Conversation With a Cross Dresser-Rebecca (4)

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  • čas přidán 28. 12. 2020
  • A fourth Soft White Underbelly talk and portrait with Rebecca, a homeless cross dressing man living in Los Angeles.
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  • @hannahgubani116
    @hannahgubani116 Před rokem +3208

    This is crazy! I started watching Rebecca’s videos backwards. So, seeing her talk and speak coherently is just so crazy.

  • @nikkolefogg5552
    @nikkolefogg5552 Před 10 měsíci +1518

    This is the most “healthy” Rebecca has looked. 🥺

    • @yakkayakka360
      @yakkayakka360 Před 9 měsíci +16

      You need to move your quotation marks over one word to the right

    • @stompthedragon4010
      @stompthedragon4010 Před 9 měsíci +17

      And now look. What a shame.

    • @misty1836
      @misty1836 Před 9 měsíci +3

      @@yakkayakka360 🤣

    • @screee5783
      @screee5783 Před 8 měsíci +11

      ​@@yakkayakka360and you need to take yourself out, yet here you are. Your best parts dripped down sister-momma's leg and it shows

    • @yakkayakka360
      @yakkayakka360 Před 8 měsíci

      @@screee5783 you got incest on your mind? You are a sick, sick puppy! So sad

  • @shannonshannonbobannon5040
    @shannonshannonbobannon5040 Před 9 měsíci +827

    Seeing this after watching the new videos has helped me to understand why it’s so hard for Mark to give up hope for this poor soul.

  • @lanieh6900
    @lanieh6900 Před 6 měsíci +228

    It's so weird to see Rebecca interact in conversation! Actually listening to what Mark has to say and responding. A very likable version.

  • @thesimulation9651
    @thesimulation9651 Před rokem +1408

    It's heartbreaking how much Rebecca has changed from this interview to the most recent

    • @GEORGIABOY23
      @GEORGIABOY23 Před rokem +23

      Drugs

    • @richamaebermas1533
      @richamaebermas1533 Před rokem +22

      agree, I rooted for her recovery these years.. 😢 she looked the healthiest only in this vid

    • @GEORGIABOY23
      @GEORGIABOY23 Před rokem +8

      @@richamaebermas1533 you do know he is a guy who cross dresses and just want to be a she

    • @craftygirl9666
      @craftygirl9666 Před rokem +30

      @@GEORGIABOY23 News flash! Rebecca knows this too. Why does it matter to you so much? Are you being harmed by it?

    • @GEORGIABOY23
      @GEORGIABOY23 Před rokem +6

      @@craftygirl9666 yeah just making sure you know

  • @michaelhart7282
    @michaelhart7282 Před 3 lety +553

    The weight gain looks SO healthy

  • @diannewhite573
    @diannewhite573 Před 10 měsíci +416

    Just watched this. The decline in Rebecca now is devastating. She was coherent & insightful here. I always fear Rebecca will be found dead, overdosed or beaten up on the road side. Such a sad waste of a beautiful human being 😔😔

    • @teijaflink2226
      @teijaflink2226 Před 9 měsíci +17

      Yeah I was shocked to see this used to be Rebecca only about 2 years ago, absolutely heartbreaking, if she doesn't manage to make a change I'm afraid we wont have her for a very long.

    • @philippamcqueen5430
      @philippamcqueen5430 Před 9 měsíci +9

      Yes totally,when I way he'd marks interview yesterday he said Rebecca had overdosed on fetanil but someone saved her,he really seems worried. .I hope she chooses life over drugs eventually ..so sad she is refusing all this help...x

    • @S_J_banana
      @S_J_banana Před 9 měsíci +4

      I'm pretty sure she's already ODed before too.

    • @nunyabisniss1179
      @nunyabisniss1179 Před 9 měsíci

      ​@@philippamcqueen5430😢❤

    • @LikeSomeDude
      @LikeSomeDude Před 9 měsíci +15

      I think Rebeccas drugs are crystal and ecstasy. The videos I have seen where she is writhing around half nude on a sidewalk are her in the grips of full on meth psychosis which happens when users have been up for five days but continue to use meth, stay up for ANOTHER five days, and eventually just end up in a waking hallucination. I saw a “Fail compilation” video that included a vid of Rebecca writhing on the sidewalk and my heart broke. I personally have prayed so much for Rebecca; I am SURE many many others are as well. Please God(?) HELP Rebecca HELP HERSELF. She’s got the opportunities it’s just the initial change is hard. Please lord 🙏

  • @fuzbcuz7613
    @fuzbcuz7613 Před 9 měsíci +256

    I cannot believe this was Rebecca only two years ago. Such a good looking person that was actually asking questions about Mark with sincere interest; totally involved in conversation. I pray for Rebecca's change.

    • @farrah9748
      @farrah9748 Před 5 měsíci +1

      🌸 he has such a surprising coherent understanding of his own victimization. 🌸 being robbed of your life is a ridiculous situation to be thrown. 🌸 currently surviving homelessness and being made scammer food 😑 🌊 🏄 🎂 🥂 🐾 🎶 🧱 🛣 🛤 ☠ ⛓ ⛓ 💵 🐍 💵 🏡 🏗🗽🧭🌐 🎶 💉 💔 🧋🧋🍰🍰🍨🍨

  • @jessicazepeda9516
    @jessicazepeda9516 Před 3 lety +4250

    When Rebecca said I found it on the Floor. I smiled Thats the reason why, I drive around Skid Row and leave bags of clean clothes in the streets.

    • @CMoore8539
      @CMoore8539 Před 3 lety +226

      That’s very kind of you!!!♥️

    • @nectareen8665
      @nectareen8665 Před 3 lety +26

      😂😂😂

    • @Itsunclegabby
      @Itsunclegabby Před 3 lety +471

      Do this! I leave sandwich bags of dental floss, toothpaste tablets, mouthwash tablets, wipes, hand sanitizer, masks, gloves... when I go back they're always gone, so I keep doing it.
      Edit: Handwarmers and feminine products, and condoms are always, ALWAYS needed.

    • @jessicazepeda9516
      @jessicazepeda9516 Před 3 lety +98

      @@Itsunclegabby God bless you for that.

    • @SteffMartinezV_
      @SteffMartinezV_ Před 3 lety +43

      God bless you ❤️

  • @Lena-uh3ky
    @Lena-uh3ky Před 3 lety +2004

    Looks much better and more lucid too. Also when Mark said: " there's a lot more beautiful things about you" that was beautiful too Mark. 🥺

    • @seltzermint5
      @seltzermint5 Před 3 lety +11

      so true!

    • @amyflowers1832
      @amyflowers1832 Před 3 lety +66

      Rebecca‘s eyes when he told her she has lots of beautiful stuff about her .. they lit up 😍 that was such a beautiful thing to see ❤️

    • @TheTruthContestt
      @TheTruthContestt Před 3 lety +11

      It’s very clever how you avoided using any pronouns in the beginning of your sentence.

    • @Juniper122
      @Juniper122 Před 3 lety +2

      Accurate

    • @shellz1125
      @shellz1125 Před 3 lety +8

      I love her.... what a fearless soul. Clever and just so beautiful .....

  • @catheirs
    @catheirs Před 10 měsíci +342

    Seeing her fall apart over time on the streets depresses me so much. She is so lovable despite her demons. I pray to God she can be healed somehow.

    • @stompthedragon4010
      @stompthedragon4010 Před 9 měsíci +19

      He has obviously deteriorated badly. I'm not participating in the ' she' delusion anymore. Rebecca's birth name is Ishmael, but I can go with his wanting to be called Rebecca. At this point, I think he is on the abyss to total insanity, and possibly death.

    • @PeaShaped
      @PeaShaped Před 8 měsíci

      Maybe you will wake up out of your hypnosis and know that is a BOY he has a penis. A HE not a she. No vagina like you. HE stands to urinate.

    • @James-re1yf
      @James-re1yf Před 8 měsíci +3

      @@stompthedragon4010 100pwrceñt agree I'll Ishmael is near his end in October 2023

    • @trevormichael4906
      @trevormichael4906 Před 7 měsíci +5

      @@stompthedragon4010I think it’s disturbing how SOCIETY (or young/ stup/d people) has lost its collective mind and give into these delusions. It’s the same sadness I have for this man. I see the guise of “being respectful”. It’s mind numbing. Too lazy to see what’s actually going on, or too dimwitted to care.

    • @stompthedragon4010
      @stompthedragon4010 Před 7 měsíci

      @@trevormichael4906 I have a 13 year old grandchild and see the effect this has had on her peer group. They are destroying a generation

  • @jeweliastanley7065
    @jeweliastanley7065 Před 9 měsíci +150

    I’ve seen this interview but watching it now after the newest ones is so heartbreaking look how healthy and clean and well spoken she is here

    • @samiam280
      @samiam280 Před 9 měsíci +14

      He was educated, good looking, articulate, sober. He's on death's door in most recent video. Praying for help for this young man!

    • @thecompleation8891
      @thecompleation8891 Před 8 měsíci

      She*@@samiam280

  • @luvzdogz
    @luvzdogz Před 3 lety +1114

    She is a really good listener. When Mark started talking about happiness, she was quiet, sat back and was genuinely engaged in listening. Not just waiting to talk. That's a real skill.

    • @Jessicamarlana1999
      @Jessicamarlana1999 Před 3 lety +29

      Right, I agree! A genuine conversation is so hard for people to have now a days and it’s sad. I really like her and I hope she gets out and really thrives!

    • @rejeana4273
      @rejeana4273 Před 3 lety +34

      She’s very intelligent

    • @Missperidoteyes11
      @Missperidoteyes11 Před 3 lety +29

      Your sincere respect for her preferred pronouns seems small, but is actually a HUGE show of respect. That's appreciated, thank u!

    • @Arcticninja123
      @Arcticninja123 Před 2 lety +13

      @@Missperidoteyes11 he

    • @elizabethrigby3901
      @elizabethrigby3901 Před 2 lety +4

      Outsiders like to listen
      I noticed this as well when I seen this comment ❤

  • @mysticmama740
    @mysticmama740 Před 3 lety +818

    What a different person after spending a month in the hospital with food, shelter, care, less drugs!!!! My goodness how drugs can ravish a person. She looks and is healthier. She is bright, engaging, and has some substance to her person! Oh how I wish the best things for Rebecca, with some support, she could really shine! Look how much she engaged him!!

  • @sidelucio
    @sidelucio Před 8 měsíci +32

    He's such a beautiful person when he's sober.

  • @kendradaniels1831
    @kendradaniels1831 Před 10 měsíci +107

    Clothes, shoes, sobriety, eloquence, this is the Rebecca I have to revisit to remind me that this is who I remember. ❤

  • @isabelletaljaard437
    @isabelletaljaard437 Před 3 lety +407

    "My scar is the most beautiful thing about me"- i love that❤

    • @serenityfreedom3096
      @serenityfreedom3096 Před 3 lety +3

      The end of this video where they share philosophies was off the chain!

    • @shellz1125
      @shellz1125 Před 3 lety +1

      Embracing physical scars and realizing that scars inside and out are beautiful....

    • @catalinaortoljo2821
      @catalinaortoljo2821 Před 2 měsíci +1

      This is the first video where Rebecca's ability to intensely focus on someone as though they're the only person who matters is apparent. That must be intoxicating to the receipt.

  • @oceancat0450
    @oceancat0450 Před 2 lety +942

    You can tell Mark has a special place in his heart with everyone, but especially with Rebecca. Rebecca actually looks healthiest in this video.

    • @MariaAlvarez-bm9bs
      @MariaAlvarez-bm9bs Před 2 lety +19

      Sadly this is one of her first videos. i pray she finds a safe space and recovery

    • @MikeNolanMate
      @MikeNolanMate Před 2 lety +19

      @@MariaAlvarez-bm9bs he*

    • @MariaAlvarez-bm9bs
      @MariaAlvarez-bm9bs Před rokem +32

      @@MikeNolanMate SHE*

    • @musicbyarnica
      @musicbyarnica Před rokem +1

      so sad :(

    • @youthofyesterdayrecords
      @youthofyesterdayrecords Před rokem +36

      Seems the broken leg actually led to a period of stability for Rebecca. As we see in the latest video, the wheels come off again...This conversation proves to me that underneath the drug abuse and mental health issues is an intelligent, insightful person with great taste in film. It's sad to see, but many of us are just as lost, in our own way...even if we fake being normal better than Rebecca.

  • @tommymason8703
    @tommymason8703 Před 9 měsíci +34

    oh my god... I've seen the newer videos never these older videos. This is a totally different human being

  • @hopefloatsm24
    @hopefloatsm24 Před 10 měsíci +128

    Rebecca is so very mesmerizing. You can see the wheels turning in her head. She is INCREDIBLY intelligent….almost functioning on a different plane. I see her as a teacher of philosophy helping us to view the world and our existence from a hidden place. Her eyes alone speak beauty and her existence is sublime. ♥️♥️

    • @clivejones2944
      @clivejones2944 Před 9 měsíci +2

      That's a fella!

    • @mollyram2997
      @mollyram2997 Před 9 měsíci +1

      Bingo

    • @laurenrusted-nj5gy
      @laurenrusted-nj5gy Před 8 měsíci +5

      Love this comment. So true. There’s a beauty there so devoid in acceptable society

    • @mounag8518
      @mounag8518 Před 8 měsíci

      What that twisted sick word. Thats a He and will never be a She. Hope he gets out of drugs and turn his life around

    • @marionmeikle8874
      @marionmeikle8874 Před 7 měsíci +2

      YES, mesmerising is exactly the right word ! Beautiful soul .....

  • @robertpace901
    @robertpace901 Před 3 lety +624

    I feel like I'm listening to a carefree and wise child in an adult body.

    • @brandonmartinez9710
      @brandonmartinez9710 Před 3 lety +4

      So accurate

    • @yoongistongue4163
      @yoongistongue4163 Před 3 lety +9

      She's like 20 yo, she is still a kid

    • @hunterbasselite6826
      @hunterbasselite6826 Před 3 lety +11

      @@yoongistongue4163 there’s no she in this video ..

    • @yoongistongue4163
      @yoongistongue4163 Před 3 lety +26

      @@hunterbasselite6826 she wants to be referenced as she, therefore is a SHE. If you don't like it go into some homophobic corner of the internet instead of camping under the vid you clearly don't understand or haven't watch it at all. Bye.

    • @user-mo3ue1to2o
      @user-mo3ue1to2o Před 3 lety +9

      @@yoongistongue4163 not homophobic. Common sense. Just because you dress like a woman doesn't mean you are one🙄

  • @KnotApps
    @KnotApps Před 3 lety +667

    Rebecca just interviewed mark lol, this was cute

    • @michaelazans6666
      @michaelazans6666 Před 3 lety +34

      He sure has talked more then in the majority of his vids. So much wisdom shared in this one. Thank you Mark, Thank you Rebecca... ☺

    • @jaxxiet5851
      @jaxxiet5851 Před 3 lety +5

      Yes!! Loved it

    • @AliEtSaMaman
      @AliEtSaMaman Před 3 lety +3

      Yeah. That's one rare and lovely exchange. ♡

    • @job6936
      @job6936 Před 3 lety +1

      @@michaelazans6666 her vids 🥰

    • @michaelazans6666
      @michaelazans6666 Před 3 lety +1

      @@job6936 ☺yes, sir?

  • @ryansack5198
    @ryansack5198 Před 10 měsíci +213

    Jeez man.. Rebecca has really declined these past 2 years. He's so coherent & normal here.

    • @dawnellafreeman4860
      @dawnellafreeman4860 Před 9 měsíci +8

      Wow... Like night and day

    • @ahill4642
      @ahill4642 Před 6 měsíci +18

      She.

    • @larissa_7729
      @larissa_7729 Před 5 měsíci

      What America did to this poor soul

    • @tbone6924
      @tbone6924 Před 5 měsíci

      @@ahill4642 No, This person is a HE. Sorry that pronouns that reflect actual biology triggers you.

    • @janisg7409
      @janisg7409 Před 5 měsíci

      It says 3 yrs. Amazing, I’ve never seen Rebecca look so good!

  • @alisong799
    @alisong799 Před 10 měsíci +150

    I've watched hundreds if not thousands of SWU videos, and I have never seen someone crack Mark open like Rebecca has. She makes him laugh and gets him to talk more about himself than any other interviewee on the channel. It's so hard to watch the spark that they have together slowly fizzle with the more recent interviews. I hope Rebecca gets help soon, she has a person here who clearly loves her so much and thinks the world of her.

    • @marie3539
      @marie3539 Před 5 měsíci

      Rebecca is a man

    • @JaimeMesChiens
      @JaimeMesChiens Před 5 měsíci +5

      Rebecca is brilliant, appealing, beautiful, sweet, and very, very unwell.
      I can understand Mark’s passion and compassion.
      She is so easy-to love.

    • @thelonemaiden
      @thelonemaiden Před 3 měsíci

      an interesting observation!
      almost no one here realizes his-her Disability via neurological specialness. or the meaning of the word

  • @franbenoit
    @franbenoit Před 2 lety +938

    Watching this Video of Rebecca she looks so healthy and clear minded. It's just sad to watch the latest video of Rebecca, she has lost so much weight and is so lost. I was so hoping she could of got it together and did something positive in her life. She has so much potential as of others on this channel ❤🙏

    • @krozsa027
      @krozsa027 Před 2 lety +38

      Yes,it's so sad. I've been watching the new videos yesterday, and it now makes me even more sad for her. She has changed a lot, sadly in the wrong direction. Hope she finds the help she desperately needs. 🙏❤️😔

    • @Elhastezy888
      @Elhastezy888 Před 2 lety +21

      Heyyy, I was just wondering if this is the same person!!
      I saw the most recent videos but had no idea there were earlier ones.
      Now I don't think I want to watch the rest, I JUST started it 😔

    • @luvzfrance24
      @luvzfrance24 Před 2 lety +28

      Omg it's so sad seeing this now. Rebecca has definitely declined significantly since this.

    • @angmicmatful
      @angmicmatful Před 2 lety +13

      Agreed. Im rooting for her.

    • @user-dh5nk7uu3t
      @user-dh5nk7uu3t Před 2 lety

      Почему последнее видео?

  • @susannaaivajeedas9492
    @susannaaivajeedas9492 Před 3 lety +892

    Just imagining if Rebecca had stability. The best spa’s, cosmetics, healthy diet. Then imagine if she could travel to exotic locations and do a travel show. Or have endless art supplies, fabrics and a sewing studio. I just wish she could be safe.

    • @dattajack
      @dattajack Před 3 lety +20

      Maybe Mark could help them get set up with a camera, editing computer, and studio and let them make their own channel. Whatever content Rebecca wants to make would be good because they're such a great person. Maybe that would help them "blossom"

    • @susannaaivajeedas9492
      @susannaaivajeedas9492 Před 3 lety +18

      @@dattajack yes, I’m sure many of the people he interviews could do a lot, but Rebecca is particularly unique.

    • @susannaaivajeedas9492
      @susannaaivajeedas9492 Před 3 lety +19

      @James Madison What a short-sighted silly comment. Yes if it were only so easy. Of course everyone should be productive and self sufficient. Sometimes it just isn’t possible. The main reason in my opinion is mental health or the lack of. While I don't imagine they were very nice places to be in previous generations there were asylums and poor farms. Currently, there is a lack of beds and services even for individuals that have family involved in their lives and care. Yes some of the people Mark interviews are not likable or seem to be devious, evil, have no soul. That is not the case with Rebecca. If watching Mark’s channel bothers you or makes you angry just stop watching it. I am a conservative, I grew up with extreme abuse and have my own issues. Somehow I have always managed to work hard and take care of myself. Not everyone can manage it.

    • @susannaaivajeedas9492
      @susannaaivajeedas9492 Před 3 lety +8

      @James Madison oh grumpy James I forgot my main point. Not sure what you mean about Rebecca being a drain on society. She isn’t sleeping in your yard, you are not giving her money. How is Rebecca being a drain?

    • @leodelicious865
      @leodelicious865 Před 3 lety +2

      There's more to heal from than him just being on camera please 🙄🙄

  • @marcella97x
    @marcella97x Před 9 měsíci +113

    She's so calm and comprehensive and articulate here. It's really devastating to see how much she's declined. She's such an intelligent and charismatic person with so much potential. She needs true medical and professional help in order to recover otherwise I fear the updates will stop. 😢

  • @baby_d777
    @baby_d777 Před 10 měsíci +22

    this video compared to the newer ones is just heartbreaking. 💔

  • @rannnalynn
    @rannnalynn Před 3 lety +691

    REBECCA BABY YOU'RE A WHOLE VIBE

  • @user-rn7xk3ri1r
    @user-rn7xk3ri1r Před 10 měsíci +137

    It hurts to see the recent videos of Rebecca after watching this.
    No words, just can’t stop my tears.

    • @andyrome316
      @andyrome316 Před 9 měsíci +3

      Life must be really tough for you..

    • @czarina7786
      @czarina7786 Před 9 měsíci +5

      So much weight lost. Mental illness has increased. So sad.

    • @nena273
      @nena273 Před 9 měsíci +2

      So true😢

    • @ahill4642
      @ahill4642 Před 6 měsíci +1

      ❤️ huggggg…

  • @m.koalz9401
    @m.koalz9401 Před 5 měsíci +15

    It's no wonder why Mark is so invested in her getting better. I've never seen this video, but... wow.
    It's amazing to watch this video and to see Rebecca engaging in a conversation----calm, coherent, making eye contact, sincere, and oddly---Rebecca seems more at peace.
    My heart hurts for the Rebecca we are trying to save now, but may we all hold out hope for better. We know she's capable.
    God bless her, and Mark.

  • @_ellen_-
    @_ellen_- Před 9 měsíci +50

    Just watched the July 2023 of Rebecca. It's so painfully sad watching this again. Poor soul. What a vibrant, intelligent, interesting person. Addiction is the absolute worst. 💔

    • @AG-xl4hy
      @AG-xl4hy Před 9 měsíci +2

      Addiction, mental health, but MOST IMPORTANTLY- a lack of safe and caring community. Think about it. If Rebecca had a group of people like Mark, where could she be?

  • @viggiviggs8614
    @viggiviggs8614 Před 3 lety +323

    rebecca is one of my favorites. she won't let the fact that she's homeless and using drugs define her whole personality, she's still so colorful and likable. hope she gets the right help soon, she still has time to get on the right path!

    • @Vanasse1
      @Vanasse1 Před 3 měsíci

      Well this didn’t age well. He’s a horrible mess now, sadly. 😢

  • @AdzaanMaiiTso
    @AdzaanMaiiTso Před 2 lety +157

    1:36
    'There's a lot of beautiful things about you.'
    The smile Rebecca gives to Mark is just so pure; she's not speaking but her face says it all.

    • @MinnieMouse100
      @MinnieMouse100 Před rokem +3

      So sincere

    • @californiaconservative949
      @californiaconservative949 Před rokem +5

      It’s so true. There are so many beautiful things about Rebecca.

    • @angelah.3402
      @angelah.3402 Před 10 měsíci +4

      That's my favorite thing about Mark. He means what he says. He doesn't say things just to be nice. He doesn't say things because they are the things ur suppose to say.

    • @colettespencer3357
      @colettespencer3357 Před 9 měsíci +2

      Rebecca is so brilliant. "Fear feeds fear"

  • @meaghanpeters9087
    @meaghanpeters9087 Před 3 měsíci +12

    This is what Rebecca is like when she is sober and her mental health wasn't like it is now. I feel so badly for this poor soul. She is truly a beautiful person. Inside and out.

  • @kriswymer
    @kriswymer Před 2 měsíci +6

    She's so beautiful!! For being homeless She's always on point with her clothes even if it's just fabric.
    Just found out about Rebecca & have been going back & watching all the videos. A comeback would be great to see. WAKE UP REBECCA!!!

  • @MH-ds8cb
    @MH-ds8cb Před 3 lety +604

    Rebecca looks healthier than last time...not sure if that’s the case in reality. Blessings to all who read this! ❤️

    • @beugz3718
      @beugz3718 Před 3 lety +9

      Cringe

    • @maryannhope8276
      @maryannhope8276 Před 3 lety +6

      Thank you for the Blessings Megan right back at you sister. Peace from Rhode Island

    • @c.f.6048
      @c.f.6048 Před 3 lety +3

      @Kris Blunt aw, now we know what you're type is 👅

    • @c.f.6048
      @c.f.6048 Před 3 lety

      @Kris Blunt oop..😮😏

    • @MaryRingworm
      @MaryRingworm Před 3 lety

      Rebecca?? Dudes got a beard!

  • @nadiajenkins4684
    @nadiajenkins4684 Před 3 lety +191

    Mark was so enthusiastic and open in this interview it must be the Rebecca effect a combination of wit intelligence charm and good looks!

  • @bg695
    @bg695 Před 2 měsíci +3

    Awww I’m so sad. I forgot all about this video I was so used to seeing her in her chaotic state. Poor soul I pray for her 🙏🏻

  • @donna8216
    @donna8216 Před 5 měsíci +25

    Wow! I just found this video. All the ones I've seen are more recent. It's really sad how much worse he's gotten in the past 3 years. He seems normal here. It's nice to see him be normal. I pray he gets help before it's too late. 😢

    • @barikitchens6383
      @barikitchens6383 Před 5 měsíci +1

      Same here. Just came across this video. Heart breaking to see her now.

    • @user-fw5zd9nd1r
      @user-fw5zd9nd1r Před 3 měsíci +1

      😢

    • @bmbm1378
      @bmbm1378 Před 3 měsíci

      Now I understand better Mark's compassion for helping her so real 💓

    • @tommygunn662
      @tommygunn662 Před 2 měsíci +1

      *she

  • @Sophiemn2024
    @Sophiemn2024 Před 3 lety +905

    Mark: “But you’re surviving”.. Rebecca: “Thriving”. I had to click the like button after that!

    • @youthought7206
      @youthought7206 Před 3 lety +9

      Right?! I’d love it if I could. Find happiness where you are as you are💕

    • @tubester4567
      @tubester4567 Před 3 lety +15

      @@youthought7206 I think hes high, false happiness.

    • @hard-truthsbetter-than-swe6543
      @hard-truthsbetter-than-swe6543 Před 3 lety +2

      Mark sadly believes strong in the victimization mentality. Survivor is a word he rarely uses,but victim many times. "if you was abused it opens the door and you will be a sex worker and abuser"

    • @donnadonato527
      @donnadonato527 Před 3 lety +2

      Great to know more about you Mark.

    • @chicagorilla4983
      @chicagorilla4983 Před 3 lety +7

      This guy actually popped into my mind a couple days ago ironically. I thought how hypocritical it was for him to say he was happy all the time but had been committed for suicidal thoughts. Not exactly what a normal person goes through.

  • @bernardaqueveoadios6805
    @bernardaqueveoadios6805 Před 3 lety +193

    this doesn't look like an interview but two old friends catching up, i love it

  • @TP-nx7uf
    @TP-nx7uf Před 9 měsíci +44

    Man, re-watching her older videos hurts...I just want her to get rid of that damn addiction because she is such an interesting, fun and intelligent person underneath. Watching her new videos just breaks my heart. This is what trauma and drugs do to people.

  • @Kaz.Williams
    @Kaz.Williams Před 9 měsíci +26

    First time I've seen Rebecca the way she used to be, having watched about 6 of the more recent ones. I'm just devastated. Cried all the way through this. The decline since is just.. I have no words. I'm just so sorry for her and for poor Mark who witnesses this first hand and no doubt wonders every day if Rebecca is still alive. Heartbreaking beyond measure.

  • @dovegoddess1100
    @dovegoddess1100 Před 2 lety +293

    Watching this video of Rebecca is bittersweet because you see how lucid and grounded she can be when she is not immersed in drugs. In the most recent videos you see Mark offering help with rehab yet again but she doesn't want it. What can you do when a person doesn't want help? You can't do anything to force an adult to get help because no matter how much you want to save them, they have to agree to be saved. I want to hold this image of Rebecca in my mind. Maybe some day she will agree to get help. Maybe 🙏

    • @jeannemarie3704
      @jeannemarie3704 Před 2 lety +5

      So true about addiction. Hits me hard. My 25vyear old daughter refusing treatmentvtoo. Heartbreaking. She is sweet likeRebecca- artistic funny..engaging.. except when using.. it's so hard.. you can't force them to wantvthe help. So true forc so many. ✌️ ❤️

    • @mwoods4608
      @mwoods4608 Před rokem

      if Rebecca was a harm to herself or others she could get a 5150.

    • @viktorandersson7819
      @viktorandersson7819 Před 10 měsíci +7

      Rebecca is clearly using drugs at the time of this video. The lifestyle isn't driven by some eccentric choice, the drugs are driving it. Maybe if Rebecca would've made different choices around this time it would've ended differently, but honestly, she's already quite far gone here. Living on the streets, all roughed up with bruises and scrapes on her arms and legs. The constant semi-ironic remarks about "thriving" and loving her life is a brutal foreshadowing.
      It hurts to say it, but Rebecca probably won't live that much longer. The last update a few days ago is horrible.

    • @Gingerblaze
      @Gingerblaze Před 9 měsíci

      @@mwoods4608 clearly that is the case here.

  • @leopabe
    @leopabe Před 3 lety +155

    "I am an eccentric millionaire with bad shoes." Loved this line.

    • @nichole771
      @nichole771 Před 2 lety +1

      @Michelle Devine you realize she’s from a billionaire family. She had trauma that you and I could never imagine. I don’t blame her for disconnecting

  • @HailXenu
    @HailXenu Před 6 měsíci +16

    Watching this again. I adore this human so so much!
    I hope there isn’t a sad ending one day 😢

  • @tihigreen
    @tihigreen Před 8 měsíci +33

    It's so sad to watch this amazing person's life be destroyed. 😭

    • @Vanasse1
      @Vanasse1 Před 3 měsíci

      He’s the one who is destroying himself. He refuses to get help and takes advantage of Mark. Sadly.

    • @tihigreen
      @tihigreen Před 3 měsíci

      @@Vanasse1 I agree he is, I was grieving his God given potential.

    • @Vanasse1
      @Vanasse1 Před 3 měsíci

      @@tihigreen I know. He could be so amazing. You can see it even when he’s at his worst. His style.. his conversations… such a waste.

  • @bekahdoug5572
    @bekahdoug5572 Před 3 lety +121

    How Rebecca just sat and patiently listened intently, while Mark poured out his heart...That was lovely. I imagine she's a great friend to have. Good vibes.

  • @macamica23
    @macamica23 Před 3 lety +94

    I just love how Rebecca "just" asks a question and Marc opens up and speaks, maybe more so than with most other interviews ...and Rebecca just listens so actively. Beautiful interview and conversation .

  • @daisywrabbit
    @daisywrabbit Před 5 měsíci +11

    Little Fluffy Clouds by The Orb is the song Rebecca refers to in the beginning.
    “…Arizona… pink fluffy clouds “

  • @peace.404
    @peace.404 Před 3 měsíci +6

    I forgot Rebecca was capable of normal conversations. So charming, intelligent and charismatic. It’s like watching Rebecca all over again.

  • @ottelisezipporah-isadora8070

    Rebecca: "I am strange"
    😄Rebecca, you are a riot! I wish you all the best and stay safe and healthy.

  • @joebeeton6877
    @joebeeton6877 Před 2 lety +84

    This video broke my heart more than any of the other, newer ones - ironically. It's because I can see the seemingly bright, curious, well-rounded, personable person under the nasty, burdensome addiction that's been unrelentingly piled on to this kind soul ever since.

  • @angelapaton6270
    @angelapaton6270 Před 6 měsíci +12

    I’m tearing up. It’s so sad to see how much sicker Rebecca has gotten over the years :( she has such a beautiful soul. I wish her the absolute best and healing

    • @cindyfitzgerald4500
      @cindyfitzgerald4500 Před 5 měsíci +3

      It’s so devastating to see how far gone she has become. I will always cling to the hope that she will overcome her addiction and become healthy again.

  • @luciemueller3300
    @luciemueller3300 Před 2 měsíci +5

    This video of Rebecca after her accident and hospitalization is the way I would love to see this behavior continue!! Such a fascinating person!!! I chose to rewatch and seeing the real person here🙏👌So glad I found this video!

  • @aabracadavra
    @aabracadavra Před 3 lety +120

    This person is soo damn beautiful!! There's so! much depth in her eyes. So much pain, love, forgiveness and life shining though. I'm melting watching her. I hope she's forever protected and loved.

  • @Cynthia012461
    @Cynthia012461 Před 3 lety +173

    I can't take my eyes off this interview. This person is so fascinating and unique.

  • @LaToyaTillis
    @LaToyaTillis Před 8 měsíci +9

    The healthiest video of Rebecca. Prayers up🙏🏽

    • @Vanasse1
      @Vanasse1 Před 3 měsíci

      Sooooo sad how far he’s fallen. I used to be optimistic, but I’m not so optimistic anymore that he’ll get better.

  • @jn2400
    @jn2400 Před 6 měsíci +13

    So surreal and sad to see this after watching all the more current ones.

  • @veranomejiagonzalez2797
    @veranomejiagonzalez2797 Před 3 lety +196

    I seen Rebecca in Santa Monica beach around May when I went for vacation, I was really wanting to approach her and give her some money but she seemed like she was just in her own world so I was a little scared to approach her, she’s a beautiful human being and so full of life! God bless her always

    • @bunny1114
      @bunny1114 Před 3 lety +35

      Approach her next time. She seems very genuine :)

  • @alixparker9256
    @alixparker9256 Před 3 lety +139

    Rebecca is by far my favorite. She is so attentive, considerate, compassionate. It’s such a beautiful trait. In that lifestyle, I’m sure it’s easy to get caught up in yourself, your situation. But not Rebecca. She has a truly magnificent soul.

  • @JoyNoelle.
    @JoyNoelle. Před 3 měsíci +5

    CANNOT BELIEVE THIS IS REBECCA!! Favorite interview ever and it makes my heart ache that this person is not present.
    This interview captured the TRUE Rebecca. Just Truly himself. He is deep. Caring. Warm. And so incredibly Charming

    • @Vanasse1
      @Vanasse1 Před 3 měsíci +2

      It’s so sad to watch this knowing that 3 years later, this person is completely gone now.

  • @JeanaAshley-mq4ir
    @JeanaAshley-mq4ir Před 6 měsíci +12

    I pray we get this Rebecca back but better. She is an amazing soul. There’s so many beautiful things about her. Prayers for healing

    • @Ivi27
      @Ivi27 Před 6 měsíci +1

      She's too far gone now. I wonder why the decline happened in such a short time.

    • @theskyisfallingtom
      @theskyisfallingtom Před 4 měsíci +1

      Amen❤

  • @-jjc4
    @-jjc4 Před rokem +52

    oh man I tearing up, when Mark said "there are a lot of beautiful things about you" Rebecca nearly cried, it meant so much and I have to wonder if Mark is the only one who's ever said that to Rebecca before.♥

  • @suuzy_g
    @suuzy_g Před 2 lety +321

    Watched this again after watching the latest interviews with her. It breaks my heart that she has declined so much. She’s a wonderful intelligent human who deserves so much more than this life she’s living. I hope she eventually gets the help that she needs. I dread that video that says she’s past away, I hope that video never happens. Keep taking care of her Mark, you are a true angel!

    • @maninthebox3654
      @maninthebox3654 Před 2 lety +9

      I also watched this video after watching the recent one and it is scary how much she declined but also how FAST it happened! She's like a completely different person now... Now you almost can't see this amazing, creative and smart woman she is. If something won't drastically change she will be gone really soon... So sad 💔

    • @nbamaziokereke8228
      @nbamaziokereke8228 Před rokem +4

      I hope he gets better

    • @zekiahcooper7937
      @zekiahcooper7937 Před rokem +6

      Omg same I never noticed she lost so much weight and is in much worse condition now 😢

    • @squeeze1321
      @squeeze1321 Před rokem +2

      She’s a roller coaster of fab

    • @vshcvsh98
      @vshcvsh98 Před rokem +6

      @@nbamaziokereke8228 *she. We hope SHE gets better. Much love Rebecca, you’re loved out here girl.

  • @mallyw5585
    @mallyw5585 Před 9 měsíci +12

    This is so sad because I had actually forgotten that Rebecca used to be THIS coherent. I feel so bad for them. I pray that they can heal their trauma and BE the beautiful person they are.

  • @SWEETPEA.522
    @SWEETPEA.522 Před 3 měsíci +5

    This is Rebecca's best video. So sad to see her deteriorate. She has so much potential. I wish her the best and hope she can get the help she needs and live a happy fulfilling productive life. She is so photogenic

  • @-berberry
    @-berberry Před 2 lety +72

    I love that she turned the interview into a conversation.

  • @jessalou3900
    @jessalou3900 Před 3 lety +59

    The pain in Rebecca’s eyes literally break my heart 🙏🏻

  • @fauxmixedhair
    @fauxmixedhair Před 9 měsíci +30

    This is the most clear headed I've seen Rebecca in all of the videos I've seen. She has so much potential. She needs to see these videos of herself. And y'alls dialogue with each other was so natural. What may have started as an interview...it's so good to see the bond/friendship that you all have created. I'm glad Rebecca has you. And I hope she becomes a success story.

  • @MsYukiBunny
    @MsYukiBunny Před 2 lety +140

    I want so badly for Rebecca to get clean, have a house, get her health on track and get the mental/medical help she needs. Don't give up Rebecca. We love you! ❤

    • @teezwilliams22
      @teezwilliams22 Před rokem

      How do u take part in the mental illness u want him to get help for by callin him a girl, but say u help he gets the mental help??? See what I’m sayin?? It’s no different from dementia, but they just forget who they are, this sick person actually believes he’s an entirely different gender

  • @maxine2425
    @maxine2425 Před 3 lety +385

    Nobody treats him badly because of that smile and the light in his eyes. I like how he said he doesn't feel entitled, but I hope he gets a chance to live his dreams. He's awesome.

    • @livinglife1683
      @livinglife1683 Před 3 lety +6

      He seems very sweet natured

    • @Senteqmock
      @Senteqmock Před 3 lety +7

      Two minutes in and Rebecca is adorable to me

    • @wesleyalan9179
      @wesleyalan9179 Před 3 lety +5

      Yeah, very cool person, a very nice personality 😁

    • @mermaidscute7658
      @mermaidscute7658 Před 3 lety +43

      She***

    • @maxine2425
      @maxine2425 Před 3 lety +24

      @@mermaidscute7658 He isn't trans. Most cross dressers identify as their biologically assigned sex. He did not specify a pronoun, either. So...get over yourself. Please, even.

  • @barbaraseethoff2336
    @barbaraseethoff2336 Před 3 měsíci +4

    I love Rebecca and so want her to survive and be safe . So intelligent and charming. Thank you for being kind and patient with her Mark.

  • @Heda568
    @Heda568 Před 9 měsíci +17

    I don’t think I’ve heard Rebecca giggle like she does in this video. I love it. I have a post it note 📝 that remains on my antique cabinet 😮 each time I pass it I pray for her. I pray for happiness through sobriety which leads her to her destiny❤

  • @joesleecaraballo4336
    @joesleecaraballo4336 Před 3 lety +120

    I love Rebeccas personality and the fact that words fluidly flow from her lips.

  • @zeebee3496
    @zeebee3496 Před 3 lety +119

    Rebecca and Marks open dialogue 💫 .... esp towards the end, therapeutic and filled with wisdom and insight ... feel like we’re getting to know Mark more when he’s not being interviewed (if that makes sense) thank you Both 💞

  • @kerrymuntz2763
    @kerrymuntz2763 Před 4 měsíci +5

    I still come back to this. The purest glimpse of Rebecca. So so beautiful and interesting and lovely and insightful.

  • @jacquelynmelcher7702
    @jacquelynmelcher7702 Před 3 měsíci +6

    FROM WATCHING REBECCAS LAST VIDEO BACK TO THIS ONE, THIS IS THE REAL THEM, CRAZY

  • @AstroGirlAutumn
    @AstroGirlAutumn Před 3 lety +135

    "I have no sense of responsibility because I dont really think I'm entitled to anything". Basically saying "I don't think I'm worth anything". Breaks my heart 💔😢

    • @misslady8758
      @misslady8758 Před 2 lety +14

      I saw the opposite, I don't think she meant that at all

    • @-berberry
      @-berberry Před 2 lety +3

      I think she meant she's not tied to anything.

    • @nagwashawki3268
      @nagwashawki3268 Před 2 lety

      I feel I need to know how she's doing all the time! and I wonder if she is ok!!???

  • @TheOdge89
    @TheOdge89 Před 3 lety +102

    I just love the way Rebecca is so polite with the "thank yous". It's such a refreshing exchange compared to most of the other interviews I watch. Super intelligent and well versed.

  • @theambitlady
    @theambitlady Před 3 měsíci +5

    I see what you saw in Rebecca, Mark. She has gotten so much worse. She is in terrible share. You’ve done so very much for Rebecca. Thank you for spring’s these intimate conversations with all of us. I am grateful to you. I hope that we see her again. Rebecca….

  • @ashlynshaffer4600
    @ashlynshaffer4600 Před 10 měsíci +5

    I’m watching this aug 31 of 2023. I’ve seen all of his videos from the last year and now I’m watching these backwards and it breaks my heart. He was change so so much. I wish we could see Rebecca this coherent again.

  • @elvisjoelle
    @elvisjoelle Před 3 lety +124

    “I AM an eccentric millionaire with bad shoes. Thinking is being.”

  • @amitche7286
    @amitche7286 Před 3 lety +52

    She doesn’t seem tweaked out like her other interviews with Mark. I’m glad to see her doing well.
    “It’s hard to weigh myself down by needing things.” Imagine if we all lived life like that. Total freedom.

  • @ICantthinkofahandleforme
    @ICantthinkofahandleforme Před 10 měsíci +11

    Damn seeing this interview from now 2023 given how much worse he’s gotten makes me so sad😕. This was the most coherent interview of him.

  • @nicholen9007
    @nicholen9007 Před 5 měsíci +9

    I hope Rebecca can get back to this and more! ❤

  • @mariabeverly8263
    @mariabeverly8263 Před 3 lety +57

    I tell you what!! Rebecca has a better attitude than most who have everything they could ever want in life! 👍🏾❤

  • @letticiagonzales6657
    @letticiagonzales6657 Před 3 lety +283

    "people feel really entitled to a piece of you, because it seems like (you) have it to give away".. "i AM an eccentric millionaire with bad shoes; thinking is being." i love the way she speaks.. she's so incredibly articulate in the way that her thoughts are like poems ❤️. bless this girl and please wherever she ends up just let her feel happy and fulfilled.. she so deserves that.

    • @kitrakat1
      @kitrakat1 Před 2 lety +2

      Yes! Totally agree

    • @ARae85
      @ARae85 Před 2 lety

      That is love.

    • @adrialexguo
      @adrialexguo Před 2 lety +8

      Mark interrupted after that first question with another question and I wanted Rebecca to finish off that thought.

    • @duggadugga6435
      @duggadugga6435 Před 2 lety

      @Jedimaster420 oh look, another sheltered baby man shitting his two cents about things he's never seen or experienced. Real life is weird. Stay your ass on the porch.

    • @absinthemindedJ
      @absinthemindedJ Před 2 lety +14

      @Jedimaster420 why are you here.

  • @flowersreptiles2707
    @flowersreptiles2707 Před 7 měsíci +19

    This video reminds me why I love Rebecca so much. What a beautiful, colorful, deserving being ❤ I can’t wait to see her like this again.

  • @annabalestrieri5218
    @annabalestrieri5218 Před 3 měsíci +7

    Three years later and feels like all of that is gone😭

    • @thematriarchy2075
      @thematriarchy2075 Před 3 měsíci +4

      Rebecca was just out off hospital here and had been given medication for her bipolar disorder

    • @jaredulch
      @jaredulch Před 13 dny +2

      I don’t think I have ever genuinely cried watching interviews. Felt sad yes, but this is soul shattering. Such a one-in-a-billion human.

  • @bethaneywilkins6905
    @bethaneywilkins6905 Před rokem +62

    I’ve watched her videos in reverse & idk which way would’ve been more heartbreaking but I’m so thankful to Mark for allowing us to see the HUMANITY of these people & their stories. ❤❤

  • @Mimi-vy5yn
    @Mimi-vy5yn Před 3 lety +281

    This is hands down the best interview I’ve ever seen. Not just from Mark. Literally the best interview I’ve EVER seen. You are so amazing Rebecca 💗 we love you girl

    • @Sammiejam
      @Sammiejam Před 2 lety +8

      YUP. She's wonderful and so is Mark.

    • @ashleyhump6385
      @ashleyhump6385 Před 2 lety +5

      Absolutely beautiful inside and out 💜

    • @karensmith5315
      @karensmith5315 Před 2 lety +4

      I agree - he is mesmerising - I have watched the interview three times - I want to take her home :)

    • @loveitwhenyoudothat
      @loveitwhenyoudothat Před 2 lety +2

      I’m the same. I would love to be in Rebecca’s company but I’d be embarrassed as she’s so intelligent and I wouldn’t be able to keep up.
      I’m in awe 💕

  • @nicolevillalobospalacios2955
    @nicolevillalobospalacios2955 Před 5 měsíci +3

    she made a great point when she said a lot of people die from starvation too

  • @sageblunt4477
    @sageblunt4477 Před 10 měsíci +14

    This is sooo eye opening to watch now, she is so intelligent and self aware in this. It breaks my heart seeing how she is in the latest videos you have posted of her. She lost all of who she once was it seems.

  • @cognitojustin998
    @cognitojustin998 Před 2 lety +30

    I'm crying because I know there's going to be a video soon with a caption like "celebrating Rebecca" or "the last time visiting with Rebecca". Marks Mr Rockefeller 😭

  • @veecr4675
    @veecr4675 Před 3 lety +273

    She looks like she’s been somewhere safe 🙏🏽

    • @c.f.6048
      @c.f.6048 Před 3 lety +7

      Let's hope so!

    • @hydraxc2478
      @hydraxc2478 Před 3 lety +17

      There were no females in this video.

    • @veecr4675
      @veecr4675 Před 3 lety +1

      @Death to all marxists 👍🏽

    • @veecr4675
      @veecr4675 Před 3 lety +1

      @@hydraxc2478 👌🏽

    • @veecr4675
      @veecr4675 Před 3 lety +2

      @@c.f.6048 Yes let’s pray it stays that way too ♥️

  • @danielledanner2274
    @danielledanner2274 Před 5 měsíci +7

    She is so captivating. What a beautiful soul.

  • @angelaswanson6029
    @angelaswanson6029 Před 3 měsíci +5

    This is such a different Rebecca.

  • @lamtdragon
    @lamtdragon Před 2 lety +32

    “That’s what you do- you give things dignity”
    She’s full of wonderful insight. I love her.