Clean-ish - Rebecca

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  • čas přidán 7. 10. 2023
  • Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Rebecca, a transgender woman on Skid Row.
    Here's a link to a playlist with all of Rebecca's videos: • Rebecca
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Komentáře • 7K

  • @oliviahpucciarelli6904
    @oliviahpucciarelli6904 Před 8 měsíci +2363

    Rebecca is an encyclopedia like she goes from history to pop culture to death grips. It's actually amazing

    • @TC-rc1zf
      @TC-rc1zf Před 8 měsíci +23

      Yes because 60s Hollywood is so useful

    • @marinevetmom50
      @marinevetmom50 Před 8 měsíci +31

      I hope for the best and expect the worst. I really pray for a miracle to happen for a clean and happy life. This breaks my heart. It’s so great to see these videos, we care so much! It will be devastating if anything bad happens.

    • @jungjeru3348
      @jungjeru3348 Před 8 měsíci +56

      I know!! As soon as she said "spread eagle across the block" I was so blown away!!

    • @TC-rc1zf
      @TC-rc1zf Před 8 měsíci +8

      @@jungjeru3348 she's so VALID YAS QWEEN

    • @kimspurre1242
      @kimspurre1242 Před 8 měsíci +50

      Makes a person wonder how much education she’s had. And how she’s watched so many movies as to know what they’re all about.

  • @maj7045
    @maj7045 Před 8 měsíci +840

    I’ve never wanted to see a stranger get clean more than Rebecca ❤ She’d be a sober powerhouse. Her wit, intellect and sense of humour are unmatched. When Mark asked her to get back into frame and without skipping a beat she goes “finally, some direction!”, incredible.

    • @theskyisfallingtom
      @theskyisfallingtom Před 8 měsíci +26

      He

    • @harveyplantharvester1502
      @harveyplantharvester1502 Před 8 měsíci +15

      @@theskyisfallingtom Thank you. A sane person in the bunch.

    • @alexandraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
      @alexandraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Před 8 měsíci +11

      she reminds me of my friend who is literally a genius and does meth ((has been addicted for 20 yrs??)), and is still so so attractive and I think my mind would be absolutely blown to see him sober.. like there's no way he wouldn't be a highly esteemed person in society..

    • @Unacknowledged304
      @Unacknowledged304 Před 8 měsíci +3

      He needs help and will never get it. Let's praise Mark for giving us these videos and having no intention of helping these people but instead just allows them to dig themselves into a public and see through grave.

    • @shelleymcdonald7533
      @shelleymcdonald7533 Před 8 měsíci +5

      If only Rebecca could see the potential in themselves that others do for them.
      They are not only gorgeous, but highly intelligent and extremely entertaining.
      Please get well, honey.

  • @KC289
    @KC289 Před 8 měsíci +263

    You can tell how much Mark cares for Rebecca. Their relationship is certainly special. I enjoy watching these two just talk.

    • @racp9mm419
      @racp9mm419 Před 6 měsíci +4

      If Rebecca wasn’t bringing in millions of views earning Mark money he would toss her out like a used rubber. He does it for the views then give’s them $40 so they can go get high. He’s an enabler

    • @denisesteins1606
      @denisesteins1606 Před 5 měsíci +1

      Challenge! Mark rules ❤

    • @HeartSe7en
      @HeartSe7en Před měsícem

      @@racp9mm419 He's given her a lot more than 40 dollars. He's thrown money down on hotels, phones, shopping, food etc.

  • @ginawildedeleon2726
    @ginawildedeleon2726 Před 8 měsíci +240

    I think that Mark is the closest thing that Rebecca has to having a friend and family right now.

    • @mauricegifford153
      @mauricegifford153 Před 7 měsíci +2

      daddy vibes 🎊

    • @dotmavriq
      @dotmavriq Před 6 měsíci +6

      @@blahblog4322 highly doubt that

    • @MarissaBurris
      @MarissaBurris Před 6 měsíci

      ⁠@@blahblog4322tell me you aren’t an addict without telling me you aren’t an addict…”enabling” housing the homeless…God forbid 🙄

    • @MarissaBurris
      @MarissaBurris Před 6 měsíci

      ⁠@@blahblog4322 you do realize that everybody can see the comments you make on Mark’s channel? They’re all complaints. Maybe you should just unsubscribe.

    • @TheMantaRae
      @TheMantaRae Před 5 měsíci

      We all are ♡

  • @intentionalchaos8080
    @intentionalchaos8080 Před 8 měsíci +986

    I’m always amazed how much knowledge of movies, actors, pop culture references, language, thoughts, music, fashion and just humor is packed in Rebecca’s head. The wit, the intensity,the mystery, the sass, the intellect, the understanding of her sexuality and awareness… Rebecca is fascinating. I hope for healing

    • @lisaheltonhudson
      @lisaheltonhudson Před 8 měsíci +25

      Honestly I don’t know how I’m the world he knows SO MUCH INFORMATION and is only 26??!! And he lives on the sidewalk!!!! How does he know all this??!!! It was good to see him a little more coherent, when Mark said he was “almost hirable”…. Not so sure who would with such all over the place word and thought salads he was saying. Love him though! ❤

    • @a.alphonso6193
      @a.alphonso6193 Před 8 měsíci +18

      ​@@lisaheltonhudsonbecause you guys aren't used to seeing people who had fulfilling lives end up on the street. it's really not that surprising.

    • @andreadraper6533
      @andreadraper6533 Před 8 měsíci +39

      I am homeless in San Francisco now for fifteen years. I used to use meth. I have gotten high with dozens of characters like Rebecca- just as amazingly culturally literate, just as deep an intellect, speak 3, 4, 5 languages.... You name it. The people who think that all or even the vast majority of addicts are culturally illiterate boring morons are people who never got high. Notable addicts who are now dead and gone but must have been every bit as entertaining as Rebecca during their day: Ella Fitzgerald, Bessie Smith, Janis Joplin, Judy Garland, Salvador Dali, Paul Erdös, William Burroughs, Bela Lugosi, Jerome "Curly" Howard, Charles Bukowski, Charles Dickens, Charlie Parker & Charlie Chaplin, Ulysses Grant, Howard Hughes, Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky, Marilyn Monroe, Vincent Van Gogh, Elizabeth Taylor, Michael Jackson, should I go on?...... Tell me you wouldn't want to sit in a room and have a conversation with any one of those people? That talking to any one of those people would not be absolutely fabulously fascinating? So then why are you amazed at how much Rebecca has to offer????

    • @maila_
      @maila_ Před 8 měsíci +12

      I love that her favorite movie is my favorite too: Lars Von Trier Melancholia! A very few people watched that movie.

    • @virginiagerardi2056
      @virginiagerardi2056 Před 8 měsíci

      because it was so hard to watch.@@maila_

  • @memyselfi2005
    @memyselfi2005 Před 8 měsíci +415

    "He kicked me out so we could game, on an xbox, Mark. Not even a PlayStation." 😅 I needed that laugh today, it's so great to see Rebecca coherent!

    • @rotarydial000
      @rotarydial000 Před 8 měsíci +5

      Same. I died.

    • @memyselfi2005
      @memyselfi2005 Před 8 měsíci +5

      @@rotarydial000 that was hilarious honestly the most cognizant I've ever heard him, which was a breath of fresh air

    • @RubyCannon96
      @RubyCannon96 Před 7 měsíci +3

      when she said about the instant pack of noodles that got me 😂

    • @nic5264
      @nic5264 Před 6 měsíci +2

      This killed me. How you gonna be homeless and be a console snob lmao

  • @ashlenburke5989
    @ashlenburke5989 Před 7 měsíci +35

    Mark really hit the goldmine on this one. What a fascinating human being. Very witty and on their feet.

  • @kimberlyharwell7189
    @kimberlyharwell7189 Před 8 měsíci +60

    I love her when she is sober. Such an amazing soul in there. I wish her all the best and she is lucky to have you. All my prayers that she finds clarity.

  • @KeffandMac
    @KeffandMac Před 8 měsíci +370

    "He's got a friend coming over to game with...... on his Xbox...... not even a Playstation Mark........ a fucking Xbox" 🤣As a gamer, that got me cracking up lol. Rooting for you Rebecca!

    • @auroraborealis13579
      @auroraborealis13579 Před 8 měsíci +6

      😂😂😂

    • @Shareun1ty
      @Shareun1ty Před 8 měsíci +7

      I died!!!!!! The cup of noodles hahahahha

    • @GuardianofLight8
      @GuardianofLight8 Před 4 měsíci +2

      Haha I know right? Made me laugh there’s this war between Sony and Microsoft for gamers is dump sh*t but I love arguing about it for the sack of arguing 🤣

    • @systemscan
      @systemscan Před 2 měsíci

      Gamers are all gay

    • @bethbuzzanco304
      @bethbuzzanco304 Před měsícem +3

      Rebecca is beautiful but he is a handsome man.I wish her the best.❤

  • @user-uh3hy7se7i
    @user-uh3hy7se7i Před 8 měsíci +400

    One of the finest most in-depth interview yet. Rebecca, if you ever got clean you could conquer the world. Your intelligent, humor and personality is spot on. We all care and love you. You probably have s bigger fan base than the celebs you love.

  • @dawngalbraith3422
    @dawngalbraith3422 Před 7 měsíci +99

    I just wokeup from a dream. Rebecca, you were a barista at a coffee shop, you were clean, healthy and sober.
    You had a rack of clothing you designed and made for sale as well as some leather bracelets.
    It became the most popular coffee shop because everyone wanted to support you and see you do well.
    You were happy with who you were and enjoying serving others and having others supporting you and the work you were doing.
    It was so beautiful.
    I came in there and started looking at the clothes, being blown away by the talent, then realized it was you who made them and seeing you there doing so well, i started crying. You came over and gave me a hug and wept with me and said you never knew life could be this good! 🥹
    So many people are rooting for you, to do well and who believe in you.
    Much love. ❤

  • @Arree1969
    @Arree1969 Před 8 měsíci +34

    Of everyone I've see you interview, Mark, Rebecca is on my mind constantly. It's a great dream to see her clean and acting. Too much potential for her own good.

  • @pseudomorals
    @pseudomorals Před 8 měsíci +707

    I don't know how this person has collected so many cultural references in their 26 years of life. Just casually moving from one film line to the next, one song lyric to the next. Spitting out lines from "Hey" by The Pixies. Perfect French pronunciation. Knows every actor, every model, every designer. It's just fascinating. How does she absorb all of this while being so fucking high all the time?

    • @MsZoombye
      @MsZoombye Před 8 měsíci +14

      I wish for Rebecca to get the support from the people they will accept it from. It's so complicated for this person! They're so intelligent and lively minded!

    • @jessicaavery751
      @jessicaavery751 Před 8 měsíci +126

      Contrary to popular perception, a lot of addicts are intelligent & their minds overwhelm them so drugs become a kind of comfort. Former addict.

    • @jeanniearnold6726
      @jeanniearnold6726 Před 8 měsíci +32

      @@jessicaavery751true I’m in recovery and I know this is true. High intelligence and creativity is the norm

    • @christinescorner111
      @christinescorner111 Před 8 měsíci +19

      Can you imagine the person Rebecca would be minus that🥺such an intelligent, beautiful and unique person under all the darkness

    • @317yary
      @317yary Před 8 měsíci +13

      Also he’s suppose to be a billionaire so his young life was full of rich people problems and perks lol

  • @SkyeFoxx_15
    @SkyeFoxx_15 Před 8 měsíci +511

    I've never wanted a random person I've seen on the internet to succeed as much as I do Rebecca, I hope they get clean, in therapy to figure out the underlying problems and become a functional person. A lot of the videos you do with Rebecca can be frustrating and down right annoying but I see a bright future if Rebecca chooses to leave the drugs and street life behind. Thank you Mark, for being a shoulder for them to lean on, even though sometimes I feel like it's enabling, I feel like Rebecca wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you, you're probably the only person to stick by through this messed up journey and that's more than likely why Rebecca is still alive today. I'm hoping for the best!

    • @TC-rc1zf
      @TC-rc1zf Před 8 měsíci +11

      Agreed I wanna see Rebecca in a casting call!

    • @SkyeFoxx_15
      @SkyeFoxx_15 Před 8 měsíci +10

      @@TC-rc1zf That would be awesome but I really just hope to see Rebecca clear headed and doing well, whether it be in acting, fashion or wherever a sober life leads!

    • @TC-rc1zf
      @TC-rc1zf Před 8 měsíci

      @@SkyeFoxx_15 let's hope for the best

    • @kati1017
      @kati1017 Před 8 měsíci +5

      Oh I hope he'll stay clean. He's so much more coherent! 😢

    • @jo76roamortiz83
      @jo76roamortiz83 Před 8 měsíci +8

      GOD loves him as every SINNER like me one day he will pop out of it I hope it's not to late bless this brother to GOD BLESS EVERY SINGLE CHILD OF CHRIST JESUS YAHOSHUA HA'MASHIACH FOR EVER AMEN.

  • @belugasmith
    @belugasmith Před 7 měsíci +28

    Throughout history there have been a plethora of examples of the line between genius and madness being as thin as a frog hair. Most societies tortured, imprisoned or killed them. Some rare societies venerated them. We tend to look away and pretend they don’t exist. Rebecca’s ability to survive is amazing!

  • @Bh-fr5gm
    @Bh-fr5gm Před 8 měsíci +60

    Mark, I appreciate your work. You make people special and not forgotten or ignored. Rebecca is dealing with duel diagnosis. Her love for drugs is not just from addiction it’s from mental illness is more brutal sober. You can’t save people from mental illness or drugs. Mark, you help give people feel seen and you show them respect when they might not get it anywhere else

  • @SKYZTHELIMIT514
    @SKYZTHELIMIT514 Před 8 měsíci +676

    “I’m a dead girl in the body of a living boy”
    This Rebecca individual is genius, and doesn’t even know it. Damn it. Get out of Rebecca’s way, Rebecca.

    • @lolsamftw
      @lolsamftw Před 7 měsíci +40

      So what about "i want to be catholic, it appeals to me what they do to little boys".
      You cant just cherry pick what he says and be like "omg queen"

    • @melvinvanderbeek
      @melvinvanderbeek Před 7 měsíci +8

      He opened the doors of hell en the demon take his body

    • @trevormichael4906
      @trevormichael4906 Před 7 měsíci

      Genius? You people are as lost as the man on that screen. Enablers of filth and degeneracy.

    • @jennross6466
      @jennross6466 Před 7 měsíci

      Explain to me how this junkie is genius.

    • @jennross6466
      @jennross6466 Před 7 měsíci

      Part of your comment read: This Rebecca individual is genius, and doesn’t even know it. Who did you write that for? Yourself, to garner thumbs ups? For Mark to see your comment and gush, for Rebecca to gush? This junkie is nowhere near genius. Yes I agree, he's arrogant, self absorbed, conceited, and he spews the occasional movie quote which is so beyond boring.... so where do you get genius from? Do you know what genius means?

  • @jesaispaseuh
    @jesaispaseuh Před 8 měsíci +81

    I'm french, I can tell you guys Rebecca's french accent is perfect. Litteraly sounds like a native speaker

    • @alexdv5575
      @alexdv5575 Před 8 měsíci +13

      Yes it is! I'm Belgian and noticed it too.

    • @marjory62
      @marjory62 Před 8 měsíci +16

      I noticed too! She said in previous videos she lived in Paris for years.

    • @7fiona7
      @7fiona7 Před 8 měsíci +5

      I was about to say the same thing ! Her accent is on point !

    • @bcotrell
      @bcotrell Před 8 měsíci +9

      She’s from Northern Africa. As you know many countries in North Africa learn French in grade school.

    • @patricebeaudin7827
      @patricebeaudin7827 Před 8 měsíci

      Il y’a du français

  • @ngocngo1645
    @ngocngo1645 Před 8 měsíci +110

    We love you, Rebecca! Don’t cheat the rest of the world of your presence, you are just too valuable and a rare treasure.

    • @jennross6466
      @jennross6466 Před 7 měsíci

      Rare treasure? Explain how please.

  • @OFFICIALLUSH
    @OFFICIALLUSH Před 8 měsíci +46

    Rebecca: “My eyes are up here mark!!!”
    Mark: “I didn’t realize you have one nut” 😂😂😂😂😂 LMFAO

    • @user-vy8ql8xw1y
      @user-vy8ql8xw1y Před 2 měsíci +1

      lol I died .. she’s all “you knew that, I’ve told you that”

  • @Mattyew
    @Mattyew Před 8 měsíci +347

    Clean-ish Rebecca is sooooo captivating. And interesting. I really hope this continues.

    • @gailnightowl0423
      @gailnightowl0423 Před 8 měsíci +6

      NO WAY

    • @hatinachitiyo1669
      @hatinachitiyo1669 Před 8 měsíci +5

      😊😅 Clean-ish ❤

    • @user-wt4gw2bg6m
      @user-wt4gw2bg6m Před 8 měsíci

      ⁠@@gailnightowl0423u must be gay or u want rebecca or some Fr u on all the comments talkin shi Like somebody cares 😂🤡 why u watching bro this page Full of people wit problems

    • @ashleyb119
      @ashleyb119 Před 8 měsíci +10

      Not clean by any means

    • @ejl2498
      @ejl2498 Před 8 měsíci +17

      @@ashleyb119 He states clean-ish. Without professional treatment it's probably not possible for Rebecca to be entirely clean at this point.

  • @AngieConfidential
    @AngieConfidential Před 8 měsíci +290

    Top 2 fav moments, "Heidi Fleiss knows who I am?" and "I try to sleep at least once a week". Rebecca is a gem.

    • @sarcastic_2uNY
      @sarcastic_2uNY Před 8 měsíci +3

      Yes sam here @angieconfidential she had me peeing my pants. Especially that she sleeps once a week. 💞😘

    • @BigGirlFitGirl
      @BigGirlFitGirl Před 8 měsíci +10

      The once a week killed me. Reminded me of buddy the elf saying he got a full 40 minutes of sleep lol

    • @LeAnneRankin-vx4kv
      @LeAnneRankin-vx4kv Před 8 měsíci +2

      100% 🤣

    • @MsAdventure531
      @MsAdventure531 Před 8 měsíci +17

      “My eyes are up here, Mark!”
      I’m weak

    • @elle_sanchez
      @elle_sanchez Před 8 měsíci +6

      Yes 🙌🏼 the trying to sleep at least once a week comment had me rolling 🤣

  • @tenhamodosmariana1999
    @tenhamodosmariana1999 Před 8 měsíci +65

    She impresses me every time with the speed of her thoughts and her exceptional intelligence
    Blows my mind every interview

  • @MR_CAMARADERIE
    @MR_CAMARADERIE Před 5 měsíci +7

    Omg the odd mashup of songs during her uninterrupted monologue, I love it 😭❤️

  • @TheBadassTattooedGrandma
    @TheBadassTattooedGrandma Před 8 měsíci +133

    2 min in and this has been the longest I could follow what she is saying. What an uplifting moment to see her more clear. Rooting for you Rebecca.

  • @Shes_soo_extra
    @Shes_soo_extra Před 8 měsíci +190

    This has got to be the best portrait of all. It’s mesmerizing

    • @TC-rc1zf
      @TC-rc1zf Před 8 měsíci +4

      The stability of the chin. Ripped by the brain
      Maybe I'm over analyzing but I agree. This one speaks

    • @Shes_soo_extra
      @Shes_soo_extra Před 8 měsíci +2

      @@TC-rc1zf yesssssss

    • @DrummerGrl001
      @DrummerGrl001 Před 8 měsíci +1

      Yes! Absolutely 💯

    • @influencedbyamber
      @influencedbyamber Před 8 měsíci

      Very much so

  • @stevenblisard5394
    @stevenblisard5394 Před 8 měsíci +28

    I normally don't comment on SWU videos but Rebecca intrigues me. She is a hidden gem that could really be a star. I hope for nothing but the best for her.

  • @michelledeeds5460
    @michelledeeds5460 Před 8 měsíci +22

    So many more views for Rebecca, than anyone else. We're invested and absorbed! Keep up the great work Mark!!

  • @tanderson8319
    @tanderson8319 Před 8 měsíci +432

    I believe if Rebecca cleaned up off of drugs, she could get high off of life instead. What a magnificent personality! Rooting for her!

    • @-._7
      @-._7 Před 8 měsíci +1

      if you were rooting for him, you wouldn't be enabling his gender dysphoria

    • @lorihanlon5389
      @lorihanlon5389 Před 8 měsíci +14

      Why Tf are so many people indulging this guy?? I’m beginning to think Mark has these people on here to expose them like a circus. Not to help them at all…

    • @OuijaMa
      @OuijaMa Před 8 měsíci +9

      ⁠@@lorihanlon5389did you not watch his most recent interview? Mark is doing this to document what life is like for those in the underbelly of America these days.. he’s not on a mission to help these people at all and doesn’t claim to be.

    • @isitoveryet9525
      @isitoveryet9525 Před 8 měsíci +8

      @@OuijaMaso he’s not profiting financially by exploiting these people? Everyone he’s interviewed is given the money made from their videos? Or is mark just making bank off their sad stories
      I just saw he has a “subscription channel” as well! Wonder where all that cash ends up 🤔

    • @jordanalandry1866
      @jordanalandry1866 Před 8 měsíci

      @@isitoveryet9525 yeah I honestly don’t agree with it if you want to document something as documentary journalism whether it’s written or a video media piece, you can certainly do that I can appreciate documentary journalism, but there’s essentially no risk or negative exposure or effort, put in by mark, and yet he’s profiting handsomely and quite frankly, I think he’s actually doing more harm than good for most of these people by indulging them, enabling them, giving them attention, making them somebody that other people want to help there are people out there worthy of your help who want the help who would appreciate the help and who would flourish if they were able to receive this kind of support and help stop giving your feelings and your efforts to people who aren’t ready to change or who will never be ready to change and if you want to help someone you don’t need to document it on video it’s a little virtue signal he for me as somebody who does a lot of philanthropic work, I would never think about uploading it, or monetizing it to any platform I don’t want accolades. I don’t want recognition I do the things that I do because I’m passionate about them and if I don’t make an interest or an impact on a huge scale, I don’t really care I’m trying to reach the people that I serve you’re not helping people like this when you put them on front Street perfect example here is Maddie and Jerrell look with that blew up in to look at where they’re at all because of Mark and they’re certainly not the only ones, I don’t know if maybe he started out with good intentions, but at this point in time this isn’t helping these people they are working him over. Mark is not particularly perceptive to the pathological psychology of a lot of these people he’s really not he’s not used to it he’s painting a very rosy picture for them being very unrealistic and lying to these people it’s not going to help them. They need to hear the truth. They already know the truth they don’t need to have their hands held. They don’t need to have their asses padded. Is there grown adults here they have autonomy and rights over their own lives and decisions it’s not for somebody else to make and nobody else can convince them. It’s ridiculous. How many people in the comments are saying oh we’re all rooting for you we want this for you. You can do this think about blah blah, blah and blah, blah blah, and do it for blah blah blah blah, blah blah guess what people those are the most empty meaningless vapid words ever used they’re overused their cliché. The thing is they’re not gonna do it for you. They’re not gonna do it for millions of people rooting for them or whatever you wanna fucking call it they’re not gonna do it for any other reason other than themselves because they want to because they want a different life and until that bridge comes to be crossed nothing is going to change that’s true of anybody. Any time that’s in the situation also, it’s not just drugs with this one and with many others. There’s a much deeper pathology going on here. Some of these people may be very charming and charismatic. That does not mean that they are good people at the same time, it’s not because of the drugs that they are not good people that’s who they are. There’s good people out there on drugs like I said, who may want help who may not know yet that they won’t help some people aren’t if you can’t learn to differentiate between the two and identify them, then you end up giving a platform and attention to the wrong people and most of the good people out there who want health who want assistance who want support they also don’t want to be on social media, having their entire spot blown up and all of their personal shit being known to the public and even if they consent to it, chances are when they become a sober and stable mind. They may down the line regret that and you can take a video down but the Internet doesn’t forget it’s there forever. It’s not something you can get rid of you can’t backspace from that, and that could potentially be harmful or detrimental in their life down the future if they choose to clean everything up and they’re ready to put that life behind them and it’s not a story that they wish to relive or share with millions of people everywhere, then I think it’s kind of irresponsible to have people consenting to such a thing who are really not in any state to consent in the first place, if children can’t consent then typically neither can people who are not of sober and sound mind that’s just from a legal and ethical perspective here I know a lot of people who started off watching this channel and liking who have since come to change their mind about it we’re all kind of starting to get X feelings about it also, there’s been some very strange interactions between Mark and different people. He’s very awkward in his style it’s very forest it’s on natural and there’s been some awkward exchanges between him and females scantily clad females. I think it’s disgusting some of the pictures that he uploads of these people yes it’s real it’s raw, but we don’t need to have them out there, showing their ass sometimes literally not necessarily for our sake but for theirs that’s exploitation of the highest magnitude I don’t care what you say it’s not OK it’s never gonna be OK. Ask anyone who understands legal rights exploitation in such things privacy law, etc. and so forth they would agree that’s super sketch if not outright illegal and unethical and I just don’t find anything entertaining about watching these videos. They still pop up in my feed. I still check in to see what the fuck is going on, but I don’t find anything entertaining or educational about, seeing people expose and exploited putting themselves potentially in harms way in a number of different ways, shapes and forms by doing this. Obviously they’re doing it for a paycheck for some cash in hand so they can go get their next fix which is a power dynamic a pretty quid pro quo that is not appropriate or ethical and some of the people are just all right not good people we don’t need to give them a platform. We don’t need to indulge them, and entertain their delusions and manipulative machinations it’s hindering them it’s crippling them it’s instilling and teaching them to continue to be entirely dependent. It’s not empowering them and making them accountable for their decisions. They will only do as much as they have to if they don’t have to they’re not going to and that’s the sad reality, that’s my opinion I’m certainly not alone if you don’t like it, you don’t need to comment back you can just disagree that’s fine but it is what it is not everybody believe this to be at all

  • @Kn1ves_0ut
    @Kn1ves_0ut Před 8 měsíci +150

    This is the most coherent I’ve seen her. Even though she’s still a little manic she’s actually making sense! I’m rooting for her always

    • @deerheart87
      @deerheart87 Před 8 měsíci

      She's always manic isn't she ! Prob the drugs exacerbate her state .

    • @Rizzbulla
      @Rizzbulla Před 8 měsíci +4

      He* him*

    • @PaulTC777
      @PaulTC777 Před 8 měsíci +4

      He* him*

  • @lorenoyer9976
    @lorenoyer9976 Před 8 měsíci +18

    What an incredible difference from other videos I have seen. Such a bright, animated, intelligent human. I hope something good happens to you today Rebecca!

  • @sarahjohnson3800
    @sarahjohnson3800 Před 8 měsíci +31

    I love her so much. Her brain is amazing and is so animated. I hope she gets clean because she truly has endless potential in so many ways and I want her to realize it too so badly. I would love to be able to just spend a day with her. Prayers and strength to her.

  • @tonydawg
    @tonydawg Před 8 měsíci +376

    This is the cleanest Rebecca has ever been. Super dope to see them converse without just unclear drug talk. Almost there I can sense the sobriety

    • @thematriarchy2075
      @thematriarchy2075 Před 8 měsíci +58

      No, there's an interview where Rebecca was just out of the hospital, and was medicated for her bipolar disorder, that is the one.

    • @arrianne311
      @arrianne311 Před 8 měsíci +4

      @@thematriarchy2075came here to say just this.

    • @acgray1972
      @acgray1972 Před 8 měsíci +1

      Ive seen old interview, way back...

    • @levihl0
      @levihl0 Před 8 měsíci +17

      All wrong actually. One from two years back where she had put on a bit of weight. That’s the only completely sober minded interview there is, and it’s incredible to see the person hiding under all that impairment

    • @Liliana-of7ji
      @Liliana-of7ji Před 8 měsíci +6

      Go back and watch the first few interviews from Rebecca. You'll see who he really is. Unrecognizable

  • @racheljohnson7421
    @racheljohnson7421 Před 8 měsíci +93

    One day you asked Rebecca, "What do you do all day". She replied " I talk to myself, I sing to myself, doesn't everyone?". That stuck with me so much. I live mostly alone with no neighbors in a rural area. Yes, I talk to myself and sing to myself. Mostly I think I'm talking & singing to my critters but really it's to myself. Rebecca is more insightful than people give her credit for. She has a good point about Hilary too.

  • @Rajindergovaa
    @Rajindergovaa Před 7 měsíci +19

    Is Rebecca okay, Mark? It's been a Month since the last video update. I really hope she's okay!!!

  • @carriep8013
    @carriep8013 Před 8 měsíci +19

    "Feeds me a cup of instant noodles" 😂😂 You a gem Rebecca.

  • @teresabolen6034
    @teresabolen6034 Před 8 měsíci +130

    Every time I tune into Rebecca, I just keep wishing for a complete breakthrough to clean living.

    • @coopsawright7225
      @coopsawright7225 Před 8 měsíci +3

      yeh well after about 100 SWU vids about shim uh "her" we can safely say that's probably not going to happen , the cheeky lil thang !

    • @janelwilliams9144
      @janelwilliams9144 Před 8 měsíci

      ​@@coopsawright7225way to spread love and positivity... have a wonderful day my friend ❤

  • @YochevedDesigns
    @YochevedDesigns Před 8 měsíci +157

    "I try to sleep at least once a week." 😂 In my manic phases, I can totally relate to that. Meds have done wonders for me. I hope Rebecca can eventually get the help she needs.

  • @teem7030
    @teem7030 Před 8 měsíci +51

    " Im half dead, I'm half alive. I'm a dead girl in the body of a living boy". That is heartbreakingly beautiful. Look how she looks into the camera thrtr. It's the answer to almost everything she does and doesn't do .🥺

  • @prelle3142
    @prelle3142 Před 8 měsíci +17

    Rebecca " I try to sleep one day a week". She is truly an amazing soul. If only she had the tools get herself healthy. Im silently cheering for you, Rebecca.

  • @terragroah993
    @terragroah993 Před 8 měsíci +2457

    We're all rooting for you, Rebecca.

    • @gshell2520
      @gshell2520 Před 8 měsíci +132

      No we aren't

    • @milfsloverr
      @milfsloverr Před 8 měsíci +110

      @@gshell2520 maybe not u but hundreds of thousands of other people do :)

    • @whoknowswhocares885
      @whoknowswhocares885 Před 8 měsíci +74

      I still see no positive outcome here Rebecca has proven to be too far gone

    • @wildeninja2836
      @wildeninja2836 Před 8 měsíci +9

      @@milfsloverrI see 32 likes lol

    • @joymcguire
      @joymcguire Před 8 měsíci +23

      This is so heartbreaking. I've yet to be able to finish a full interview with this poor soul.

  • @HelloCoco888
    @HelloCoco888 Před 8 měsíci +176

    I am a Mom on the other side of the world, but I’ve watched every single one of Rebecca’s video from the very first one and as many people are, I’m so invested in her story. I check everyday for new updates. My favorite videos are where we get to learn more about her backstory. She is obviously incredibly frustrating but the breadth of her cultural knowledge is unlike 9/10 people you’d meet. I am no delusional optimist maybe not even an optimist full stop haha…but I truly want to see her succeed. Little steps at first, I think if she manages to set even tiny goal and manages to achieve it then it would wonders for her motivation.

    • @andreadraper6533
      @andreadraper6533 Před 8 měsíci +5

      I am homeless in San Francisco now for fifteen years. I used to use meth. I have gotten high with dozens of characters like Rebecca- just as amazingly culturally literate, just as deep an intellect, speak 3, 4, 5 languages.... You name it. The people who think that all or even the vast majority of addicts are culturally illiterate boring morons are people who never got high. Notable addicts who are now dead and gone but must have been every bit as entertaining as Rebecca during their day: Ella Fitzgerald, Bessie Smith, Janis Joplin, Judy Garland, Salvador Dali, Paul Erdös, William Burroughs, Bela Lugosi, Jerome "Curly" Howard, Charles Bukowski, Charles Dickens, Charlie Parker & Charlie Chaplin, Ulysses Grant, Howard Hughes, Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky, Marilyn Monroe, Vincent Van Gogh, Elizabeth Taylor, Michael Jackson, should I go on?...... Tell me you wouldn't want to sit in a room and have a conversation with any one of those people? That talking to any one of those people would not be absolutely fabulously fascinating? So then why are you amazed at how much Rebecca has to offer????!!!!

    • @Ftybr57
      @Ftybr57 Před 8 měsíci +1

      It’s. A Man give me a break

    • @MR-vq1rp
      @MR-vq1rp Před 8 měsíci +1

      @@andreadraper6533It’s not a contest 🙄

  • @anahospital7213
    @anahospital7213 Před 7 měsíci +13

    I just saw the in memoriam video and I immediately looked for her in the videos. I'm rooting for her ❤

  • @AB-by8xu
    @AB-by8xu Před 8 měsíci +24

    I am glad Mark ,no matters how the situation is hard to watch sometimes , we all wish Rebecca to sober up , but at least for a few moment you make Rebecca feel appreciated and all humans needs to feel believed in and listened to ❤

  • @ericareese4361
    @ericareese4361 Před 8 měsíci +76

    It's so sweet when Rebecca makes Mark laugh. It's my favorite. It's so genuine.

  • @Miskate444
    @Miskate444 Před 8 měsíci +60

    Rebecca is half my age, and understands/references twice the pop-culture references.
    Mark, I really hope Rebecca soon realizes the order of what needs to happen to get well.
    It’s not a house first and then sobriety. It’s sobriety and then a house. It’s not first a job, it’s being clean and then a job interview.
    With so many people rooting for, and ready to help her (and you explaining this time after time), there is a way. She has everything right there in front of her. Great things could be done.

  • @kristendavis1031
    @kristendavis1031 Před 7 měsíci +17

    Hoping for a Rebecca update soon🙏 I definitely would watch a weekly video of her ❤️

  • @alexdv5575
    @alexdv5575 Před 8 měsíci +56

    Mark, where is Rebecca? Is she ok? We need an update! I get so anxious not knowing if she is alive or not. ❤

  • @OliviaOlfactory
    @OliviaOlfactory Před 8 měsíci +359

    Even in her worst states- Rebecca makes incredibly sophisticated, highly intelligent references. She has such incredible potential on intellect alone, if she is able to overcome this. Addiction is a cruel beast, but I look forward to the day we see a clean interview.

    • @johnsellas4455
      @johnsellas4455 Před 8 měsíci +8

      No..she doesn't.

    • @harveyplantharvester1502
      @harveyplantharvester1502 Před 8 měsíci

      @@johnsellas4455 No, HE doesn't. Does this man look or act or talk ANYTHING like a woman to be called a "she"??? Totally deluded

    • @user-rc9jf8ng2k
      @user-rc9jf8ng2k Před 8 měsíci +6

      I feel like there might be some other mental health things going on here besides addiction, probably some psychosis; however I've seen people in a lot worse mental states be completely normal after getting sober.

    • @mihaha3618
      @mihaha3618 Před 8 měsíci +1

      @@johnsellas4455😂

    • @johnsellas4455
      @johnsellas4455 Před 8 měsíci

      @@user-rc9jf8ng2k delusions of grandeur

  • @daniellelewis2553
    @daniellelewis2553 Před 8 měsíci +295

    I want to see her get clean SOOOOOOOO bad. Her personality is so radiant.

  • @youngjefe6958
    @youngjefe6958 Před 8 měsíci +15

    Rebecca is so interesting and I’m always fascinated by the interviews with her. I hope and pray that she overcomes the addiction and finds happiness in her life!

  • @internationalkathy6569
    @internationalkathy6569 Před 7 měsíci +10

    MARK, please update us on Rebecca asap. For some reason I am worried.

  • @OKBoomer2k
    @OKBoomer2k Před 8 měsíci +367

    She's so much easier to understand when she's clean-ish. Much love, Rebecca!

    • @sloppyjoe400
      @sloppyjoe400 Před 8 měsíci +34

      that's not a she....

    • @Leavemealongyoursmelly889
      @Leavemealongyoursmelly889 Před 8 měsíci +23

      @@sloppyjoe400dude get a life your talking poorly upon a homeless meth addict. Regardless of what they claim to they have a lot more severe problem.

    • @sloppyjoe400
      @sloppyjoe400 Před 8 měsíci +8

      @aidenleger4669 awww did I hurt your feelings?

    • @GregK1247
      @GregK1247 Před 8 měsíci +17

      She’s high as a kite here…

    • @Leavemealongyoursmelly889
      @Leavemealongyoursmelly889 Před 8 měsíci

      @@sloppyjoe400 the only thing hurting is my head by how ignorantly stupid you are. Plus you wee wee is small get a life loser 👎👎👎👎

  • @JazzyJazz7724
    @JazzyJazz7724 Před 8 měsíci +165

    Rebecca saying Mark is attractive but he has an Eminem look is hilarious 😂😂 I love their relationship!

    • @deborahnieling2315
      @deborahnieling2315 Před 8 měsíci +20

      Rebecca told Mark also he looks like a Serial killer 😂... Rebecca is faszinated by Mark as well!

    • @beensweetTV
      @beensweetTV Před 8 měsíci +3

      😂😂😂😂😂

    • @terahmichelle416
      @terahmichelle416 Před 8 měsíci +10

      Said he had a nice body but face of a serial killer😅

  • @HelloKatie92
    @HelloKatie92 Před 7 měsíci +15

    Powerful soul 😞 I hope this experience turns around and Rebecca gets clean and rocks the shit out of this world

  • @heatherhagercombs216
    @heatherhagercombs216 Před 8 měsíci +2

    Thank you for the updates, praying for sweet Rebecca!

  • @angelafudge90
    @angelafudge90 Před 8 měsíci +559

    Rebecca talks about being bored so much I’d love to see her locked in a hotel room with no access to drugs, with some fabric, a sewing machine and a notebook. We love you Rebecca! ❤

    • @auroraborealis13579
      @auroraborealis13579 Před 8 měsíci +43

      And music!

    • @torontokat54
      @torontokat54 Před 8 měsíci +39

      yes, yes, yes! That is a brilliant idea. Also a camera to record her creative genius.

    • @angelafudge90
      @angelafudge90 Před 8 měsíci +53

      @@torontokat54 I would watch her over the Kardashian family any day! Rebecca needs her own show.

    • @angelafudge90
      @angelafudge90 Před 8 měsíci

      @@auroraborealis13579 yes! So much music. Love it.

    • @commoncents9734
      @commoncents9734 Před 8 měsíci +27

      What are we doing? What do you mean "her"? Stop playing into the mental health. You're not helping.

  • @Fresaasmrr
    @Fresaasmrr Před 8 měsíci +92

    Seeing Rebecca feel better-as best as she can in her position-brings me soooo much joy. I could listen to her talk endlessly. She’s such a gem

  • @soundout4000
    @soundout4000 Před 3 měsíci +1

    I just love her! The quick wit, and way she fires questions right back, is so captivating.

  • @cooliothespidryt6341
    @cooliothespidryt6341 Před 5 měsíci +16

    Her recall of such a huge range of music styles is amazing like going from Madonna to the Pixies. Also political, historical, pop culture knowledge and her delivery is so smart and fun.

    • @tomsnowden6201
      @tomsnowden6201 Před 5 měsíci +1

      Go talk to ppl, this is pretty average.

  • @maraarcher5524
    @maraarcher5524 Před 8 měsíci +70

    My heart jumped when I saw the title for this video. Amazing to see see “clean-ish” Rebecca. Her mind is a firework, constantly exploding with vibrant color. Fascinating. So much potential.

    • @drichinlord2953
      @drichinlord2953 Před 8 měsíci +5

      may i ask. what potential?

    • @elinav1453
      @elinav1453 Před 8 měsíci +3

      What potential? Repeating that just encourages her downfall.

    • @kimglass4851
      @kimglass4851 Před 8 měsíci

      @@jacobus57 ✔💯

  • @elle_sanchez
    @elle_sanchez Před 8 měsíci +514

    Rebecca is quite theatrical, I feel like I’m at an improv show watching this video. It’s a shame because she’s definitely in the right place for her talent.

    • @LandscapeMaster33
      @LandscapeMaster33 Před 8 měsíci +33

      Get it right. HE’S a DUDE

    • @hoodstarhoodstar8017
      @hoodstarhoodstar8017 Před 8 měsíci

      Not a she. A delusional man

    • @Milk-rn5uq
      @Milk-rn5uq Před 8 měsíci +83

      @@LandscapeMaster33Imagine being so pressed over how some random homeless person who you’ll never meet identifies. get a life man.

    • @LandscapeMaster33
      @LandscapeMaster33 Před 8 měsíci +1

      @@Milk-rn5uq stop being such a left wing lunatic. There is nothing normal about being trans or pretending you’re the opposite sex. It’s a horrible thing

    • @Elusive_Pete
      @Elusive_Pete Před 8 měsíci +25

      ​@@Milk-rn5uqwell his gender is not a big deal, be more concerned with his suicidality, mental illness and drug addiction.
      Referring to a male as female will not help him.

  • @KarlaElaine100
    @KarlaElaine100 Před 5 měsíci +3

    I have a neighbor with schizophrenia. He often talks about using words and changing the meanings in a similar way to Rebecca.

  • @JM-yn8mb
    @JM-yn8mb Před 8 měsíci +5

    Rebecca has miraculously improved since the last video. I'm hoping she can get fully clean!

  • @liamburns8554
    @liamburns8554 Před 8 měsíci +72

    “I try to sleep at least one day a week” delivered with total integrity 😂😂😂

    • @KirbyNicholson3
      @KirbyNicholson3 Před 8 měsíci +4

      I swear! I was like now girl one day a week is not enough 🤣🤣 I love Rebecca!

    • @briancanfield5658
      @briancanfield5658 Před 8 měsíci

      Joe Biden’s America

    • @TheAwun86
      @TheAwun86 Před 8 měsíci +2

      I’m lucky “if” I sleep 1 day in 2 weeks, and I’m not addicted to drugs. Wouldn’t wish this shit on my worse enemy.

    • @liamburns8554
      @liamburns8554 Před 8 měsíci

      @@TheAwun86 that is hell. I struggle and only get 2-3 hours some nights, and that feels bad enough

  • @joy7363
    @joy7363 Před 8 měsíci +85

    I always think how utterly exhausting it must be to be in a brain that is going a million miles an hour and never ever stops.

    • @plushygun
      @plushygun Před 8 měsíci +9

      It's wonderful, until it's so wonderful that it just becomes painful.

    • @CoCoWash2012
      @CoCoWash2012 Před 8 měsíci +4

      Welcome to an ADHD brain. 😖

    • @shawnclifton7196
      @shawnclifton7196 Před 8 měsíci

      No welcome to I’ve shoved to much bunk bug dope up my veins and my brain is all fucked up

    • @joy7363
      @joy7363 Před 8 měsíci

      @@CoCoWash2012 oh I know all about it unfortunately. I’ve got a daughter who suffers from the same issues

  • @user-td6jw5fq3m
    @user-td6jw5fq3m Před 8 měsíci +14

    my cat, Prudence, adores you Rebecca! She sits right up against the screen rapt and transfixed....and blocks anyone else from watching...you've put a spell on her! :) Thank you for being the you that only you can be!

    • @Ruth78620
      @Ruth78620 Před 6 měsíci

      I love that your cats called Prudence it's adorable ❤

  • @gmaheybaby1283
    @gmaheybaby1283 Před 8 měsíci +80

    My heart skips a beat every time Rebecca’s face shows up on the stream💓 Always grateful to see her!

    • @TheBurntRelic
      @TheBurntRelic Před 8 měsíci +10

      Him

    • @potterlinda02
      @potterlinda02 Před 8 měsíci +2

      I agree... Rebecca is captivating and I am praying for him.....I hope he can achieve his dreams to one day have a sex change......and be the woman he has always wanted to be...

    • @sizzurp8820
      @sizzurp8820 Před 8 měsíci

      ​@@potterlinda02not gonna lie, you had me going till you said him lmfao

  • @trista_official
    @trista_official Před 8 měsíci +220

    I die every time Rebecca unprompted tries to makes it VERY clear that she doesn’t find Mark attractive 😂

    • @jessicaray940
      @jessicaray940 Před 8 měsíci +59

      She said he looks like a mix of Matthew mcconaughey & Sarah Jessica Parker in another vid & I about died 😂

    • @cc-sb1is
      @cc-sb1is Před 8 měsíci +12

      hahaha
      I love Mark's voice.
      When I finally saw him, he definitely didn't resonate with the picture in my head...😅😂

    • @romerider1000
      @romerider1000 Před 8 měsíci +1

      Are you the kind of person who validates anorexic people by agreeing to call them fat? Stop being so GD stupid. That is a man not a she

    • @ginawildedeleon2726
      @ginawildedeleon2726 Před 8 měsíci +3

      I felt the same way. I like Mark's laugh.

    • @rudynewman2040
      @rudynewman2040 Před 8 měsíci +12

      I think Mark is attracted to her too. He says he's straight but he has her on way too much and is so complimentary toward her. How handsome and smart and on, you gotta wonder.

  • @jennadare2222
    @jennadare2222 Před 7 měsíci +5

    When she said “an XBOX Mark…. Not even a PlayStation” 😂😂😂😂 I lost it

  • @chelsinatoryo9098
    @chelsinatoryo9098 Před 6 měsíci +24

    I so desperately need to see Rebecca get through this. I adore Rebecca!

  • @norasmith3163
    @norasmith3163 Před 8 měsíci +103

    Mark, I have been following you since the beginning of the pandemic and the interaction that you have with Rebecca is my favorite! You guys have such a connection. I think it's wonderful all that you do to hear everyone's story. Your compassion is what draws me to your channel. Rebecca, you are fabulous!

    • @plushygun
      @plushygun Před 8 měsíci +1

      Indeed, I adored listening to their conversation. It reminded me of how amazing humanity is. We are everything in our world, yet so many of us collectively feel like we're nothing. 💗

  • @csmoove4658
    @csmoove4658 Před 8 měsíci +143

    It’s so amazing to see Rebecca speaking coherently! I love this!

    • @neonblack211
      @neonblack211 Před 8 měsíci +33

      Coherently is an overstatement but it is alot better

  • @jennyoung586
    @jennyoung586 Před 7 měsíci +1

    This is the most incredibly refreshing Rebecca video. To see a glimpse of who she can be is inspiring. I hope she gets off the drugs and off the streets so much! Such a waste of an amazing person; the frustration is palpable. Her conversational skills, intellectualism, and sense of humor are truly amazing, and I love it so much. Please keep traveling this cleaner path Rebecca!!! Please! You are so loved.

  • @kathydeck4928
    @kathydeck4928 Před 7 měsíci +12

    Is there any recent update on Rebecca? I check every day for a new video.

  • @channonperry3420
    @channonperry3420 Před 8 měsíci +37

    “FINALLY, Direction!” 😂 Killed me!
    All of the best Rebecca ❤

  • @leftover_adobo3581
    @leftover_adobo3581 Před 8 měsíci +50

    This is the Rebecca mood I love, very spontaneous and very witty.

  • @lisaschroeder543
    @lisaschroeder543 Před 6 měsíci +3

    Rebecca is in my heart…i want so much to see a follow up where she is getting help and getting clean.

  • @carlirae6137
    @carlirae6137 Před 8 měsíci +10

    Rebecca belongs on the big screen! she's so self expressive and that unique type of energy that I desire to be.

  • @tracyt7605
    @tracyt7605 Před 8 měsíci +93

    “Hope is an enfant terrible.” Brilliant. Effortlessly, flawlessly poetic. I LOVE YOU, Rebecca!

  • @madidiamondhands
    @madidiamondhands Před 8 měsíci +150

    So nice to see some clarity in you, Rebecca! Always rooting for you.❤

    • @flwoods1
      @flwoods1 Před 8 měsíci +1

      Compare this moment of clarity with his 2020- 2921 interviews

    • @madidiamondhands
      @madidiamondhands Před 8 měsíci

      ​@@flwoods1compare them for what exactly? I've seen them all. Are tou referring to the one where Rebecca was out of the hospital and was still under the effect of the anti-psychotics?

  • @sierraluna7887
    @sierraluna7887 Před 8 měsíci +5

    I can soo see Rebecca doing some kind of talk show as a host. Someone who interviews the stars of Hollywood and fashion. She had that spark

  • @julianazaldivar6025
    @julianazaldivar6025 Před 7 měsíci +9

    Been checking everyday for a Rebecca update, hoping she’s okay 🥺

  • @Eric_DP
    @Eric_DP Před 8 měsíci +236

    I heard Mark say "No one really sees her genius..but I do.." I had to look into Rebecca and have watched from the start. I could not agree more, its hard to see her genius but its there. I hope she can accept the help that is being offered and go and make the life that she wants and deserves.

    • @Notifysender90
      @Notifysender90 Před 8 měsíci +9

      Oh I definitely been seen the genius in Rebecca, especially when Rebecca’s high but fully aware. I just love listening to Rebecca talk

    • @bettynuggz
      @bettynuggz Před 8 měsíci

      Stop saying "her"... this person is clearly a male.

    • @CATNAPREAL1188
      @CATNAPREAL1188 Před 8 měsíci +8

      Me Too ! Rebecca reminds me of the movie " A Beautiful Mind " Crazy Genius ! Love to Her !

    • @kristimcgowandarkoscellard3126
      @kristimcgowandarkoscellard3126 Před 8 měsíci +7

      I definitely see it!!! I thought she was brilliant the first time I saw her! I have no doubt that she is more than capable of accomplishing anything she sets her mind to!! I adore her and hope she finds what she’s searching for!
      Cheers

    • @alyssajenkins6074
      @alyssajenkins6074 Před 8 měsíci +7

      I see Rebecca and want so badly for them to overcome their demons. I wonder how many others are out there like her just suffering. It makes me sad.

  • @F30586
    @F30586 Před 8 měsíci +103

    Wow. Like night and day. She doesn’t seem confused and/or super stressed out. She almost seems happy here. And I enjoy seeing her this way.

    • @TC-rc1zf
      @TC-rc1zf Před 8 měsíci +3

      I also noticed less talk about people wanting Rebecca to die

    • @utsutsu123
      @utsutsu123 Před 8 měsíci

      ​@@TC-rc1zfpeople want her to die??

    • @casseymcdonald5308
      @casseymcdonald5308 Před 8 měsíci +1

      @@utsutsu123I think they were referring to how she often says people want her to die. Not true I’m sure, I think it’s a self worth thing.

    • @TC-rc1zf
      @TC-rc1zf Před 8 měsíci

      @@utsutsu123 have you watched any video of Rebecca? She's paranoid as heck and says people want to kill her because: 1 illegal alien. 2 being in a dress and 3 being transgender.

    • @F30586
      @F30586 Před 8 měsíci

      @Broskisnowski negative. When she’s super weird is when she’s had no sleep, hence…on drugs

  • @cscott8334
    @cscott8334 Před 8 měsíci +10

    Growth, growth, growth! Please keep supporting Rebecca, Mark. You seem to be the only person besides your audience that cares. Keep the encouragement going!❤

  • @ixchelpotter
    @ixchelpotter Před 8 měsíci +8

    I hope she comes around, her personality is so captivating and hilarious! Such a diva, I really hope she can get pass this addiction

  • @christar505
    @christar505 Před 8 měsíci +156

    This was my favorite so far. She's so funny and animated. So intelligent. Dramatic. Theater would be a great outlet for her. I know you've mentioned that to her before but if we could help her in that direction some day it would be so awesome ❤

    • @gailnightowl0423
      @gailnightowl0423 Před 8 měsíci +15

      HE

    • @draftinator
      @draftinator Před 8 měsíci +5

      thats a lot of her's and she's. I think 1 per paragraph is enough to get the gist of someones gender.

    • @chickenclips
      @chickenclips Před 8 měsíci +6

      him

    • @andyrome316
      @andyrome316 Před 8 měsíci +7

      The virtue is strong in this one

    • @gailnightowl0423
      @gailnightowl0423 Před 8 měsíci +8

      @@draftinator This is a HE, plain and simple

  • @Rebekah_Renders
    @Rebekah_Renders Před 8 měsíci +51

    “This is the start of a beautiful friendship, me, you, and the devil “ 😂😂😂😂😂 I’m sorry I lost it. Mark’s response was hilarious too.

  • @kevankoya
    @kevankoya Před 3 měsíci +2

    This is so sad to watch. Rebecca comes across as being such a lovely, greatly intelligent and extremely handsome and it’s so upsetting to see how the drugs have ravaged his life taking every possibility of having such an incredible life and future. If only he could free himself from the drugs. I could imagine Rebecca being involved in the fashion industry or even acting, anything could be possible, but I feel so fearful for his safety, sanity and even his life because of his drug addiction. The way that drugs damage the mind robbing a person of everything as awful and so upsetting. I can see you trying so hard to help Rebecca Mark, I just hope and pray Rebecca will take hold of all the help he can get and for him to turn away from his drug life existence. 😢

  • @gerirussell7180
    @gerirussell7180 Před 7 měsíci +41

    How does someone who lives outdoors, no electronics, no TV, no books....can be so knowledgeable and up to date? He's brilliant. I mean SHES brilliant.

  • @beebee2781
    @beebee2781 Před 8 měsíci +90

    Every little crack into Rebecca's past is a chance for healing. I know there has to be so much more to learn if Rebecca would open up more to Mark. But every little opening to release the trauma is amazing to see. Keep up the good work Mark. Rebecca truly has so much potential.

    • @jennross6466
      @jennross6466 Před 8 měsíci +2

      If only Rebecca would open up to Mark... it's been close to 4 years, hasn't it? Rebecca keeps Mark around for entertainment, money, drugs, clothes, hotels, phones, etc, maybe a little yum yum on the side. I have dread, I have a feeling this Rebecca will be the end of this channel for Mark. Mark sounds giddy in this interview, almost as if they're on their first date. It is beyond foolish at this point, almost parody. I feel embarrassed for Mark. Most people in these threads are hoping for this person to get sober. She/he loves the drug too much, doesn't want to quit. Do you buy Rebecca's stories? I don't. He's a hustler, a liar, a junkie. They will tell you whatever it is you want to hear. I dislike the word hope because there's no action. Hope is a fantastical and fantasy word. Rebecca doesn't want help, he wants Mark to continue to supply him with money and drugs, that's it, that's all, as simple as that. You stated: Every little crack into Rebecca's past is a chance for healing. He would have to get sober and clean, and that takes years not just 30 days and even then he wouldn't be able to heal, healing takes a fucking a lifetime, he wouldn't be able to nor want to even skim the surface of his wounds. Maybe there's a chance for healing... for Mark.

  • @phoebecaroline7025
    @phoebecaroline7025 Před 8 měsíci +40

    How does she know so much stuff? She isn’t just talking jibbersh, she’s talking real things, movie quotes, famous people, so many quick things she says that I just listen like “how would she know this?!” She’s like 25? It’s crazy! So intelligent, I wish I could know her true life story and where she learned all of this. She is so smart, creative and unique I wish she could get her addiction under control bc she could go SO far. Such a very special person! I could listen to her talk all day when she is sober-ish, I couldn’t even imagine how great she’d be fully sober!!

    • @MelodyInTheChaos
      @MelodyInTheChaos Před 8 měsíci +8

      She really does come from money in Egypt.

    • @maverickbull1909
      @maverickbull1909 Před 8 měsíci

      Huh? It’s called watching movies and reading? He’s not like 7 lol. He wasn’t always homeless.

  • @lahnajohnson31
    @lahnajohnson31 Před 7 měsíci +7

    As fascinating of a person that Rebecca is, I find Mark's reactions when in Rebecca's presence to be as equally fascinating as he tends to open up in a way that I don't hear or see with other interviews. I find Mark to be very flirtatious and overly complimentary with Rebecca in a way that is somewhat confusing when it's followed up by "but I'm not attracted to men" like he is trying to either deny or suppress his own attraction to this person whether they identify as gay or trans. I could be way off base but that is the impression I am left with.

    • @jademuntz
      @jademuntz Před 5 měsíci +1

      💯

    • @Leeni19
      @Leeni19 Před 5 měsíci

      I think we can be attracted to souls. Regardless of the homes they embody. And also be able to acknowledge the beauty of people regardless of their sexuality.

  • @careohleenah
    @careohleenah Před 8 měsíci +11

    I absolutely love Rebecca. I can definitely see star potential in her, and even her seeing it within herself is beautiful. I am so mad at these drugs for taking away her ability to see that things would be so much better without them in her life. This is such a beautiful interaction.

  • @barbarasilva5552
    @barbarasilva5552 Před 8 měsíci +64

    Clicked on the video as soon as I got the notification. Ah, Rebecca, we all love you so much!!! My amount of hope for her is unmeasurable.

  • @Noodle-cat11
    @Noodle-cat11 Před 8 měsíci +49

    One of your most fun interviews. She is fascinating when she is sober-ish.

  • @kellyh.1658
    @kellyh.1658 Před 8 měsíci +13

    I'll bet Rebecca has ADHD, among other issues. That may be part of why she says she doesn't do opiods, barbiturates, or other CNS depressants; we don't like those feelings. Aside from mental health issues, it could explain, at least in part, the obsessive topics, rapid speech patterns, impulsiveness, rapid topic changes, and being so fidgety. On the positive side, it could also explain her creativeness, humor, and intelligence. It cracks me up that people don't get that she uses the last name 'Olsen' due to her obsession with Mary Kate and Ashley! That's one of the things we do; generalize obsessions to other areas and play around with it . . . just waiting to see if anyone gets it. Sadly, they rarely do!

    • @lourdesnevarez1586
      @lourdesnevarez1586 Před 7 měsíci

      I never thought of this!

    • @melaniesutubeful
      @melaniesutubeful Před 6 měsíci

      My sister and I (both ADHD) have BEEN saying this to each other about her.

    • @MoonBeamLight
      @MoonBeamLight Před 5 měsíci

      It’s more likely bipolar with the manic episodes made worse with drugs and then the extreme lows of depression. But obviously most people with one mental illness tend to have more.

    • @kellyh.1658
      @kellyh.1658 Před 5 měsíci

      @@MoonBeamLight I agree. I meant ADHD along with some type(s) of mood disorder. I also wonder about bipolar, along with ADHD. I have ADHD and see some things that I am all too familiar with! Some of those things can look like mania but, when seen together, remind me of ADHD.

  • @Erinlove22
    @Erinlove22 Před 8 měsíci +9

    You two have such a bond.
    I do have hope here,change will happen as long as the streets don’t get him first. It’s such a fine line at the moment and so sad, but as I said, I’ve got hope in this whole process.

  • @judymedina3280
    @judymedina3280 Před 8 měsíci +70

    Omg! Rebecca shines in this one. Sheer brilliance! I’m so happy you are in her life and I am convinced she needs you , as you are the one constant that provides some stability for her. Love you both!

    • @tresand9595
      @tresand9595 Před 8 měsíci +9

      This was awful to watch. If this is clean, she is too far gone and far beyond help… other than being institutionalized or under someone’s guardianship. This is not a show, this is a severely ill human. To say you like this version of her is only perpetuating her demise.

    • @oshifish2
      @oshifish2 Před 8 měsíci

      @@tresand9595 Have you seen her at her worst? This is actually far removed from that. Its a step in the right direction. I would challenge any person with even a small suffering of mental illness spend at min a month on the hot streets of LA being homeless with people stealing things off of you when you sleep would make a "normal" person lose it real quick.

    • @daniellewatson8352
      @daniellewatson8352 Před 8 měsíci +2

      @@tresand9595
      Agree although I think people who refer to him as a her are sheep.

    • @James-re1yf
      @James-re1yf Před 8 měsíci

      Ishmael is a man