My Full Miscarriage Story At 12 Weeks Pregnant
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- čas přidán 21. 06. 2020
- This is one of a few more videos I will be uploading here about my fibroids, endometriosis, pregnancy and miscarriage. If you're an OG subscriber, just hang tight because I will get back to posting "normal" content very soon. I really want to use this platform right now to help women who are going through this.
When I first found out that we had lost our baby, I came straight home to CZcams to try and get insight and information from other women who had also faced this devastating reality. This platform gave me more valuable information than my doctor did. With that being said, I am not a doctor so please do not rely on my experience as medical advice. Every woman's journey is unique and needs to be accompanied with the guidance of a medical professional. Please talk to your doctor before taking any medications or before doing anything during your medical miscarriage.
If you just lost your child, my heart aches for you. I can't offer much that will make you feel better, but I can tell you that it IS possible to feel better one day. You just have to put one foot in front of the other.
Please let me know in the comments if you have any questions. I may not be able to get to all of them, but I will try to answer as many as I can.
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I am thinking about doing a deep dive into Fibroids & Endometriosis (with questions about fertility as well) with my fibroids doctor for a video here on my channel. If you have any questions that you would like to get answered from an expert, please let me know here in the comments. If it's too sensitive to publicly ask, go to my Instagram and I have put up a question box and will 100% keep your identity private. I love you all so much. I've read every comment and have wanted to respond to each of them but just know it's hard for me to really emotionally come up with responses right now. Every single one of them have touched my heart. I've never felt more loved and supported by "strangers" in my life. Hopefully, videos like this can be helpful to other women going through this.
Is it possible to do a video about the after. Like physical and emotional wise if your up to it. I’ve had three miscarriages (thankful that it passed by itself) but afterwords I felt awful cramps for like a week or two. I didn’t havnt a lot of bleeding after and emotionally my doctor said I had the equivalent of post partum. But I know you mentioned having to wear diapers for awhile and if you could explain that I think thatd be super helpful. And just like everything that comes after it. But I truly(and I think I can speak for everyone when I say. This) we don’t want you to talk about anything that is going to make your mental health worse. Just know we all love you and we are all here for you and we truly love you more than you will ever know 🥰
Can you please ask about multiple miscarriage and it’s relation to PCOS? I’ve had 4 miscarriages. This last one the hardest at about 11weeks this past May & I have PCOS. I just want to know what to ask at my doctor and if I should even keep trying at this point. I can’t hurt my heart anymore.
Please do! Sending you love.
I’m very sorry for your loss and your suffering/pain and I hope you are physically feeling better I know that you will never be able to forget about this experience but I also hope you can emotionally heal
Could you talk about PCOS too?
Two things I have to say:
Whomever disliked this video; shame on you! This is a terrible topic to have to talk about, and Erin did such a wonderful job at being frank and open about her experience.
Erin, you're amazing. I've been watching you for years now, so much so that I feel like we're friends. I am grieving with you and for you. I can't imagine how you are feeling, but you are so strong and brave to talk about this and try to help other women going through this.
Much love to you and Matt.
SAME
Yes, Erin I'm so sorry for your loss and thank you for sharing this with us I couldn't imagine how difficult this was for you to talk about but hopefully it will help other women that are going through this
Yes Jean Gosset, some people are just haters if you don't like a video just keep scrolling until you find a video that you want to watch instead of disliking someone else's video, I have been a fan of Erin's for a very long time and I will forever be a fan of hers
Sometimes I think some of the dislikes are because they disliked that she went through this and don’t realize what the dislike button is actually for. Also you will have those trolls who dislike videos to be rude.
bots are a thing too :)
Who ever disliked this was crying and clicked the wrong button
I think your joking but I did that on the last video( I obviously realised and liked after)
I have an additional tip I’d like to mention just as a medical person who has heard too many stories about water toxicity. Since you’re losing a lot of blood and trying to drink a lot of water, try to also drink little sips of something like Gatorade or Powerade. If you get the original kinds, you’ll get some electrolytes to help your body take in water and you’ll get some sugars to give you energy. Little sips or watering it down a bit helps make it easier to drink and will take away a little bit of the danger that could come with losing blood and tissues. My heart goes out to you, Erin, and all the women who have to go through this.
You are doing a major service to all women who will go through this. I’m so sorry for your loss again.
I now finally understand why they say going through a miscarriage is one of the worst experiences a woman can go through. Why don’t we ever talk about this stuff? You’re so brave getting on here and telling this story for other women to hear and relate to. I’ve never personally experienced it, but if I ever do at least I’m more prepared of what can happen. Thank yiu
Even if you dont have this experience and the pain portion is "easy" the grief you go through loosing your child is horrible no matter how far along you are!
Miranda Stephens absolutely. We should discuss this more in mainstream. I can’t even fathom the emotional pain that you feel. As a woman, my heart bleeds for them
@@peachxtaehyung also the shame that tries to creep into your internal monologue after you lose a pregnancy... "It's the most natural thing in the world, and you can't even do this right" or "If only I'd been more careful/a better potential parent/a better human, I could have done this and not cause this grief for my spouse/my friends/our families", just as a few examples.
And I had an easier experience of it than Erin, as I was 10 weeks along, and had found out that the foetus had never developed properly, so the whole pregnancy had been doomed from soon after conception and nothing I did/didn't do could have affected that outcome.
Yes! We need to foster more conversations on women's health issues! Too many of us are completely caught off guard by circumstances we were never informed could happen
@@peachxtaehyung for me, the pain/ discomfort was worse than losing a pregnancy, but maybe it's because I didn't know until "it" happened. I'd be lying if I said it didn't bother me still.
Haven't even watched it yet but just want to say I'm so sorry babe after everything you have gone through with your gynaecological problems your a beautiful strong woman with a wonderful husband and you will get through this and past this xxx
I'm sick to my stomach for the pain that you went through. It's been 4.5 years since my ectopic pregnancy and this was the first Mother's Day that I wasn't bitter about not being a mom yet. I will continue praying for you and Matt. Thank you for educating and preparing other women for this process.
Sending lots of love to you n every other woman who’s gone thru this experience ❤️
I'll have to go through this tonight. We went to the doctor today after hearing last week that are baby had no heartbeat anymore. Our baby is dead for almost 4 weeks now, but my body wont let go. So because of that, I'll have to take cycotec tonight. I've so much mixed feeling about this, but I've no choice because I don't wanna have D&C.
I really appreciate your honest story about using this medicine because there's so little information about it. Thanks a lot!
Sending love from the Netherlands.
Sending love your way. Make sure you have pads, diapers, and a heating pad handy. Know that you will get through it.
Praying for you ❤️
Heel veel sterkte
Sending love and prayers ❤🙏❤
@@ErinRobinson I've got everything, didn't even know that diapers voor adults exist...;) Thanks you!!
I would love if Mama Dr. Jones could do a react video on this so we can get more questions answered. Thank you for uploading this video! I’m so sorry you went through this, your courage in posting this is amazing.
She just uploaded a video about miscarriages, very informative. She doesn't mention Erin though, she does mention how every woman's situation is different and experiences vary dramatically.
I’m so sorry for your loss. This is the scariest thing ever to go through.
I also went trough this process in 2007 and had nobody to help me. i was given a vit b tablet and aspirin for the pain. My situation was a bit different then yours but it ended the same. I never thought one person's body can take thar amount of pain and discomfort and then at the same time you have to make peace with the thought that a womans body is made to carry a child and how your body is fighting so hard and it is so uncomfortable. In 2013 i had become a mother to a beautiful daughter and my 47 hours of labour and no pain meds mentally as bad as what i had to go trough. I pray for you and your husband and hope that you have a lot of support. Lots of love from South Africa 🇿🇦💐
So sorry for your loss 😢😢💔
Very brave of you to share this
I love you. You’re such a STRONG WOMAN. ... Jesus. I’m so incredibly sorry.
We love and support you.
I’m so sorry you had to go through this. We’re here for you, Erin. 💜
We love and support you girl! I truly admire how strong you are in sharing your story.
Erin, lots of love! You are so brave to address this and share your story.
You are so strong Erin! Thank you for using your platform to reach out to other people who are going through this!
I’m so sorry you had to go through this. You’re helping so many women by telling this information
I’m so so sorry you went through this. Sharing your experience is incredibly selfless and supportive. Thank you ❤️
I am so very sorry that you went through this. Thank you for being brave enough to share for others.
Thank you for being so strong to talk about this. You are a warrior.
I’m so sorry you went through this. Thank you for sharing your story to help other women who may one day go through the same thing. It must have been so terrifying to go into it without having been properly prepared for what to expect. I can’t even imagine. You and your husband are so strong. I wish you the best in your physical and mental recovery from this experience. Don’t be afraid to seek out therapy if you need help healing from the trauma or going through the grieving process. We are here with you to support you. You are in my prayers every day. Love to you and your family during this time and any other person who may be reading this and has gone through a similar experience 💕
Oh Erin.😢❤️ I’m so so sorry for your profound loss and trauma. Sending you hugs and love.❤️
I'm so sorry you had to experience this! It really sounds just like my labor, and I can't imagine having to go through that under the circumstances of loss. Thank you for making this video to help others navigate their experiences, that is incredibly brave! It is so important to acknowledge the range of possible experiences instead of just the "average" that most of us get told. I was also caught completely off guard from what I was told to expect. Again, I am so so sorry and you are so incredible for turning this into something that can help other women! 💕
Thank you so much for talking about this- it’s an extremely valuable resource. Sending love your way❤️❤️
I’m so sorry for your loss, Erin! Sending you all the love and prayers! ❤️❤️❤️
I'm so sorry that you had to go through this and to anyone else that has to go through this. Sending all my love to you and Matt.
I'm so sorry you lost your baby, I'm so sorry you went through this experience, I hope you're feeling better now 💗
I am sorry that you had to go through this. Thank you for your bravery to share the story.
One of my best friends went through this experience years ago and one of the things she still thanks us (our group of friends) for is that we were there to listen to her when she needed to express her feelings. We didn’t have to tell her anything specifically, just listen to her & be there for her and her husband, because it was a hard time for him as well and sometimes people forgrt that.
You’re bery brave for filming that. I’m sure it will help many women out there going through this situation.
I wish you and your husband the best. Take care. ♥️
Thank you for sharing Erin. I can't even begin to imagine what it must feel like to go through all of that and then talk about it. You're so brave and strong. I'm wishing you all the best of luck for all of your future pregnancies. Praying that you never have to go through this, ever again.
I went through the exact same thing in March. The worst thing I’ve ever gone through. I ended up having an emergency D&C. Keeping you in my prayers as you mentally heal from this. 💕
Sending hugs to you. I can't even imagine the pain you went through. You sharing your story will be valuable to others and that is a brave thing to do.
Thank you for sharing this. I cant imagine how hard it must have been and still is to not only have gone through this but also to share this. Just know you are helping the people who need it by sharing this. Whatever you feel..its okay and completely valid and just know we love you and are here for YOU...all the ups and all the downs. You don't have to handle this in any "expected" way...we are here for you.
You are amazing! Thank you for sharing this. I literally cried when you said you had to do another time and then a three time. I can't not imagine the pain and trauma you went through. I had no idea talking that pill was so bad.
I am so sorry you had to go through that!! I'm glad you made a video about it for anyone else that needs it. Love you Erin! Wish I could give you a huge hug ♥️♥️
Erin, I can and will never know what it was like to go through this. But you are so brave for coming onto the internet and sharing your experience. Thank you for sharing your story for other women who have gone through this, letting them know they’re not alone, and for the women who hopefully will never have to go through this. I have followed you for so long and I am so proud of you for having the courage to share your story. Lots of Love ❤️❤️
Thank you for making this video. There was no information available to me on this when I went through this in 2002. I was literally all alone in my experience at that time. Love and support to you from an OG subscriber who has gone through this.
Your strength for sharing this is on another level! You don’t know how many people need to know this info and have no where to turn
I found this video randomly in my feed this morning and just want to say that I am so sorry for everything you had to go through. I can’t imagine how terrifying this must have been for you. I don’t know who you are or anything about you but all I want to do is hug you. You are so incredibly strong and beautiful for sharing your story. You and your family with be in my thoughts and prayers ❤️
Sending love, thank you for standing up and speaking out 🖤
Thank you for sharing your story! People going through hard experiences need to know they’re not alone and you’re so wonderful for helping women through this 💕
Thank you talking about this. I wish more videos like this were available when I went through this. Seeing you share your experience is making me consider sharing mine to help other people as well.
Sending you so much love Erin! I was thinking about you guys yesterday and sending you love. Ill pray for all of us on my gratitude walk today. This time has been rough, was my grandma's funeral today she passed in a nursing home and no one could visit her due to the pandemic so trying to pray and healthfully greive. We all need positivity right now. I know you're busy going to be blessed beyond soon, ill keep praying for your healing. Good vibes are on thd way. This happened to my best friend and now she has three munchkins. She only had one working filopian tube and didnt think it was gonna happen. No drugs nothing in her mid 30s she kept making them 😊 Sending you so much love!
I had a good cry seeing this - I lost one at 14 weeks and went through it alone at home - confused and scared - my heart went out to you, I felt your pain - my experience didn’t end there and I possibly have never felt so alone in my life as I did when this was happening - thank you for sharing your experience and that Matt was there for you 💜💜💜
I really appreciate you sharing this. I’m going through a similar experience right now and reading or watching videos of other women who have experienced this makes me feel less alone.
Thank you so much for being so real and honest about this. I had a very traumatic miscarriage and D&D in April and your video would have been so helpful while I was going through that. I'm so sorry that this happened to you and I'll be praying for you. ❤️
We love you so much Erin ❤️ your bravery is shining by making this and helping other women who are going through this. Sending all my prayers and hugs to you and Matt 💞
Your transparency in this is absolutely everything, thank you 💜
I’m so sorry that you went through this experience. Praying for you.
Awww you poor woman, I’m so so sorry for your loss. You are such a brave woman for talking to us about this. All my love xxxx
you're a warrior ,i'm so sorry you had to go through this
I've been in your position and you're doing a wonderful job of explaining it. My doctor told me at the time that the pain can be worse than labour as there is nothing substantial for you body to push against. 2 children later and I can say this is so true especially emotionally, labour has a goal, the pain is for a purpose and completely forgotten once you hold your child, a miscarriage is pain for nothing and it is soul destroying.
Erin you are amazing to talk about this, and it will help so many people.
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Erin i want to say that you are just an amazingly strong person. You and Matt have suffered a lot with this, and the fact that you are being so open about this only makes me respect you more and more.
At the beginning of my pregnancy i had what they called a "threatened miscarriage" with my twins. That was scary and heartbreaking on it's own. Not knowing what was happening until I saw them on the screen killed me. I cannot imagine the pain you have been feeling.
Tonight I will hold my little ones a little tighter and cherish them more. And pray that you both get the miracle you two so rightly deserve.
Don't ever give up, as hard as that may be.
You are strong and courageous. I hope to one day be as strong as you are in the face of something so devastating.
We all love you here!
Again. My heart goes out to you both. Stay strong
Thank you for sharing this. No one prepared me for the pain and trauma I was about to experience when going through a similar situation. Women need to know that there can be a range of experiences. You are strong and resilient Erin and again, thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing this so other women can potentially be more prepared for what they might experience.
My heart hurts for you. I'm amazed that you were able to make it through the video so well. Thank you for sharing your experience to help other women who might need the information.
I’m so sorry you went through this. You were very strong. Also though, thank you for sharing. I really appreciate having this information in case me or someone around me goes through this too. ❤️
Hey, I can't even imagine how hard this is for you, so the fact that you not only found the strength to make this video, but you also gave advice on what to do and expect for women who are going to go though this is phenomenal. I can't even begin to explain my awe for you. You're amazing.
I love you Erin. I'm truly sorry. I've been there and its horrific. Thank you for stepping up and spreading awareness. Right now you are a hero to all those suffering with loss, for letting them know they aren't alone.
I am so sorry you went through this Erin. I can't believe the pain you've been though.
seen your previous video and I'm online 7mins in, I just want to say, I've been watching you for years now and I'm so glad you're ok for a lack of a better word
I am so absolutely sorry that you went through this. I can't even begin to imagine the devastating loss that you experienced. I am an heartbroken that you went through this. You are brave to talk about this even though it is extremely painful for you.
So sorry for your loss ❤ thank you for shedding light on a difficult topic.
I’m so sorry for what you went through... but you’re so amazing for doing this video. You’re helping so many women.
So proud of you Erin for sharing your story. You're whole community loves and supports you through your journey. If you even need a break take it.
You being a voice for women going through this experience is absolutely astounding. I am so sorry for your loss. I am praying for you and sending nothing but love to both you and Matt. ❤️
You are a champ! This is literally what my labour felt like. I am so so sorry you had to go through this. I'm am very proud of you for sharing about this. Not enough women talk about things like this and you did amazing! ❤❤❤
You are one of the strongest people that I have seen on this platform. You will get through this! I’m so sorry for your loss.
I've never watched you before but your 'losing my baby' came up on my recommended page. I shed tears for you and your family and I can't imagine your hurt. Your time will come and I'm rooting for you! Thank you for being open, honest and informative. I truly wish you all the strength and happiness.
I am so sorry you went through this and I just wanted to comment and say thank you for being brave enough to put this information out there for other women going through it. You are brave and strong and I am sure there are others (unfortunately) who will need this information and be so grateful for it. Best of luck to you in recovering, sending you tons of love and healing energies.
My heart breaks for you.. I’m so sorry for your loss and your experience with this.. sending lots of love.. you are an amazing person and your so thoughtful for having this information for other women
I’m so so sorry you had to go through this. Sending you lots of love and prayers❤️
I'm so sorry for your loss and all that you had to go through, I can't imagine how terrible that would be but thank you for coming out and sharing your story, I'm sure it has helped a lot of women feel less alone. I'm sending you and Matt so much love and prayers. xx
So sorry again Erin! Your very brave to talk about your experience. Its a soul destroying experience to go through and i will be sending wee prayers for you. Shame of those that disliked this video! Erin has been a very brave courageous woman, to share this and give others who are going though the same thing a little information and compassion,
Erin this is such a helpful video. Thank you for being so badass, brave and concise with your information. It comes across as truly heartfelt and will help so many. I had to have a D&C (many years ago now) so was spared many of the awful things you and Matt went through, but the aftermath is much the same. And the emotional journey is one for life. The huge, mountain-sized boulder of grief that I carried at the beginning of the journey is now a heavy rock, always with me but not (as) all consuming. It’s been a 12 year journey to get here, so I send you both all my love, healing wishes and hope for recovery and strength. Take care, love from Scotland, Emma xx
I just went through this last weekend. My experience wasn’t exactly the same as yours, but it was also awful. Thanks for sharing, it’s nice to hear that I’m not alone from someone who’s actually been through it.
I admire you and respect you for willing to share your story on this platform in order to help who knows how many women. I’m really sad you had to go through this and believe me, I cried while hearing you tell your story in this video and the one prior. I don’t have any children yet and haven’t tried to either so I couldn’t possibly imagine the pain and sadness you and your husband are feeling. I have hope things will get better for you and soon.
I’m so sorry you are going through this. This is such a valuable video to put out there. Best of everything as you move forward.
I am so sorry.
Thank you for sharing this information for future women who will experience the same.
I stumbled upon this video , I’m so sorry you and your husband had to go through this. Thank you for sharing your story, sending you lots of ❤️
It is absolutely sad that you had to go through such a painful experience. It is something I was completely ignorant of and I thank you for sharing what you want through. The courage you have to share this is incredible. what your video also highlights is how little misscarrigea and their after effects are discussed . I only hope you and your husband are able to recover from this as soon as possible.
I am so sorry you went through all this. But you're incredible and brave for sharing your story; if it helps even one other person who's going through it, you've made a world of difference.
I'm so sorry you had to go through this Erin! I think you are so brave to share your experience and help other women who may be going through the same thing. Sending you infinite amounts of love and light❣❣❣❣
Erin, you are incredibly strong for doing this. I’m sure that it was incredibly difficult to get through. The fact that you made this to help other women who might be going through the same just goes to show the kind of person you are. God bless
This sounds so much like labor. I can’t imagine going through that alone. I am so sorry you had to go through it with just Matt, even though I’m sure he was helpful. This is so important to share. Thank you so much.
I didn't even know this was a possibility. I hope you recognize just how incredible, and brave you are to be sharing your story to help other women. I have a son, and I've fortunately never had a miscarriage, so I'm not going to say I understand what you're going through. I couldn't begin to imagine. But, thank you for being so upfront and honest about your experience. It's going to help so many women. You, and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
I'm sorry for your loss and Thank you so much for sharing your stories. It's so comforting to see there's people feel the same way I feel.
I’m so sorry for your loss Erin 💗 and I’m so sorry that I’m top of having to deal with the loss you had to go through such a grueling physical experience. You’re so brave to share this publicly, and I so admire your willingness to share and help other women 💗 keeping you and your husband in my thoughts
I’m really sorry you went through this Erin. I hope you’ve recovered fully and are feeling better. I’m so sorry for your loss. Please know that you’re on my mind and I wish you the absolute best.
This is so physically horrifying beyond even the horrific emotional pain. I am so sorry. Thank you for telling us your story. This advice will save someone some day. ❤️
You are such a strong woman! Thank you for sharing this story, Erin.
Oh Erin. Bless your heart. I hurt for you and Matt. Thank you for sharing your story. Sharing something like this is not easy but you did it to help others and that speaks volumes to the person you are.
Thank you for sharing. You are so strong and brave.
I’ve never been through this exact situation so I can’t relate to your emotional pain but I have taken cytotec to induce labor. It is legit the WORST physical pain I’ve ever been through. I can’t even imagine taking this medication for a missed miscarriage because like you described it would be torture. This is so traumatizing for you I’m sorry you are going through this. 💔
The whole first half of her experience reminded me SO much of how bad my periods used to be before I got medication for them. I've never been able to describe how bad they were and how helpless it made me feel, but the first half of this video described it perfectly
Sending so much love to you & anyone going through this♥️
Really appreciate the honesty. Before your videos I had no idea that miss miscarrying was even a thing! I’m glad you’re safely through it even though I’m sad you had to.
Erin, I am so sorry that you and your husband went through this but you are so brave to share your story with other women! My love and prayers are with you and your husband.