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May My Worship Be Pure | Worship Set | 4.5.24
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- čas přidán 5. 04. 2024
- Hi friends and family ~ Hope everyone is doing great ◡̈
I had the joy of being able to worship together with my talented and precious friends Josh Lee & Stephen Jang. Stephen (the electric guitarist) is actually the videographer that has been helping me with all the amazing videography on this channel recently & Josh (the acoustic player) is the one who mainly mixes my sets! Glad you can all finally meet the faces behind the scenes haha
TLDR: This is a pretty niche but vulnerable and personal devo today haha
Recently I’ve been wrestling a lot in my season of being a worship leader/ worshipper and called to that by the Lord. I feel like God has been opening up so many new doors and opportunities that I could never even imagine I would get the privilege to do, because He is expanding my worship into the places He wants to use me. But I’ve been having a hard time because this is all new territory for me. Because of toxic teachings & lies (growing up in the Korean church tbh) that I’ve been taught, I have this weird sense of belief that saying yes to God using me for greater or bigger things is selfish and prideful. That even though my entire intention to say yes to certain opportunities is solely to glorify and praise god, I feel afraid that unconsciously I would be doing it for man or for prideful intentions. Almost like I’m afraid I’ll be misunderstood by God or even by others? Jesus is my most precious and valuable treasure, He means everything to me and I think because I value Him so much, I’m so afraid of messing things up. I’m so afraid of EVER bringing worship that’s not pure or genuine and because I don’t trust my flesh and myself, and I have made so many mistakes in the past, I’m so fearful that I’ll unknowingly fall into performative worship or worship catered to fear of man over fear of the Lord. In which I would never want to compromise my worship to become anything like that.
I also have a lot of fear of man, so I'm afraid of being misunderstood, doing the wrong thing or saying the wrong thing. But I'm learning to be okay even in my weakness, if only God understands me & fighting for a greater fear of the Lord than man, always.
The truth I’m trying to relearn is that God is glorified through us bearing much fruit for His name. That it’s not wrong to want to lead many to His name.
John 15:8 “This is to my Father’s glory, that you bear much fruit, showing yourselves to be my disciples.”
Colossians 3:16-17
I think it is good that I am in this place of fear and reverence of the Lord, a fear of losing my intimacy and genuinity in relationship with Him. I never want to EVER get so comfortable in my worship that I stop trembling in the presence of my God and at His word. I don’t ever want to become numb to the sacred holiness of worship.
Now this is my desire. But I am a sinner. And I’m just struggling with the fear that I’ll unknowingly fall into pride. And I just. Never want to lose humility. Idk I’m like struggling with how to formulate my words
But I realized that a lot of this comes from this false idea that I am the one carrying my righteousness, my purity, my intimacy, and anointing (OOF) + etc. When its always been God carrying our relationship by His love, grace and mercy, not me. I am only where I am, who I am, doing what I am doing, because of God and only God. Yet, I feel like I have to keep it up and carry the weight of doing everything perfectly with no slip ups! When the truth is that the Lord is carrying me… He knows my weakness. He already knows when I’m going to mess up and still wants to use me anyways for His glory, so long as I just try my best to abide and be obedient. To the best of my abilities. I can't control anything else. And I am going to mess up! But when I do, as long as I'm walking with Him, by His grace and love, He'll kindly re-posture me back to where I need to be. I think even here, I struggle with feeling insecure that I'm not worthy enough to be in the places He's calling me to be.
So this set came out of a cry of my heart & surrender that the Lord would keep me pure and humble. To never lose my understanding that I am nothing and nobody without Him. I need Him, even in worshipping Him! That by His grace, He would keep my worship pure, never swayed by fear of man or my own weaknesses even, but that I would dwell in His presence all the days of my life with everything, EVERYTHING in my life, fixed on Him, for Him, and with Him. That I could worship pure and pleasing worship unto Him all the days of my life.
I love you, Lord. I want to bring you the very best. All my heart and my life and soul. So would you keep me where I need to be, so that I may be everywhere you want me to be. And would my whole life, be only for your glory.
Im honestly undoing a lot of lies in my mind and just sharing my fears with yalls, but NOT leaning into the fear, AMEN!! hehe this is what walking with Jesus looks like, ups and downs ~ but thankful I can do it with you all ◡̈
Your devo made me cry. I am glad I am not alone, your words and struggles describe what I am feeling right now. I messed up last Sunday on our praise and worship, as I am singing I forgot the tone of the song! Last Saturday before the actual service, I was pleading to the Lord because I felt my anxiety making my heart so tightened I cant even breathe or think properly, I am able to sleep because of meditation from the Abide app. When I made that mistake last Sunday I was so disappointed with myself and discouraged that I am no longer useful or talented enough to serve in church. I am afraid that I will disappoint other people or maybe that will disappoint them in their personal walk with God because I failed to give them good worship. But then I forgot that this is for the Lord! The fact that He wants to use me, to stand on that stage for His glory, He wants to use me and He wants to show His power in my weakness. Lord! Help me love You more! So I can forget about anything else but to love You and obey You 🌹 All I want is You, Lord!!
Keep your head up. God loves to hear our voices even if we miss the notes. He is not a God of human perfection but a God of divine holiness. He sees your heart. And as I read your comment I saw a beautiful heart that desires to please God. I recommend you to worship God when you're alone and carry the same worship in your church. It's not what people expect but it's this pure heart that will make them curious to have what you have - an intimate and authentic relationship with God. You're more than qualified in God's eyes. Keep on seeking the Lord's face. Wish you a beautiful day :)
@@mischaelrothlisberger7552 thank you so much for your uplifting comment 🥺 I super appreciates it. I will continue to seek the Lord's face! May God bless you ^_^
My comment was deleted haha 😭 so here we go again
Hey Sister!
Even if you lose your abilities, your gifts, your voice, your talents... you still have Him. That's enough, your purpose doesn't end when your failures come.
You can give Him glory by praising Him even by greeting someone.
He knows our hearts better than we do, so it's up to us whether we want to use our mistakes to humble ourselves and recognize that He is our strength or let them make us feel worthless!
I'm sure God loves so much what you are doing for His Kingdom, but remember your primary calling...to be with Him 🤍
“For those whom He foreknew He also predestined to be conformed to the image of His Son, in order that He might be the firstborn among many brothers.”
-Romans 8:29. This verse is a reminder that our sanctification is not about our own striving and efforts but instead its in God’s hand and we can take comfort knowing we’ve been PREDESTINED to be like Christ, trust God in that promise.
@@vanetorress434 thank you for your comforting comment! 🌹
“For those whom He foreknew He also predestined to be conformed to the image of His Son, in order that He might be the firstborn among many brothers.”
-Romans 8:29. This verse is a reminder that our sanctification is not about our own striving and efforts but instead its in God’s hand and we can take comfort knowing we’ve been PREDESTINED to be like Christ, trust God in that promise.
Even before you could play an instrument, the Lord was so delighted and proud of you! Before you could even worship Him he thought you were the best thing since sliced bread! If you did nothing but sit on a couch for the rest of your life the Lord would still love and cheerish you just the same! His love for you really is never ending, and the same songs you sing to Him...He sings right back to you.
Know this one thing, from now until eternity you will always be singing for an audience of one.😊
You are Highly Favored and Deeply loved🥰
Thank you for this kind comment :'''( This is so sweet and encouraging. I'm always so in awe of His love and kindness to me. It's something I'm still learning to receive, so thank you for this
Thank you for your beautiful worship to King Jesus. I long for pure intimacy with Jesus. I send the love of Jesus Christ.❤️🙏
WOW what a true blessing! Please continue to post more, gods word needs to be heard.
Another lovely set. So healing. An invitation to worship and to yield more. Thanks Jeeye
you are truly so anointed! what an honor and blessing! God is using you so much for me in this season right now. i’m a new mom and your voice instantly puts baby to sleep and keeps him asleep! i can feel the supernatural peace of God when i listen to your sets 🤍 reading your devo i can relate so much but just know you are a vessel of the Holy Spirit, how powerful is that? not for you but for His glory! of course He’s gonna use you because i can tell you’re sold out to Jesus with a pure heart set on Him. thank you for posting these 🕊️✨
“For those whom He foreknew He also predestined to be conformed to the image of His Son, in order that He might be the firstborn among many brothers.”
-Romans 8:29. This verse is a reminder that our sanctification is not about our own striving and efforts but instead its in God’s hand and we can take comfort knowing we’ve been PREDESTINED to be like Christ, trust God in that promise.
WOW, that comment about your baby is actually so amazing.... Thank you for your kind encouragement :'''( I pray that I'd always be a daughter of God that is sold out for Jesus with a pure heart, that I'd remain at His feet eternally ◡̈ God bless you~!
Keep my heart tender
Keep my heart pure
I want to be like Mary with that alabaster Jar
Pouring out everything
Keep my heart open
Keep my heart true
Just like a child, I'll follow after you
Doing just as you do
Oh that you would have the Glory
I just want to see you honored
Oh that you would have the Glory
Let my life be praise to You
I want to be spilled out, I want to be spilled out
I want to go all out, in my love for you
Oh that you would have it all
I get where you're coming from. Pride is deceptive and sneaks up on us. From the sounds of it you're in a good place. I think having a humble heart is knowing that your gift and anointing is from and for Jesus.
I do feel that you should be careful, not every open door should be taken, just be obedient to the leading of the Holy Spirit.
Just keep being honest in your worship, let the words be from your heart
“For those whom He foreknew He also predestined to be conformed to the image of His Son, in order that He might be the firstborn among many brothers.”
-Romans 8:29. This verse is a reminder that our sanctification is not about our own striving and efforts but instead its in God’s hand and we can take comfort knowing we’ve been PREDESTINED to be like Christ.
Yesss, this is such a simple and good reminder. I agree, I am trying to abide and be intentional about seeking Him and listening to His voice so I can discern where He wants me to be ◡̈ Thank you for this, God bless you~!
litterally love how theres more people joining in worship with you in these videos!
ME TOOO!!!!
Thank you for another worship set, sister Jeeye! I need this today. I love Pure by Abbie Gamboa and the lyrics speak so much to my struggles today especially about worship ^_^ may the Lord's presence always be visible in your life ♡
wow the devotional is really relatable. My pastor is growing me to be a worship leader but my fear is I’ve gotten too comfortable with God and I did lose my fear of the Lord. I have some serious praying to do 🙏🏾 Thank you for the reminder
I feel like growing as a worshipper and a leader is always this journey of being brought back to the throne of grace ◡̈ God bless your journey~!
wow i've been listening to pure by abbie a lot recently because it's been really speaking to me and you just uploaded this and i saw the title! beautiful as always to see you worshipping 🫂🫂❤️
amen ◡̈
Please, keep doing this and sharing 🇧🇷
This is my hope!!
John 4:23,24 Yet a time is coming and has now come when the true worshipers will worship the Father in spirit and in truth, for they are the kind of worshipers the Father seeks. Jeeye, you are a worshiper and have the ability to bring people into that true worship the father seeks. God has given you a gift. To not use it is not being humble, it's being stupid. Lol. It's about worshipping Him in spirit and in truth. You embody that scripture. Just keep doing that no matter if more opportunities come or not. If they come, then engage wisely. But keep worshipping in spirit and truth regardless. And that will keep you humble. It's not about perfection either. It's about worshiping Him in spirit and in truth. Did I say that already? Lol. Blessings @you and all who worship in spirit and in truth.
Honestly, thank you for this.. I think the Lord is definitely revealing to me that a lot of the road blocks I run into in my mind before I enter His presence are unnecessary fears that I need to stop giving power to. To just obey, to just seek, to just love, and to just abide in Jesus. These simple lessons are for sure something I am growing in constantly. ◡̈ God bless you~ Thank you for the encouragement!
glad u updated ur pfp 😆
I actually took her last pfp☝🏻 whachu sayin bout that ...
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