Possessive Yandere Daemon Tests Your Loyalty | Audio RP | [M4A]

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  • čas přidán 26. 10. 2023
  • hope you've been studying
    CW: [conditioning/manipulation/gaslighting][references to forced memory modification][dehumanization][objectification][love-bombing][binaural layered audio and layered voices][auditory overload]
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    hope you enjoy
    big thanks to ‪@LoveBoldly‬ for voicing Crux again!
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    written and recorded by yours truly
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Komentáře • 126

  • @aria5614
    @aria5614 Před 9 měsíci +323

    So it goes both ways. Regulus has lost himself in his obsession with us. He broke himself in breaking us and that’s a major part of why they warn against blurring the lines.
    Edit: the boy is caught in a depressive spiral and he's dragged the listener into it.

  • @redwillow311
    @redwillow311 Před 9 měsíci +78

    The ending makes Regulus sound like a demented Pokemon trainer...
    "I choose You!" *Regulus throws another Pokeball*
    *Fails the Capture.*
    "That wasn't me failing. That was you Fighting!! STOP FIGHTING!!"
    *Regulus just starts lobbing Pokeballs at you with blinding speed.* ☠️

  • @TepidJudas
    @TepidJudas Před 9 měsíci +242

    Even though I knew it was fake, hearing Crux's voice bleed into Regulus' was so haunting. That's the kinda shit that makes your blood run cold.
    Gods, I fucking love Regulus' obsession. The totality of it is fascinating /g

  • @BubblerGoesPop
    @BubblerGoesPop Před 9 měsíci +223

    there’s something so admirable about how the listener(s?) continues to resist despite all of regulus’ efforts. i’d always felt that in the end they gave in, and hearing that they continue to fight is both enviable and heartbreaking, because, in a way, i feel as though it’d be so much easier to just let regulus win. the desperation in regulus’ voice and the way crux’s voice melts into his near the end is just perfection 🤭🤭

  • @thornofthelily
    @thornofthelily Před 9 měsíci +141

    That ending was actually devastating. Well done

  • @imabakedbean8391
    @imabakedbean8391 Před 9 měsíci +84

    It’s so amazing to see how his demeanor from the first video has changed so drastically to be more aggressive and frustrated as he slowly realizes nothing he is doing it working and In the end they will always fight to leave him it makes you wonder how many times he has done this and how much longer before he snaps like he was towards the end of the audio fully and realizes his love is one sided. I swear this could all be a TV show!

  • @funnychic96
    @funnychic96 Před 9 měsíci +26

    2:09 I’m sorry but I couldn’t stop myself from saying “can prevent wildfires” when he said “only you”

  • @litl_kim
    @litl_kim Před 9 měsíci +200

    *Timestamps*
    I’m filling in for MAC for this one.
    0:03 *Crux speaking telepathically, echoed* _Just keep holding on. My name is Crux. We’re coming to help._
    0:13 “You’re awake.” _You’re awake._ “Finally. I know you need sleep. I understand that. I know you have human limitations. Food. Water. Sleep. Air. I give you those things. I’ll always make sure you have those things. Whatever it takes.” _Whatever it takes._ *Mine* “I take care of what is mine. I always have. I always will. Always.”
    0;55 “Always means something different when you’re not human. My always and your always aren’t the same. I know that.” _I know that._
    1:10 “They taught me that. A lesson learned over and over and over again. Every cycle. Human limitations. Limits I don’t share, but am bound to. Because I bind myself to you. I lose you. No matter how hard I hold on. Sometimes it’s to them. Sometimes it’s to you. And sometimes it’s to time itself. Time. Human limitations. Limited time. Until the next loop. Always another loop. Always you. Mine. Always.”
    *So this isn’t the first person Regulus has attached himself to? Just how old is he???*
    2:09 *Crux:[echoed, telepathy]* _He doesn’t know I’m in your mind. Only you can hear me._
    2:13 “The lines are getting blurry. They used to be so clear. You and me. And the line between. The line is blurring. That means it’s working. I remember. I remember when the blurring starts, that means it’s working. They always taught me not to let it go that far. They tried to tell that that was bad. That that was when it was too much. They were wrong.” _They were wrong._ *definitely shows how important Freelancer is, knowing Caelum could have taken this path.*
    2:47 “It’s not their fault, they didn’t know any better. They were just teaching the lessons they’d been taught. But they’d never tried it. They had never seen what was on the other side. What they could find if they let the walls fall. If they pushed. And pushed. And pushed. Until they could fill up every inch. And some of the edges are sharp. And some of the shapes don’t fit. But that’s easy to fix. We can mold the form to fit us. Like I molded you. Hollowed you out to make room for me. It’s easy.”
    3:34 “They just didn’t think to try it. But I tried it. I learned. And I practiced and I practiced and I practiced with every cycle of you until I could be the me that you needed when you needed me to be. Every form of you has brought us here, to this point. I get closer to you with every you I take.” *How many people have gone through this?*
    4:10 *Crux:[echoed, telepathy] overlapping with Regulus* _We can get you out of there._ “I know you’re different.” _We can get you free of him._ “Different body.” _You just have to hang on a little longer._ “Different face. Different scent.” _Hold on, human._ “Different taste.”
    4:24 “But something at the core is the same. Material is always reused on this plane. Carbon born and died and reformed and killed to live again. Maybe that’s it. Maybe you’re the same pieces that they were.”
    4:47 “No. It can’t be. It hasn’t been that long. How long has it been? How long will it be? How many cycles has it been? I’ve had you, and I’ve lost you. And I’ve found you and I’ve held you. And you’ve been taken and taken back. Memories stolen and granted and returned and reformed. There was a you before me. But I lost the pieces. I rebuilt them. I made them better. I made them different.” _Mine_ *I made this.* “I made this. I make everything.”
    5:44 *Crux:[echoed, telepathy] overlapping with Regulus* _All you have to do is open the door._ “I know you are them. Deep down.” _Just get up and walk to the door._
    5:55 “You are the you I’ve had and will have again. The voice is changed and the form is changed and the eyes are changed but the fight is the same. You keep fighting. They always fought. It’s always a fight. I didn’t want to fight. I didn’t even want them when it started. I didn’t want this. I wanted to be my own.”
    *dark ambient sound begins, building in volume throughout the rest of the audio*
    6:30 “But they were blinding light. A brilliant flare. White hot light in every direction that wouldn’t stop. I tried to resist. I tried to remember. Human limitations. Different shapes. Different homes. A realm that wasn’t mine. A form that didn’t fit. Different. So different.”
    7:04 “But I needed this. I needed them. I needed you. Cold and distant stars torn out of the sky to crash upon the land. They saw me. They saw me and they reached out and your hands burned my flesh and I entered their mind and I threw open the gates and I roared in your thoughts like a bullet train on fire and derailing at top speed.” *What does he mean, they saw him?*
    7:38 “They didn’t know what I was. You had no idea. All the pretty little things you tried to hide in the corners, hide under the blankets and the mud to keep from shining and being seen, I found them…I found all of them. I chewed them up and I crushed them in my hands and I scratched them until they couldn’t shine anymore. Lit them up and watched them burn and crumble and detonate and cry and sob and scream and fall. I needed the light. I still need it. I need you. You gave me all the light you had left but it wasn’t enough, I needed more. I needed to be closer. Close isn’t close enough. Mine.” _Mine_
    8:49 “You hid in the back of your soul. You prayed I would leave the one last little fire you had burning back there. Watching from a window. Watching as your cities crumbled. Towers and spires snapping like twigs under the weight of me. Falling stars raining from a sobbing sky. Asphalt cracked and your insides bubbled up through the fissures, oil and tar and everything else you tried to hide from me. It wasn’t enough. Human limitations. Close isn’t close enough.”
    9:40 *Crux:[echoed, telepathy] “If you can open the door, it’ll destabilize his Ward.”
    9:45 “I found you. Found the last wilting corner of you tucked away behind the curtains. The last part that wasn’t mine. I made you mine. You are mine. There’s nowhere to hide. Nowhere to run. I destroy your memories and create new ones. I reshape you in ways that no one can ever turn back. You belong to me because I’ve remade you into this.”
    10:25 *”And still you fight”* _Regulus starting to break_ “You always fought. Every cycle. You fight me. One last fire flickering in the dark. The flames of you. I never wanted to fight. You fight every time. Every version of you. That’s how I know you’re the same. That’s how I know you are them again. The same fight. My curse. To need without need in return.”
    11:14 *Crux:[echoed, telepathy] _Open it and you’ll be free._
    11:16 “I leapt into your flames. Your last dwindling light. It burned. Tired, but bright. Fading, but firm. Fire on my skin, twisting around me, hugging my body. You dug your fingers into my skin. Unseen, but felt. Shrouded, but seething with heat. Blood under fingernails. I threw my head back and the flames followed and the last fire within you faded into the black. Human limitations.”
    12:01 “No fight lasts forever. No more light. No more fire. No more anything but me. Close. Closer. Close isn’t close enough. I tore your paper empire to shreds and I ate the pieces to make them mine.” _Mine._ You don’t have to fight. You don’t have to fight anymore. You don’t have to fight every time. It doesn’t have to be a fight. You’re out of fire. You’re out of light. All you have left is warmth, and it’s not as strong as those are. It’s not enough. You are not enough. You don’t need to be enough. You need to be mine.” _Mine…Mine._
    13:13 “I took everything then. And I’ve taken everything now. And I’ll take everything every time. In every cycle. In every shape you take. You are always mine. When you’re them. When you’re you. Always mine. I take the pain away. I take the work away. I take the fight away. I take away the light that blinds and the fire that burns and I give you cool dark relief that cradles you and holds you and keeps you safe from the storm. I keep you safe. I keep you mine. I make you mine. I break you to build you. I shape you and mold you and hurt you to help you. I can be your peace if you’d just let me. If you’d just stop fighting me.”
    Part 2 in replies (yes, I timestamped the entire transcript lol)

    • @litl_kim
      @litl_kim Před 9 měsíci +58

      14:31 *Crux:[echoed, telepathy] overlapping Regulus* _Just a little farther._ “Stop fighting me.” _If you want to be free, just open the door._ “Let the warmth in. Let me in.”
      *Regulus is at his breaking point. Many different “versions” of him start speaking, overlapping each other…calm, angry, crying, demon*
      14:42 “I’ve already taken everything else and I will keep taking it and I want to give you peace and I want to give you pleasure and I want you to know bliss and I can give you all of those things you just have to let me.” _Let me…let me._ “Stop fighting. Stop screaming. Stop pushing. Stop pulling. Stop hurting. Just stop.” _Stop…stop…stop._ “Give yourself to me. I’m so tired of having to take…I’m so tired of having to fight… I never wanted to fight…so many years of fighting…so many shapes…so many faces…so many voices…I know it’s you underneath it all, but I can’t keep up, I need you, I need this, I need to be whole again.”
      15:29 Ị̶̬̰̰͛͛͐̀͂ͅ ̸͔̬̮̥̼͛͌n̸̡̬̜͍̬͛̋e̴̳͙̣̪̓̓̉e̸̙̗͎͈̿͠d̵̥͈̬̠͜͝ ̷̻̗̃͘j̸̟̟̗̝̪̓̓̌͂̕ű̷̝͍͐̊͒s̵̖̣͉͙͗ṱ̷̀ ̴̛̜̾̓ͅo̶̢̫͂͘n̸̯͖̓̿͜ȇ̸̢̬̦͖͈̓͘͠ ̴͕͈͉̪͐͊̏͛̃ͅś̴̼̤̖͖͑̈̔͜ȩ̸͙̾̀̋c̷̝̘͐͝ō̴͈̮̻̚n̷͚̈́͗d̴͚̪̥̮̞̏ ̶̗̥̈́̍̈́̚ò̵͍̞̜̆f̴̠͙̹͒̓ ̸͉͙̓p̷̘̠̜͈̪̾́́͘e̷͖̗͆̎̅͗̇a̷̖̗̠̼̼̽̇͛̚ç̶̠̥͝è̷̲̃ ̸̜̗̋̓͘w̴̨͈̯̎̋͌̕h̸͇̤͓̏̓̑͠͝ỳ̵̩̅̾͋ ̸͚͓͙͚̉͂͑͝͠c̶̡̠͖̠̣͌̉̚ă̶͍̖͇͙̪n̵͕̝̳̼͗̍'̸̙͚̩̯͔̈́̒t̴̘̫̑͒͜ ̵̜̻͉̍̐̎ÿ̶̬́̓͘o̷̙̳̳̫̙̾ṷ̷̓̄̓ ̵̜́̈́͛ͅj̴͉̮̹̏̐̈́́̽u̷̯͔̐͘͝s̸͓͉̍͛̉͘t̶̹̲̓͛͑̆ ̶̖̹̳͚͚̀͌g̶̳̘͆́̇̉͜ḭ̸̢̪̜̫̌̅v̷̱̲͍̝͋̎̓̚̚e̴̢̺͚̪͎͌͗͘ ̴͕̰͙̓̔̋̕͝m̵͖̔͒͂͠͝e̶̖̮̋̆̓͌͝ ̸̲̝͂̿̋͋̐ͅț̵̇̕ḣ̴̛̩͎͖̻̝̿a̴̤̲̯̟͒͂ͅẗ̶̨̥̫̣̝?̵̖̝͆̅͋̊̚
      *door opens, silence*
      *Crux, morphing into Regulus*
      15:41 “You made the wrong choice. You failed the test.” _You failed the test._ “Again. How many times is it now? Nothing there. There’s nothing outside the door. There never is. There never will be. There is no Crux. There is no help coming. Help is already here. There’s just you and me and the cycle. And you failed the test again.”
      16:34 “Human limitations. We’ll try again. Erase you again. Erase the memories of this failure. We’ll try again. Maybe next time you’ll know better. Next time you won’t fight. Next time you’ll know better. You’ll answer the way you’re meant to. You’ll choose me. Like I choose you. Every time. In every shape. In every form. I choose you. I’ll always choose you. Always.”
      17:27 “Human limitations. We’ll try again.”
      *Tracks*
      1. 0:05
      2. 0:25
      3. 4:07
      4. 5:34
      5. 8:42
      6. 10:49
      7. 14:37
      8. 17:27

    • @yournewmusictaste
      @yournewmusictaste Před 9 měsíci +6

      thank you kim! ❤

    • @litl_kim
      @litl_kim Před 9 měsíci +1

      @@yournewmusictaste always happy to help 💖

    • @Jemini4228
      @Jemini4228 Před 9 měsíci +17

      I don't believe our tender little cinnamon roll Caelum could ever become this possessive. Especially as he helps more people than Freelancer.

  • @HIGHNOONATJULY
    @HIGHNOONATJULY Před 9 měsíci +43

    Eternally testing our loyalty until we get it right?? FUN!

  • @harleyquinnigan7808
    @harleyquinnigan7808 Před 9 měsíci +87

    Damn. This hit HARD.... Stunning storytelling Redacted.
    I'm genuinely worried about how this will end up for poor Mine 😳

  • @yourwaterreminder8418
    @yourwaterreminder8418 Před 9 měsíci +125

    15:36 this was (in my opinion) the scariest redacted moment i’ve ever listened to. my worst fear is being trapped (physically or mentally) and DAMN. i had to pause n walk away for a sec. INCREDIBLE work.

    • @0strawbebbies0
      @0strawbebbies0 Před 9 měsíci +11

      No bc my hands were shaking and my heart was beating so fast at the end. And I was standing up when I heard that part and I just froze in place with my hands over my mouth 😭 this is fr the most terrified I've been of Regulus

    • @ishouldreallychangemyname948
      @ishouldreallychangemyname948 Před 9 měsíci +10

      I WAS ON THE BUS WHEN I HEATD THAT PART I SWEAR I CAUGHT THE ATTENTION OF 3 PEOPLE I WAS WIDE EYED

    • @Lovely.Solaire
      @Lovely.Solaire Před 9 měsíci +4

      Dude no because my heart rate picked up and I could feel my blood run cold -and I totally didn't start crying a bit-

    • @yourwaterreminder8418
      @yourwaterreminder8418 Před 9 měsíci

      @@Lovely.Solaire relatable

    • @Ladkin3
      @Ladkin3 Před 9 měsíci +4

      When he started getting louder and louder telling us to stop screaming and stuff i was actually panicking and i dont know why(メ﹏メ)

  • @prblmchild0073
    @prblmchild0073 Před 9 měsíci +19

    This was so good. But you know what I just realized he’s gaslighting us into believing Crux doesn’t exist. When someone comes to save us we are gonna be screwed cause we’re not gonna listen and think it’s another test

  • @kateo2826
    @kateo2826 Před 9 měsíci +29

    I’m shook…the set up in case the department does try something, they won’t believe its anyone other than regulus. What a great start to halloweek.

  • @Eventideschildiswickedandwild
    @Eventideschildiswickedandwild Před 9 měsíci +49

    God this was so gut wrenching, hearing Crux’s voice merge into Regulus’ is the kinda shit that makes your blood run cold. So haunting, I’m so scared for this halloweek. 😅

  • @Hey.its.lucy21
    @Hey.its.lucy21 Před 9 měsíci +32

    I’m literally speechless this was insane and incredible I have no other words

  • @rachel_maybe
    @rachel_maybe Před 9 měsíci +21

    OHHHHHH MY GODDDDD
    We learned so much and yet all i have are more questions 😅
    I cant help but see Regulus' struggle with his listener as a paralell to the state of the Meridian. The way he talks about how there was once "You and me. And the line between. But now the line is blurring." And how he seems so desperate for that line to disappear. But WE know that if that happens, one side is doomed to be completely overwhelmed and destroyed by the other.
    So we as listeners know how important it is that that line between remains, but Regulus seems almost under the impression that something greater will happen if it falls - something that no one else has been dedicated enough to try. "They'd never seen what was on the other side, what could happen if they let the walls fall."
    The implications of that are terrifying and I cant wait to see what happens next 👀👀👀👀👀

  • @Kailesx_
    @Kailesx_ Před 9 měsíci +41

    I have always appreciated the sound design that Erik does, especially in videos/audios like this. In this one in particular I really liked the way that the background buzzing/humming slowly grew. To me it felt like it portrayed the sense of dread or anxiety the listener had while hearing Regulus spiral inside of their mind. Or at least it made me feel anxious so I guess that's a good thing?
    Such a fantastic way to start Halloweek, I'm excited to see what's next!!

  • @ejunkiette
    @ejunkiette Před 9 měsíci +20

    This is a MASTERPIECE. There is something special about these darker storylines, that really play with perspective and self-delusion and obsession, and how this all comes together is scary and exhilarating in the best way 💖💖

  • @evejohanna
    @evejohanna Před 9 měsíci +60

    This is so heartbreaking. The listener fighting over and over again, trying to get the upper hand. Grasping the hope that someone is coming to help them.
    The lines between Regulus and them blurring, mostly in a way where Regulus' thoughts are the ones on top. But in the end you can hear the listener coming through. "I need to be whole again. I need one second of peace. Why can't you just give me that!" And they gain the power to reach the door and open it.
    And it's all for nothing.
    Shit. Perfect spoop. Hopeless feeling. Time to listen again and go through another cycle I guess

  • @Jemini4228
    @Jemini4228 Před 9 měsíci +10

    It's also a sign of how far gone Regulus is that he seems to regard taking basic corporeal needs like rest and sustainance into account as a struggle. Having a soul link is probably exhausting.

  • @jenifaelderubis9627
    @jenifaelderubis9627 Před 9 měsíci +11

    How worried should I be considering the fact that I more than probably wouldn’t have tried to reach the door if I had the power to decide…?
    Anyway
    I’m always so amazed by how Erik manages to deliver the emotions through his performances and by the audio layerings that he creates. It’s so impressive! And don’t get me started on his world building… If I listened to the little voices in my head, I would leave civilization for a couple weeks, listen to all his videos again and write down and organize every single piece of lore about the redacted universe. But sadly I can’t do that. So I’ll just continue to be like this: 😯😮😲😧

  • @SkyBombNoodles
    @SkyBombNoodles Před 9 měsíci +9

    I LITERALLY GASPED. Oh my god, that ending genuinely gave me the most chills I've gotten in a while. This is absolutely amazing work!!

  • @TheUnstableMeridian
    @TheUnstableMeridian Před 9 měsíci +11

    theyre getting saved!! this is a great start to this years halloweek!!
    edit: nevermind goddamn was i wrong they are not saved. still a great start to halloweek!!

    • @xtysaeran
      @xtysaeran Před 9 měsíci +3

      THE EDITTED PART DAMN DKDKKDDK

  • @alittlesandpuppet
    @alittlesandpuppet Před 9 měsíci +18

    Now I'm not condoning anything Regulus has done, but what I AM saying is that I would have passed this test 🙈

  • @0strawbebbies0
    @0strawbebbies0 Před 9 měsíci +9

    THIS WAS INSANE OH MY GOD this is the most terrified I've been of him. My hands are actually shaking right now LMAO you did so amazing with this one Erik

  • @icecream4depression
    @icecream4depression Před 9 měsíci +7

    An answer to one question and a million more questions pop up. At one time in another life we perhaps loved him, but something went south. His overbearing controlling nature came out and we tried to leave. Maybe we succeeded in that life. When we died he never recovered and will spend eternity finding us. It’s really heartbreaking and I’ve considered the ethics of human demon or vamp relationships because of the inevitable.
    I hope Erik brings us some peeks into the past. How they met in their first life, how was their first relationship? How exactly does he find them?

  • @zeldahyrule3127
    @zeldahyrule3127 Před 9 měsíci +3

    The moment- Regulus said you failed the test, my heart dropped Poor listener- i hope they will get rescued.

  • @yourwaterreminder8418
    @yourwaterreminder8418 Před 9 měsíci +3

    i’m so pumped for this week. Thank you for all of your hard work Erik. stay hydrated and keep up the incredible work 🩷

  • @sophiaisabelle0227
    @sophiaisabelle0227 Před 9 měsíci

    We appreciate your dedication and hard work on this channel. Keep working hard.

  • @Gemmyrose
    @Gemmyrose Před 9 měsíci

    Love all the layering and sound effects, and the general unravelling
    Well done

  • @Jemini4228
    @Jemini4228 Před 9 měsíci +6

    This is so sad. Hope built and snapped abruptly like a dry twig at the end. I wonder if Mine is so far gone that their body will just give out from the strain of getting freedom should they succeed.

  • @GlitterGothBunny
    @GlitterGothBunny Před 3 měsíci

    This was insane! I loved it though. I did not expect the descent into madness that happened. I feel bad she's just trapped. The multiple voices were beautiful. I always love that effect for some reason. Great job💜

  • @iankloster4911
    @iankloster4911 Před 9 měsíci

    Yes yes yes YESSSS Ive been enjoying this halloweek so much. So excited about all these audios

  • @empressarcana
    @empressarcana Před 9 měsíci +3

    I have been left feeling all sorts of emotions, desperation, sorrow, something more sinister, eating away at any possible shred of light, reason, any of it. Getting lost in the narrative, feeling exhausted at wanting something so much, but never obtaining the result you seek. Always is special to me, it means a lot to me. I can understand not everyone takes certain words to heart as much as I do, but I can also understand how much a word can create an impact. So, yes, words can mean different things to others, but the emotion laced with intention, if one really wants to feel it, they do. Holding on so tightly, wanting to not lose something so precious and dear, holding on to the memory of desire, of what your heart, your existence is craving, screaming for-can be torment. Imagining lines blurring together, it brings me to a spiral staircase, used to be two, but they've merged and become one. I am seeing only one way, one path, but the despair is so loud, wanting another outcome, but always ending up in the same spot, same place. I can feel the desire, wanting someone so much, you become them, stay inside them. You are one. Staying so close to someone but it's not enough. When you want, when you crave, desire, something so much, someone so much, close is not close enough.
    The intensity of this audio, this script, is terrifyingly beautiful. The way words dance in my mind, lighting up when it resonates within me, makes me feel even more intensely. Leaping into the flames, knowing the fire is there, you will get burned, but don't care, just wanting to feel something, anything. The fire, the fight, I feel will always exist, even when they are about to go out. It is so scary to feel the fight leave someone, leave yourself, giving in to whatever force wants to overtake you. Again, I can see the two paths, two people, two energies, coming together, merging, but there is a distortion as well. I believe the most harrowing bit of all, on this ride, is the buildup, the inner-knowing, the cycles continue to repeat in some shape or form. The mention of human limitations, over and over, really pulls at me, hurts, really. In moments like this, I can't help but wonder what would the outcome be if one gives in. I can feel the urge to reach out, touch, bringing the flames to life, keeping them for yourself, burning self over and over again. Will giving in bring true peace? Is it an illusion, another distortion? Being able to give self over fully, disregarding everything, anything, just listening to the words, a part of you has been wanting to hear, forgetting, not wanting to fight it anymore, and simply giving in. I wonder about a lot of things, but the pace of this storyline is dark, delicious, too. Deep within, we all hold a curiosity for more understanding of self, of others, of existing, but in dark moments, feeling unempowered can lead to one's possible downfall. The true horror lies when an emotion as beautiful as love becomes tainted, due to external experiences, or anything in between.
    I give myself to you. I'm yours. Love exists, love is there. I choose love, I choose you. I can be your peace, pleasure, and bliss, too. Confessions from the heart, beating true to one's song, all of this, can create a completely different outcome. The proverbial downfall can shift into something different, something that grounds instead of creating limitations. The haunting imagery depicted in the storytelling really grabbed me, kept me in place, wanting to know more, even though it was going to lead me down another rabbit hole. I must admit, the line, "I tore your paper empire to shreds and I ate the pieces to make them mine," stirred something within me. Goodness, this the first installment of Halloweek and I'm already on my knees in prayer. Thank you, Erik, for your hard work, always.

  • @carolinavargas9746
    @carolinavargas9746 Před 9 měsíci +3

    This absolutely heart wrenching and heartbreaking I love this

  • @killerkupid
    @killerkupid Před 8 měsíci +3

    This is so darn artistic

  • @kilarthmac
    @kilarthmac Před 9 měsíci +6

    Holy shit that ending...

  • @RemyDarling
    @RemyDarling Před měsícem +1

    BRUTAL.

  • @kirrulya2726
    @kirrulya2726 Před 9 měsíci

    i'm shivering, this is incredible

  • @user-mt4ws3yq4f
    @user-mt4ws3yq4f Před 6 měsíci +1

    This is like an actual masterpiece like what the hell

  • @Asher160
    @Asher160 Před 9 měsíci

    Awesome video keep up the good work!

  • @pidgeon6024
    @pidgeon6024 Před 9 měsíci +2

    This one was such a trip honestly i did not foresee anything that happened

  • @Allegory_of_Wolves
    @Allegory_of_Wolves Před 7 měsíci +1

    Woah, damn! 😰 This is awesome! It's the creepiest art! This was better than any movie could have been!
    I've really been enjoying the layered audio in Regulus' videos so far. With my insomnia through the roof at the moment, I thought, I'd come and listen to the currently last two Regulus videos, and maybe the cool sound layering would help me get sleepy. I loved them in the earlier vids. 😵‍💫What a delusion that was on my part! 😆I'm wide awake now!!! 😳😅
    I did *not* expect that ending! When this droning sound got more and more intense, I imagined the listener literally crawling to the door slowly, trying not to pass out from the onslaught to their mind. It was practically numbing to listen to in such a strange way. And then the shock of opening the door and... THAT! 😱 When for a few seconds all your thoughts go blank. That must be the kind of feeling you get, when a grizzly bear or something charges. That shocked acceptance when you know, okay, it's over. 😑
    I'm so impressed by this storytelling/writing and voice acting and editing! Genius! 👍

  • @beebo_
    @beebo_ Před 9 měsíci +1

    Wow I didn’t expect that twist AT ALL that was scary I loved it sm

  • @UNKNOWN_FJ679
    @UNKNOWN_FJ679 Před 9 měsíci +4

    I was planning on sleeping but since u posted I will not sleep.

  • @WeirdZara
    @WeirdZara Před 9 měsíci +3

    That intro sound gave me some scary flashbacks of last year halloween fiasco

  • @redwillow311
    @redwillow311 Před 9 měsíci +7

    The question is.. How many times has he snuffed out his Listener? 🤔 He's trying to merge himself with them. Trying to blurr the lines. He's wanting them to join together because he feels like they are supposed to be a part of him. God damn this boi is broken.

  • @redwillow311
    @redwillow311 Před 9 měsíci +3

    I'M NOT HAVING TROUBLE BREATHING YOU ARE!!! JFC HERE WE GOOO!! 👀👀👀

  • @neckbackcripplinganxietyattack
    @neckbackcripplinganxietyattack Před 9 měsíci +2

    I loved this one

  • @heathermarie1322
    @heathermarie1322 Před 7 měsíci

    I love Regulus so much! I know he’s suppose to be red flags all over the place but he’s my favorite. His voice is so soothing but also chilling.

  • @seren5132
    @seren5132 Před 9 měsíci +1

    that was horrific, i loved it

  • @quietloyalty1358
    @quietloyalty1358 Před 9 měsíci

    I really like the halo sound effect of this audio. It's very alluring and kind of uncomfortable in a subtle way. You end up being forced to pay deep attention to the dialogue,forced anchoring. Really nice Indras web way to underline the difference between forevers. Great content as per usual.

  • @imabakedbean8391
    @imabakedbean8391 Před 9 měsíci +2

    “To need without need it return” damn I felt that

  • @mahi8276
    @mahi8276 Před 9 měsíci +1

    End is always Blast in Regulus story
    Always giving goosebumps 😱🤤

  • @anexor9700
    @anexor9700 Před 3 měsíci

    I can’t wait for the next instalment of Regulus’ story.

  • @neckbackcripplinganxietyattack
    @neckbackcripplinganxietyattack Před 9 měsíci +3

    Why am I attracted to this

  • @vegafan69
    @vegafan69 Před 9 měsíci +5

    HOLY FUCK HE’S BACK!!!

  • @pinkSPARKL
    @pinkSPARKL Před 4 měsíci

    5 months later and the ending still gets me 😭
    A thrilling perspective of how Regulus' spiralling obsession is wearing down his nuance and unveiling his desperation.

  • @mydeartulip
    @mydeartulip Před 8 měsíci +1

    im gonna throw up erik this is so good it made me feel genuine terror

  • @BooksInTheVoid
    @BooksInTheVoid Před 8 měsíci +1

    My heart is pounding.. Holy shit.

  • @CaileyPrim
    @CaileyPrim Před 9 měsíci +1

    Wow...just...wow

  • @emilygarbayo5295
    @emilygarbayo5295 Před 9 měsíci

    Rent was due and redacted served 🙇‍♀️

  • @silvanusrising
    @silvanusrising Před 9 měsíci +1

    REGULUS MY LOVE

  • @DarlingSpectrum
    @DarlingSpectrum Před 9 měsíci +1

    This was so scary!!!!

  • @scarletstone81
    @scarletstone81 Před 9 měsíci +2

    Regulus: I’m trying to make this house a home

  • @bellabloodflower5658
    @bellabloodflower5658 Před 6 měsíci

    I JUST REALIZED THIS IS THE END LF THE PLAYLIST…. LET LISTENER GO😭✊ PLEAASEEE LET THEM GOOOO

  • @LemonAde-jq2tt
    @LemonAde-jq2tt Před měsícem

    So uhm I’m actually inlove with this guy I NEED MORE OF REGULUS 😞😞

  • @bellabloodflower5658
    @bellabloodflower5658 Před 6 měsíci

    I almost started crying at the end when we realized Krux wasn’t real and that we were stuck. The way despair and crazed desperation built up in Regulus’ voice was gut wrenching and when it all stopped just for his voice to peek into “Krux” was devastating. He’s tearing himself apart while trying to keep up over and over. And it’s heartbreaking for both sides, even though I despise him so much

  • @heartpalette
    @heartpalette Před 9 měsíci

    I am ready, just need to put the LO to bed 🏃🏽‍♀️

  • @cali-fornia
    @cali-fornia Před 9 měsíci +4

    15:39 HIDING UNDER MY BLANKET RN LIKE THIS MFER IS THE BOOGEYMAN

  • @una9906
    @una9906 Před 8 měsíci

    WHEN THE SCARY WEEK AUDIO IS SCARY😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @sleepybunn8
    @sleepybunn8 Před 9 měsíci

    THAT MANS SICK!! /pos

  • @ahnaokkkk
    @ahnaokkkk Před 9 měsíci

    this was terrifying😃

  • @bagelbucket
    @bagelbucket Před 9 měsíci

    OH WOWW

  • @BansheeAudios
    @BansheeAudios Před 9 měsíci

    Someone needs to save me this is getting scary

  • @urfrenfishy
    @urfrenfishy Před 9 měsíci +3

    it’s bad that i feel bad for regulus. also does this confirm reincarnation? or is it just regulus being silly? either way this goes so much further than just this listener in particular, and something tells me it goes all the back to the sovereign war.

  • @kousenjuu
    @kousenjuu Před 9 měsíci

    oh let's fucking GO

  • @rumay.e
    @rumay.e Před měsícem

    Poor listener, im so sad

  • @ysabellabee
    @ysabellabee Před 9 měsíci

    Well. Time to stare at a wall for a bit

  • @tiannataylor9586
    @tiannataylor9586 Před 5 měsíci

    Does regulus’ listener have nickname yet

  • @jorin6764
    @jorin6764 Před 9 měsíci

    holy shit

  • @RiddleLeft
    @RiddleLeft Před 9 měsíci

    Am i having a stroke
    What does the thumbnail spell out??

  • @leanarose6
    @leanarose6 Před 9 měsíci +1

    Oh i love regulus. ✨

  • @LillyYang-jn8lg
    @LillyYang-jn8lg Před 9 měsíci

    Ngl if I heard that voice I’d yell at it like this” JUST SHUT UP….LET ME THINK ABOUT THIS YOU STUPID ANNOYING FREAKIN VOICE” and then I would open the door and stand in-front of the road and wait for a car to hit me- IM JUST KIDDING-

  • @db-uk2td
    @db-uk2td Před 9 měsíci +3

    can someone please tell me who crux is im so slow

    • @litl_kim
      @litl_kim Před 9 měsíci +3

      Have you watched the Ivan playlist? Crux was on the memory modification team with Cam after Baby was rescued from Ivan (when he was under Vega’s control)

    • @db-uk2td
      @db-uk2td Před 9 měsíci

      @@litl_kim what is this listener called? And did crux help them out too with regulus?

    • @litl_kim
      @litl_kim Před 9 měsíci +1

      @@db-uk2td the fandom refers to this listener as “Baby 2.0” Ivan’s original listener is called “Baby”
      When they were rescued from Vega and taken to the Department, Cam helped Baby 2.0 and Crux helped Ivan with memory modification. We haven’t seen Crux with Regulus, but assume because he was also detained like Vega, Regulus came in contact with him at some point…especially because Cam does know who Regulus is. He helped with this listener.
      Ivan’s story is really complex 💜 I hope that helps in someway. Please feel free to ask about more if needed. I’d love to help.

    • @db-uk2td
      @db-uk2td Před 9 měsíci +1

      @@litl_kim thank you so much I'm definitely going to watch Ivan's story from the beginning it'll be kinda hard tho since most of it is age restricted because of youtube 😅

    • @Ladkin3
      @Ladkin3 Před 9 měsíci

      @@litl_kimwhich series/playlist is ivan in bc there’s like 3 iv seen🥲

  • @Yo_girl642
    @Yo_girl642 Před 9 měsíci

    ❤❤❤😊😊

  • @veroxni
    @veroxni Před 9 měsíci

    what does the title say ?? am i dyslexic ??

    • @0strawbebbies0
      @0strawbebbies0 Před 9 měsíci +1

      "Every you you have ever been belongs to me" after listening to it I assume it's referring to reincarnation with the listener

    • @veroxni
      @veroxni Před 9 měsíci

      @@0strawbebbies0 OH MY GODD i thought it was a title typo 😭 thought it was supposed to say “everything you have ever been belongs to me” which stil didnt make sense 🧍🏽‍♀️ THANK YOU THO

  • @saraalmurran2419
    @saraalmurran2419 Před 9 měsíci

    That was amazing but I feel the title of the video kinda spoiled it

    • @litl_kim
      @litl_kim Před 9 měsíci +1

      You’d think so, but a lot of people missed it 😊

    • @AyanokoujiSama
      @AyanokoujiSama Před 9 měsíci +1

      @@litl_kim Guilty as charged! 🤣 I saw "Possesive Yandere Dae-" and clicked so fast I had no idea what it was about besides it being a Regulus installment (and wouldn't have notice the video title at all if not for this comment) 😅😂

    • @litl_kim
      @litl_kim Před 9 měsíci

      @@AyanokoujiSama no, you’re good cause you didn’t actually see the title 😊 I meant some who did and realized after the audio they didn’t get it lol

  • @amberrr_misss
    @amberrr_misss Před 9 měsíci

    Wow lol 😢

  • @neutralbrain
    @neutralbrain Před 9 měsíci +1

    Who's going to tell Erik he said 'You' twice in the thumbnail lmfao

    • @litl_kim
      @litl_kim Před 9 měsíci +6

      Every you…you have ever been…belongs to me

    • @neutralbrain
      @neutralbrain Před 9 měsíci +1

      @@litl_kim oh wait..that makes since I'm a dumbass LFMAOO

    • @litl_kim
      @litl_kim Před 9 měsíci

      @@neutralbrain no you’re not! 💖 it took me a minute too. And I’ve seen many other people not see it. I think when your brain sees it one way, you can’t get it out of that loop 😊

  • @froggiene6039
    @froggiene6039 Před 9 měsíci +1

    way to high for this

  • @messengerofstupidity984
    @messengerofstupidity984 Před 8 měsíci

    My perfectionism when Regulus tells me i failed the test: 🔥 this is fine. 🔥 Im fine 🥲🔥