"The ego wants you to believe in missed opportunities. The spirit knows that each instant is a new opportunity unlike any before it or any to come" Dean Jackson I've been depressed almost nonstop, with brief intervals of relief, since I was just 5 years old. That's a lifetime of depression and I don't expect it to ever change. Some of us aren't blessed enough to be comforted by the vain illusions of the world. WE SEE THE TRUTH, while others just see what they'd like to see... I think that's what causes most of us to be depressed, while others live in a state of blissful oblivion believing something is wrong with us for acknowledging what they deny. Came across the above quote the other day while looking up quotes online. Really spoke to me. Opportunities don't pass you by, life is an opportunity. I don't think anyone really "knows" why they're here. Some of us might be here just because our parents forgot to use condoms 😅... but we're here now, and we should take advantage of whatever it is that does make us happy, even for brief moments at a time. I believe that life was meant to be enjoyed, even in spite of myself and our societies... but the world is not what it was meant to be... Do not be Darkened by it, be the Brightness it hates... but ironically needs.
Word Up, why do you give a shit about my videos anyway? These videos are for people who are struggling with similar problems, obviously you need help as much as anybody else. Go get it and come back when you have a soul. Stop obsessing over my life and criticizing people who are reaching out.
My entire life has been limiting , dis-satisfying and even before I was born according to my mum and dad they told me how they had lots issues growing up ,etc and what do you know so did I fights , divorces , parental suicides, crazy drinking habits. I wasn't going towards mimicking this so I've come out much , much smarter then them and always will but it came with a burden I've got possibly 8 mental health disorders , Borderline personality disorder , Paranoid personality disorder , Narcissistic personality disorder , Selective ADD and possibly ADHD, General Anxiety Disorder and Dysthmia and maybe asperbergers or mild autism ah yes and I've some kind dissociative-ness towards my mental gender just to add towards cherry top. my MBTI personality pattern is INFP there is 16 profiles which is not a typefier even though they call it that which is so stupid if you ask me just shows you what your mental processes are , INFP - The Idealist we use introverted intuition and feeling perceiving to see the world,etc. I think you are also a Introverted intuitive , feeling perceiver as well so that's coolio. I want to say that you are very awesome and look great! , what could you ever be depressed about ?.
I feel for ya man. I'm 34 and have been experience moderate to severe depression since the age of 14. It's really rare to find someone else who can come close to understanding how I feel, so if you find someone who can empathize hold onto them. I had my first girlfriend at 31 years old. She doesn't understand me, but tries to. She made me see a doctor and try medicine to treat my depression. It seems to be helping control my obsession with suicide, but I still have an overly active mind that destroys my ability to enjoy life. I've taken many vacations, and each time I fall into a vicious depression and desperately want to go home and dream of suicide. Meditation seems to help because it involves the practice of letting go of your thoughts, which are often negative, and embracing your world as it is. This can really be of great help. Good luck to you CrisPAY89 and everyone else who struggles with depression.
i cant even cope anymore its just not working i sat here all day at my desk staring at a wall wanting to die. its just gets worse everyday man idk what to do . your comment was 3 years ago . are you still depressed ?
MeThOd-Clan ,Hi there, I am feeling just like u..i feel flat and I can't seem to snap out if my depression..do u feel like what is the point because nothing seems to go anywhere? It sucks so bad and I'm sorry you are feeling so shitty and miserable also..my heart is with u ,I am right here with you on this and in this deep depression.
try to feel better bro im still just as depressed as when i wrote that. But what does help me now when its really bad is just trying to think positive instead of my normal mindset which is just really negative . if you feel like your always in a bad mood really try to force yourself to think more positive becus it helps alot. I actually woke up this morning instead of sleeping till 5 pm so tday i feel pretty good and i hope you feel better today bro . ill sit here and talk to you if you need me to
Matthew 11:28-30 28 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. Ephesians 2:8-9 For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast. 1 John 4:19 We love him, because he first loved us. 2 Corinthians 4:4 4 In whom the god of this world hath blinded the minds of them which believe not, lest the light of the glorious gospel of Christ, who is the image of God, should shine unto them. Romans 12:2 2 And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God. 1 John 1:5 This then is the message which we have heard of him, and declare unto you, that God is light, and in him is no darkness at all. Matthew 28:20 20 Teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you: and, lo, I am with you always, even unto the end of the world. Amen.
if somebody is severely depressed, it is always for a reason. something bad happened to the person. or something bad is happening, or he/she is worried about the future.
exbronco1980 Here's an interesting statistic: When a CLOSE family member (husband/wife, mom/dad, sibling) dies, guess how many will struggle with depression? FIVE percent. 95% of them will go through the grieving process, and will recover in the time it takes to do so. So.... Nope. Not true that "something bad happened to the person." I have struggled with depression since two years after the birth of my youngest, who is 27. I have had multiple therapists over the years; some have tried to talk me into "admitting" that I was molested as a child! I wasn't. And this was during the time when shows like Oprah were touting "repressed memories." Well, I've surveyed and groped and searched my past, and my growing up years, and some of it was difficult--not perfect. But I am 57, I retired early (I was a teacher) to go to law school, completed my first year (of 4 years) in May of 2014. Top of my class--the very top. 2nd year, coping with going on and off meds really messed me up, and my mother-in-law was very ill, so after completing 2/3 of THIS year (2014-15), had to take leave of absence, so I restart my 2nd year in September. Married 31 years to an absolutely wonderful man. Three healthy, well-adjusted adult children, two fabulous grandkids. Live 1/2 block from the beach in an adorable bungalow. Love my doggies. There is nothing "wrong" with my life. And yet.... I suffer.
Depression is painful in a way that many ppl don't understand. I've been dealing with this my entire life...I'm college educated, great job, active in my church and community...however I have also seen more therapist and tried more anti depressants than I'd like to admit. Just know that you are not alone. This is a disease like any other. The struggle is real and it does not mean you are a weak person or have a weak character. Hang in there...this too shall pass! Praying for you!
For me I hate the word depressed. Seems so temporary to me. I have been dealing with depression for about 8 years. I hate people who think this is something you can snap out of. Cheers up they say.
I remember watching this video a long time ago. Can't remember when but Ive been crying and looking for helpful videos and saw your thumbnail and wanted to watch you again. How you feel is exactly how I feel. Hope you're doing better these days.
i feel like this every day... there are times when I'm happy but I can never pin point what makes me happy or sad ..its very difficult have major depression
You are very Articulate and Handsome... You are doing a Very BRAVE thing by reaching out online😃 You have great social skill a to be able to convey what you feel online, reaching people all around the world. Best wishes 😃😃
What you do have on your side is your youth...I am almost 39 and feel like I've wasted my life. Yes, get help and don't give up despite your pain. Take it from someone many years older than you - if you haven't graduated college, pursue it while you are still young. What makes depression SO MUCH worse is when you add financial instability on top of your depression, so get a degree in something you can actually get a job in so you can make enough money to not only survive but to put aside and hopefully have some extra to be able to pursue your more artistic interests. Believe me, the years will fly by and you don't want to look back with regret like I did. I am very depressed and the one thing magnifying my depression is my limited capacity to get a good paying job due to lack of a Bachelor's degree (2 years of college) so please, if you haven't gone to school, which I don't know if you have or not or maybe you are going, go!!!
"The ego wants you to believe in missed opportunities. The spirit knows that each instant is a new opportunity, unlike any before it or any to come" Dean Jackson
You are not alone. I am going through the same you have mentioned in detail and even more. First of all, I hope you can continue to cope. I am two years older than you. struggling on depression since I was a kid. more like chronic type of depression. Whatever state you are right now, there is always a light at the end of tunnel. Lets walk to the end together. Hope someday you can completely make it out.
hello cris i have been dealing with depression for about 25 years so i know how it feels. it has affected my relationships with woman and my ability to hold down a job. but one thing i have found is that learning a musical instrument has helped me a lot i have been learning to play guitar and have totally shocked the people i know coz they didnt know i was capable of doing anything like that. god bless you.
I felt if I could muster up the courage or energy to make a video about this subject my words would be very similar. Thanks for the video mate, always good to know your not alone.
Hey man I know how you are feeling. I think I was born differently and everyday seems like a drag and you carry around an image and an idea of who you are which is not exactly you. You are love joy happiness and its hard to cope I know. Just remember that you are still here and stay strong because things will get better.
I feel a lot like this. I don't like to talk to my family about it because they worry way too much. I prefer to be alone even though I always complain of loneliness. I feel more alone when surrounded by people. I don't wanna kill myself but sometimes with I just wouldn't wake up one day. I am on good meds and seeing a therapist and pray everyday but I just can't seem to fix my brain and it's so scary.
If your name is Shane Bindra, you can remove yourself from watching my videos or making disrespectful comments on mine or anybody else's channel. Your hate and ignorance is not welcome here.
Yo, i know this vid is a lil old now, how u been doin, i've been going through some of the deepest darkest depression right now, i'm surrounded by beautiful woman at my work, and lack the confidence to talk to them, i tried talking to one girl, and kinda got the cold shoulder and it really hurt me bad, its this deep pressure on my chest, the depression is taking a toll on me mentally , hope your doing well, its off and on for me, but when im around chicks i like it really fucks with me , its a constant struggle, i'm 28 and have lost most of my 20's and most of my friends have no trouble with the ladies, i ve become allot better socially, but the girl trouble is killing me
Don't give up man. When I'm depressed I always tell myself one thing, the whole universe is pointless, there is no purpose or goal so why not just live out the rest of existence and experience consciousness as we will end up as nothingness when we die anyways. So YOLO.
Thomas Coy depressed people like me, dont give a shit about the universe because sooner or later you will need a social support, people like me get depressesion because fell worthless , making fake smilrs or bein wreckless , or just because l have depression people think l am crazy and need to go to a hospital take meds
Bro I know what your feeling, but this is a lack of self confidence that you need to sharpen as a man. Fuck who's got more or less than you. Just say "Hi" to random people any where your at and you will be surprised how cool some people are.
"The ego wants you to believe in missed opportunities. The spirit knows that each instant is a new opportunity unlike any before it or any to come" Dean Jackson
I've been depressed almost nonstop, with brief intervals of relief, since I was just 5 years old. That's a lifetime of depression and I don't expect it to ever change. Some of us aren't blessed enough to be comforted by the vain illusions of the world. WE SEE THE TRUTH, while others just see what they'd like to see... I think that's what causes most of us to be depressed, while others live in a state of blissful oblivion believing something is wrong with us for acknowledging what they deny.
Came across the above quote the other day while looking up quotes online. Really spoke to me. Opportunities don't pass you by, life is an opportunity. I don't think anyone really "knows" why they're here. Some of us might be here just because our parents forgot to use condoms 😅... but we're here now, and we should take advantage of whatever it is that does make us happy, even for brief moments at a time. I believe that life was meant to be enjoyed, even in spite of myself and our societies... but the world is not what it was meant to be... Do not be Darkened by it, be the Brightness it hates... but ironically needs.
It's not living it's just existing. No colors no positive emotions. No life experience.
Word Up, why do you give a shit about my videos anyway? These videos are for people who are struggling with similar problems, obviously you need help as much as anybody else. Go get it and come back when you have a soul. Stop obsessing over my life and criticizing people who are reaching out.
My entire life has been limiting , dis-satisfying and even before I was born according to my mum and dad
they told me how they had lots issues growing up ,etc and what do you know so did I fights , divorces ,
parental suicides, crazy drinking habits.
I wasn't going towards mimicking this so I've come out much , much smarter then them and always will but it came with a burden
I've got possibly 8 mental health disorders , Borderline personality disorder , Paranoid personality disorder , Narcissistic personality disorder , Selective ADD and possibly ADHD, General Anxiety Disorder and Dysthmia and maybe asperbergers or mild autism ah yes and I've some kind dissociative-ness towards my mental gender just to add towards cherry top.
my MBTI personality pattern is INFP there is 16 profiles which is not a typefier even though they call it that which is so stupid if you ask me
just shows you what your mental processes are , INFP - The Idealist we use introverted intuition and feeling perceiving to see the world,etc.
I think you are also a Introverted intuitive , feeling perceiver as well so that's coolio.
I want to say that you are very awesome and look great! , what could you ever be depressed about ?.
i just want to be happy...
garret faucett I just want to be normal
I feel for ya man. I'm 34 and have been experience moderate to severe depression since the age of 14. It's really rare to find someone else who can come close to understanding how I feel, so if you find someone who can empathize hold onto them.
I had my first girlfriend at 31 years old. She doesn't understand me, but tries to. She made me see a doctor and try medicine to treat my depression. It seems to be helping control my obsession with suicide, but I still have an overly active mind that destroys my ability to enjoy life. I've taken many vacations, and each time I fall into a vicious depression and desperately want to go home and dream of suicide.
Meditation seems to help because it involves the practice of letting go of your thoughts, which are often negative, and embracing your world as it is. This can really be of great help.
Good luck to you CrisPAY89 and everyone else who struggles with depression.
im going through this too. hope youre taking it easy (and anyone else in this situation)
Stay strong, we're in this together ❤️
For me right now, even feeling sad would be an improvement. This utter numbness, derealisation etc is just unbearable.
hey man if your still there how do you feel? i need help tday i dont know what to do anymore.
I'm still here, I hope you are too!
I am so fricken tired of coping. Life is hell.
It isn't. You just gotta take things easy!
i cant even cope anymore its just not working i sat here all day at my desk staring at a wall wanting to die. its just gets worse everyday man idk what to do . your comment was 3 years ago . are you still depressed ?
MeThOd-Clan ,Hi there, I am feeling just like u..i feel flat and I can't seem to snap out if my depression..do u feel like what is the point because nothing seems to go anywhere? It sucks so bad and I'm sorry you are feeling so shitty and miserable also..my heart is with u ,I am right here with you on this and in this deep depression.
try to feel better bro im still just as depressed as when i wrote that. But what does help me now when its really bad is just trying to think positive instead of my normal mindset which is just really negative . if you feel like your always in a bad mood really try to force yourself to think more positive becus it helps alot. I actually woke up this morning instead of sleeping till 5 pm so tday i feel pretty good and i hope you feel better today bro . ill sit here and talk to you if you need me to
Matthew 11:28-30
28 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.
29 Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls.
30 For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.
Ephesians 2:8-9 For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast.
1 John 4:19 We love him, because he first loved us.
2 Corinthians 4:4
4 In whom the god of this world hath blinded the minds of them which believe not, lest the light of the glorious gospel of Christ, who is the image of God, should shine unto them.
Romans 12:2
2 And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.
1 John 1:5 This then is the message which we have heard of him, and declare unto you, that God is light, and in him is no darkness at all.
Matthew 28:20
20 Teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you: and, lo, I am with you always, even unto the end of the world. Amen.
Severe depression cant be described it is something really hell I cant watch TV doing simple things
if somebody is severely depressed, it is always for a reason. something bad happened to the person. or something bad is happening, or he/she is worried about the future.
exbronco1980 Here's an interesting statistic: When a CLOSE family member (husband/wife, mom/dad, sibling) dies, guess how many will struggle with depression? FIVE percent. 95% of them will go through the grieving process, and will recover in the time it takes to do so.
So.... Nope. Not true that "something bad happened to the person." I have struggled with depression since two years after the birth of my youngest, who is 27. I have had multiple therapists over the years; some have tried to talk me into "admitting" that I was molested as a child! I wasn't. And this was during the time when shows like Oprah were touting "repressed memories." Well, I've surveyed and groped and searched my past, and my growing up years, and some of it was difficult--not perfect. But I am 57, I retired early (I was a teacher) to go to law school, completed my first year (of 4 years) in May of 2014. Top of my class--the very top. 2nd year, coping with going on and off meds really messed me up, and my mother-in-law was very ill, so after completing 2/3 of THIS year (2014-15), had to take leave of absence, so I restart my 2nd year in September. Married 31 years to an absolutely wonderful man. Three healthy, well-adjusted adult children, two fabulous grandkids. Live 1/2 block from the beach in an adorable bungalow. Love my doggies. There is nothing "wrong" with my life. And yet.... I suffer.
Depression is painful in a way that many ppl don't understand. I've been dealing with this my entire life...I'm college educated, great job, active in my church and community...however I have also seen more therapist and tried more anti depressants than I'd like to admit. Just know that you are not alone. This is a disease like any other. The struggle is real and it does not mean you are a weak person or have a weak character. Hang in there...this too shall pass! Praying for you!
Depression is no joke I'm going through it right now and it's really difficult. I hope and pray that all of you suffering from it recovers soon.
For me I hate the word depressed. Seems so temporary to me. I have been dealing with depression for about 8 years. I hate people who think this is something you can snap out of. Cheers up they say.
Shaquille Sunflower
I been like that all my life an it just wouldn't stop....the nightmare afraid to even go to sleep....
I've been depressed since i was 5... I'll be 30 in August... that's nearly 25 years. MY ENTIRE LIFE.
Thanks for making this video. I hope you're still alive. I cried watching this because it's so relatable
I remember watching this video a long time ago. Can't remember when but Ive been crying and looking for helpful videos and saw your thumbnail and wanted to watch you again. How you feel is exactly how I feel. Hope you're doing better these days.
Hang in there bro! I wish you the best... You're an inspiration to all those who have suffered with low mood.
I see it in your eyes..The same thing in mine when i look in the mirror.
I feel you man. Can't even put this pain into words
i so feel your pain....it hurts so much....lets hope for change.
i feel like this every day... there are times when I'm happy but I can never pin point what makes me happy or sad ..its very difficult have major depression
This speaks to me a lot. Everyday is a living hell in this mental suffering. I feel nothing but profound despair..
You are very Articulate and Handsome...
You are doing a Very BRAVE thing by reaching out online😃
You have great social skill a to be able to convey what you feel online, reaching people all around the world.
Best wishes 😃😃
It's amazing that you can open up to so many people! Thanks for sharing! Hope you're feeling allright! Peace!
Wow. You did a great job conveying whats going on. And because of your video I feel more clear as to what I was going through. Thanks man.
What you do have on your side is your youth...I am almost 39 and feel like I've wasted my life.
Yes, get help and don't give up despite your pain. Take it from someone many years older than you - if you haven't graduated college, pursue it while you are still young. What makes depression SO MUCH worse is when you add financial instability on top of your depression, so get a degree in something you can actually get a job in so you can make enough money to not only survive but to put aside and hopefully have some extra to be able to pursue your more artistic interests.
Believe me, the years will fly by and you don't want to look back with regret like I did. I am very depressed and the one thing magnifying my depression is my limited capacity to get a good paying job due to lack of a Bachelor's degree (2 years of college) so please, if you haven't gone to school, which I don't know if you have or not or maybe you are going, go!!!
"The ego wants you to believe in missed opportunities. The spirit knows that each instant is a new opportunity, unlike any before it or any to come" Dean Jackson
i go through the same stuff too, hope you find your way through
You are not alone. I am going through the same you have mentioned in detail and even more. First of all, I hope you can continue to cope. I am two years older than you. struggling on depression since I was a kid. more like chronic type of depression. Whatever state you are right now, there is always a light at the end of tunnel. Lets walk to the end together. Hope someday you can completely make it out.
Going through this right now..how are you today dear
hello cris i have been dealing with depression for about 25 years so i know how it feels. it has affected my relationships with woman and my ability to hold down a job. but one thing i have found is that learning a musical instrument has helped me a lot i have been learning to play guitar and have totally shocked the people i know coz they didnt know i was capable of doing anything like that. god bless you.
Ive thought that it might be a demon. Because it whispers negative thoughts to you ALL the time.
I agree i feel imprisoned never able to really live
I felt if I could muster up the courage or energy to make a video about this subject my words would be very similar. Thanks for the video mate, always good to know your not alone.
Hey man I know how you are feeling. I think I was born differently and everyday seems like a drag and you carry around an image and an idea of who you are which is not exactly you. You are love joy happiness and its hard to cope I know. Just remember that you are still here and stay strong because things will get better.
you are me, I am you. I swear, everything you've said. man, every word.
I understand. Going through this myself.
I feel like I’m worth more dead than alive.
I don’t wanna feel shit anymore
Yes me right now I can't stop crying I need help so badly :(
+Music Lover same my parents said its not worth it to take me to therapy tho
+Josh Hummel why is it not worth it
How are u now?
I feel a lot like this. I don't like to talk to my family about it because they worry way too much. I prefer to be alone even though I always complain of loneliness. I feel more alone when surrounded by people. I don't wanna kill myself but sometimes with I just wouldn't wake up one day. I am on good meds and seeing a therapist and pray everyday but I just can't seem to fix my brain and it's so scary.
*wish
Be strong
Its like your brain is a jigsaw puzzle and you have to put the pieces together
Shane/Word Up, Changing your username does not help your situation, I still know it's you.
Your very Brave. xo
If your name is Shane Bindra, you can remove yourself from watching my videos or making disrespectful comments on mine or anybody else's channel. Your hate and ignorance is not welcome here.
im scared rn because i have a pit in my stomach and I can't take it anymore, my mom died in 2010 when I was 14
Yo, i know this vid is a lil old now, how u been doin, i've been going through some of the deepest darkest depression right now, i'm surrounded by beautiful woman at my work, and lack the confidence to talk to them, i tried talking to one girl, and kinda got the cold shoulder and it really hurt me bad, its this deep pressure on my chest, the depression is taking a toll on me mentally , hope your doing well, its off and on for me, but when im around chicks i like it really fucks with me , its a constant struggle, i'm 28 and have lost most of my 20's and most of my friends have no trouble with the ladies, i ve become allot better socially, but the girl trouble is killing me
This is sad my mother going thow it to how can I help her she was like this for 7 or 8 years so how can I help my mother with this 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
Don't give up man. When I'm depressed I always tell myself one thing, the whole universe is pointless, there is no purpose or goal so why not just live out the rest of existence and experience consciousness as we will end up as nothingness when we die anyways. So YOLO.
Thomas Coy depressed people like me, dont give a shit about the universe because sooner or later you will need a social support, people like me get depressesion because fell worthless , making fake smilrs or bein wreckless , or just because l have depression people think l am crazy and need to go to a hospital take meds
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Stay strong hope u get better :) u can talk to me if u like I'm going through the same thing ! My fb is thanie win :)
HAVE YOU CONSIDERED THE POSSIBILITY YOU MAY BE BIPOLAR..?
WILBUR WRIGHT have you considered to see the sympthons of depression.
Bro I know what your feeling, but this is a lack of self confidence that you need to sharpen as a man. Fuck who's got more or less than you. Just say "Hi" to random people any where your at and you will be surprised how cool some people are.
if only you heard of neurotherapy
Check your testosterone and tell me what it is