1 YEAR ON T: FTM TRANSGENDER

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  • @Jammidodger
    @Jammidodger Před 7 lety +1581

    Congrats on 1 year, looking good! :)

  • @lili-yz1wb
    @lili-yz1wb Před 7 lety +1764

    ITS BEEN ONE YEAR???!??!?!?!!!

    • @pebble3951
      @pebble3951 Před 7 lety +80

      lil I KNOW RIGHT I FEEL SO PROUD

    • @rianogrady1763
      @rianogrady1763 Před 7 lety +53

      Its gone insanely fast and he's made so much progress and I'm just sitting here like yep im the same idiot as before

    • @tylerb4442
      @tylerb4442 Před 7 lety +38

      lil I feel old!

    • @lili-yz1wb
      @lili-yz1wb Před 7 lety +22

      AHH im so proud too! and in shooock

    • @Pheus11
      @Pheus11 Před rokem

      LIKE WTH

  • @_samanthalux
    @_samanthalux Před 7 lety +36

    wow you're so handsome! and that voice though... too much ❤︎

  • @OMGilikeyourface
    @OMGilikeyourface Před 7 lety +326

    your voice sounds great, and very much like daniel radcliff! :)

    • @jennarudder
      @jennarudder Před 7 lety +5

      Suzie Ayrton I thought the same thing!

    • @jp9707
      @jp9707 Před 7 lety

      Me too :)

    • @pansyxlily4887
      @pansyxlily4887 Před 7 lety

      Suzie Ayrton oh yes! I was trying to think of someone his voice resembles with!

    • @Ezra-gx2oq
      @Ezra-gx2oq Před 6 lety

      i was thinking about that lol. i kept thinking "he sounds like someone from harry potter haha," and it's harry :P

    • @Aprinsa
      @Aprinsa Před 6 lety

      Um, are you sure you're not just confusing his voice with his accent? He doesn't sound like Daniel Radcliffe to me apart from the accent. Daniel's voice is not nearly as deep. He does have a good voice for voice acting or film, though, so I'd bet his voice is reminding you of someone else. It makes me think of animated film.

  • @Kovukingsrod
    @Kovukingsrod Před 7 lety +603

    I just saw the notification for this and HOW ON EARTH HAS IT BEEN A WHOLE YEAR???

    • @lauw428
      @lauw428 Před 7 lety +7

      Kovu is a unicorn hi Kovu! dont worry, this day will once be yours (and mine hopefully 😊)

    • @Kovukingsrod
      @Kovukingsrod Před 7 lety +9

      JEVH van hofslot aw thank you! I truly hope it comes for both of us :)

    • @lottiebastille3162
      @lottiebastille3162 Před 7 lety +1

      Kovu is a unicorn I watch your videos!! Also you'll get there one day buddy x

    • @hopepyrope9591
      @hopepyrope9591 Před 7 lety +3

      hi kovu!!! really like your videos!

    • @Qantaspi
      @Qantaspi Před 7 lety

      Kovu is a unicorn Aq

  • @emolify
    @emolify Před 7 lety +344

    dude your jawline change is incredible, woah

    • @emolify
      @emolify Před 7 lety +20

      Duhet Yinnerbut fuck off this thread, yeah? you have no place here.

    • @majjortom
      @majjortom Před 7 lety +3

      +Duhet Yinnerbut get a life

    • @lesviesblanchescomptent
      @lesviesblanchescomptent Před 7 lety +4

      +Duhet Yinnerbut reported

    • @emolify
      @emolify Před 7 lety +7

      Duhet Yinnerbut I'm sorry about whatever is happening in your life that is making you lash out like this to random people on the internet you don't know :(

    • @kailathefox
      @kailathefox Před 7 lety +1

      Duhet Yinnerbut your opinion is irrelevant to science. There's proof behind it, all you have to do is google it.

  • @EstherTaillifet
    @EstherTaillifet Před 7 lety +31

    SO HAPPY FOR YOU !
    I can't relate on being transgender but I can relate on hapiness and sadness. I am so glad we live in 2017 and theses treatments/surgeries exist. I hope soon everyone who needs it, will have access to it. Thank you for sharing your experience of being a human, I learned a lot from you.

  • @elijackson5910
    @elijackson5910 Před 7 lety +37

    Holy shit, I'm so glad someone else felt the same way about the whole "testosterone anger" thing. I was so short-tempered before hormones, and once starting testosterone and actually seeing/feeling changes, I mellowed out so damn much. In the four years I've been on testosterone, I've only "flipped my shit" once, which was a damn near daily thing before testosterone. Haha.

    • @KeldorDAntrell
      @KeldorDAntrell Před 4 lety +7

      Women have a much tougher time in terms of mood swings than men because of their menstrual cycle. Yes, men have a lot more testosterone but their hormones are normally very stable. A woman's hormones ebb and flow and can make life an emotional roller coaster.

    • @theharshtruthoutthere
      @theharshtruthoutthere Před 4 měsíci

      @@KeldorDAntrell Doctors, therapist, psychiatrist, nurses and psychologist:
      Lies, and lies, they are sharing you their lies. And you believe them daily, as you go and ruin your own lives.
      Lies, oh lies, they know not how to care. They know not how to love, what its to have a heart warmly beating in your chest.
      They have lost their mind, they have gone mad and they drag you with them into the outer darkness of insanity.
      Seek ye GOD and get your mind back, get back your life and your will to live, escape the madness.
      Your are not trans or any other lie, which you daily believe.
      You are FOOLS, who are deceived daily.
      You reject the BIBLE - the only source of truth, thats why lies you buy and suffer thereafter.
      To believe trans lies, one must got to forget, why was gender given in the 1st place.
      Genesis 9:7
      And you, be ye fruitful, and multiply; bring forth abundantly in the earth, and multiply therein.
      Sexual abuses every soul has lived through, every one carries the traumas.
      It is not GOD, toward whom we should be angry. Its the ones amongst us, who have once lost their minds:
      through the same abuse, that you are suffering, carrying all the damaged form the birth to the death, haven`t been cared for.
      And the influences of this world, are as strong as these are, no child is kept safe.
      Marriages have changed, many in love with bottles, eating away their brains.
      Many love smoking, burning away their lungs.
      Many love fornication and abusements.
      They all hate their skin, in which they live, cause they allowed the world in.
      Lies stay lies, no matter how often given. If the end result is death or a lifelong suffering, you`re then missing love.

  • @morgansmith9244
    @morgansmith9244 Před 7 lety +192

    I can still remember watching "1 Month on T" like it was yesterday!! Its gone by so fast, Congratulations Alex!!!

    • @mahogatstfm8160
      @mahogatstfm8160 Před 7 lety +30

      I CAN STILL REMEMBER LITTLE ALEX SQUEAKING "I'M ON TESTOSTERONE" AND HOLDING THE BOX

    • @andycole3729
      @andycole3729 Před 7 lety

      Morgan Smith I REMEMBER THAT IT WAS SO ADORABLE

  • @NOAHFINNCE
    @NOAHFINNCE Před 7 lety +152

    ALREADY?

  • @davina5313
    @davina5313 Před 7 lety +15

    He has changed so much, not only his appearance but also his whole attitude and he has a lot of more confidence! You can totally see, not only from his appearance but his whole behaviour! I'm really proud of you Alex and your progress!

  • @angelbaker7890
    @angelbaker7890 Před 7 lety +36

    I am so freaking happy for you Alex. So proud of you to see how far you have come! this is such an awesome video and your awesome😭❤

  • @olliealbinsson3747
    @olliealbinsson3747 Před 7 lety +30

    This is so insane. I remember watching your coming out video, and that being the first time I was introduced to being transgender. After that, I kept coming back, watching all the videos you posted, educating myself, and finally figuring out who I am. It's been 4 years since then, and I'm having my pre-topsurgery meeting in 2 weeks. I'm so proud of you Alex, and I'm so proud of me.

  • @yikes1717
    @yikes1717 Před 7 lety +45

    Holy shiz.. I can't believe it's been a year already! Congrats!

    • @TigerPrawn_
      @TigerPrawn_ Před 7 lety +2

      I'm like, oh my god, where is my life going!!!! AHHH

  • @BresdilloK
    @BresdilloK Před 7 lety +11

    OMG OMG AHHHSHXJ I REMEMBER HOW I WATCHED YOUR TRANSGENDER COMING OUT GUIDE LIKE 1-2 YEARS AGO AND NOW I FINALLY FOUND YOU AGAIN AND I'M FUCKING PROUD OF YOUR TRANSITION WJFLOSXISI

  • @konstantin8417
    @konstantin8417 Před 7 lety +61

    I've been following your journey from the very beginning. Love that you seem so grounded. All the best!

  • @shanr0berts0n
    @shanr0berts0n Před 7 lety +281

    LOOK AT YOU! AH I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU

    • @shanr0berts0n
      @shanr0berts0n Před 7 lety +35

      your face is defos squarer!!

    • @helenabsolution3558
      @helenabsolution3558 Před 7 lety

      Shannon Robertson dont get me wrong,ım just wondering and ı cant understand.Was he girl at 0.24

  • @kitty21elly
    @kitty21elly Před 7 lety +24

    SUCH A HANDSOME YOUNG MAN 😭🙏🏼 i feel like a proud mother, alex. your progress is amaaaazzingg 👌🏼

  • @TheDeafiewithCurls
    @TheDeafiewithCurls Před 7 lety +53

    My favorite thing in this video was the lil butt moment can't lie xD

  • @Icyhotenigma
    @Icyhotenigma Před 5 lety +6

    I am starting T in about three weeks as long as my labs look good. You are an inspiration, and are giving me hella hope! Thank you!

  • @sachikominsat705
    @sachikominsat705 Před 7 lety +40

    Yeah your face is squarer and you have more hair, but one change I really noticed in those final pictured was your stance and posture. You looked so much happier and confident, even though you weren't smiling. I feel like a proud parent watching your transition progress and I wish you all the best in the future

  • @100melibu
    @100melibu Před 7 lety +18

    It's already been a year??? It seems like since your video announcing that you're gonna get testosterone it's been like three months or so! That's so amazing!

  • @lukewale
    @lukewale Před 7 lety +7

    INCREDIBLE. beyond happy for you man :) LOOK AT YOU. much love

  • @benillaice6525
    @benillaice6525 Před 7 lety +3

    DUDE this made me so emotional!! Ive been following you for awhile and honestly thought you were on T for the lonnnggesst time! Then when I saw your video talking about how you will be starting T I was like "What?!?!?!". I got sososo excited for you! Since then I haven't really watched your videos because life but seeing this and seeing all your changes and how comfortable you look omg, I makes my heart happy!

  • @caspermcinnes9574
    @caspermcinnes9574 Před 7 lety +55

    i'm honestly so proud and i love how far and happy you've become ! you deserve it ! ☆
    ( also i luv your tummy hair !! )

  • @sanriosticker
    @sanriosticker Před 7 lety +346

    I feel like a proud mom now :')

    • @alykgray
      @alykgray Před 7 lety +7

      RomyDoesArt aye phammm

  • @niamhb6982
    @niamhb6982 Před 7 lety +2

    ALEX I AM CRYING
    (Real tears, everywhere)
    I've been watching your videos for sooooo soooo many years and I've never seen you look so, so happy. You're just radiating happiness and confidence and it makes me so happy. I'm so glad and so happy for you. You're amazing!!

  • @Duckie_VT
    @Duckie_VT Před 7 lety

    I'm genuinely so happy for you, I've followed for ages but haven't really been around to watch your transformation, tuning in now you've changed so much and I'm so glad you feel more comfortable than before. You seem so much more confident and at peace within yourself! I can't wait to see what the next year brings for you.

  • @amberjackson1938
    @amberjackson1938 Před 7 lety +61

    Look how far you've come!!!

  • @BeanieGinger
    @BeanieGinger Před 7 lety +750

    Last time I was this early I was a girl

    • @kalegirouard8705
      @kalegirouard8705 Před 7 lety +27

      Hey It's Charlie -Just Another Soulless Ginger
      same tho

    • @bowiebeebuzzbuzz5419
      @bowiebeebuzzbuzz5419 Před 7 lety +1

      Hey It's Charlie -Just Another Soulless Ginger relatable

    • @miltonroberts7948
      @miltonroberts7948 Před 7 lety +6

      Charlie, an old Texas guy here. I LOVE gingers. My family has a ginger gene or two because every generation there is a ginger or two and I have a ginger friend I've known 40 years and all the gingers I've known have been great people.Hugs from me to all gingers everywhere.

  • @kieranthiara3262
    @kieranthiara3262 Před 7 lety

    I'm genuinely so very happy for you Alex! Seeing you hit your one year mark gives me more hope, as I'm in the process of waiting and have been for about 2 and a half years now. Within the next few months I'm supposed to get the phone call to begin the process of starting t and couldn't be more anxiously awaiting that day. Anyhow it's just really nice and reassuring to see that you were in a similar situation and have come so far

  • @danganronpatrash7464
    @danganronpatrash7464 Před 7 lety +1

    I've watched you since I was 11! I came out about a year after, and honestly, you helped me figure myself out a lot! Thank you so much, and I'm so glad I found your channel again and am so happy you're feeling good about yourself!

  • @milenaioana
    @milenaioana Před 7 lety +24

    One year??? It feels like yesterday I was watching your videos, you were so disappointed that your appointments were pushed back and you wanted a beard so bad, now look at you! Also your voice... wow! So proud of you Alex!

  • @amanqa9101
    @amanqa9101 Před 7 lety +22

    So proud of you Alex!

  • @yeseniagonzalez9398
    @yeseniagonzalez9398 Před 6 lety

    i've been watching your videos for the longest time and seeing you happy and coming this far makes me so happy and gives me so much hope!

  • @samd77666
    @samd77666 Před 7 lety +1

    This makes me incredibly happy! Go Alex!!!
    I'm hopefully starting T in just under two months and this makes me just feel really content with my future. Thank you

  • @twinkl3xoxo
    @twinkl3xoxo Před 7 lety +100

    OMAN I RMB WHEN U WERE TELLING US ABT HOW U WERE WAITING FOR ALL UR DOCTOR APPOINTMENTS, AND NOW LOOK AT YOU GAAAH

    • @faithharnish7668
      @faithharnish7668 Před 7 lety

      +Duhet Yinnerbut dude.... **** HE HE HE HE HE HE HE HE HE HE HE HE..

  • @chloeclarin3037
    @chloeclarin3037 Před 7 lety +31

    I'm so proud of you, I've been here for quite a big part of your journey and your self confidence and your happiness growing makes me so happy

  • @daedatlas
    @daedatlas Před 6 lety +1

    This video gave me a lot of hope for the future. Thank you so much for posting it, and congratulations!

  • @apeelg3126
    @apeelg3126 Před 7 lety +1

    I havent watched your vids in a long time and i got so happy when i saw this, just to see how far u have come

  • @cjcurmudgeon6714
    @cjcurmudgeon6714 Před 7 lety +11

    The emotional transition that trans people go through is super important. Being comfortable with your body/gender is one thing but I feel like being comfortable being around other people - especially as your body and presentation changes can be very stressful.
    Best of luck as you work on your social skills, Alex. I'm working on it too. Making connections and friendships and building a wider support system can be daunting but in the long run, it's going to make us happier and healthier people

    • @byealex7607
      @byealex7607 Před 7 lety

      CJ Curmidgeon, I ve recently watched some docs abt TRANS kids. I got astonished abt what an abyss of ignorance I am. And .. think abt ...the others in our world (((( .... I guess, I meant that I support your words.

  • @nowthisisliving
    @nowthisisliving Před 7 lety +8

    CONGRATS!!

  • @gabriellaoakles7120
    @gabriellaoakles7120 Před 7 lety +72

    You're SO handsome

  • @kmilosuarez7507
    @kmilosuarez7507 Před 7 lety +1

    I've seen youu for a really long time, literally like 4 years and this is amazing! I am happy for you! Hope that you can keep getting better in all that you want !! :-)

  • @angelxgrl
    @angelxgrl Před 7 lety +32

    So proud omg. You've come so far, and are a huge inspiration for many people that are not just transgender but just anyone in the LGBT+ community. Well done Alex

  • @indigorose4174
    @indigorose4174 Před 7 lety +6

    Omg Alex I'm so happy for you!! I'm Transgender too and to you reach a few of your many goals, it gives me so much hope because I know that one day I'll be where you are now!! You are so amazing and inspiring and thank you so much for every video. You are by far my biggest inspiration. Thank you and congratulations!! Xx

  • @alexleon1956
    @alexleon1956 Před 7 lety

    I remember watching some of your videos from over a year ago and then I sadly forgot about your channel. Today I saw your thumbnail in my recommended and I flipped out. HOW HAS IT BEEN ONE WHOLE YEAR. I AM SOO PROUD OF YOU AND SEEING THE DIFFERENCE FROM BEFORE AND NOW IS SO AMAZING. THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY DAY :')

  • @boojablegoogle1245
    @boojablegoogle1245 Před 5 lety

    I've popped in throughout the years and you've helped me so much, thank you Alex for sharing your story.

  • @thatguyoli9113
    @thatguyoli9113 Před 7 lety +4

    I can't believe it's been a year already I'm so fucking proud of him

  • @aubreyh8308
    @aubreyh8308 Před 7 lety +3

    literally it doesn't feel like it's been a year , i feel like i was watching your old collab channel yesterday

  • @Jennaonthemilkcarton
    @Jennaonthemilkcarton Před 7 lety +2

    ALEX! Congrats man! I was so happy for you when you got on it! Bright days here forward!

  • @landonteske9016
    @landonteske9016 Před 7 lety

    You are really truly an inspiration Alex! I'm about 10 months on T and I don't see quite the changes you see and I'm very jealous you've had top surgery, and amazing results! Happy first birthday man!

  • @mylesb.2744
    @mylesb.2744 Před 7 lety +3

    I was completely shocked seeing this video, I could have sworn it had only been 8-9 months?! I'm so proud of you Alex!!!

  • @aeblemost248
    @aeblemost248 Před 6 lety +9

    a lot of yt trans guys didn't have a lot of chest and i'm just standing here with boobs down to my knees.

  • @lukasskoe
    @lukasskoe Před 7 lety +1

    I can't believe it's been one year already!! You look so good oh my God, and congratulations!! ✨ It's been incredible following you on your journey.

  • @myrkflinn4331
    @myrkflinn4331 Před 3 lety +2

    Rewatching this a year and a half in on T compared to a year and a half ago when I saw this pre T. Def can live my life better now!

  • @aaronproctor1366
    @aaronproctor1366 Před 7 lety +6

    1 year already??? You look so great and I can't believe how much you have changed

  • @taylorgilson2075
    @taylorgilson2075 Před 7 lety +5

    HOLY crap already I'm glad you are more comfortable way to go Alex!!! It can only get better!

  • @andyschieber6879
    @andyschieber6879 Před 6 lety

    Holy cow!!! I remember watching your videos forever ago, before you actually started your physical transition, and you were one of the CZcamsrs who actually inspired me to accept who I am and come out as trans, it's so so amazing to see you so far and so happy!!! You're killing it, you're a huge inspiration to me and I'm sure plenty of others! ♡

  • @hihi_7386
    @hihi_7386 Před 7 lety +1

    I've literally come across this channel by coincidence and just wow. I actually was in the same year at school as you and even though you've changed so much I can still tell it's you from 8/9 years ago. My brothers boyfriend is transgender I reckon they'll love your videos. If you spot this then a big thumbs up really admire you for this I think you're amazing

  • @eimearjane4833
    @eimearjane4833 Před 7 lety +3

    Alex! First off huge congrats man you look incredible!! After seeing your huge progress over the last year it made me stop and reflect on my own. When I first stumbled upon your vids nearly 3 years ago I hardly knew what the word transgender meant let alone non binary ftm dysphoria etc etc. What I did know is that I finally had words to describe my feelings and for that I thank you! I still have a hugely long way to go when it comes to figuring stuff out for myself but you made me feel more comfortable within myself and I honestly couldn't thank you enough if I tried. I even managed the guts to enter your binder giveaway! (Despite friends and family all following my twitter) best wishes for the future! Lots of love from Ireland - Eim ❤️

  • @timothydawson3836
    @timothydawson3836 Před 7 lety +6

    You'll always have a friend in me, I'm proud of you Alex and of what you've accomplished over the past year on ( T ) I've watched every video from beginning till this one and I'll watch every other video you'll post from this one and every one till the future....😉

  • @ICanBeYourSavior21
    @ICanBeYourSavior21 Před 7 lety

    ive been subscribed to you for years and seeing you throughout your transition is amazing. im so happy that youve transitioned well and seeing you like this is incredible ! congratulations alex !

  • @IlainyyPinky22
    @IlainyyPinky22 Před 7 lety

    Okay. I met you AGES ago on tumblr and have been subscribed to you for 3 years. In all honesty I had forgotten about you and you just popped up on my home page tonight. I'm so amazed by your transformation and I am SO glad right now to have re-discovered you. To see you this happy and confident made me teary eyed tbh. I wish you the best and I definietly will be catching up on everything that i've missed now. ~

  • @lndingalle9605
    @lndingalle9605 Před 6 lety +100

    As a straight female. I must say DAMN.

    • @srihari5405
      @srihari5405 Před 6 lety +4

      Fun fact:It's a biological girl on steroids.

    • @lndingalle9605
      @lndingalle9605 Před 6 lety +21

      SRI HARI You think I didn't know that when I made the comment.........-_-
      I think the title was obvious (female to male) FTM.

    • @srihari5405
      @srihari5405 Před 6 lety

      Oops since you said you were a "straight female" i thought you didn't know.But what the hell is a "straight" female anyway nowadays lol. Even a lot of lesbians claim to be "straight" without realizing they are lesbian later in life.

    • @lndingalle9605
      @lndingalle9605 Před 6 lety +14

      SRI HARI a straight female is a female attracted to men. I don't mean to be rude but I don't appreciate people in the LGBTQA community trying to disregard the terms for hetro people. I get hit on by what men consider attractive and hot women often. I get offered 3 somes often. My answer is always NO. I pretty much hate men BUT I'm still physically attracted to them and not women in the least. This is why I find the FTM in the video attractive because it appears to be a man to me. I would not find a MTF attractive at all. This is straight I am straight. I'm not flexible on this for any reason it is what it is.
      Those people who don't realize it or whatever is their upbringing. I knew what gay was my entire life because my mother had nothing but gay male friends. My parents met at a gay club because my dad is a player and knew there'd be straight women there all for him. I was born in the late 80's so it was before all the gay pride stuff. Some people grow up in homes where this doesn't exist. In their world there is no such thing as gay just straight. I knew what gay was since I was 4 years old because of my mother. Didn't change what I am because it was shown to me as normal. Gays and straight people were the same to me growing up. I pretty much grew up around gay men. I really can't stand them now because they all seem narcissistic. So it's my own personal opinion even though my mother loved them. I don't dislike gay males because they are gay but I've never met one who had a decent personality. My BFF is a lesbo but doesn't believe in gay marriage. Everything isn't cookie cutter. She doesn't tell her family though because hers like most families unlike mine do not accept it. I wouldn't date a transman though. I wouldn't know this was a female before by looking. I don't think highly of born men anyway. This is how I know I'm straight because I don't even want to like men at all. The idea of being with a woman sexually annoys and disgusts me. Everything I like about men they don't have. Everything I'd hate to see in a man is what women have.
      These videos are for learning. I made the comment halfway joking. But they look attractive as a man. They look like a man and it's crazy seeing how the male hormones change so much of everything. It's why men are sliver back apes. He took well to the T because I can usually tell FTM because even when some women have been on T for years. Their voice is always OFF.

    • @srihari5405
      @srihari5405 Před 6 lety +3

      Wow that's a pretty long reply.And to let you i am not an LGBT supporter,i am bio male who doesn't believe in transgenders. No matter how much surgery this female takes or how much hormones she put's inside herself wouldn't change what she really is,A female.And you sound like a man hater.

  • @Farrrdoos
    @Farrrdoos Před 7 lety +3

    man I struggle with that confidence problem but what makes me feel a lil less nervous when talking to people is that everybody else has this problem as well and there's no person who is 100% confident

  • @loneoakgrls
    @loneoakgrls Před 7 lety

    ALEX!!!!! I remember coming across your channel so long ago, you were the first trans youtuber i've subscribed to. I remember thinking you passed so well but GOD DAMN DUDE!! You look incredible! And i'm not just talking about your appearance, your overall self confidence is just powering through my computer screen and that makes me so fucking proud. Good job sticking through it man :')

  • @reapnotsow
    @reapnotsow Před 7 lety

    god it's like i've watched my son grow through the years. i've been subscribed for years and it's honestly been an honor to watch you grow into the person you are today. i look forward to seeing what's to come!

  • @zombiechick49
    @zombiechick49 Před 7 lety +4

    Can't even begin to tell you how happy I am for you Alex!

  • @lukephillips3561
    @lukephillips3561 Před 7 lety +8

    I'm so fckin proud my man

  • @adachiselas3675
    @adachiselas3675 Před 7 lety

    I'm SO HAPPY for you. I can't believe it's been a year already! I've been watching the whole T journey and have seen you grow happier every month.

  • @ThatHermitKid
    @ThatHermitKid Před 7 lety

    Alex!! This is amazing - so, SO happy for you! It's been incredible to watch your transition. Just watching this video makes it very clear how far you've come - you seem a lot more confident/happy. Thank you for sharing this with us all

  • @satoritendo2163
    @satoritendo2163 Před 7 lety +18

    The voice difference wow

  • @lucatravis6502
    @lucatravis6502 Před 7 lety +6

    Holy shit. When I say this video, I was in disbelief that a year had gone by so quickly and I didn't even realise it. I had to restart the video twice just to make sure it was real. I am so proud of you and thrilled. You have grown amazingly and it's astonishing to see how masculine you look. Thank you for being my biggest inspiration. Your videos have helped me so much. I wish you good luck to come.

  • @AllMyInkHybrid
    @AllMyInkHybrid Před 7 lety

    OMG that went fast! So happy for you :) I remember your old vlogs like it was yesterday they appeared

  • @SpiffyFurFamily
    @SpiffyFurFamily Před 6 lety

    OMG. This just appeared on the recommended. I was very tired and expected the transformation to be from male to female. I am shocked it's the other way around. You look great and I wouldn't had figure out you were trans if you didn't said it. Truly. Your looks, your voice, the way you talk and your attitude are very masculine.
    Your transformation is probably one of the best I've ever seen on YT.
    Congrats on your 1 year old! Wishing you only the best for the years to come!

  • @claudiagm2431
    @claudiagm2431 Před 7 lety +7

    SO PROUD OF YOU💙

  • @rory1892
    @rory1892 Před 7 lety +6

    started watching in 2014-ish
    so proud!

  • @Macro_kitty
    @Macro_kitty Před 6 lety +1

    Oh my fucking God finally! I completely forgot about your channel for literally 2 years. You were my inspiration for coming out as pan to my parents and I can't thank you enough for that!

  • @maisiemoo2000
    @maisiemoo2000 Před 7 lety

    I just showed my mum this video because she's never fully understood being trans, and now she really gets it and got so excited to see how much you'd changed after a year! I'm so proud of you for being so strong and fighting for this, it's amazing to see what you've achieved and i'm so happy your videos are helping other people too, even people like my mum who without your videos wouldn't have understood. You seem so much more confident and happy now, it's amazing ☺️💖

  • @ellebradford
    @ellebradford Před 7 lety +4

    HOW. AMAZING. ARE. YOU?!

  • @matti2882
    @matti2882 Před 6 lety +4

    This is crazy because I haven’t watched your videos since you were Pre-T

  • @jaycelegends4300
    @jaycelegends4300 Před 7 lety

    Yo alex! So happy for you, you seem so much brighter in your speech, body language, and interactions with others I've seen in a few videos.
    There was one thing you said about not wanting to get a job because of dysphoria/anxiety. I have one job now, shit pay, but I still live with my parents, so it's not immediately imperative I get a second/third job, but I mentioned this to my mom. She asked me am I looking for a job, because I have supposedly been looking for a second job since back in February.
    And I reflected on why I haven't been looking at all, and it's mostly anxiety about going to work and not 100% passing all the time. Before I go to work, I have to basically have 3 hours where I don't do anything before. I have to shower and cool off enough to put my binder on, and then hum and stuff to deepen my voice, and keep my anxiety manageable.
    I told my mom about neglecting to get a job basically because of dysphoria and fear of not passing, and having to explain the situation, or just don't and have anxiety of whether they know or not.
    BUT at the same time, I don't have enough income to support starting testosterone, meaning I need another job first to get on T, but I won't feel comfortable enough to get another job before I start T so...?
    Yeah not sure if I'm asking for advice or just venting. I'd love to hear back from you or many of the other fans here if they feel that what they say will help. Anything is appreciated. Been struggling with this. Thanks!

  • @tristonanan
    @tristonanan Před 7 lety

    I just got out of the habit of watching your videos because of life, but I just watched this one and holy shit you have changed so much! Congrats! Very inspiring for my own transition.

  • @julieamistoso9102
    @julieamistoso9102 Před 7 lety +3

    Proud of You Alex.
    God bless you.

  • @hatsuukiK
    @hatsuukiK Před 7 lety +21

    happy birthday new hairy alex

  • @MsSilverNinja
    @MsSilverNinja Před 7 lety +2

    AS SOON AS I HEARD YOUR VOICE I STARTED SMILING!!! I'm so happy for you!!!

  • @bronsonmcdonald5473
    @bronsonmcdonald5473 Před 6 lety

    Hi Alex, Congratulations on your physical transition, you look fantastic and your happiness shines through! I don't know if I am qualified to give advice but I have had many social struggles as well, and one thing I have learned is to give myself credit for every positive experience I have. I can look back and say 'I took a chance and spoke to this person and it went well, sometimes even taking a risk of saying something to someone can spark a whole conversation in a group. I have had social anxiety and have had help with it and taking a risk and seeing how it turns out can be a wonderful experience. just be yourself, there is only one you and you can see from all the comments on your video that lots of people are enjoying listening to your story and are very happy for you. You are very well spoken too.I am older FTM, starting T soon, and I am so happy to hear that T hasn't made you any more aggressive, rather more at peace with yourself. I have heard that from another FTM but it still makes me happy to hear it from you (one of my concerns re T). Great video! Thank you for sharing.

  • @laurry
    @laurry Před 7 lety +14

    He's so cute

  • @sofiaann586
    @sofiaann586 Před 7 lety +4

    I haven't watched alex in at least a year (probably more) and he is thw hottest fucking thing I have ever seen now holy shit. He was cute as shit, now he is really really really handsome and I am so proud of him

  • @blacknwhitemusic623
    @blacknwhitemusic623 Před 7 lety +1

    You've come so far! I remember when I first came to your channel and I knew that I should subscribe because you inspire me. Stay positive❤👏

  • @DentsutXD
    @DentsutXD Před 7 lety

    You look so good! I started to watch your videos about a year and a half ago and im proud you've come this far ❤️

  • @simonbanks3112
    @simonbanks3112 Před 7 lety +3

    Over quarter of million people like to hear what you have to say here, why wouldn't you be a great guy to spend time with in person too? If you can't trust your judgement of yourself as a guy to spend time with,,,trust Jake's! ;)

  • @RolyWestYT
    @RolyWestYT Před 7 lety +4

    I Love You

  • @finnw3007
    @finnw3007 Před 7 lety

    this made me so happy. I've been watching your videos since the beginning and I can't believe how far you've come. I can't wait to start my transition in a few years.

  • @sarahgreen6514
    @sarahgreen6514 Před 7 lety

    Hey there Alex!
    Let me just say I have followed you for the past year or so and I am so happy for you! Watching you go through this transformation is was so amazing. You are truly a beautiful person and I wish you safe travels!

  • @renaway6398
    @renaway6398 Před 7 lety +6

    Talk about puberty

  • @m4ryiz
    @m4ryiz Před 3 lety +3

    Handsome af

  • @aaliyahwright8838
    @aaliyahwright8838 Před 7 lety

    holy shit it's my first time seeing one of your videos from months ago. You've changed so much it's amazing!!

  • @phoebes1370
    @phoebes1370 Před 7 lety

    i've been watching your videos since i was 13. Im now almost 16 and i remember waiting for you finally getting T. I remember the wait seemed like forever but now i see this and i just think "WOW" youve changed so much!