Dream (part 1)
Vložit
- čas přidán 19. 08. 2022
- Part one of a Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Dream, an escort in Ann Arbor, Michigan.
Here's a link to a GoFundMe campaign to help some of the people seen in SWU interviews: gofund.me/07701ccd
For ad-free, uncensored videos and plenty of exclusive content please subscribe to the Soft White Underbelly subscription channel. It's $10 a month and watchable on Apple and Android mobile apps, Roku TV, Apple TV and Amazon Fire. Try a one week free trial at: www.softwhiteunderbelly.com
Here’s a link to audio only versions of SWU videos: asmrdb.fanlink.to/softwhiteun... - Krátké a kreslené filmy
I can't comprehend the number of levels on which this lady has been failed by the people around her. Heartbreaking and humbling. What a resilient person she is.
I can't believe how strong she is. She DESERVES the best in life and the best only.
HEARTBREAKING. HUMBLING. That is right. And an understatement. Hearing stories like this are good for all of us, if we can bear it and not get too triggered. Yes, this woman is amazing for her resilience. I am astonished at her ability to tell this story. She an incredible person, certainly much stronger than I am. Her survival is an inspiration.
This is tragic! How can people get away with such abuse is beyond comprehension. This girl has been through hell. I can see why she lost faith in God.
I’m so sorry for your very troubled past, I wish you a brighter future and to get the help and support you need!! 🙏❣️
I wish I could give her a hug and tell her how beautiful she is today God bless her and soul ❤😇 k
Protect her
As a psychiatrist whose worked in correctional settings for most of my career including at one of the all female state facilities here in CA -I’ve learned that the most inspiring people, those who are capable of deepening one’s understanding of life, are not the so-called ‘influencers’ or those deemed the most ‘successful’ by society’s standards. Rather, I’ve seen those qualities in the people I’ve had the privilege of caring for, often behind bars. Being genuine and sincere-like yourself-takes tremendous inner strength, true resilience, which is the foundation for reinventing oneself, rewriting one’s story, + starting over. I see all of these characteristics in you, & a beautiful soul as well. Thank you for being brave, for telling your story, & in doing so, allowing us to care about you, because we do.
This woman absolutely amazes me and makes me ASHAMED OF MYSELF for the stupid complaining that I do. This woman is so well spoken and such a survivor. WHAT STRENGTH!!!
I hope her walk ahead is blessed at every turn.
All complaints are valid love
I couldn't agree more. Same here. What a story 😢💔
I know. Makes me know my childhood was OK, not perfect, I had a schizophrenic drug addict sister who would assault me and our mother almost daily when I was 8-13 but nothing else. When she moved out my parents and I were so happy. She has a bad life now.
@@Pureimagination200 That which is born of the flesh, is flesh. That which is born of the Spirit, is Spirit. We have more blessings than we can count or deserve.
Stay kind and humble and happy.
Amen
I worked in corrections after uni and clearly remember a lady who was in for murdering her husband. We had a therapy session one week where we explored what led to her crime. I'll never forget, cool as a cucumber, she said "I was young and I was scared. He raped me once, and I told him you do that again - you're dead. And then he did it again. And he was dead". Some people don't deserve anything less than death.
Are you for real he was a rapist
It’s a shame people have to be punished for defending themselves.
That’s amazing. What a sentence (no pun intended lol) But, I truly appreciate the Service to her word! That is a lady who stands in her truth and by her word, you can trust her! Too bad she is not given the freedom she deserves for such an individual exercising their “rights” Quotations given bc it’s all political and none in a humanitarian movement for Self-Defense, no question asked…A skilled professional would know a truth from a lie. Let’s try using the system in a correct way,. Rational coherence of a Situation that deserves critical service in the protection of a victim. Utility of Skilled Degrees should be in service to humanity, sadly money is the show-runner. Makes me sad. Appreciate your story and apologies for my inspired rant Lol 🫶✨🤍
She shouldnt be in prison.
Who are you referring to that deserves death?
I am stunned and can't believe how she grew up to this beautiful, reflected, composed, cultivated, gentle, well-spoken lady inmidst this unbearable HORROR and HELL of circumstances... I'm so amazed that I can't find words for this strength and resiliance of her.
Dream is the perfect pseudonym for this brave woman because her dreams are what seemed to keep her alive. Throughout all of this torture, pain, abuse, trauma, she overcame and is now inspiring what I am sure will turn out to be millions of viewers. Thank you for sharing this.
I so agree with you..she's beautiful I bet she doesn't even know she is 🙏💕🙏💕🙏
When you make it through pressure like that you can be nothing else but a diamond.
The dude who films these is insidious. Look up Amanda Rabb. I feel he is ultimately an accomplice to her murder.
She is an amazing testament to the power of inner strength.
This one is hard, maybe one of the roughest yet. Often these stories make me recall my own childhood. What she says about wandering around scavenging for food as a kid is what i did too. I tried eating bark, plants, cat food, I was just so hungry. But at the exact second that she said she found Captain Crunch in the homeless shelter pantry I was thinking about how my friend next door used to bring out a box of Captain Crunch and let me eat a little, but I couldn't eat too much because she would get in trouble if her mom noticed. Cosmic Captain Crunch connection.
I relate and empathize with this!
I'm glad your childhood days are over. Hope things are better for you now. I relate to a sorry no good dad who abused us but this is still hard to watch.
Thank you for sharing your story💔
lol you couldn't tell she made the whole thing up? I knew this girl when she was a kid, total nutcase. Her dad was definitely not reading the Bible making his wife kneel and listen lol. He was in a band and the wife was a whore.
Sending love ❤
When she started talking about how her dad killed her dog in front of her, I cant describe the anger that fueled me with. It takes such a sick, heartless, disturbed soul to do something like that.
I had to pause it for a few minutes. I just laid down with my fur baby
@@214CGdtx could’ve listen to that, thanks for the warning. That just physically hurts me too much. I’m just doing the same with my boy, who I love more than anything. Cannot understand anyone who could do this, and abuse a defenceless child like that. And I’m glad I can’t.
Agreed
That was the saddest part for me too
Poor puppy 🐶😢
I said the same🥺 Who in there right mind does something like that…
@@michaelvanmastrigt7591 I don’t think you meant to say that was the hardest part to hear… I get it because I have 3 dogs and 3 cats but her being a child and going through any of that traumatic experience should be hard to hear.
This is why it's so important to teach your children to be kind and compassionate to other children around them.
Demonic, unfathomable.
This woman is loved by the whole world - because if everyone knew her story and what she had to endure and overcome, you couldn’t feel nothing but love.
The dude who films these is insidious. Look up Amanda Rabb. I feel he is ultimately an accomplice to her murder.
So true
Amen! So many people make judgements without understanding these back stories. Many of those people aren't anywhere near as strong as this lady.
True
Yes, this Woman is such a beautiful, deserving human being. ❤️ I hope you encounter success financially that will allow you to experience nothing but Beautiful, loving, peaceful moments and experiences throughout your entire life!
She should write a book, she expresses her self beautifully. Thank-you for allowing her to tell her story, I'm sure it's very cathartic for her.
She would make millions. What a freaking nightmare. They could also turn her story to a horror movie...
And us….
She would do exceptionally well with writing a book
Honestly she really should. She has such understanding of her emotional issues, her past. Alot of people can't recognize these things. And also the empathy for her family, the understanding of family dynamics,and vicious cycles. She's a phenom.
@@SanDiegoSurrealityTV
But do you truly think doing so would lighten her load? Dream is a warrior for certain, but would seeing her story in the form of a movie be helpful or detrimental?
Despite the trauma Dream has endured, she speaks so beautifully and lyrically. Her ability to weave compassion, elegance, and poetry into such horrific experiences is unreal. I hope she has other platforms where she can share. She is a truly remarkable and talented person.
L
This makes me think back to all the other kids in school growing up. All this evil never enters our minds as children. We had no idea how bad some kids actually had it. I’d of treated everyone differently if I had ever suspected this kind of hell even existed in the lives of others.
The older I get, the more clueless I realize I have been.
Great point....children living through hell on earth. So unfair.
Bravo David. I feel the same too. I didn’t realise how crazy some of my schoolmates had it and I was a presumptuous kid who knew it all. How little I didn’t know until I started working as a accredited social worker. Capitalism is hell folks. It’s the drive behind this madness.
Truth my brother you speak the truth!! Kids going hungry is one of the worst things in this world!
@@shorezee1253 Thanks family. It’s been a steep learning curve for me.
Yes there is a big difference between being hungry and going hungry. Me and my little brother went hungry when we were in the orphans home. I well remember looking in the garbage cans for a little something for us to eat. And this home was ran by the County. A lot of people that I have told my story too don't believe me. That was 70 years ago so it don't matter now. I just hope for this dear Lady to end up in a great life as I ended up.@@shorezee1253
I learned that if you go from "nobody understands me" to "I have to make people understand" , you go from wanting to be saved to saving yourself. I feel like the people on here make us understand.
I feel like Dream took the time to make us understand. I feel humbled by this. By the bravery to put yourself out there, making yourself be heard. As I sit here in Europe, listening, I feel grateful. Your story, on a different continent makes me more understanding, more patient, more kind towards people here. Thank you.
And did you notice how Dream had done so much work to understand those in her life who hurt her? Her dad, her mom, her sisters, her 4th grade bully. She has the heart-power to extract herself from herself and to see the world from their eyes and to try to understand and why they do what they do, no matter how horrific. It’s an admirable quality, and I hope this practice will allow her tranquility of spirit.
Both of these comments are what I think but didn’t know how to say !! Well said, both of you. I also, noticed right away how she has compassion for the very people who hurt her is in itself an amazing quality!!
The dude who films these is insidious. Look up Amanda Rabb. I feel he is ultimately an accomplice to her murder.
@@leanneadams2549 I agree with you! This comment thread is very well said and fitting!
i had to cover my ears for so many parts of this interview. i had taken a hiatus from this channel in the last few months. this is the first interview in a while that i tuned into. i’m almost sorry i did. the horrific events recanted here cause so much distress, visceral at times. Mark, how do you continue ? thank you from the bottom of my heart for staying strong and allowing all the victims to speak. and to Dream: you are a miracle. peace
The dude who films these is insidious. Look up Amanda Rabb. I feel he is ultimately an accomplice to her murder.
You nailed it. A miracle is exactly what she is. It doesn't mean she is 100% healed or that she doesn't still struggle, most of us understand this. It just means that it is a miracle to endure all of that (and we know there is more) and to come out of it as brilliant as she is. I have a suspicion she doesn't accept it when we say how incredible she is she might sit and think of all she still struggles with but its my hope for her that she takes it all in and realizes its true and she is all of these wonderful things we see and hear in her. I hope she feels it when she reads each comment about how incredible she is and deserving of all things good in this world.
Felt the exact same way having to fast forward on certain parts. Very tragic story. I haven’t listened to the whole story but I hope that creep she calls a father had some consequences.
I could not hear the dog part😔😢
How does he continue? He's getting paid 😭😭.
Holy shit.. I had to hold my chest everytime she would tell a portion of the horrendous experiences she had and then say how old she was… I cannot envision anything less unfair than a ten year old having to endure what she has. She is the strongest person and deserves the world..thank you for the platform Mark.
I caught myself holding my chest as well. I'm trying so hard to not be fully infuriated with her parents. They didn't deserve her.
My thoughts exactly. 😢
I don’t cry often but this is one of the saddest stories l have ever heard . Forgive us all for not seeing our children. You r very much loved
Your father should have been locked up!
Me too 😢
The many layers of her life are unlike anything I have ever heard. The generational trauma on both sides of her family..including her sisters is deep. It made me remember a friend who showed up at my house every morning before school "to pick me up for school " and ended up eating breakfast every day per my mom's insistence. She would inhale the cereal. After that, my Angel mom started a breakfast program in conjunction with our city's school district. ...because my mom had also known intense hunger and chose to change the generational trauma. Keeping you lifted Dream...and RIP to my amazing mom Esther Palacios Dumont Donson.
The damage. The pain. The abuse on so many levels. My heart breaks for anyone that had no other choices growing up this way.
Thank God she didn’t commit suicide at such a young age. The strength she has now is the result of her endurance. You are a beautiful woman Dream. Stay strong.
The dude who films these is insidious. Look up Amanda Rabb. I feel he is ultimately an accomplice to her murder.
Beautiful person.
No wonder she does not believe in God!!!
This is one of the heaviest stories I’ve heard on here yet. There are no words to describe how sorry I am that this woman had to go through every single thing she has had to go through. It’s horrific and inhumane. I am proud of her for being so strong and taking the steps to work through all of her trauma. I imagine that must be just as difficult if not more than going through everything to begin with. I hope your life continues to get better. 💕
It makes you realize, that we need to keep our eyes out for hungry kids. They are going through so much we don't know. I commend dream for her telling her story so eloquent.
Then u get profiled immediately as a suspicious person
That's why school breakfast and lunches should be free for all kids, because parents with money will deny their children food too.
As an educator, I have worked very hard to connect with all of my kids through the years and when a child is resistant or angry or gets in trouble regularly, you always know that it’s very likely because they experienced a lot of trauma. These are the kids that need you to love and support them the most. They need you to be kind, persistent, and show them that support every day, even if they initially reject it or continue to reject it. They need to know that at least one person loves them and will always be there for them, no matter what. You need to highlight all of their good qualities and encourage them daily to see their potential. You need to never give up on them. Every little bit makes a difference. It kills me that the entire system failed Dream, that no one was good enough at their jobs and/or cared enough to understand that based on the behaviors Dream was displaying, she had clearly experienced immense trauma, and instead of working hard to reach and support her, they punished her even more. I haven’t watched the second video yet, but I marvel at the strength and vulnerability Dream is able to show through sharing all of the trauma she faced as a child.
Thank you for this comment. As I listened to Dream I thought that it should be part of a teacher’s job to watch stories like this so our children won’t be looked over and put into a “bad” box.
@@tnt2324 for sure. While a lot of what you learn as a teacher happens on the job, there should be at least one of two courses mandatory all about recognizing trauma in children and how to properly address it. The other thing is that as educators, we are mandated to report any suspected abuse of any kind, certainly in NY anyway.
1000% agree!
When she was quiet and doing well academically, she was still traumatized and struggling, yet she was overlooked. It’s not just the ones that act out that need attention.
@@SickandTired95 yes, all kids need attention, and yes, the silent withdrawn kids need it as much as those who act out.
Hearing your story I’m reminded of the trauma my mom has told me about. She’s broken the cycle and given me so much better, and I can’t imagine what that must feel like. I’m so sorry you’ve had this childhood, Dream. Nobody deserves that.
This is one of the saddest episodes/stories I've ever listened to. I cried a lot this time. I hope this woman finds peace and healing and all wonderful things in life
This video was so raw I had a physical reaction.
I had a hard time breathing when she did and her body language was so telling.
Dream and the Rabbi’s daughter were the only two videos where I felt like I was going down the Rabbit Hole.
I have SUCH emotional feelings for Dream and hope she can eventually find peace in her heart.
Dream there are those of us that WILL listen when you need to talk and can offer our love even from far away.
DAMN!
I second this!
lol had to burst ur bubble but she made the whole thing up...
@@wolfie2061 sick, just sick
@@wolfie2061 Honestly, how can you say that? Do you know her personally? Are you related to her? I believe her story. 100%
@@EliseArtology
Some people just have to be negative don't they? It's because they're insecure about their own life.
I wonder how Mark met Dream? There was a process that led up to this interview. Dream was ready to tell her story and she felt safe enough to tell it on this platform.
I 100% agree. She knew exactly how to begin.
People have called Mark for interviews. Which is awesome
If you go to 'about' on the Soft White Underbelly channel, there is info on how to contact Mark. 👋
I love love love that this beautiful strong woman felt so safe with Mark.
I think people contact him by email when they have a story to tell, and he picks the ones that interest him the most to interview. (The street people being an exception, he picks them directly off the streets)
Probably email
she has this naturally poetic way of speaking . usually i have a hard time watching such tragic stories but she draws me in ...
This is just tragic…. I can’t even believe what I’m hearing. It’s unfathomable the amount of trauma and abuse that this beautiful woman has been through. I’m simply speechless and I really hope that she is able to find peace one day 😔
I've had my own trauma as a child and I'm having a difficult time breathing as she is peeling back the layers of her story. And my eyes and nose are burning from holding back tears as I am very hyper sensitive to the words she speaks. The feelings she's expressing in her story are very touching.
The dude who films these is insidious. Look up Amanda Rabb. I feel he is ultimately an accomplice to her murder.
Me too. So difficult to just hear. Cannot imagine living it. 💔
I'm also having a hard time breathing watching this it hurts so bad!
I didn't realize I was rocking back and forth while listening to her.
@@Sarah-ks5yv 😢
Best interview yet. I was absolutely mesmerized. I thought my own fathers abuse of me was bad. He was just intimidating but not violent in actuality. He left no bruises except on my soul and memories.
Dream recalls her abuse as though it was yesterday. The sights. The sounds. The situations. Much like myself. I'm 67 and I'll carry my memories to my grave.
My wish for Dream is to live out the rest of her life in the light and with happiness. She's strong enough to set that as her goal.
Geez, I didn't think any other interview could make me so sad that I get sick to my stomach after watching Marisol but this one got me. I will never understand how an adult that was hurt and abused as a child can have kids and inflict the same hurt and abuse to their own kids, but it is so common, unfortunately.
Hi Dream from Sydney, Australia
I cried for you throughout this - especially when I heard about how your beloved dog was taken from you. I cannot imagine how you survived the many, many traumas. I want to thank you for sharing as I know how many people you must have already helped and inspired by telling your story. X
The sisters sound like they went into a primitive-survival mode. They subconsciously saw Dream as the runt of the litter/the youngest and because the Father favored her in the worst way possible, the sisters made sure the Father focused on Dream. That way they wouldn't be preyed upon as frequently. It's a survival tactic. I'm sure they feel horrible about it as adult's. But they were also child victims.
Tina....Good analysis
Such a sad story. This women has a real talent for story telling. I wish her all the best.
She does have a talent for story telling. It’s just that a story. It is not true.
Talent for story telling is part of being a psychopath. They're good at lying and manipulating people. Watch some interrogations of people who murder their own kids, especially mothers and you'll see some performances for sure
@@sovietvideos00999 do u personally know her??
@@sovietvideos00999 🤷🤦👎
@@sovietvideos00999
How do you know? Do you know her personally ?
Damn. This unlocked something in me. Recently married to a woman who had an amazing upbringing and has helped me her husband through some really rough stuff. I know sometimes I treat her bad (verbally / emotionally) because it’s what I understand but I know it’s not okay. I know it’s because I’m hurting and sometimes it is hard to see someone feel great when you don’t even though you love them dearly. Not sure what else to say here but if you are reading this message and feel like the burden is heavy to carry just know we’re in it together and tomorrow will be a better day hopefully, let’s make it happen.
I took her last name when we got married because her dad had two daughters so I wanted his name to carry on. My dad killed himself when I was 16 so I am looking forward to being a pillar of strength and hope for my wife and children.
Thank you god for these blessings.
Redemption is here ✨❤️
Damn sounds like she sure knows how to pick em. The usual.
Im glad you’re better and I’m sure the things you went through was so awful, but you should know that your wife is not in the position to be your therapist, your bag, your receiving end, your saving hero. She’s nothing but your wife, someone you care about, someone you love deeply and someone who you grow old with. That’s actually a huge responsibility you place on your wife’s shoulders because that’s not something she should be dealing with as your wife or partner. Sure she can help you to feel more confident by showing you what love feels like or by giving you structure. What you describe is the role of a therapist and that’s what you need to manage your emotions and trauma. Please get professional help to get a better sense of control. Because even though I don’t know your wife, she doesn’t deserve it, I’ve seen it too many times.
Just try to understand and remember that most anger is triggered by hurt. Unless someone is a sociopath or psychopath, which it sounds like you probably aren't. That taught me alot. Learning that, most anger is hurt. It helps soften the edges on situations.
Please go o therapy so you can stop projecing your trauma onto your wife and making her feel bad. she doesnt deserve to be treated like shit by you
Dream, your story just is so heartbreaking, and continues to shatter my heart over and over as you share. You are so strong. I don't understand how you do it. You are truly an amazing soul. I hope your story helps some people.
My heart breaks for you Dream. I had a rough upbringing myself. Some of the same treatments and neglect not as extreme as you. I have said many times to my friends and people i got to know. Everyone has a story.... Some are worst and some are less abuse. I bullied because I was bullied, and witnessed abuse and had been abused. It's a vicious cycle. You have overcome so much. You are stronger than you know. I'm so proud of you for working through this trauma. The world is so cruel.
It was all a Dream…
She is a marvelous display of the human condition and its ability to stand resilient and in love even in the worst of circumstances. Truly an inspiration.
The dude who films these is insidious. Look up Amanda Rabb. I feel he is ultimately an accomplice to her murder.
I used to read word up magazine
I teared up. Especially on the part about the dog. Who does that?? I AM SO SORRY you went through all of that. I can’t even imagine the pain you felt constantly. No one should have to go through that. It is so heart breaking. God bless your heart for sharing your story. I hope you’re doing okay now!!
Especially about the dog?! Are you out of your mind? The rest of the story wasn't that bad I guess for you!!
@@superelectric8834 Don't be stupid. What was done to the dog was to break her spirit because she loved the dog. Her father was a sadist and he knew the pain it would cause her to not be able to save the dog.. By torturing her pet , he was torturing her and that is why it is horrific..
The part about the dog and her fathers baby killed me… what a hard life, when one thinks they have it bad think of her story.
Her resiliency is amazing. Such a brave woman to share such a horrible horrendous story. Praying for her strength and growth
her dad was a demon! I'm surprised she is so well spoken and composed...but i know mentally this will haunt her the rest of her life....it never goes away
Damn. There's a part two? Gut wrenching to say the least.
I hope there is a follow up ..
@@bizzylizzy5075 well when you see that it says ..part 1 usually there’s a follow up or a part 2 ! 😕
@@leanneadams2549 oh gosh thanks for pointing that out ..
The dude who films these is insidious. Look up Amanda Rabb. I feel he is ultimately an accomplice to her murder.
@@leanneadams2549 Thank you for clarifying that for us. I don't know what the world would do without you in it. And the use of the exclamation point really made it that much more amazing 👏 🙌 👌
Such immense pain and trauma coming from such a sweet soul. I hope this interview was cathartic for her and that she finds the inner peace she deserves.
It's beyond inspiring that Dream is still here today with such a beautiful smile. What a heartbreaking story.
The imagery of what her dad did to her dog is horrific
Rest in peace Storm you were an amazing dog
Man, this comment made me tear up. You right tho, RIP Storm 🙁
I had to fast forward that part, but I did hear it. In most of the stories that I hear, dogs are the angels. The saviors. The reason to keep going. Knowing she went through this and he killed the only solace she had, her beloved pet, in that manner and in front of her. This may be one of the hardest I've listened to so far and I'm not even half way in. I can't comprehend the cruelty of so many people.
I’ve seen many of Mark’s videos but this is certainly one of the most horrific stories I’ve listened to. Dream, I am so sorry you went through all that you did. You deserve so much more. I’m praying for your healing, and for your journey toward a happy and peaceful life. You are loved and worthy.
This was hard for me to watch. What a heartbreaking story. The more I learn about people, the more I love animals.
Amazing that you don't love people more after listening to the interviewees here.
@@thematriarchy2075 exactly ! I love people more cause I understand more and I can see how easy judgmental I am... It just blows your mind trough what people have experienced..
@@TheM165 Indeed. I was not talking about loving people more than animals, btw, just to be clear. If we understand more, i think we love more, do you agree?
@@thematriarchy2075 yes :)
@kurdish girl I agree 100%
This lady is a warrior, i hope life gives her everything she wants, she deserves it after that childhood
Piece of crack?
The dude who films these is insidious. Look up Amanda Rabb. I feel he is ultimately an accomplice to her murder.
This interview actually made me cry the whole thru. Dream, you are a true survivor and I wish you the best.
I was asleep when this story came on my television and just hearing the shocking details woke me out of my sleep. I'm so sorry that Dream endured such a painful childhood so many adults failed her when she was crying out for help. May God bless her, sending lots of love, strength, and prayers to you Dream.
My heart goes out to her. She's not alone. There are millions of us just like her in the world.
I pray all the abused in this world can find peace, put it behind them, and move on. There are such things as hell on earth. God Bless you.
I love how she turned the tables on that girl who bullied her at school. And later even followed her around to make sure she's not bullying anyone. I know two wrongs don't make a right *but* school bullying is traumatizing to those who get bullied, so on some level I wish this happened to *all* school bullies ~ someone would stand up to them, and turn the tables on them.
The dude who films these is insidious. Look up Amanda Rabb. I feel he is ultimately an accomplice to her murder.
Yep - my husband tells me not to pick fights, but to this day I can’t stand seeing anyone get bullied. We always know that other people are worth it, even if we don’t always know it about ourselves.
The girl that bullied her hopefully died in a fiery cat crash.
It’s a miraculous that she is here today. She’d make a great mentor for others who have walked in her shoes.
God bless!
I couldn’t stop crying. I’m so sorry for what you’ve gone through and so impressed with how you’ve sorted through it all.
She's the actual definition of a Living Warrior. It's not a myth or movie. Warriors are real. Of flesh and bone. Like this amazing woman.
This story was absolutely heart wrenching. Praying for all involved.
“NOBODY cared”💔 😭 I felt her pain as she was telling her horrific life STORY. She’s not alone, this same type of abuse is going on RIGHT now! When are we going to protect THESE CHILDREN. We’re writing laws and protesting over embryos but once they’re born NOBODY GAF.
Exactly 💯
Exactly what’s the point when a child is unloved, unwanted , neglected, abused , but hey it’s not right to abort , it’s a mental illness like religion , crazy mentally, power and control of the most vulnerable and poor in society.
The dude who films these is insidious. Look up Amanda Rabb. I feel he is ultimately an accomplice to her murder.
Mandatory reporting, and asking children if they are ok?
Just when I thought my problems were the worst. I get a healthy dose of compassion from your story. I admire your courage and strength. You are a reminder that miracles happen everyday.
I didn't have the best childhood but compared to Dream's, mine was fantastic
This is by far is the first video that made me feel physically ill, my head hurting and my stomach turning and cannot help but to think how she must’ve felt and still feel thinking about her story. Wishing you best in your healing journey and true love form good people on your path.
I admire your strength, I Thank you and I love you ❤️
Beautiful sad young woman. I hope she finds her peace of mind soon.
Very brave to say it as it is....💯😱🙏🔥 good on you girl xxxxxxx
im from ann arbor and i would love to be friends with this girl :c i have a rough past myself growing up here in michigan, and dream's story really hit home. we need to be kinder to each other
I don’t know how this beautiful woman is still alive , I cried at this one , no words & no adult to protect & love her 🥲
This brought me to tears god bless your soul lady. You are beautiful and I wish you the best on your healing journey. This really just touched me in so many ways. People don’t realize how fortunate they are to have a good childhood. My heart goes out to you
Dream, you are so brave. Thank you for taking the time to share your story.
Dream ❤️
You should have been hugged and kissed.
You should have been protected and valued.
Given food when you were hungry, and not only that, the best and sweetest parts when you were small.
You should have been treasured and sung to sleep. Delighted in and loved every day.
Your thoughts and desires should have been considered and respected.
Children are such a blessing. They are such a delight, and they need kindness, understanding and empathy when they struggle. Patience and love in bucketloads.
If you had been my daughter, you would have been cherished every day.
I’m grieved to the core that truth and love was skewed and disfigured before you.
I pray that you find healing and hope ❤️
Kate, lovely and compassionate response.
😭😭😭
Yes!!
This was heartbreaking. I’m so sorry this happened to you dream. I hope the future holds some happiness for you
Dream, thanks for sharing your story. This is one of the worst cases of abuse and neglect I think I’ve heard on this channel. When my mom was in high school in one of her classes they made them read a book called The Throwaway Children. Hearing your stories reminds me of the ones in that book. I’m so terribly sorry you had to endure such pain. I’m proud of the accomplishments you’ve made. Keep your head up and know there are people rooting for you on this earth. We may not choose where we’ve been but we can choose the path we’re on.
Much love from Texas!!! 😘😘😘
This story made me cry. I'm so sorry you & your mom went through that. I am sending you virtual hugs & love. May you have many blessings in your life.💝🦋
I’m 20 minutes in and I’m not sure I can listen to this much longer. I’m angry, sad, and disgusted. This woman has so much courage it’s beyond belief. The trauma she endured and must still endure is too much for any person to manage. Somehow, someway, she has managed it and kept alive. Sone humans ain’t human.
The dude who films these is insidious. Look up Amanda Rabb. I feel he is ultimately an accomplice to her murder.
Tears my sister, tears. Thank you for your bravery in sharing.
She is so good at expressing her self . Very well spoken and a nice soft voice
It makes me so mad, ptsd and sad that there are people in this world that are so evil and cannot stop these cycle of abuses. We have to stop these cycles. I was physically abused by my adopted mother and I make it a priority to tell my sons I love them, I scratch their backs, give hugs and not lose my temper. Bless her heart and soul for sharing her testimony with us. We must be the change. 🙏❤️
I hope parents see this and teach their kids that you never know what’s going on in peoples likes. Heck, adults should learn this too. You never know why someone is the way they are; have grace.
dream you are incredible. hearing you tell your story while also being so calm and settled within yourself is a level of resolution i desire to have in regards to my own trauma. truly i look up to you. i am so sorry for everything you had to experience in your life, but the woman you are today is amazing. you’re incredible.
Thank you. I was not always so calm and settled but I truly am living in a state of grace and gratitude for who I am now. You will make it here as well. Keep moving, one day at a time, baby steps or giant leaps and bounds, tenacity will be your answer. xoxo
@@imtheheroicdose 😊❤️
Strange how this is probably the most horrific story I’ve ever heard and inspiring at the same time. I listened to this at work and I went home and hugged my kids. Thank you for being brave enough to tell your story dream.
This is so heartbreaking, Dream. Wow! I’m so sorry you and your mom went through this. This is very hard to watch. You are such a strong individual. Wishing you blessings and happiness in your life.
I’m so sorry for all the terrible things you had to endure as a child. I hope you can heal and shine through all that hurt. You are worthy of all the good in this life. You are so lovely. Can’t wait to hear part 2
The dude who films these is insidious. Look up Amanda Rabb. I feel he is ultimately an accomplice to her murder.
That poor woman. We don't realize what some people go through. I feel so sorry for her. I myself could no longer watch it either.
So glad you are still here. Thank you for sharing your story. I wish you well
Mark, Thank you for capturing her story and sharing it with the world. You are truly an artist!!
And thank you so much Dream, for sharing your beautiful story ♥️♥️♥️🤧🥹
The part she speaks about showering and what they are going through, went through the same in not wanting to shower or use proper hygiene. Blessings and comfort to anyone who has been through it
It can be a self defense tactic to make yourself undesirable, and push others away. There can be complex PTSD specific to past assault.
I’ve been married to a good, non-abusive, sober man for 22 years. I still can’t let him in the shower with me.
@@Ms_Nightshade absolutely. Didn’t know fully why I didn’t want to do those things as a young child, but as I grew older and learned more, it became clear.
God bless you
What an intense life as a child, truly heartbreaking to imagine as she shared her experiences. I conmend you Drean for sharing this for us to listen and gain insight about what it is to be a true warrior and survivor. You are beauriful and so full of strength, your story gives me strength too and perspective as a person having gone through a level of sexual abuse as a child. Thank you for sharing and know that you are full of light inspite of all the darkness you endured, Dream you are a diamond that shines brightly after going through intense fire. Love to you💜🌹Thank you Mark for what you do.
The dude who films these is insidious. Look up Amanda Rabb. I feel he is ultimately an accomplice to her murder.
I LOVE THIS CHANNEL. It's so unique, I haven't found any other channel with this quality like this
This is the hardest one to watch for sure.. so many feelings of sadness and anger... This woman is a warrior.
Wow this one hit so hard. The part with the dog almost broke me 💔😣 I truly believe that people like Dream and the woman Marisol who Mark interviewed a while ago are Earth Angels. Those people that endure unimaginable pain & horror from the youngest age and yet as adults they radiate an energy of love & softness, in the best sense of the word. Amazing. Goddess bless them 💓✨️
Amen. Well said. Earth Angels indeed yes. I agree 100%. 🙏🙏
Earth ANGEL? Omgosh, you NAILED IT!
Your comment is beautiful, and very kind, but she is not an Incarnated Angel. Incarnated angels are VERY RARE. There are only a handful incarnated on the Earth at this time. Please see (Eternals Movie). Please stop overusing this term. It’s like the people who call everyone an Empath. An Incarnated Angel is NOT COMMON , it is RARE, and you’ll know when you meet one. She is a beautiful, old soul, who has been through so much pain in her life, but that doesn’t mean that she is an Earth Angel.
I had to skip 1 min forward when she described that 😢
This is what I truly call a GENERATIONAL CURSE. This is the worst story I've ever heard in my life and I'm 63 years old.
LORD HAVE MERCY 🙏🙏🙏
Same. I'm 60.
You are so right! If that’s not a generational curse, I don’t what is. This story is horrific. So sad!
Even with reading some comments to "get ready" for video (as I usually do) less than 5 min in... My heart breaks 💔... so thankful for your willingness to share... and you're strength to share... 🙏🙏🙏 for your Beautiful soul... that matches your beautiful outside... ❤
I have viewed many of your interviews and am commenting for the first time.
I worked for a while as a human services counselor & a substance abuse counselor in the States.
I found this warrior to be honest unlike many.
A very powerful story with proof how one can become the opposite of how she was raised & exposed to the “world”.
✊
She went through so much suffering it’s unimaginable once she got to the dog beating and killing and said it takes a long time to beat a dog to death I had to turn it off….
Absolutely floored by Dream's courage and ability to be kind and loving after going through so much. I am amazed and inspired by her strength. You can just feel it in the interview. So proud of her and am so happy she's still here!
"I found out why she didn't kiss me, why she didn't hug me." absolutely broke me heart
I’ve been watching these everyday /night since I found your channel and this is the hardest. I’m hysterical can’t see just listening to her speak 😭😭😭😭
Every time I think I have heard the worse story of mankind, another one comes along that rips me to shreds. My insides are screaming. DREAM!!! YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!!! Your strength and resilience is amazing and remarkable.
Dream is an incredible story teller I hope she is able to live as stress free as possible and spread her story to as many ppl as she can!
Absolutely heart wrenching. Wishing her so much love and peace.
I have never had to pause your videos and cry. Wow. This poor human. I can’t imagine. Just the thought make me overwhelmed with pain. Thank you sharing mark 🙏🏼❤️ so much love to you dream, healing and love.
Dream your story is helping so many people who have gone through and still going through...
I too suffered abuse from my mom.
I hope you read this comment.
I know you said you don't believe in God because of your dad.
He took so much from you at such an early age. Stay strong.
My heart is with you.
Perfect.
Ditto.
I just sat here - in front of my computer screen - and viewed / listened to "Dreams" life story as she told it, in full Empathy - mode.
I related to several of her experiences such as "feelings of depression; being bullied; internalizing emotions (didn't do any self-harm though) that fueled my depression. I'm still working on my well-being (even now, at my age) and, I praise God almighty that he placed such a loving woman in my life's path. She has been instrumental in allowing me the chances to overcome my hurdles and become the man I didn't know I could become.
Anxious to see the next video about this young lady. Let her know that there are people out in the world that really care about another human being's well-being.
Thank you in advance for being the voice of people that are probably not on everyone's radar, for "x" number of reasons.
Peace be with you, Mark. 🙏
Well said, I felt the same thing.
This story is wild, I feel so much for her. She's a strong woman for surviving this childhood. So strong for going forward and breaking the cycle of abuse. She could be so much worse. Keep going girl, Stay strong!
Dream you are an amazing person. It was very difficult to sit without crying. You are so eloquent and well spoken. I wish you all the best Dream.
Wow, I cant wait for part 2. I really hope things are better for her now. She seems very aware and intelligent; she deserves a happier life.