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- čas přidán 28. 11. 2020
- A drug user life in the UK, from “MARK”
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May the Universe keep providing for you. You are worth it and deserve better.
I wish you all the best with your channel. It's about time we had a channel documenting the struggles of people suffering from addiction in the UK.
IT IS SUCH A RELIEF ISN'T IT MARTIN🙂 It's so important to share our testamony so we can save lives. Be the light for the ones who struggle with so much darkness. Everyone who exists on this Earth has a purpose.
@@aimeehampton3302 You're very right! Bless you 😊
Bless you Mark, I enjoyed your interview and your story really resonates with me. It's clear to anyone who takes the time to watch your video you're an intelligent, creative, kind, thoughtful and attractive man. I wish you all the best with everything in life that's important to you and once we can travel once again I'll be sure to say hi if I ever happen to be in London 💜
You are absolutely gorgeous. Blessed!
Mark you’re worth so much more than this . Try and get well , you’re only young, why don’t you love yourself more ?? You come across as such a lovely person , so honest , no excuses for your situation , it’s made me so sad watching you here ... 🥺🥺
This man has a good soul....lost to drugs. I pray he fets through this. ❤
I was an addict 20 years in the Cambridgeshire area I’m 5 years clean now smoke weed got a bird house car job see my kids life’s good
Definitely the bird house must've done it mate 🏡🐦😂😂either way keep walking the line.
Good 4 u bro👍🏿
@@shaymoose4538 haha sweetened the deal bro 4sure
Same here....having a good woman is the key
Yes dave!😆
All the best Martin. I wish you all the luck in the world. Take the first step, this doesn't have to be your life. Your worth so much more.
Bless this guy for his honesty 🙏🙏
You need to sit down bro and get on their level physically when you interview. It’s called respect
What a stupid negative comment.
..and despite the obvious challenges, Mark still makes it through every day, if only this one characteristic alone could be chanelled, a better outcome awaits, respect Mark.
He seems like a good guy
You are a very honest man, Martin. And you deserve so much more out of life.
You seem like such a lovely and genuine person, Martin. Thank you for sharing your story. Wishing you all the best with your new path in life. 💜
Seems like a beautiful soul, hope he turns it around.. 💚
It is so sad that people turn to drugs because of childhood trauma, which seems to be the case here and I hope Mark/Martin you get over this and move on with life because you seem to be a nice person that has a lot to offer. Those that turn to drugs through clubbing and peer pressure I have absolutely no sympathy with, they make that choice and will suffer for the rest of their lives. I have known a few people who took speed, weed and/or ecstacy and all have had mental health problems. Not surprising but people still do these things which is also so sad.
Speaking from the heart. Respect 🙏
Nearly £200 a day before lockdown?...I’m gonna get myself a grubby sleeping bag, not shave for a week, get myself a manky lurcher and a Costa cup and sit on my arse all day!...get fed too!!! Why struggle?🤷🏻♂️
self respect mate
Do it! Let us know how it goes 😆
Lol grand a week, I'd be living it up
You think that would
Be a nice life? Get real.
I hope things get better for you Mark x
"Deep into that darkness peering long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting ,dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before. "
Edgar Allan Poe.
hib pe was that,iv got a big hardback book of edgar,the poem may be in it.
God bless you Martin, if you see this I hope your doing ok out there, sending you strength and hope 🙏🏼
Hope you find your soul bro,l was on crack and H for 5 years and now l am clean so it can be done,.wish you all the best
A lot of truly good people are addicts. It’s a terrifying disease that I had a personal battle with for over a decade. I feel addiction is the result of lack of connection. It isolated me for years. Luckily I somehow broke free. I’m not qualified to suggest how anyone should break free. I wish all those out there struggling mental peace,clarity and hope they find the realization they still have value. For those who have never been addicted consider yourself fortunate and try not to make generalizations about those who are. Some people you would never suspect are addicts may be suffering in silence and nobody is immune from entering that world of addiction. It can absolutely happen to anyone.
@@nitramja7738 thank you for your kind words. I feel during these pandemic conditions the amount of people turning to substances may unfortunately increase. I’ve noticed it locally increasing as people have been isolated and losing at every turn. It’s a tough road for sure. The people I’ve met that come through the other side alive are generally really driven. It’s like taking a ride through Hell and making it out.
YOU ARE BRILLIANT, WONDERFUL AND YOU JUST MAKE ME SMILE MARTIN❤️❤️❤️❤️
Why are you smiling at an addict?
@@dublinsfaircity first of all I'm an addict and an alcoholic. I'm smiling because he explained his life very well.
Us addicts and Alcoholics are people too. Why wouldn't I smile at an addict? If I wasn't an addict and Alcoholic myself, I wouldn't think I couldn't smile at someone just because they are homeless drug addicts. Smiles save lives🙂
@@aimeehampton3302 Fair enough. I don't feel like smiling watching addicts sleeping rough myself. I find it hard to watch but admire their courage in adversity.
@@nitramja7738 you're welcome! If you ever need someone to talk to I am always a great listener 😊
@MARTIN ANDREWS a good soul shone through on that video. Praying for you and your new path. Remember your worth it and deserve a great life.
Great video, put things into perspective. I hope he finds the right help he needs
I hope “Mark” can eventually get his life back on track. He deserves to be truly happy. I like what he said about the universe providing for him, so very true!!
@@nitramja7738 I like the way you think, makes a lot of sense!! I hope things have been a bit better for you, stay strong!
@@nitramja7738 I’m so happy to hear that! Listening to you talk you’d make a great youth worker/social worker.. I hope your life continues to improve, wishing you all the best!!
@@nitramja7738 THE UNIVERSE IS OUR HEARTBEAT
Amy you're really nice to homeless people I am homeless not on drugs but homeless your comment on Martin is truly from your heart bless you amy
@@thomasmcdonagh8332 hi, too many people take what they have for granted. Homelessness could happen to any of us at any point of time in our lives. I’d rather lift people up than put them down. I hope you’ve got some supports that you can talk to and also who can help you get things back on track and eventually get you somewhere inside to stay. Good luck with everything, God bless.
Maybe it wolid be good to interview the guy behind the camera and his team. Even with hidden identity to protect them if they preferred. It would give us an idea and insight to the "Light and Dark" Teams goals, Mission statement, what they hope to achieve with their interviews ECT. They guy who interviewed me was a good bloke. I think it would be interesting to hear from you guys.
Well done - we need to see the struggle in UK and Australia - the US has Soft White Underbelly and AML films. Australia doesn’t have anyone documenting the struggle of these people. Love, Leanda.
US also has morals over money..king Frank he reports helps and highlights the struggles in Kensington he is awesome
And chosen Won also has a channel, and Invisible People.
Soft White Underbelly was the original name of the band Blue Oyster Cult.
Martin i saw it in your eyes and your persona,that you are really a genuine nice person and you really need that in the world,as good things happen to good people,Karma they call it. i know you try to be your happy self,then in desporate times, You feel u fail people and doing that,YOU really hurt your own soul! As looking at u,you seem a really geuine guy,but u want your soul back comlete,instead of half way.x take care !!!
Trust me, they are all nice before they start withdrawing
These times are so hard for us all but being on the streets especially in winter must be horrible.
I know you may of made some bad decisions along the way but we all have, I hope you find your way and lead yourself into a positive place.
I wish I had enough money to help all the homeless out. No one deserves to be on the streets.
I hope you can stay strong and one day get clean. God bless you Martin x
"My life is cold, and dark, and dreary; it rains and the wind is never weary; My thoughts still cling to the mouldering past, But the hopes of youth fall thick in the blast."
To the channel owner: it's heroin - not heroine. That's a female hero.
@@Felicity2121 In French, heroin = 'heroine'.
It's always spelled heroin in English -
Hoping these addicts get better 🙏🏽
@@Felicity2121 are you sure?
@@SA77888 in uk its heroin, for sure
@@mrtambourineman6107 indeed :)
A good looking guy.. I hope he does go back to rehab and with help ditches the drugs. He’s lost most of his teeth due to the drugs
He used to sit at Chancery Lane. Helped me a lot and I sorted him out.
This is so sad!!! God be with you!!!
I wish better for this brother stay safe and I hope you find some peace in wot ever ya doing people this is real life and everyone has a story 🙏🏻
£150 a day begging plus free food? As the man said it must be tough since Bat Flu. Good luck to you Mark I hope things improve for you and all of us.
Love the comments on here very heart warming.
I am enjoying your videos. Mark seems like a nice guy. He is very handsome. Hard to imagine him taking drugs from the age of 11 because he seems so “normal”. How can that be? I think the interviewer needs to speak up and try to get rid of the background noise. Other than that, great job!
@@nitramja7738 please go to rehab you can do it
God bless you bro please take care of your self I hope one day you will turn your life around good bless Brad mufc x
150 a day that’s 4200 pm. 50,400 per year - cash...makes you think.
This is the darkness, Jesus is the light. I pray my brother gets out of this hell and prays and feels the power of the Lord.
Hope he gets there one day.. Just have hope mate
Poor bloke...his eyes look so depressed, despair. 🙏🏻
God bless bro.
I can't get over how these ppl can afford to be drug addicts. I mean when i was sniffing coke it nearly made me broke, i didn't like that so i stopped. I'd never make it doing drugs and being on the streets... thank god for fabulous miracles 🙏
@@nitramja7738 is that you in the video
@@nitramja7738 Martin good on you man, absolutely amazing to hear that
All the best to u .stay safe bro.if u ever need anything or around d newmarket again or cambridge and me a message on here.when I say if u eed anything I mean it bro.takw care
A snowball is b and w mixed and injected if u didn’t know
ive been on al ot of drugs, but haven't done any class As for years, used to bang up etc, but cant give up weed, dont know why but to me its more addictive than crack..
This is like Soft White Underbelly in the UK
Feck this man earns more money being homeless on the streets than I do in a day being stressed out as a nurse in the NHS. Go figure.....
Nice empathetic point of view, sure your in the right line of work?
Alright Martin , Lloyd here , haven't seen you since Focus days.so your back out there.Had any thoughts bout getting clean again?
@@nitramja7738 yeah I'm good atm Martin.Things been up and down for me too.glad your still alive .get your shit together man.yeah we used to av some laughs in treatment back in the day
I suppose it's harder to get clean from the gear nowadays as no government funding available.where do you sleep at night?
Hes from my hometown
I struggle with herion addiction and now on methadone .
@@nitramja7738 as u know the truth is with addiction we aint gunna stop till that time comes when something switches in your brain and u WANT to stop. Then we will. Thats the truth.
Ready when we ready
Ive been addicted to herion for 4 years.mow and its drained so mhch money from me.
I am however still holding down a full time job for past 2 yeaes i guess thats enabled me.to smoke.more though lol
And even wirh tjat full time job i still have to beg sometimes to cover my habit.
Dan
Open drug consumption rooms give the Hardcore of drug addicts proper heroin its less physically addictive than methadone and just look how the Swiss have done it plus Portugal even at the start of covidv19 in Dublin they at least took on over 200 homeless heroin addicts on a program within days being on drugs in UK is tight.
God bless prayers and happiness
Heroin is the drug,heroine is a female hero
Martin keep fighting the fight
Heart breaking
I would give him the drugs he wanted/needs and a room to take them in safely.
What?? Not exactly a great role model are you.
how to make money?
go to busy traffic lights and beg
best income ever 🤣
£150 a day fucking hell over 50k a year
So sad to see him wasted his life and some one getting rich at his family’s misery ...
Kids if your ever thinking of doing drugs watch trainspotting first
I'm going out begging fuck this 🤣
IS THAT A ENGLISH ACCENT
GET YOURSELF HELP
GOD BLESS
BE SAFE
Xx
Knew this guy from mildenhall years ago. Such a tragedy
4:45 Damn man
Now we use internet to keep our senses content are we not junkies too
I would help him out
Whats fun at 23 aint so fun at 43
Heroin the worst of all drugs
Please god he fines the 12 steps 🙏
The some story here
In Australia 🇦🇺 our H has always been pretty good , china white mostly, never seen brown, we had some grey stuff that was awesome, but now since covid it’s crap, not even gear I think, feels like caffeine & fentanyl mixed together, it’s not worth buying now 😖 , in Aus the main drug is now ice ( crystal meth ) & I can see a huge amount of people ( smack heads) changing over now to that because it’s way cheaper & u actually get high, the H users down a handful of Valium or 1or2 Xanax to try mimic H. So we have a lot of spun people doing weird shit . It’s not good. We need to some how get the asians cooking out get rite again, F*** fentanyl & meth crap !
Any asians with some feel free to reply , lol, & I will purchase ( seriously)
😢😢
Rock an brown the best in town
Pathetic
Quite ironic being called light and dark
@@amirarshadi4180 to be technical white and dark, but it was a joke you helmet
@@DavidThomas-yk8wh light and dark is DEFINITELY more commonly used on the streets of the UK than “white and dark” you helmet 😂😂
@@amirarshadi4180 u don’t have a clue 🤦🏽♂️
@@kw2104 maybe not, but really if you think about it being right in an argument about the correct name of substances that ruin lives is not a victory! Is it?? Now think about what you've done, you have been a very bad boy Frederick 👦
Ps .... helmet ⛑️
@@kw2104 plus I deleted all my comments so you can't prove a thing hahah like john cena when he waves his hand ... you can't see me !! ...... 😇😇 ma ma ma ma wa wa wa ghost busters wa wa
Look these comments are annoying he made them choices don't have pity he would Rob ya whole family
Sort your self out dude ffs
No sympathy whatsoever