Facing terror and discovering Fearlessness. True Hara awakening, Second Chakra center. Part 1
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- Facing terror and discovering Fearlessness. True Hara awakening, Second Chakra center. Clearing, and Healing the second chakra center. Issues of fear, insecurity, and discovering your indestructible nature, with Nondual Spiritual Teacher and nondual therapist Craig Holliday. Craig a former student of Adyashanti, and Matt Kahn began teaching after a series of profound nondual awakenings, teaches both in the world Yoga and Buddhism brings another opportunity to contemplate our highest nature. www.craighollid... In this video, Craig offers a teaching on activating and opening the second chakra and addresses how to heal chakra issues. For the past 10 years, Craig has offered support to thousands of individuals who have experienced some level of spiritual awakening. With compassion and grace, he guides individuals through first into the space of awareness or nondual awakening and then through the processes of healing and integration, so that we stabilize in awake awareness our own self. It is through this process of healing and integration, that we discover the true purpose of this awakening within us. From this space of humility, we open into a nonseparate relationship with the Divine.
Beyond speaking about the chakras, nondual therapy, and nondual awareness, Craig offers instructions on Yoga, nondual meditation, and for opening and healing the heart, through surrendering oneself to a movement of Divine Intelligence. Craig's teachers have included Adyashanti, A. H. Almaas, Gangaji, Caroline Myss, Matt Kahn, Lama Tsultrim, and Eckhart Tolle; his major influences include Christ, Sri Aurobindo and the Buddha.
Craig offers Skype sessions, retreats and workshops and meets with individuals from around the world who have a sincere desire to awaken out of our painful egoic existence and into this Beauty that we always already are. Craig began teaching after a series of profound awakenings with his teacher Adyashanti, for more info: www.craighollid...
These Nondual teachings are similar to those offer by Adyashanti, Sri Aurobindo, A. H. Almaas, the diamond approach, Matt Kahn, Eckhart Tolle, the Power of Now, Scott Kiloby, Byron Katie, Teal Swan, Deepak Chopra, Jeff Foster, Bentinho Massaro, Eli Jaxon Bear, Matt Kahn, Rupert Spira, Gangaji, Michael Beckwith, Ester Hicks, Mooji, Jack Kornfield, Joseph Goldstein, or other similar teachers found on Buddha at the Gas pump.www.craighollid...
I wish I could describe my own existential terror as 'just a subtle vibration' and 'a feeling of excitement'. it's more like 'ABSOLUTE TERROR'. It forces me to wonder if he's ever really gone there.
Same.
This is actually the first video I have watched in this series... I really appreciate it, and your way. Thank you!
I'm so glad I found your videos. I am experiencing this awakening and your videos are helping me get through this. Thank you so much.
This is so interesting! I think what you just described about dying and going through death is what Jesus meant when he said we must be born again. Thank you. You've given me a lot to think about.
Great video. Awakened humans must see. Complete acceptance...
Thank you craig for this encouragement
I am going through this process of embracing my darkness,
loving the wholness of myself
I accept to step in my darkness and trust the process that it is for the highest good.
Im loving these chakra videos very helpful!
Great explanation.
I appreciate your unpolished, very real presentation.
I have had this several times for extended lengths of time. For me I've never broken through yet in some ego death or surrender. The anxiety just wavers and fades and I just slowly go back to not really caring about the big picture accepting maybe I'll understand someday. Like the video though it started in the night as a kid. I'd think of something I leaned in church about heaven or in school about the universe and feel waves of heat and nausea and panic wash over my body and have to bolt upright and turn on the lights or distract myself with the idea of a crush or some grasping onto a comforting concept of love however earthy and paltry. For me it was never physical death that was so scary. I tended to believe in the afterlife and reincarnation. Rather It's always been the paradox of eternal existence and nonexistence. I found them equally incomprehensible and horrifying. God is not soothing in this context, God/eternity is the most awful thing you could think of. Ive felt never yet had a mystical experience that felt good in this life, no memory of ever feeling safe or connected or a visceral experience of Divinity so I could not draw on this memory or feeling to get me through times of terror and anxiety. The times I've prayed to unite with my soul or for God to show himself to me are the exact times I've felt the terror increase. Sometimes I can still shift the energy into something more palatable with the idea that it's all somehow Good and exciting, but when its 10/10 there's virtually no thought that helps and I suppose it's meant to be that way if complete surrender to the terror is the only way forward.
Yes, I felt this. Thank you for your comment.
Have you heard of the specific phobia related to this? Its an intense fear of eternity or of theinfinite ? Its a thing it may be related!
Craig, the kundalini has absolutely brought up all my most horrifying and terrifying fears.... Not only of death but creating pain in my life. I am a magician. My path is the western path, but the kundalini has shown me connections in the universe, karmic, creative and other things. My fears ate of my thoughts, that my thoughts will be created. I have made amazing things happen with my will, including saving lives, but I am terrified of the opposite end of the spectrum, once you realize that you can manifest happenings in life, literally change reality, the prospect of your fears creating your reality is petrifying. For the last month, I have been so horrified of my kundalini experience because it keeps bringing up terror, so strong that I am trembling all the time. Frozen and unable to even function. I also have fears that when the kundalini shoots off completely, that it will be too strong for my body and overwhelm my system and kill me. Last night it tried to raise while I was nearly falling asleep. It got so strong that it felt like a powerplant was powering inside of me and felt as if the sound of a jet or niagra falls was roaring in my head and body. I am so scared of all of the people that have horror stories of their kundalini. People that became super damaged to where their nerves were completely fried, or couldn't walk correctly anymore. Some people that have to have medication just to function afterward, or become catatonic. There are also warnings of this in magick. The names for kundalini have gained alot of god names throughout time, abraxas, djehuti, shakti, sacred fire, ect. And magicians in the high magick traditions warn of things like becoming catatonic, or even scarred from calling it into your body. I need help and I cannot afford a therapist. I live on s.s.i. and barely have enough money to survive and eat. I don't know what to do.
love to you.
How are you doing? This was posted one year ago
Ups and down dustin. That fear hasn't gone away either. I still struggle with it and I feel that there is no way to get rid of this fear of creating with my thoughts, so I have started to try to learn to control my thoughts to an extent. It can be done, but it isn't an easy thing. I am in a hermetic school for the last year and they teach on how to control the mind (at least to an extent). If I could completely control my thoughts all of the time, then I would be a master of sorts I guess. Once you have proven in your own life that your thoughts create your reality, then there is no way to unlearn it. That is like an unbecoming, it just can't be done! So I have been trying to learn to control it.
@@brandoncallaway8835 I'm dealing with this..Ieft a guru path and freaked out ...the kundalini basically sank into my brain and I can hardly function anymore.
Study the microcosmic orbit & practice it . It prepares the path for the energy to flow in an orbit .
...so incredible listening to you.Thank you so much🙏
Your videos are really calming. I appreciate the truth coming through for me in this time of need. Thanks!
11:11 time stamp at 33:33 in the morning. Gosh craig the timing is immaculate
It's the first time I'm hearing the music in the background.
Brilliant
This is so beautiful. Thank you
❤
I thought he said horror !
Hi Craig so I had my first few awakenings via smoking cannabis. It felt a lot like what you were saying about the "hara"; had no grip on anything and everything felt like it was constantly slipping / being swept from under my feet. There was a great sense of fear and anxiety and felt almost as if I was dying? Maybe you can expand a little more upon that.
It also felt like everything was one giant movie and that i had no control over any of it.
Currently 20 years old; with a strong sense of what I wanted to do this experience swept me under my feet feeling completely lost and a loss of all desire to do anything. All I know is that I must continue on whatever this "spiritual path" has to offer.
Now that I recall on the third awakening it did feel like I really did "die" (no consciousness but something was still present?....). Something just got me to lie down and close my eyes and it all slipped away just as you described but I was not very accepting of it(moderate resistance). Ironically a me wasn't even present to necessarily resist it was like something was watching this little thing struggle you know?
I had similar experience during Vipassana 10 day course. Someone also told me he had similar experience when he took pot. *(Curiously, I had thought of taking pot few months earlier, but I had no access to it, otherwise perhaps I would have tried pot). At that moment which was quite shortlived 1 hour or so, I resisted to the full extent possible as I felt I did something wrong in meditation or course itself is dangeorous. I stopped all practices and now analysing what to do further. This video does indeed help, but I hear lot of warning as many people live in such state of terror, anxiety even after the course and land up in hospitals. I dont really know if one should get into all this, but I indeed serious practitioner.
I have been swinging between life and death for a long time.A violent kundalini awakening can kill a person.I am not sure I will survive and there's no help for those dramatic cases.
It mist likely would not present in that way unless the person had some psychosis present or nervous system issues. More than anything its slowly upgrading these systems in a very benign way.
Dont pay too much attention to the fantastical stuff out there. You really cant even summon this energy, and ut doesnt happen for everyone even when they do (which is why you dee the phenomenon of people faking it).
@@marciestoddard730 there's no psychosis at all.
Purely physical.
And have a bit of respect,this is my personal experience,extremely tough,not a fantastical story.
You have little to zero idea of what a real kundalini awakening can be and do.
Please seek Jesus Christ
Why?
Keef Riffard lol
Please seek another video to watch.