Kundalini Awakening Symptoms: Bliss and Terror, Tragic and Divine
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- Kundalini Awakening Symptoms with Nondual teacher and Mindfulness based therapist Craig Holliday. www.craigholliday.com/ In this video, Craig responds to student questions: about Nondual Kundalini Awakening and the gateway to the direct experience of God. For the past 10 years Craig has offered support to thousands of individuals who have experienced some level of kundalini awakening. With compassion and grace he guides individuals through the processes of healing and integration, so that these energies can move through us in a smooth and stable manner. It is through this process of healing and integration, that we discover the true purpose of this awakening within us. Instead of asking what can this energy do for us, we are invited to ask, how may I serve this movement of Grace in the world. From this space of humility, we open into a non separate relationship with the Divine.
Beyond speaking about kundalini, Craig offers instructions on Yoga, nondual meditation, and for opening and healing the heart, through surrendering oneself to a movement of Divine Intelligence. Craig's teachers have included Adyashanti, A. H. Almaas, Gangaji, Caroline Myss, Lama Tsultrim, and Eckhart Tolle; his major influences include Christ, Sri Aurobindo and the Buddha.
Craig offers Skype sessions, retreats and workshops and meets with individuals from around the world who have a sincere desire to awaken out of our painful egoic existence and into this Beauty that we always already are. Craig began teaching after a series of profound awakenings with his teacher Adyashanti, for more info: www.craigholliday.com/
Symptoms: As always be wise see a doctor to see if your symptoms are related to a physical or mental health disorder first, before self diagnosis and creating more pain for oneself.
Symptoms: overwhelmed by energy, intense energy in the spine, pressure in back or chakra centers, massive pressure in head, heart belly. Feeling incredible bliss, happiness or joy, benevolent experiences, heavenly feelings or experiences, disorientation in the sense of self or identity, feeling as if the ground is falling out from under you, feelings of expansiveness, cosmic consciousness, transcendent consciousness.
Emotional symptoms: overwhelming anxiety (which is really energy simply wanting to move), depression (which is often unconscious resistance to the energy, or fear of this energy or confusion about this energy-remember this energy is Divine, but the ego often interprets it as a form of outside victimization), you may feel as if repressed emotions are releasing out of your chakra centers. This may come with tears, or laughter, or anger…often if you allow these emotions to move and release you will feel lighter and more spacious inside.
Neurological disorders (seizure like symptoms, temporarily losing ability to walk, talk, or uncontrollable hand movements/kriyas, spine arching or moving like a snake, loss of memory, dyslexia, intense pain in back, neck, head or spine. Ringing in the ear. Headaches, migraines.
Mental Disorders: (brain fog, trouble thinking, racing thoughts, uncontrollable thoughts, emotional disorders (uncontrollable anger, sadness or rage, irritability, agitation, bipolar tendencies, mental illness, intense confusion in the mind, psychotic or psychic experiences (don’t get lost in these or become attached to these).
As always be wise see a doctor to see if this is a physical or mental health disorder first, before self diagnosis and creating more pain for oneself.
Meet with a team: a competent teacher, healer, therapist, chiropractor, physician, and body worker. Do light gentle yoga, engage in healing on all levels of being, mental, emotional, physical, family of origin, inner child, shadow work, and spiritual integration. Remember every aspect of life is connected. Kundalini will not solve all of your problems, but rather will bring an awareness to you of where your energy is blocked and where you need to do your work. It may heal many things within you, but with many more aspects of your humanity will it ask you to come forward and actively join in the healing process.
Feel free to contact me at craigholliday.com to schedule a session for individualized support. Also view the forum page where I post responses to student questions.
These Nondual teachings are similar to those offer by Adyashanti, Sri Aurobindo, Matt Kahn, Eckhart Tolle, the Power of Now, Byron Katie, Teal Swan, Deepak Chopra, Jeff Foster, Bentinho Massaro, Eli Jaxon Bear, Matt Kahn, Rupert Spira, Gangaji, Michael Beckwith, Ester Hicks, Jack Kornfield, Joseph Goldstein, or other similar teachers found on Buddha at the Gas pump.www.craigholliday.com/
Wow. When you said you wouldn't wish this on your worst enemies but you also don't want it to go away ever. That is so profound and such a perfect way to describe this experience. It is so intense and so challenging yet the most beautiful thing you can ever experience and wouldn't trade it for the world.
I felt like that at one time but things have changed a lot since then. Got over myself maybe idk but life is distinctly incredible now and it was only me making the awakening bad in any way
@@macintoshimann9892 yeah things were really hard but are getting so magical and beautiful, I'm in awe
@@rebeccazep2497 quite glad to hear it friend! ✌️ ☮️
@@macintoshimann9892 I'm really happy for you too, we are blessed ❤️
I prayed to God that I would never betray the infinite love I felt for my ex-girlfriend, tears came down from my eyes, as it was in the half light no one noticed, at the same moment I felt something explode in a violent force on the genitals as a volcano and rose to my heart and I felt a burst of light opening in my chest, when I left the nightclub I felt something strange and special screaming inside of me that I had won, I got my car and went home to sleep with the feeling that something extraordinary had occurred, coming home,
as I lay down in bed as I prayed, I felt an energy being sucked from the base of the spine in a force and pressure from another world, a heat as if it were burning my genitals and as I prayed I felt something rising up the column with a deafening noise, something wonderful and frightening, but I surrendered myself to God at that moment, and I felt the energy arrive at the base of the nape of the neck and I felt an incredible lightness in the body, I fell asleep immediately, the next day I woke up with an infinite joy, it seemed that everything was good, joy that seemed to explode at any moment and an infinite love for the people, I walked and it seemed that I had no body weight, I felt like an inflatable balloon to take flight, that same day I went with my brother to get my father in his work I already was 25 years old, on the back we were listening to a gentle instrumental music in the car, when suddenly I looked out the window to some horses loose on the ground near the road, I feel a love infinite by them and suddenly I was the horses and they were me, and I saw that I was everything at that moment, that was a Monday, I continued to feel a love radiating from my chest spontaneously for everyone and everything, when I went to take bath, I took a cold bath, the instant the water fell on me, I felt the chakras the water falling on them, I could feel all the chakras, I had no thoughts and a sense of unity,
I felt the same in my genitals. It is more powerful and pleasure than sex. So only sadhus leave all behind for this pleasure and peace
the spiritual path will make you humble. lovely
Fax.... I always been humbled but I've been to myself now I'm humbled and I'm opened being spiritual is I everlasting learning path and it's incredible
Been going through this for over a year now...you're right it's nightmarish and forces u to surrender but after every nightmarish experience comes some revelation and knowledge.
As the saying goes "the deeper the pain the deeper the revelation"
demons are liars
So true! 💯 percent. After the storm, I feel so empowered and grateful for everything. I feel so connected to my source. But during the experiences, it can feel like I’m breaking apart wide open in a really raw and painful way.
I’ve met so many people who are shocked that my kundalini hasn’t awakened because they all act like that’s normal. My instinct has said to me...their kundalini isn’t awakened. They are experiencing Prana. Kundalini is something.....something far more powerful than anyone understands. I have no wish for kundalini to awaken within me. But it’s funny how many spiritual people talk kundalini so lightly. Thank you for the confirmation.
It's not something you choose. It's on your life plan.
Correct. Most experience prana or kriya flowing into energy centers and need to be condition to remove impure winds and a painful process. Not kundalini awakening, just preparation stage. Must removed delusion of self.
@@titanworld1401 exactly what I’m experiencing and it’s not easy and it’s not fun either. More information about it?
@@olas591 facing this along with some pain at forehead which is not very extreme but not very mellow either, otherwise if i take my focus at any part of the body I can feel it vibrating with energy. If you have gathered more info please share. Thanks
@@akshitvaid53 I found out finally kundalini is the negative path, lot of energy but negative that’s why you feel so awful with a lot physically and mental problems. I hate it but it is so powerful!
Its the most humbling experience. When it first happened fully it made me walk sideways people thought I was drunk because the energy makes you feel dizzy and the world tilts. And honestly I've been feeling almost bipolar and its making me face my shadow more. I'm standing up for myself more but it makes me feel depressed. It feels like war. A war inside me and around me. And now and then I will feel joy and peace knowing I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be. It feels like it could create and destroy whole worlds with this energy.
You too? My whole head twisted around... actually fit the definition of a movement disorder. Which did start after a car accident but ended in conjunction with the awakening. It’s like my wreck pushed so much energy through my spine it caused a glitched awakening sequence that I wasn’t ready for. All the painful movement disorder feelings are turning into divine light. Life’s freaking weird I actually never believed in any of this stuff 😅
I totally relate to this! Feeling so much more of life in a shorter time
His experience and assessment is correct. Divinity is not a easy goal to reach. Need lots of suffering, hard-work and right understanding. That is reason why Buddhism focuses on condition mind mediation thru right body, speech, thoughts and core devotion to remove delusions of ego, jealousy, desire, greed, ignorance and anger / hatred as first step to divinity.
Thank you so much for these videos. Its helped me understand to await the gift rather than to seek it like a research project.
Thank you Craig for your correct, and honest description of the Kundalini awakening, and this HUGE energy, at times when my Kundalini is screaming chants out my mouth, while my body is doing massive aerobic exercise, kriya body positions I did not know where possible, I get a glimpse of how huge this energy is! Allowing is the word that came to me when it all awoke within me, now my life is about allowing Kundalini to flow, It does not matter what you have experienced in life, it is all smallness compared to Kundalini, I LOVE my Kundalini so so much :)
It is nice to have a community that understands this. It really is something you can’t explain to someone who hasn’t experienced it. You are so right about unless you surrender it will scare you. But just remember you are being made a new person, so you can embody the vibrations and frequency’s of your ascension. Trying to stop it would be like stopping labor pains. You can’t. Just like labor is hard but we get through it, and afterwords we realize how beautiful it is. So is this.
I love how you explain it so well. Most of those things I feel myself too, still trying to get used to the energy within my body because when my Kundalini awakened I also became hypochondriac because I thought there was something wrong with me.
Super needed this. Most therapeutic models don't touch this deep issue. So good to see my experience reflected to a large degree in your share. Thank you.
Hi Craig, thank you immensely for your teachings they are helping me a lot. I have awakened this energy within by having a dark night of the soul moment. Having been curled up in a foetal position asking god "what is the meaning of my existence on this planet, why so much pain?. My ego shattered and I started seeing where all my wrong doings were and how i could correct them to avoid further pain. I discovered meditation. After asking the creator that I was over my old self, meditating, being the watcher of my thoughts and emotions, meditating some more and over and over I suddenly felt this tingling sensation at the base of my spine. It has since become more intense and i feel the energy raising up my spine especially at night time while i "try" to sleep. I have totally surrendered to it, "Not my will but thy will be done onto me" as scripture says. I have since learned to just surrender and let go to this energy. I can't thank you enough for your videos which are helping me through this lonely ride. Many blessings from Down Under.
Such an authentic account of the Kundalini process. I recall watching this years ago in the myst of the most terrifying and disturbing period of my life thus far. So relatable, thank you Craig.
Thank you so much Craig! Your videos are incredibly helpful, especially those in which you talk about Kundalini and energy in general. This is all very confusing to me, and it helps to know that my symptoms are actually MUCH milder than they could be and that, in the end, this seemingly unsolvable chaos can come to a peaceful end! Particularly because it is so hard to find any reliable sources about this. Thanks a lot!
“Seemingly unsolvable chaos.”
What a PERFECT articulation.
I feel that I am experiencing this. I had a spiritual awakening a few years ago, and since then I have had experiences of back pain (especially in the lower back) and crazy and difficult mental and emotional experiences. Lots of depression, anger, and real mental craziness. Lately I've been doing Zazen (just sitting) and listening to Craig's talks about opening up to and allowing painful emotions, and I find that it has been helping me be with the discomfort.
You have explained this spot on and I’m grateful to hear your experience. Thank you.
Thank you for sharing. Right now there are many experiencing this phenomena but are too afraid to talk about it openly. Unfortunately many people don't get the support needed from friends and family while going through these spiritual experiences. Your videos definitely help.
Leila, I just received an email from someone named Leila, through my website, but when I replied, it said the email address was incorrect. If you want to talk or set up a Skype session, please email me at craigholliday@gmail.com Please send me your timezone and Skype name and review the details of meeting with me at: www.craigholliday.com If I have the wrong Leila, forgive me for the confusion and may peace be with you. -craig
Thank you for this beautiful conscious explanation about Kundalini. We honor you.
I am incredibly grateful for your channel!! I had no idea what I have been experiencing these last two years! You are explaining me!! Thank you so much!!
So glad I could be helpful
thank god i was in the privacy of my darkly lit bedroom during my most acute & spontaneous kundalini awakening...... lol
How was it? I was sleeping thank god too.
Thanks for sharing. I've started my journey recently and things have already gotten crazy. Your experience has definitely given me another way to try and deal with/accept what going on
Wow that was beautifully explained! I have felt like a victim to it for long periods because its been so intense and long - 9 years - but wouldn't want it taken away either until the work is done. The thought that it may not have happened is the scareist thought of all, but i've wanted to go home continously too as its just so overwhelming and rips your life to shreds. Siuch a strange paradox and dilemma. "It shows you who's boss and forces you into humilty and surrender". Wonderfuily put. Spot on. Namaste.
Loved this! So true. It will force you to surrender. It's amazing how its so terrifying, that there is no fighting it, but at the same time you truly experience the ultimate power of God. We get to glimpse the Divine. Most incredible life changing experience
Thank you so much for uploading these informational videos. You explain well the awakening.
Thank you so much!
You are the first one who has explained it well.
fasting and praying helps more than anything else when once the spirit is awakened and anxiety begins to be disrupted in the soul
@MARJAN I hope some of these might help: 1. Just ask Kundalini to be a bit more gentle. 2. If you work with Reiki, Kundalini Reiki or other energies, you can direct them on working through whatever is the cause of your discomfort. I can share information on how to get the attunements to the abovementioned energies. As for me, I got the attunements prior to the symptoms of Kundalini and had worked with them for some time already, cleaning and opening chakras (this takes quite some time and still have lots of work to do). But the point is that Kundalini symptoms seem to be quite bearable. 3. Cleansing ceremonies, like Ayahuasca ceremony, may help to work through some emotional traumas and give a glimpse of Unimaginable, so that whatever happens further on your path is a bit more easily acceptable to your psyche. 4. And, of course - do not resist. It's like with psychedelics, the more you resist, the worse it goes, but once you accept whatever is happening to you, relax and observe - THEN you get huge benefits from the process and it's much more pleasant, of course.
@MARJAN diet is very important; fast as often as you can and eat only very natural, organic, raw foods....pray continually until you have reached spiritual integration: where the energy of the fleshly body matches the supernatural energy of the inner regenerated spirit through faith
@MARJAN yes; that is totally normal and expected
@@laracrespo5786 Not at all....it depends on how you fast....gentle weaning fasting....where you skip a meal here and there and pray instead....i wouldnt recommend hardcore 40 days fasting right away; but if you do a little at a time you can wean yourself from food addictions and many other addictions....dont be rigid.....be gentle with yourself and take your time....if you are really not able to do it or are not ready or are not feeling it, then dont,,...but if you have times when you dont really feel like eating much go ahead and skip a meal and pray instead; it will change your whole world
Thank you so much for sharing this video and experiences. It’s very validating and comforting to know I’m not alone in this healing process. I do feel blessed for this journey and at the same time it can feel scary. But I feel emptier in a more blissful and peaceful way. Purifying all the angst and trauma that had been stored in my body and subconscious.
thank you for sharing
Whatching this video made me moving my head from right to left for 5 minutes! Crazy!! 🙏
Pain in the top of my head
Thank you so much! I resonate with your story and feel so calm now!🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
humility + surrender, truer than you can imagine
Really enjoyed your delivery and content of Kundalini. What you share is so true. I have been on this journey for 10 years. The physical experiences have been the most intense with the kriyas and then when emotion is involved more powerful. Truly a lesson of surrendering. There have been times I thought I needed to call 911 but I didn't. You mention creativity. Facing some big challenges this past year and starting my art again has resulted in a beautiful healing experience.
Consider joking our kundalini support group on fridays. There are other who have been through all this.
@@craigholliday what time (EST) is the group?
This is powerful to me, This made me see and feel my awakening in a whole different energy
So glad to hear, thanks for sharing
Thank you ❤ Love and Light
Thank you so much for sharing your Kundalini experience and journey 💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚 Yessssssssss......the more I hear the more I feel supported because it can be quite alienating. To be able to share in the polarities of the experience (even if only online lol) makes the journey SOOOO much more blissful even during the times discomfort. LOVE love love and thank you 💜💜💜💜💜
read my story about kundalini below, maybe you can enjoy something from it.
Fair play, the most eloquent description I've come across yet .
Padhraic Moneley thanks for the kind words.
@@craigholliday You're welcome.. sounds like tough going but very glad you found a way through to the good stuff. Much respect!
I know this video is a bit old but I just found it due to my spiritual awaking over the summer, I have been reading and watching and listening to everything I can to learn how I can do as much good with this as possible and to not go down a wrong path and do a disservice to this gift, so I hope you still check in and see this thank you msg.
Thank you for sharing.
It started for me after I sat with Ayahuasca in September of 2022.
I then wound up in a mental institution because the energy felt so intense and terrifying.
I thought I want to die.
I’m learning to ride the waves and integrate the energy.
It really is a gift, and I’m grateful to see it and have people like you mirror that.
Because without that awareness or insight I’m sure I would have offed myself or be addicted to heroin to try to numb the intensity.
Your descriptions are the most accurate I've found. I've been suffering an ever increasing orgasmic bliss & pressure since 2010 or so. At times it's acute in energy center, or part of my body, & at other times it's exploding in every cell. Sometimes I get lower back spasms which become blissful, & other times this intense unending pleasure makes it hard to function. The hardest part though, is that the bliss often seems to spill out into other people. I mean that others experience the bliss as a field effect I guess. I also find myself experiencing tactile awareness of others & the environment like they're a part of my body. It's really been stressful most of the time, but I am trying to be open & relaxed:)
When these overwhelming experiences occur, can you notice that you are OK? That there is a part of you which is quiet, free and ok? Can you find a space of awareness within you, which is simply that--the space of awareness, the space in which all phenomena arises. Do not be afraid of any feelings, they are simply that: feelings. This awakening is meant to upgrade your mind from being a normal human egoic mind, to a Divine inclusive mind, where oneness is normal. At first this experience is disorienting, to say the least, but in the end, oneness simply becomes a quiet and simple way of being. Peace be with you, my friend, -craig
Tanx man!!! Much appreciated! Much ❤️ love
I feel this is truth. Thank you.
You’re amazing🙏🏻 thank you
Thank you so much
So glad I found your channel!!!
I have a much better idea of what is going on now, thanks to your video.
🙏
So happy to hear this - thank you Brett Linehan for bringing Connor Lepp to light. This is my experience for about 5 + years. Everything got way exasperated when I started working with Yogananda's Kriya Yoga. So many beautiful, blissful experiences with horrifying body burning and vibrating, immense anxiety, not sleeping, panic and dread attacks and tons of nervous sytem stuff - even though I'd spent YEARS sitting into fear to free it, releasing, and all this other stuff. THANK GOD i finally understand what I've been seeing and realizing but didn't have anything to go by. I'd started bringing the energy down through the body from head to feet and that helped for a while but then all hell broke loose. I'm gentle with myself and do almost no thing. Have come to a place where I am accepting this body and being as it is. Not easy but, this is a purification experience and at least I have discovered that I can hang in there longer. We need the body to be here as long as possible to clear out the VASANAS (the subconscious and often karmic junk that is trying to leave). From head to feet - the constant burning, purifying... I do my best to see it as healing energy - but it's NOT EASY. I hope one day, I burn through this and will serve humanity in a deeper service than I've been able to. There's nothing I can do to stop it, just going with it as best I can. I might have to contact you at some point when it gets so bad there's less of will to go another moment longer in life.
How are u doing now?
Its a demon. Seek deliverance and turn to Jesus Christ. It’s Satan’s counterfeit of the Holy Spirit. It’s the spirit of divination/python.
I had to giggle when you said you wouldn’t wish this on your worst enemy, because I’m realizing I no longer have “enemies”. And I’m sure you don’t either. Two years into this process and yes, much of it has been hellish and painful. But I have a very effective process to connect and communicate with my body, higher self, and energy system. And had great teachers along the way. All helping me move through the experience.
Very helpful, budy
Thank you!!!
the last thing you want to do is to go to a doctor
it is so true
Julia Rodriguez this is the wrong thing to say. you can find the kundalini trough special cameras. look up eeg cameras. its a weird thing but has no power to give only to take untill you are brought to total death. it is an intelligent design sure. it makes you wonder what really is in a human
my point is. we need to form a community to discover the root of this. share the information for the future. let it become establish to the scientific community as Kundalini Syndrome. no more secrecy. you are nothing special or otherworldly as the next one. even a pygmy can have the same conscious toughts. we need to stop hiding and discover the root of this and more
@@sprig3432 we have discovered it already. Kundalini practices have existed before most modern day religions. It doesn't have to be approved by scientists that make money to prescribe, prescribe, prescribe
I guess this would be hard if you hold down a job. Lol.
Kundalini energy is a very specific evolutionary energy which has its root at the base of the spine.
Grace are energies which descend into the aspirant from above. Grace is often experienced as the Divine coming into your form.
Energetic Awakenings are when an aspect of your True Nature becomes aware of Itself.
Prana is simply the energy of aliveness within oneself.
Chakra centers are energy centers along the spine there are 7 main centers, but hundreds of smaller centers within oneself.
Craig works very specifically with each of these specific energies and considers them all quite, unique and each has its own purpose and Intelligence. Although most individuals simply refer to all energy as kundalini or grace, yet this generic understanding does not do justice to the wide array of Divine energies and realms available to oneself. For decades Craig apprenticed with a master teacher learning and integrating these energies and has since worked with thousands of students who experience subtle to dramatic energetic awakening. One of his gifts is his individual work in these realms.
Please read, the basic instructions for working with Kundalini energy section first. If you are experiencing a spontaneous energetic awakening it is best to have a teacher who can help guide you through these very specific realms. While Craig does respond to many emails he receives, he is not able to answer all the questions and give them the time and attention each question deserves. If you feel drawn to working with Craig as a teacher set up a Skype session and discuss this with him. craigholliday.com
Kundalini awakening appear as disturbing when you see it from the point of a jnani. A bakhta has not such problem.
Namaste Craig. How long did the acid rain head/ear ringing last in your case?
Thanks For Your Service!!!🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
Thank you!
Bless you 💕
Very eloquent ❤
Spontaneously BLISS. I am ✌️❤️
Thank you 💜
Wow!!! Respect
Great video ....once it rise do it stay up ....20 years ago my head bang
I think I had mine accidentally last year. I had this lower back pain for awhile. One day I was sitting on the couch folding clothes, and I felt weird.....I started freaking out and I got up to walk to my bed to lay down. As soon as I got up, I lose control of my body and I felt this huge surge of energy, my body was just shaking intensely and my hands were stuck in a this weird position and I remember thinking to myself “get up, get up” but I couldn’t gain control of my body anymore and then all of a sudden, it’s like I was trying to exit my body. I can’t describe it but it’s like my consciousness left...and then as quick as it started, it was over. And it’s been a rollercoaster ride ever since.
You describe it well.
Nice talk, your experience of the Kundalini reflects what is going on with me...No Acid rain yet...Very helpful, thanks Craig
Not everyone experiences kundalini awakening exactly the same, so maybe the experience of intensity in the head, will not be so bad with you :)
@@craigholliday So grateful for a reply many thanks, about the Acid rain, its not an experience that i was hoping would come or expecting too come, like you say this experience will have its own way in time ......Keep up the good work Craig, you channel is a good source for information about awakening.....
So true!
Your my new guru, I’ve been searching for 20 yrs I know now my path is so strong I feel it so many signs now I know your expression is true reality I’m so close vibrating body and now head, waking at night to 11:11 then wake again at 2:22 then again at 3:33 then at 4:44 all in one night my light coming on when speaking to spirit I ask them to turn it off because I’m meditating and then it goes off so many but you I feel comes across for a reason I know I’m being lead since I first turned.
Fascia and connective tissue stretching/strengthening which is the first pillar of 'the 8 Brocades,' 'Yi Jin Jing' and other neigong/qigong exercises make the electrical network of the body denser/more elastic which lessens the chances of "burn out" with Kundalini or help if a sufferer already has it to in their moments of clarity, if practiced, to lessen the duration of it by first repairing then further "strengthening" the electrical body network.
finally speaking like know something. like im one to speak either. but i see when people acting out on me that which i don't want to see yet i know why
I'm blown away thank u.the headaches.can u pls guide me more on how to love this painful experience cause I want to.god bless u sir
OMG. I can’t believe I found you. I’ve been looking for help and answers for this since I realized what was happening. Many years of spiritual study and training, but I believe now that mine was triggered by Covid. I was nearly paralyzed and bedridden for almost 3 years with unbelievable neurological pain, burning & wild sensations throughout my body. Everyone said nothing could be done but miraculously the doctor of a loved friend, tried a drug that calmed the intense burning neuropathy enough so I could start to physically recover. There is much that I am left with, Bliss, yes, but wild emotion & near constant weeping. I am still struggling to cope. I will join your group.🙏🏻
It’s a demon. Seek deliverance and turn to Jesus Christ. It is Satan’s counterfeit of the Holy Spirit. It’s the spirit of divination/python.
These videos give me the confidence to practice self care and just life a life as a hermit which if I’m honest, it’s all I want to do anyway. I’m attending coda meetings and speaking my truth, intense work with my trauma therapist every day, and my wonderful kundalini guide. Apart from thar I go for massages and do dance, yoga, swimming and kayaking. It’s crazy on a daily basis all those Kriyas and processing but what else would I be doing if not KA? Life a life in confusion and denial? No thanks.
Spot on. I’m going hermit too. Who is your kundalini guide by the way?
I just realized that hope and shame is interwoven in my life because my parents have been my financial supporters so far and yes I am 53 haha and that very thing contains the shame and the hope and suspended state of mind. For 53 years I have lived with this dull basso continuo of uneasy underlying pain and this inability to really relax. (My mother was the one with that guilt pushing energy not my father. I'm a woman my name is Nicki. Kenny is my former dog.) I know now the entire context of this it took me my entire life to find out and systematically I worked myself towards this final day where I told my family that I don't want any of their money and inheritance anymore and I need to leave them for my own personal protection and sanity. (If parents are unconditionally loving and give money from the heart it is a different story all together and that happens extremely rarely that parents are free from pain, shame and pride.) My parents have much pain and everything is unconscious thus they put shame on me. When I freed myself from that guilt tripping burden that entire load which I have been depicting as heavy suit cases has all fallen off. I had this cartoon in my head of me standing there with open arms and my family loads me up with their suit cases then I stand there with the suit cases on my arms and shoulders and then they demand from me "Now fly" and as I try to fly to their command all that my body is able to manage next is to fall over forward right on my face with the sound "ufff". I have been wanting to paint that with acrylic on Styrofoam but it's not necessary anymore. I have let go of their suit cases. I still can't fly but at least I can walk on my own in freedom.
Thanks
Good thing I already had let go of everything before kundalini. I experienced the positives like bliss, love, joy, happiness ect. I did experience ringing in the ear for 5 minutes and clear whitish flashes when I closed my eyes. Negatives I experienced was jerking of the body, body overheating, pressure in my 3rd eye and ect. But nothing too serious
Now I’m in 5D feeling like I’m in a dream it’s like I can leave my body
5d means throat chakra as it’s the 5th chakra
Hi Craig, it's really wonderful to hear someone speak about kundalini from their own direct experience, and clarify the experience in contrast to other energetic movements in the body through yoga for example. For the past six and half years of mostly torture as well as incredible bliss st times, and having this energy literally tear through my life like a tornado. Listening to you gives me reassurance that I'm not alone with it, that someone else understands it and knows it directly. Even though it eats me up 24 hours a day, without let up, with a persistence that makes me question how much more I can take, paradoxically I wouldn't have it taken away. I have a question in regards to bodywork, could you make a suggestion as to what type of bodywork might be helpful, as I struggle mostly with the head pressures which feel like blocks, and can take quite sometime to release and get very intense. Is there anything that might be helpful, I already do vipassana, but I'm keen on any suggestions you might have. Thanks you very much :)
Kris, I encourage you to speak with a teacher and get some one on one advice as to why the energy is blocked and how to work with it. If you feel moved to work with me, there is information on my website about that. Kundalini is a very powerful, disorienting and confusing process; although some good instruction from a teacher can radically reorient how we work with this process. That being said, I would suggest cranial sacral work if the energy is in your head. But anything you can do to deeply relax your nervous system will most likely be helpful. And yes sometimes it is just painful as the process opens new channels within you. Your job is to relax, surrender and open. Also, in addition to doing vipassana, I encourage you to work with a heart based meditation practice and to visualize the energy pouring out of the top of your head, gently guide it through the crown and up and out of you.
In addition, I encourage you to deeply investigate your experience, I found that what I first thought of as pain and pressure in my head, was actually a brilliant light....it took me about 6 months of suffering with it to discover this....things are not always what they seem, especially if we look at our life through the lens of ego.
The piece about seeing the sensations as pure energy, another face of the divine, has been extremely helpful in my not resisting what happens. What I have been struggling with more than the physical sensations is the immediate reaction from my ego or self or even my body of pure panic. It has also been shocking to experience the depth of darkness and terror that is in my psyche. So very humbling. I don't in any way feel like others have suggested, that Satan is present as some force outside of me. It is completely my own darkness and unconsciousness being illuminated as the energy moves. Thank you for this.
The Kundalini spirit is a counterfeit of the real Holy Spirit and it's there to deceive people from God, even Christians. There's been many Gurus, New age leaders, and new age people in general, Hindus, the lot, are all coming to Jesus Christ, and they've been delivered. For your own good I truly suggest searching up the testimonies of people coming from Kundalini into Jesus Christ.
I agree totally.
Real history of spiritual enlightenment and kundalini.
Here is a summary of what I went through to the direct experience of lighting, in 1991 (I was 19 years old) I had a car accident, in which I hit my head, but specifically the forehead on the steering wheel, it was almost 6 years of headache about sleeping until I actually slept 1 hour a night in the first 4 years, the fact is that this led me to a mental concentration beyond the human to endure the pain ,,,,,,, also entered a phase of deep reflection about the attachment to matter, since the car was my mother's and she suffered because I had hit her car, I just thought it was just matter and nothing else, I did all the medical exams of the time, several specialists, if I discovered nothing unusual, I also began to feel a kind of enormous pressure on the genitals and a muscle spasm of the shore about 15 centimeters below the nape of the neck and I began to feel as if my body were entering a violent pressure inside , I sometimes felt the pressure so strong on the genitals that I masturbated to relieve the pressure, I also began to feel as if I were sinking on the planet, I also began to feel like I was disconnected from the world, a horrifying sensation, it seemed like it was a walking stone, I felt nothing for anyone, it seemed that my heart had completely dried up, I felt no love for anything and no person, I began to think of macabre thoughts, but it was as if a part of me was there watching everything that was happening in the my inner, in my mind, it seemed that I was fighting in my own mind with an army of millions, every day and I felt myself clearing my own mind all the time, I began to study spiritual books, spiritists, yoga, ramatis, and apply the teachings of Jesus, ramatis and everything I felt was good for me, I started attending a spiritist center and participating in works of charity, in that same period I met a the girl that made my heart move, but at the same time I felt that one day she would leave me, I began to feel love for her, something that amazed me because until the moment I did not feel anything for anyone or anything, I felt like a walking robot, and after a year of dating she left me, she was already 16 years old and I was 24 years old, the fact is that we did not transavamos and I treated her like a goddess, even the way to touch her. talk to her, but we did not move, in time she and I began to exchange caresses but accentuated, more ardentes with horny in the popular, but I felt that of my chest leave love growing for her and also felt the love coming out of his breast, it was as if I absolved his magnetism, his energy, at the same time I did charity work at the spiritist center as I distributed soup to the needy, I applied the gospel to myself, I became a vegetarian and I began to watch over my words, and my thought continued in the interior dialogue, it was as if I were clarifying another being within myself, which became more and more meek, docile, I tried to get rid of the pain that consumed my head, in a state of silent despair, then I was very sensitive, and I was very nervous, I could not have sex with her, I just failed, I did not have an erection (because my body was being transformed inside, I felt energies moving inside my body and as if I was going through a kind of rejuvenation and biological evolution, I felt the internal organs being redone), we made other attempts, but even with erection I was very nervous and had premature ejaculation, I was capturing energies until of the environments she ended up leaving me, and after 3 days walking and acting like I was a zombie I heard in my ear in my bed before laying a voice saying to FORGIVE HER,
Symptoms: As always be wise see a doctor to see if your symptoms are related to a physical or mental health disorder first, before self diagnosis and creating more pain for oneself.
Symptoms: overwhelmed by energy, intense energy in the spine, pressure in back or chakra centers, massive pressure in head, heart belly. Feeling incredible bliss, happiness or joy, benevolent experiences, heavenly feelings or experiences, disorientation in the sense of self or identity, feeling as if the ground is falling out from under you, feelings of expansiveness, cosmic consciousness, transcendent consciousness.
Emotional symptoms: overwhelming anxiety (which is really energy simply wanting to move), depression (which is often unconscious resistance to the energy, or fear of this energy or confusion about this energy-remember this energy is Divine, but the ego often interprets it as a form of outside victimization), you may feel as if repressed emotions are releasing out of your chakra centers. This may come with tears, or laughter, or anger…often if you allow these emotions to move and release you will feel lighter and more spacious inside.
Neurological disorders (seizure like symptoms, temporarily losing ability to walk, talk, or uncontrollable hand movements/kriyas, spine arching or moving like a snake, loss of memory, dyslexia, intense pain in back, neck, head or spine. Ringing in the ear. Headaches, migraines.
Mental Disorders: (brain fog, trouble thinking, racing thoughts, uncontrollable thoughts, emotional disorders (uncontrollable anger, sadness or rage, irritability, agitation, bipolar tendencies, mental illness, intense confusion in the mind, psychotic or psychic experiences (don’t get lost in these or become attached to these).
As always be wise see a doctor to see if this is a physical or mental health disorder first, before self diagnosis and creating more pain for oneself.
Meet with a team: a competent teacher, healer, therapist, chiropractor, physician, and body worker. Do light gentle yoga, engage in healing on all levels of being, mental, emotional, physical, family of origin, inner child, shadow work, and spiritual integration. Remember every aspect of life is connected. Kundalini will not solve all of your problems, but rather will bring an awareness to you of where your energy is blocked and where you need to do your work. It may heal many things within you, but with many more aspects of your humanity will it ask you to come forward and actively join in the healing process.
Feel free to contact me at craigholliday.com to schedule a session for individualized support. Also view the forum page where I post responses to student questions.
Why would you ever go to an doctor with a kundalini awakening he wont' even know what it is to help you so you need count on your own and all you will ever know .....
You meant to say "as always it would be Unwise to let a doctor see you while in the Kundalini Process" They do not believe in these things they are linear minded so they will do more harm than good.
20 years research - free secrets of kundalini training - on my channel - czcams.com/video/hljkMPp_Gf4/video.html
Grounding is all that is needed - if you read the link I give on that youtube link - in the description - it gives the training secrets. Just stand like horse stance with thigh muscles sore and legs shaking 7 to 9 beats per second and that brings your energy down to the small intestines where it is safely stored as the "2nd brain" - that gets rid of any kundalini symptoms.
craig holliday pretty sure this is useless if you think about it. there is nothing to learn as you where never broken at the start. this sounds to me like its a program disguising itself as a necessity. maybe your energy is blocked for a reason. its a pain in the ass regardless. i have to have perfect toughts and perfect condition all the time everyday just to not feel like I am repressing something. it is so overwheleming for anything I do in life. i sometimes cut my back with a knife to make the hell stop
Understand, mine has stopped through my Heart, never have done yoga
There were clearly many egoic layers left to open when this happened. Ideally the non dual realization is there before any big energetics take place to make the process of surrender much more intuitive as the go-to place by default. If this needs to be discovered half way through it sounds like a real challenge!
I had the crazy back pain til I couldn’t carry my head any longer and developed a full blown movement disorder. Then kundalini energy woke up to eradicate the movement disorder life’s nuts 😅
Yes Craig so true my systoms are I can’t stop laughing sometimes it’s embarrassing also I feel super light and I can’t feel much it’s like blissful I can’t describe it I love it so much but sometimes I gotta take it easy before I can’t even work u no lol
i am having a full kundalini awaking x my back is tearing apart x its been going on for years but is so intensve now x i think we will rapture... we are salvation if you get me...
Crazy how closely his voice resembles Adyashanti's
at the same moment I prayed with all my heart for her and for all humanity, thick tears streamed down my face and my heart exploded like an atomic bomb, I felt a great deal of energy moving from the genic chakra to the heart, I also felt how layers were breaking inside my heart and I felt a presence inside the target's target alive inside me, at the same moment I felt that two beings appeared in my room with a feeling of infinite love for me, one of them touched my forehead and felt an energy flooding me and I fell asleep immediately after years without practically sleeping, it was my first night of sleep about 8 hours after years, I flew to a diaphanous place and there I talked with a female entity that I felt was illuminated and told me that she would return, when I woke up the other day something inside me had changed, I felt love for the people and I set a deadline of 10 days for her to come back, which But the relationship was no longer the same, I felt that soon she would leave me for good, one day kissing I had something terrifying, I felt she had destroyed me in a past life and I felt a deep hatred for her, but she passed in a matter of seconds and I had the intuition that I should love her deeply and that's what I did, my love for her only grew, but at the same time I grew up for people, people I did not even know, animals and even rocks, my prayers I began to feel tears coming down and an ever greater love for people, animals, I felt the energy coming out of my chest, another thing that began to happen was that I began to concentrate on the forehead, more and more when I prayed, because I had read in some spiritual book that the light annihilated the psychic bacs of the mind and that they came from past lifetimes ill-lived and that it was necessary to burn them through the light, I began to pray concentrating on the forehead and felt a energy in the forehead at a point between the eyebrows as if it were a coal buried in my forehead, the funny thing is that the pain did not diminish, it did increase, but I grew stronger inside, I began to feel a walking fortress, already I did not complain inwardly of the enormous pain I felt in my head, in fact I began to thank, it was as if I was rescuing something, at that time I was already studying everything that appeared ahead in terms of spiritual books, spiritist, yoga, etc., in a thirst for knowledge but I felt that I was studying a lot that was very superficial, I had not read anything about kundalini and how its mechanism worked and how it worked in relation to sex with love, in my courtship we continued the sarres and tried to fuck, but I could not and she was also nervous, but I touched her more and more with veneration and she confessed that she felt so much love for me that she was afraid, she confessed that dep ois we came back when I kissed her she felt her heart burn in flames, as something had opened, at the same time I knew she also activated her heart chakra, we continued a time of dating, but I continued to feel that the dating would not and that I should prepare myself for the moment of the rupture, and that's what I did, I was living in a way that felt love leave my chest for everyone and for everything, I felt the energy even in the spiritist center that frequented the my hands came out a very strong energy that I felt was used for healing, I also began to capture the thoughts of people, both incarnated and disincarnated, it was as if I knew in essence what people were thinking and feeling, my head began to weigh as if weighed 1 ton,
Hi Craig, im enjoying your videos!
I'd been on the spiritual path with several teachers since i was 23 and by 34 after a divorce and recovery from a serious illness that just went on and on... i was feeling this intense unconsolable terror of annihilation where i was even afraid to close my eyes, just this unrelenting energy of death.. i had aome really weird moments where i lost it completely and was writhing around on my bed not even knowing where i was.. scary, no one had answers... finally, finally i couldn't hold on anymore and something unraveled in my head.. i had visions related to what was stuck in life, then a wonderful realization of self nature and non duality.. after that i had no fear of death at all. it was like the world was new and not outside of me. This was 14 years ago now.
Michael, that is a beautiful experience. Often times the kundalini unravels in the midst of a painful life experience. When the ego is met with tremendous pain, sometimes it simply gives up its repressive power and simply lets go. In these moments, something profound within can begin to unravel within us. Our work is to continue to surrender to this inner Intelligence and bring our life into alignment with this awakened consciousness. Thank you for your beautiful sharing. Peace be with you my friend
michael mcclure this is exactly what I'm going through now please help me with telling me what you did
I'm a Brazilian man and I'm using google translator.
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Thank you so much for sharing this amazing information,
I have been meditate for over year
But last two months I decided to concentrate on my root shakra more,
I beginig to notice a vibration right of the bottom of my spine each time I start to meditate or even if I'm seating in a comfortable position the vibration keep to move up slowly but it doesn't pin me yet tho,
Please I would like to ask you if that's the beginig of koundalin or is just my feeling
I would be so much greatfull to you please!
Well said bro the word bizzare in the thesaurus should have the word kundalini beside it
I don't know if it is related but I have been having violent intrusive thoughts aimed at my abusers. I think these thoughts are coming up to be cleansed and healed.
I'm going through this now for about a week all ready. It has something to do with your two nervous systems being dysregulated, unbalanced and overstimulated by releasing tension and trauma from within the body.
it is indeed an imbalance. this will pass eventually. and you will feel completely free.
I had the experience thought it was a attack and rejected my love shut my heart down right away
I experienced a Kundalini Awakening during a Sat Kriya when I was in my mid 30's. I felt something gently swirling upward along my spine and then out through my head. I literally heard a pop! It was a Spiritual natural moment. I was not trying to awaken the energy. It just happened. It felt like a release. I felt lighter. Thank you.
Lol I hear those pops allot in theta brainwave during meditation. Check out Drukama if you're interested, they have a curriculum around this. Be well!
Are the symptoms still there?
Yep, the snake movements. Thanks for your teachings. I have been going through this for months. It has calmed down, but my third eye has been vibrating and feeling like a magnet or a band radiating out from between my eyebrows for months now and i feel energy rise a bit here and there and i am so terrified that it will start again. Even on kundalini groups on social media, they have no clue. 99 % of the people on there had energetic movements but not a full awakening. I felt like my whole body was searing with white hot heat at first. Glass in my spine, the krias felt like they were jerking me so hard that they would break bones. Then getting so high from the feeling cascading down that i felt like i couldn't really tell anyone how i was feeling, mainly because my memory wouldn't work correctly and i felt lile what i was experiencing couldn't be put into words. Everything and nothing, life and death, scattering and connecting. Bliss and terror. Not the sorts of things that you can describe when you are out of your mind.
Have you ever heard horns sounds, loud booms, motorcycles sounds, ...or feeling like stuff is flyer off?
Starseed Awakened i had a spontaneous kundalini awakening few years ago, at that moment i thought i lost my mind i didnt even know what i experienced but to make the story short .. it started with hearing voices that talked to me and after i heard loud horns like i was standing in front of a ship and right after i heard like helicopter sounds above me and all kind of crazy sounds at the same time.. i cannot explain it
Craig you are saying the kundalini created intense pain and resistance - do you mean your ego s resistance created the tension ? Or is it kundalinins power ?
this feels important distinction . By the grace of God mine was smooth and gentle … at the start with peaks later on… I feel it’s integrating and living life as this life force … deeper and deeper . Lovely to have found your sharing thank you 🙏 the shadow side of awakening does need to be in the open more
Kundalini or chi makes all my body hair stand straight up and gives me goosebumps. Anyone else with these symptoms.
In a way. It happens to me, too. But not sure if it's it. As I usually get it only on one half of the body. But later on the other. Very randomly. I can feel it from my calfs to the top of my head.
Hi graig,
ive been wondering for quite some time now how it would be like to be fully 100% activated by kundalini. They say the stage of opening all chakra’s from root to crown is a process of a lifetime and even that is the first stage. There should be 2 more stages after this. What is your opinion on this? This thinking should be closely monitored though because it can feed the ego and before you know it, every new experience will enforce those egocentric beliefs.
I had my kundalini awakening 2 years ago and everything went very quick. I felt blissfull in every way. Kundalini is every day with me and i feel the pulsating waves of the snake pulsing in all my chakra’s. I also feel all my chakra’s spinning and sometimes when i go to bed i get the insane energy rushes ,and altough the pathways were getting clearer and clearer with fewer resistance.
the last time it shot straight up from the root to my brain in about 2 seconds. Ive never had it like that before. All energy stopped at the ajna and it was pulsating so hard that i thought my head was going to explode. Extreme scary but extreme blissfull and gratefull. Ive learned to just surrender because no growth happens from resisting.
I just have the feeling that i’m in my “last stages”? And the next step will be an open crown chakra.
Also there are periods were everything dies down for months at a time.
sometimes.
i then almost dont feel spiritual anymore if you can understand what i mean.. perhaps you can assist me in my next steps to take, and what do you feel about all this.
Also will there be “true enlightment” in this lifetime when we continue like this? Or will it just be the next stage.
Sorry for the ramble but i wanted to explain my mental statements as well as possible but im sure you understand where i am right now.
Thanks again. Great day
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I've had the full on burning energy in my head on & off for months. Does this mean all chakras are cleared & just my crown chakra to go? ... am I almost fully awakened?
I feel sorry for all of you that are scared while going thru this there shouldnt be no fear or youve bitten off more than you can handle this experience is ment for those who have completed life lessons but you all curious and don't know especially the ones who use drugs you all are missing with things that are very dangerous
Felt electricity in feet, legs, hands and arms. There was magnetisms between outlet and me. Near machine my back was atract. Felt me burning, my hair erizado. High sweat in my face. Think I was died. So started doing Nadi Shodana, SatNam breath, the energy can't up. But now I have more energy althouth no sleep good. Is like the energy atack oneself, if felt cold or warm, my body reacted. Someone told me, have to do Microcosmic Orbit exercise of Chi Kung. The solution for the high electricity was a copper bracelete in my right tobillo to dischar lot of electricity. Sorry my language is spanish