''A Life So Changed.''

I learned that you really should enjoy every moment together. Life can change in one eye blink and there is nothing you can do about it. I know I've promised you forever but there is no forever.. I know there will come a day when you have to go and I should enjoy the time I can spend with you now because everyday can be your last day. Just know that in my heart you will always be with me no matter what happends.
I never forget the things you have taught me in life. You are my lifetime horse.. There are many things that change in life but no one can take that way from me. I shared my happiest moments with you. My saddest moments. I've grown up with you we just shared everything.
You're never been away for my feeling. And I'm so scared that if I will lose you I will lose me. I have seen you at your worst. I've seen you fight for your life. I have thought that I would lose you time by time again. The ground dropped under my feet. After you've survived the operation in the clinic which was 50 procent chance.
You had a fallback 2 more times. I saw you laying in stable and I was looking at you with tears in my eyes. You are so powerless at that moment. But you have gived all your strength again. So that's why your my miracle. Never give up even though you're back at the beginning. In the end it will all make you stronger and we are gonna prove that to you.
I know some people don't understand me but they don't have to. 4 Years ago I started with youtube and I'm so glad I did. Because here are people who do understand me and it feels so good to just share our story with you all. As little girl I had so many dreams about inspire people with my passion with my horses. Time is going so fast and i'm not even realizing I'm living all of this.
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