Have My Everything, Jesus | Worship Set | 11.29.22
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- čas přidán 10. 09. 2024
- prod. by Russell Lopez (ty friend!)
Hi family :) Hope you guys are all doing okay. FIRST OFF YOOOO I haven’t played the guitar in a HOT MIN so please excuse the little mistakes LOL thank you for your grace haha
This set came from, honestly, an extremely tough week. An emotionally exhausting week. I was feeling a lot of negative emotions and having to face deeper hurts within myself that I didn’t realize were still so broken. Such a (what I thought was small) small problem hurt me so deeply because it triggered and touched parts of my traumas and deep hurts that had not yet been healed. I heard this from one of my old pastors, but although surrendering our wants and desires is difficult, sometimes the hardest things to surrender are our hurts, our scars. To allow God to reach into the most painful, defenseless, vulnerable places and let Him heal us. I feel like sometimes I feel afraid to let go of my hurts, scars, and traumas, because it’s all that I know. It gives me identity and I feel tied down to the familiar. Giving it up would leave me so vulnerable, weak, defenseless, broken, and the potential that I won’t be able to heal from it is scary. But in this place, I’m so in awe of the Father who desires to heal me and defend me when I don’t know how to defend myself. That cares more about protecting and healing me than I do for myself sometimes. And to someone who loves me that much, I am willing to give everything. I trust Him with everything because He’s the only one that deserves to hold me, hold my whole life, hold everything. Even the things I desire, want, think I need, my walls that I had put up to defend my fearful heart, my whole entire life, is so much safer in the hands of my God. His ways are higher than mine, and He sees the things that I do not see. Thank you for loving me so deeply in a way that I cannot comprehend, my Jesus. Thank you for all of the things you’ve protected me from that I could not see and didn’t have to experience because of you. I have no complaints.
When I don’t understand why something is happening. When I wish I didn’t have to go through this. When I can’t see in front of me. When I’m just drowned in my pain and emotions. God please take everything. I just felt like in this past week/ this set, I felt so deeply the call to surrender. Everything. Not just what I want to surrender, or think I want to surrender, but literally everything. That in everyday I’m clinging to Jesus because I literally have no clue what I’m doing. I NEED Him. But even surrender is something that I struggle to do without the help of the Holy Spirit. I pray that the Holy Spirit would reveal to you the things you need to surrender but also show you how trustworthy God is.
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One other thing I was feeling is like, when I pray I make these promises like “O God, I surrender. O God I trust you. O God I love you the most above everything else.” In the times when God gives me the opportunity to prove/ show my promises/ vows to Him, do I actually do it?
“I will come into your house with burnt offerings; I will perform my vows to you, that which my lips uttered and my mouth promised when I was in trouble.” Psalms 66:13-15
“So also faith by itself, if it does not have works, is dead.” James 2:14-26
One of the days that past week, God called me to come home and be with Him. When I’m a person that LOVES fellowship and playing LOL. God said to me “My sweet daughter, come to me. Sit with me.” and the question arose. Considering all those times I promised to put God first, will I really, physically, choose to put Him first? To choose the one who really chose me? To pour my love and show my love sincerely even when I would prefer to be doing something else? God I will not speak vows and promises lightly. I will love you with all my heart and life and I will do my best to perform the vows I had spoken to you in the secret place. I’m not perfect and mess up ALL THE TIME. But I am trying my best, God. Thank you that your grace is sufficient for me.
Songs:
Alabaster (Everything) - Christ for the Nations
Yes Lord - Antioch Music
More Precious Than Silver - Lynn DeShazo
Thanks for worshiping in spirit and truth
What a beautiful gift you have. Grow in the Lord everyday sister. Don't let your emotions lie to you, and keep your eyes on Him.
Thank you so much, I really think what you said is my greatest desire. That I would only look at Him alone and never look away
So beautiful and so blessed to have stumbled upon this sister in Christ ( I know this”stumbling “ was by His design ❤) and I am overwhelmingly blessed. Thank you for sharing your love of our Lord with us ❤.
Thank you, Crystal! So blessed that you're here :)
Ministered to me so deeply, the worship set and your encouragement below! Thank you!
Amen, I'm so glad!
Well done
haha thank you!
Stumbled upon this but this is just such sweet worship! SO beautifull and heartfelt. I feel I'm in a similar place as you wrote and learning to surrender and let God into the hurt vulnerable places. Thank you for the words you shared and also this worship sesh🤍 God Bless!
Hi Naomi! Thank you so much! The surrendering season is hard but I believe God will lead you into places of deeper redemption, it's gonna be worth it! We're fighting this together! God bless~
stay blessed . Thanks so much for sharing it with us
Thank you :) God bless!
This 🌱 Jesus🙌🙌
Amen!
So good, Jeeye. Thanks for sharing. Reminds me of the simple things about God I used to value more.
Amen, Andy~ Truly, I'm so thankful that the most valuable parts of my relationship with God are the simplest reminders of His character and love on that cross
And is there any way I can learn the chords your playing I wanna learn this
Hi Yes! I included this on another comment, but here is the Google Docs with the numbers/ chords! Hope this helps~
docs.google.com/document/d/1_2KYefGyCZEFDZP4ZklQeLCiEntnP5VnVm4GdpH-9Co/edit?usp=sharing
It was so blessing to hear this worship~
May I ask where to find the chord of Alabaster Everything?
Hi! So the chord sheet doesn't seem to be online so I had to create my own chord sheet solely based on listening to the song via ear... I know this isn't super helpful but please let me know if you'd like the chords that I wrote out and I can send them to you in this comment reply chain!
@@imagodeiworship That's great! Thank you so much.😭 If possible, could you also send it in this reply? May God bless you~
@@wp6231 Yes! Here's a link to a Google Doc I made with numbers! ◡̈ I also added chords in case you might not know the number system ! Hope this helps~
docs.google.com/document/d/1_2KYefGyCZEFDZP4ZklQeLCiEntnP5VnVm4GdpH-9Co/edit?usp=sharing
@@imagodeiworship So much thanks🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻, may God please your work~