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Weak | Worship Set | 8.22.23
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- čas přidán 21. 08. 2023
- Prod. Austin Ha
Hi my lovely friends and family :) I’m so sorry I’ve been so MIA, but this past month has just been insanity and at many times overwhelming. I've just had to spend some time in the silent secret place with Jesus.
This set comes from such a simple place of me recognizing that I am so weak. That I am so in need of Jesus. Nothing without Him. I’ve been encountering so many situations that are out of my control, where I don’t know what to do, where I don’t have any strength to say or do anything but lay at the feet of Jesus begging God to take the lead. I’ve found myself so many times unable to understand why certain things are happening to me, why I think or feel the way that I do, why I can’t be perfect, why I feel like I disappoint everyone, why I feel so weak and unable, and etc. but in this place the Lord has been teaching me to stop striving. To come as I am, vulnerable and broken and not put together and just come dirty. That God will take care of everything. Seems like such an easy thing that I should know how to do after walking with the Lord for so long, but even now I struggle to come imperfect because I don't want to disappoint God with my unbelief, my lack of faith, my failure to trust and surrender, my weakness in obedience, my pains and brokennesses that I haven't healed, and etc. because He deserves the best. And I, am not that.
I even was striving to be perfectly obedient to prove my love to God, but would fall so short. I felt so much shame and guilt that I wasn't who I thought God wanted me to be and where He must've wanted me to be. But even then, I was missing the whole point, I was losing sight of Jesus. That He never asked me to be someone, somewhere, or something, but that He longs to be close to me and that I would just abide in full surrender to Him. Weak & humble. Man, what love and grace ITS SO BIG I CANT UNDERSTAND IT.
Reflecting on Luke 10:38-42 & 2 Corinthians 12:9, God is drawing me to the most important place and that is just to be close to Jesus. To let go. That I don't need to try and even prove my worth to be loved, but to come and just be loved. I'm still trying to understand and probably never fully will until I'm in heaven, but to lean into grace and love in my weakness and to make Jesus my everything is my goal. Not to heal, not to be okay, not to have everything worked out, but just to be so close to Jesus. Give me the grace to be weak, Lord. Help me to know your deep love in that place.
I just want to encourage you of the kindness of God. This is something I fail to understand and am learning even now, that a God so great would love me as I am. That I can ask for help and ACTUALLY be taken care of and protected. But in the moments where it's too much, surrender it all and let the Holy Spirit relay your groanings to the Lord and let Jesus intercede on your behalf. You can let go and be free.
Luke 10:38-42 "Now as they went on their way, Jesus entered a village. And a woman named Martha welcomed him into her house. And she had a sister called Mary, who sat at the Lord's feet and listened to his teaching. But Martha was distracted with much serving. And she went up to him and said, “Lord, do you not care that my sister has left me to serve alone? Tell her then to help me.” But the Lord answered her, “Martha, Martha, you are anxious and troubled about many things, but one thing is necessary. Mary has chosen the good portion, which will not be taken away from her."
2 Corinthians 12:9 "But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me."
Songs:
Unashamed - Starfield
You are my All in All - Dennis Jernigan
"Not to heal, not to be okay, not to have everything worked out, but just to be so close to Jesus." Amen... Blessed~
Truly my constant reminder from Jesus in His kindness.. :,,,,,) Blessed by u too my brotha
Thank you for sharing your heart in the description. I’m at a similar place. 🩵 This blessed me. Love your songs for the Lord…
He is so so good ◡̈ Blessed that you're here worshipping with me, God bless you!
" I’ve found myself so many times unable to understand why certain things are happening to me, why I think or feel the way that I do, why I can’t be perfect, why I feel like I disappoint everyone, why I feel so weak and unable, and etc."
hi i genuinely feel this, you expressed something that I was struggling to put into words HAHA
this week(not even over) has been insanity also. I want it to end already like i cannot anymore
I just wonder "where are you God and why are you doing this to me?"
frustrated at myself and God actually.. even tho i know... its God
the "rest", "freedom", "peace", "joy" etc God talks about, I dont understand right now. I dont feel rested or well at all, I dont feel free, i dont feel peace anywhere. In fact its pretty much the opposite
thanks for being so honest and open because it helps me a bit :'3
Hi there! I'm so thankful that you have been able to find my inner wrestlings with God, relatable so that you can see that He is near to you in every moment and that you are not alone! I think definitely, there are a lot of moments where I don't understand what God is doing and why I need to be going through that, but as I endure in following Christ, I've always found that I look back and see His faithfulness, grace, kindness, and love to me. It's def easier said than done to believe this in hard times, but those who hope and wait upon the Lord will not be put to shame. He loves you so dearly and with Jesus, He will carry you through these hard times ~ God bless you!
Beautiful! I love your worship sets. Such a beautiful presence of the Lord.
Thank you so much, I'm so thankful that God is so gracious to give us His presence. God bless!
The description is so edifying 🙌🏾 worship set is great as always, stay blessed ❤️
Thank you, Kevine. God bless you!!
thank you for doing that ❤
I am sure God is proud
Amen :''') I hope He is too haha. God bless, Betto!
❤✨🙌🏽 Very Anointed, Love your voice ✨❤️
Praise the Lord, thank you for another worship set! I really enjoy your sets 🥰
Thank you, Ryan! Always appreciate your loving and kind words :)
@@imagodeiworship please if possible, can you do a worship set with a Guitar 😎
HAHAHAH hopefully soon! I'm still getting adjusted to my studio space so hopefully I can record a guitar set soon :)@@ryankrueger3026
@@imagodeiworship that would be amazing 🤩 May God bless you in all your endeavors!
Haven’t seen a new video from you in a while. I do pray all is well, and thank you for always pouring out yourself to the Lord. And allowing us to enter into the Throne Room with you, giving the King of kings all the praise and worship that He desires. Blessing to you and your family. Amen
love love love love this
LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU
All the Glory to God❤
AMEN PRAISE GOD
when you went into you are my all in all…. my heart ….. 🥲🥲🥲🥹
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Good morning. I am a new listener. Along with everyone’s comments… yes. Anointed. Soo thankful for HIS presence.
Please, one question. Why the one clap before the session? Just curious. Blessings to you… 🙌🏼🥲🙌🏼😇
Hi! Really thankful for His presence as well :""""( and I clap because later in the editing phase, it helps me to line up my video with my audio AHAHAH but after doing it for a while, it has become a little signature during my sets