Před 2 lety +43

      The sad thing is some of us got comfortable here in the deep, dark hole were in

    • @stevenbicknell9459
      @stevenbicknell9459 Před 2 lety +12

      I know how u feel my family don't give a damn about me

  • @sonjacole4688
    @sonjacole4688 Před 6 měsíci +135

    To whoever reads this,
    i love you
    i love your smile
    i love your laugh
    i love your personality
    i love your hair (or lack thereof)
    i love you even if you have insecurities
    i love your accomplishments
    i love you even if you have failures
    i love your eyes
    i love your beauty
    i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
    i love the way you dance
    i love you on your happy days
    i love you on you even on sad days
    i love you on the days you feel lonely
    i love you on the days you feel helpless
    i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
    i love you on the days you feel forgotten
    i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
    i love you on the days you feel loved
    i love you on the days you feel sick
    i love you on the days you feel motivated
    i love you on the days you feel depressed
    i love you on the days you feel stresses
    i love you on the days you feel crazy
    i love you on the days you feel hopeful
    i love you on the days you feel cuddly
    i love you on the days you feel clingy
    i love you on the days you feel amazing
    i love you on the days you feel beautiful
    i love you on the days you feel like a failure
    i love you on the days you feel angry
    i love you on the days you feel aggressive
    i love you on the days you feel horrible
    i love you on the days you feel safe
    i love you on the days you feel unsafe
    i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
    i love you on the days you feel weird
    i love you on the days you feel ok
    i love you when you're healthy
    i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
    i love your taste in music
    i love your taste in movies
    i love your taste in tv shows
    i love the way you act
    i love you even if you cry
    i love you when you're kind
    i love you even if you you're mean
    i love you even if you're alone
    i love you even if you can't feel
    i love you even if you feel too much
    i love you even if you can't take life anymore
    i love you even if you feel like it's too much
    i love you when you're asleep
    i love you even if you have nightmares
    i love you when you have dreams
    i love how you believe
    i love you when you believe in yourself
    i love you even if you don't believe in yourself
    i love you even if you hate yourself
    i love you when you love yourself
    i love the way you think
    i love you even if you have problems
    i love your solutions
    i love how you support
    i love you even if you're in pain
    i love you even if you're hurt
    i love your promises
    i love your secrets
    i love your attitude
    i love you sass
    i love your creativity
    i love your voice (or lack thereof)
    i love you hand gestures
    i love your stories
    i love you even if you have wounds
    i love you even if you have scars
    i love your face
    i love your past
    i love your future
    i love your present
    i love your outfits
    i love your style
    i love your art
    i love your honesty
    i love you even if you lie
    i love you even if you're tired
    i love you when you're energetic
    i love how you look
    i love how you cook
    i love you when you're adventurous
    i love you even if you're scared
    i love your imperfections
    i love your perfections
    i love you even if you worry
    i love you when you talk (or communicate)
    i love your opinions
    i love you even if you have headache
    i love you even if you have a stomach ache
    i love you when you help others
    i love you when you're mature
    i love you even if you're immature
    i love you in the hard times
    i love you in the easy times
    i love you even if life isn't bright
    i love you when you're responsible
    i love you even if you're irresponsible
    i love you even if you fight
    i love you in your darkest moments
    i love you in your brightest moments
    i love your heart
    i love you in the day
    i love you in the night
    i love you at midnight
    i love you at 3 am
    i love you at all times
    i love you at your best
    i love even if your worst
    i love the little things you do
    i love all of you
    i love you when you're you
    i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
    From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)
    (Not mine but please spread it around, everyone deserves even just a little bit of love.)

  • @yalestormofficial
    @yalestormofficial Před 4 měsíci +5

    This song touched my heart, 3 years ago. It taught me to listen to people who are in pain and be there for them. This song taught me to be a selfless hero, holding a light for those in the dark.

  • @bristyshurtradharpuja3531
    @bristyshurtradharpuja3531 Před 2 lety +1216

    The most devastating part is when you can relate every each line of this song 💔:)

    • @fariha9083
      @fariha9083 Před 2 lety +11

      I can feel you( ⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⌢⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀)

    • @bristyshurtradharpuja3531
      @bristyshurtradharpuja3531 Před 2 lety +7

      @@fariha9083 🙏💔

    • @sarahdfaul
      @sarahdfaul Před 2 lety +15

      I’ve been able to relate to it for the past 8 years. I’m surprised I haven’t fully given up yet.

    • @toddhill4411
      @toddhill4411 Před 2 lety +1

      Don't I know

    • @creepercrew11
      @creepercrew11 Před 2 lety +1

      I'm right there with you buddy. It's hard

  • @josephlonergan1685
    @josephlonergan1685 Před 2 lety +894

    "Would anybody want me
    If they knew what was inside my mind"
    These lines hit me 🙄

    • @justaboy8441
      @justaboy8441 Před 2 lety +8

      me too

    • @moonwolf625
      @moonwolf625 Před 2 lety +9

      Same!

    • @childofgod1458
      @childofgod1458 Před 2 lety +10

      Yes 💯 percent they would want you just don't be afraid to open up an talk about what your going threw it always helps even if it's just to God he's always listening

    • @fluff5
      @fluff5 Před 2 lety +4

      @@childofgod1458 no one wants a psychopath.

    • @cl5059
      @cl5059 Před 2 lety +1

      @@fluff5 that’s 100% not true lol some specifically seek out psychopaths, although some do it unintentionally there are those who knowingly and willing seek out psychopaths as partners/lovers/friends/business associates etc.

  • @WindyBeeStudios
    @WindyBeeStudios Před měsícem +6

    I just discovered this song by accident and literally just started crying. I feel like this all the time. Like literally nobody would care if one day I was gone

    • @Stargazing_fan
      @Stargazing_fan Před měsícem +2

      I don't know you at all, but I am sure that you are a beautiful person, and when such a person dies, the world becomes emptier. Please, don't leave this world, it will be worse without you!
      I sincerely hope that you will find happiness and love in your life!

    • @AccidentallyOnPurpose
      @AccidentallyOnPurpose Před 15 dny +1

      I discovered their song "This is Your Sign" via a google search when I was very close to suicide one night. It was probably the only thing that saved me that night.

  • @eeleeschroeder6476
    @eeleeschroeder6476 Před 6 měsíci +7

    It’s been an on going battle for years, and I’ve always struggled. The pain of feeling like no one understands the hell in your head, feeling as if you are alone. I never realized how numb I truly was until I listened to this song. I listened to this song carefully and finally felt like someone understood. I cried numerous times, such a beautiful song that holds a special place in my heart.
    I almost took my life many times and still think about it, not thinking would care or notice I was gone. It wasn’t till I saw others struggle and hurting that I realized that I’m not alone, and while I still struggle I’ve now dedicated my life to help others so they never have to go through the pain of what I have to everyday.
    “Let me give you a reason to stay” such a powerful statement, and such an inspiration.
    Thank you Citizen Solider for saving many lives, including mine❤

  • @theblackjackhammer8518
    @theblackjackhammer8518 Před rokem +1763

    People ask why I love "sad" songs, to me they aren't sad songs. They're songs that allow me to release my pent up emotions in a controllable manner and instead of exploding into a flood these songs allow me to let these emotions flow through my body like a river. In my opinion no song is ever "sad", they are always inspirational or soothing. Whether it may seem sad to me but it may seem comforting to the next person, that is why I love songs like this one, no song is ever too sad for one person.
    P.S. Edit
    We all deal with struggles and our own battles, but I wish for everyone to remember a war is never won alone, please remind yourselves you are never truly alone. Mental health is a serious issue, suicide may seem like the right answer when your vision and thoughts are clouded, but that is only because mentally you are clouded and the path is blurred, and I wish more people/studies spread this reality that it is HARD to see the proper pathway when blinded. Never bottle yourselves up for other peoples sake, Never allow yourselves to be chained down by the demons, Never forget that someone else somewhere in the globe is fighting a similar battle, and Never forget that a war is won together. Stay strong everyone, and Never let the light fade from your hearts.

    • @Matthew_Playz
      @Matthew_Playz Před rokem +23

      I love sad songs to but I don’t cry from them they just help me express how I feel and are nice to listen to.

    • @lieutenantdan902
      @lieutenantdan902 Před rokem +6

      I agree

    • @lieutenantdan902
      @lieutenantdan902 Před rokem +8

      People go threw thing unimaginable some give up some don’t but are depressed there whole lives cause things didn’t go right

    • @lieutenantdan902
      @lieutenantdan902 Před rokem +8

      I love this song cause I feel this way I think people need wake up too many people die cause of stupidness just cared for one another no matter what religion n wanting power thst doesn’t exist people be better off but it won’t ever happen just war people love war they think they do

    • @lieutenantdan902
      @lieutenantdan902 Před rokem +7

      I ranted I’m sorry

  • @wreakhavock1930
    @wreakhavock1930 Před 2 lety +1989

    Depression is being colorblind and having people constantly tell you how colorful the world is

    • @Kaydinp2008
      @Kaydinp2008 Před 2 lety +51

      Wow
      Edit: that's deep

    • @majesticwalrus9946
      @majesticwalrus9946 Před 2 lety +21

      So true

    • @traceysmith2649
      @traceysmith2649 Před 2 lety +20

      I feel this comment alot

    • @ErebusAlekos
      @ErebusAlekos Před 2 lety +35

      I feel that, for the longest time I could only see the bad in the world. I shut myself in and kept telling myself that the outside world isn't worth my time. To this day I still feel that way because I don't know how to feel any other way. You know how bad it is when all you can think is 'I hate' you have nothing to direct your anger at, its just everything, you feel this uncontrollable anger at the entire world, and then once it leaves you, you feel cold. You feel as if the world isn't worth living in. I would know, because that's happening. my anger has left me, and now all I feel is the freezing cold.

    • @Kaydinp2008
      @Kaydinp2008 Před 2 lety +14

      @@ErebusAlekos well one day you will find your fire, somthing that warms you
      I feel you I hope I find my fire too

  • @user-ju5uq4fe1w
    @user-ju5uq4fe1w Před 5 měsíci +4

    Emotions have no place ....stop feeling bad for yourself.....the world needs you

  • @pandabear2091
    @pandabear2091 Před 6 měsíci +10

    This song made me cry so much & was something the world needs thankz guys keep touching people's hearts & minds yall are a blessing

  • @brittneystaples7493
    @brittneystaples7493 Před 3 lety +528

    The worst part of depression is feeling like you're already dead, just trying to do whatever it takes to feel alive

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 3 lety +30

      So true. That’s a great lyric!

    • @sirbork9797
      @sirbork9797 Před 3 lety +3

      I feel this, when I had my worst spout of depression I often used five finger fillet as my "self harm" because of the adrenalin rushes and the pain that was so sudden and "unexpected"

    • @emmam7427
      @emmam7427 Před 3 lety +3

      I don't deserve to feel alive

    • @randomperson5912
      @randomperson5912 Před 3 lety +3

      Emma Morehead yes you do. Idk what you are going through but am willing to listen if you ever need to talk. May GOD bless you❤️

    • @randomperson5912
      @randomperson5912 Před 3 lety +1

      Hope things get better for you. May GOD bless you. ❤️feel free to message me anytime.

  • @domenicoconstantini2255
    @domenicoconstantini2255 Před 3 lety +721

    "The mirror is my best friend because when i cry it doesn't laugh"
    -Anonyme

    • @lill_sweets3271
      @lill_sweets3271 Před 3 lety +4

      Send you a Hug... ❤️(っ.❛ ᴗ ❛.)っ... you are not alone...
      No matter what you are going through, you are not alone. And no matter what you've been through, you're beautiful and perfect just as you are..

    • @Ink_Cloud
      @Ink_Cloud Před 3 lety +10

      And it shares Your pain and cries with You... but cannot help You either, like a cold piece of ice, only reflects your tears and what's behind You... and in the end, when the light goes down, even a mirror can't reflect anything. In the darkest times only a source of light can show the way - wether it's a friend with a candle or a lost wanderer who started a fire and waits for other wanderers to come and sit next to him to share their stories...
      Anyway, have faith, I wish You all the best, Buddy

    • @jessicaxi4000
      @jessicaxi4000 Před 3 lety +9

      *Charlie Chaplin

    • @reyzacy6205
      @reyzacy6205 Před 2 lety +6

      You're right, it's judging me.

    • @adi4032
      @adi4032 Před 2 lety +5

      I look ugly while crying

  • @JenniferCo7734
    @JenniferCo7734 Před 7 měsíci +10

    He sent this song to me many times. This is the first time I've heard it since he's been gone. I miss you so much still every day.

  • @murielbilly4296
    @murielbilly4296 Před 4 měsíci +7

    You sing what my words can't say. I 've almost always feel invisible. And i hold on, waiting for someone who would care enough to see me, to validate my existence. Strange thing to say but I really need a hug...

  • @dhxmg
    @dhxmg Před 2 lety +570

    "I'd give everything to feel good enough"
    Amen to that.

  • @K1ngSc0ut24
    @K1ngSc0ut24 Před 3 lety +5232

    Parents: you're so worthless!
    Friends: you're kind of annoying.
    Society: can you do anything right?
    School: you're a failure!
    My brain: just give up, nobody would care.
    Music like this: don't worry, everything's gonna be okay.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 3 lety +730

      We hear you 🖤 Stay strong friend

    • @Playernumber440
      @Playernumber440 Před 3 lety +124

      Bro I feel that.

    • @kaylaarredondo2860
      @kaylaarredondo2860 Před 3 lety +90

      Keep going you're WORTH MORE than you feel/think I promise you are loved!!

    • @nadalukic9827
      @nadalukic9827 Před 3 lety +51

      so true dude everyone here understands you

    • @mickeymoore2145
      @mickeymoore2145 Před 3 lety +43

      There's exactly how it is with me everyone thinks I'm worthless and can't do nothing right and when I try to do something right people take advantage of it to the point that I feel worthless, more than what I am

  • @missakura3078
    @missakura3078 Před měsícem +5

    This song is the reason I'm super nice to ppl n make sure they r alright. Of course those who r mean to me I stand up for myself or began cutting out negative ppl because of citizen soldier. Thank u ❤

  • @daniellejohnston3837
    @daniellejohnston3837 Před 7 měsíci +5

    I lost a friend due to suicide, I wish there was something I could’ve done to help. I wish he heard this song the night he succumb to the darkness. Now we all sit here in pain missing him and asking ourselves why. Rest in peace Josh ❤.

  • @michaelhinton8608
    @michaelhinton8608 Před 3 lety +4694

    random people: why do you listen to music all the time? socialize once in a while.
    me: music knows how to comfort me more than people do.

    • @lill_sweets3271
      @lill_sweets3271 Před 3 lety +74

      Send you a Hug... ❤️(っ.❛ ᴗ ❛.)っ... you are not alone...
      No matter what you are going through, you are not alone. And no matter what you've been through, you're beautiful and perfect just as you are...❤️

    • @darkhero4447
      @darkhero4447 Před 3 lety +41

      I know the feeling man. Stay strong

    • @harlie4553
      @harlie4553 Před 3 lety +21

      So true

    • @sickofitall-ec5yd
      @sickofitall-ec5yd Před 3 lety +18

      So true im 35 and its my muse

    • @archangel9727
      @archangel9727 Před 3 lety +24

      We don't know each other but keep going. I know it's hard. Sometimes it's the hardest thing to do. Don't give up.

  • @crustyyt7258
    @crustyyt7258 Před 3 lety +450

    when a song knows more about u then ur self

  • @LiamEnzo-fu8te
    @LiamEnzo-fu8te Před 7 měsíci +3

    This song was on repeat for nights on end these last couple of months. So thankful for God giving me strength to keep fighting. For all you out there wondering if it could be worth it, I promise it can be. Something called men's encounter really helped me as well. Would recommend it to everyone.

  • @Gloria-Elezi09
    @Gloria-Elezi09 Před 4 měsíci +6

    The crazy thing is that i found this group on the days i wasnt okay. They made me realize im not the only one thats hurt out there. So to all of them who are dying inside wait cause good days are coming for you i promise ❤

  • @Cav3man209
    @Cav3man209 Před 3 lety +383

    "I would give up everything I have just to feel good enough"
    Hits so hard...

  • @evemundy4600
    @evemundy4600 Před 4 lety +3242

    No one will see this but hey.
    For everyone who needs this-
    I Care that you are alive

  • @user-hq4jo5xh8m
    @user-hq4jo5xh8m Před 6 měsíci +6

    This song is definitely on my playlist i desperately needed it and im praying for all of you in these commemts i love you all

  • @angelaknecht
    @angelaknecht Před 5 měsíci +3

    I am crying. I’ve felt like this for so long. Almost my whole 50 years of existence. My boyfriend told me about Citizens Soldier 30 minutes ago. This is the first song I listened to. I’ve always put everyone else first. I’ve never really lived for myself. I’ve lost a lot in the past 13 plus years. I’m hanging on by a thread as it is. But this song made grip that thread a little tighter. You have a new fan just from this one song. Every day I will look for a reason, even the tiniest reason, to keep going. Thank you for seeing us and acknowledging what we all may be going through. We may be strangers but it’s good to know we are not alone.

    • @loveandfaithfulness4479
      @loveandfaithfulness4479 Před 5 měsíci

      Keep holding on to God. No matter what may be trying to keep you down, keep looking up to God. He will always be your hand in helping you get back up. The reason why Jesus tells us not to be anxious is because the Father cares for us. He has your back and will help you through anything, All you have to do is have Faith. God wants us to change and grow into the person He wants us to be. All things are possible with God. difficult times can leave us feeling exposed and unprotected but it is only Temporary. everything is temporary and that nothing lasts forever. This includes both the good and the bad times because it will eventually end. Ultimately, the enemies we face, are not people or objects. It is not our body, It is not physical enemy. our battle is indeed spiritual, In each of those cases, we can choose to fight the wrong battles, or we can rest knowing God is fighting for us. We fight this war by daily putting on the whole armor of God, always praying, standing firm in the Word of God, and staying alert. We need to live each day guided by an eternal perspective. We get swamped by temporal concerns. So rest in knowing that when you keep holding on, you will see that in your weakness, God will be your strength.
      Joshua 1:9
      Have I not commanded you? Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the LORD your God is with you wherever you go.”
      John 15:13
      Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one’s life for his friends.
      Romans 5:6-8
      For when we were still without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly. for scarcely for a righteous man will one die; yet perhaps for a good man someone would even dare to die. But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

  • @Dead__Space
    @Dead__Space Před 3 lety +1425

    The worst part of severe depression is that no one even notices unless you hurt yourself.
    Edit: Ain't nothing to do but pick yourself up and keep moving forward. Thank you so much for your music.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 3 lety +150

      It definitely is easy to keep to yourself at times. Talking about it is definitely key to healing 🖤

    • @Noxazema
      @Noxazema Před 3 lety +15

      @We Are All Human Love Is Love Keep looking for therapists until you find one that works for you. Sometimes it just takes the right person.

    • @isabellkikidylmer7470
      @isabellkikidylmer7470 Před 3 lety +10

      It can't be more true, no one ever notices how you are even if all the signs are there..

    • @thierrydussault3928
      @thierrydussault3928 Před 3 lety +14

      I know I'll sound harsh but you can't blame people for not noticing when you're the one who chooses to wear the mask, you have to take control of the situation yourself, even if it's hard. Healing starts with yourself. People already have enough to get through with everyday... You're not alone but help others helping you.

    • @yeaitsmobo
      @yeaitsmobo Před 3 lety +7

      I've been severely hurt by this comment because of how true it is

  • @yo_boy_gnomes9626
    @yo_boy_gnomes9626 Před 3 lety +595

    This song hits different while you're listening to it and reading the comments at the same time.

  • @TeariaMariie-pn2ig
    @TeariaMariie-pn2ig Před 2 měsíci +5

    Anyone else memorize this song in 15 minutes?

  • @moasanglajamir4519
    @moasanglajamir4519 Před 7 měsíci +10

    I remember listening to this song bawling my eyes out 3 years ago. And even today,all those emotions that I felt back then, flows back as I listen to this song again . Thank you for this song ❤. This song really helped me go through some really tough times ❤❤

  • @geras.3813
    @geras.3813 Před 3 lety +649

    As someone who attempted suicide 3 years ago and survived, I personally think this is the best song ever written on suicide prevention, because it does something unique, it's final lyrics can be interpreted in 2 different ways.
    Other songs like _"Why?"_ (Rascal Flatts) or _"How to save a life"_ (The Fray) focus mainly on the way your own suicide would make *_others_* feel in hopes that knowing so will stop you from doing it in the future. And that approach is good, and effective, after all, some people are desperate to be reminded how much their loved ones would miss them, like the lyrics in this song express. And in fact I think the lyrics of this song can also be interpreted this way (more on that later).
    However, I think the final lyrics can also be interpreted in another way, as in saying: *It shouldn't matter how others would feel! What matters is that you're unique, and that's an undeniable fact, even if no one can see it.*
    Notice how the lyrics don't change the question format after the bridge when talking about how others would feel: _"Would anyone care? Would anyone cry?"_
    But when talking about the change your death would bring to the world, the lyrics drop the question format, the lyrics are now stating themselves as a fact (because well, from this point on, they indeed ARE a fact): _"The world would be changed! If you left it behind, you can't be replaced no! Tonight is the night you take back your life!"_
    Sure, the latter lyrics can also be interpreted as a response to the questions made by the former lyrics as in: *Would anyone care? Of course they would, you are unique.* But that makes it even more brilliant! It reminds the listener that he probably has someone who would indeed miss him, but at the same time it *empowers* him by reminding him that self-worth can come from within and that he does NOT need anyone else to see his worth, because he is a unique individual, and that's an undeniable fact!
    I know there's 1 in a 10,000 chance you see this, but in case you do, thank you Citizen Soldier for giving us this amazing song!

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 3 lety +114

      Wow thanks for sharing all that 🖤 Appreciate you

    • @hannahwood3564
      @hannahwood3564 Před 3 lety +19

      I attempted suicide and survived last year

    • @silversuperfan1412
      @silversuperfan1412 Před 3 lety +8

      @@hannahwood3564 How are you doing now?

    • @hannahwood3564
      @hannahwood3564 Před 3 lety +15

      @@silversuperfan1412 well I've been in and out of hospitals for the past 4 years, but I do have to say I am doing wonderful. I still have my ups and downs but I get over them within a week or so

    • @silversuperfan1412
      @silversuperfan1412 Před 3 lety +6

      @@hannahwood3564 That’s good to hear!

  • @nooneimportant4712
    @nooneimportant4712 Před 3 lety +620

    It hurts when you relate but what hurts even more is knowing that no one really understands but they pretend to and they pretend to care when they don't... :(

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 3 lety +64

      We know the feeling Zoey

    • @lill_sweets3271
      @lill_sweets3271 Před 3 lety +19

      Send you a Hug... ❤️(っ.❛ ᴗ ❛.)っ... you are not alone...
      No matter what you are going through, you are not alone. And no matter what you've been through, you're beautiful and perfect just as you are...

    • @nooneimportant4712
      @nooneimportant4712 Před 3 lety +6

      @@lill_sweets3271 thank you so much

    • @lill_sweets3271
      @lill_sweets3271 Před 3 lety +6

      @@nooneimportant4712 Your Welcome.. when you need to talk i am always here to listen❤️

    • @nooneimportant4712
      @nooneimportant4712 Před 3 lety +4

      @@lill_sweets3271 thanks... Same to you ❤

  • @Mercury732
    @Mercury732 Před 5 měsíci +4

    This song gave me more comfort than anyone ever has. I have been struggling for a long time now and I really needed something like this. For everyone else who's struggling I love you. You're safe and accepted here. I will listen. Keep living for the stars and the moon. Live so you can see the sunrise and sunset again. People love you and people would notice if you were gone. They would cry and they would miss you. You are loved. ❤

    • @loveandfaithfulness4479
      @loveandfaithfulness4479 Před 5 měsíci

      Keep holding on to God. No matter what may be trying to keep you down, keep looking up to God. He will always be your hand in helping you get back up. The reason why Jesus tells us not to be anxious is because the Father cares for us. He has your back and will help you through anything, All you have to do is have Faith. God wants us to change and grow into the person He wants us to be. All things are possible with God. difficult times can leave us feeling exposed and unprotected but it is only Temporary. everything is temporary and that nothing lasts forever. This includes both the good and the bad times because it will eventually end. Ultimately, the enemies we face, are not people or objects. It is not our body, It is not physical enemy. our battle is indeed spiritual, In each of those cases, we can choose to fight the wrong battles, or we can rest knowing God is fighting for us. We fight this war by daily putting on the whole armor of God, always praying, standing firm in the Word of God, and staying alert. We need to live each day guided by an eternal perspective. We get swamped by temporal concerns. So rest in knowing that when you keep holding on, you will see that in your weakness, God will be your strength.
      Joshua 1:9
      Have I not commanded you? Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the LORD your God is with you wherever you go.”
      John 15:13
      Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one’s life for his friends.
      Romans 5:6-8
      For when we were still without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly. for scarcely for a righteous man will one die; yet perhaps for a good man someone would even dare to die. But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

    • @Mercury732
      @Mercury732 Před 5 měsíci

      @@loveandfaithfulness4479 ❤

  • @MissJenni5309
    @MissJenni5309 Před 6 měsíci +5

    It's so hard when I'm alone. All of the time. My kids have grown and started their own lives. I fight with MS, PTSD, Agoraphobia, and depression because of all the above. I haven't felt the touch from a significant other in almost 7 years. To be held, to feel wanted again, would mean the world. But that isn't happening any time soon. Love the song, it hit hard.

    • @godisgoodalways4357
      @godisgoodalways4357 Před 6 měsíci +1

      I am living the same life as you and it’s so hard

    • @MissJenni5309
      @MissJenni5309 Před 6 měsíci

      @@godisgoodalways4357 It is. VERY. Never thought at this point in my life I'd be alone. Not feeling sorry for myself or trying to be 'poor me', just being honest. Sending you virtual hugs.

  • @Mastersyrup
    @Mastersyrup Před 3 lety +767

    After feeling like a failure for a while, I needed this so much.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 3 lety +72

      So glad you found it 🖤

    • @hermitsunite953
      @hermitsunite953 Před 3 lety +16

      Same. Been behind on a lot of work lately. No really feeling worth anything. So I came here for hope.

    • @Lena-wx7hs
      @Lena-wx7hs Před 3 lety +8

      I'll share my hope with you. ♥️
      We are in this together. 💪

    • @fadedshadxw5419
      @fadedshadxw5419 Před 3 lety +8

      I really feel you, ive lost the one I love and its all my fault.

    • @robertdonaldson5095
      @robertdonaldson5095 Před 3 lety +3

      I agree with Helzr we are here together.

  • @Butterflyknife10234
    @Butterflyknife10234 Před 4 lety +527

    People think depression is a joke but its not its a serious mental illness that can drive a person to insanity please if you see a loved one or a friend who's struggling with depression please tell them your there for them

    • @drakewalton6778
      @drakewalton6778 Před 3 lety +21

      It’s even worse when it’s hidden and nobody can tell or help

    • @elizabethharris1851
      @elizabethharris1851 Před 3 lety +4

      Some people joke about it because it's there way of coping. I'm not like this myself but I know someone who's like this

    • @Ally_cb97
      @Ally_cb97 Před 3 lety +6

      My parents should have known but...even tho they see that I am almost everyday sad and angry idk why they can't understand that I am not fine...or maybe I'm a good liar...

    • @abyssreaper4438
      @abyssreaper4438 Před 3 lety +5

      I wish that I had someone like you in my life bc I've had depression for 7 years now

    • @Butterflyknife10234
      @Butterflyknife10234 Před 3 lety

      @@Ally_cb97 even talking to a therapist can really help to let those emotions go

  • @thewafflehouse841
    @thewafflehouse841 Před 3 měsíci +5

    One day, I woke up in the middle of the night, as I usually do. I went to the medicine cabinet and opened the bottle. I can't remember what it was, but for some reason, I just put it back and went back to bed. I almost gave up that night, but today, years later, I have completed my therapy, have a job, amazing friends, and hobbies that give me great joy. I have dreams bursting from the seams because that night, I decided not to take those meds. That night, I held on.

  • @maychilz_anime5319
    @maychilz_anime5319 Před 4 měsíci +6

    I'm in a better place today, but still when I'm going through hell inside I'm able to let it all out just by screaming the song where no one can hear me. The next day I wake up hoarse but it's better than not getting up at all. Thanks ❤

    • @loveandfaithfulness4479
      @loveandfaithfulness4479 Před 4 měsíci

      Keep holding on to God. No matter what may be trying to keep you down, keep looking up to God. He will always be your hand in helping you get back up. difficult times can leave us feeling exposed and unprotected but it is only temporary. everything is temporary and that nothing lasts forever. When we only see one solution to our problem, When we only see one way out of our struggle, we need to pray to God to help us to shift our focus toward Him and His infinite wisdom. We serve God who can do all things. Have an Honest confession. tell God how you’re feeling and what your hang-ups are, He often answers in ways we can’t comprehend. for the Lord will give you understanding in everything. God won’t leave us stuck when we come to Him with an honest plea for guidance. He longs to be our Guide. And when we come to Him, He will show us a path we’ve never seen before, overflowing with hope and opportunity. Always Call for God to open your eyes to the truth. Praise God despite the roadblock you are facing. The reason why Jesus tells us not to be anxious is because the Father cares for us. He has your back and will help you through anything, All you have to do is have Faith. Ultimately, the enemies we face, are not people or objects. It is not our body, It is not physical enemy. our battle is indeed spiritual, In each of those cases, we can choose to fight the wrong battles, or we can rest knowing God is fighting for us. we fight this war by daily putting on the whole armor of God, always praying, standing firm in the Word of God, and staying alert. we need to live each day guided by an eternal perspective. so rest in knowing that when you keep holding on, you will see that in your weakness, God will be your strength.
      Joshua 1:9
      Have I not commanded you? Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the LORD your God is with you wherever you go.”
      John 15:13
      Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one’s life for his friends.
      Romans 5:6-8
      For when we were still without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly. for scarcely for a righteous man will one die; yet perhaps for a good man someone would even dare to die. But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

  • @angelinabailey6856
    @angelinabailey6856 Před 3 lety +1538

    “I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy because they know what it's like to feel absolutely worthless and they don't want anyone else to feel like that.”
    ~Robin Williams
    I love this song, it and "I'm Not Okay" perfectly describe me right now.

    • @lill_sweets3271
      @lill_sweets3271 Před 3 lety +17

      Send you a Hug... ❤️(っ.❛ ᴗ ❛.)っ... you are not alone...
      No matter what you are going through, you are not alone. And no matter what you've been through, you're beautiful and perfect just as you are...

    • @yungsamsn8859
      @yungsamsn8859 Před 3 lety +10

      I agree a hundred percent💯

    • @provindentiae1
      @provindentiae1 Před 3 lety +12

      I hate seeing anyone get to the depth I've been in. I've been through enough tried killing myself enough and I'm not even 30, im pretty alone but struggle through it all to push on to help others but I'm soo tired, I just want my 1 to finally shine a path for me.
      No-one should ever feel this way as I know the results and I'm way past gone, but I will be your platform to rest should you need it I'll help you stand even if I can't. I may not feel the love I need and my armour is cracked and falling apart as i but I will not stop loving you all ❤

    • @jellythemedic5659
      @jellythemedic5659 Před 3 lety +5

      @@lill_sweets3271 there she goes again :3 but its true life might not be easy but if you work hard enough you can achieve anything

    • @user-zj1wd8ty5r
      @user-zj1wd8ty5r Před 3 lety +3

      That quote is just... AMAZINGLY SPECTACTULAR!! You matter, guys!

  • @joannemontemayor1806
    @joannemontemayor1806 Před 3 lety +561

    It hurts when you relate. But it hurts even more when people accept you only if you pretend to be what they want you to be.

    • @lill_sweets3271
      @lill_sweets3271 Před 3 lety +14

      Send you a Hug... ❤️(っ.❛ ᴗ ❛.)っ... you are not alone...
      No matter what you are going through, you are not alone. And no matter what you've been through, you're beautiful and perfect just as you are...

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 3 lety +38

      We hear you Joanne 🖤

    • @ziyun3005
      @ziyun3005 Před 3 lety

      Hehe

    • @sarahgardner5385
      @sarahgardner5385 Před 3 lety +2

      Oh shit I've never read anything that hit my core so hard.

    • @justme2500
      @justme2500 Před 3 lety +1

      Hugs your way! Warriors are strong!

  • @ayrajade29
    @ayrajade29 Před měsícem +1

    I feel comforted by the comments, knowing im not the only one feeling this way 😢

  • @sonjacole4688
    @sonjacole4688 Před 4 měsíci +4

    look ican not thank you enugh for the past like I don't know hour I have had a knife pressed to my through fight with myself against death and let me tell you putting that knife away was one of the hardest things I have ever
    done but your music gave me that extra push I needed in that right direction I got up and put it out of my reach i just imagend Jesuse nd my family and friends sayin those things to me and i imagend my mum coming into my room to find her yungest dead with a knife through their throught and well i am most sertinly not out of the woods yet and i still cant qwit see the light at the end of the tunnle you just help a 13 year old live to fight another day and for that i must thank you thank you so so much for saving my life i am truly gratefull but can someone please tell me if putting away that knife was strong or week becouse i do not know and to who evers reading this stay strong i beleve in you :) ❤‍🩹
    p.s sorry if that sounded too cheesey but it's pretty true i really am grate full

    • @sceptrick2543
      @sceptrick2543 Před 3 měsíci +2

      Mate, i know that place all to well and I’ve been there to many times to count, and no matter how many times you put the knife away it doesn’t get easier. But sometimes you just have to push yourself in any way you can, and I know how hard it is to keep your head above water but I promise it gets easier, it gets better when you pour it out into the universe, whether it’s to your pet, your friends, your teacher, God, parents anyone, get it out. Keeping it all in is a slow poison in your bloodstream, you may not realize it’s there at first but it will make your days harder and harder. Just know that where ever who ever you are you have a brother here that loves you and want’s you to fight another day, follow that light at the end of the tunnel, I know it seems hard now I promise you the work is worth it.

    • @sonjacole4688
      @sonjacole4688 Před 3 měsíci +2

      @@sceptrick2543 Thank you

    • @sceptrick2543
      @sceptrick2543 Před 3 měsíci +1

      @@sonjacole4688 not a problem keep your head up

  • @k.whatever3399
    @k.whatever3399 Před 3 lety +249

    Be the reason someone decides to stay

    • @bloopbee_
      @bloopbee_ Před 3 lety +14

      This comment made me cry because i can actually relate to this ^^'

    • @agentkittymeowmeow
      @agentkittymeowmeow Před 3 lety +1

      Yes please do 🥺

    • @Mothkid666
      @Mothkid666 Před 3 lety

      I try to be the reason someone stays. My sister says I'm the only reason she stays here, and she's the only reason I stay here too.

    • @user-gn3jm3mu1l
      @user-gn3jm3mu1l Před 3 lety

      that's so beautiful .

  • @nvlnvl1066
    @nvlnvl1066 Před 4 lety +512

    Citizen Soldier : You can't be replaced, no, tonight is the night
    You take back your life.
    Me : I promise I'll try my best. If I fail, I will try again and again and again.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +63

      Love the great attitude. Rooting for you 🖤🤘🏻

    • @nvlnvl1066
      @nvlnvl1066 Před 4 lety +24

      @@CitizenSoldier Not only me, please, we are a family in this community. I know I`m not alone with this story.

    • @foreveruseless1292
      @foreveruseless1292 Před 3 lety +4

      We can do this mate

    • @raiofthesouthernseas9389
      @raiofthesouthernseas9389 Před 3 lety +2

      I have your back if you ever need to talk to someone ❤️

    • @creamcheese268
      @creamcheese268 Před 3 lety +1

      Yes, mate. We will fight. We're all in this together. 👊🏼🖤

  • @creneeramirez7878
    @creneeramirez7878 Před 7 měsíci +2

    I have nobody who would care, no family..and I can't keep living this way. I've been strong as long as I can. And to anyone struggling you are beautiful, brave and strong. Keep fighting and God bless

    • @HH-nz7ik
      @HH-nz7ik Před 7 měsíci +2

      Please stay and stay the wonderful person which the world needs

    • @user-sy9sd8tz8y
      @user-sy9sd8tz8y Před 4 měsíci

  • @AZTECBLOODWOLF
    @AZTECBLOODWOLF Před 4 lety +487

    Always hit right in the feels every song

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +60

      That's the goal. So glad you enjoy it

    • @volkenashoba7017
      @volkenashoba7017 Před 4 lety +4

      Agreed

    • @ryanpacheco6471
      @ryanpacheco6471 Před 4 lety +3

      Great song

    • @ryanbartlett6957
      @ryanbartlett6957 Před 4 lety +3

      Great song guys hits really deep and makes you reflect on your own feelings keep up the good work

    • @greg1993s
      @greg1993s Před 4 lety +5

      @@ryanbartlett6957 that's the purpose. The world needs to wake up and realize that you are only given one life and only when you have taken the moment to make a change to in whatever it may be ; is when you have a moment of clarity of what needs to be done for yourself and this Earth. So don't EVER be afraid to make a better life or change for yourself and others cause we all have to take back our lives and instruct the lives of the our generation and generations to come in order to save our World we live on and call EARTH ❤️.

  • @evilyuisnightcore9490
    @evilyuisnightcore9490 Před 3 lety +1100

    you know a song is from the heart when you have literal goose bumps

  • @PayItForward21
    @PayItForward21 Před 2 měsíci +1

    To whomever is reading this, keep going because you're doing amazing. No matter how slow your progress, each new week is filled with tiny steps forward. Be proud of yourself. You got this. Take time to dream and enjoy. With warm and gentle thoughts 🎀🩷🎀

  • @lilyevans5198
    @lilyevans5198 Před 4 měsíci +2

    I've been listening this song for years, not because I feel that way, I'm just vibing to the masterpiece

  • @jonchill7588
    @jonchill7588 Před 3 lety +441

    When I was sixteen I found my best friend dead from a self inflicted gunshot wound. It changed my life forever. I've suffered ptsd, extreme depression, and cripple anxiety. Also have been severely socially damaged because of said instance. I simply don't let people close to me..I recently got out of an incredibly abusive marriage and these past few months have been a serious low point.
    It all boiled over last week when I planned on taking my own life. I knew exactly how I was going to do it, and was in the process of writing my goodbyes to my loved ones, when this song randomly played on some sad boy playlist I had running. I listened to it all the way through and by the end was a blubbering mess. I was really gonna put my loved ones through the same trauma that has tormented me throughout my entire adult life. When he talks about how "the world would be changed" those words run deeper than they appear on the surface. The world as a whole may not change. But somebody's definitely will. Hell I don't even know why I typed this out honestly. Not sure if it will even be seen..just wanted to say that this song holds tremendous power..

    • @lill_sweets3271
      @lill_sweets3271 Před 3 lety +16

      Send you a Hug... ❤️(っ.❛ ᴗ ❛.)っ... you are not alone...
      No matter what you are going through, you are not alone. And no matter what you've been through, you're beautiful and perfect just as you are...
      Thank you for being here and thank you for being strong... Your friend is always by your side even when you can't see him he shines as the brightest star to safe you.... You just have to look out the window at night❤️.... owee... And shine with pride in this mean world, don't let the pain make you hurt, don't let the bitterness steal your sweetness, You love, you laugh, you life, you do experience, new things.... you fall, you stay, you get up and say there is much more to see...❤️💫

    • @rickywookierudd24rutledge2
      @rickywookierudd24rutledge2 Před 3 lety +9

      I went through losing my bestfriend when i was 16 aswell, he died of a bloodclot stopping his heart. I suffer from ptsd, manic depression and bad anxiety. Ive been in an abusive relationship and was with someone that was there for me through thick and thin. Just recently she walked out on me and i thought about suicide. Writing a note out to my daughter. It's hard being strong but im getting very close to completely breaking down

    • @mariapotia1527
      @mariapotia1527 Před 3 lety +6

      @@rickywookierudd24rutledge2 I ´m sorry for your history. A huge hug !

    • @Deborah-hc8nf
      @Deborah-hc8nf Před 2 lety +5

      Please stay strong, and keep walking through the dark tunnel. Things will be ok, eventually. I don't know how long it will take, but things will be ok in the end.

    • @Deborah-hc8nf
      @Deborah-hc8nf Před 2 lety +4

      @@rickywookierudd24rutledge2 Please stay strong. Remember that as much as your best friend dying hurt you, it'll be ten times the pain for your daughter, as you had done it to yourself, and you're her family. Please stay strong, and don't be afraid to ask for help. Remember that many people, a shocking amount, really, have gone through something similar, and that many have made it through it. Tell your loved ones if your having suicidal thoughts, at the very least, and maybe read the stories of suicide survivors, and take hope that like them, you'll be ok. It may take a while, but in the end you'll make it out. And also, the world would be a much darker place without you, at least for your friends and family, in fact most everybody who knows you. Take hope that things will turn out ok, and be strong, but it's ok to not be strong all the time, it's ok to cry to any loved ones, and even if they don't fully understand, they will try to help. And if they don't, then remember that they are the problem, THEY are the bad people, and try to cut them out of your life. It doesn't help to see toxic people, and will only make things worse. Surround yourself with people who will do your best to help.

  • @jonathangoodwin5609
    @jonathangoodwin5609 Před rokem +781

    I often bounce between being perfectly fine to quietly wishing I didn't exist. Songs like this go a long way in keeping me around and alive. Thank you for your fantastic music.

    • @jonathangoodwin5609
      @jonathangoodwin5609 Před rokem +31

      I don't think anyone WOULD care if I gave up, but the thought that someone might is comforting. I love this song.

    • @Arguvandal
      @Arguvandal Před rokem +12

      Same here. Sometimes I enjoy life but but I have weeks where I curse my existence even after turning 30 years

    • @carissaharper7391
      @carissaharper7391 Před rokem +7

      I feel the same way, but we'll all get thru it

    • @ThePositive0ne1
      @ThePositive0ne1 Před rokem +7

      @@jonathangoodwin5609 remember that even when you think absolutely no one cares, someone actually does care for you. I am here and you can know that I will care when nobody else does.

    • @angel1111.
      @angel1111. Před rokem

      Me too n have no one only thing keeps me going is my chiuahua I know no one cares about me unless I had money. I really know one would even come to my funeral no one cares

  • @hayleyj4ne66
    @hayleyj4ne66 Před 5 měsíci +4

    Always check in on your smiling happy friends

  • @Liongrrr
    @Liongrrr Před 4 měsíci +4

    song lyrics haven't ever made me cry like this before. Holding on is hard, not throwing the fight is a spot on metaphor for me. 2:18 most replayed...makes 100% sense.

  • @curlysueandspiketoo1621
    @curlysueandspiketoo1621 Před 3 lety +694

    Tried singing this. ended up crying and couldn't even finish the song and do you know what my family said to me
    "Wow that was really good you *sounded* like you were actually depressed"... Yeah just sounded

    • @lill_sweets3271
      @lill_sweets3271 Před 3 lety +69

      Send you a Hug... ❤️(っ.❛ ᴗ ❛.)っ... you are not alone...
      No matter what you are going through, you are not alone. And no matter what you've been through, you're beautiful and perfect just as you are...
      Just look outside the window at night... There are millions of Stars and just like humans, you can't always see them but they are here and care... There will be an Angel who protects you and will not give up on you...❤️👼💫

    • @curlysueandspiketoo1621
      @curlysueandspiketoo1621 Před 3 lety +34

      thank you I didn't realise how much I wanted to hear that and I hope you know that you are not alone either.

    • @lill_sweets3271
      @lill_sweets3271 Před 3 lety +17

      @@curlysueandspiketoo1621 Your Welcome ❤️😊.. when you need someone to talk I'm always here..❤️

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 3 lety +91

      We hear you Caroline 🖤 We know how it feels. Stay strong friend. Appreciate you

    • @daltenc2343
      @daltenc2343 Před 3 lety +14

      Also if you got dreams and think that they're unreachable, life is a test I've learned that the hard way as a child I bounced from doctor to doctor trying to finger out what was wrong with me was misdiagnosed with measle, mono and one other thing can't remember tho, but rn I'm pursuing my three career goals too help my family live a better life and make the money to start a nonprofit organization to help those less fortunate, pro basketball, modeling, and acting, I can't relate to you on how your family said that to you, but I can relate to how it feels to be depressed, it will get better for you, chase your dreams, don't allow anyone to get under your skin don't let them tear you down love yourself for who you are because you are unique we all are in our mysterious ways.

  • @lyannaripper7124
    @lyannaripper7124 Před 3 lety +547

    "I would give up everything I have just to feel good enough" how dafuq they know my life struggles???🤧🤧😭😭

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 3 lety +58

      We know how it feels. Thanks for listening 🖤

    • @Lena-wx7hs
      @Lena-wx7hs Před 3 lety +9

      Not giving up on yourself gives you the strength to fight on. I'm with you. ♥️

    • @steponmebeidou374
      @steponmebeidou374 Před 3 lety +6

      Your perfect already you don’t know know how many people look at you wanting to be you who inspire to be you your an inspiration to everyone in your life and to those don’t know

    • @karmabhutia6777
      @karmabhutia6777 Před 3 lety +4

      No amount of money will ever fill the void inside me

    • @karmabhutia6777
      @karmabhutia6777 Před 3 lety +4

      I officially can't feel anything else other than pain.

  • @Kala_Is_Chilling
    @Kala_Is_Chilling Před 7 měsíci +2

    Its so difficult when you are so stressed out and nothing really matters anymore.

  • @cancerascendant6184
    @cancerascendant6184 Před 3 lety +418

    “Would anyone see me for the person that I really am?”
    CZcams recommended this song for me, and I am crying right now. I have never met a person who would do any of the things in this video. I made friends with a video.... Thank you citizen soldier.

    • @lill_sweets3271
      @lill_sweets3271 Před 3 lety +17

      Send you a Hug... ❤️(っ.❛ ᴗ ❛.)っ... you are not alone...
      No matter what you are going through, you are not alone. And no matter what you've been through, you're beautiful and perfect just as you are...
      The world is mean and will always be!! Just shine with pride in this mean world, don't let the pain make you hurt, don't let the bitterness steal your sweetness, You love, you laugh, you life, you do experience, new things.... you fall, you stay, you get up...❤️💫

    • @cancerascendant6184
      @cancerascendant6184 Před 3 lety +12

      @@lill_sweets3271 you are so sweet! This made me cry..... Thank you.... thank you for those words. I needed to hear this.... 🥺😭

    • @lill_sweets3271
      @lill_sweets3271 Před 3 lety +9

      @@cancerascendant6184 Your Welcome ❤️😊... When you need someone I'm always here to listen...❤️

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 3 lety +25

      Appreciate you 🖤

    • @Azazel_x24
      @Azazel_x24 Před 3 lety +6

      Sends hugs

  • @Midnite-DxrkAng3l
    @Midnite-DxrkAng3l Před 3 lety +642

    “If you’re dying inside sick of being alive let me in let me share in your pain from my lungs through the dark spoken straight from the heart let me give you a reason to stay” How tf they know I’m feeling depressed? 😭😭😭

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 3 lety +54

      Appreciate you Lynzie 🖤 Stay strong

    • @Midnite-DxrkAng3l
      @Midnite-DxrkAng3l Před 3 lety +18

      @@CitizenSoldier Thanks and I’ll try 😔🖤

    • @Peyton_20_
      @Peyton_20_ Před 3 lety +11

      Stay strong. You will get through this ❤️❤️❤️

    • @identity7198
      @identity7198 Před 3 lety +8

      Lynizie fielder I’ll be there even if I die too:)
      I was always heart broken but I’ll be there for you I’m not that heartless but I’m still depressed

    • @xceryxdemurstra6323
      @xceryxdemurstra6323 Před 3 lety +5

      Because they're amazing people in this band and they understand what it means to fight depression. I love these guys and they've helped me get through so many LONG freaking nights these passed few weeks...

  • @joedeghetto5768
    @joedeghetto5768 Před 5 měsíci +2

    Crying, so hits home, so called normal people just don't understand, even therapists don't understand, depression is so complicated, we all lie, we all put on a face, this song hits home. I finally feel validated. Thank you CS for making me feel somewhat normal.

  • @resonatingjas9167
    @resonatingjas9167 Před 6 měsíci +5

    I desperately needed to find this song at this point in my life. Thank you for writing this and letting me hear the words I needed to hear right now. I'll be listening to this on repeat while bawling my eyes out, anyone have any tissues?

    • @lucygardiner7594
      @lucygardiner7594 Před 6 měsíci

      No, but I will join you, just know you aren't alone

  • @xipherzen
    @xipherzen Před 4 lety +418

    "spoken straight from the heart" was where it stopped just being a relateable song and started being a message of healing and understanding. Thankyou for having a heart so compassionate of others to send out this message of hope during such madening times.

  • @zarasunny1355
    @zarasunny1355 Před 2 lety +1347

    You know why this hits so hard?
    Because this is what you think when you're about to give up. The final moments.
    Because this song has the ability to pull someone off the ledge. To save them.
    Because it speaks of what truly fuels the depression.
    Love this song endlessly.

    • @TK-uz4ts
      @TK-uz4ts Před 2 lety +18

      Are you doing okay?

    • @zarasunny1355
      @zarasunny1355 Před 2 lety +33

      Yes, I'm doing fine. I got help and no longer am in depression.
      Just that those memories and emotions won't fade away.
      Thanks, for caring.

    • @E10l
      @E10l Před rokem +9

      You have described it perfectly❤️

    • @robertbailey9569
      @robertbailey9569 Před rokem +6

      saved many

    • @NeoCreatesStuff
      @NeoCreatesStuff Před rokem +5

      Guess my final moments happen everyday

  • @l84ad8yqt5
    @l84ad8yqt5 Před 6 měsíci +3

    Why does this song touch on every feeling I have?

  • @ironknight4207
    @ironknight4207 Před měsícem +3

    after years of struggeling in life... after so many battles i fought... im not the same person anymore... but this song keeps me going on every day

    • @loveandfaithfulness4479
      @loveandfaithfulness4479 Před měsícem +1

      Keep holding on to God. No matter what may be trying to keep you down, keep looking up to God. He will always be your hand in helping you get back up. difficult times can leave us feeling exposed and unprotected but it is only temporary. Everything is temporary and that nothing lasts forever. When we only see one solution to our problem, When we only see one way out of our struggle, we need to pray to God to help us to shift our focus toward Him and His infinite wisdom. we serve God who can do all things. Have an Honest confession. Tell God how you’re feeling and what your hang-ups are, He often answers in ways we can’t comprehend. for the Lord will give you understanding in everything. God won’t leave us stuck when we come to Him with an honest plea for guidance. He longs to be our Guide. and when we come to Him, He will show us a path we’ve never seen before, overflowing with hope and opportunity. Always Call for God to open your eyes to the truth. Praise God despite the roadblock you are facing. The reason why Jesus tells us not to be anxious is because the Father cares for us. He has your back and will help you through anything, All you have to do is have Faith. Ultimately, the enemies we face, are not people or objects. It is not our body, It is not physical enemy. our battle is indeed spiritual, In each of those cases, We can choose to fight the wrong battles, or we can rest knowing God is fighting for us. we fight this war by daily putting on the whole armor of God, always praying, standing firm in the word of God, and staying alert. We need to live each day guided by an eternal perspective. So rest in knowing that when you keep holding on, you will see that in your weakness, God will be your strength.
      Joshua 1:9
      Have I not commanded you? Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the LORD your God is with you wherever you go.”
      John 15:13
      Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one’s life for his friends.
      Romans 5:6-8
      For when we were still without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly. for scarcely for a righteous man will one die; yet perhaps for a good man someone would even dare to die. But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

  • @theinternetghost
    @theinternetghost Před 2 lety +591

    "If your dying inside sick of being alive let me in let me share in your pain..."
    I have waited so long for someone to tell me that, thank you

    • @tiggerbard6537
      @tiggerbard6537 Před 2 lety +5

      Can I join plz

    • @LizA-fx4oi
      @LizA-fx4oi Před 2 lety +6

      Me toooooo.... Oh it hurts, no one (not even my folks) has told me they love me

    • @notmylifeanymore8748
      @notmylifeanymore8748 Před 2 lety +7

      @@LizA-fx4oi I don't know you but PLEASE know that YOU are LOVED! I am sending you Lots of love and hugs 🤗 ❤
      I Love You!

    • @theinternetghost
      @theinternetghost Před 2 lety +7

      I think everyone should have someone in their lives to tell them that their loved, this song did it for me

    • @theinternetghost
      @theinternetghost Před 2 lety +6

      @@twilightstars873 Of course, you don't even need to ask.

  • @zanetcn6586
    @zanetcn6586 Před 4 lety +788

    Nickleback: If everyone cared
    Citizen Soldier: Would anyone care?

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +156

      Very different songs but their track is amazing!

    • @thegamingcephalos9412
      @thegamingcephalos9412 Před 4 lety +83

      So....
      Would anyone care if everyone cared?
      *Imma head out*

    • @mariesakowallis171
      @mariesakowallis171 Před 4 lety +54

      Z a n e T.C.N don't forget would it matter by Skillet

    • @alexandraaly3310
      @alexandraaly3310 Před 4 lety +53

      Three Days Grace: Somebody Who Cares

    • @thegamingcephalos9412
      @thegamingcephalos9412 Před 4 lety +17

      @@alexandraaly3310 so....
      When somebody who cares asked "would anyone care if everyone cared?" What will be the answer?

  • @andrewpotter9613
    @andrewpotter9613 Před 2 měsíci +3

    As I sit here listening to this beautiful masterpiece of a song.. I cry my eyes out this fight going on inside my head is getting extremely hard to fight but I'm truly fighting it... Everything you speak about in this song specifically is what I'm feeling!! I hate the holidays cause I fuckin miss my grandma and all the people I've lost and i feel all alone in life and I'm with my mom...

  • @vidguys
    @vidguys Před 3 měsíci +2

    This song saved my life, it helped me get therapy. Thank you for sharing your story in these songs. I connected with so many of them and they really helped me to learn that maybe I'm not worthless.

  • @devourloner781
    @devourloner781 Před 4 lety +526

    This song is asking all the questions for those who can't ask them.

    • @soulmunoz2267
      @soulmunoz2267 Před 3 lety +18

      So true I get scared to even think of these questions cause it always makes me see that I already know some wouldn't care and that

    • @Phoenixoflife56
      @Phoenixoflife56 Před 3 lety +8

      The traits such as worthless in this song are things that echo in my head when dealing with my depression as ways to describe myself and I truly wonder if those who are close to me see me as a burden so for me this song resonates with me. It’s been almost a seven year battle for me and the biggest thing that saved me is having friends who have similar battles they deal with daily and I’m not going to lie at times I still wonder is it still worth fighting for? I hope my words can inspire others to continue holding on.

    • @farlifranceckhard5705
      @farlifranceckhard5705 Před 3 lety +1

      Exactly

    • @Phoenixoflife56
      @Phoenixoflife56 Před 3 lety +2

      We Are All Human Love Is Love One of the reasons I like songs like this is because often I lack the words to properly convey my point and my emotions to others such songs are a form expression and copping. I’m wondering if you’re the same in that regard?

    • @Phoenixoflife56
      @Phoenixoflife56 Před 3 lety +2

      We Are All Human Love Is Love although ironically I aspire to be aa author

  • @amals4316
    @amals4316 Před 3 lety +286

    The thing I love most about this song is how it doesn't talk about how you committing suicide would affect others, it talks about how you shouldn't care what others think but only care about how much you love yourself, how unique you are, how you are like a snowflake, your that one person out of 7 billion. Your that one unique person. No one is like you and that should be reason enough for you to live.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 3 lety +25

      Thanks for sharing that 🖤

    • @cookingwiththecripple
      @cookingwiththecripple Před 3 lety +6

      No one else is like me? That's a fuckin blessing. If there were two of me thered be two family's who have to shoulder this BURDEN

    • @adamboyen4727
      @adamboyen4727 Před 3 lety +3

      On that note I remember my ideas and just how much they could change humanity if I could allow them to be fully realised, PS I study the sciences

    • @mikylawebster2841
      @mikylawebster2841 Před 3 lety +3

      I love that. It's telling you to live for you not who others want you to be or because of what others want form you.

    • @NiDe500
      @NiDe500 Před 3 lety +2

      Yeah, I'm unique. Doesn't mean worth preserving. There is nothing out there for me to look forward to. The therapist has run out of answers. I do not trust my parents, nor do I really respect them that much anymore after spending a year with them and getting a long look. I'm only holding my sister back by hoovering up resources.
      When a dog is blind, deaf, and facing kidney failure, do we try to extend its life at all costs? Or extend mercy and put it down? Animals know when their time is up. Yet when a human accepts that there is no life left to live and that they are permanently damaged or defective beyond all accommodation or repair, people insist we aren't supposed to find peace. If I had a spine, I'd walk out into the cold to die.

  • @lucas7blyth792
    @lucas7blyth792 Před 7 měsíci +2

    God me for the past like 5-6 years
    Ngl this is giving me the courage to speak to people about this

  • @MrPerfect_Pokemon
    @MrPerfect_Pokemon Před 3 měsíci +1

    I got this artist recommended by a friend, it is exactly what I needed. We all go trough things, and everyone go trough them a different way. But we can all help eachother. Everyone is unique in their own way. We love you, Never let people say it's not.

  • @thegamingguy7549
    @thegamingguy7549 Před 3 lety +298

    "Would anyone want me, if they knew what was inside my head." I can relate to that 😓

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 3 lety +28

      🖤

    • @snakeinthebasement9498
      @snakeinthebasement9498 Před 3 lety +4

      Me to

    • @NeonAGC
      @NeonAGC Před 3 lety +1

      Me as well.. I relate to this song in a lot of ways, except I'd never dare to attempt something like suicide. I only contemplate what would happen if I did.

    • @emaan05
      @emaan05 Před 3 lety +1

      I relate to this line so much, this whole song makes me thing of everything

    • @stacey5668
      @stacey5668 Před 3 lety +1

      Yup...me too

  • @thatoneguynoonenotices3200
    @thatoneguynoonenotices3200 Před 3 lety +253

    We are all in the same game
    Just different levels
    Dealing with the same hell
    Just different devils

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 3 lety +35

      But we're in it together.

    • @loafity4244
      @loafity4244 Před 3 lety +6

      Beautifully said

    • @danielhueg769
      @danielhueg769 Před 3 lety +3

      I LOVE that

    • @chancesweatt299
      @chancesweatt299 Před 3 lety

      i am not in the same game

    • @nikolasimonovski427
      @nikolasimonovski427 Před 3 lety +4

      I played a lot of Call of Duty zombies in my spare time. And one of the characters said. "It's all a game isn't it? A big twisted fucked up game!!" That resonates with me to this day and it's been like 6 years.

  • @isabella_gould1041
    @isabella_gould1041 Před 4 měsíci +3

    sometimes i want to dissapper but im afraid of losing the people that really love me life gets rlly hard

    • @loveandfaithfulness4479
      @loveandfaithfulness4479 Před 3 měsíci +1

      Keep holding on to God. No matter what may be trying to keep you down, keep looking up to God. He will always be your hand in helping you get back up. difficult times can leave us feeling exposed and unprotected but it is only temporary. everything is temporary and that nothing lasts forever. When we only see one solution to our problem, When we only see one way out of our struggle, we need to pray to God to help us to shift our focus toward Him and His infinite wisdom. we serve God who can do all things. Have an Honest confession. Tell God how you’re feeling and what your hang-ups are, He often answers in ways we can’t comprehend. for the Lord will give you understanding in everything. God won’t leave us stuck when we come to Him with an honest plea for guidance. He longs to be our Guide. and when we come to Him, He will show us a path we’ve never seen before, overflowing with hope and opportunity. always Call for God to open your eyes to the truth. Praise God despite the roadblock you are facing. The reason why Jesus tells us not to be anxious is because the Father cares for us. He has your back and will help you through anything, All you have to do is have Faith. Ultimately, the enemies we face, are not people or objects. It is not our body, It is not physical enemy. our battle is indeed spiritual, In each of those cases, we can choose to fight the wrong battles, or we can rest knowing God is fighting for us. we fight this war by daily putting on the whole armor of God, always praying, standing firm in the Word of God, and staying alert. we need to live each day guided by an eternal perspective. so rest in knowing that when you keep holding on, you will see that in your weakness, God will be your strength.
      Joshua 1:9
      Have I not commanded you? Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the LORD your God is with you wherever you go.”
      John 15:13
      Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one’s life for his friends.
      Romans 5:6-8
      For when we were still without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly. for scarcely for a righteous man will one die; yet perhaps for a good man someone would even dare to die. But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

  • @KevNowers
    @KevNowers Před 3 měsíci +1

    I faced dark times, especially in the last few years. Songs like this helped me express myself and find value in who I am as-is. Thanks for keeping me here.

  • @yuriwolfvt
    @yuriwolfvt Před 3 lety +737

    It's easy for people to say "you need a therapist". No, what I need is a real friend. It's sad when the only friends you can count on are the ones you made up in your head to cope in a world that you feel you have no place in.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 3 lety +52

      So sorry to hear you’re feeling that friend. A lot of this in this community have felt the same. We need to be there for eachother.

    • @ambermarie1001
      @ambermarie1001 Před 3 lety +12

      If the issue is just that you are alone, yes. But, therapy is so important. Therapists are literally trained in positive coping, they are a neutral party who are legally obligated to not share your shit (but are required to make sure you cannot hurt yourself or others), and they can talk you through things and untangle the ball of knots in your head. Friends are amazing and help in their own ways, and they are supportive and helpful and will do what they can to help you, but please remember that they are not responsible for making you better, and they have their own shit to deal with sometimes, too.

    • @yuriwolfvt
      @yuriwolfvt Před 3 lety +29

      My point is, you shouldn't have to pay someone to give a shit whether or not you exist.

    • @michelle48431
      @michelle48431 Před 3 lety +11

      @@yuriwolfvt absolutely true, it's sad to think the only people who listen are the therapist, but even they don't really care x

    • @gingetstar
      @gingetstar Před 3 lety +7

      This hit me right in the gut. Exactly how I feel. You can't depend on other people.