Tech Review: Alienware M15 R3 Gaming Performance

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  • @mahimagrawal825
    @mahimagrawal825 Před 4 lety +2

    Amazing videos man. All of your AW m15 videos are so detailed and informative it really helps a lot if you're actually deciding to buy the machine. Keep up the good work :p

  • @lennongossman2933
    @lennongossman2933 Před 3 lety

    I’ve been watching your videos, I’ve been wanting to swap from console to pc and I think this laptop is perfect for me. Thank you for all your work on these videos very informative:)

  • @spicybanter3860
    @spicybanter3860 Před 4 lety +1

    Oh, didn’t notice this! Thank you for this video!

  • @henry67278
    @henry67278 Před 4 lety +4

    For swapping the boot drive I would actually recommend cloning the boot drive to your new drive using a tool and then just expand the main partition to fill the new space

    • @advancedvector6833
      @advancedvector6833  Před 4 lety +1

      This is certainly an option people can follow but I am paranoid of bloatware and always do a clean install whenever I get any PC. That way I know exactly whats on it.

  • @H4500rk
    @H4500rk Před 4 lety

    Just subbed keep up the great work don't let big CZcamsrs intimidate you ✌🏽

  • @b-man7991
    @b-man7991 Před 4 lety

    The Only video on CZcams fro this Laptop... Nice Job Man💯
    Really Appreciate

  • @TheEmiliorf
    @TheEmiliorf Před 3 lety

    Hi, great video. Got a follow up question on the thermals of the i7 vs i9. If for the i7 we get the 10875 version, that is also 8 cores with 16MB cache, would the thermals be similar to the i9 tested? In this case only the 10750 would be a cooler option since it has 6 cores only? In this case, disabling 2 cores would be an option?

  • @Luffy-vc5qn
    @Luffy-vc5qn Před 4 lety

    Looking forward to hearing about what happened after you underclocked. I have the same idea of buying an i9 and undervolt and also underclock to i7 settings to ise the extra cores, if thermals were bad. I like your content, keep it up. +1 sub 👊

    • @advancedvector6833
      @advancedvector6833  Před 4 lety

      Hey I recorded the down and dirty on that last night and i'm going to try my best to get it up today. Unfortunately i still have to work my day job but I appreciate the question and support!

  • @farhanmohsin3
    @farhanmohsin3 Před 4 lety +1

    Great video, dude! Does this have Windows Hello support? How many hours do you think it will last based on daily usage? Also, what display did you get? I’m wondering if 300Hz is worth it over the 144Hz option that comes with Nvidia G-sync.

    • @advancedvector6833
      @advancedvector6833  Před 4 lety

      I did what i consider a fairly standard productivity load and I think you'd be looking at 2-3 hours if you weren't taking precautions and had screen at max brightness etc...If you turned off the lighting fx and messed with the power settings etc...i bet you could get 4 hours of productivity out of it. Maybe a bit more. Once I start using it for work i'll have a better idea. So far its just been sitting on my desk doing stress tests and benchmarks.

  • @jamesteh2847
    @jamesteh2847 Před 4 lety

    So happy to finally see a proper review of this laptop! Question - how are the speakers? I have the m17 R2 and I have big issues with my speakers sounding "tinny" even at 50% volume. As in, it sounds as if the whole laptop were a vibrating tin can.
    Looking online, it seems to have been a common issue on the R2. Wondering if you're getting the same on the R3? Good way to check is just clicking on the speakers icon from the system tray and clicking on different sections of the volume slider

    • @advancedvector6833
      @advancedvector6833  Před 4 lety +1

      Hey. I have actually been pretty impressed with the speakers on this. As a disclaimer I am not really an Audiophile but from an overall sound perspective it sounds crisp to me. Not much on the low end so its not as immersive but the mids and highs seem sharp and distinguished.

    • @jamesteh2847
      @jamesteh2847 Před 4 lety

      @@advancedvector6833 awesome, thank you!

  • @mitchellandrachelm5700
    @mitchellandrachelm5700 Před 4 lety +1

    we have an electronics store chain here in australia called jb hifi
    seen this laptop in one of their sydney stores today
    it's on sale and i've been wanting an alienware for a while now
    i may just go buy it tomorrow
    thank you for the video AV
    rachel

  • @primayulingitalaila7328
    @primayulingitalaila7328 Před 4 lety +1

    Great reviews for m15 r3. I have AW 15 r3 as you have and thinking for upgrading with the latest gen. Am still looking more information which screen size, 15 or 17, cpu and gpu combinations that will fit my needs. A Form factor and a better cooling system are my main concern.

    • @advancedvector6833
      @advancedvector6833  Před 4 lety +1

      So the thing thats awesome about this new design is they have finally removed the huge bulky bezel around the screen. So the 15" is actually a 15". I am not a professional reviewer so I have not had a hands on review of the 17" but if you like a larger screen i'd bet that the new 17" is a lot closer in size to the old 15". As far as CPU/GPU I think at this point stay away from the i9 is the consensus. From what i'm hearing even the i7 is a little hot. I have not tested the 2080 in this thing yet but the 2070 is actually a very good card and I have no complaints. Its a solid upgrade from a 1070.

  • @supermario5865
    @supermario5865 Před 4 lety +2

    So fast! Amazing

  • @xiaofengfan3102
    @xiaofengfan3102 Před 4 lety

    thank you for the great vidoe. can you test and post what is the r/w speed of the SSD in raid 0?

    • @advancedvector6833
      @advancedvector6833  Před 4 lety

      Yeah I was planning on doing it in a follow up video. Unfortunately my MB has not been replaced yet but once it is i'll be sure to include speeds.

  • @nirmalvishal2013
    @nirmalvishal2013 Před 4 lety

    quick question will be glad if you can respond.
    I am having trouble choosing between the razer 15 300 hz ,2070 super max q and the alien ware similar specs. Which one should I go for, I have heard that razer has a very good built quality and better battery looks more portable too, both do.

    • @advancedvector6833
      @advancedvector6833  Před 4 lety +1

      I had this exact same dilemma and ended up going AW because I was already familiar with the brand. However the Razers look really nice too. I think you’ll get a great machine no matter what choice you make

  • @dnldnl4880
    @dnldnl4880 Před 4 lety

    Add the spec what screen etc the laptop has to your description, please

  • @romellodotson6833
    @romellodotson6833 Před 4 lety +1

    You should do a benchmark on various games, haven’t seen that on CZcams yet

    • @advancedvector6833
      @advancedvector6833  Před 4 lety

      I'll see what I can do! I don't have a ton of new games as I spend more time creating content than gaming these days and this will be more of a work laptop than a gaming one.

  • @elenal.95
    @elenal.95 Před 4 lety

    Thx for all your reviews I subbed today! I really want the light color of this but it doesn’t give the option on dells website :/
    Edit: it’s actually available in the $2000+ models..damn it lol

    • @advancedvector6833
      @advancedvector6833  Před 4 lety +1

      thanks for the sub! Yeah i really wish AW would not limit us on color for certain configurations. I really wanted the dark look but with a 4k screen but its not possible.

  • @Luco_Brasi
    @Luco_Brasi Před 4 lety

    Hey I’ve been really interested in buying a Alienware laptop considering the M51 r2 or the M17r3, strictly for gaming and marathon gaming but concerned for thermals, any advice having experience in Alienware to get me one, or must I go in a other direction

    • @advancedvector6833
      @advancedvector6833  Před 4 lety

      I really do like the AW laptops and they have always done well for me I finally did a review of the 2080 model. Literally uploading it now as i type this and the i9 with the 2080 is where you want to be at or the i7 with the 2070/2060. Honestly i'm wondering if its not better just to go i7 with a 2060 and then dump the leftover money into a Graphics amplifier and a RTX 2080. The 2060 is still very respectable especially for 1080 gaming for when you are on the go but when you are home and doing some serious gaming you can hook up to the eGPU and really tear it up.

    • @Luco_Brasi
      @Luco_Brasi Před 4 lety

      Advanced Vector thanks that was actually super helpful subscribed 👍🏼👍🏼

  • @RadicalAwakening
    @RadicalAwakening Před 4 lety

    If you got the i7 processor, would you go down to the 6 core GPU? Would love a one month review???

    • @advancedvector6833
      @advancedvector6833  Před 4 lety

      I don't think you have the option to get the i7 and the 2080 so you would have to go i7 with a 2070 or a 2060.

  • @richardcosper4924
    @richardcosper4924 Před 4 lety +1

    I'm debating between the m15 r3 or the razer blade 15. What's your opinion bro?

    • @advancedvector6833
      @advancedvector6833  Před 4 lety

      I have been an AW user for years now but quite honestly I almost bought the Razr this time around. I have heard tons of good things about them and if I do end up sending this one back due to heating issue i'll be getting a Razr.

  • @jdogdarkness
    @jdogdarkness Před 3 lety

    what are the specs on this laptop though?

  • @Ahmed_Elhaddad
    @Ahmed_Elhaddad Před 4 lety

    Hi i just bought this as my first ever gaming laptop, i got no clue about the first part of the video(benchmarking stuff) i just started learning about undervolting, anyways i want to know how to use this machine properly to avoid any future repairs and all that, like should i use my laptop while plugged in and how many times should i charge it per day cause 2 hrs is quite a short period, i use it for gaming and programming. And yeah share any tips and tricks for us beginners

    • @advancedvector6833
      @advancedvector6833  Před 4 lety +1

      I think as long as you can get the undervolting down you will be ok. Just take it slow and be willing to spend lots of time learning. Like anything a laptop is just a tool that lets you do something. from a maintenance standpoint i'd just say make sure you are keeping it clean, and dusting it out every 3-6 months depending on how dusty it is where you live. You can dust it by just removing the back cover and blowing out the fans and everything else with a can of compressed air.

    • @Ahmed_Elhaddad
      @Ahmed_Elhaddad Před 4 lety

      @@advancedvector6833 thank you so much, your channel is amazing hard to find honest reviewers like you here and i learned alot

  • @SnoopCreature17
    @SnoopCreature17 Před 4 lety +1

    If I get this laptop fully maxed out with a i9 and 2080 super how many years will it last for gaming on max settings? Please reply I can’t find any other videos on this particular laptop

    • @advancedvector6833
      @advancedvector6833  Před 4 lety +1

      This is a hard question to answer but I think you'd be able to play games on Max settings with this with a reasonable frame rate of 50+ at 1080p for the next 18months. You always get a slow deterioration as new games and technology are released. You will likely start out in the 80fps range and slowly over time drop down to 50fps at which point you'll have to lower some settings in order to regain some FPS.

    • @SnoopCreature17
      @SnoopCreature17 Před 4 lety

      Advanced Vector thanks

  • @James-wc1mt
    @James-wc1mt Před 4 lety

    How would you configure an alienware laptop cpu/gpu wise? Would you go for high refresh rate or 4k 60hz?

    • @advancedvector6833
      @advancedvector6833  Před 4 lety

      I couldn't get the 4k monitor in the dark configuration but if it was an option I would have. As far as configuration I think you would need to figure out what you are trying to do with this laptop. If its just gonna be gaming then an i7/2070 will likely be the best option.

  • @henry67278
    @henry67278 Před 4 lety +2

    Could you go to the Nvidia control panel and take a screen shot of the ports panel as it will tell me whether not the thunderbolt port video is connected to the integrated of dedicated gpu, thanks for the video

    • @advancedvector6833
      @advancedvector6833  Před 4 lety

      Hey So I opened the Nvidia control panel and unfortunately there is not a "ports" panel. I do not have a usbc to displayport or other such cable to actually test if it would work but the specifications documentation does indicate the Discrete GPU uses the thunderbolt 3 port: downloads.dell.com/manuals/all-products/esuprt_laptop/esuprt_laptop_alienware/esuprt_laptop_alienware_m15/alienware-m15-r3-laptop_reference-guide_en-us.pdf I'll see how much a usb-c adapter is and order one in to do some solid testing though. Might take a few days to get it from Amazon if you can wait.

    • @henry67278
      @henry67278 Před 4 lety

      @@advancedvector6833 don't worry about it, check under the physx tab if you have time. I wouldn't want you to send money

    • @henry67278
      @henry67278 Před 4 lety

      @@advancedvector6833 it should look like this storage-asset.msi.com/global/picture/faq/10016371@2019-0123-0223-371554@kb_03129_all.PNG

  • @GKKUWAYNE
    @GKKUWAYNE Před 4 lety

    Wats the fps @ 1080p ultra in rdr2?

  • @UKRAINOMOVNYI
    @UKRAINOMOVNYI Před 4 lety +1

    You are legit)))))
    Plz don’t be bothered by the thoughts about how good big tech reviewers are with all those benchmarks results implementation to the videos..... they are some kind of “selling” the product.... but you are instead giving to us something more valuable - real impressions of the user about the product performance and the product itself.
    Thanks man for your time!
    And say big thank to your wife for the patience and understanding......
    Be well ;)
    P.S.
    If you will be able to do a video of the repasting process it would be awesome 😎!

  • @eddiex8927
    @eddiex8927 Před 4 lety +1

    SO fast and thanks for the work! The CPU temperature is certainly horrible for long-term usage. Just can't understand why Dell set this. Maybe 10750H has a better performance.

    • @advancedvector6833
      @advancedvector6833  Před 4 lety

      Yeah I'm very close to sending the whole thing back and re-evaluating. I'll probably see if someone posts some videos on the i7 version. If that looks good i'll just downgrade to an i7 if not i've been wanting to try out Razr for awhile now... :p

    • @eddiex8927
      @eddiex8927 Před 4 lety

      @@advancedvector6833 Yeah, I am currently using the Alienware R9 desktop and I like the design of the new Alienware series. However, the thermal problem of laptop forces me to stop ordering one immediately. The old R2 version taught me a lesson and I hope this time R3 won't do the same thing for i7 version as well.

  • @henry67278
    @henry67278 Před 4 lety +1

    When you do the repaste could you take pictures of the cpu and gpu dies and around it and the heatsinks as I am interested in liquid metal

    • @advancedvector6833
      @advancedvector6833  Před 4 lety +1

      Yeah I'll take some High Quality stills but I do plan on recording the whole process on my overhead camera as well.

    • @henry67278
      @henry67278 Před 4 lety

      @@advancedvector6833 nice I'd love to see that

  • @Wesarizona21
    @Wesarizona21 Před 4 lety

    Can u do an overall review? Something like you’d see on tech reviews/youtubers?

    • @advancedvector6833
      @advancedvector6833  Před 4 lety +1

      I will try to do more of an all in one type review when I get my mobo swapped out and get the 2080.

    • @Wesarizona21
      @Wesarizona21 Před 4 lety

      Advanced Vector thank you 🙏🏻

  • @DAVISTALKSBALL
    @DAVISTALKSBALL Před 4 lety +2

    Vector your famous man

  • @timurandreaswerner7723

    Does the it support USB C Charging? It would be extremely handy when being on the go... Also great videos!

    • @advancedvector6833
      @advancedvector6833  Před 4 lety

      I'm not sure i'll see if i can find out. I dont have anything else that charges via usbc at the moment.

  • @unknowncode1513
    @unknowncode1513 Před 4 lety

    Do a video of your tear down and repaste as well

  • @henry67278
    @henry67278 Před 4 lety +1

    Just caught it before going to sleep

    • @advancedvector6833
      @advancedvector6833  Před 4 lety +1

      I'm glad i could give you something to help put you to sleep.

    • @henry67278
      @henry67278 Před 4 lety

      @@advancedvector6833 haha now I have stayed up until 1 am

  • @bhavyamparashar
    @bhavyamparashar Před 4 lety

    What's the difference between Single Drive and RAID 0 and RAID 0 Plus?

    • @advancedvector6833
      @advancedvector6833  Před 4 lety

      Single drive is as it sounds you only get one physical hard drive in the system. Raid 0 is when you get dual drives but they are merged together to offer more space and more performance. Raid 0 Plus is what I have and thats where you get a lone single drive as well as two additional drives configured in raid 0

  • @Siuulolñ
    @Siuulolñ Před 4 lety

    I’m planning on buying this laptop but I am very worried, about maintainance/upgrades , etc. I have 0 knowledge on opening laptops and fixing them and this would be my first gaming laptop.

    • @advancedvector6833
      @advancedvector6833  Před 4 lety

      I think if you get the i7 or i5 model you'll be ok. There are a lot of things i really like about this laptop and I think overall its gonna work out fantastically.

  • @bhavyamparashar
    @bhavyamparashar Před 4 lety

    How much time does dell take to deliver a laptop on an average?

  • @danieltheha5748
    @danieltheha5748 Před 4 lety

    Would this computer with an i7-10750 and RTX 2060 also run most games at Ultra well?
    Also I subbed

    • @advancedvector6833
      @advancedvector6833  Před 4 lety

      I doubt it would run games on ultra and still get a good frame rate. The 2060 is a good card for the money however is substantially less powerful than a 2070 or 2080. However I would expect you'd still get good results on the 2060 if you were gaming at 1080 resolution.

    • @danieltheha5748
      @danieltheha5748 Před 4 lety

      @@advancedvector6833 Would it run esports titles extremely well or will it still have bad frame rates at ultra

  • @henry67278
    @henry67278 Před 4 lety +1

    Saw you have a anycubic photon, I am a 3d printing hobbyists myself

    • @advancedvector6833
      @advancedvector6833  Před 4 lety +1

      Haha yeah! I use it to print Mini's for my DnD players.

    • @henry67278
      @henry67278 Před 4 lety

      @@advancedvector6833 nice I mainly build more printers it's a weird cycle I just love tinkering with printers with no real goal but I do fix things around the house and do engenearing projects.

  • @Joker-de2jp
    @Joker-de2jp Před 4 lety +1

    very good video!But the cpu still very high temperature.

    • @advancedvector6833
      @advancedvector6833  Před 4 lety

      Yeah. I'm finally figuring out how to get it under control but it is a hot one!

  • @crysis1174
    @crysis1174 Před 4 lety

    Please post a video on the repaste please

  • @kriszhli
    @kriszhli Před 4 lety +1

    Ughh.. I wish they had put the cpu and gpu on the bottom side, applying liquid metal on this thing would be a huge pain

    • @advancedvector6833
      @advancedvector6833  Před 4 lety +1

      Yeah I'm finally going to get into the guts and do it today. Hopefully post a video a little later today. Its always a hastle to have to pull the whole thing apart.

    • @kriszhli
      @kriszhli Před 4 lety

      @@advancedvector6833 Yooo that's awesome! looking forward to the vid! I'm about to purchase mine

  • @bhavyamparashar
    @bhavyamparashar Před 4 lety

    What's the difference between SSD and NVMe?

    • @advancedvector6833
      @advancedvector6833  Před 4 lety

      NVMe drives use PCIe type technology and are significantly faster. With and SSD you get read/write speeds around 500MB/s NVMe drives typically range from 1500MB/s and up depending on the size and manufacturer. So basically 3x the speed and performance.

  • @hughqu2127
    @hughqu2127 Před 4 lety

    Hi mate, is RAM replaceable/upgradable?

    • @advancedvector6833
      @advancedvector6833  Před 4 lety

      No. The ram is NOT replaceable in this laptop.

    • @elenal.95
      @elenal.95 Před 4 lety

      Advanced Vector so if it’s not what RAM is recommended in your opinion

    • @cameronbosch1213
      @cameronbosch1213 Před 4 lety

      MixedMedia Queen 👸🏻 Just get a different laptop; Alienware is far from what it used to be.

  • @H4500rk
    @H4500rk Před 4 lety

    I'm going to get the m17 r3 is it the same as the m15 r3 but just bigger also is this configuration good
    Cpu: Intel i7 10th gen
    Gpu: RTX 2070
    Storage: 1tb SSD
    RAM: 16gb
    thanks✌🏽

    • @advancedvector6833
      @advancedvector6833  Před 4 lety +1

      The parts and build quality of the m15 is phenomenal other than this heating issue with the i9. I would hope that the 17 would retain the same quality and perhaps have slightly better thermals than the m15. One thing i'd consider is if possible you should go with 32GB of Ram. This ram is soldered on and cannot be upgraded after the fact. while you might not need 32gb now it helps keep the machine relevant in the future.

    • @H4500rk
      @H4500rk Před 4 lety

      @Super JLK thanks

    • @H4500rk
      @H4500rk Před 4 lety

      @@advancedvector6833 thanks

  • @crysis1174
    @crysis1174 Před 4 lety

    Could u do gameplay of escape from tarkov please?

  • @henry67278
    @henry67278 Před 4 lety +1

    i have found i can buy it in switzerland for a lot less and i can afford the 2080 super, 32gb of ram and the i7, and i will be able to buy it on the 26th of June. id still like to see the nvidia control pannel with this tab in particular storage-asset.msi.com/global/picture/faq/10016371@2019-0123-0223-371554@kb_03129_all.PNG. if desired i will make a thermals video so that you can see the i7, i should get it mid july.

    • @dutz1117
      @dutz1117 Před 4 lety

      where u buy it from switzerland? i wanna buy it to

    • @henry67278
      @henry67278 Před 4 lety +1

      @@dutz1117 buying it from Dell Switzerland I have a house in Switzerland and in france

    • @dutz1117
      @dutz1117 Před 4 lety

      Henry McCausland ah ok.im from germany, means prices are the same

  • @McDonaldJarom
    @McDonaldJarom Před 4 lety +1

    👍🏽👍🏽

  • @crysis1174
    @crysis1174 Před 4 lety

    And try undervolting to get better cpu temps

    • @advancedvector6833
      @advancedvector6833  Před 4 lety

      I've been messing around with that quite a bit lately to see if i can get something that works for me. I appreciate the suggestion i'm hoping I can find a good middle ground

    • @hartlytartly
      @hartlytartly Před 4 lety

      @@advancedvector6833 from what I hear undervolting 10th gen is impossible without the apropriate bips setting because of plundervolt. Alienware isn't excactly good at providing bios options...

  • @jingweizhou9140
    @jingweizhou9140 Před 4 lety +1

    Is it any better than Razer blade 15 Mercury 2019?

    • @advancedvector6833
      @advancedvector6833  Před 4 lety

      Honestly I couldn't say as i have not had a chance to look at the Mercury 2019

  • @theskullkid900
    @theskullkid900 Před 4 lety

    Will the i7 have the same thermals issue? Saw some reddit posts say they do...

    • @advancedvector6833
      @advancedvector6833  Před 4 lety +1

      You know I can't speak to the i7 as i dont have one. If other people are saying that even with the i7 it has heat problems then it likely does. I would say that even if its bad its probably still far better than the i9.

    • @matthoppa1840
      @matthoppa1840 Před 4 lety

      Yes the i7 has similar thermal characteristics. Dell is really pushing as much power to the cpu as they can to push the benches on this device. You can undervolt which helps a little, but even then you'll still see high 80s - mid / high 90s. Given that, the i9 options really seem like they're not worth the $ to spend on for thin and light gaming laptop form factors. You're simply not going to be able to push them for long before throttling kicks in. Intel says running them this hot is fine -- the chips can handle it, which who knows maybe they can. By the time we start seeing significant issues we're probably already moving onto the next generation laptop / chips. Just the down-sides of thin and light designs. There's only so much they can do with thermals and air cooling.

  • @dhaamd.slayer5025
    @dhaamd.slayer5025 Před 4 lety

    Sadly in Thailand, we only get 2 models and the i7 only comes with an rtx 2070 so i had to do i9 for the rtx 2080s. Hopefully UV it will be enough for long term.

    • @advancedvector6833
      @advancedvector6833  Před 4 lety +1

      So. I have been doing some more testing and research. I have found out that the Alienware OC interface is garbage. I have been doing testing with Intel Extreme Tuning Utility and I am understanding more of the problem and I'm actually not as irritated as before. Theres a lot of information i'm getting but i'll be doing another video on it soon.

    • @dhaamd.slayer5025
      @dhaamd.slayer5025 Před 4 lety

      @@advancedvector6833 ohh thanks man, will be excited for that next vid. Actually, can we play without OC? I never OC before so it might run cooler if we dont do that?

    • @matthoppa1840
      @matthoppa1840 Před 4 lety

      @@advancedvector6833 I've spent hours in XTU. The bios won't let you downclock the multipliers so all you can really do is undervolt or play with boost (OFF / or change wattage / timing limits). Even then, you're still going to see very high temps from my experience on my m15. If you find a way to adjust the non-boost multipliers down please let us know in a new video -- I'm willing to sacrifice some Mhz for the sake of a little more comfortable temperatures. Anything over mid 80s on a consistent (hour+) basis makes me a little uncomfortable that I'm greatly shortening the lifespan of my very expensive hobby machine.

  • @moo8902
    @moo8902 Před 4 lety +2

    Lol trump hat

    • @devon1on
      @devon1on Před 4 lety +1

      Yeah, is that what it is? I can't quite see it, but if it is... ugh.

    • @kanodogg
      @kanodogg Před 3 lety

      De Von ugh yourself