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- čas přidán 7. 04. 2018
- Kit explains how memory retrieval and containment works. And we sort of added animation! (It's our first go at it. It took days.)
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I am so thankful for your chancel and talking about your System.
Last week I got the DID diagnose. I'm from Germany and nobody here makes CZcams Videos about DID.
You helped me to accept the DID, because my anxiety and scary feelings about DID are now very little.
I can accept it :) Sorry for my bad english! And Thank you a lot! :)
No Name Hey I'm from Germany too! I don't have DID but I just thought it was cool that we share the same native country! :)
Hey No Name.
I might make German DID Videos in the future. I need to talk to my therapist first, because I have been diagnosed with plenty of different things that somehow dont seem to fit.
These videos made me open up to the idea that DID might be what I am experiencing.
Your name... Wow... Is my name!! How on earth? Xoxoxox - N. N
We join your club of german DiD patients and would like to communicate more about the diagnosis and living with it.
Your English isn't that bad actually. I've known some native speakers who are far worse. I wouldn't have even guessed that German was your native language if you hadn't of said anything.
that was us who mentioned the memory balls being like Inside Out :)
Also, another word for containment is compartmentalization, in case anyone is confused. We put our memories in boxes on a shelf in this same way.
Mystic Synergy wow weird we do the same thing with ours. Ours have duct tape labels and sometimes we can see what they say and sometimes we can’t. Also sometimes the boxes are closed and sometimes they’re open depending on if our gatekeeper thinks we’re ready to open/remember one.
As my therapist says, when dealing with my Trauma, compartmentalization helps keep me from entirely sinking (fun fact: it was the loss of compartmentalization which ultimately sunk the Titanic ...) ...
Leakage of containment, though, is my main problem ... especially nightmares ... even now ...
Unfortunately, any bad nights sleep makes my fibromyalgia much worse, which, when I wake up ... well, getting out of bed can be near impossible, quite literally ...
We have a filing cabinate!
Books in a library for us
this is actually very smart. especially the "feeding the littles memories and letting them explain it to wyn so that she won't experience those first hand" part
I find the way DID systems talk about memories totally fascinating. It seems to open a window into the way the human brain and mind work. The fact that in DID brains the memories are, at least to some extent, actively stored and manipulated by a self aware part of the brain seems to open up so many avenues to explore exactly how we remember and forget things on a fundamental level. Makes me wish I was a neuroscientist.
I'm in love with this channel. Every new upload just gets me so excited. I don't even struggle with DID but there's something so interesting about you guys in particular. Also I LOVE the new animation. It makes a world of a difference when it comes to understanding the processes that we can't see.
Same. It's good to understand how the mind works, because we all have this defense system in us.
same here. I don't have it but I just love these videos and all I love all the system. so interesting
Wow, I had no idea that a brain can get so specific about the details of what’s going on in the headspace, and keep it so consistent. Even in my most vivid dreams and fantasies I can’t count or write things down because they get jumpy and blurry. I’m seriously impressed at how unlike dreaming it is!
We can't do that memory organization. It sounds so helpful. A lot of our memories are only body memories and not clear.
I'm sure you are still healing, but you seem so together that I am jealous. I'm twelve/thirteen and one of Bee's "littles". I don't have any other alters my age to talk to on the outside and it's hard.
I like your channel, but I feel like you all look so "together" it's hard for me to relate to your system.
I hope one day we'll get there. We're OSDD and not DID. Maybe that makes a difference.
Anyway, I'm envious of and admire you all. I guess, you all give me some hope. I'm tired and I hold a lot of responsibility. Ok. Enough teenage angst ramble.
Thanks for your channel. -Alex-
This is how we feel too. Feel so fortunate to have this information. It feels like somehow the system is able to store the information from learning and slowly release it to where it needs to go.
I'm so happy how fast your channel is growing!!! I love this channel so much, it really helped me get over the stigma that DID is scary
Well it can be scarry at times but it doesn't have to be. And most of the time it's more of an inconvenience.
Like when you first realize that something is wrong it can be like someone stole your car... But after you've learned to cope with it it's more like your just sharing a vehicle with other drivers. As long as everyone takes good care of the vehicle and follows the rules set by the owner there's no problem.
Hey lovely, I just wanted to say thank you. And thank you to all the system youtubers. I was so so so scared when I realized I had DID. You brought a clarity and light into my life that I really needed. You helped me build communication between my alters. You helped all of us understand what was going on with us. You are a godsend. We now have a system journal and I got to see the beautiful art my alters create. And I got them to stop buying bags of talkis because we had like, 7 bags at once 😂😂. We also have a DID story on Snapchat and that’s what we use the most. We still get into agruments and we have differing opinions on how we should handle things, but now we can actually resolve them. We love you so much and we are so thankful for your decision to be open and start this channel. Thank you guys so much. ❤️ Percy
jonathan sounds like a nice dude!
I know! I wanna meet Jonathan :(
For some reason I was curious when this video was posted (I don’t think I’ve checked any other post date before) and it was posted the day I had my son. I thought that was cool, so I thought I’d share ☺️
I don't have did as far as I'm aware but I have amnesia from trauma and I'm finding it really hard to deal with not knowing. I know that the reason I don't remember is that my brain is protecting me but the uncertainty of what happened.. I sometimes think it would be easier for me if I knew what happened because then I could maybe deal with it, but I know that I'm not ready for that and it's hard to accept sometimes. I really wanna thank you for your videos and even if the primary reason you make them is to help others with did, they're also really valuable and helpful for other people and I want to thank you all for that
The videos on this channel are really comprehensive and calming.
I was freaking out because I had the third hallucination this month(I never hallucinated before) and after this I was much calmer and able to wind down
Oh my! The animation! The production value! You guys put out some effort and I'm really impressed!
Btw kinda would watch you speaking with cats on the background but I understand the issue it's fine :D
I loved the little animation bit and I would love to see more of it. It really helps understand!
Hi Entropy system! I had never really heard about D.I.D before I found your channel and I am so glad you are here teaching us about your lives!
That is a really neat memory processing system! I hope to figure something good like that our for my system. Unfortunately, my two little primary trauma holders are mute, so that could be difficult :/
Thank you so very much for these videos. They really help our system. We wish we had them ten years ago, but even right now, they're still amazing.
We know how much of a toll this may take on you all, because we live in a country where we can find absolutely nothing about this in our language, and one of us brought up seriously the idea of trying to make an information channel ourselves. So we went very deep into the horrible things that could bring us, the horrible things it could mean to us, and decided not to.
We really appreciate your sacrifice. Thank you.
You have totally changed my life. I've been dealing with DID for a long time(I got my official diagnosis last summer), and you've put into perspective the communication between all of us and the way we can all help each other. Thanks to you and Jess(Multiplicityandme) I'm understanding myself more and I'm able to tell my friends and they're accepting me and even helping me understand. Thanks so much to all of you. I hope for the happiest of days for you.
you explained this very well. I understood perfectly. I love this channel. if you can't already tell I'm watching all of your videos 😁
I always assumed that the reason I remember things that happened before I existed was so I could function properly as the new host.
One side effect of basically being born with a whole bunch of memories that aren't mine is that for a long time I didn't even realize I was an alter. Some times I'll even forget my own name especially if I'm recalling a memory from the previous host or the original personality. Not sure if I actually switch with them or if I'm still me and just remembered something from their past. Which is also kinda technically my past too. It's really confusing hence my issues with my own identity.
The others don't really have that problem they aways know exactly who they are.
Your channel helps me understand DID so much! Keep up the good work 💜
The animations are amazing! They really help to understand it easier and remember adterwards. And I am soooo glad that I found your yt channel. All of you guys are amazing and I wish you the best. I'm looking forward to the video about Jonathan. Have a good day! 🌞
you really help me understand my DID more--thank you
The Androemeda System thanks you so much! Systems rock!!
I'm so happy to see you guys in my feed! Can't wait for you to get popular as fuck and educate the entire fucking world! You make it so easy for me to understand even though I've never experienced it first hand. I hope you're doing better and that you'll have a wonderful day! ❤❤❤❤
Omg I loved the Sun baby bit 😂
Cool animations! Love this channel
Thank you for making this big statement in my life! Love your channel
Love the animation
im in love with the anime figures in the background!!!
I really enjoyed hearing about this, it was very insightful!
This is so interesting
So I don't know if I have DID but I have an inner world of sorts? I don't see anyone there but I haven't really had the courage to explore. There is a door but I've never opened it. It's back in the shadows. I only visit my memory attic. It's a low ceiling, very brightly lit (I am afraid of the dark), very white space that looks sorta like an office. The only thing in it are my memory boxes where everything is compartmentalized for "future dealing with." The boxes are uniform and spotless white. It's very clean in there. It has to be because the things in the boxes aren't clean.
Even people without DID can have an inner world, but outside of the DID community it's usually called a mind palace
love this channel
I’ve always wondered about how memories are shared within your system. Thanks so much for the explanation! It was really cool to hear.
awesome video!
love the little cartoon thing!
Hey everybody! Thank you for making this super great video. I’ve actually been looking for a good way to explain memory and such to someone I’m very close to, and I can’t show enough gratitude for this video!
I’m currently checking out the Spotify playlists, and Mistletoe’s caught my eye. Her music taste sounds very similar to our Lilly’s, so I was wondering if perhaps she might be interested in maybe something like Gary Stadler? The songs Fairy Nightsongs, Invocation, and Flyaway (both versions) are some favourites of hers.
-Luke :)
We’ll definitely check those out! Thanks for the suggestion. -Wyn
yeah, i recently found out that the number after 2 and rooms with open doors at night are a trigger
Thank you; this was excellent.
Thank you, this really explains some issues I've had and am trying to figure out
I really love your channel. The only experience I’ve really had(before now) was from obviously Split or Sybil but it’s really nice to be able to learn more about DID and to learn about not just the downs about it. Thanks!
This was so helpful. Thank you.
I love the new background! Couldn't help but notice all of the anime figures you guys have. The video was super interesting too!
What do you do if some alters have no interest in healing?
Is it normal for alters to come and go in the inner world? I have 15 so far, but lately I've only seen a few. I used to see all of them at one point. One, Snake, is controlling who can come out, is this normal?
pixie1310 yes it is! that person is also referred to as a gatekeeper.
It doesn't sound normal to me but none of this is really normal anyway and that's OK. Everyone is different. Embrace the weird. 😊
Love the illustrations included in this video. Keep up the great work and thanks for sharing!
You're so good at explaining!
O wow!! Its awesome u guys r on spotify!! So excited to give the playlist a listen
This disorder is even more bizarre than I thought.
Your bow is super cute!
Thanks for doing this video Kit! Really enjoy learning abut DID
It’s so great to hear about your progress!
Thank you for the explanation kit! That was so helpful!
This was honestly incredibly helpful. Thank you for teaching me about you guys. Hope you have a nice week! Also kit rocks. I kinda want to try a similar eyeshadow color. 💗
I feel like I’m watching Kit on 2x speed! So energetic... I wish I was like that!
I love you all so much🖤 Kit i love your cute sweet voice and disposition youre all just so freaking nice AHH I LOVE YOU ALLLL
Very interesting Video! :)
I'm doing a research piece in school at the moment and I'd love to write about you guys if you are okay with it?
This was super interesting and so educational!!!!! THIS CHANNEL NEEDS AT LEAST 1 MIL?!?!?!
You can definitely write about us! Hit us up on Tumblr if you have any specific questions you’d like us to answer. -Wyn
The Entropy System Wyn, Kit, anyone. Been trying to leave messages, trying to say hi but then I can't find them and no one has answered. Anyway someone can acknowledge me? I know the messages were there!! Wondering if I've done something wrong or offended you in any way. Maybe you deleted my posts? I'm so sorry if I said something wrong...I'm just trying to communicate with y'all. But no one is answering me. WAVING A BIG HELLO ... hopefully you'll see me this time & say hi back. Txs! 🙁✌👍🏼😀💜💜💜. Hi to all of the insiders. PS I GO BY JESSIE...NICKNAME.
JESSIE
This is such an informative video! So well done.
This makes me think of Morty's Mind-Blowers more so than it does Inside Out
Random question- do you speak any other languages Wyn? And if so, can the other alters speak it aswell
I took six years of German but I’m SUPER rusty. Kit speaks it better than I do somehow even though it was me taking the classes. We’re also trying to learn Japanese at the moment. -Wyn
The Entropy System that's so cool! I've been doing Spanish for 5 years now
shoutout to the 40k and horus heresy novels on the shelf!
I may not have DID but I am VERY good at suppressing memories lmao. They always come back to me later either in therapy (which is good) or randomly when I'm already upset (which just makes everything worse). They really can just come out of no where.
I love kit!!!! ❤
Very helpful, thank you!❤️❤️❤️
I love this video and the animations. I was just wondering whether you only do trauma work with the littles because they have been with wyn the longest or whether its is done with all of the alters in different ways?
This video has taught me a lot. And if the question is too personal dont feel like you have to answer it, i will understand :-). Wishing you all the best.
My teenage and adult alters aren’t trauma holders. They were made to cope with the trauma but weren’t born as the direct response to one specific event. The Littles were. Because of this, the Littles are the only ones we do trauma work with. The others comfort the Littles afterward. -Wyn
The Entropy System Oh i see. Thanks :-)
dat Teletubbies sun tho 😂😂😂😂😂 nice informative & fun video as always!
Hi! I really love your vids! Your content is great and I really enjoy watching what you do. Your life is really interesting and I never knew I could be that interested in DID untill I found your chanell. I would love to meet all of you one day 😊
-Adamus
i have bpd and i have huge memory gaps in my childhood. I've always wondered if i might be hiding shit from myself.
For someone who is six years old in the system, you seem really mature about most things :)
Kit is 16 :) -Wyn
The Entropy System oh... Sorry for misunderstanding😅
the baby sun lmao
Why do I feel like Kit would be the type to announce herself by singing Get This Party Started lmao
So, if the alter in question has to tell wyn about what happened when they fronted, how does that work? Do they tell wyn while she's fronting or like through their journaling?
Usually they tell me from the headspace while I’m fronting. Sometimes they’ll only tell my therapist. The journal is more to work through internal struggles than relaying outside information. -Wyn
OH MY GOD!!! YOU GUYS HAVE CARDCAPTOR SAKURA MERCH?!?! I LOVE YOU GUYS! HAVE YOU SEEN CLEAR CARD???? XD
And all of them, but kit is my girl ❤❤💓
*gasps* OLD MAN'S WAR! JOHN SCALZI! NICE
i have to make a stain glass window for art class and i want it to be on DID but i don't know how to visually represent it, any ideas?
Puzzle pieces are an easy option! -Wyn
What are the set of books in the background!? The titles look super interesting to me. Are they a series?
I wonder... instead of feeding the memory to a little, if Jonathan can access it already, couldn’t he just relay the information?
Being able to face our past is part of our path to healing. At some point the Littles will be able to hold their own memories and at that point I’ll start reviving them directly. It’s going to be a slow process, but it’s what Jonathan says will work the best. I trust him to make that call. -Wyn
Books in your background! I can't read most of the titles though :( I'm always looking for new recommendations so if you have any I'm all ears.
Do you have any advice on how to feel rested after the memory nightmares? Or how to determine which ones are memories or just nightmares? Thank you again your videos are so helpful, you are a wonderful, brave and kind person for sharing your journey
In one video you talked about the different therapies/treatments and that in the past the only therapy was like trying to merge all the personalities, but it doesnt work that well/for everyone but could that happen accidentally, like could you merge with Daniel and/or kit at some point since they’re closest so you can share memories and all right now? Also Argh, hard to say this without sounding rude and I really hope I don’t insult any of you, but watching the videos I always felt that Daniel and Kit were the most sort of. Whole? Kind of. Like e.g. the littles, well they havent appeared that much but they seem very focused on certain things in the videos, whereas usually kids are very very like.. all over the place with what they’re talking about and wander off with the topics, even 8 year olds. But they’ve been very kind of. Focused on like. This is me, this is what I do, that is it. Ofc we’ve heard very little of them but still. And mistletoe seems to feel like she has a very focused purpose also. And most have that and/or then a very overpowering personality trait. But then kit and Daniel to me have seemed,you know, more. Dimensional, i hate to say it like that and I don’t mean that anyone’s 2D i mean just. More kind of. Agh. Don’t have the right words... and I do know that they too have their like. Specific thing they’re good at. But just feel more whole. And i really do not mean anything bad by that and I don’t know any of the real situation it’s only the perception I’ve gotten and it might be that they’re just in the videos most so there’s been a chance to see more sides to them. But I’ve felt that just by looking at all you guys and even without them saying it it’s kind of clear they’re closest to you. Lol sorry for this super rambly message, i hope I didn’t hurt any of you by saying that Dx and since I’m already at it writing this comment I’m going to confess to being a huge fan of Daniel and that starts to mess up my head cos feels wrong as an outsider to be more attached to an alter than the host and it’s hard to imagine how that’d feel if it was in person :O Yeah. Thousand times sorry again if I was really inappropriate in this comment :( and the main question was is it possible to merge kind of without actively aiming to do that?
Integration can definitely happen on accident, though I'd phrase it as "happening naturally". Also, don't feel bad about your observation. I notice that, too. Daniel and Kit spend a lot of time out in the body compared to the others and so they've had the chance to get to know themselves and grow outside of the bubble that is the headspace. The others haven't had that chance. It's hard to find a space for the Littles to get to play and explore because, honestly, almost everyone I know is uncomfortable around them. I hope it won't be that way forever. -Wyn
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I love the new recording background but I don’t see the item Wyn got from Arizona
1:29 black ops 3 campain?(violent/phycoligy too though.)
First of all love your chanel. Why doesn't Johnathan get overwhelmed holding all the bad memories?
I hope this question is taken respectfully. I’m wondering how a student with DID maintains a normal school life. How would studying for a test work?
We actually have a video that covers that topic! Here’s the link :) czcams.com/video/pM2IicS_KyM/video.html
*looking at my closet door, behind which i know there is a literal bag of actual trash*... 😅
(and my brain is no different lol. and this is what happens when a trauma survivor can't get a therapist, folx!!!!!)
Hi guys!
So do you guys (alters) also sleep and dream? Do alters have their own subconscious?
I'm not sure if that's ok to ask or it's too straightforward..I'm just curious.
Lots of love!
It sounds like you have to do in your conscious brain what people without DID do automatically, or in their subconscious (to a degree more, anyway.)
Hello! I've been wondering how is Mistletoe doing. Haven't heard about her in a long time and I really like her!
i love the animations! also, is there a way to send fan mail? i was scene in highschool and i have ALOT of bows i think Kit would like.
I don't have DID but I kinda accidentally contained my memories and now don't have access to them. It's like my memories are a forest and deep in the forest is a cottage that has a locked door that I can't open. It used to push itself open and I would have to force it shut but now I just can't go inside. I've been thinking for a while that I have fragments and I think one may have developed to hold the door shut but it's difficult with fragments as I can't exactly have a conversation with them or identify them as they are just a tiny part of me and not a full personality.
Rarr Rar - I hope that you're seeking therapy to deal with what you're experiencing, as it sounds like it would be really helpful to discuss what you're describing with someone who has experience working through these issues. Repressing memories can be a factor in a number of mental illnesses and therapy can be super helpful in feeling like you have more understanding and control over your thoughts and memories.
I ave already been diagnosed with depression and anxiety, but now I have due a mental health assessment to give me more insight into what I might be dealing with.
Rarr Rar I TOTALLY LOVE your analogy of the forest. How cool! I"m glad you're looking into therapy. Good luck & God bless you.
Jessie
Are we ever going to get to meet Jonathan anytime soon?
Later this week, actually 😁 -Wyn
Really looking forward to that!
I love your bow! Where'd you get it?
Hot topic like 10 years ago 😂
I don't know if this question is too personal so it's okay if you don't answer but:
Does Jonathan as the memory holder has any certain memories he withholds from himself or does he even need to have his own set of memory balls?
He’s got his own memories. He doesn’t need to store them anywhere. -Daniel
The Entropy System Alright thanks for the answer
What does a switch between alters in control look like?
Kit said you have lists in Spotify?? I want to listen!! Does anyone know the user or the playlist name?
What about make video with Jonathan?
He actually recorded an introduction video yesterday! 😁 It will be up later this week. -Wyn
Can an alter get triggered when not fronting?