NateWantsToBattle - Socioenvy (Official Music Video)
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- čas přidán 15. 10. 2023
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Official music video for Socioenvy from the 3rd original album To Let Go by Nathan Sharp (NateWantsToBattle)
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Performed by Nathan Sharp ► @NateWantsToBattle
Mixed/Mastered by Shawn Christmas ► @ShawnChristmas
Directed by Ian Dooley ► iandooley.com
Performance Footage Filmed by Anna Prosser ► annaprosser.com
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Wish I never fell into numbers
Wish that I could dissipate my rage
Wish I could unearth my thunder
Artificial taste it holds my name
Thought that I had always been numb
But now I can’t ignore the bends and cracks
Wish that I could turn the noise off
Disassociate and not come back
Why do I come back?
Wish I weren’t obsessed with purpose
Stay content with anything that’s mine
Wish I weren’t results of regrets
It’s nauseating when I say I’m fine
So sick of waiting for an answer
Staring at the sky in hopes it falls
The sum of all my charts and failures
I wish I couldn’t feel a thing at all
Wish I never fell into numbers
Wish that I could dissipate my rage
Wish I could unearth my thunder
Artificial taste it holds my name
Thought that I had always been numb
But now I can’t ignore the bends and cracks
Wish that I could turn the noise off
Disassociate and not come back - Hudba
!["STAY THE COURSE" [FNAF Animation Music Video] Song by NateWantsToBattle ft. @CG5](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/3n_XvovtT0c/mqdefault.jpg)
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I'm so sad my autgraphed cd got crushed in the mail lol but i have the record framed now
but also damn man please don't work yourself to death. No worries.
or was that on purpose? ahaha?
Thank you so much for this album!
Fun Fact: Nate revealed in one of his livestreams that the very first noise you hear in the song, the small rising sound before the piano comes in, is Nate saying/yelling "Fuck" and it is so heavily processed that you can't hear it anymore.
thats crazy
WHOA. That makes the theming of this song even more of a gut-punch.
I remember that stream. That was one of the best ones.
where he say this
@@pikachuletsplayer tthe comment literally says it was on a live stream. he didnt keep the vod because music streams get copyright claimed and also probably because he teased a song in it that wasn't released yet
I think part of the reason Nate's fans like his songs more now, is because of us being able to share those feelings..
Oh hey, it my comment from 5 months ago on my main account
You can really feel the emotions in this album. Absolutely a work of art!
This comment ✨️
This is my favorite song on the album. There's so much to it musical with the resolution/modulation. The lyrics are a message that rings true with so many artists. The emotions across the whole piece but especially during the second chorus just reflect so much from within
one of my favorites off the album. the presence of regrets haunt this track, it's darkly beautiful
whats the meaning behind the lyrics
@@ATTENTIONseekinggamingi think it's about comparing yourself with other people and think you are worst than anyone, and the regret of all your past actions :'(
@@alejandroprime3764 Well the song title is a actually known as "social envy" which resents against people of higher social class.
Take popular youtubers for example. They have higher social class, while those who used to have that fame or wanting to climb to that fame struggle with numbers.
Though, do take what i said with a grain of salt. I'm not a lyrical genius, i'm just some nerd who aspired to be a musician thanks to Nathan and anyone else from the Nerdcore community.
Lyrics to sing along:
Wish I never fell into numbers
Wish that I could dissipate my rage
Wish I could unearth my thunder
Artificial taste it holds my name
Thought that I had always been numb
But now I can’t ignore the bends and cracks
Wish that I could turn the noise off
Disassociate and not come back
Why do I come back?
Wish I weren’t obsessed with purpose
Stay content with anything that’s mine
Wish I weren’t results of regrets
It’s nauseating when I say I’m fine
So sick of waiting for an answer
Staring at the sky in hopes it falls
The sum of all my charts and failures
I wish I couldn’t feel a thing at all
Wish I never fell into numbers
Wish that I could dissipate my rage
Wish I could unearth my thunder
Artificial taste it holds my name
Thought that I had always been numb
But now I can’t ignore the bends and cracks
Wish that I could turn the noise off
Disassociate and not come back
This song has a special place for me, the lyrics are so meaningful and the line 'dissociate and not come back' Ill always feel a connection with Nate because of that line...dissociation is hard but when you manage to see something that is better than what you have to deal with in the real world, you don't want to come back
This whole album is just beautiful.
You might monetize your pain, but you also share it.
And that is a precious gift for so many of us.
Always remember that .
We love you Nate ^.^
Can't listen to this song and not appreciate the ending notes that perfectly transition into Without a Cure in the album. The first few times listening, I thought the two were one long song. Phenomenal orchestration and arrangement
This song is on a whole other level and it's incredible how much emotion can be felt in the vocals, music and the lyrics. Every single song just continues to blow me away
this song is quickly becoming my favorite on tlg. this music video had so many emotions all at once. wow.
WELL MY ART PROJECT IS NOT MORE IMPORTANT THAN THIS
Edit - holy fucking shit… this is amazing
Same. Laundry can wait Nate just posted 😂
Must drop everything as soon as Nate posts
@@skyycantspell Yep
Not often do songs resonate with me to such a degree that it brings me to tears but this was one of them that destroyed me. Amazing song!
the fact this song is kind of a redux of What You Want is INSAAAAANE to me. It sounds so good, it really continues Nate's kind of overarching theme of self mythologizing and self reference in his material that I think a lot of artist want to do, but can't pull of quite this effectively. Nate is an amazing songwriter, an amazing vocalist, has an amazing mind for concepts, and this whole album just further proof of that. You'll always be one of my biggest inspirations, and in a world of white noise, one of my favorite sounds. Incredible work.
I need nate to see this so he can learn how incredible he is 😭.
I think no one can understand how much i love nate. He litteraly saved my life, it's weird to say that a person that never seen you or even knew you existed saved you, but it's true and it's deeper that what i just explain in this massage. I had a lot of problem back then, if it wasn't to listen to his songs, i wouldn't wake up. I've lost the count but i think it's been 7 years i listen to his amazing songs, Honestly if i don't hear 1 of them the morning, my sadness and even sometimes my need to die stay in my mind .
Idk how to explain how i feel when i hear his songs, i just feel safe and happy.
This is not a joke, nate, thank you for saving my life. It's hard for me to say in details what i went trough but i hope some of you will understand what i meant and maybe even relate. Never mind, i'll always support him and i'll never leave the place i made myself with all the other fans that will stay till the end.
Sry bad english xd
Don't apologize, you're understood just fine.
I'm in a much brighter place now than I was, but Nate in many ways saved my life as well. Helped me through the time I was suicidal. I can't tell you how much of my own emotion and struggle I've projected into his songs, ultimately in ways that pushed me forward to let go of what I needed to, and move on to something better.
But the memories never leave.
But that's not bad for me to be honest, I've made a sort of peace with my scars. They give me direction, because it was during that time I came to know for certain just who it is I am.
Anyways, needless to say Nate is one of my favorite artists ever, and I have nothing but love and respect for him!
I hope he sees both of our messages!
@@lukelcs8934 that's exactly how i feel 😭😭 i needed to hear that, thank you and also i'm happy he helped you like he did for me with his songs :) i'm less suicidal as befor but i hope it will desapear soon.
@@levisnk You're very welcome.
I know for me, when coming out of that dark place, I actually had to shift what kind of music I listened to a little bit.
There were the songs about not being alone in the darkness and the pain, and then the songs about overcoming it, and eventually even songs about accepting that it happened.
Also, of course, there's the actual things that you struggle with themselves, and things like therapy, but aside from suggesting trying therapy if you haven't (which I would be surprised to hear) I can't really comment on those.
Anyways, things rarely disappear on their own, but if you can distract yourself from those feelings and practice more positive thinking, those thought paths eventually start to fade.
I have every confidence that you can do it! ^.^
@@lukelcs8934 oh i do have therapy, i'm even going to see my therapist this evening
@@levisnk How'd it go? Well I hope ^.^
Nate I hope you see this and I'm gonna keep saying it regardless...you have kept me here and kept me from doing some really awful things. I need your music because it really does help me it keeps me centered and reminds me that I have to keep going. I have never related more to a song and this is perfect. Thank you for your tours, your time putting out your music and for everything you do without realizing that you're helping so many of us. Stay safe Nate, stay safe everyone.
Well that was certainly sick AF
This song will always be one of my favorites, This song is nothing but pure unbridled emotion. Nothing more, Nothing less. Amazing Work Nate, To Let Go is definitely your best work so far.
Dude this feels like it's shoulder to shoulder with one of my all time favorite bands like Anberlin, Three Days Grace, My Chemical Romance. You've grown so much in your craft over the past years ❤
1:59 What it feels like to sneeze on your period.
I'm not going to apologise 😂
So many heartwrenching callbacks to Perfect By Design, as you find all the bends and cracks you couldn't see before.
the scream will never not make me emotional
This one and Forgotten are going to be playing on repeat for me for a long time! So good!
Wow, I don't even know what to say, this is an incredible "Halloween" song with its disturbing imagery and dark themes while also being in general a really incredible, moving song that I can sadly somewhat relate to. I also "wish I weren't obsessed with purpose". That I could "stay content with anything that's mine". Cause I'm also looking for my purpose in life and it feels like no matter what it'll never be enough, I'll never be satisfied. Even if I were to reach my goals what then? What comes next? Stagnation? That thought scares me. I also feel sometimes like "the results of regrets" specifically my own regrets, and yeah, sometimes it is "nauseating to say I'm fine."
Idk if this is actually the case or not, but some of the lyrics kind of sound like they might be talking about your music career and youtube fame. Specifically "wish I never fell into numbers", "artificial taste it holds my name", and "the sum of all my charts and failures". I just want you to know though that it's alright, us loyal fans will be with you no matter what, so even though I know it's easier said than done, try not to worry too much about the number of views or numbers in general. Try not to worry about "charts and failures", just be true to yourself. There's a quote by Osho, "Let it all go, see what stays." I think that's really powerful and true, we shouldn't force ourselves to be something we're not. Friendship is a two-way street, we shouldn't always be the ones chasing after friends or loved ones, they should sometimes chase you. So um, yeah, sorry if this is kinda long, and I apologize if I'm mistaken about the lyrics or if this is awkward at all. But please don't force yourself to leap through hoops for the sake of fans. Try not to worry too much about numbers, just do what makes you happy, what you wanna do.
Favourite song of the album! I've had this one playing a LOT since it came out, as each and every line of the song feels like it can apply to my own life, and it makes me feel like I'm not alone in what I'm going through. Thank you, Nate.
Honestly this is my favorite track on the album hands down. You can tell this came from a deep place within you and I feel ya.
One of the creepiest music videos I've ever seen. Also I love that the video we see of you singing is the higher octave, really adds a lot of emotion to the video and song.
As if this wasn't already the most hard hitting song on the album, that had me crying for a good while, you get an absolutely incredible music video for it that so well visualizes what it was already conveying?
I need a minute.
Put it on loop, and it looks like a perfect loop.
EVEN BETTER THE SECOND TIME
And it keeps going. It will never become worse, only better
I love this song so much. The whole album is beautiful.
The way my jaw DROPPED. Holy shit. This was spectacular. Def one of my favs off the album. 💚
Socioenvy and VIR@L are my faves on the album! Funny how they both kind of share the same message with being obsessed with numbers, ahah. I also really love the background vocals screaming in last chorus at the end of this song! And I can’t help but think the locations in this video look like liminal space and I’ve always had a fascination with them :o
I love the imagery of this music video! Really reminiscent of Oxenfree and Little Nightmares two!
I felt this really deep... I'm glad I got to grow up with you Nate. ♡
Yes! My favorite song of the album has a music video! Thank you so much Nate!
Nate...are you ok?
Also this is perfect for spooky season.
This is one of the best music videos I've ever seen! The special effects are everything! I especially love the part where all those hands start coming out of the walls!
bro.... I hope all of this albums vids go this hard
If they’re gonna go this hard, I hope we get music videos for every song off this album. First To Let Go, now this?? Yes please!!! ❤❤❤❤
I love this song so much. Ive loved Nate's music since like...2016? Seeing him make songs like this one really hits hard. I hope hes okay /gen
I don't quite know how you come up with these songs, but they are astounding. Either the speak to me or the lyrics say things that are on my mind.
Not to mention that they are great to listen to.
I literally so wish there was a 5 minute cut of this song.
I love this song so much, and I'm really interest in this new story route that the live action music video appears to be following. Thank you Nate, we love you.
the visuals of this music video added so much more significance to the song for me, it's definitely one of my favorites off the album! thank you for sharing this with us ❤️❤️
this deserves more veiws
Finally found the time to check out the new album, and holy shit, what a way to start it off
This hits hard and I have been obsessed with it since it popped up on Spotify. I can't get it out of my head! Thank you for all the amazing music, Nate! 💚
Deff my favorite song from the new album, fantastic work as always Nate.
I hate that I understand this but I love that you nailed everything. Thank you so much Nate! Literally standing still waiting for you to come back to Chicago for a 3rd time.
This video is straight up unsettling, I love it!
This was amazing. It still makes me have the feels. No matter wut happens Nate. We love u. I could honestly put this on loop.
Mmm a banger
Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn. This song hits home and it hits hard. Thank you for putting raw emotion to words and tunes in a way that allows others to look at it/listen to it and say, "Yes."
I’m a sucker for song transitions & this song into the next has such a good transition, makes me want to listen to the whole album again and again, well done Nate!
Nate's music videos are some of the most artistically unique out there.
A new day a new banger🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
Officially, my favourite music video. So good.
i want more of this
I hope the remaining 5 songs get videos too. I've loved the ones that have been made so far
This one of my favorite of this album 😭😭 so powerfull ❤
in terms of videos for these songs, this one is easily my favorite. a MASSIVE step up from the V1R@L video
the artistry at play here matches the tone of the song perfectly. that geyser of blood was insanely cool 🙏
I just love how this song presents itself
So good keep up the great work
You always smash it out of the park man!
how did i miss a new album release D: hhh i feel this song so badly.
Thank you once again for blessing our ears, heart and soul.
This song gives Sleep Token vibes, love it!
Been here since the first FNaF song and stuck around to see you now!! Love your music and can't wait to hear what you do next!
Great to see Nate still making music after all this time. This song is great!
You did incredible on this. It really spoke to me.
Another emotional banger loving the new music
I’m in love with the thumbnail
This is just such a fulfilling, rich collection of songs
This is so cool! Love this song 🔥❤️
Very intriguing song Nate good job dude.
Wow. Just wow ❤❤❤
NAAAAH THIS IS INSANE, BANGER SONG, BANGER VIDEO
Damn... I really wish I checked this out when I first got the notification a few days ago, I happened to be busy at the time and forgot. HOLY SHIT. THIS GOES SO HARD. And it surprised me, I wasn't sure if it was going to turn into heavy rock at the end or not, but it did and I got blown away. That made the themes and emotions of this song hit so hard, executed so well... I love this song, I know I'll be coming back to this one for sure. It sounds different from your usual stuff but still like you, and just... wow. I'm gonna repeat myself if I keep going on. Great stuff, Nate. Hella relatable too. I can't wait to hear the rest of the album.
Words legitimately cannot express how much of a banger this song is! genuinely one of my favourite tracks from the TLG album, alongside A Lesson in Grief and Let the Floodgates Open. This whole album in and of itself is incredible!
Absolutely one of *the* best albums of all time, and the music videos only add to it! :]
I am loving this album.
OMG THIS IS SO GOOD😫😫😫💗💗
Shivers.
Oh my god you gave me goosebumps Nate. Keep up the good work
Nate sings not just from the heart but from the soul.
Holy hell. Amazing song as always Nate.
Wow great video
this is amazing
Beautifully haunting, man.
This is hiw i felt in the past, hearing this really hits home. Hope you're doing ok, man.
this song is my obsession omg beautiful nate
This song seems to hit harder every time I listen to it!
So many Nate lyrics hit hard, but few (if any) hit as hard as the ones in this song. The haunting visuals also fit so well
the whole album....its so damn good. great fucking work man, keep it up.
The video and song are 🔥🔥🔥
This music video is down right terrifying! Good job to everyone involved!
I have a feeling this will be my favorite song of yours now.
Will I take any opportunity to share this song with everyone I know ? Yes. 100%
Cool song 🔥
God all the songs in this album has hit so fucking hard for me and honestly it’s absolutely amazing to hear Nate’s emotions in theses songs!