How Brain Rot Destroys Student's Life
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- čas přidán 13. 06. 2024
- Have you ever felt like your brain is turning into mush from endless scrolling? Or maybe caught yourself in the middle of an Instagram marathon, wondering where the last two hours went?
We’re talking about something that’s secretly messing with all of us: brain rot. Yep, the dreaded brain rot.
For those of you who don’t know, brain rot isn’t some scary disease from a horror movie. It's what happens when you spend way too much time on mindless activities, like scrolling through social media, binge-watching cat videos, or endlessly clicking on clickbait CZcams videos. You know that feeling when you’ve watched so many TikToks that you start dreaming in 15-second clips? That’s brain rot creeping in.
Imagine this: it’s a typical Tuesday afternoon, and you’re trying to study for an upcoming exam. You’ve got your textbooks spread out, a nice cup of coffee, and your laptop ready. You’re determined to make this study session count. Just as you’re about to dive into Chapter 3, your phone buzzes. It’s a message from your friend.
He’s sent you an Instagram reel, and it looks hilarious. You think, “I’ll just check it out for a quick laugh.”
You open Instagram and watch the reel. But then, you swipe up to see the next reel. And the next. And the next. Before you know it, you’re deep into the Instagram reel rabbit hole. You’ve watched a dog doing a dance, a cooking hack that you’ll probably never try, and a prank video that has you in stitches.
Time flies when you’re having fun, right? You glance at the clock and realize that an hour has gone by. One whole hour. Your textbooks are still lying there, untouched. The coffee you made is now cold, and you can’t remember what you were supposed to be studying in the first place. That’s brain rot in action.
You try to get back into your study groove, but it’s hard to focus. Did you know it takes about 20 minutes to regain full focus after a distraction? Yep, that means every time you pick up your phone, you’re setting yourself back even further.
This scenario doesn’t just affect your study session. It starts to spill over into the rest of your day. You decide to take a break from studying and go grab some lunch. While you’re eating, you absentmindedly scroll through your phone again. This time, you’re on CZcams.
By the time you’ve finished your lunch, another hour has passed. You were supposed to go for a jog to clear your mind and get some exercise, but now you’re feeling sluggish and unmotivated. You decide to skip the jog and just chill on the couch for a bit. You turn on Netflix and start watching a new series. Three episodes later, you realize the entire afternoon has slipped away.
The next morning, you wake up feeling groggy. You didn’t get enough sleep because you stayed up late trying to make up for lost time. You drag yourself out of bed, already dreading the day ahead.
And the cycle continues.
The best video ever on this topic
AI voice essay 💀
@@HDTomo Bro, you don't have to spit out your short attention span
Wow, 128k View comment and im third, Reply: yep
Gohar’s guide can help you withstand wanting to grab your phone
@@HDTomo yes here's a one
I like how it has the captions in the middle so the brain rot infected individuals watch longer
get this to the top
lmao
tho sadly brain rot individuals are less likely to watch a 7 minutes video in the first place
@@skyfeelanon skidibi
@skyfeelan at least that means I’m not brainrotted 😅 not that bad anyway. I avoid TikTok like the plague, and the only shorts I really watch are the Land of Boggs cuz they’re funny and smartly written. And I write music so I kinda need to keep up with my channel. I will admit I’m on my phone a bit, but I still do other things. However, I’ve found it increasingly hard to live in the moment nowadays. I kinda miss the days when I didn’t have an account…
Quitting TikTok was the best decision I've ever made
same
I barely touch TikTok or CZcams shorts
Me too, and then CZcams shorts came 😭
@@o.o995 I wish you could disable shorts
Never install TikTok is the best decision to begin with
This video is 5 years too late…
Why 5
@@m00nalien that’s when I was in high school
My mind is Fouled Up Beyond All Repair
It’s never too late
It's not the video that's 5 years late, it's you
The worst thing about this problem, is about realizing that you're suffering from it.
the best thing about this problem, it that i know the entire video is just an info scam
@@KapybarlandEnlighten me, what is the info scam here?
@@KapybarlandHeck, what even is an info scam, there is nothing about it when I looked it up.
@@Dutch_Vander_Linde_Info scam is an info scam
@@Dutch_Vander_Linde_ this is gonna be an epic:
"why are you being so phobic?"
"phobic of what lmao"
"why do you care so much"
ahh moment
Brainrot is like the twist villain that everyone is noticing now but was hiding in plain sight the whole time.
You reminded me of this group of people you're not supposed to talk about anywhere
@@snowmaske Uh... what?
@@randomnessproductions4212 Say whaaaaaaat 🤗😅
My biggest struggle at the moment, never thought i'd fall victim to this. Thank you so much for making this video
me too
same
It's 4am i just woke up, im studying right now for the math exam while watching this video. Consistently trying doing productive activities and bettering myself. And of course nobody care
I have maths exam tmr 😅
I care friend, keep it up!
Stay focus on one task, please don’t look at at CZcams video while studying lmao
It s ok if ppl doesnt care we all busy with stuff, they ll care a little for time to time but you should nt rely on that; as they dont rely on you caring for their stuff going
ur not gonna retain any information if ur studying at 4am whilst u should be sleeping
I hate the Shorts feature in CZcams, i swore to not watch on TikTok yet i been lured in by CZcams with the exact same shit that I've been trying to avoid
You can hide it
@@1..1..1..1H oh yeah? How?
@@1..1..1..1Hthere are some actual good things there though
@@1..1..1..1H how ??
There are extensions for blocking youtube shorts on pc, not so much for a mobile device though.
Dude this vid is gonna blow up in the student community
And yall gotta admit, this guy prolly saved you from the brain rot yall were having while procrastinating your studies with yt
jokes on you! im procrastinating whilst watching this video! got my final exam in like idk 4 days
also the millennial and genz parent community
Its fucking june.
@@YorktownClasssome countries end school later than other countries
where i’m from, i had exams in early june
@@YorktownClass That's even better don't wanna have a wasted summer
This is a serious problem thank you we all suffer from this to some extent
Thank you. You just made me self aware of my tendancy to be easily distracted and pointed out how its not a small thing when you get disctracted
This is a strange thing honestly. Somedays, it's easy to let go, somedays, you just get dragged into a loophole of scrolling for 3 hours, thinking you just spent barely 5 minutes. There's a feeling of guilt, regret of starting to scroll, and yet, it's not easy to stop even then.
The tips are really cool though! Especially socializing in the outside world, it feels great, don't be afraid to start a conversation!
Scrolling is basically like a drug. It takes one short form video for you to do it for hours continuously. It's just so hard to control ourselves with these fast paced content, short from videos have a short duration and it will only make us want to make us watch more. It's to the point people are ADDICTED to short form content, like no joke
I hate the fact that entire media not just social media is so much fast paced after pandemic that avoiding ig and shorts is still gonna lower your attention span i hate this bruh there is no way im enjoying something so overwhelming
The fact that some people think porn addiction can cause a depression which is that true, but the other truth is that the endless scrolling also cause the depression for some weird reason. But yeah, fun fact, I'm 15 and I'm glad I'm not living like a child who's eating while using phone or doing something like that. I really hope this helps me out pretty well but I'm glad I've never had any porn addiction since it's against our religion, but what can I say, this is a best video to save you being suffered from the social media.
Meanwhile I am 15 replying to this comment eating food
Assalamualaikum brother may Allah reward you well❤
wow you really speak like 15
I don't multitask while surfing the internet, but I still feel low after I binge even just for an hour.
sigma! gotta get on that skibidi grind bro, keep it up!
I didn't even know that i was about to become a brain rotten kid
Thanks for saving me
you watch jjk it's already too late
@@Pbcvl well true can't argue with that
just make yourself think scrolling is cringe as hell and you will never scroll again
Cant watch long videos too they are fast paced as sht
@@marshallthedalmatian2439 i watch long form instead of shorts
Just place a family guy clip under everything
@@AndreiAndreevOSC long form isnt different than tijtoks anymore
that’s why when you go to CZcams it makes you see the shorts instead of the homepage.
this video is the most relatable video i have ever seen. tysm i dont feel alone anymore on this topic
2:41 that line is just so badass wtf
This hits so hard after scrolling TikTok for an hour. Glad that at least I am thinking about stop watching TikTok.
Just delete the app entirely
Yeah delete it. I’ve quit TikTok 2 years ago because I was too addicted to it. Trust me it’s worth it. I don’t even miss it at all.
You don't have to delete it, maybe try using it significantly less then before.
I thought it was going to talk about the brain rot humor, I was afraid
skibidi toilet
Underrated video man. Keep up the good work and continue making people aware of this issue!
CZcams algorithm please make this video blow up soon as possible,Because this is hella good video for sure. Thanks for the video dude impressive video love it
this is actually a really well made infographic man!
This video is so incredibly useful. It really made me think about what I was doing with my time. I hope this video gets tons of views. People need to see it!
Bruh you are SO UNDERRATED. Please keep going, I'm sure you are going to have many subs
I wish I´d seen this in 2020. I just had my A Level exams and studying has been a huge struggle with brainrot. The exams went well, but maybe it could´ve gone better if it weren´t for youtube shorts, tiktok and ig reels. Truly the making of the devil
Ditching social media was the best decision i have ever made in my 21 years on this earth, I now only use youtube to watch educational content like this video. I'd be dishonest if I were to tell you that leaving social media was easy, it was not, but I figured that mindfulness and spending time with yourself is much better, I have learned so many things about myself that I wasn't aware of, I now work out quite often and I'm satisfied with the way I look. Be careful out there yall, this world is tough. Loves yous ❤️❤️
Not really my struggle but this video makes me desire to go outside more. Truly appreciate for making this video!
Its true that people in the real world are classified as "BrainRipe" whilst those on the virtual world as "BrainRot" ,
, but funny enough , these terms came solely from internet civillization and serious people dont know or dont give a shit about these things like [your] parents. Now if you are ambitious(which netweebes can never aspire to be), you can suggest from this that information has gotten wayy to informal that terms nowadays used seem stubborn to old people and in formal cases. However , this level of informality has brought serious problems with mental health which you mentioned , but also we can heal our mental health by maintaining the main class of standard informality probably in the case of talking with a friend outside. That's one of a deeper explanation!
One of the only channels that knows how to do an ai thumbnail correctly ✅
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yeah
I learned about how much time it takes to regain your focus. This could be really useful in case if I take a small break from team games, where I need a lot of focus in order to win, so that would, not only help me with studies, but also with winning more games and not go autopilot and expect to win
Some advice that I think will help.
1. Put your phone on do not disturb.
- I’ve had my phone on DND for 5 years and it’s great. I think it’s good because you only look at notifications when you make the conscious decision to pick your phone up. If you have notifications on, your phone is constantly vibrating. It’s a stimulus.
2. Ask yourself if you actually want to watch what you’re watching. Did you really intend on watching this or are you stuck in a loop? Keep asking yourself and eventually you’ll be able to catch it and get yourself back to where you were going
3. Rearrange your priorities. Unfollow/unsubscribe from filler things that have no place in your life. Pretty much what this guy says in the end of the video.
thank you, number 2 is a great tip, technology makes you a lot less aware, taking a step back to THINK for a second about what you are doing and the consequence of that action prompts you to not continue feeding into it
Thanks
That explains really well my problems with focusing on my work as well as my anxiety too. Though it may be something else, i still find this extremely helpful and as a 7th grader, I feel like I still have time to drag myself out of this loôphole. Still, thank you for this informative video and I hope your channel will grow big one day, i promise, one day
I like how this video was made. It is absolutely made for people with brainrot in mind, because the creator understands brainrot and wants to help those with brainrot
Amazing video! To the point and providing possible solutions
Thank you for this! Really helpful.
It takes only 7 days to fix brainrot. LEAVE your phone for 7 days and dont even think of it. PAY attention to your surroundings and learn from them.
I havnt used my phone since 2021 and still brain rotted
I can confirm that this works, every year when I go to a week long overnight camp at the very end of summer, I never bring my phone. Its a super nice yearly reset right before the school year starts
@@Eu125bonilla You may have other issues.
yeah this summer im going on week long vacations like last summer, without phone they seem like ultra long weeks.
Unless I am going to the beach or amusement park for 7 days, I'm never leaving my tablet.
I couldn’t agree more with the message this video sends. I just wanted to add some of my own advice with this comment.
It’s so important not to put yourself up to uncomfortably high standards to make your life match the nitpicked good memories people post on social media. You just need to remember that life will never always be “perfect” like social media posts make it out to be and that you as a person still have a lot of time to experience it. When you see other people having fun or being really successful online, don’t beat yourself up about it, because like you, they are human and have their struggles. They just don’t post them so their account doesn’t look bad. You probably wouldn’t either.
Instead of glossing over the highlights of others, work on self-improvement and discovery. Hit the gym, go to college, join a club like the video said, travel, or do whatever you’d like to. These experiences are going to help connect you to real human beings and believe me, once you’ve established a good friend circle, you will begin to feel less affected by social media. You will truly feel like you have a place in life. You wouldn’t even care about how much “better” others might be than you because, you’re happy.
There’s no pressure on you to do anything. Your life is your own life. Just take your time. Don’t let anyone, let alone social media, dictate how you should live it or how quickly.
Thank you so much man.I really needed this!
Glad it helped!
I feel bad for people that fell into all this brain rotting stuff. And a bit scared for the future of humanity
Thank you for this video. TikTok used to be a huge brain rotter for me, but I managed to entirely quit it. Then comes CZcams shorts, and it has been distracting me a lot. I have to work on reducing my screen time on this brain rot thing.
Oh this is new im surprised too.. This vid is just about what Brainrot is and how it happens .
Good to release a vid about it regardless though as it spreads the word .
For me, my dopamine receptors are fried and although it does require some time to recover , I can feel it creep in as soon as I play a game or do other things and my brain feels warm and fried and not free and aware with energy
"Womp womp" Is the biggest brainrot of all time.
Seeing it as the response to any sensible statement, especially a serious and sensitive one, absolutely infuriates me like hell
@@daniyal7903 true. R3tards exist.
no its skibidi toilet rizz ohio baby gronk
these are just slangs nothing special. The actual brainrot come from the origins of these slangs
Awesome video dude! I’m right now trying to reduce and possibly entirely stop my brain from rotting. Although my brain is technically less brain rotted than most of my generation, I still want to work on getting my brain to get a better attention span (that’s gonna be hard with my adhd/autistic brain-) and that feeling of being “That girl” (the idea of a girl has it all together, it’s kinda my motivation to become a better person in a not so toxic way). This video was very informative and the visuals were very simple which I enjoyed! Keep the good work up, you’re helping lots of people!
this one deserves to be boosted
Its been several years now, at the beginning of each college semester i feel like i need to make friends , go out more and do stuff , but as the semester progresses and the workload and exams become overwhelming , i am almost forced to be isolated at home with my college books.. either i study or bing watch the internet... over these years it always frustrates me to know that i tried several times to find a good friend (the type that stick together all the time) someone i can share with my good and bad moments. But until now that friend hasn't come yet. Which is why the internet is the only one taking his role until he comes
genuinely so useful, i hope i can stop my social media addiction.
This video feels so saddening and yet so true
You are right and just straight away on point.
Just needet this to feel more work motivated man thank you
This channel will go so far
I only have brainrot during summer break bc I have nothing to do. However, during school months, I don’t go on TikTok or any social media platforms. I’m too busy studying for tests and doing endless counts of homework.
WHAT THE SIGMA ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT!!!! SKIBIDI TOILET RIZZ NEVER HURT SOMEONE!?!?!
That's not brainrot, that's just modern slang that older people like to call brainrot.
Finnaly someone said it@@skrappothemonster1436
I’ll try to make this video the last one I’ll ever see, I can nearly totally relate with what you said. I was already kind of aware myself about this.
Gen alpha/gen z here (2011), being in this generation, I can confirm this is true because the trends and stuff are going a little bit far, trends are fine with me, heck I even participate with trends, but brain rot and stuff is a whole new level of slang.
One thing I understood to keep myself away from doom scrolling or watching hours and hours of yt is picking up a hobby , like blender or coding , it isn’t too much of a drastic change and I actually don’t feel bad for spending my time on it because I know I’m doing something productive , it has also made stop playing video games ( still play them once in a while but only for relaxing )
3:12 oh, so that’s why I have a hard time studying. I’m commenting too much, saving memes too much, and watching too much.
I'm glad that I don't have a rotten brain, I do communicate with friends a lot more than the larger zone of the internet, I also watch informational videos a lot more than just scrolling through shorts, and I rarely use tiktok or instagram or other social media apps that contain short videos we scroll through, sometimes I feel unmotivated, but that's usually if the family makes an arguement that I am hooked in, so, I still have the motivation of looking at good moments, and one more thing is that when I look at great memories I recorded with my phone, it makes me feel happy, especially if it's a video where maybe me and my friends hang out on a week end, or just fun memories I recorded, that's my dopamine, and I also like making random videos (no I'm not uploading them I'm only sharing them with my friends personally) to spend my time doing stuff, but yeah, I do fill in times where I do nothing with stuff that does not rot my brain.
Jeez. I really needed to hear this.
6:10 I wonder how that talk would go lol
6 years ago when I was waiting for my pizza at Pizza Hut scrolling on my phone to pass time people would look at me like a weirdo, now whenever I tried to start a face-to-face conversation in public space with my friend we will get looked at like bunch of weirdos
The subtitles are amazing
Thanks for keeping things...reel 👍
I always do studying in the morning right after eating breakfast and also i do no all nighters,its really useful.
i like seeing self improvement videos like these that are actually meaningful. I suggest for people to read books as well the scrolling motion is also present in books :)
Haha I love the free transcript of the whole video in the description
shame for those who have fallen for those, but I still spend times doing similar stuff like gaming, wasting time and procrastinate
Thanks for your help.
Thanks for bettering our life
Although I already know all of this , the segment where you were going through the cycle described my daily so accurately I am honestly a bit shocked, I don’t know how I ended up here lol wow crazy
exactly! i can relate so much to this video!
This isn’t brain rot for me at this point anymore, I just wanna be done with existence once and for all but I can’t cause I don’t really have the chance. But once I do get a chance I’ll definitely be out. It’s pretty difficult to be productive in a world u no longer want to live in. But I just gotta pass my time somehow you know, just existing through the day. So I just pick up social media for a few hours or spend the entire day staring at the ceiling. It’s so difficult to pass each day; it’s too long. I wish this could stop, I feel guilty about this brain rot but I can’t do anything to stop it. Don’t tell me to ‘exercise’ or ‘eat healthy’ or just ‘get over it’ im so freaking tired of listening to it all, makes me want to quite being here even more. I feel like this is another big problem of this generation.
Thanks for listening to my rant that no one irl will.
I think from your comment that you're alone, or regretted by people in general.If this is the case then find someone who really cares for you. it may be hard but try, i also suggest you go to therapy they are the best ones who can help you.
I think you should find something to distract yourself that is fun and not internet related like a hobby
Dawg you are on a whole different level 😭
I know my comment probably wont help but no matter how powerless you feel its never too late. You can always just try to fight it and even if you fail its still a step in the right direction. For me therapy helped, but its understandable if you dont want to do that. You could try finding new hobbies or friends that could make you feel less alone, i know it might be hard but you are worth every effort. I havent been in the same situation as you and i couldnt know just how you feel, but I still think that no matter how bad it might be you can overcome it, no matter how hopeless it might seem or how many times you fail. Heck, failing is part of the process and just the fact you want to change is geting you closer to whatever you strive for. Even if i dont know you im really rooting for you and im sorry if anything came off as rude or not understanding.
@@hope2627If you feel that way, you need to take a long vacation somewhere, perhaps somewhere walkable with accessible hobbies in physical places. Whether it be Japan, Peru, France, etc. just get out and do something. Screw your comfort zone, you're already uncomfortable.
The thumbnail is AI-generated
So is the voice, honestly with how helpful these types of videos are I'd say it's okay
this guy literally described my everyday life in 2 minutes
Ughhhh this. This has destroyed my life. It has consumed me, I don't know anything any longer, idk wtf happend
If youtube never added shorts, my brain would still exist
I have never scrolled on tiktok ONCE,
CZcams adding shorts was a HUUGGEE mistake. Because youtube is an app many kids use, so if shorts didnt exist. Then brainrot wouldve been much less AND kids would still have functioning brains.
Earned a sub!
This was a meaningful video, i should sleep (it's 3AM rn) and contemplate life tomorrow in the morning.
I wish this video existed 4 years ago
Amazing video, yea im trying to stay away as much as i can from social media
I noticed I fell into this vicious cycle after I couldn't keep up with the study, had to retake an exam and there were no time left to relax. Letting yourself a small distraction feels like a simple way to let yourself rest a little, but it's far from actual rest. Social media don't let you take a break, it's just a noise among other information, it only makes fatigue worse.
The only time I was productive this year is when I listened one music track on repeat for 8 hours while reading articles needed for my coursework.
4:00 I remember this from my favorite book written by Mark Manson!
You saved me truely. I removed all the "Brainrot" and just those incredibly stupid videos to "Do not reccomend again" Now all i will get is videos of studying tips, aviation, and just geniuenly stuff that i would like to watch and is actually useful
Love the video it's crazy how relatble this 😢😢 to me. the first scenario was WAY TOO REALISTIC to be comfortable. The situation happened likeaweek ago. ARE YOU WATCHING ME LIKE WHAT
Cool video, what software do you use for those blackboard pictures?
I found this video while scrolling down the youtube homepage, ADDICTIVELY.
Dude I have never felt this feeling it scares me I've never used tiktok I only click on CZcams shorts by accident I don't use social media I'm not social I mainly just play video games maybe CZcams and even then this probably ended up in my recommended because CZcams is bloated with this topic
Never watching short form content was a good idea
awesome video dude
I think Vsauce once mentioned:
Being bored: Feels long in the short-term, feels short in the long-term
Watching TV: Feels short in the short-term, feels short in the long-term
Having high-density fun with friends: Feels long in the short-term, feels long in the long-term
To feel like you're making the most out of life, do a lot of social activities that you can easily distinguish from each other (sports, then arts, then... etc)
IIRC, it's his Time Illusions video
Thanks!
I’m almost 1 year sober of CZcams shorts
Edit: and also I don’t watch tiktok or instagram or anything like that
Very important video for me
I had the same problem too
I’ll try to fix it from now on
Bro you deserve an oscar, thank you for reminding me to stay productive
It is quite interesting to know that I dont have any active social media account like Instagramm or Tik Tok. but having only CZcams and it shorts makes it almost the same as scroling mindlessly trough the feed that algorithms gives you. (nice Tipp try to ignore short videos and they wont show up)
Thats why im using browser to browse through my socials, since socmed sites was slow and buggy in browser, this discourages me to even using it further.
"You drag yourself out of bed,
Already dreading the day ahead"
SICK BARS MANNN 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
When it feels scary to jump
That is exactly when you jump
Or you will end up staying
In the same place your whole life ........
I really needed this, thanks.
I was born in 1964. And I had trouble enough focussing through college 1982 to 1986, but somehow I made it through. Earned reasonable grade 3.4 out of 4.0 for BChE (Bachelor of Chemical Engineering) with a Minor in Russian. My hometown's public schools (Cinnaminson, NJ) were EXCELLENT. I went nursery school right up to graduation from high school. They required we learn a 2nd language in Middle School: grades 6,7,8. I chose Russian out of the 4 languages offered: Russian, French, German, Spanish, because I thought it would be the hardest. By the time I got to high school, 9th grade, since I had already put in the effort, I wanted to continue with Russian, which I did through into college (U of Delaware), finally qualifying with the ACTR = American Council of Teachers of Russian, went to USSR for 7 weeks in Moscow + half a week in Leningrad.
But graduate school was a real cold hard shock. I was not prepared for how insanely hard the abstraction of mathematics would be. I was in graduate school from 1988 to 2000, earning my Masters in Math on a paper by Otto Holder on the differential transcendence of the Gamma Function, to my PhD in math on differential resolvents.
I had EXTREME struggle trying to focus in grad school on the abstract math.
Now, I gained a "second wind" in life, returning to community college in 2005 to take two courses in C++,
1 semester Chinese, then 4 semesters of French, and finally completed a Biotechnology Associate of Science in 2009.
Had it not been for bitch of a teacher who taught Microbiology, I'd have had a perfect 4.0 average at that college, now Rowan College. I earned a 'B', 84% average, in that course.
I have NO idea how I could have done any of that had I had the distraction of the internet around.
To this day I own only a flipphone. No smartphone. Impossible to move controls on a screen. You need buttons.
I cant man
I have been clean for any short form vedios for 1 year
Life was hell with no dopamine ( sucidal )
Now going and watching shorts again brought some colour im my life
Tf you did in this 1 year? What the fuck you do in your life that the shorts are the highest point of your day? You are probably doing a lot of things wrong.
Man you lost
@@sr32qawrq yea i know , im tryna survive
me too bro. too much was on the line, i lost.Lovely person left but with consolation cant even be angry or sad with myself, everythings downhill mentally for the last 3+ years. Im lost completely. want to but cant give up. have no energy, guidance. im the reason for my own demise.earlierwasnt even on insta etc, but made accounts on them just to have something to direct my brain to distract myself. even addicted to po**. i just cant.used to be soo happy.everything just soo dry and feels silent even if it isnt.cant even sleep. I even quit this brain rot for a brief period of timebut eventually succumbed.
Sry i will stick to this dopamine even if cheap
@@Rakabhush_DoubleZeroEight same shit man
Porn and games fe d me
I loved to learn new complex maths and science in youtube
And this competitive exams even killed the left bit of energy and interest I had
Fuck India I'm leaving this hellhole after I graduate
And this is the whole reason why I refuse to install any kind of social media (except CZcams and Discord, if you count them as such).