Is It Attraction or Admiration? | CLOSET TALK: THE PODCAST EP 1
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- čas přidán 17. 08. 2023
- Episode 1: Join Mattie Westbrouck (@westbrouck) as they dive into Closet Talk, where each week they’ll share their intimate personal experiences with growing up, coming out, and embracing their identity. From sharing stories about being closeted in middle school, to mental health struggles in high school, to unpacking the queer experience with guest co-hosts, Mattie creates a space for the community to feel seen. In the very first episode, Mattie begins at the beginning with their first queer experiences in elementary and middle school. They talk about their first crush and not knowing what it was, feeling pressured to like boys and "picking" who they liked, hearing about gay people for the first time, and why Hayley Kiyoko has earned a spot in the Queer History hall of fame.
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ABOUT CLOSET TALK
Join Mattie Westbrouck as they dive into Closet Talk, where each week they’ll share their intimate personal experiences with growing up, coming out, and embracing their identity. From sharing stories about being closeted in middle school, to mental health struggles in high school, to unpacking the queer experience with guest co-hosts, Mattie creates a space for the community to feel seen. - Hry
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who’s ready for episode 2? 🫧
I am!!
can't believe I'm first to reply to u lol I literally love uu
Lul im second pog
MMEEEEE!!
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“Is Mattie attractive or admiration?”
Me : Yes.
wtf
Does is Bruno Mars is gay??
I love that mattie is comfortable enough to share this 😊. WE ALL LOVE U MATTIE ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
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@@Spoon_.guy-
can we all agree that mattie is amazing!!
Yes!
Yesssss
Yes
Yes
Yea
I'm a straight person, but Mattie has always influenced me so much and they are such a nice person who are comfortable sharing this with the world. I love this podcast and I always will.
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Nice sentiment
Mattie, I'm so proud of how far you've come! I've watched you since your Boba video so it's amazing to see what you have accomplished!! I love you so much! Thank you for all you've done for us, your fans!
Who else loves Mattie 🤚
Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Mattie is the best person on earth they are so beautiful and hot and I would do anything to meet them
Honestly, same I just had that exact same saw that you commented
@@NickFromSubwaymeeee ❤✋️
This podcast Ik will help me a lot!! Thank you mattie for this!!! Ur amazing!! 💜💜💜💜
no it wont
Okay I finished watching it now… and wow. This makes so much sense?!? Like I relate it to a lot which is omg
it doesnt really
So excited for this show!!
how...
Im so proud of how far mattie has come they make my day with any post on any platform. Seeing all these people with their hair cut short and their parents support them for it gives me mixed feelings i want to come out i want to cut my hair and be the person im supposed to be but its hard to do that in a homophobic household, Thank you Mattie for making me smile day by day
I love you, mate. Your time will come where you can be free from it. This stranger on the internet sees who you are ❤
@@barbs86 ngl i teared up reading this❤
I'm impressed by the professionalism of this video, the structure, the setting, and your delivery. The next episode is already put, and I plan to watch it as soon as I possibly can! ❤
AYEEE THE NEW PODCAST!!! WE LOVE YOU MATTIE!!!
Mattie has a podcast?!
THIS PODCAST IS SO CUTE
+1
no
hi mattie! we support u no matter what and we are here for u! u are seriously a comfort person to me!
Hey Mattie, when I grew up I always thought I liked boys but as I got older I started to get crushes on girls. I was only in middle school at the time and I didn't know what to do. When I saw you and watched this it helped me out. I wonder though, how do you tell someone that you like them without scaring them away?
theres really no way theyd probably be so scared theyd scream or something and the only reason u like girls now is bc of terrible videos like this
Love how you are been so open and honest! I’m a straight women but I like to understand how others feel who are gay or transgender etc and just want to learn and be more open with it all. Love is love it doesn’t matter if you are the same sex or not as long as they treat each other right! Looking forward to next episode xx
Thank you sm!!! I really needed this!
I like the heart pillow that they have
These episodes have helped me a lot mentally with my confidence
AHHHH I LOVE THIS!!!! Please keep them coming!
Mattie makes me feel so happy in my body and like I can be safe in the world
we love the kit connor and joe locke pfp 🍂
@@imbored0_0 also love the lesbian planet pfp
Can you please make "my bladder is full but so is my heart" your regular sign off?? It would be amazing!
The way you felt safe watching that music video is how I feel watching you ❤
Mattie you are oh so loved and appreciated throughout the LGBTQ+ community. Spreading your story will help so many individuals feel safe and comfortable in their own skin. Words can't express how proud we all are of you. Seeing how comfortable and brave you are will help others in their own journey. Don't let anyone push you down or make you feel less than. You truly are an angel from above helping others feel less alone. 🖤💜🖤 Sending all my light, love, and happiness your way.
You are always my amazing light that brightens my day and the flame that heartens my heart
I CANNOT BELIEVE I MISSED THIS
OMG HAYLEYS MV YESSSSS. Mattie i love your tiktoks and I love this!
I have been looking your videos and I was happy that you made a podcast and I stayed up all night watching your podcast and you really do show that even know your gat you are still a human being ❤
mattie is amazing cant lie about that
This podcast is amazing! Learning a lot.
We are all so proud of you Mattie we love you!!!❤
not really
I cant wait for the next episode mattie!
ive been looking at these videos for so long and now ive finaly watched im so happy
MADDIE U HAVE HELPED ME FIND MY IDENTITY AND JUST LIKE ME IN GENERAL SO MUCH. THANK U WE ALL LUV U ❤❤❤
WE LOVE YOU AND SUPPORT YOU MATTIE!!!
nope we dont support this crap
Thank you mattie❤❤❤❤ as a person who was outed it is very nice to know I’m not alone
I love this idea sm. I may have to take it from you ngl when I get more confident
MATTIE!!!! This was incredible 🩵
noooooooo
Omg hiiiiiiii i love your chanel your the best
And funniest person ever I never have really had a crush so I also always have had to make them up
istg mattie is my spirit animal
I love you mattie
i (and every single one of your subscribers) am always here for u
Man this video makes me think deep in me of what I really feel
I love you so much mattie!!! Every time I see a video of yours it puts a smile on my face!!! PEACE AND LOVE -Emma
Love the podcast Mattie! Can’t wait to see more episodes, and what days will you be posting it?
Fridays :)
Thanks :)
So proud of you ❤❤
i love when people, especially Mattie, make podcasts that aren't rage bait or sugarcoating everything. Gotta love people being themselves on camera
Hey Mattie I love you so much and I’m going through a identity crisis so your videos and TikTok’s make me feel so so so much better I love you ❤️
I watch the first two episodes and I haven’t watch the third one because I just didn’t get the time yet, I’m currently going through figuring myself out and all that stuff I also just got my first crush to a girl and I’m a girl so I have a lot of mixed feelings and things I’m thinking about so this is helping me make it easier. Thank you Mattie we all love you!
AAAAAA I'M EXCITED
love this❤!
I don't know if I'm bi because sometimes I like the bros and I'm a guy
How did i not know you had a podcast until now-
Will it be on Spotify?
You are awesome Mattie
I am going to cry 😢
I love your vids!!
OMG YES I LOVE THIS FOR YOU!
Hayley kiyoko continued the girls like girls saga with her book! It's really good.
Ah I loved this so much I had to stop and cry when they mentioned picturing themselves as a guy in the mirror. I spent so many days imagining walking into school as a girl
hey Mattie I just want to say thank you for this I feel that this is our safe space, and honestly I don't know if you will read this but you have literally just saved my life. You are my hero Thank you.❤❤❤
wtf
@@user-tz4of5vl1r wish you knew what depression is and how it affects everything you do. If you are struggling then I hope that you feel better but please don’t be mean to others because they are struggling on their own.
i meant that about all the gay stuff not depression@@wildflower327
omg i had a similar experience with Hayley Kiyoko’s girls like girls video! low key made me emotional it was the first gay vid i’d seen def was iconic & had the biggest crush on her
Yo! This is awesome 😎
First i was straight. Then i was bisexual. Then i was non-binairy and pansexual. Now i am agender and pansexual.
Your content makes me feel welcome keep it up
I am the first one here!!! Love you maddie
hellooo mattie i love ur vids ur awsomee❤️❤️
have a great day👍👍
😍🥰
You are so inspiring❤❤❤
Slayyyyy We love the gayness
Edit: First
South of nowhere and Degrassi were pivotal moments that helped me realize I liked more then just guys.
I’m pretty sure silvermist was my first gay crush too 😂 thx for this so much ❤❤❤
It really is a bunch of diffrent experiences but with like a few similarities that are the most relatable.
MATTIES EXQUEERIENCES 🤩❤️❤️❤️
Yes Mattie We Love You 😄
This reminded me of the time when I was in elementary school and my friend asked me who did I have a crush on? And in my head I'm like Crush? So I made up some guy that was in my class which I honestly didn't have a crush on and they always tried to get me to ask him out. But secretly my friend's best friend was the one that I had a crush on. That's when I came home and ask my mom if it was okay for girls to be with other girls.
Yes you are so amazing Mattie! What your doing here is so cool!
I ❤ 🏳️🌈! I’m so excited for episode two, keep up the good work!!!!
Mattie you are the coolest
😎
Ur like my cool queer older sibling. ILYSM!
We will sport you all the way no matter what you make us laugh
Mattie, I own all of the heartstopper books, I’ve read them all, Mattie…
When you said cry I was balling😅
this video is amazing i felt the same way and this vid makes me feel way more comfortable of my sexuality
I can't even describe how much I love this podcast already. I related to this episode far more than other podcasts, and I'm so freaking excited for episode two!!! It felt like it went by so fast. Maybe in the future you could make longer episodes?
Thank you for bringing us this fabulous podcast! 🥹🫶
I also love your videos Mattie❤❤❤
So I’m ✨gay ✨? Is that what you’re saying?
I had many similar stories to you and rn I’m still confused abt my sexuality.
I❤u mattie and sometimes me and my sister fight over what video to watch
During my generation, it was the band "Tatu" and the song "All the things she said".
Silver mist was always my favourite fairy❤
Mattie is the best they are amazing💘💘💝💖💖❤
I love this podcast
Here before blows up
me always asking my one teacher for a hug everytime i saw her 🧍🏻♀️
Mattie I love you and carters videos I follow you on youtube and TikTok I was a fan from the very start❤❤❤❤❤❤
You are amazing every day
Don't worry Maddie we still love you still make funny videos love watching your videos cuz they're entertaining don't worry keep up the good work❤❤❤👍
Omg you know what a kindle is,those where my childhood!!!!
Who else is watching straighter than and uncooked noodle but js loves Mattie
I was logically picking crushes and boyfriends for 11 years before I realized I'm gay. The first one was when I was 8.
Yea, I like to make the same mistake a few times just to make sure, how did you know
Love thiiiis slay
When does episode 2 come out
I have a little story Mattie! When I was in fourth grade (I’m 13 now lol) I watched SO MANY queer TikTok compilations on CZcams (I didn’t have TikTok) and I started to think like “oh I relate to this but I’m not gay…” (spoiler alert: I was) but then I started to think about this girl in my class named Jessie and how I REALLY wanted to be around her ALL THE TIME and guess what! Now I’m a lesbian lmao so yea…