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Komentáře • 302

  • @moochachaa
    @moochachaa Před 6 lety +55

    “I was thinking if this bitch ratted me out”
    😂😂😂
    “No no no you shouldn’t be snorting coke in New Orleans”
    “But that’s what I wanted to do “
    😂😂😂 I’m dead
    “Your girl just wanted to turn up a little bit “
    Ahahahah

  • @jovonnaboffa8254
    @jovonnaboffa8254 Před 6 lety +256

    I look forward to when she says “hi my names Victoria and im a mess”

  • @dellar.6082
    @dellar.6082 Před 6 lety +48

    “I don’t believe in god, but you should” LOL

  • @debianneta7356
    @debianneta7356 Před 6 lety +94

    “If y’all know me and my channel, y’all know im not a Christian gal... im a T R A N S G E N D E R A T H E I S T”
    BITCH SAME

  • @shylialynn3817
    @shylialynn3817 Před 6 lety +54

    "Guys who love drugs are always so hot" girl you just explained why I end up with addicts lmao.🙃 I hate myself

  • @monicaheartsgypsy7877
    @monicaheartsgypsy7877 Před 6 lety +32

    Yeah, my parents sent me to rehab when I was 15 because I was dating a 22 year old and kept running away from home. I think I definitely had a drinking problem back then but I didn't want to stop so I lied my ass off and my insurance would only pay for 2 weeks because I convinced my counselor that I didn't have a problem. Also, I started smoking cigarettes just to spite my parents. I was a pretty bad kid. I actually did become a real addict when I was like 18.. Now I'm 26 and about to celebrate 2 years clean from alcohol and heroin..

  • @shewillowasmr1679
    @shewillowasmr1679 Před 6 lety +11

    I noticed your 'inner glow' before you mentioned it..
    I thought it was a new makeup!
    You're so beautiful

  • @bigbrother08
    @bigbrother08 Před 6 lety +11

    LMFAOOOOO the load shooting out bit had me deceased

  • @mirandaih0p
    @mirandaih0p Před 6 lety +15

    *"they tried to make her go to rehab, she said no no no."* -but they made her go go go.-

  • @macktheknife3876
    @macktheknife3876 Před 6 lety +29

    CHRIST i wouldn't even talk to my fam after that that sounds horrible

  • @alohahola29
    @alohahola29 Před 6 lety +8

    Girllll I could totally relate to this story!! My parents Baker Acted me (tried to institutionalize me) for smoking pot. Not even kidding. Doctor was on my side though and they didn't get very far

  • @laylavazquez6742
    @laylavazquez6742 Před 6 lety +18

    God I love this girl...you are FKN HI-larious...your style of humor is so awesome!!! I can't stop FKN laughing LMFAO...I JUST TINKLED!!!!!!!!!!!

  • @jovonnaboffa8254
    @jovonnaboffa8254 Před 6 lety +105

    I want to be her friend

  • @melrose.e
    @melrose.e Před 6 lety +44

    I love your eyebrows 😩 you looook so pretty btw love ❤️

  • @bryanwofford3815
    @bryanwofford3815 Před 6 lety +12

    Thanks for being so emotionally sharing-even if I did split my fucking jean-seam laughing. Too much, Victoria. That's you!

  • @thewolfisawake
    @thewolfisawake Před 6 lety +7

    "I was laying in my bed eating hot cheetos and watching pornhub" fucking same lmao

  • @Kami_KC
    @Kami_KC Před 6 lety +31

    Some people don't understand that you can do some drugs on the weekend and NOT be an addict. Just like drinking, you are not an addict by taking some shots of tequila darrrrrling

  • @petsan09
    @petsan09 Před 6 lety +38

    "Nope you're going!" lmaoooooo dead.

  • @ohhroooo1289
    @ohhroooo1289 Před 6 lety

    I love listening to you talk about your life. Your transparency and honesty is so refreshing. It has to feel so good to get these things off your chest. You're beautiful and keep doing you. We appreciate you 💚

  • @ashleylombardi7239
    @ashleylombardi7239 Před 6 lety

    That’s crazy. I know a lot of people who should have been there instead of you. I deal with a lot of shit myself. Depression and anxiety mostly. Just got over a huge down spiral. Eventually you get past it if you want to bad enough. I look back and see all the crap I’ve been through as a kid and even as an early adult and sometimes think, “Holy fuck... how did I even get through it.”
    However, my struggles are only half of the crap you deal with. You got this girl. It really doesn’t matter what or who you are because everyone has their own shit and people will say what they want. Just know there are people out there who love you for you and support you 110% like I do. I do know for a fact that us women have to stick together! I’m a recent follower, but love you to pieces! Take care of yourself! 💖

  • @Larzaparz
    @Larzaparz Před 6 lety +1

    Your sense of humor is a blessing from above

  • @tiffxo1368
    @tiffxo1368 Před 6 lety +4

    "I dont believe in god but you should" lmao💀

  • @mouthymama3101
    @mouthymama3101 Před 6 lety +10

    I'm 17 months clean from opiates! Addiction doesn't discriminate. Glad you got through it! Xoxoxo

    • @MermaidKitty
      @MermaidKitty Před 5 lety +2

      2yrs clean from opiates. I dont know you, but i honestly can say iam proud of you!

    • @ericagomez9023
      @ericagomez9023 Před 5 lety

      15 years heroin free!

  • @allisondoak9425
    @allisondoak9425 Před 6 lety +55

    What kind of rehab takes people who obviously aren’t addicts? (I guess a for profit one)

    • @suez7615
      @suez7615 Před 6 lety +8

      Allie Doak Eh, most rehab places will take the word of the parents when it comes to this kind of thing and their logic is soooo flawed. One girl was in rehab with me, for weed, she kept saying, "I don't belong here" and they would argue saying, "Well you obviously had a problem with weed it you couldn't stop for probation". She was using it for anxiety and very much against pharmaceuticals.
      So weird.

    • @allisondoak9425
      @allisondoak9425 Před 6 lety +3

      Sue Z that’s so odd, I live in New Zealand and people I know have/had the opposite problem as for profit rehab here is too expensive for most people and non-profit/state-rehab is under funded and is quite difficult to get into

    • @Laroling
      @Laroling Před 6 lety

      Yeaah...though I can't blame some therapists for completely missing the mark. Many people with actual addiction problems to full blown proportions can be in painful denial, because the whole area between being addicted and using it as a coping mechanism because of underlying problems that first need to be adressed can be a very slippery slope. It is sad that some therapists might help one person by making them aware of their problems can really unintentionally gaslight and harm people who really needed to be listened to and help in other areas rather than the addiction area.

    • @Laroling
      @Laroling Před 6 lety +1

      maybe it is the post-reagan 'war on drugs' era still having its effect on US society, making rehab the number one place to go to. In the Netherlands it is also more like in New Zealand I think. affordable places to go to are basic therapy places, clinics and all that jazz get funded less and less, and also there is kind of a major stigma on them (you craycray if you get yourself admitted to some clinic, because all are 'loony bins')

  • @julescares3282
    @julescares3282 Před 6 lety +3

    Glow is on point! Love your storytimes! So funny and real deal

  • @TheMorganMay
    @TheMorganMay Před 6 lety +1

    victoria you're probably the only person I can think of that can make something so deeply traumatic and dark so fucking hysterical. you had me dying, thank you for this. I'm also really sorry you had to go through that experience and I hope you're healing from it. My parents were harsh af too and gave us totally insane/borderline abusive/definitely abusive punishments for literally nothing so i feels so hard. your skin is glowing btw, first thing i noticed xoxox

  • @caitlinjopepe541
    @caitlinjopepe541 Před 6 lety +1

    "Am I a boy, am I a girl, no I'm your worst fuckin nightmare"

  • @miyuyamazato5635
    @miyuyamazato5635 Před 6 lety +6

    This is why people need to put special implications for us LGBTQ folks, especially us transgender folks because I had a similar story where I was kicked out by my extended family for being transgender and I had to stay at a share house and slept with the boys and I HATED it! It’s so hard being transgender, especially if you’re pre op! I wish I had the money to get SRS so much though! I was never into drugs though lol.

  • @janessarobertson2909
    @janessarobertson2909 Před 6 lety +5

    Dang girl... off topic but you’re flipping gorgeous. I absolutely love your facial features. Wow. 😍 btw I recently found your channel and I’m obsessed

  • @mortishastyles1345
    @mortishastyles1345 Před 5 lety +1

    Bummer.Reminds me of when my sister completly emptyed my house stole everything i owned to make me homeless because i had serious gender issues.I was fucking homeless for 15 months.

  • @karissa8421
    @karissa8421 Před 6 lety +2

    You literally are so fucking funny I’m sitting here crying at all your jokes I love your videos

  • @DonYelleandDiana
    @DonYelleandDiana Před 6 lety +129

    omg a lot of us have done the drugs you mentioned recreationally and you totally didn't need to go to rehab!

    • @esfjjkfifhgi5283
      @esfjjkfifhgi5283 Před 6 lety +27

      DonYelle and Diana uhhhh doing coke, pills, drinking recreationally is not healthy mentally or physically. Doesn't justify simplifying its use bc everyone does it lol, it just shows how depressed our society is tht many kids and adults turn to drugs. But yeah she should've gone to in patient or out patient therapy not rehab.

    • @drabby7925
      @drabby7925 Před 6 lety +4

      esajkf fhihe Lol smoking is not healthy either, people should go to out patient for that too 😂😂 she didn’t need to go to rehab. What a waste of money and a waste of a place for someone who was actually addicted to drugs and needed t

    • @esfjjkfifhgi5283
      @esfjjkfifhgi5283 Před 6 lety +4

      lydia willyhands I didn't say smoking was good lol. But smoking weed, some people actually need to. Any other type of smoking is obviously unhealthy. Thanks for restating what I said before

    • @suez7615
      @suez7615 Před 6 lety +2

      esajkf fhihe I don't recall her saying it was healthy. She was saying it wasn't necessary to be put into rehab for recreational drug use, which is agree with.

    • @esfjjkfifhgi5283
      @esfjjkfifhgi5283 Před 6 lety +5

      Sue Z no, i agree. rehab is def not for her. what i was trying to say is she said she was using drugs recreationally and partying during a period when she was v depressed, which is very common. it's sad that our society normalizes recreational drug use, it just shows how depressed our society is. i don't think people should simplify and normalize drug use by saying "everyone does it". of course, that perspective changes depending on the drug. and even in my original response i even said rehab wasn't for her LOL

  • @askalexa4964
    @askalexa4964 Před 6 lety

    So sorry you had to go through that, but like you said if you can get through the tough times once, you can do it again. That is such a powerful message to put out there. Love your videos!

  • @kaylakay7779
    @kaylakay7779 Před 6 lety

    Lmbo I died when she said Victoria is not at.... MA HOUSE

  • @simply_christina87
    @simply_christina87 Před 6 lety +2

    Honestly you are right you were not a addict at that point but eventually if you kept on it could of turn you into a addict esp what you were dealing with on the inside. I only say this cause that is how I started and 6 months later I realized I was starting to craving the drugs from that point my addiction went on for 3 years or so. After going to jail a lot from my Xanax benches, I finally got clean after trying a few times before and relapsing. I have now been clean since 2012. So you're parents did send you to rehab but it might of been a good thing, that way it did not turn into addiction cause it only takes one time to find that one drug you become addicted too even if you have tried a bunch of other drugs and never got addicted. Trust me on that.

  • @ErebusArtist
    @ErebusArtist Před 6 lety +1

    parents make the worst decisions sometimes (a lot of the time). actually listening to their children for once would go a long way. i loved this video tho, you're a great storyteller

  • @MDimi101x2
    @MDimi101x2 Před 6 lety +7

    7:52 “it didn’t work” HAHAHAHAH

  • @TruerVision
    @TruerVision Před 6 lety

    Victoria!!!!! I love you so much, girl! You are a bright spot in a bitches life haha. You inspired me to create my own CZcams channel and its doing okay. 233 subs after 1 month. You're awesome and I love every moment with you.
    Thanks for being there!

  • @CookingwithKarma
    @CookingwithKarma Před 6 lety

    Wow! That's so f'kd up. I can't believe they sent you to rehab! Crazy!! You have the most amazing way of telling a story. As hard as it must have been to be there, you bring comedy into talking about a f'kd up situation. Totally love that about you! 💛💛

  • @passionfruit.00g53
    @passionfruit.00g53 Před 6 lety

    " is it a boy? Is it a girl? NO IM YOUR WORST FUCKING NIGHYMARE " LMAO I love how opened u are😂😂

  • @macktheknife3876
    @macktheknife3876 Před 6 lety +12

    Aw Victoria, i'm sorry :( I had something similar happen to me but like not about drugs. I pretty much escaped being locked up for being depressed in the psych ward three times in the same two weeks. I got a 51/50 put out on my ass just because the nurses and doctors were transphobic and wanted to see me locked up. I feel you, i'm honestly still traumatized from being held for 8 hours in a cold room being watched by some sadistic ass nurses.

    • @Lopezontherun1
      @Lopezontherun1 Před 6 lety +1

      Mack the Knife I’m so sorry that happened to you!

  • @no-pz2dx
    @no-pz2dx Před 6 lety +1

    omg!! I noticed your voice getting higher! I'm so happy for you !!

  • @rachelr3238
    @rachelr3238 Před 6 lety

    I was that kid u were talking about I did all that shit as a kid now I'm a 25 yr old that has been on the methadone program for almost 3 years & I've been to so many rehabs I lost count after 7. Everyone talks so much shit about methadone but it legit saved my life. I always said I'll never get addicted to drugs that will never happen to me I just like to smoke weed & take pills on the weekend, yeah fuckin right, for the rest of my life I have to fight with my own brain every damn day to not get high, I wouldn't wish it upon my worst nightmare.

  • @TheMauroc
    @TheMauroc Před 6 lety

    So everyone were staring at me, is it a boy? Is it a girl? NO, IM YOUR WORST FUCKING NIGHTMARE 😂😂😂

  • @chianablue
    @chianablue Před 6 lety +1

    I can see the glow! I notice it on myself when I take care of myself too. It is health!

  • @tannerz7411
    @tannerz7411 Před 6 lety +93

    You look so beautiful

    • @danielukockis421
      @danielukockis421 Před 5 lety +3

      GENERAL FRANCO LOL. let me get this straight... you are acting disgusted by Victoria, when absolutely nobody asked for your opinion. You dont want this person to be encouraged to "castrate themself".......yet you recently liked a video "TIPS FOR MEN DATING TRANSGENDER WOMEN" 😄

    • @justinleeperryman3528
      @justinleeperryman3528 Před 5 lety +1

      Tanner Z 😮🤔🤔🤔😂😂👈

    • @michaelraymondagayboy
      @michaelraymondagayboy Před 5 lety +1

      @GENERAL FRANCO She, her, hers, miss, ma'am these are the proper prounouns you use towards women of trans experience. SHOW SOME FUCKING RESPECT!

  • @valumaman123
    @valumaman123 Před 6 lety

    I'm new to your channel and I love it! I watched also your older videos and damn those negative comments but you still kept going and I think that one day you will be "big" because you're so funny and I really like your personality, keep up the great work 🌼

  • @frootboop
    @frootboop Před 6 lety

    I love how you talk about such messed experiences with such charm and humor it rly empowers me and helps me laugh about my own crap that’s plagued my trans ass. Tnku💕🖤🕯🌿🙏🏽

  • @altarwall
    @altarwall Před 6 lety +1

    I had a very similar experience recently where I was sectioned into a psychiatric hospital for sleeping 12 hours a day.

  • @xochitlwrites3101
    @xochitlwrites3101 Před 6 lety

    I like want to comment every single time you have me cracking up. great storytelling, love your comedy, love your vids!

  • @arbeitmachtfries
    @arbeitmachtfries Před 6 lety +1

    Lol on that exact Sunday I was in a psych ward detoxing from heroin. It fucking sucked.

  • @nicolem4382
    @nicolem4382 Před 6 lety +6

    Girl I'm loving your eyebrows soo jealous 😍😍

  • @madisoncantwell9946
    @madisoncantwell9946 Před 6 lety +3

    You’re so extra and I honestly live for it 💘😂

  • @ariellev9185
    @ariellev9185 Před 6 lety +3

    Omfg you're so funny you have me dyyyiinngggggg! I can't

  • @MylingCyrus
    @MylingCyrus Před 6 lety +1

    Your girl just wanted to turn up a little bit 😂😂😂❤️❤️

  • @melissahare9267
    @melissahare9267 Před 6 lety +4

    This is gold!

  • @Ezekaj6857
    @Ezekaj6857 Před 6 lety +3

    Your eyebrows are BEAUTIFUL omg

  • @christinapalafox987
    @christinapalafox987 Před 6 lety

    Just like going to jail makes people who maybe made a mistake into true criminals, going to rehab tends to make people believe the worst about themselves regarding their drug use- especially when they are put into rehab against their will. Speaking from experience, the one thing that makes a difference between successful and unsuccessful drug rehabilitation is whether or not it was the user that made the choice to participate.

  • @quistopherlaughoutloudatin2600

    We have a pretty similar story.... it’s nice to be able to find someone like you that’s so relatable .

  • @adultarado
    @adultarado Před 6 lety +3

    never close Xvideos so fast.
    Also i fucking enjoy your shit from Colombia, like please don't die hahah

  • @katiekatie6289
    @katiekatie6289 Před 6 lety +1

    11:30 - I would have simply said "why?" Like, is there something physically stopping them from letting me do that?

  • @StellaKaye
    @StellaKaye Před 6 lety +1

    I imagine you walking into rehab like Katie Haren from Mean Girls then walking out like Regina George

  • @EvanNeumann
    @EvanNeumann Před 6 lety +19

    omfg guys who do drugs generally are really hot 😂 I'm glad someone said it

  • @michellew3184
    @michellew3184 Před 4 lety

    Ohhhhh, Victoria! I subscribed because you're hilarious, witty, and fucking real! Thank you, Chica!

  • @Satellitegirl41
    @Satellitegirl41 Před 6 lety

    lmao @ your counselor meeting with your parents and being like "i...i think you guys made a mistake." cracked me up.

  • @kelseyjanovsky9542
    @kelseyjanovsky9542 Před 6 lety

    girl the same shit happened to me!!!! i was barely doing anything then my parents went way overboard with rehabs and i went to treatment for yrs and they were horrible and. unnecessary. glad i wasted teenagehood doing drugs and being in treatment:/ love your vids victoria cant wait for more!!

  • @xochitlwrites3101
    @xochitlwrites3101 Před 6 lety +6

    lolol @752 "It didnt work."

  • @rachelmcafee
    @rachelmcafee Před 6 lety +3

    You crack me up. Never change xxx

  • @sydnieroberts9294
    @sydnieroberts9294 Před 6 lety

    I think there is a point where there's having fun and then there's using substances to mask some deeper problems. I'm sorry you had to go through all that Victoria. CONGRADULATIONS to all the amazing people in the comments who have been clean for any time!

  • @givemeprada4359
    @givemeprada4359 Před 6 lety +5

    I'm so done Lmaoo I need moreee

  • @randerss
    @randerss Před 6 lety +1

    12:20 IM ACTUALLY SCREAMING I RELATE SO MUCH

  • @jillianblomstrand1773
    @jillianblomstrand1773 Před 6 lety

    i was fucking weak this whole video 😂😂 great fucking job Victoria 💕💕

  • @tiffymarieseestheteamarie4454

    omg when you said heroin....i love you already 😍😍😍 were do i donate. I'm SUBSCRIBING fursure 😊😉

  • @HisisMichelineFournier
    @HisisMichelineFournier Před 6 lety +1

    I just discovered your channel because i saw your comment in Cluam's video. I can say already I am in love with u. hahahaha new sub.. and Iam sorry u had to pass for such a bad time. I hope u are ok now and always. You are so beautiful. Your parents were just worried about u.. but it is sad the things they said to you. You are turning out to be a very beautiful woman.

  • @SalettaRocks
    @SalettaRocks Před 6 lety +1

    Victoria, I understand what you are trying to say. It is really important to accept that your parents did not have all of the answers, the same as you didn't in your quest to escape. They love you and as you say they faced a financial hardship to help you instead of simply kicking you out in the street. The trans part complicates everything and adds a huge burden few people undetstamd so that is unfortunate. You gained an insight from that experience, that you are not and will not end up an addict and that is very valuable and a powerful motivator. You can't change the past, but you can learn from it. Find a way to loose the bitterness because it will hold you back from being great. One way to look at it is that you can be a very empathetic person knowing what you do which you can use to help others. I wish you the best on this Christmas day!

  • @s3h77c
    @s3h77c Před 6 lety +17

    ur my best friend

  • @Mononabb
    @Mononabb Před 6 lety

    How is this girl not getting more views and followers? I legit laughed out loud starting at the 7:30 mark.

  • @tonidiep8162
    @tonidiep8162 Před 6 lety

    so sorry this happened to you :( sending luuuuv and prayers for your healing and affirmations. you didn't deserve this

  • @seanbindley9674
    @seanbindley9674 Před 6 lety +1

    OMG they sent her to rehab IM CRYING HAHAHAHA

  • @icaruswasright7889
    @icaruswasright7889 Před 6 lety

    Yours is the first channel i have ever subscribed to... Your so fun and compelling thanks...

  • @Msmarijane007
    @Msmarijane007 Před 6 lety

    "it's not for the money, it's not to help people, it's for the likes and comments" lmfaooo you are fucking iconic 😂

  • @ernskii77
    @ernskii77 Před 6 lety +1

    OMG THIS WAS FUCKEN HILARIOUS!! u just made my night 🤣🖒😁👌

  • @naviangelic
    @naviangelic Před 6 lety

    Not that you don’t look beautiful in all your videos. But this look is a WINNER

  • @skye1196
    @skye1196 Před 6 lety

    “Guys who are drug addicts are so hot!”💀💀💀

  • @anthonyarcanumsanctumregnu9551

    You will be fine, I know very Few T girls who didnt use drugs at that age, its not an Easy life, most have to escort Early to afford meds and operations after familes and friends cut them off because of not acepting them etc, Most end up fine by their late 20s.

  • @TheBanana129
    @TheBanana129 Před 5 lety

    Honestly I would never have spoken to my parents again. LMAO maybe I’m sensitive but like sis

  • @googlegoogler6694
    @googlegoogler6694 Před 6 lety +1

    A+++ Excellent storyteller!! 😂

  • @sarahsarah948
    @sarahsarah948 Před 6 lety +1

    This story time was hilarious 😂😂😂😂😂

  • @laurry
    @laurry Před 6 lety +27

    I love youuuu

  • @simply_christina87
    @simply_christina87 Před 6 lety

    " if you did to much heroin" lmao she is to funny.

  • @HectorTJHuang
    @HectorTJHuang Před 5 lety

    I know this is a traumatizing event but why is this so hilarious 😂😂😂

  • @stargirl13n1
    @stargirl13n1 Před 6 lety

    You have been looking more beautiful lately!

  • @shae8951
    @shae8951 Před 6 lety +5

    Its so hard to not notice your amazing eyebrows every single video

  • @buzziiigilla3091
    @buzziiigilla3091 Před 6 lety

    what doesn‘t kill you makes you stronger! 💁🏽❤️
    love you❤️

  • @SofiaTheeDoll
    @SofiaTheeDoll Před 6 lety

    I fucking love you, you make me laugh so hard I can't omg. lol

  • @allywilkeforsenate
    @allywilkeforsenate Před 6 lety

    Subscribed.Bring on the best 7 years ever!😃

  • @PHlophe
    @PHlophe Před 6 lety

    you got all my attention , so much that that I got mad when my dog demanded i take him out for a night walk. I had to pause and figure out the rest on my way out then come back and start rom the beginning

  • @kratomkingdomallyouwannakn8188

    you are truly amazing, entertaining, witty, and beautiful!

  • @MYeung037
    @MYeung037 Před 6 lety

    Watched the video and love your story time. Just subscribed!!!

  • @sleepyagent821
    @sleepyagent821 Před 6 lety +4

    You are skin goals for me.