pov: being his past lover whom he can't remember _ 𝐈𝐦𝐛𝐢𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐨𝐫 𝐋𝐮𝐧𝐚𝐞 𝐏𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 ♡︎
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Character/s: Imbibitor Lunae/Dan Feng/Dan Heng
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Dan Heng: Who are you?
Reader: I am simply the remains of the memories we once cherished.
fuck why did this reminded me of orv
@@VOCALOIDENJOYERSTOP STOP STOP GET OUT OF MY HEAD GET OUT OF KY HEAD GET OUT OF MY H💥
i am going to cry thank you
"Dan Feng, it's me-"
"I'm sorry, I'm not Dan Feng."
imagine then you wake up and then
“..dear? have you had another nightmare again?”
here's a POV for y'all
(Following the HSR plot somehow and i might have used some wrong terms there, english is not my first language)
(this is my very first one-shot too :'>)
POV: [the title of the playlist lol]
Hundreds of years, it’s been hundreds of years since the last time you saw him. It wasn’t until the arrest of a certified criminal and the revival of the Ambrosial Arbor. Thoughts of crossing paths with him never crossed your mind again, it was too long ago that you blocked this hopeful thoughts off. You knew what happened, after all.
So here you are, trying your best to blend in amongst the people of Loufu.
You weren’t a cloud knight but you came along with Sushang, a young girl with a bright personality. Her mission was to search and assist civilians back to safety and with a helping hand, the task became easier for the young knight. For a long while, you two were on patrol, searching everywhere for any victims.
Sushang was as talkative as a blubbering baby, she talked your ears off while you tried to keep up with her questions upon questions until a certain question made you stop on your tracks.
“So is there anyone in your life that you love? Romantically specifically.” An innocent question but it opened wounds from the past that you knew never healed.
“Miss mysterious lady..? is there something wrong? Was my question prying?” her tone was worried, realizing that she might have struck a nerve.
You gently shook your head at her and forced a small smile, “No no, you’re fine, it simply made me remember a distant memory.” You reassured and stared at a broken starskiff locked on the side.
“OH- uhm, is it a bad memory?” she asked. Perhaps it is, perhaps not, you don’t know how you should address it. All you know is that it was beautifully painful.
Before you could answer, she gasped and pointed on the path ahead of you, “Look! There’s someone over there, let’s go check that person.” She exclaimed and hurriedly jogged ahead, you sighed to yourself and immediately followed after her.
And like how fate played with you in the past, before you can even get near to them, the pathway suddenly shifted, large blocks blocking your way. Sigh, it seems like you have to maneuver around and find that stupid switch.
It took a while, a few mara struck got in your way but they were down with your swift actions.
The time you found Sushang again, she was acquainted with two males, a tall blond which you suspect to be an outworlder and another tall raven-haired man. Their backs were turned on you so they didn’t knew of your presence just yet.
Being a mysterious figure you are, you chose to keep your distance and away from their view. Well, not until a group of Mara struck made their way to them, with sushang taking the front line while the raven-haired man as her support.
You can’t help but feel familiarity from this man, maybe you’re just imagining things. You’ve missed your lover so dearly that something such as a little detail can remind you of him.
You watched as they fend off the first wave, when the second batch came, you noticed their struggle even after the tall blond entered the field.
Your presence was known when an arrow hit a mara struck straight to its head as it almost slashed on Sushang. With quick movements, you loaded your bow and struck 3 mara strucks simultaneously. Eradicating the remaining creatures.
“Are you all alright?” you asked, your tone laced with concern as you approached them. Gazing at each of them, starting at the knight, the outworlder then... a sharp gasp left your lips, staring with widened eyes..
“Dan Feng..?”
Oh the joy you felt, it was like a weight was removed off your shoulders, you wanted to run into him as you will hug him tightly, telling him all the years you spent without him by your side. You want to kiss him and call him ‘my love’ again.
…
…
“Pardon, do I know you?” the man replied as he stared at you puzzled, you stiffened and stared in disbelief.
He doesn’t recognize you? How come? He also looks so.. different… is he perhaps-.. But..
You quickly regained your composure then smiled at the man in question. You took notice of his very human appearance, his dragon features nowhere in sight and that swirled an unknown feeling in you.
You don’t like how it felt.
“Ah forgive me, I thought… I thought you were someone I knew.” You explained, smiling apologetically.
He does not recognize me..
The tall blond, which you later known as Loucha, stared at you silently, he noticed how you gaze at the other man beside him. He can’t pinpoint why, but he pities you.
Your journey resumed, walking behind them as you stared at the back of the man, whom introduced himself as Dan Heng. Your thoughts was running awry, 'he’s back but why does it hurt so much just seeing him, why is this happening? What did I do to receive such punishment?'
You’re not aware but you were gradually slowing down, the man you were just thinking of noticed this and slowed his own pace, walking beside you.
“Is something bothering you?” his voice pulled you out of your silent misery, you reassured him with a few words. The way he looks at you with no recognition tugged a painful string in your chest, you know his done nothing wrong but you can’t help it and blame him. You know why but 'why.. why can’t he remember you?'
You wanted nothing but to cry and hug him as he would softly mumble comforting words into your ear. You want to be in his arms again as he would embrace you with his loving warmth, you want nothing but him... But he doesn’t know you, let alone remember you.
You silently walk beside him, funny how his an arm distance away and yet it feels like you can’t reach him. The man you loved and treasured walking beside you, it’s like a dream came true but this one felt like a nightmare that you can never awaken from.
“If I may ask, miss, have we met by any chance? You seem familiar.” His words tugged another string in your chest, you gazed up to him with a hopeful look but that completely vanished when you recognized his expression. He was just curious of your identity..
What was I even expecting for? Why does this have to hurt so much..
A sigh escaped from you, a smile made its way to your lips and muttered with a shaky voice “No not really, but simply the remains of the memories you once had.”
Please stop, your words are like daggers being stabbed on my chest.
You confused him greatly, his curiosity completely piqued from your cryptic words. Who are you really? He felt like he knows you personally… does he?
“Are you related to my past life?..” he quietly yet firmly asked, being careful so that the two ahead of you doesn’t get a whiff of your conversation, Dan Heng anticipated your answer.
Don’t say it like that.. I don’t like how it sounds..
You stayed silent.. And it confirms his suspicion, he hummed and stayed silent. You felt yourself tearing up so you looked down and avoided his ocean eyes. Those eyes that you loved, the eyes that once stared at you like you’re the only person that matters in the whole universe and yet all you can see now is nothing among those but the gaze of a man acknowledging you as a stranger.
After a moment of silence, he sighed softly and spoke with a gentle undertone, “I’m sorry but I have nothing to do with my past life.. the man you knew is not me. He may be me but I’m not him.” He tried his hardest to soften his words so he reconsidered it thoroughly.
His words was merely a reminder to avoid the chances of misunderstandings but it stung you too deeply, of course he has nothing to do with his past life and that includes you.. his past lover
Whom he can’t remember.
You don’t even know how you managed to hold yourself together, you expected yourself to scream and cry as you let out all your pain and suffering. But here you are, keeping yourself together, taking a shaky deep breath as a tear cascades on your cheek.
You watched as he excused himself, catching up from the other two so he can ask the knight a few questions to know where his fellow companions are at now. That was the shortest talk you ever had with him but the pain it brought will surely last for another hundreds of years, another wound left unhealed.
Mulling over his words that held the truth. He was right all along, He’s not the man you loved but the reincarnation of him.
He was your Dan Feng but not your Dan Heng.
(love the last part ngl)
WHY IS THERE NO LIKES BRO THIS IS THE BEST OEN RN
The way tears are currently building in my eyes
My heart ***HURTS*** reading this 😭
I cried like a baby reading this
BRO WROTE AND *ENTIRE* FRICKING BOOK CHAPTER UP IN THE COMMENT SECTION
Blade stalking this video religiously
Yingxing be watching random people posing as him lol😂
"who are you?"
your past lover asked.
your past lover asked you who you were.
doesn't that hurt?
"y/n. what about you?"
hah. aren't you weird? asking for someone's name when you already know it?
"dan heng. nice to meet you." the certain male said, smiling slightly at you.
your heart ached. you didn't know why. it just did.
you had one certain goal in mind.
make him regain his memories.
but that'd never happen. even if he could recover them - heaven knew he'd never be able to - it would only give him more grief. his past life had hurt him enough, another part of **him** coming to haunt him into his present wouldn't be wanted
dan feng was yours but dan heng never would be. the life of your lover would never be wanted by his reincarnation.
still, if not for a moment, you wanted to be selfish. make him relive all the sleepless nights spent by your side, or the unspoken words of fondness that you never got to whisper lovingly in his ear after he was banished from the luofu.
if only for a moment, you wanted him to remember everything. it was a longing, lingering, wistful wish only birthed to soothe the melancholy you endured for all these years, one that would surely never come to fruition.
and yet, if only it came true.
(sorry for the paragraphs bahaha, seeing this awoke my pov writer self after not writing much for the better half of a year or two... mmm, angst yummy)
(30:45 ... So I wrote while I was bored and past lovers trope hurt me to the core. Enjoy anyways.)
-It felt surreal, yet at the same time, it ached.
The atmosphere had tensed after Dan Heng’s transformation into the appearance of the formerly Vidyadhara elder, the Imbibitor Lunae. Even after decades, he still looked beautiful.
Much like the grayish-saturated clouds that rippled across the sky above like fields, there’s no denying the dull undertone after the General’s arrival. The calm, washing waves of the sea had somewhat stirred in turmoil after the battle between Yanqing against Dan Heng and Blade.
How Jing Yuan even had the resistance from crumbling here and there, astounded you somehow. But you knew, even with the cool and calm composure of the General, somewhere inside of him grieved over what could've been. You could hear it, closely if you will, a tiny faint crack in his tone as he spoke to them-to Dan Heng and Blade. None of the two remember their dear old friend.
It must’ve been hard for him-this wasn't the most ideal reunion. Not one any of you had in mind. You remained to be his pillar from behind, his support if he ever needed it.
But just as Dan Feng and Yinxing were his old friends, they were yours as well.
Only, your relationship with the former was… much more intimate. But there was no use in crying over spilled milk now, is there?
Before you, the appearance of a lover you had failed to protect in the past, something you've beaten yourself up for as long as you could remember. A partner whom you’ve trusted with your life, a companion you’ve sworn to be with for the rest of your days, and a beloved you’ve endlessly cherished, just as he did to you. The yin to your yang, your soulmate.
Dan Feng-no, he did not go by that name anymore. His current reincarnation denies that identity, and does not want to have anything to do with it. His tone was cold and with a bit of a bite when he spoke to Jing Yuan. The latter and you were trying not to wince even.
Blade only cared less in that situation, quiet most of the time yet seemingly satisfied from the prior battle.
The sight wasn't exactly bearable to watch to those who knew of the history shared between you four-with only two ever remembering. And so, for a moment of a distraction, you turned towards the lieutenant that stood beside you after he was told to stand down.
After checking if he was gravely injured or not, much to Yanqing's protest, he begrudgingly let you ruffle his hair, his gaze not meeting yours. He might’ve expected a scolding from you since he went off on his own without informing you again, so he wasn’t exactly expecting your fingers brushing against his hair like this. He let you, even if you were treating him like a child.
The General’s voice calling for your name reeled you back into the situation, and you answered with a silent nod, following after them, but not before giving Yanqing a final pat on the head as a farewell. The Stellaron hunters have already left, leaving Dan Heng with the General and his soldiers.
As the group began to walk, Jing Yuan stole a brief look at you as if quietly asking if you were alright. It wasn’t exactly a question he could easily say out loud, especially in the presence of soldiers and Dan Heng lingering near. You've already discussed this before coming here, he had already warned you over the events that were bound to happen. And sure enough, even with a short time of preparation, your chest was heavy and you couldn't stop glancing at the reincarnation of your past lover. Still, you sent the General an appreciative yet reassuring look, nodding faintly.
Yet mid-way, you felt eyes boring at you at your side, and after a moment of reluctance, you turned your gaze and was met with curious, faded blue eyes. You didn't notice that he was walking side-by-side with you now.The Vidyadhara seemed hesitant to speak, so you did him a favor. You haven’t seen him in years, after all.
“Dan Heng, huh? Not a far-off name,” You started, giving him a nod of acknowledgment. He knew what you meant by that, and there was a small look of recognition, a spark of emotion in his usual neutral expression. Compared to when he was fighting with Blade and when he was interrogated by Jing Yuan earlier, his shoulders relaxed around you, even just a little. Gently, you asked, “How have you been doing?”
You wanted to know how he had been fairing after he was banished from the Xianzhou Lufou. You were there to witness everything after all, from his past life to death and to his reincarnated life. Your heart ached for him.
“Fairly well,” Dan Heng answered, albeit quietly. “You were… the one who aided me back then.”
He didn’t know how to talk to you exactly, but he knew of you. He was grateful for the moments you secretly visited his prison to make sure he ate well and treated some of his wounds while he was imprisoned as a child.
Meanwhile, for your part, it was rather difficult to look at him at the moment, not when he bore the appearance of your past lover. It was hard, really, to compress the urge to flee like a coward, or stay and beg for him to take a trip down memory lane of his past reincarnation. But both would be too selfish of you.
You hummed faintly at his statement, nodding. “So you remembered.”
But not in the way you wanted.
“You’re not exactly someone easy to forget.” He murmured and you heard him, yet it took everything in you not to laugh bitterly at the irony.
"I feel honored."
Your gaze returned to facing forward, continuing to walk with the group. You weren't sure if that was out of sarcasm or not, but it was left for interpretation. Dan Heng glanced at you, as if already catching on to your every response, movement, or expression you had. Despite how you've masked it pretty well, he was a smart guy, he easily picked up.
“... I am not him," Dan Heng stated. "I'm sorry."
That's a declaration he had repeated several times, rejecting his past life identity firmly. But to you, it was a zephyr of a whisper, contrasting to how he had said it to Jing Yuan. He wanted to make it clear to you, but at the same time, he was softly letting you down.
For some reason, there was a small gut in him that made him instinctively realize that you were probably a part of his past life. He just wasn't exactly sure what or how.
And though he's grateful for all the things you've done while he was imprisoned-because you were the spark to his hope back then-he is not Dan Feng. He is Dan Heng now. They're not the same.
“I know.” You smiled bittersweetly, eyes closed for a moment as you walked forward. The Vidyadhara studied your reaction closely, as if he had been expecting another response. “Say no more, Dan Heng. It’s quite alright.”
It was not alright. Your heart ached for him, your entire being yearned for him, your soul was wretched as you wanted nothing more than to be with him again.
But you didn't say it to him. You did not want to add that to the heavy burden he already had from the crimes and atrocities his past life had done.
You then paused in your tracks and so did he. There, the sight of the Astral Express crew, fighting some goons from the antimatter legion. You gestured over with a gentle tilt of your head, a faint smile on your face still. “Your friends are waiting.”
Dan Heng alternated his gaze from you and towards them. But there's no hesitation. The look you gave him was enough; he did not have to worry over his past life's former relationships. Don't hesitate.
And you watched, even with a heavy, broken heart as he rushed over to his friends, embracing his new identity-his new life to the fullest.
“(Y/n).” A familiar voice called out to me.
You responded simply, “General Jing Yuan.”
He gave you a look to which you chuckled at, he caught onto your cheeky formality and he cleared his throat. “At ease.”
“I was only teasing.”
You shrugged nonchalantly and then let him stand beside you. We shared a small moment of silence, perhaps reminiscing about the past. Out of the six from before, only two remained now.
"You let him go?" Jing Yuan asked softly, and you nodded slowly.
"You knew that already." You murmured, looking over as Dan Heng and the Astral Express crew smoothly defeated the anti-matter legion. With a low sigh, you added, "There’s no use forcing him into someone we used to know.”
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:(((
THIS IS SO GOOD HOLY
I'm crying nooo
This made me cry oh god 😭
CRYING
"There's no use forcing him into someone we used to know" THAT HIT HARD GODDAMN
Pov: you are basically blade
what i imagine to be their last conversation before the rebirth. It just a small pov, prologue of sorts, maybe i’ll keep it going and post it on Ao3, but for now, here:
“They… They convicted me to molten rebirth… I…”
“We already knew that was the possibility, Dan Feng. I understand your motives and support your decision. I just wished it didn’t have to be like this. I’ll be here after the rebirth, you don’t have to worry.” He grabbed her hand, gazes intertwined.
“That’s exactly my concern, my love. We cannot predict how my reincarnation will react to everything. Knowing myself, he’ll probably resent me and everything about my life.” He paused, drifting his eyes to the rain outside his prison cell. “Even you.” His voice was barely above a whisper.
She grabbed his chin, turning his face to her.
“I don’t really care, Feng. I’ll still love you from afar. For the rest of my long life, till the mara grabs my last breath.” He met her lips with his.
“I love you” he mumbled, out of breath, between kisses. "I hope he loves you too", he thought.
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He did not fall in love with her. In fact, he didn’t feel anything at all. Looking at his eyes was like looking at an abyss. She tried to be there for him, bringing warm meals and books to the shackling prison. She did for a hundred years till she could no longer face his lifeless eyes.
“I’m begging you, Jing Yuan. He served time enough for a sin it’s not his. Just let him go and never come back”. The general soft hummed, putting down his brush.
“Are you sure that’s what you really want?” The concern on his face was a rare sight.
“Yes. I promised Feng I would let him go. Just help me fulfill my part of the agreement. I know your hands are tied, but if someone can find a way to bend the rules, it's you, General.” That made him chuckle.
“There’s no need for flattery. I’m as concerned as you. Do you want a heads up to say goodbye?” Her hazel eyes drifted from the gold ones.
“I don’t know. What could I possibly say?” Jing Yuan gave her a sad smile.
“You don’t have to say anything. You can just open the cell door, give him new clothes and get some closer for yourself.” He studied her face “Or I could do it myself. But we both know he would want you”.
“He’s not here anymore. Just text me his departure details. I will watch from afar.”
And that she did. Dan Heng, as he called himself, bare no signs of his vidyadhara heritage. He looked around, taking in the city around him. The soldier by his side removed the last of his shackles. He walks forward into the ship. She hoped he would look back in search of her. But he didn’t.
:')
ouch 😭😭😔
Not a POV, but a short fic about DanHeng and the HCQ:
"A dramatic irony" Kafka chuckled under her breath once she retreated along with Blade, leaving Jing Yuan and Dan Heng behind, amused at how in the little amount of time she saw the three of them interact they solved and fed her curiosity.
Fate is a strange force according to Kafka, destiny unchangeable according to Stellaron Hunters, abundance a curse according to Xianzhou people, and love is the greatest despair, the biggest doom.
Xianzhou people recomend people from other species not to relationate themselves with long lived species, because even if they look young their souls are old, and if they loved once, their heart may not beat again. They won't ever fall in love again. But what about Vidyadhara? An specie bound to be reborn in an endless cycle of "death" and rebirth. What is left for the ones they left behind?
Jing Yuan found himself wondering why he was the only one who longed for the memories they made together, after he was met with Dan Feng... No, Dan Heng cold shoulder. He was a different person now, with a life of his own, a life without the shadows of his past incarnations, or so he'd like to think. Jing Yuan still sees the way Dan Heng avoids physicall contact as result of his early years being chained and unnable to touch in consequence of his past-self sins, and unfair punishment was inflicted upon him.
He cherished Dan Feng as much as he resents him, he indeed commited a sin that condemned the remaining people of the quintet to a living hell, he also hates how he had to plead for mercy from his, then superiors, plead for a lighter punishment for Dan Feng by talking about his good deeds that now seemed insignificant compared with his sin, had to sacrifice so much for someone who didn't bat an eye about his safety ot anyone else, someone who in the end almost sacrificed everyone for just one person.
Ah, the irony. Jing Yuan thought, I did the same.
Ying Xing, was the victim at the beginning, turned into an inmortal by the one he loved against his will, then killed thousands time over and over again by another of his loved ones, until he lost his mind in the process. Fear turned into hatred, into madness, he turned into a monster then. Unable of value his life, wishing to die, beliveing that killing the one who cursed him would free him, that being the only way he could manage his pain. A delusion created to bear his pain.
Jing Liu lost her mind as result of Dan Feng sin, she was already unestable dealing with early stages of mara due to being the oldest among the quintet, Yinyue just added the final nail to her coffin, then forcing her own beloved student to slaugher his own master. He had to kill her (or he thought he did, even feeling a certain degree of relief when he found out he did in fact not killed her) because he loved her enough not to deny her last wish as human and not as an abomination.
In the end Dan Feng destroyed everithing he loved with his own hands. Dan Heng himself even hates Dan Feng for all the suffering he had to endure because of him, how the people his past incarnation loved, resented him or pitied him, but Dan Feng and Dan Heng in the end are the same person no matter what and at the same time they aren't the same.
Love created a tragedy, the ones left behind suffered the consequences, and the innocent endured a punishment not meant for them.
Jing Yuan watched silently how the Astral Expressed loved and valued Dan Heng without an ounce of care about his past or sins of his previous incarnations, for them he was just a beloved commarade, a friend. Just like they were once. He caught the Trailblazer staring at the ocean and looking their interactions with corner of their eyes, they then refused to talk with Dan Heng surprising everyone. They were dead silent, just barely talking when the battle with Phantylia was over.
"General, may I talk to you about something?" The Trailblazer asked once JingYuan was conscious and healed enough to answering to be a chore. He nodded. "You know that I'm basically an Stellaron that grew feet, right?" Jing Yuan chuckled at their comment and nodded wanted to know where they were going. "I don't even know if I'm human or alive either."
"What are you talking about? If you're interested in yor past, I can ask FuXuan to-"
"I don't remember my past either... And promise me to keep this a secret, as you allowed the Stellaron Hunters to escape." He felt a chill in his back knowing that his unnoficial deal was dicovered, he nodded at the sudden blackmail. "From what I gathered from Kafka and Blade, I was with the Stellaron Hunters before, so who knows how many worlds I helped to turn upside down, how many people I killed, how many crimes I commited and how many people I loved or love me. What do you think?"
He then turned into a comforting friend mode, in his weakened steate not realizing the irony in the other voice.
"Are you concerned about it? Look, for me you are a member of the Astral Express crew and you are my guest that helped with the Stellaron crisis in the Xianzhou . Don't worry about what you cannot remember, the people you cherish are the ones who matter the most despite how other people you knew on the past may feel." He saw how a playfull smirk spreaded across the usually inexpresive face. He fell on a trap.
"Mr. Yang said the exact same words to all of us in certain moments... Can you say the same to Dan Heng?"
He was silent... So he had a double moral now? He smiled irronically.
"The difference between the one you used to know and our Dan Heng, is pretty obvious. What I said before is true, I don't remember a thing, but I can't bring myself to care or feel guilty about my past because I have no emotional relationship with it, the same thing happens to Dan Heng. This will sound horrible, but the truth is that Dan Heng just resents his past self and if his past self didn't make a mess this huge, he probably wouldn't even be nearly this important to you."
"What are you trying to say?" He asked with his lips forced in a strained smile.
"Don't go wasting you emotions, the ones you loved and loved you are no more. I want you to know Dan Heng, please?"
He finally got the request, a shaking breath left his lungs. He can't love Dan Heng, because he isn't Dan Feng... And it's mutual, none of them is going to change so... Love will be buried in the past along his commarades.
"Yes."
pov, neutral
It had been a while since you tried to accept what had happened. He no longer remembered what you had been, the time you spent together, the shared experiences. Now, he was just someone you used to know. Days turned into weeks, weeks into months, and finally, months turned into years. You were trying to start a new life, a life without the one you loved, when he appeared at your door.
His hair wasn't as short as the last time you saw him. They were different; he looked like the person you used to love before he left you without a word. As much as you missed him, you were confused. A whirlwind of emotions passed through you, and the only one you could hear was anger. Anger that he left you without a goodbye. With anger speaking louder, you closed the door.
"Let me explain," he said from outside. You knew him well enough to notice his voice was sad. "I can explain what happened. I know you must be angry with me for not getting in touch for years." He paused and took a deep breath before continuing to speak. "But please, let me in." The last part came out weakly, like a plea.
You didn't respond immediately. You tried to process what had happened. The love of your life had left you for years, and now he was at your door, asking to come in.
Every night, you could barely sleep, waiting for news, a simple sentence, a word, a syllable. Anything he sent would be enough. The day you saw him on the street was still fresh in your memory. The day you saw him different, with shorter hair and the absence of horns, were the most noticeable changes. But you knew it was him, and you ran towards your beloved, running with all your renewed hopes, only for them to be shattered with a simple question.
"Who are you?" he said with cold eyes, drawing the attention of the companions who were with him.
He didn't remember, how could he not remember? You spent years together, faced so many situations, happy and sad moments, but you were there for each other, and you always would be.
At that moment, you just wanted to cry. Run away and scream with all your might.
Then, a small knock on the door brought you back to reality. He was outside; he wasn't the person who had looked at you with cold eyes. He was your former love, the one you had shared a life with.
With a glimmer of hope, you opened the door. You were ready to hear what he had to say and, more importantly, ready to call him "my love" once again.
blade's playlist and that's why he's so fkn mad
BTW, AMAZING PLAYLIST, loved all the songs
these people tryna be you ren 😂😂
now we wait for the amazing pov authors
[small oneshot]
you saw your 'dead' lover just now, he just passed you, along with 4 people, grey haired person, a pink haired bubbly yet cheerful girl, a long red haired woman, and a brown haired man behind your past lover.
you really want to go to him and hug him tight, so tight that you won't ever again let go, not again.
'danfeng'...no he's 'danheng' now. he's a different person, even if they share the same memory, the one who's with you wasn't the current man.
you just looked at his back, slowly getting smaller as he goes further into the deeper part of xianzhou luofu. you can feel the warm bullets that slowly slipping away from your eye socket. farewell love, may journey let us meet again... perhaps we'll start a fresh step in the future.
POV: you're Blade
LMAO I WAS WAITING FOR THIS COMMENT
NAH YOU DID NOT 😭
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😭😭😭😭😭😭😭✋✋✋✋ I CANT 💀
@@najaemin6717thank you, for this
A faded memory
Passing by each time, missing each others touch. Things faded in and out. So many life times so much wasted waiting for something that couldn't be chased. Miracles don't happen upon one single wish, but with two colliding like two unstoppable forces. They seem like shooting stars out of reach but the closer they got, the bigger the magnitude and the harder it hurts the soul...the frequency...the vibrations...it all becomes silence in the end because the storm passed. Silence is often defeaning but when it is the soul that resides in your heart. That silence becomes empty, it becomes peace.
The memories lost start to unfold but still messy. Finding the second half of your heart cant be found. Merely collide like a miracle. It is until then everything feels right. Follow your heart. Those are where the cherished memories lie.
• Remember the new vid of the Official Acc of HSR recently? The vid where Dan heng and Feng? That thing is connected to this short lil fanfic! •
“You are nothing but an illusion of mine.” The dark-haired man with horns replied, surrounding his himselves with ocean’s uncomfortable breeze along with his aura. “I am not and never will be you! Let me go!” Dan heng added, trying to pierce Feng’s body with his spear. Throwing it towards him, a certain dragon ate it and charged at him with an open jaw; drowning him in the water at an instance.
The next moment, he was drowning.
He tried to breathe, no reply. Just when he was about to close his eyes; a certain butterfly rushed towards him, as if trying to save him. But he drowned quick. The butterfly was late to catch up.
He closed his eyes ; maybe a nap wouldn’t hurt….
But suddenly, strings of (Your chosen colour) rushed towards him, entering his body. His mind rushed through everything he went through.
*”As a punishment, Dan feng shall be sentenced to another life of rebirth, and intense pain”*
*”Why did you go, my friend?”*
*”It happened all because of you!”*
It all hit his heart at the same time. But then, bubbles of hope came out of his mouth, seeing all the memories he had made with the AEC.
(COUNTINUED IN THE COMMENTS CUZ WORD LIMITS)
It all hit his heart at the same time. But then, bubbles of hope came out of his mouth, seeing all the memories he had made with the AEC.
*”You are now a part of the Astral Express Crew”*
*”Come on, Dan Heng! We are running late!”*
His eyes widened when he saw a H/C coloured girl, with E/C hue eyes with a soft smile landing on him.
*”If saving you is a sin ; I will greatly be a sinner. All events didn’t occur by you ; but fate. Go on, strive and fight for all of the beauty of this world, Dan Heng.”*
They replied, holding out to reach his hand. Their hand was so soft; just smooth as silk. They pulled his body close to theirs; throwing him on the upper of the unforgiving merciless sea. As they drowned instead of him.
*”Go and do what I had say, Dan Heng. No need to remember me; I am just a bystander, you are the main character of your own story.”*
You said again with a soft smile as he glanced over you and swimmed up, striking his spear at Feng as he summoned his dragon. Fighting at ease, Heng still feeled a weird aura ; as if helping him to defeat his own future.
“Go on. Go away. Your friends are watching.” Feng said as Heng glared at him, walking away shortly as March took a secret photo of him.
“Hehe….You look adorable here, look!!” March rambled as he let out a ‘hm’.
His next trailblazing mission was to find and remember you.
my pov was that he was your past lover. the one who you loved the most can't remember you anymore and moved on and found someone new to be with for eternity.
edit: i kinda want to write a story again after this, but anyways i like the songs you put into the video. keep up the work!
Pov: You're his past lover, (Honkai Star Rail Spoilers!!!)
You laughed, cried and fought together, you watched his achievements. Life was suppose to be simple for you both, live, love, rebirth, and repeat. That obviously didn't happen, not when he committed that grave sin. Watching him flee from the Xianzhou you made yourself a promise that you wouldn't fall in love with him no matter the cause.
Not much time passed since he left and it seemed like everything was a reminder of him, in your shared house. From the vases you couldn't bring to give away, to the pair of chairs in the dinning room.Wandering in your house you looked at the empty-room where you both used to dance, it was now nothing more of a ghostly memory and he was nothing more than a stranger now. This wasn't fair, why did everything in the Xianzhou have to remind you of him.
One thing you didn't expect is that he would show up accompanied with a cloud knight and a merchant. From your window you watched them walk around town with the look of a set destination in mind. Debating if you still wanted to get the items you needed for dinner tonight you decided to go with it. Grabbing your list you travel in town determined not to let him get the best of you, it seemed to go all so well, to well. Having finished you shopping you left the store getting ready to turn around the corner when so guy ran and pushed you into the wall making you stumble and drop you bag on the ground. Sighing you bend over and start picking up whatever fell out of the bag, feeling another presence you look up to see a pair of soft yet sharp eyes looking at you. It seemed like your body froze the only thing snapping you out of the trance was three words; "Are you alright?" Grabbing the last item you place it in your bag, standing up you give him you thanks. Just as you were turning around you feel a hand wrap around your wrist, feeling a hesitance of him letting your hand go he still holds it firmly; "Have I met you before?" You froze once more but turned to look at him, "We have met but not in this lifetime." You pulled your wrist out of his grasp and turned to leave walking past his companions. Getting back home you decided to give the General a call, this led to you being pulled out of the house by the General and pushed on a boat.
After some resistance you both arrived at a small island away from the main area. Looking at the land you see several figures residing on the land, pulling up on the land you and the General get off the boat. Listening to the General talk you look at the surrounding people and see again but wasn't Dan Feng, he was someone else but your once lover. After the conflict washed away all that was left was standing there was you, Jing Yuan, and your once lover. Listening to the both of them talk you catch on that his name is now Dan Heng, Jing Yuan then looked at you, having listened on the conversation you knew where all three of you were heading next,ou see his eyes light up with familiarity as you explain the rest of the plan that Jing Yuan talked about previously. Arriving at the Harbor you look at the two males beside you and you recall a memory from the time of Den Feng or Imbibitor Lunar. Walking up at the ruins you see a group of people that you don't recognize but it seems like you're the only one who doesn't. While the group talked you and Dan Heng made eye contact, this almost made him move closer to you but you saw the hesitance again.
Walking up the Harbors stairs you watch as Dan Heng move into place, you watched as you saw another glimpse of his former self yet you didn't care to acknowledge it. Watching him part the ocean was as certainly not as fancy as the stuff he used to do but it was still breath taking.
~After the Battle~
After getting Jing Yuan away from that thing you focused on his wounds and the groups smaller wounds. Helping the battle as a support, only stepping in when someone was hurt or taking their place when they needed a quick rest was your role.
Getting back to the Loufu you looked at Dan Heng and a set of words came across your mind.
Sighing you walk towards Dan Heng and tell him that if he had any questions or simply wanted to get to know you better there was your contact info. Walking away from the group you decide your next destination is your house. Getting close to your destination you suddenly feel a hand on your wrist, firmly holding you. Getting ready to kick the person you hear a "Wait don't do that!" The person let go of your wrist and you turned to see Dan Heng, panting like he ran faster than he has ever before. He looked at you with desperate eyes, "I want to know everything about us!" Those words caught you off guard but you smiled nothingness, accepting his proposal.
walking inside your house you think to yourself, "Even in another life I will find you and love you again."
It's just like they say, the Vidyadhara will live, love, rebirth, and repeat but there's another to add for that, find. They will find their love again no matter if it's platonic, romantic or passion they will find their love again.
(sorry for the bad ending, I'm still learning how to close a story ;-;)
Hope you all take care!
FIRE 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
I love how this POV is just straight up Blade's POV
This is so underrated. The smooth transition is just *chef kiss*
Title makes me think of Mu-Deok and Jang-Uk ❤️💙
"hold on" is the top 1 saddest song for me im crying ngl..
Shiit, this playlist made me cry
POV Your Dan Heng past lover and he forgot you...
Again you see him, his beautiful black hair short not like how it used to be long, and gorgeous, soft beautiful blue eyes that reminded you of the ocean that shined brightly. You want to run to him, hug him, shout you loved him but you couldn't. He didn't remember you, the past you two spent together loving each other. You remember everything how you two kissed, hold hands, slept together everything. It hurts seeing him but not being able to hold him, you cursed whoever brought you back. You died in his arms that night your last breath being I love you. But you came back and now you are alone again, you hate everything, you hate him for forgetting you and leaving you behind. You hate yourself for loving someone who doesn't remember your love, you hate yourself for wanting to come back just for that one person. Maybe you should jus-
"Ma'am you drop something" that familiar voice that you heard over and over again said behind you
You turned around shocked to see his handsome face smiling at you. Standing still he handed you your bag you didn't notice you dropped it. it was silent you didn't know what to say you honestly wanted to cry.
"Have we met before?: he asks
With those few words, something blossomed in you. What was this feeling? It was... It was hope, you felt hope. You had a new task now, ' I will make you remember me and love me again!' you thought. Smiling at him tears fell down your face.
"thank you and yes we have met im Y/n your past lover!"
(sorry if this was cringy this is my first pov ...)
This is amazing ! My heart- 🥲
Not me waiting for the POVs
i started having a mental break down after hearing hold on
This is probably how Yingxing will feel if ever he was a long life specie and wasnt mara-struck
And to Jingheng shipper this could very much work
waiting for povs
Me too me too
я влюблена в этот плейлист уже вот как целую неделю! спасибо!!
I'm just listening to the playlist while reading comments story, because It felt like Wattpad/Book🤭
When the Ghost of you by 5SOS came out i goes Crazy while taking an ANGST rp in cai.
pov; you think you were what was bringing him down
danheng; who are you?
y/n; no one. I'm just here to introduce you to everyone.
Absolutely love this playlist. I love the songs you put into here, really gives the vibe.
So underrated. This playlist legit made me cry.
Beauty cries for me.
This is so cool.
Amazing
My first language isn't English, so forgive my grammatical mistakes and bad writing.
Pov. (it's short.)
You ventured through the market, your gaze lingering to find the man you once held on to so dearly, you've witnessed his banishment moreover his execution.
But with a frail string of hope, that Dan Feng had once uttered "We'll be with eachother again" before his dying doom.
You waited, for it had been many years into the centuries. Surely, he'd return and gain his memories. He's sure to reincarnate as he's shackled to it. He'll remember you, right?
Thoughts poured over and over, with astute gaze, you searched for long.
Before you met the eyes that you sought for so long, those teal gems that emanated elegance had a faint.. sadness. You assumed he must've come searching for you too.
Running through the crowd under the eluminating light bestowed by the moon. You watched as you got closer, your heart swelling in happiness. You grabbed the man's wrist to stop him.
But your heart dropped, seeing that once tender look give out confusion.
Still you spoke. "You came."
". . . Who are you?"
"Don't you remember.. me, Dan Feng. . .?
"I'm not him." With a wistful gaze, the man withdrew his wrist. Letting out an exhale, he walked disappearing admist the crowd.
Leaving you alone. . . Yet again with your heart aching badly.
For all, those memories replayed. The mirth, the love, the wait.
How you still saw him in the moon comparing the tenderness in his eyes.
In the water, his walking style, his hair, his. . . power.
In the wind, his slight smile.
It was all faded.
A tear trickled down your eyes, glistening in the moon's light.
You felt hands pulling you into the abyss, snatching that glimmer of hope and leaving your soul helpless in the moving tide of time.
You felt the eyes of Abundance gazing, almost as if pitying your misery. A frightful yet light pain coursed through your veins, an eye red.
With a bitter smile, you accepted the curse. This your end of beginning.
The man you once loved was but a misty memory.
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ayo
I am crying from the pov fanfics in this comment section
oop- wrong fandom
You deserve more subscribers
NOOOOOOO! HE DOESNT REMEMBER ME?!!!
May I know the name of this character the one on the video please❤❤❤
Imbibitor lunae and/or Dan Heng ^^
@@AlZiki Thank you❤❤❤
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