RIP Fudge {2008-2017}

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  • čas přidán 15. 03. 2017
  • So it's now been over a month since you've been gone... I've been meaning to make this video for a while now but couldn't bring myself to do it as it would bring back all the amazing memories which we have made together. I know it's not long or amazing, but looking at all these videos of us together makes me miss you so damn much. I miss you everyday,with every beat of my heart. Not one day or minute goes by where I don't think about you. You were not only my best friend but my soulmate and being without you feels so wrong... you were the only one to always put a smile on my face no matter how bad the day was, you always cheered me up with your cheeky,loving,caring and honest personality. People always say that it's the best ones that get taken away first, and I guess they were right because you were the best horse I have ever come across, you got me through everything and I'm so glad that I was able to spend over a year of my life with you. Since you've left me i've been left with a hole inside my heart... a hole which will never heal no matter how good the day because you were my person, you took a piece of me with you when you left because you were my soulmate. I just want you to know that I miss you lots and lots but I want you to be happy and have a great time with your new friends, and please remember how much I love you and that no other horse will replace you. Don't worry about me because after all, this isn't a goodbye but a see you later. I love you boo, see you soon.

Komentáře • 465

  • @goodbyemyangelonearth394
    @goodbyemyangelonearth394 Před 6 lety +1009

    Why am I watching these videos im supposed to be asleep but im here watching sad videos crying in my room eating chips

    • @charleshills1408
      @charleshills1408 Před 6 lety +6

      Goodbye My angle on earth Legit me

    • @KoriHarlan
      @KoriHarlan Před 6 lety +4

      Goodbye My angle on earth literally same. Potato chips aren’t helping me man

    • @thomasbannettmas810
      @thomasbannettmas810 Před 6 lety +3

      omg sameeeeeee i dont get it i have diagnosed depression and im watching these vids its like..... jajajaja

    • @BigDaddyyinyang
      @BigDaddyyinyang Před 6 lety +2

      💔🐶🐕☠💀🐾

    • @BigDaddyyinyang
      @BigDaddyyinyang Před 6 lety +3

      My dog died

  • @aimeehack5578
    @aimeehack5578 Před 6 lety +470

    I believe that they always come back as a new horse we just don't realise

  • @sticksgreen3740
    @sticksgreen3740 Před 6 lety +131

    This made my cry. It is the same relationship I have with my horse. And goodbyes are hard.

  • @priscillaprange525
    @priscillaprange525 Před 6 lety +188

    I just lost my horse 3 days ago, died in her sleep.here is our story: I found her in a pasture with severe rain rot and no love. I contacted the owners and they said I could ride her, she was in bad shape so riding was out of the question. Instead I groomed and bathed her everyday, along with hand walks in the woods. She quickly healed and we would ride bareback and no bridle or halter. She could be a grumpy old hag but I loved her and she loved me. If I had a bad day I would let her out and loose. I would jump aboard and thru my tears say let's go popit. She would sprint towards the woods at break neck speed. We would run for a while and stop at a tiny field. I would dismount and watch her graze. Then when it was time to go I would say let's go home girl. She never ran home, only walked. I trusted her so much. I never got to say goodbye or a true thank you to the most amazing horse God has ever put in my life. RIP Popstar I will see you soon my sweet girl!❤

    • @kirsten_and_hugo2847
      @kirsten_and_hugo2847 Před 5 lety +4

      priscilla prange I’m so sorry 😢

    • @nataliaplesniarz226
      @nataliaplesniarz226 Před 4 lety +1

      priscilla prange I’m so sorry to hear that :( at least she’s ina better place now

    • @xoxoxoxo9098
      @xoxoxoxo9098 Před 4 lety +2

      I'm so sorry i don't have my own horse but i ride and if i lost one of the horses at the barn idk what i would do ❤

    • @papingremlin673
      @papingremlin673 Před 4 lety +1

      @@xoxoxoxo9098 I hope you get your own soon! its honestly so much fun, You may fall but that's all...My boy was put down because of an injury that wouldn't be able to heal. I still miss him, I think it was all my fault,missing that one jump,him hitting the beam and falling on top of me, even though he could have killed me I didnt care,I love him, Fly high Checkers. 💞

    • @xoxoxoxo9098
      @xoxoxoxo9098 Před 4 lety

      @@papingremlin673 aww just remeber its not your fault theres a risk in everything ❤ nd i hope to get 1 in the future

  • @jodieh1563
    @jodieh1563 Před 7 lety +68

    This made me cry... RIP fudge.. he is up there watching you live and bloom while he grazes in the clouds of hevan.😢❤️

  • @charleshills1408
    @charleshills1408 Před 6 lety +1

    Nine years is a short time with a horse. No one should ever lose a horse that soon. Fudge is beautiful. I am so sorry you lost him/her.

  • @leilawitherspoon503
    @leilawitherspoon503 Před 7 lety +183

    I'm sorry and just yesterday I found out my horse was purposely poisoned and was dead crashed through the fence trying to get away 😭

  • @ena561
    @ena561 Před 4 lety +35

    This is an amazing edit, it shows the bond between a girl and her Horse, a bond that a non horserider will never understand. ❤️

    • @mythic1617
      @mythic1617 Před 4 lety +2

      Ena Claerhout nobody understands the bond between an owner and pet besides the owner themselves

    • @ena561
      @ena561 Před 4 lety

      Fiona Catleaf yes, totally true. 💓

  • @bonnyfultz
    @bonnyfultz Před 4 lety +2

    I just came across your tribute video to Fudge. I'm so sorry for your loss. My heart horse was Charlie. He was a beautiful sorrel and it was 4 years ago on October 8th that I said goodbye. It still hurts but I have so many beautiful memories with him. Those memories will never die. ♡

  • @englishrider4339
    @englishrider4339 Před 5 lety +3

    My man is getting old..any day now I’m waiting for that call. He’s 26, such an amazing old man. I’m riding a new horse now..I’ve just never felt the bond that I do between these two animals. It’s amazing how they can leave in just seconds..

  • @KrawallDonut78
    @KrawallDonut78 Před rokem +1

    What an emotional Story about a lovley Girl and her Friendship to a beautiful Horse! ❤ RIP Fudge! 😢

  • @featheramericangoodeagle
    @featheramericangoodeagle Před 7 lety +9

    What a wonderful memorial and tribute to Fudge. Losing a horse is a pain like no other. I lost a horse suddenly in 2013. The mourning, I think, will be indefinite. I planted a rose bush on his grave and placed a statue of a foal and an American flag on it, because he was my baby and my hero. The pain of losing him is now fresh, but I take comfort in knowing I will have him again.
    Remember, we are only temporarily separated.
    My sincerest condolences,

  • @cherylrego4410
    @cherylrego4410 Před 4 lety +4

    *His wings were ready when our hearts weren’t...*

  • @lynnseyh.6491
    @lynnseyh.6491 Před 6 lety +2

    I am sorry for your loss. I lost my best friend in August of 2016. And I feel I will never be the same.

  • @brookehyllandmj4625
    @brookehyllandmj4625 Před 5 lety +3

    RIP Fudge 😭

  • @everettyoung9325
    @everettyoung9325 Před 4 lety +1

    That is so sad this is an amazing speech I hope you can have a horse just as amazing as fudge I know how much you will miss fudge

  • @horselover1687
    @horselover1687 Před 7 lety +25

    im only seeing this now. i am so sorry for your loss. fuge is such a amazing horse and so beautfuil this is such a beautfuil video. just that you know hes in a better place now. rest in peace fuge.

  • @personwholoveshorseshorses9010

    Rest in peace fudge.
    Everyone will miss you including me. I wish animals and horses never died. All my heart Is with you during this tough time x

  • @jadeanderson7264
    @jadeanderson7264 Před 5 lety +3

    you are so strong and so was he. he loved you very much. rip beautiful boy. x

  • @allthumbs3792
    @allthumbs3792 Před 4 lety +1

    Wonderful tribute to a wonderful companion. You were both lucky to find each other. RIP Fudge.

  • @elliec8179
    @elliec8179 Před 5 lety +2

    I once loved a horse more than anything, he was sold i was to big for him. This reminds me so much of him, i feel your pain, i will never see my sweet pea again.😭

  • @anja4325
    @anja4325 Před 5 lety +1

    I am so sorry for all of you who lost their horse. Since two months i know what it's like.😢

  • @bethjefferies8263
    @bethjefferies8263 Před 7 lety +51

    Such a beautiful video! He loves you loads and he is looking down on you❤️xxx

  • @josefinebostrom4677
    @josefinebostrom4677 Před 5 lety +3

    What a stunning video, I'm crying.😭

  • @jessaminegloomcloud4009
    @jessaminegloomcloud4009 Před 4 lety +3

    his wings were ready when our hearts weren't R.I.P Fudge

  • @dakota5869
    @dakota5869 Před 3 lety +2

    His wings were ready when are hearts weren't ❤😭

  • @backgroundcharacter2615
    @backgroundcharacter2615 Před 4 lety +2

    I watched this hours after it was posted. Can’t believe it’s been three years. It feels like just yesterday Fudge was running round.
    Goodbye Fudge you were beautiful,great,amazing, and so much more.
    *Goodbye*

  • @biancabro6946
    @biancabro6946 Před 6 lety +2

    I feel you, my horse died in February 2017, and I miss him so much.

  • @janicemarr
    @janicemarr Před 4 lety +2

    I understand your loss. Seems that you had been special to one another. My horse died 2 years ago of a heart attack very suddenly. It was one of the most difficult times in my life.

  • @zhannah.1795
    @zhannah.1795 Před 6 lety +1

    That made me think of my gelding that died a few months ago. Before this s comment I was crying and missing him. I love this video!

  • @autumnkelly7909
    @autumnkelly7909 Před 5 lety +3

    Rest In Peace fudge I hope your galloping in a beautiful field in the sky

  • @LilahEquestrian
    @LilahEquestrian Před 5 lety +2

    This video is beautiful. It shows you guys' bond with each other. Horses come and go, but they have purposes in life; to live with YOU! Who knows, maybe when you pass away you'll see him galloping in a grassy green field waiting there for you.

  • @checkmate2489
    @checkmate2489 Před 5 lety +12

    I understand; I lost my boy over a month ago from a tumor in his brain. I miss him so, so much. Maybe Checkmate and your beautiful boy can fly with the angels together

  • @rachaelbarney3613
    @rachaelbarney3613 Před 7 lety +9

    You poor thing! Sorry for your loss

  • @showjumping0960
    @showjumping0960 Před 6 lety +2

    I'm so so sorry for your loss❤️ I had to say goodbye to my gorgeous horse Tyke recently. It's the hardest thing ever to loose a horse😔😭

  • @kylieobrien6032
    @kylieobrien6032 Před 7 lety +2

    This made me cry, rest in peace fudge

  • @jay.g.omez123jay5
    @jay.g.omez123jay5 Před 6 lety +31

    i course the day my horse dies 😢😢😢 but for know i will injoy him as much as i can and always hope for the best 😍🏇 i will dedicate a ride for u and your horse i promise bc this 3 minute video really touched me 😔😌 me and speedy will do u well

  • @lisonmns5822
    @lisonmns5822 Před 4 lety +2

    Rest in peace 🙏🏽🙏🏽

  • @kayaklimala6081
    @kayaklimala6081 Před 6 lety +2

    "don't worry about me, because this isn't goodbye but a see you later" actually crying

  • @hoppytrailsrabbitry3504
    @hoppytrailsrabbitry3504 Před 4 lety +1

    I just lost my first pony that I had for 15 years suddenly. This made me cry my eyes out. Amazing editing. I’m sorry for your loss

  • @abigailsmithequestrian7907

    Beautiful❤❤❤

  • @sofferskatz3613
    @sofferskatz3613 Před 6 lety +1

    I am absolutely speechless 💔😔

  • @jessicageraedts8238
    @jessicageraedts8238 Před 7 lety +32

    i'm so sorry for your loss💘

    • @kiara12300
      @kiara12300  Před 7 lety

      jessica geraedts thank you ❤

    • @mr.zenedin1735
      @mr.zenedin1735 Před 3 lety

      @@kiara12300 hallo🌺🌺 I'm really💖 excited for you❤😘 I want to join in your💘❤🙏 life I want to join in your cahnnal I want to join in your💘❤🙏 work plzz

  • @galloping_horsestv9207
    @galloping_horsestv9207 Před 5 lety +5

    Fugde is very beautiful and Cute. .
    I'm so sorry.😭

  • @kevinfraser1908
    @kevinfraser1908 Před 5 lety +2

    2019 anyone? My horse died 2018 he was my best friend after that I never rode for 6 months then I did I still don’t wanna forget him he will be my best friend for life🐎🐎🐎😓😥 I never got to say goodbye

  • @amazingequestrianlife5007

    I'm so sorry he was such a beautiful horse R.I.P Fudge😢😢😢

  • @amandagragg9361
    @amandagragg9361 Před 6 lety +1

    why am i still watching this im crying so mich it brought back so many memories of my autumn

  • @skyerandall7157
    @skyerandall7157 Před 5 lety +2

    I know how it feels I lost my world Saturn on Christmas Eve 2017 it was the saddest day of my life and I wish I could've gone back to the past and stopped her from getting lymphoma cancer ❤❤

  • @wtfequestrian9418
    @wtfequestrian9418 Před 7 lety +1

    since over a few months this video still makes me cry beacause i understand how damn much you loved that pony..

  • @teresaranson5921
    @teresaranson5921 Před 6 lety +1

    I lost my horse in 2017, too. He was my first horse and I got him in 2001

  • @miriamperez9289
    @miriamperez9289 Před 6 lety +3

    God bless u and ur beautiful horse he always is going to be with u

  • @cherylrego4410
    @cherylrego4410 Před 4 lety +2

    I was watching this video crying. My dog came up to me and licked my tears away, curled up close up to me, like she knew... that the worst pain I’ll ever feel is losing her. Waking up without her. No words could explain my love for her. I feel as if she read my mind and said: I’ll always be with you, no matter what happens.

  • @syndeefitch5841
    @syndeefitch5841 Před 5 lety +1

    I just sold my heart horse .. this hurts..

  • @caroline1215
    @caroline1215 Před 7 lety +80

    Just i don't know what to say 😍. This video is beautiful and perfect 💖 You are one of the strongest people i follow on internet. I'm your follower since Danny and girl you're admirable (idk if its correct in english sorry if not) i just wanted to say that you get throw this and idk if i could so im full of admiration that you did it
    Sorry for my english ang life your live ❤

    • @kiara12300
      @kiara12300  Před 7 lety +3

      Caroline121 thanks so much ❤ can't believe you've followed me all this time!! 💕

    • @nidasingsorn4656
      @nidasingsorn4656 Před 6 lety

      Caroline121 hi

    • @relaxbro6473
      @relaxbro6473 Před 6 lety

      Caroline121 ধনটা
      ধনটা

    • @ameliab8296
      @ameliab8296 Před 6 lety

      Caroline121 it’s so nice,I’m so sorry for your loss 😢😢😢
      I’ve lost someone special as well.how did he die???

  • @ladyyuna2000
    @ladyyuna2000 Před 4 lety

    He's a beautiful horse and thank you so much for making this video of him I know it was hard for you to do and may he rest in peace.

  • @Bixzii
    @Bixzii Před 4 lety +4

    I just lost my horse and that picture of him laying down is stuck in my head 😭

  • @josh_eventing7313
    @josh_eventing7313 Před 6 lety +1

    I'm so so so so sorry that this happened your so strong and an absolute amazingly well talented horse rider

  • @tcequestrian1494
    @tcequestrian1494 Před 6 lety +1

    I'm so sorry for your loss . I can't bare to think of the day when I won't have my lovely Sweep to make me feel better,to make me feel better,to change me for the better,to be my everything . I don't know what I would do without him.it makes me cry just thinking what I would do when he's flying up to horsey heaven.Stay strong xx

  • @hollywright7799
    @hollywright7799 Před 7 lety +1

    I'm so sorry for you loss, RIP Fudge 💕

  • @MissJody100
    @MissJody100 Před 4 lety +1

    What a beautiful tribute to your best friend, touched my heart so deeply.

  • @spyyraa
    @spyyraa Před 4 lety +1

    Wow what a great movie but sad time . I sympathize with you♥️

  • @AngelCatBaby
    @AngelCatBaby Před 4 lety +1

    I know how you feel....amazing animal.....thank you for sharing ....God bless you and the horse which captured your heart....even though time was short, you will always be together both within your hearts

  • @jasminakristlova340
    @jasminakristlova340 Před 5 lety +2

    My horse died 2months ago because we had a bad vet.I was preparing for a jump when he threw me of him and he layied down so I went up to him and hug him and we called emergency but they didn’t make it in time so he died and I didn’t even know what was happening so I’m at least happy I could have this moment of hugging for the last time😭

  • @Lucy-eg3tj
    @Lucy-eg3tj Před 4 lety +3

    I don’t have my own horse but i know how it feels to let a horse go, so I was riding this lesson horse one day and she took off with me I fell and couldn’t ride for what felt like forever but honestly I was scared but there was one horse I could trust bramble he was amazing no matter how hard I fell I knew I could trust him I loved him he loved me he did everything for me when I could barely get on a horse without having a panic attack he was patient and taught me how to walk again and bit by bit I learned to ride again at one point I started to jump again, but then he passed away I know how much it hurts If u have ever loved someone and then lost them you know how it feels.

  • @roradunn
    @roradunn Před 7 lety +1

    I've not stopped crying, I keep replaying the video, I know the feeling of how I felt and how I still do feel of Darcy when she went to her new home , so I can't imagine how broken u must be feeling because I was on the edge at that point 😕 Rest in peace beautiful Fudge, I hope you enjoy galloping through the skies and looking after Jamie!

  • @kaylaclaassen6672
    @kaylaclaassen6672 Před 4 lety +2

    😢😢😢 I cried so hard but I know she is is in a better place called heaven

  • @LLB21
    @LLB21 Před 7 lety +2

    this made me cry love this edit and love you to x fudge was an amazing horse and he would be proud of you girly x

  • @gia2928
    @gia2928 Před 4 lety +1

    I remember When I Lost My Horse,Buddy I was in 2nd grade It git me hard I had to skip school for a couple days bc i was crying...

  • @livin1005
    @livin1005 Před 6 lety +1

    i'm tearing up, what a beautifull story

  • @us-gr6os
    @us-gr6os Před 4 lety +4

    All good things, just must come to an end.. ❤️❤️

  • @HEMI-MOMMA
    @HEMI-MOMMA Před 4 lety +1

    My sweet girl, I’m SO VERY SORRY you had to lose your best friend. I know the pain seems crushing and nothing short of cruel. I’m 52 years old and have lost too many beloved animal souls shared with mine and the worst of all, my beautiful mother. I’m here to tell you.... make a promise to you that those we’ve loved and lost made our hearts bigger and ready so that we could love those who don’t have it in their lives and desperately need it. I promise❣️❣️❣️

  • @jennapicard6892
    @jennapicard6892 Před 6 lety +1

    You guys looked amazing together

  • @zellebee5962
    @zellebee5962 Před 6 lety +7

    I’m so sorry 😭😭😭

  • @EmmaEq
    @EmmaEq Před 2 lety +1

    I lost my horse in a freak accident…I can relate to everything you said…he took me from poles on the ground to 3’. The worst part is I didn’t get to say goodbye because when it happened we were on vacation. Don’t take things for granted. I never appreciated the time we had together until it was gone. While my heart belongs now to another horse. It like a thumbtack in a wall. You can patch it and take it out but the scar will always be there
    R.I.P Gully
    2007-2021
    It was April 5th at 11:49 am
    He came 7th out of all the ponies at Pony Finals. He was truly the most amazing, cheeky, funny, cuddly, pony I’ve had…
    I never thought our time would come so soon..
    💔💔💔💔
    Goodbye Gully
    From your owner, lover, rider, caretaker and soulmate

  • @helloponies3901
    @helloponies3901 Před 7 lety +3

    this shows such an amazing relationship. i am crying right now this is so beautiful. I can't imagine what i will be like when mine goes

  • @patrickallen4588
    @patrickallen4588 Před 6 lety +1

    Wow u two came a long way. This vid is so AMAZING and hope u get a new horse, but when u lose someone u love and they go, it's hard to love again. I know what it feels like, this happened to my horse, Gracie. Rest in peace Fudge 🙂❤️

  • @alinalaurila4598
    @alinalaurila4598 Před 6 lety +1

    I love this video! And i cry when i watch this. 😞❤

  • @lily-fh4eg
    @lily-fh4eg Před 6 lety +1

    So sorry for your loss 💔 He was a gorgeous horse and I'm sure he was a fantastic friend. He will always look down on you and remember how special you were to him as well. R.I.P Fudge 💔😭

  • @Mindset6927
    @Mindset6927 Před 4 lety +1

    I grew up with horses. My second pony was a Basutu by the name of Ocean Song. One day she fell through a cattle grid and broke both her front legs. I was hysterical, and didn't want my dad to shoot her, but he told me to look into her eyes as she lay there - helpless and in agony. When I did, I knew that it was the right thing - the only thing - that could be done to help her. RIP Fudge - You're in a better place now, and say hello to my Ocean for me please.

  • @networkunkown4767
    @networkunkown4767 Před 4 lety +1

    im so sorry, i dont even have the words for it, this had me in tears, R.I.P

  • @suzv8375
    @suzv8375 Před 7 lety +3

    RIP beautiful!! amazing audio it's so powerful and emotional 💗💗💗

  • @ariaequine8843
    @ariaequine8843 Před 5 lety +1

    The lesson horse i used to ride for lessons just passed away and i cant forget about it no matter how hard i try and he was my everything he was the sweatest and he was special to me and he was there when i got hurt, when i got bullied at school i felt like i had to end myself but he got me through it all and he was the best and his name was k2 and i loved him so much and i bet him and fudge are running around in the mountians and even tho we cant see them they are there ;3

  • @instainsta5697
    @instainsta5697 Před 5 lety +2

    Rip fudge u will see him again

  • @alishaanyax8356
    @alishaanyax8356 Před 6 lety +1

    This made me cry I’m so sorry for this loss 😭

  • @everettyoung9325
    @everettyoung9325 Před 4 lety

    Aww this is so sad I am so sorry for your loss I know fudge will never be replaced because your own horse is always special I am so sorry. But you earned a subscribe and like

  • @serenwild1754
    @serenwild1754 Před 7 lety +1

    Stunning video. You had such a perfect bond, so sorry for your loss❤

  • @experiment626eventing
    @experiment626eventing Před 4 lety +1

    I'm so sorry for your loss! I'm for real about to cry

  • @angelikaferreira8863
    @angelikaferreira8863 Před 6 lety +1

    You guys looked great together and still are!❤️ he is his field galloping around and following you💚

  • @eden3189
    @eden3189 Před 6 lety +1

    I was sobbing after this video! 😭

  • @veronikadelinova1190
    @veronikadelinova1190 Před 5 lety +1

    This made me cry. I’m sorry for you both❤️

  • @mersugirl7264
    @mersugirl7264 Před 4 lety +2

    My condolences😭😭

  • @matildakviegard3511
    @matildakviegard3511 Před 4 lety

    How can a realationship be so speciel with a horse and the owner? It’s so cool and for me, it’s true feelings and a real life with a horse.

  • @hanna-lei1362
    @hanna-lei1362 Před 5 lety +2

    This is such a beautiful video 😭❤️

  • @expiredsewerrat5071
    @expiredsewerrat5071 Před 4 lety +1

    That was beautiful. I started crying, not gonna lie

  • @pihlakaartinen4253
    @pihlakaartinen4253 Před 4 lety +3

    this made my cry :(❤️

  • @abagail_louise6369
    @abagail_louise6369 Před 6 lety +1

    i'm so sorry for your loss💘 This video is beautiful

  • @niamhlamb9206
    @niamhlamb9206 Před 4 lety

    I know I'm a bit late but I'm sorry for your loss. What an amazing bond you two shared, its incredible.

  • @lillyandthomasreeves-demps1146

    RIP fudge I am so sorry and I cried I won't forget about you and fudge

  • @emmeline8397
    @emmeline8397 Před 5 lety +1

    I dont Know why but i miss him/her too❤️ He/she will always be in your heart ❤ ️ and you are always inside the heart of the horse ❤ ️ it fits on you ❤ ️ 🖤

  • @kerimamuslim6369
    @kerimamuslim6369 Před 4 lety +1

    Not a horse owner,but a huge animal lover...dogs and cats the most...i had a kitten Pumpkin,and,2 years ago,she got lost in a snowstorm,and i was crying and calling her for 3 hours in that storm.It didn't matter how cold it was,my parents were desparate to find her..it was night so it was even harder to find her..Storm went out of hand,my dad came out and pulled me in house..2 Weeks later,snow started to melt,and I found her,dead..i was so shocked and i was about to call the vet,even though I knew she couldn't be alive....we live next to a river,and we....sank her body down the river,because it's the "blessed river"...she is not my only cat that left me..there were also.. Kiki,Blake,Whitney....i got a Norwegian Royal female cat and male cat that live in house,and also 7 cats outdoor...Well there is ond buddy...Junior,i call him..Kiki loved going into my garage and eating all food that i left at night for my male cat(he sleeps there at night) and they just sleep on the swing(she used to came in by opend garage windows...after she died,i was lost,something was missing..whenever dad parked my car in the garage,i came out waiting for Kiki to come in running,but she didn't come,ever again..Now,Junior,he adores my BASEMENT(place where my female Norwegian cat sleeps at night) and just sneakily eat all the food and sleep on her swing...He is such a good boy,he has the same personality as his older dead auntie he never met...I belive that animals soul always comes back to you in another shape...she does...so if you ever lose a beloved pet,don't be suprised if you see another animal with same personality as your beloved one...
    ❤️I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU❤️
    💓ANIMAL LOVER💓