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He Will Take Care of You | Prayer Set | 5.9.24
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- čas přidán 14. 08. 2024
- Hi fam :) I hope everyone has been safe and well ~ I just got back from a trip to England with my accountability sisters so I apologize for being a little MIA!
Soo a little bit about me… I struggle with General Anxiety Disorder and some other mental health issues. 2 years ago, I went through the hardest season of my life with my mental health where I was having panic attacks every night, anxiety attacks from the moment I woke up, severe health anxiety, depression, heart palpitations, and the whole 9 yards. It was such a scary time in my life and I found myself so scared and exhausted from being scared everyday. It was a serious mental health low and I found myself begging the Lord to save my life and free me from the battle in my mind everyday, every second, even making it difficult to sleep.
Thankfully by the grace of God, I was able to make it out of that season and heal a lot. It was a long trek, but with the people He surrounded me with, and the way He journeyed with me, I have been a lot better since then.
Unfortunately, recently, a lot of my anxiety and fear has been coming back… I have severe health anxiety, like the one where I feel like I have all these crazy medical issues and then the anxiety from those worries manifests into physical symptoms. I feel like I can never take a break from my thoughts & my fears, and anxiety feels like this thing that torments me every day. I feel so helpless and weak, and yet I wish everyday that I wouldn’t have to deal with my anxiety bc its more than just mental, it’s physical as well… it’s just really tiring… I always feel my heart palpitating, or my throat is always closing up or like there’s a lump in my throat, etc. and like it was 2 years ago, waking up and feeling this way all day has been so mentally taxing and physically/ emotionally exhausting.
In this place, I find myself reaching out to the Lord seeking that He would take me out from the depths of my pain and fear. Asking that He would save me, but then becoming discouraged as I see how long I’ve been stuck in this pit of anxiety. Honestly, I’ll find myself asking the question, “will He take care of me?”. Telling Him, “God, I’m so scared. I don’t want to be alone. It’s so tiring and hard fighting this on my own. It’s so hard feeling trapped & oppressed by my mind, being trapped in fear and hopelessness.”
But the Lord recently took me back to Matthew 14 when Peter walked on water. There’s a specific part that Jesus spoke to me in. After Peter gets afraid from looking at the waves, wind, and storm all around him and he starts sinking, it says “But when he saw the wind, he was afraid, and beginning to sink he cried out, “Lord, save me.” Jesus immediately reached out his hand and took hold of him, saying to him, “O you of little faith, why did you doubt?” It says that Jesus IMMEDIATELY reached out His hand to save Peter when he asked for help. Before he said “O you of little faith”, Jesus immediately saves Peter. This is the kind of God He is. One to save us, help us, love us. And yet in the middle of my anxiety, all that the enemy is trying to fill me with is doubt. “Will He really save me? Will He really do what He says He’ll do? What if it’s for others but not me?” etc. etc.
I had to really face why I’m so afraid & honestly I’m still figuring it out and trying to lay it all down. But I’ve found that the moments where I feel the most peace is when I let go. When I really fall into recognizing that my life is not my own, and whether I live or die is Christ & Christ alone. And honestly, that’s a scary thought. But also recognizing that this is the best for me. I always feel like I need to be in control of my life or defend myself, take care of my family, be strong for others, protect myself, etc. because growing up there was no one to defend me. No one to help me or save me when I was being hurt. I dealt with a lot of abandonment. But Jesus… He’s never let me go and never let me down and I’m always fighting to have faith that His words are true. He promises me that HE WILL TAKE CARE OF ME. That He has plans to prosper me not to harm me, to give me hope and a good future. That it is God’s good pleasure to give us the kingdom. That He does NOT give us a spirit of fear but of power, love and sound mind. That He commands us not to be afraid or have anxiety because He is stronger than that, bigger than that, and HE WILL save me out of the pit. That even if I were to go through what my mind thinks is the worst case scenario, that Jesus will never leave me and that He will work all things for good. That my life is in His hands and He has my best intentions in mind. That even if I do suffer, it’s to teach me something that I had to learn that way, or to make me more like Him and to draw me nearer to Him, that He’ll never just hurt me for the sake of doing so and that it will always be under His sovereign protection (like with Job).
I hope this set allows you to lean into His love & truth♡ love you guys!
This video is timely. Reading you makes me understand that I'm not alone in this battle but that God will care for me and he still cares for me. In case you read me Jeeye, I've been in therapy for a while and my therapist adviced me "not to own all these disorders". If you keep saying my(anxiety, dpression.. etc), you will never detach yourself from them. For you, for me and for all those who are going through hard times, who feel like God is far away, I pray that he sends his angels to strengthen us.
Luke 22: 42-43 42 “Father, if you are willing, take this cup from me; yet not my will, but yours be done. 43 An angel from heaven appeared to him and strengthened him.” Whatever we are going through, shall come to pass. He will provide for us because he is Yaweh Jireh, on the mountain and in the valley! Father we are weak so you can strengthen us, we are broken so you can mend us, we are wounded so you can heal us! We still trust in you and we will still praise you with all that we have. We are your living sacrifice. I Speak Jesus over every situation and to whoever reads this JESUS JESUS JESUS JESUS JESUS !!!
Amen
AMEN Thank you for this powerful comment! Honestly it's so powerful because you're actively battling in the midst of the praise :'''') I agree with "not owning the disorders", I have been learning recently how to identify myself ONLY with Christ and nothing else ◡̈ God bless you and I pray that the Lord fills you with a peace which abounds all understanding and abundant strength/ joy to take on each new day with Jesus!!!!
Hey sis. Thanks for being so transparent and sharing your struggles. The church needs more of this. People being real with each other… in the midst of our mess. When we can be so honest and vulnerable, it makes others see they’re not alone. When we bring it all to Jesus, He speaks Truth and brings freedom.
Thanks for this set sis ♥️ I needed this. You’re such a blessing to the body
Hi Marian, ty for the encouragement :""""""( This has been the heartbeat of this channel, the desire that we could be vulnerable with one another and ultimately Jesus about how hard it is to walk the Christian life sometimes, yet receiving the fullness of knowing it's worth it. To know we're loved, not alone, seen, and known by God and in return of this undeserved, abundant love & grace we'd praise Him with everything ◡̈ God bless you~!
«And if we know that he hears us in whatever we ask, we know that we have the requests that we have asked of him.»
1 John 5:15
Keep on worshiping Jesus He is right there with you even when you don't seem like it is He will never leave you you got this battle!❤❤
Beautiful songs from a beautiful heart. So genuine and real. The Lord says you are my child in whom I am well pleased. May His perfect love cast out all fear and anxiety and give you peace. May His blessings be with you at all times and in all ways.
Thank you for this, this is so encouraging and I feel such a kind love from the Lord. Thank you
Thank you So much sister 🕊️💕🧎♀️🧎♀️🧎♀️🧎♀️🙌☝️🫶🏻💐💐💐💐💐💕
Thank you for leading us and connecting us to Him
thank you, praying over you
thank you so much :'''(
Im praying for you. I've been there, hyperventilating in the floor at midnight or in the ER thinking i was surely dying with a heart attack. Its so real. Its so hard. But keep giving it to jesus. Keep worshipping. It gets better. You're safe, loved and amazing things are in your future.
Amen
Amen, it's really rough sometimes... But God has always been so faithful to pull me through, get me out, deliver me, protect me, comfort me, pour out His spirit, and etc. So I just agree with you, YES~ That we'd just come to the feet of Jesus and worship Him, and He will carry us to the end
thank you for this!! Jesus is so good. i am about to take my cosmetology practical on june 3rd. i already took it once and failed. that made me feel so fearful to now go again and try. God has been reminding me so much about how He dresses the lillies! He goes with me wherever i go. i need to rely on Him and keep my mind on Heavenly things. this video encouraged me so much and your voice is beautiful girl!
Thank you queen! God bless your future endeavors~ I pray that the Lord would bless your life so that you would bring glory to Him in the gifts and talents He's given you!!!
Hello friends, Im so blessed this video of yours reached to me. Indeed God is working on me and this music of yours help me remember the Sovereignity of God over my life. That no weapon on me shall prosper in the name of Jesus Christ. There are still battles to fight and God has taken care of it already. Your music ease my soul and remind me to position myself in the grace and love of God. He already said, He will take care of it and indeed He will. So, rest in His presence, be still. Its already in His hands. Thank you so much for the beautiful set of songs. May God bless your heart even more. ❤
It was such a delight to see this on my recommended as I searched for calming music to end my night. I felt like I was reading part of my own story as I read your description. Thank you for extending the gift of vulnerability and letting people receive the peace your heart has been fighting for. I am no stranger to severe anxiety, and I have so much compassion for you because I know how crippling it can be. In all of it, Jesus kindly invites us to walk with His heart as we unravel the pieces of our story that hold the most pain. I have so much hope that He will not let you go. He is holding you, and speaking tender words of love to your heart in every waking moment. You aren't alone. You aren't bad for being scared. You are brave for each day you choose to take one step at a time. Thanks again for this beautiful worship set. My hope is that you'd know the Faithful Father that holds your heart, and has never for a moment been angry with you.
Thank you so much for these kind words :'''''''( this is so sweet and encouraging UGH PRAISE GOD!!! Jesus has truly only been kind and good to me & has always been faithful. I'm so thankful and am really fighting because He's really the only one for me. I pray that both of us would be filled with the peace of God abundantly and that in His gentleness would be healed in our innermost being
I’m so blessed by your music and worship. I cried listening through the songs and reading your description, it felt like I was reading my own life story as I’ve been battling with anxiety, and insomnia for the last few years. It reminds me that God is my only hope and He’s with me and for me. He’s a good Father who sees my struggles, and He cares for me. You are not alone in this journey, Jesus is near and always be with you. Thank you for being a blessing to many through your music, faith, and trust in Jesus, I feel hopeful and encouraged. 🕊️
YES YES YES I'm so thankful that we are running this race and fighting alongside one another! Thank you for your kind words and I pray you'd be filled with His loving nearness and truth day by day as well~ God bless you!!
Dear Jeeye, would never know that you go through all of that just by listening to your worship, you minister so much peace! Praying for you 🕊️
Amen 🙏
You are blessed ❤️ May God strengthens you more and more !
Thanks for letting us be a part of these moments of worship… you are anointed 🙏🏾🔥
Praise the Lord my sister may the Lord continue to bless you in worship and touch many hearts in jesus name 🙏 ♥
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Crying reading your reflections. T_T So blessed by you 🥺❤
I absolutely needed this. Thank you
love this set (and frankly all your sets), Deborah 🥲🫶🏼🤲🏻 thank you for vulnerably sharing your heart.
Jeeye, thank you for letting the Lord to use you. Your worship has been a blessinf to me. I watch your videos when I want to talk alond with God because I can feel the presence of God with God using you. I'm from Spain. Que él señor te siga usando. Vales oro, gracias por dejarte usar por Dios. Sigue adelante. Un abrazo❤
OMG SPAIN!! Thank you for your kind words, God bless you~! I am honored that these sets have allowed you to draw near to the Lord, and I pray that He would draw you closer into deeper intimacy with Him so that you'd be overwhelmed by His love in every moment
I love this… 😭🤍
Beautiful playing ❤❤
I really love this channel and the way God uses you Jeeye in worship I hope one day we could create a song for the lord together 🤣🤞🏽‼️
I just needed thsi. Thank you!
Hello! I just wanted to share that your devotional sets have accompanied me to deeper places in my secret place with the Lord, so thank you for continuing, persevering, and obeying - sharing the beautiful gift He has given you 💜 after reading your description, I thought of something I heard on a podcast. The speaker said that we won’t ever get to experience God’s comfort outside of this life - we can only experience God’s comfort here on this earth for once we go to heaven, we won’t be in need of comfort since there will be no more pain or tears! So, while you’re going through an unimaginably painful time in your life, I pray that the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our afflictions, will comfort you and hold you. For as we share abundantly in Christ's sufferings, so through Christ we share abundantly in comfort too 🩵 you’re so special and loved
wow, YES this is SO GOOD. Would my life be spent at the feet of Jesus, He is so good to us :''''''''''( Thank you for your encouragement, He is truly with us in everything.
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could you make a video of your recording settings? 😅
OooooOooOoO when I have things more set up officially, I'll see what I can do! HAHAHAH right now, my friend is actually helping me with the filming/ recording portion so I'm not very well versed, unfortunately :(
@@imagodeiworship okay haha take your time, i just have the feeling that God put a desire in my heart to do the same kind of recordings/sessions haha, maybe only for myself or maybe for others to see
but in the end it is for his glory anyways!
You will overcome this with Righteous Father's help in the Name of Yeshua (Jesus) the Messiah and you will be stronger because of it, halleluYah!
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I was listening to this song and thought of you. It's called You're gonna be ok by Brian and Jenn Johnson.
Timely been a painful loong season😮💨
Praying that He fills you up with a supernatural strength and hope in Him with revelation upon revelation of who He is more and more!!
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Hi you have Spotify?
Hi~ I currently do not :(