Hello Jonathan!
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- čas přidán 10. 09. 2024
- We honestly didn't think this video was ever going to happen, but here it is! Jonathan says hello.
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"Sometimes I co-front and take control over the hand and squeeze hers, just to let her know that I'm still there"
I'm??Not??Crying??
I’m.. not.. either... ;-;
No shame in crying! Like that's so wholesome!
yes??you??are??
but??so??am??i??
That's so wholesome 🥺🥰
I.?! Don’t?!. Feel!?. Emotion?., yes I do.
I can see why he was created in her mind. She desperately needed comfort and kind guidance in a time when her life was turbulent and she didn't understand why. I'm thinking he will be the last to integrate, because he was created first to be a symbol of hope, trust, love, and joy. He was created to be the parent she needed and wanted. Once Wyn realizes that she can find joy, love, comfort, and happiness in herself, that's when Jonathan will become one with her and the others. It will be bittersweet, but still very beautiful.
Wow hi im not crying at 3 in the morning to this
@@stardolphin783 **hugs you**
Oh wow. He has such a calm and reassuring presence. I'm glad he's there for y'all
Thank you so much Jonathan for introducing yourself. I'm so glad Wyn has had you during her life to help keep her safe and guide her, and now also that you've found an ability to help the littles as well, that too is wonderful. You're such a lovely, caring person and I hope at some point we get to see more of you, granted that you and Wyn and the others agree to it. The way you put her before all others is so genuinely loving, anyone would be lucky to have someone such as you in their life, I only wish Wyn didn't have to endure whatever she's been through to have you all, because you all really are wonderful. It was very lovely to hear from you Jonathan. I wish you the best and am so happy you have such a kind heart 💕
It is amazing how you can hear all the love and caring that Jonathan has for Wyn. It is just awe inspiring to see him so selflessly talk about the rest of the system and how he bases his existence on the wellbeing of the others. Thank you so much for coming out to introduce yourself to us, I appreciate it wholeheartedly. I’m sorry if any of this sounds weird, I’m not a native English speaker, that is why I usually don comment on any videos, but I just felt I needed to say this. Thank you, Jonathan.
Ana Teresa Novella not Jacob. Jonathan.
Strange Guy Thank you, how stupid of me. I'll change it
Ana Teresa Novella it's fine. I don't comment because I just see what I would say already said. Do comment if you want to.
Ana Teresa Novella that was exactly how I was feeling throughout the video. You worded it all so beautifully, I couldn't think of anything to add. Also please comment when you are able, it would be wonderful to see what's on your mind.
Ana Teresa Novella I agree. Very well worded. I would like to echo that thought because i couldnt say it better myself :-) Thank you Jonathan for talking to us at your own cost, you sound like a great guy :-) .
“If she can live with joy, then j want her to live with joy. I don’t want to take a single moment from her.” My heart just ached from happiness when you said that. You are a good and loving soul and I am so glad that the system has you in it. Idk if you’ll ever see this but I just wanted you guys to know that. ❤️❤️❤️
Hi, Jonathan.
I'm Antef, main protector of the system. This is the first time I comment as myself in a youtube video, and your introduction touched me, as I identified myself.
Host want to make her own videos and I'm the one more reluctant to do so, because I fear for her. But watching you helped me understand this is something hosts really need sometimes.
She's recording her first videos but I still can't find myself comfortable appearing on camera. But after watching your introduction, I may give it a try.
Thank you!
Jonathan reminds me so much of my own alter, Lucifer. As someone who’s undiagnosed with DID, I’m trying to push towards getting a proper diagnosis by educating my own parents and siblings on DID. So glad to finally meet you Jonathan! It’s so amazing to see how much you have helped Wyn like Lucifer did with myself. -Frankie
Damon Isan duuude we have a lucifer too, and we're also undiagnosed :P ours is a bit of a narcissistic good lol
This is so beautiful, Jonathan you're so amazing and Wyn you're so strong. I love watching your videos
Wow, Jonathan's presence and aura is so peaceful and calming.. He seems almost angelic. It was a pleasure meeting him. :)
Great job Jonathan, lovely to meet you ❤️ you are an incredible blessing for Wyn ❤️ you may well have saved her life in those early years xx
Jonathan is the best and I’m so happy he’s part of your system to give you the comfort and happiness you deserve.
You can really tell how much Jonathan loves Wyn and the rest of the system. What a wonderful companion ❤
Awww~ You're so sweet Jonathan! It's very nice to meet you!
Okay I'm literally crying??? Jonathan is so amazing and kind and I can't handle this
Hello Jonathan,
your story remind me so much of my alter Mark, he seems so be a protector and I think he's been there forever but he only used to be a feeling and then changed into talking and for long he used to talk to me inside my head to calm me down :) Also the part about you and Jacob creating dreams for her actually reminds me so much about something I've been trying to figure out recently. I mean it doesn't need to be a similar thing but it helps really much to learn about you guys and get an idea what different things alters can do. I am truly happy that you are there for Wyn!
I don't have DID, but I do struggle with childhood trauma, anxiety and depression. Hearing the love and optimism in Jonathan's voice makes me wish I had someone to constantly provide that unconditional love and support in my life.
Like I’m almost crying Jonathan is so pure and nice and good??? I’m so happy he’s in your system
I feel so safe, Jonathan’s presence is so calming and he is so full of care and love. I don’t know if he is reading this through co-fronting or something but let him know that the system is lucky to have someone so pure and so caring. I get distinctly different vibes from each alter and from Jonathan I feel a sort of fatherly vibe, a safe, stong vibe, of unconditional love and a unmoving place of safety and protection.
It's nice to meet you Jonathan! It's amazing how you help/protect Wyn. Thank you for the amazing video I love watching them and hearing everyone of you talk, love all of you!
Poem to Jonathan:
There is grandeur in his view of life,
With his several powers
Having originated in few forms
Or solely one,
And whilst the seasons
Cycled around small Wyn
According to their fix order
In the calendar
Endless forms most beautiful
And most wonderful indeed
Have been and are being taken
To help the system evolve.
[I will be called Saruman]
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Based on this quote:
"There is grandeur in this view of life, with its several powers, having been originally breathed into a few forms or into one; and that, whilst this planet has gone cycling on according to the fixed law of gravity, from so simple a beginning endless forms most beautiful and most wonderful have been, and are being, evolved."
- Charles Darwin
Beautiful
@@stardolphin783 I so forgott about this, thanks for reminding me ^^
It's good to see a video from you Jonathan, you seem to have a very kind and vibrant spirit! I also used to take whatever form I felt I needed to take, although in a negative sense- as a former persecutor, I took whatever form scared the host the most, before learning to protect myself in other ways and eventually integrating that part of myself. But anyhow, it's cool to see that someone else has a similar experience of having formed without an appearance, like I once did.
Jonathan! I'm so glad you decided to come out. To hear everything from your perspective and how everything started it was so fascinating but calming to listen to. I feel like we all could use a version of you in our own lives. You've done a great job so far, and I hope you decide to come out again at least a few times in the future. Its really relaxing actually to listen to you describe your job and what you do. Thanks for making this video. Really great to meet you.
Jonathan is just sooooo cute.this words,this warm lovely words made me cry.but still,this is so lovely.love you all,entropy system!
Holy crap, hello Jonathan!! It's so nice to meet you. You're words are so beautiful!!! Please keep taking care of Wyn. She's a lovely creature and deserves to be happy and loved. Stay positive and be happy, Jonathan. :)
I wish I had a Jonathan! He is so lovely, reassuring, and calming. Thank you for all u do for Wyn and all of the littles, Johnathan. I'm sure your value is immeasurable.
It's so lovely to get to know you, Jonathan. It's wonderful hearing your story. You remind me of Natalia in our system. She cared for me when I was young and she made me laugh and smile and played games with me and so on. I am so thankful for her, and I'm sure Wyn is thankful for you too. Take care all.
Johnathan’s voice is so therapeutic 💕
I'm not only touched by this little beautiful speech but also by this comment section, everyones showing so much love and respect, I love this! Thanks Jonathan for sharing your story ❤
Jonathan is the older brother i always wished for. Hes so kind❤
Thank you for doing this for Wyn and for us, Johnathan!
I need a Jonathan in my head, seriously!!!! You are such a blessing to Wyn..it’s so awesome how much you love her.
It makes me so happy that I myself, as an alter, can relate to you! Although we're not formally diagnosed with DID, I'm quite sure that I am an alter rather than a imagination. -Draven
thank you jonathan, you are a beautiful soul
Oh my gosh! I love him so much! He is so good and clearly loves Wyn with everything he is! You can see in the eyes that he truly means everything he is saying. I don’t have DID myself and can’t imagine what sort of traumas Wyn must’ve gone through for it to happen starting at such a young age. Listening to Wyn’s story has made me so inspired both in the strength she shows and the diversity in her companions.
I’m currently developing a dungeons and dragons character based off of her and I’m going to attempt to create her with DID. Creating characters with different quirks has been a great way for me to empathize and better understand different social issues. I hope to do it justice.
Thank you all for everything you do. Thank you Wyn for being so strong and surviving everything you must’ve been through and being strong enough to share it now.
Been waiting for this for sooo long :)
Jonathan and Jacob’s love for Wyn, especially Jonathan, is so beautiful. I’m so glad Jonathan came out of the headspace to talk about himself
Watching his love for life made me feel so happy
Omg why is Jonathan so much inside, it's like the 59006488 time i watch this video. He's such an amazing person, just watching him is so stunning and comforting
Jonathan seems so sweet! He just radiates positivity and optimism in the most comforting way. Nice to meet you!
Orb!!! Theres an orb while Johnathan was talking about how he some times co fronts and holds Wyn's hand to let her know he's still there protecting her
Jessica Nicole I saw it too!!
What's that supposed to mean though?
That's a dust particle fam
Awwwww, He's so sweet!!! Keep being amazing Jonathan!
This makes me want to cry. Sooo beautiful
We've been watching this channel's videos over time, to cope with our own existence as a system, and this is the only video we've come back to rewatch, just for comfort. Jonathan is such a calming presence and our youngest alter, August, specifically is very drawn to his way of speaking. We're so happy that you have someone like this in your lives! ~Swingset System
Breaks my heart that Wyn had to endure so much pain at such a young age. The mind is a beautiful thing, protects you when you need it most! Thank you for sharing with us Jonathan
It's an absolute pleasure to meet you, Jonathan! You sound like an amazing person and I'm so glad that Wyn has you in her system!
I've started watching this channel literally yesterday and I'm so glad it was suggested to me, I've already learned so much. Can't wait for future videos! Thank you for how honest you are
To hear from the ather alters that he probably never come out and then to hear him talk was so awesome 😍 I absolutely love his Aura and this Smile of pure love for Wyn
Hello Jonathan! It’s nice to finally meet you! I’m so very touched my how much you care for Win, and how you most likely changed her world for the better.
I’m sorry if it’s uncomfortable, but it’d be nice to see you in another video, one day in the future when it’s appropriate to do so.
Luner: You speak so calmly and poetically. Your story is beautiful and heartwarming 😌
You are so noble and kind Jonathan! Thank you for sharing this! Your love for Wyn and towards the rest of the system is inspiring.
Your story so beautiful. I am very happy that you gave making a video a try!!! I hope you all guys stay safe and healthy. Thank you very much, Jonathan, for sharing your presence with us. 💙
6:55 look at that orb around him when he is talking about holding her hand yall 🥰😌
Oh my God, Jonathan is a heaven sent. I feel so much assurance and comfort just listening to him speak. Oh my dear boy your love for Wyn shines through the very screen🥰🥰🥰
We all need someone like Jonathan in our lives.
Just when you realize why he is there, not really...
Jonathan's personality is absolutely beautiful, possibility the kindest soul I have seen. I'm glad that the system has someone as loving as he is.
Omg Jonathan from the back of the headspace! Hi!!
Thanks for this.
I'm not crying... I'm sobbing, there's a difference. Hello Johnathan! You're so gentle and I adore it!!
Jonathan's voice and demeanor is so calming, I'm filled with a feeling of safety and happiness just watching him
This is so beautiful. I feel so calmed in jonathons presence, even through video. hes like a literal guardian angel. This reminds me a lot of aunt beast from a wrinkle in time.
i am so so glad she had you when she was little, all the way up to now. i felt warm and safe just watching this and i can’t even tell you how important you must have been to her
He has such a nice gentle dad vibe I love💞
He is such a sweet sweet person. I don't know why, but I felt comfort hearing his voice and energy. I needed today. So much love to you guys!
my heart is melting so hard, what a sweet person, and his facial expressions make me feel so warm.
Johnathan just seems like a persion i want to hug
One of my altars also has no face. His name is marshall and when he was formed he was just,,, a skinny body, deep voice, mean words and a black line scribble as if drawn by a child covering his face. As he has developed from a persecuter for anger and depression, gaining emotions slowly but surely, to the point he has a loving girlfriend now who he can also love, and to a physical protector, we can now see his hair, eyes, and even occasionally his nose. Im so proud of my big brother Marsh. And im proud of you, for being able to help wyn practically her whole life. Youve done so well.
I am crying... This is so Nice of you
Couldn’t stop saying “aww!” The entire time! He’s so sweet. I’m so happy the system has someone like Jonathan to help and comfort you all.
Jonathan seams so loveing and kind, I wanna give him hugs and make him a cup of tea
My anxiety disorder has been extremely bad lately. You're voice and mannerisms are so calmingand it helped me as well. Thank you Jonathan.
Just listening to Jonathan speak is calming, such a beautiful presence. I could listen to this video over and over 💕
This reminds me of our Jonathan?? He's a fictional introject and a sweetheart, started as a fragment who was there to surround me with comforting things and now he serves as a mostly internal soother!
I’m really appreciative Jonathan came out even though he was uncomfortable. It really helped me learn a lot of stuff. So thanks, Jonathan!!!
Jonathan seems like a purely good and very calm person, he seems really nice.
Wow... This is beautiful. Johnathan you are one of a kind, how amazing and zen you are. Wyn is so very lucky to have you. Much appreciation and respect from our system to you
I am falling in love with your system more and more every video and I am learning so much. Thank you Jonathan for making this video even though it was uncomfortable. It is always a joy to meet a new part of the Entropy System!
I think it's amazing what y'all do for her making sure she ok and safe thank u Jonathan for doing this video
Jonathan seems like a really kind, good individual. watching this video gives a really nice warm feeling. I'm glad you made the video!
It is so gorgeous to hear all the love and selflessness from you Jonathan. For some odd reason this video almost made me cry. I am just so proud of all of you guys and how healthily you grow and interact with each other. It's just... hearing such love and affection is so rare these days and it made me so happy to hear it now.
I wish you all the best. ❤
Thank you Jonathan. I... I don't know how to say this. You might not even care but I'm gonna say it anyways. I grew up moving from place to place because of my dad's job. I don't know if that's the reason but it was, and still is, difficult for me to connect with others emotionally. I developed social anxiety because I just didn't understand how to react in different situations. I was officially diagnosed during my last year of high school. I didn't take the university entrance exams and didn't go out much for two years. Then I started feeling better and asked the doctor to stop prescribing me anti-depressants. I started university. At first everything was fine. I took care of my anxiety without needing medicine. But my school was in a different city. I had started living in a dorm and it started being too difficult for me to constantly be social with no corner to run to and collect myself. I started feeling disconnected even from my family when they used to be the only constant in my life. During my third year I had a particularly hard-to-deal-with roommate and after that I just didn't have it in me to go back to the dorm for the last year. I asked my parents toward the end of last summer to let me live on my own. In the end it didn't happen. I went back to the dorm crying. When I stepped inside I suddenly felt calm like a switch was flipped and was fine for the first few weeks. But it came back. I just felt so depressed and disconnected and... I don't know. I remember feeling like a puppet that was broken but still tied to strings. I came back home. I started seeing a doctor again. I was diagnosed with dissociative conversion disorder. Whatever that means. Anyways I don't really remember anything special that happened except for this: I had started feeling emptiness where my heart was and that went away when we got a cat. I can't cry without hurting those around me so I don't anymore, not truly. But this video, hearing you was helpful. I don't feel happy but my heart feels full. I even managed to cry a tear or two. Anyways, I'll stop rambling now. Thank you once again.
This is so moving 😭❤️
I’m very glad Johnathan was willing to make this video to say hello to everyone.
Johnathan is the sweetest and to hear his perspective on Wyn’s life and his hopes for her was so heartwarming to hear
Thank you for introducing yourself, Jonathan! I'm glad that we got to see you and that you had the confidence to take control and it is clear to see that you're such a calming influence.
Jonathan has such a lovely soul
Oh Jonathan you are so amazing! There is so much love and compassion when you talk about Wyn! It made me smile - thank you!
You have such a calming demeanour and it’s so lovely ☺️ Thank you for sharing your story
It's amazing how much you love wyn and care about her, thank you for sharing this video with as! You are doing an amazing job and you are a beautiful soul.
This is so relaxing to watch I think it's just like Jonathan's inflection and softness in his voice
Your love and dedication for Wyn is so beautiful. Also, the purring is a A+ addition to this video.
Okay, this was so precious! You can really feel his love for her. The mind is amazing that it knew that she needed this sort of figure in her life.
It's a pleasure meeting you, Johnathon! Thank you for helping Wyn and looking after everyone, I'm very glad she has a friend like you.
Hey I'm crying a little bit??? Thanks for putting up with the discomfort and introducing yourself Jonathan! The Wyn and the whole system are so lucky to have such a loving figure to care for them ❤❤❤
This is such a great video! Keep up the good work guys
That was like the sweetest sweetest thing ever. Jonathan you are dearly loved and appreciated
You’re a very special friend without a doubt. Xoxo
Wow Jacob, such a selfless and loving being! Glad to have you in the world!
Hi Johnathan, it’s really nice meeting you! Your so caring and I can really see that you’re kind of like the “dad” like figure in the group. Which is amazing!
I want a Jonathan in my life. He was so comforting to listen to. I'm so glad hes there for you and your head mates!
Around the 5:20... Chills. Our system's first, Mao-Mao took many forms as well. Happy to know we aren't alone in that!