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- čas přidán 19. 09. 2021
- I don't know what's next but I wanted to let you know to expect the unexpected with regards to the future of content here. I have several videos pre-shot as I was preparing to be too sick during my first trimester to even shoot, so you will see some of those rolling out of the next few weeks and months. Praying that the chemo works so that I can avoid surgery, but if any of you have any helpful information on going through something like this (whether it's chemo or ectopic pregnancy) please let me know. I am doing my best to get through this in one piece. Any prayers would be so appreciated.
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Can you please let Erin know that if she needs me to carry. I will 100% carry her children. No pay. No nothing. I’m sick of the world kicking down beautiful people inside and out. Please reach out to me wherever whenever. I love and adore you Erin ❤️ I will even get as fit as possible so you never have to have a heartbreak again.
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My heart broke when you said why can’t I have a normal miscarriage. You’re such a strong women I am admired by you Erin! You and Matt are in my thoughts and prayers
It feels strange to “thumbs up” something like this, but thank you for bringing this topic to light and with such a real presence.
I just found out today that I have a corneal pregnancy as well. We are getting the methotrexate treatment as well. It does offer me reassurance that I am not alone, but it is not easy. Thinking of you Erin. Surrounding you and your husband in my thoughts and prayers ❤️
I had this about 20 years ago. Unfortunately - for me it didn’t turn out well and 5 years later I had a full hysterectomy.
No words can make this better. Just sending love.
Honestly the best response!❤
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Erin, I’m so sorry. I’ve been thru a “regular” ectopic pregnancy that the chemo drug took care of and one I required surgery for. The pain is all encompassing, mainly, I think due to the “numbers” game. Watching those numbers go down was heartbreaking for me. I wish for you what happened to me after each loss. I know you and Matt are wanting a child of your own. I had high risk pregnancies after each ectopic pregnancies, but I now have a 23 year old and 20 year old. As you were speaking even though it’s been 24 years since my first experience, it all came flooding back- the tests, waiting, thought of putting chemo drugs in my body, and so many blood tests. I wish I could blow some rainbows your way, but it’s so hard. Talk about those emotions that over take you. There are groups for those of us with this type of loss. Talk to someone you trust but remember they may not understand or talk with a loss counselor. Give yourself grace, as well as Matt some too. I’ll be praying for you both, as well as your doctors. Oh sweetheart, thank you for sharing your journey. I’m sending you so much love!
I’m so sorry, Erin. You will get through this even if it doesn’t feel that way right now. The strength you carry is inspiring & I know it will get you through absolutely anything in this life. Sending you every single ounce of love & light. We are all here for you.
So sorry to hear this, you have been through so much. Can't even begin to imagine how hard all of this must be. You are extremely strong and I admire you for that. Hang in there your doing amazing. I hope it's over soon for you fingers crossed no surgery! Love from Australia 🇦🇺
I can’t even process how traumatic this is for you. I’m so sorry for you at Matt, we’re all hoping and praying for the best for you and your health.
When my mom (and also my brother) went through chemo, the things that they wanted were comfy socks, chapstick, soft thick blankets, and any sort of hard candies (jolly ranchers, Werthers butterscotch candies, or lollipops). My thoughts are with you and your husband. Lots of hugs and love being sent your way.
I love you Erin, you’re going to come out of this stronger and we’re here through whatever you allow us to see and be there for. Thank you for your dedication to your work through all of this, take time for yourself to heal and get through this.
Erin I’m so sorry you’re going through all this. You are such a strong woman and you are going to be such an amazing Mama one day! Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
I am so incredibly sorry that you're having to go through this. My sister has had several ectopic pregnancies and has had to go through the treatments. I can't imagine the pain, physically and mentally.
Please take care of yourself. Take all the time you need to heal and to focus on making sure you're OK. We love you and will all be praying for you and Matt.
You’re so strong, Erin. It breaks my heart for you, because not only is this such an emotional thing but your body is going through so much as well. If there was anything I could say to make anything even just the tiniest bit brighter, I’d say it in a second. The community you’ve built here is here for you. Lean on us. I know you have Matt and your family but we’re here too. Take all the time in the world, we love you and we aren’t going anywhere
I’m so sorry Erin. I’m so so sorry. I can’t even wrap my head around how traumatic and hard this must be for you. You’re so strong💛 One day at a time, you’re so loved!
Oh Erin, I don’t even know what to say. I will keep you in my prayers, and you are so incredibly strong for going through such a rough journey. ♥️
I can’t ever profess to know what you are going through, as everyone’s journey is different. But what I do know is that ache, that pain, that anger, infertility and medical confusion comes with. I’ve found that letting people in, accepting kindness and making sure that you are kind to yourself sure does help. Sending you that big hug that just wraps you up safe and sound xxx
Words can’t express how much I feel for you. I wish I could give you a long hug. I’m not able to have children either because of chronic illnesses and I understand the sorrow. This community doesn’t expect you to pretend to be okay or return in a certain amount of time we only want you to take care of your physical and mental health. I’m so sorry you are experiencing this. I’m thinking of you always.
I’m so so sorry Erin I cannot imagine the physical & emotional pain you’re going through. You’ll get through this, we’re all here for you, sending love 🥺❤️
Praying for you, Erin. I’m so sorry you and Matt are going through such a devastating and heartbreaking situation. I pray for your health and recovery. ❤️
We don't have any expectations for you to meet, just take care of yourself the best way that you can. Thank you for sharing and I will keep praying over you and Matt.
Erin, I’m so sorry. This is absolutely heartbreaking. I can’t imagine what you’re going through. I’m praying for you. I pray that the chemo is enough to terminate the pregnancy. I pray that you feel God’s presence through this horrible experience. I pray that you and Matt are able to lean on each other. I pray that your body will be healed and if you go into surgery, that your heart is prepared. Sending virtual hugs to you!!
God will keep the baby in his memory. Because they are gift from God. Your literally are praying to God to murder her baby. That's freaking sick.
@@1jazzyphae the baby is gonna kill her
@@1jazzyphae she will die, which will likely kill the baby as-well? What's better, the baby dies, & she may go on to produce other lives? OR she and the baby both die and that's it?
@@1jazzyphae god gave us the medicine to possibly save her, you think it's better to do nothing and let them both just die?
I was holding it together until she mentioned her concerns of Matt 'finding her' when she thought she was going to die.
nobody deserves this.. but especially not these two
I’m SO sorry Erin! You’re such a beautiful soul and deserve every happiness. I can hardly imagine what you’re going through. As so many others have already said, put yourself first. Your physical, mental, and emotional health is way more important than pleasing the masses. Only do as much as you truly want to. You have thousands of people rooting for you and sending you love! You’re not alone!!! ❤️❤️❤️
I lost when you said you thought about how to position yourself so it wouldn't be traumatizing for your husband. This is all so heartbreaking.
There are no words that could ever make you feel better about what you are going through, but I just want you to know that I love you♥️ and I’ll be praying for you!♥️
Well said
Praying for you Erin. See you in the other side of this, stronger than ever. Don't feel like you have to come right back, we will wait for you! Sending love and positive energy 💜💜
My heart breaks for you and Matt.I pray you come through this whole and healthy. I will keep you in my prayers. Be strong and know you are not alone in this.
I am so sorry Erin. I wish that you didn’t have to go through this. You have been in our daily prayers and will continue to be.
I’m so sorry that you and Matt have to go through this. I’m not a religious gal, but I send you all of my positive thoughts and wishes. ✨
I am so incredibly sorry, this is such a hard situation and clearly so so painful. Praying for the chemo to work, praying for peace, and praying for rest!! You and your health are so much more important than keeping up with content, sending so much love right now!
I’m so sorry you’re going through this, I can’t even imagine how you’re feeling. I know I only know you through the internet but you are such a strong beautiful amazing soul and deserve so much happiness. You are in my thoughts and prayers ❤️
Have them check you for a bicornuate uterus or some other type of abnormal uterus. After years of not understanding why all these pregnancy issues were happening to me we finally know it’s because I have a bicornuate (heart shaped uterus) after 7+ years of scans they just figured this out this year. Surprising cuz my uterus is in the severe category of abnormally. Basically if there not looking for it they won’t see it. I know this hell I’m so sorry someone else is going through this.
I have the heart shaped uterus as well. I had abnormal heavy periods and through testing for that and finding I hand endometriosis they also found I have an abnormal shape uterus
I have 2 uteruses, the extreme of the uterine malformations. In teory isn't the worst for pregnancies, but in my case is. I can't take a pregnancy to full term. It was only discovered almost 3 years ago, I have 34 years. When my obgyn figured it out he also checked my kidneys cause there's association between these malformations and kidney malformations. He found out I had a big ass tumor in my right kidney. You guys had your kidneys checked? If not, I would advise to. Not for the tumor but for malformations.
Most people don’t realise how common uterus abnormalities are, I didn’t find out I had a tilted uterus until I had laparoscopic surgery to diagnose endometriosis.
My doctor's thought I had a bicronuate uterus for so long and then come to find out it was a septate uterus and I had the wall shaved down that divided my uterus back in 2019 lol so i guess now you could say its "normal" uterine abnormalities are so strange and how so many of them are so similar
I have a very big uterus to where it goes right below my chest area. Only reason I found that out this year because I have a huge and several smaller fibroids to where I look slightly pregnant. They could do surgery to cut them out, since that's the only way I can be pregnant without harming a future pregnancy but worried that'll they will come right back before being pregnant. Never had any heavy bleeding either, completely normal period.
My prayers and healing vibes to you Erin💗🙏💗.
I’m SO incredibly sorry that you have to go through this
You are so strong, Erin. I will be praying hard for you and your family❤️
I can’t even begin to imagine how hard this is for you. Sending every bit of positive energy your way that I possibly can. Take care of yourself just know we all love you
Oh my gosh Erin. I’m so sorry. Saying prayers for you and Matt during this time. ❤️ 3 of
My friends battle fertility issues and that number is way too much. Praying for you to have a healthy pregnancy soon.
I am so heartbroken for you. I truly hope this process goes as quickly and smoothly as possible for you. I know you are strong, but remember that you don't have to be. You just need to do what you need to take care of yourself physically and emotionally right now. We will always be here for you when you need us, but please know your health and well-being will always come first. Much love!
Whatever time you need, we will be here for you when you're back! If that's in 8 weeks or a year, your content is my absolute favorite. Praying for you ❤️
Your strength is incredible. Take all the support, time and rest you need to heal. I’m so sorry for the loss and trauma you’re experiencing. 💖
Praying for you Erin. You are extremely strong.
I’m so incredibly sorry. No one should have to go through this. Take care of yourself and each other ❤️
You've been in my thoughts and prayers since I've seen this 3 weeks ago. You're story just pierced my heart. Just know u got someone praying for you.
I’m expected to have issues like this because of my condition and it’s honestly so helpful to watch your videos. Knowing if I go through this, I can do it because you have AND shared it with the world. You’re so strong and transparent, and I aspire to be more like you. As a post-Pagent girl to another, I’m beyond proud of you for the woman you are Erin. I’m sending all the healing and loving vibes.
I hope that you won't have to deal with this!! Good luck and sending good vibes
This is so heartbreaking to hear, I can't even imagine how you must be feeling. To me it's a 12min summary of a horrible story, but for you... ugh what a nightmare! It must be I'm so sorry for you girl! 😞 You are a immensely strong woman, not only physically but mentally as well, even though you might not feel this way right now. Don't lose hope 🙏🏼❤
OMG! Thank you for sharing your story! It is so important to talk about the issues every woman might come across! You are so brave talking about it while going through it!! Hope you well and and having your dreams come true!
This is hard. What you’re going through is so hard, I’m praying for you and your family. Sending love and prayers ❤️
So used to seeing you so positive. I have fertility issues and it’s exhausting and upsetting. I’m so sorry your going thru this. It’s so awful and truly unfair. Your a strong women. ♥️❤️🧡
I can't even begin to imagine what you are going through. You are so strong. Sending love and prayers your way for brighter days ahead 💛
This is so heartbreaking to hear. I am so incredibly sorry that you are going through this! I will pray so hard for you and pray that everything goes well and that you stay safe!! Sending you guys SO much love! ❤️❤️
Erin, I'm holding you in my heart right now. I truly believe that by sharing your experience you are giving a voice to a lot of women who may not feel they have a voice in their own reproductive health. Thank you for sharing your experience. I wish I had someone like you around when I was struggling with my own hysterectomy issues, I would have felt more empowered by knowing other women were experiencing issues like me, because I felt so very alone. Also, a big hug goes to Matt because husbands are often forgotten during life issues like this and they are very much affected as well. You are loved, treasured, valued, appreciated and we are here for however you choose to share your life with us.
I’m sorry to hear this. My friend just had a complete molar pregnancy and is going through chemo as well. You are not alone and you are supported ❤️
Erin I can’t imagine the pain and anguish you are going through. You and Matt are in my thoughts
Through my very dark times over the pandemic I read "when everything falls apart" and it is a fantastic read for dark times. Not overly jolly and positive as Idt we are receptive to that kind of message, but rather realistic and with a dash of hopefulness. Take care Erin
We love you, Erin. My thoughts and prayers are with you and Matt. You are doing so much good in the world by sharing your story. ❤️
I’m so sorry 🥺 I can’t possibly imagine that kind of pain, confusion, and frustration. ❤️ While I doubt anything can possibly make you feel better right now, just know you have a massive support system who cares about you and believes in you.
I’m so sorry that you’re having to go through this. We are all thinking about you and sending good vibes your way. We’ll be here when you’re ready…taking care of yourself is priority.
Praying for you Erin - I’m so sorry you’re going through this. God’s with you every step of the way.
Breaks my heart you're going through this Erin. I'll be praying hard for you.
My heart is with you Erin!! This makes me so sad literally crying as I watch this. I will keep you in my thoughts and wait for you patiently come back healthy. ❤️
I am so sorry you are going through this. I wish there was something that i could do even if i don’t know you at all. You are one of the strongest people I’ve ever seen and i pray you get through this too. Sending all thoughts, prayers and love your way💗💗💗💗
Praying for you ♥️ we’re going through a similar fertility experience and I really hope you can get through this and can one day be blessed with a normal pregnancy. You’re so strong and you’re going to come out of this on the other side one day♥️
Im so sorry, you deserve to be happy and have a healhy happy pregnancy and baby 💔❤️
My heart breaks for you, Matt and your baby. There’s nothing that can be said to make it better. I’m sending good vibes your way; hopefully they’ll help thwart the need for surgery.
You and Matt deserve all the best the world has to offer, and I truly hope that the best is headed your way soon. {big virtual hug}
This is the sweetest comment💕
Oh Erin I've never wanted more to reach through and give someone a hug. Lots of prayers to you, your hubby and your doctors. Take all the time you need sweetie we'll be here when you're ready.
My heart aches for you and with you, Erin. Sending you all the love you could fathom 💜
Your content has brought me so much joy over the years, as well as an escape from my own dreary world. I with I could pay you back 1000%. Even when nothing feels like it could ever matter again, we'll still be here. Laughing or crying with you, we're here. Wish I could give you a giant hug.
My heart absolutely dropped, just from the thumbnail and title alone. So much love to you, and to Matt as well.
Sending you all the healing & strength vibes I can. This isn’t anything anyone should ever have to experience, let alone someone with a light and soul such as yours. I hope you never have to endure such a hard road again, wishing you the very best outcome from this terrible journey. So sorry, Erin! ♥️
It breaks my heart to hear this. You've been through so much, you deserve the family that you're trying to have
Precious, Erin. I am so sorry. This is so traumatic. Praying that the God “of all comfort” would comfort your aching, bruised heart and would supernaturally give you peace. 💔❤️
Oh Erin. My heart is breaking for you and Matt. Sending prayers and positive vibes your way ❤️
im so sorry for everything you have and are going through. i love you so much, sending you the biggest hug possible always and especially now
Praying… praying… praying for you Erin. I can’t imagine. I don’t know why you’re having to endure this but I do know that God is always involved. I hope this gives you the slightest bit of encouragement💛
This is so heartbreaking. Sending well wishes and love to you and Matt.
Erin I am so sorry. I’ve followed your fertility journey as a young women with endometriosis and I am in awe of your strength and transparency. Sending you all the love in the world 💖
Love you Erin! Sorry for your loss and your pain. God is with you and I’m praying His peace surrounds you and His love holds you close. Find joy in the little things until you can return to what truly bring you joy. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I'm so sorry Erin. My thoughts and prayers are with you. These are experiences we could never wish on anyone. Nothing anyone can prepare you for.
😭 I'm in solid tears. Erin I feel for you. I wish I could hug your heart and takes some stress off your shoulders or fast forward time to a much better place🙏🏼
Omg Erin, my heart absolutely breaks for you! I cannot even fathom what you’ve been through. You are so strong! Sending all the prayers and positivity your way. You are enough. You are not broken and you are so so loved! ❤️
I’m sorry Erin , you’re so strong , may Gid bless your heart and give you more strength and happiness, just remember that God has a plan for you
Stay strong girl . Your blessing is coming ❤️
My God, Erin I'm so sorry you're going through this. Sending you all my love and positive energy
My thoughts are with you and Matt. I sincerely hope that every thing goes well with your recovery.
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I can’t imagine what you’re going through. You have to put yourself first, you are amazing and so strong ❤️
Thank you for sharing your story. More people need to hear these stories and understand how difficult these situations are.
Oh gosh girl. Prayers. I hope you come through this with health in mind and body.
I have no words eloquent enough but I’m just going to say I’m sending love and praying for you and your family as you go through this 🙏🙏🙏
Oh my gosh Erin!!! I'm so sorry to hear everything you've gone through in this process, I can't even imagine. You are beyond strong and for you to be so vulnerable and share your story with everyone is even more powerful. We are all praying for you and sending you so much love. Your story will inspire and inform so many
And also, Health first 1000%%%% I know everyone loves and appreciates your content, but just know your audience and fans love you and will stand by you whether or not you put out content!
I’m so sorry your going thru this. I’m praying for you and your family during this difficult time
So sorry youre going through this, I pray you get through this stronger and have a wonderful pregnancy in the future
Praying for you and Matt and Benji through this. You're strong and can make it through all of this. Take whatever time you need.
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Erin, I'm so sorry. I can't imagine the pain you're dealing with, both physical and emotional. You are so strong, and you have a great partner in Matt to support you. You will get through this! I'm praying for y'all here in your home state of NC.❤
Oh my god you sweet thing 😭 please do what you need to do to stay as healthy as you can and you’re in my thoughts like crazy
I’m so sorry to hear about all you are going through . Sending love your way !
wow I can't even imagine how you and matt are feeling right now sending love and strength to you both. please take care of yourself the most important thing is you getting better physically and mentally
Erin, I‘m so sorry that you have to go through so much pain. I remember when I first saw you on clevver I fell in love with your positive energy and just being a ray of sunshine! Even though you‘re have been going through so much I can still see your sunshine! It truly brightens up people’s hearts. Sending much love out to you! ❤️
Praying for you girl! We appreciate the updates! Take your time. Well, be here when you get back to love and support you. Praying for your protection, safety and healing!
You're an inspiration. Love and light!
I’ve tried writing this comment ten times but just want you to know we all feel for you and hope nothing but best in future for you and your husband ❤️