Anxiety and depression are so hard. I have that too. Some days are good, some are bad, and some days are really bad. Just take it one day at a time. We all love you on here. Love and hugs!
This broke my heart, Victoria 💔😔 I can’t tell u how much I relate. I’ve had severe depression & anxiety for 20 years now and it’s still a struggle to even get out of bed. I am late to work every day cause I have to force Myself to do ANYTHING. I barely drive these days because of my anxiety that something is gonna happen. Trust me I could go on about this forever I just want u to know EXACTLY how you are feeling. PLEASE reach out to me if u need a friend cause I am here for u. I am so happy to see your beautiful face I missed u so much. I love you SO much!!!! Stay strong girl 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Me too. It’s a struggle even doing normal day to day things. I feel sick to my stomach when I wake up for class cos I have anxiety about having to find a parking spot then being late for class & so I wouldn’t go to class then would have anxiety cos I missed class and was worried I missed something really important. Lately my depression and anxiety has been at an all time worse to where I have to force myself to even get out of bed and I haven’t had a good day in over a year. I don’t even remember what it feels like to be genuinely happy anymore.
Lola_Dash I can definitely relate - if I didn’t have to work I don’t think I’d ever get out of bed. If I could afford to always take Uber’s I would cause my driving anxiety is terrible. Glad to see I’m not alone
I suffer from depression and anxiety issues and when I wake up the depression almost feels like sleep paralysis to me. I’m also a trans girl too btw. So I feel you Victoria! Love you 💕
same. It is the worst when I wake up sometimes and I just feel like my life sucks and there's nothing I can do about it. I'm not trans, I'm a recovering addict. I have learned over time that this happens to me sometimes and I just have to go through it and cry and tell someone. For me it does get better eventually, but there are definitely days when I don't have work that I literally stay in bed all day and don't get out until like 2 am.. Plus I work the graveyard shift so my sleep schedule is already fucked.
Ugh I wish I could jump through the screen and hug you Victoria! No matter how inconsistent you upload I’m always going to watch you and enjoy your personality. Watching you videos helps me a lot when I’m depressed or anxious bc it makes me feel like I’m talking with a friend (which I don’t really have much of anymore) so thank you for that ❣️
I totally relate to the part about feeling like you have a hole inside of you that you can't fill and also about the question, "Why am I here?" I honestly have no idea why I'm here on this Earth, like what is my purpose? It really sucks to have that eating away feeling.
Same. I’ve always had depression and anxiety as a teenager but it’s gotten worse now that I’m in my late 20’s and that exact thing is something my brain won’t stop thinking about now. I don’t wanna die but living a normal life is so mentally exhausting and difficult and I totally get that eating away feeling cos it just makes my depression even worse
So happy you're back! I'm not trans but you still help me so much cheering my day up! Don't ever leave us again!! Lots of love from Rio de Janeiro, Brazil!
Welcome back. I just want to say that you are amazing person. Please be strong and don't let anything make you feel down. I'm transgender girl too. I live in Turkey. My family has rejected. I was forced to leave the house and moved to my friend's house. Here in Turkey they don't give jop for trans girls. I'm living the hardest days of my life. I miss my family so much. Sometimes I can't breathe and I just want to die. But I always try to be strong and positive. Please be good. Love you
Waking up and feeling like your heart is locked in ice feels really bad. But people like you inspire me to keep going and keep striving to become stronger. You have a beautiful soul Victoria! Don’t ever forget that you are valued and loved❤️
I’ve never related to a video more, this summer has been by far the worst, and most darkest point in my life, I hate when I’m feeling really good one day and then I start thinking about tomorrow, pushing yourself through depression and anxiety every single day is exhausting and never ending but you can always find ways to cope, I hope you take care of yourself girl, you’re never alone in it, your future is very bright, ily 💖💖
Girl! *Hugs* I'm so happy to see your face again but just remember, even when you're not here you've still made such a difference to so many of us, and you continue to do that every day through the videos you've already made. Even when you're not able to post new content your videos reach new people each and every day and that impact is never going to stop. I'm sorry to here you've been going through such a rough period and I'm happy to see you're doing better but in those dark moments remember that there's nothing that will stop you changing lives for the better. (Except for deleting your channel, please just don't do that) We love you, we care about you, and we want you to be happy and healthy. New content will always come second to that, so try to remember that if you ever feel like you need to step back and focus on you.
hi sis! it's mikedelrey from the streams. i'm so happy to see you're back & that you're being candid and honest with what you're going through. i love you so much, we all do! i personally know what depression / anxiety is like. some days i'm down to do whatever (or whomever) but other days i just wanna... sulk. lay in bed all day. you're such a beacon for so many people though. keep your head up, we'll be here to help as much as we can
It’s so nice having you back. I’m so happy you found the strength to upload though it saddens me to see you like this. You can rest assured that we are here to support you through your struggles. Sending you so much love xx
i’ve never related to something so much, i’m so happy you made this video it showed me i’m not the only one going through this. i’m so glad you’re back.
Special star here, watched the whole thing and just here to say YOU ARE UNDERSTOOD!! The end reminded me of why I dread a voicemail that doesn’t have a time limit, inevitably I find myself saying “aaaand I’m still talking! Okay I love you byeeeee!” You’re lovely and sweet and I’m so glad you’re back 🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻
Thank you for being vulnerable and real with us. You’re one of the first people I followed when I got into CZcams. You are amazing. I wish you were around more but I completely understand why you aren’t. I really hope you know you’re not alone. A lot of us struggle with this shit. Love you. This too shall pass.
Truly relatable I'm going through the same with my depression and anxiety. I've always tried to help others and kept putting myself dead last. All that neglect built up over the years and the most difficult part is building yourself up. We think we're alone but we're not. In order to build yourself you have to accept a helping hand from those who love and support you. I wish all of you the best with whatever life is throwing at you.
Omg. You are SO PRECIOUS. I completely understand how you feel. Depression literally, HURTS, physically HURTS. You wake up with that frightened feeling in the pit of your stomach. It's SO great that you see this for what it is and you are determined to push through! You are an inspiration! I've just found you and I Love You already...😘🤗 *Edit* P.S. Those fucking LIPS and dimples, though! Ugggghhhh. JELLY. 😘
This made me mad emotional. I felt this on a visceral level. I spent the middle 2 weeks of July in bed with crippling anxiety that started causing suicidal ideation. That feeling of pain, and a constant heaviness is hell. Not having the motivation to shower or fulfil obligations, but getting to work cuz if not your ass is broke and homeless. Fuck, I wish you stable good mental health ♥️
oh my gness I have never in my life seen someone be the opposite of a narcissist until this vid. I am seriously in tears to know that there are actually people out there that are so selfless. I know there are good people but to hear someone say... I can be in my bed upset but that doesn't mean you guys have to be. I have been surrounded my narcs my whole life and I struggle every day to try and find the good in people and honey you just exude beauty, truly. Inside and out
I wish I could give you a big hug! You are such a beautiful person inside and out. There are so many people in this world with depression and by talking about it and not making it so taboo, you are really helping others. I am not sure if you take medication for this, but it really does help. You are a beautiful person, Victoria! The world needs more people like you.... sending you lots of love! 💕
So happy to see you back :) glad you are better now ! I understand exactly what you mean as someone who suffers from anxiety and depression for many years . I’ve gotten better over the years and my depression is now diagnosed as pretty much high functioning depression . However , I’ve become way more positive and motivated for most part as compared to years back .Just make sure take care of yourself first and never put yourself down . Your videos have helped so many already and will continue to help. You’re a great light for anyone . Also, I understand it’s sometimes hard to be motivated . It’s okay to take time off . It’s okay to be human. Take it one step at a time ! Best regards , Mimi 💜🖤
I know how it feels to want so badly to continue your hobbies and passions during a depressive episode, and you literally can’t. No energy, no ideas, like your body/brain won’t let you. And the longer you go without creating, the less you even want to do it. Girl, it takes a lot to do what you’re doing by not giving up. This is inspiring, all the best to you
I’m soooo glad your back. You are loved by so many people. Your a amazing woman and you don’t need to apologize for anything. Stay strong girl.❤️❤️❤️😊😊😊
Every once in a while when I'm having a hard day and I feel all alone in the world, I pull up your channel and watch your "What is that who you fightin?" Video on repeat. I love that video. It helped me when I was in a pretty dark place and all my close friends turned their backs on me. it always makes me feel better and it drives me to better myself so I can feel good about myself and leave all the haters in my fuckin dust. I love you mom!!!!!! I'm happy you're alive and still kicking and still being badass.
Get well. I feel you, been diagnosed with depression and other stuff.You're smart and very self aware. You're get through this. Its not easy, but we manage. get support you need
I just want to leap through the screen and give you a hug. I've missed you so much but I know that sometimes we all just have to step back for a while, especially when we struggle with mental illness. In 2018 alone it's become harder and harder for me to even get out of bed and it feels like my depression is eating me alive even though I'm going to therapy. I hate that I know exactly how you feel but it also helps knowing I'm not alone in feeling this way. You are such and inspiration and you help so many people just by being you. I'm so happy you're back. Please take care of yourself
I’m not trans, I’m not gay, but Victoria this video has helped me a month after you posted it and you’ve inspired me so much. I feel as though I’m at rock bottom when it comes to my anxiety and depression, convincing myself that nothing in my life is real because I’m not deserving of it so I shouldn’t trust anyone. I stopped doing things that once made me feel good because they bring no joy, and knowing that someone can relate is exactly what I needed. I’m sorry you understand how I’m feeling, but thank you for telling us that you do. I know we can all rise from our breaking points, we just have to keep ourselves alive to do so. Lots of love queen
I don’t know how I could have gotten through my beginning stages of my transition without you so thank you ❤️ love you so much and we are still here for you babes
you are so sweet for this video! and im super glad you are back! your videos are definitely helpful to lots of people. And i think you have a really unique perspective. We're all just out here trying to figure it out, trying to exist with purpose and to be happy. Happiness isn't a constant state, so just try to really cherish and appreciate the moments in life when you feel true happiness. And when you are feeling low, use that as motivation to pull yourself out of the depression.
I feel the same way. Like to the tea. The physical part of anxiety and depression is literally the biggest struggle and people don’t get it who don’t have mental health issues. Let’s just pray things will get better Baby girl and i have to tell you taking vitamins like complex b vitamins and magnesium as well as eating healthy and drinking a shit ton of water helped out with the tension and chest tightening. 💕 best of luck girl.
the beginning made me giggle in a way i never have before lol i just woke up and was kinda crabby and when you tapped that soda oh man that made me laugh so much those few seconds. thank you doll
Omg I thought I was the only one who physically feels the depression,,, it sucks so bad but thank u for this video, u defanitly helped me and I'm sure so many others, love u, and we get it, take ur time and take care of u
i am so glad you found the strength to pursue what u love again. i will always support u and i wish you all the healing and love you deserve. you are sososo loved and if you need to focus on you, please do.
Beautiful woman, know that it's very normal to feel the way you do, you are not weak but human. Just know that there are a lot of people who care and want to see you doing well. Depression is not easy....and it's different for everyone, there's no quick fix, no magic pill or phrase that will "snap" you out of it. You take the time you need to get feeling like yourself again, spoil yourself...indulge a little...love yourself girl!!!💛
Thank you for feeling comfortable and capable enough to share your struggles girl. We all go through them. I'm so incredibly proud of you for being able to say quote "No matter what happens I wont allow myself to do nothing" (or something like that). You have a drive. You have hope and that's honestly really inspirational. i strive to be as strong as you are in this moment. Nothing in life comes easy Victoria. Fly bitch, fly.
Welcome back baby girl! I feel for you and understand exactly what you’re going through. I’ve experienced the same thing and just recently started meeting with a therapist for it. Stay strong and just know that we all love you. ❤️
Every video from you is a blessing. Time between videos is just juicy anticipation. A CZcamsr I've loved since I was 12 , Audfaced. She has gone years without posting. Seeing an upload after all that time was the most exciting feeling. Don't swet Victoria. We will be here. So take time for you when you need it. 😚💚💚💚
My father just passed away during the same time I was going through a breakup with someone I really cared about. I've been feeling lower this past month than I have ever been. But I know I still have potential in this life. Just like you babydoll. Your humor is a light in my life. The fact that you can endure the pains of life and still come on camera and smile. Were gonna be okay😅 ily
And GIRL. I can relate to waking up some mornings and just wanting roll right the fuck back over and wanna quit my job. But it does get better. Ok ily.
omg hunny you are not alone !! thank you for sharing this .. everything your saying I've experienced! ! look at the little things that you enjoy! like your soda or maybe go for a light walk.. sending you positive vibes !! 💖💖💖💖 you !!
So glad you’re back, sis. Been thinking of you and it’s so great to hear that you’re feeling better! Keep fighting through it because things always get better 💕 Your videos have given me a smile on those darkest days that you’ve described and I can never be thankful enough for that.
I painfully relate to everything you said. Some days I can’t force myself to get up and do what I need to do. We love you and I promise you that you will be okay. We love an honest queen ❤️
We love ya and it's okay to be sick, and as long as you're ready to get back up we are excited to have you back. Even if you are up and down, life is a journey, and you're a BADASS 😚
Omggggggggg my chest hair flew when I saw this video posted 😍😍😍 On a more serious note - I share your struggle with anxiety/depression. Everyone’s battle is different, but one thing that’s always true is that the rise from the ashes will be beautiful ❤️
Babe, I feel the same way. I am an artist and can make good money from my drawings but that anxiety and self loathing thing from not doing it creeps in and I won't draw for months at a time. I also get that physical pain. Like when I wake up, my whole body is sore like someone beat me up and it takes every ounce of energy in my entire being to get out of bed. You're not alone. I'm glad you're back though and I will be so happy to see you making vids again.
Girl I am going through the same thing I understand. I do the same thing and I have a job I have to work. There are times where I don't want to get out of bed but I have to force myself to. Hang in there.
im so excited to see what new videos you post! I think its a good thing you took that break. You needed that time to yourself and Im proud of you for doing that :) Im so happy to hear youre feeling better now, even though of course I know anything can change in a matter of days. Im so excited youre back
We love you. I’m cis but I sometimes have a lot of hard days as well with illness. You help everyone in any walk of life. Welcome back beautiful ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
It's been so long I missed you so much, you are not alone in ur struggle love. I understand you so much seriously. Struggling with mental illness is horrible when you just wanna be happy but in ur head ur really not. I put on a persona alot to push aside the anxiety and depression, it's a struggle I always battle in my head. Struggling to accept I have anxiety scared of having an anxiety attack in a public setting. I really hope you are able to accept it and be aware bc the more you are it's easier to get out of it. Just gotta keep trying ur hardest love. Hope you have an amazing day💖
I been wondering where you have been but I totally understand. I have been in a bad depression as well as bad aniexty, ptsd, and ocd. It controls my whole life. I am praying so hard for you.
You are NOT weak! You’re strong because you’re still getting up. You’re still here! You’ve got this Victoria, you can do this! You need to carry on for yourself because, my god, you are worth it! When you feel down, come back to this video and read these comments! Everyone of us will be there if you ever need an ear, this is what your channel is here for it!
You inspire me so much. As a transgender girl, I can say that you are one of my best sources of strength. I just legally changed my name, and I just wanted to say THANK YOU SO MUCH. Victoria, you are, we are strong!
Stay strong, you’re an inspiration and we don’t need you to upload consistently to know you care and love your fans and CZcams. We love you regardless ❤️
Glad you are back and I hope you continue to stay but don’t stress out over it. If you feel like shit then take a day. Shit, take the week if you need. Be you and be great. Love you
Believe me, it's a horrible place to be when it feels like actual pain. Not just emotional but physical. Like a part of you is missing. It's very Hallmark to say that you must keep movin' on but it's true. When you get real low think of all the things you would miss, all the people who love you and would never be the same without you. We all matter. We all have a purpose. Keep that head up, don't give those nay-sayers the satisfaction of keeping you down.
I go through this everyday, i feel like i want to sleep for a thousand years and each day is a struggle to get through, like im swimming through mud and im being pulled down and down into the pits of hell.
My favorite Christian mom vlogger is back♥️
David G. lol I love your comment!
Anxiety and depression are so hard. I have that too. Some days are good, some are bad, and some days are really bad. Just take it one day at a time. We all love you on here. Love and hugs!
melody harnest yep one day at a time is all we can do
my mother is back omg ily
This broke my heart, Victoria 💔😔 I can’t tell u how much I relate. I’ve had severe depression & anxiety for 20 years now and it’s still a struggle to even get out of bed. I am late to work every day cause I have to force
Myself to do ANYTHING. I barely drive these days because of my anxiety that something is gonna happen. Trust me I could go on about this forever I just want u to know EXACTLY
how you are feeling.
PLEASE reach out to me if u need a friend cause I am here for u. I am so happy to see your beautiful face I missed u so much. I love you SO much!!!! Stay strong girl 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Sophia Santacruz awww thank u love 💕💕💕
Me too. It’s a struggle even doing normal day to day things. I feel sick to my stomach when I wake up for class cos I have anxiety about having to find a parking spot then being late for class & so I wouldn’t go to class then would have anxiety cos I missed class and was worried I missed something really important. Lately my depression and anxiety has been at an all time worse to where I have to force myself to even get out of bed and I haven’t had a good day in over a year. I don’t even remember what it feels like to be genuinely happy anymore.
Lola_Dash I can definitely relate - if I didn’t have to work I don’t think I’d ever get out of bed. If I could afford to always take Uber’s I would cause my driving anxiety is terrible. Glad to see I’m not alone
I love you baby!!
I suffer from depression and anxiety issues and when I wake up the depression almost feels like sleep paralysis to me. I’m also a trans girl too btw. So I feel you Victoria! Love you 💕
same. It is the worst when I wake up sometimes and I just feel like my life sucks and there's nothing I can do about it. I'm not trans, I'm a recovering addict. I have learned over time that this happens to me sometimes and I just have to go through it and cry and tell someone. For me it does get better eventually, but there are definitely days when I don't have work that I literally stay in bed all day and don't get out until like 2 am.. Plus I work the graveyard shift so my sleep schedule is already fucked.
Sophia Santacruz 💕❤️😘
Ugh I wish I could jump through the screen and hug you Victoria! No matter how inconsistent you upload I’m always going to watch you and enjoy your personality. Watching you videos helps me a lot when I’m depressed or anxious bc it makes me feel like I’m talking with a friend (which I don’t really have much of anymore) so thank you for that ❣️
I've never seen you so vulnerable. This video touched me. I look forward to seeing more.
I totally relate to the part about feeling like you have a hole inside of you that you can't fill and also about the question, "Why am I here?" I honestly have no idea why I'm here on this Earth, like what is my purpose? It really sucks to have that eating away feeling.
Same. I’ve always had depression and anxiety as a teenager but it’s gotten worse now that I’m in my late 20’s and that exact thing is something my brain won’t stop thinking about now. I don’t wanna die but living a normal life is so mentally exhausting and difficult and I totally get that eating away feeling cos it just makes my depression even worse
100% relatable existence is painful
We missed you so much ❤️
So happy you're back! I'm not trans but you still help me so much cheering my day up! Don't ever leave us again!! Lots of love from Rio de Janeiro, Brazil!
Welcome back. I just want to say that you are amazing person. Please be strong and don't let anything make you feel down. I'm transgender girl too. I live in Turkey. My family has rejected. I was forced to leave the house and moved to my friend's house. Here in Turkey they don't give jop for trans girls. I'm living the hardest days of my life. I miss my family so much. Sometimes I can't breathe and I just want to die. But I always try to be strong and positive. Please be good. Love you
Waking up and feeling like your heart is locked in ice feels really bad. But people like you inspire me to keep going and keep striving to become stronger. You have a beautiful soul Victoria! Don’t ever forget that you are valued and loved❤️
I’ve never related to a video more, this summer has been by far the worst, and most darkest point in my life, I hate when I’m feeling really good one day and then I start thinking about tomorrow, pushing yourself through depression and anxiety every single day is exhausting and never ending but you can always find ways to cope, I hope you take care of yourself girl, you’re never alone in it, your future is very bright, ily 💖💖
Girl! *Hugs* I'm so happy to see your face again but just remember, even when you're not here you've still made such a difference to so many of us, and you continue to do that every day through the videos you've already made.
Even when you're not able to post new content your videos reach new people each and every day and that impact is never going to stop. I'm sorry to here you've been going through such a rough period and I'm happy to see you're doing better but in those dark moments remember that there's nothing that will stop you changing lives for the better. (Except for deleting your channel, please just don't do that)
We love you, we care about you, and we want you to be happy and healthy. New content will always come second to that, so try to remember that if you ever feel like you need to step back and focus on you.
Thank you so much ❤️
hi sis! it's mikedelrey from the streams. i'm so happy to see you're back & that you're being candid and honest with what you're going through. i love you so much, we all do! i personally know what depression / anxiety is like. some days i'm down to do whatever (or whomever) but other days i just wanna... sulk. lay in bed all day.
you're such a beacon for so many people though. keep your head up, we'll be here to help as much as we can
It’s so nice having you back. I’m so happy you found the strength to upload though it saddens me to see you like this. You can rest assured that we are here to support you through your struggles. Sending you so much love xx
i’ve never related to something so much, i’m so happy you made this video it showed me i’m not the only one going through this. i’m so glad you’re back.
Special star here, watched the whole thing and just here to say YOU ARE UNDERSTOOD!! The end reminded me of why I dread a voicemail that doesn’t have a time limit, inevitably I find myself saying “aaaand I’m still talking! Okay I love you byeeeee!”
You’re lovely and sweet and I’m so glad you’re back 🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻
Thank you for being vulnerable and real with us. You’re one of the first people I followed when I got into CZcams. You are amazing. I wish you were around more but I completely understand why you aren’t. I really hope you know you’re not alone. A lot of us struggle with this shit. Love you. This too shall pass.
Legit missed you and your personality.
Truly relatable I'm going through the same with my depression and anxiety. I've always tried to help others and kept putting myself dead last. All that neglect built up over the years and the most difficult part is building yourself up. We think we're alone but we're not. In order to build yourself you have to accept a helping hand from those who love and support you.
I wish all of you the best with whatever life is throwing at you.
Omg. You are SO PRECIOUS. I completely understand how you feel. Depression literally, HURTS, physically HURTS. You wake up with that frightened feeling in the pit of your stomach. It's SO great that you see this for what it is and you are determined to push through! You are an inspiration!
I've just found you and I Love You already...😘🤗
*Edit* P.S. Those fucking LIPS and dimples, though! Ugggghhhh. JELLY. 😘
This made me mad emotional. I felt this on a visceral level. I spent the middle 2 weeks of July in bed with crippling anxiety that started causing suicidal ideation. That feeling of pain, and a constant heaviness is hell. Not having the motivation to shower or fulfil obligations, but getting to work cuz if not your ass is broke and homeless. Fuck, I wish you stable good mental health ♥️
oh my gness I have never in my life seen someone be the opposite of a narcissist until this vid. I am seriously in tears to know that there are actually people out there that are so selfless. I know there are good people but to hear someone say... I can be in my bed upset but that doesn't mean you guys have to be. I have been surrounded my narcs my whole life and I struggle every day to try and find the good in people and honey you just exude beauty, truly. Inside and out
I wish I could give you a big hug! You are such a beautiful person inside and out. There are so many people in this world with depression and by talking about it and not making it so taboo, you are really helping others. I am not sure if you take medication for this, but it really does help. You are a beautiful person, Victoria! The world needs more people like you.... sending you lots of love! 💕
So happy to see you back :) glad you are better now ! I understand exactly what you mean as someone who suffers from anxiety and depression for many years . I’ve gotten better over the years and my depression is now diagnosed as pretty much high functioning depression . However , I’ve become way more positive and motivated for most part as compared to years back .Just make sure take care of yourself first and never put yourself down . Your videos have helped so many already and will continue to help. You’re a great light for anyone . Also, I understand it’s sometimes hard to be motivated . It’s okay to take time off . It’s okay to be human. Take it one step at a time !
Best regards , Mimi
💜🖤
I know how it feels to want so badly to continue your hobbies and passions during a depressive episode, and you literally can’t. No energy, no ideas, like your body/brain won’t let you. And the longer you go without creating, the less you even want to do it. Girl, it takes a lot to do what you’re doing by not giving up. This is inspiring, all the best to you
Hey girl,
I'm so happy you're back and finding the strength to share.
Don't think you realise just how inspirational and funny your videos are.
I’m soooo glad your back. You are loved by so many people. Your a amazing woman and you don’t need to apologize for anything. Stay strong girl.❤️❤️❤️😊😊😊
Every once in a while when I'm having a hard day and I feel all alone in the world, I pull up your channel and watch your "What is that who you fightin?" Video on repeat. I love that video. It helped me when I was in a pretty dark place and all my close friends turned their backs on me. it always makes me feel better and it drives me to better myself so I can feel good about myself and leave all the haters in my fuckin dust. I love you mom!!!!!! I'm happy you're alive and still kicking and still being badass.
Get well. I feel you, been diagnosed with depression and other stuff.You're smart and very self aware. You're get through this. Its not easy, but we manage. get support you need
I just want to leap through the screen and give you a hug. I've missed you so much but I know that sometimes we all just have to step back for a while, especially when we struggle with mental illness. In 2018 alone it's become harder and harder for me to even get out of bed and it feels like my depression is eating me alive even though I'm going to therapy. I hate that I know exactly how you feel but it also helps knowing I'm not alone in feeling this way. You are such and inspiration and you help so many people just by being you.
I'm so happy you're back. Please take care of yourself
I’m not trans, I’m not gay, but Victoria this video has helped me a month after you posted it and you’ve inspired me so much. I feel as though I’m at rock bottom when it comes to my anxiety and depression, convincing myself that nothing in my life is real because I’m not deserving of it so I shouldn’t trust anyone. I stopped doing things that once made me feel good because they bring no joy, and knowing that someone can relate is exactly what I needed. I’m sorry you understand how I’m feeling, but thank you for telling us that you do. I know we can all rise from our breaking points, we just have to keep ourselves alive to do so.
Lots of love queen
I don’t know how I could have gotten through my beginning stages of my transition without you so thank you ❤️ love you so much and we are still here for you babes
you are so sweet for this video! and im super glad you are back! your videos are definitely helpful to lots of people. And i think you have a really unique perspective.
We're all just out here trying to figure it out, trying to exist with purpose and to be happy. Happiness isn't a constant state, so just try to really cherish and appreciate the moments in life when you feel true happiness. And when you are feeling low, use that as motivation to pull yourself out of the depression.
I feel the same way. Like to the tea. The physical part of anxiety and depression is literally the biggest struggle and people don’t get it who don’t have mental health issues. Let’s just pray things will get better Baby girl and i have to tell you taking vitamins like complex b vitamins and magnesium as well as eating healthy and drinking a shit ton of water helped out with the tension and chest tightening. 💕 best of luck girl.
the beginning made me giggle in a way i never have before lol i just woke up and was kinda crabby and when you tapped that soda oh man that made me laugh so much those few seconds. thank you doll
missed you hun! glad to see you’re back, can’t wait to see what you do!🧡🧡
Cried my ass off! Thank you for being okay, please be healthy. We need you girl!
Omg I thought I was the only one who physically feels the depression,,, it sucks so bad but thank u for this video, u defanitly helped me and I'm sure so many others, love u, and we get it, take ur time and take care of u
Thank you for being so raw and open. So so happy that you're back! Glad that you took time for yourself. Health >>>
i am so glad you found the strength to pursue what u love again. i will always support u and i wish you all the healing and love you deserve. you are sososo loved and if you need to focus on you, please do.
Beautiful woman, know that it's very normal to feel the way you do, you are not weak but human. Just know that there are a lot of people who care and want to see you doing well. Depression is not easy....and it's different for everyone, there's no quick fix, no magic pill or phrase that will "snap" you out of it. You take the time you need to get feeling like yourself again, spoil yourself...indulge a little...love yourself girl!!!💛
Thank you for feeling comfortable and capable enough to share your struggles girl. We all go through them. I'm so incredibly proud of you for being able to say quote "No matter what happens I wont allow myself to do nothing" (or something like that). You have a drive. You have hope and that's honestly really inspirational. i strive to be as strong as you are in this moment. Nothing in life comes easy Victoria. Fly bitch, fly.
Welcome back baby girl! I feel for you and understand exactly what you’re going through. I’ve experienced the same thing and just recently started meeting with a therapist for it. Stay strong and just know that we all love you. ❤️
Every video from you is a blessing. Time between videos is just juicy anticipation.
A CZcamsr I've loved since I was 12 , Audfaced. She has gone years without posting. Seeing an upload after all that time was the most exciting feeling.
Don't swet Victoria. We will be here. So take time for you when you need it. 😚💚💚💚
We love an emotional queen ❤️ On a more serious note: thinking of you Victoria!! Supporting you always!!!
My father just passed away during the same time I was going through a breakup with someone I really cared about. I've been feeling lower this past month than I have ever been. But I know I still have potential in this life. Just like you babydoll. Your humor is a light in my life. The fact that you can endure the pains of life and still come on camera and smile. Were gonna be okay😅 ily
And GIRL. I can relate to waking up some mornings and just wanting roll right the fuck back over and wanna quit my job. But it does get better. Ok ily.
omg hunny you are not alone !! thank you for sharing this .. everything your saying I've experienced! ! look at the little things that you enjoy! like your soda or maybe go for a light walk.. sending you positive vibes !! 💖💖💖💖 you !!
I love your honesty
Can’t wait for more content
So glad you’re back, sis. Been thinking of you and it’s so great to hear that you’re feeling better! Keep fighting through it because things always get better 💕
Your videos have given me a smile on those darkest days that you’ve described and I can never be thankful enough for that.
I painfully relate to everything you said. Some days I can’t force myself to get up and do what I need to do. We love you and I promise you that you will be okay.
We love an honest queen ❤️
We love ya and it's okay to be sick, and as long as you're ready to get back up we are excited to have you back. Even if you are up and down, life is a journey, and you're a BADASS 😚
I clicked on this so fast
They can’t kill you misss keeesha!! ❤️ u girl!!
Thank you for sharing and being vulnerable with us. We love you!!! Keep going girl!!
Omggggggggg my chest hair flew when I saw this video posted 😍😍😍
On a more serious note - I share your struggle with anxiety/depression. Everyone’s battle is different, but one thing that’s always true is that the rise from the ashes will be beautiful ❤️
Babe, I feel the same way. I am an artist and can make good money from my drawings but that anxiety and self loathing thing from not doing it creeps in and I won't draw for months at a time. I also get that physical pain. Like when I wake up, my whole body is sore like someone beat me up and it takes every ounce of energy in my entire being to get out of bed. You're not alone. I'm glad you're back though and I will be so happy to see you making vids again.
This described everything I'm going through.. I wish us both better days, my love! 🖤
Girl I am going through the same thing I understand. I do the same thing and I have a job I have to work. There are times where I don't want to get out of bed but I have to force myself to. Hang in there.
I know that feeling...I'm so sorry you have to go through this. We love you Victoria and we'll always be here supporting you.
So glad you are back. Going threw this alone is hard... We are here rooting for you. Love you! 💗
Victoria, you dont realise how amazing you are.
You are so funny and so real. Thank you for sharing your most difficult moments with others. Stay Strong!!
im so excited to see what new videos you post! I think its a good thing you took that break. You needed that time to yourself and Im proud of you for doing that :) Im so happy to hear youre feeling better now, even though of course I know anything can change in a matter of days. Im so excited youre back
So glad to see you back.
Yes you help us so much / I just stopped crying right now after watching this video / you have no idea how much you're important to us 💗💔
It warms my heart to see that your okay, if anyone understands, I do. Keep your chin up, your an amazing being, keep doing you girl. ❤
We love you. I’m cis but I sometimes have a lot of hard days as well with illness. You help everyone in any walk of life. Welcome back beautiful ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I completely understand how you feel. You are not alone.
It's been so long I missed you so much, you are not alone in ur struggle love. I understand you so much seriously. Struggling with mental illness is horrible when you just wanna be happy but in ur head ur really not. I put on a persona alot to push aside the anxiety and depression, it's a struggle I always battle in my head. Struggling to accept I have anxiety scared of having an anxiety attack in a public setting. I really hope you are able to accept it and be aware bc the more you are it's easier to get out of it. Just gotta keep trying ur hardest love. Hope you have an amazing day💖
I know exactly what you're going through. Never feel bad for needing to take a break; I love you so much and I'm so glad you're back!!
When she started crying I lost it. I just wanted to hug her so bad, and I hate hugs so that's saying something
I can relate to so much of what you've said here. I'm glad you're back, keep doing what you love queen ❤💕💛💚💗💖💜💙💘
~love ya~
U have no idea how much I’ve been craving another vid from u bbbb. (PS: we fucking love u)
I relate so hard, I wake up & I feel super tired/ achy & unmotivated. It’s a day by day struggle but we will be okay 💕💕
Hang on girl. You’re gonna get through this too. We are always here to support you♥️
I been wondering where you have been but I totally understand. I have been in a bad depression as well as bad aniexty, ptsd, and ocd. It controls my whole life. I am praying so hard for you.
You are NOT weak! You’re strong because you’re still getting up. You’re still here! You’ve got this Victoria, you can do this! You need to carry on for yourself because, my god, you are worth it! When you feel down, come back to this video and read these comments! Everyone of us will be there if you ever need an ear, this is what your channel is here for it!
So glad your back babe! Please dont cry we love you and we are here for you! ❤️
Missed you so much. You are amazing. You have lots of support and love xoxo
You inspire me so much. As a transgender girl, I can say that you are one of my best sources of strength. I just legally changed my name, and I just wanted to say THANK YOU SO MUCH. Victoria, you are, we are strong!
Stay strong, you’re an inspiration and we don’t need you to upload consistently to know you care and love your fans and CZcams. We love you regardless ❤️
YOU are a special star.
I’m so happy to see you back! I missed you!
I missed you and your energy! You make me smile!:)
omg victoria WIGgins is back love you queent
Thank you for this video and being so open I relate so much to this right now in my life
Miss you baby girl i’m so glad you’re back 💕
Glad you are back and I hope you continue to stay but don’t stress out over it. If you feel like shit then take a day. Shit, take the week if you need. Be you and be great. Love you
Believe me, it's a horrible place to be when it feels like actual pain. Not just emotional but physical. Like a part of you is missing. It's very Hallmark to say that you must keep movin' on but it's true. When you get real low think of all the things you would miss, all the people who love you and would never be the same without you. We all matter. We all have a purpose. Keep that head up, don't give those nay-sayers the satisfaction of keeping you down.
It's okay to feel this way girl. Embrace your feelings and keep pushing forward. One day it will seem like a bad dream. You're our queen. 🖤
Welcome back, dear Mademoiselle
I'm sorry you have been having a difficult time. We are here for you!
I pass the week thinking about u girl, hoping that you was fine, you're going to be 10/10 just like u make us feel love u💕💕💕💕
my queen is back yaaaaasss biotch ✨💓
Omg I love you so much! You are such a special person!
I go through this everyday, i feel like i want to sleep for a thousand years and each day is a struggle to get through, like im swimming through mud and im being pulled down and down into the pits of hell.
You’ve got this, ride the wave you will make it out of this