S.R. Ashcraft aka Dreamer QueenđŸŽŒArtivist&Survivor
S.R. Ashcraft aka Dreamer QueenđŸŽŒArtivist&Survivor
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Cervical Medullary Syndrome and CCI (thorough discussion video)
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www.scarlitrose.org Cervical Medullary Syndrome info: centenoschultz.com/condition/cervical-medullary-syndrome/
Craniocervical Instability - 11 Minutes On How One May Obtain Diagnosis
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www.scarlitrose.org Cervical Medullary Syndrome info: centenoschultz.com/condition/cervical-medullary-syndrome/
Craniocervical instability & my experience (raw discussion video)
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Craniocervical instability & my experience (raw discussion video)
How all forms of Ehlers-Danlos can be fatal (raw discussion video/my experience)
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How all forms of Ehlers-Danlos can be fatal (raw discussion video/my experience)
How Is Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome Neglected?
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How Is Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome Neglected?
Update: Disability/Chronic Illness Accessible Modeling & a few other things (raw vid)
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Update: Disability/Chronic Illness Accessible Modeling & a few other things (raw vid)
People Attacking Ehlers-Danlos Online
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People Attacking Ehlers-Danlos Online
Medical Gaslighting (short discussion)
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Medical Gaslighting (short discussion)
Did I Really Say I Would Do Medically Assisted Death?
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Did I Really Say I Would Do Medically Assisted Death?
Systemic Is Not Hypochondria :)
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Systemic Is Not Hypochondria :)
Community Infighting (it's unfortunate, I don't want to be part of it)
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Community Infighting (it's unfortunate, I don't want to be part of it)
My Neurosurgery consult this morning - Update (via telemedicine)
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My Neurosurgery consult this morning - Update (via telemedicine)
Prayer Alone Cannot "Cure" Me (though I appreciate prayer)
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Prayer Alone Cannot "Cure" Me (though I appreciate prayer)
Liberating Choice (and why the sudden sharing burst) - 5 mins
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Liberating Choice (and why the sudden sharing burst) - 5 mins
The Medical Abuse Which Got Me Here (Discussion Video)
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The Medical Abuse Which Got Me Here (Discussion Video)
But You Don't Look Or Seem Autistic (discussion video/my experiences)
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But You Don't Look Or Seem Autistic (discussion video/my experiences)
Opening Up About My Health Problems' Snowballing, Discussion Video (sry it's long & a bit personal)
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Opening Up About My Health Problems' Snowballing, Discussion Video (sry it's long & a bit personal)
Opening Up About My Situation & Why Discussion Vid (Re: MAiD & the current CTV News clip)
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Opening Up About My Situation & Why Discussion Vid (Re: MAiD & the current CTV News clip)
How Canadian Healthcare Is Poor
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How Canadian Healthcare Is Poor
Why Being Chronically Ill with Limited Income Is So Hard
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Why Being Chronically Ill with Limited Income Is So Hard
The Medically Assisted Death Issue: Why Being Low Income w/Chronic Illness in Canada Can Be That Bad
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The Medically Assisted Death Issue: Why Being Low Income w/Chronic Illness in Canada Can Be That Bad
Chronically Ill and Disabled Who Are Low Income Cannot Live Decently
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Chronically Ill and Disabled Who Are Low Income Cannot Live Decently
Why Being "Physically Divergent" (Being a Zebra) Is Tough
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Why Being "Physically Divergent" (Being a Zebra) Is Tough
Confirming Validity of my C-Spine Instability/Brainstem Compression (and the problem with care)
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Confirming Validity of my C-Spine Instability/Brainstem Compression (and the problem with care)
Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome Sufferer & Mom Considering MAiD Due To Lack of Care
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Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome Sufferer & Mom Considering MAiD Due To Lack of Care
House of the Rising Sun cover - archives 2016
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House of the Rising Sun cover - archives 2016
Cat In The Night v2 (archives 2017)
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Cat In The Night v2 (archives 2017)
Womanchild (Scarlit Rose 2009)
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Womanchild (Scarlit Rose 2009)
Mystical Rhythm (2011)
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Mystical Rhythm (2011)

Komentáƙe

  • @user-um2hv8de3i
    @user-um2hv8de3i Pƙed 13 dny

    I feel you my back is very hyoermoble but I didn't dislocat to much when I was a child did gymnastics from 10 on big mistake bits really a condom that got no attention

  • @breezelight3357
    @breezelight3357 Pƙed měsĂ­cem

    You're so pretty!

  • @LJharrison91
    @LJharrison91 Pƙed měsĂ­cem

    I agree with the long comment from @/manoo. Also, You don't need to prove anything to uneducated, asinine, ableist people. But well said.💙💙 I just found your page, & it has helped me feel so much less alone today. Your video about family being judgemental really hit home, because no one is there for, at no fault of my mine. I've been watching all of your videos. Your content matters; more importantly, you do. Your suffering is valid, & it's perfectly acceptable to talk about it & whatever else you're going through. Wishing you lesser pain days.💙🧡

  • @claire5399
    @claire5399 Pƙed 3 měsĂ­ci

    Thank you. I can’t support my head anymore. Frightening.

    • @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine
      @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine Pƙed 3 měsĂ­ci

      I'm sorry to hear that. It's really terrible and we shouldn't have to go through this without adequate support at the end of the tunnel. :( Please reach out if you want to be interviewed for my upcoming audio podcast.

  • @MrTamiya89
    @MrTamiya89 Pƙed 3 měsĂ­ci

    I Did Try To Post A Comment Underneath Of Your Very First Video By Saying I Have Been In That 'Situation' Many Times In The Past To Do With Being 'Bullied' And 'Tormented'. 😔. And I Just Subscribed To You. 😃👍.

  • @davepowell7168
    @davepowell7168 Pƙed 4 měsĂ­ci

    I believe you and l believe in you Factitious disorder? I had to ask android what that was.. We make sense of the world with the information we have.. Being told that we are deceptive is unhelpful when we are being honest Skin elasticity can vary with diet/ hydration ,BP, temp, age, etc Dentition has already settled.🎉 Great to see you not using support, although the neck wrap looked comfortable and you made it a lovely fashion accessory Please enjoy fresh vegetables and fruit when possible Warrior spirit detected

  • @davepowell7168
    @davepowell7168 Pƙed 4 měsĂ­ci

    Thanks for sharing your experience. I wish you good fortune with your challenges 🎉 💐

  • @michele0324
    @michele0324 Pƙed 4 měsĂ­ci

    You're 100% spot on. Thank you for raising awareness that all forms of EDS and/or associated comorbidities can be fatal and this is seldom, if ever, talked about amongst the medical community. The stress from having 10+ doctors, living in poverty and little support may be fatal in and of itself. ❀

    • @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine
      @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine Pƙed 4 měsĂ­ci

      Exactly <3 :') .. sadly it's the position I find myself in, but the least I can do to do myself and others like me justice is speak out.

  • @brendalg4
    @brendalg4 Pƙed 6 měsĂ­ci

    Ok so what do we do about it?

    • @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine
      @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine Pƙed 5 měsĂ­ci

      frustratingly there are huge barriers for anyone with significant financial limits to partake in effective treatment measures that actually bring improvements, beyond superficial drugs which backfire and cause damage. we need change.

    • @user-um2hv8de3i
      @user-um2hv8de3i Pƙed 13 dny

      It sucks bottom line 😱

    • @brendalg4
      @brendalg4 Pƙed 13 dny

      @@dreamerqueennotunderthemachine what treatment measures bring improvements? My doctor said there is no test for hypermobile EDS. But later I heard that all of the types have hypermobility. I am getting no treatment at all. I have medical insurance.

  • @Raj-ul9my
    @Raj-ul9my Pƙed 8 měsĂ­ci

    Prolotheropy or prozontheopy on the ligaments will stabilise your neck!!!!!

    • @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine
      @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine Pƙed 8 měsĂ­ci

      yeah I can't access it here as it's not available and I can not afford to repeatedly travel for it etc

  • @HealingWithSherise
    @HealingWithSherise Pƙed 8 měsĂ­ci

    Thanks for Sharing!

  • @HealingWithSherise
    @HealingWithSherise Pƙed 10 měsĂ­ci

    Cute-zee! 💕

  • @HealingWithSherise
    @HealingWithSherise Pƙed 10 měsĂ­ci

    Tell em Girl! ✋

  • @abelmasebo5521
    @abelmasebo5521 Pƙed 11 měsĂ­ci

    How are you my friend,, I’m Abel from Africa Tanzania,, need you to be my friend more,, please reply on me if you see this masage,, thank you

  • @BCSchmerker
    @BCSchmerker Pƙed rokem

    +RosieTeaflower *Rat wants out, but that's not an option.*

  • @leonikole335
    @leonikole335 Pƙed rokem

    You’ve always been my rockstar and my hero. Don’t give up my dearest, keep going, keep fighting. Just keep holding on (as much as I have been with my suffering). Faith, hope and love these three remain forever, the greatest being love. Your old fan of Girl Outside, Leanna (“Leo”)

  • @hadleybee9710
    @hadleybee9710 Pƙed rokem

    felt That!! brave heart!

  • @jobrownsmith116
    @jobrownsmith116 Pƙed rokem

    The ombudsman said my work injury couldn't had been that bad as I continued to work for 4wks after. I kept working b/c my family dr refused to sign off on my injury so I could stop working. I did b/c what choice did I have.

  • @jobrownsmith116
    @jobrownsmith116 Pƙed rokem

    You're so sweet Rose to talk bout this. The injuried workers and injuried vets are treated so badly in Canada. The drs twists dx so everything is pre-existing. Or they just refuse to investigate. My ex BIL was injuried at work but also had undx cancer. He was dx so late that a fairly easy to treat cancer when caught early turned into a life threatening event. So many injuried workers scans are manipulated. 5yrs later and I'm still waiting for a dx on my arm. Finally, after I found a file, that I wrote I had symptoms within a wk, she's sending me to a new dr.

  • @jobrownsmith116
    @jobrownsmith116 Pƙed rokem

    I find many drs just going along with the system. There seems to be a real fear of them losing their license if they don't. Many won't stand up to organizations such as WC. They tend to not go against their own so getting a second opinion can be very hard in Canada. Most are not brave.

  • @jobrownsmith116
    @jobrownsmith116 Pƙed rokem

    Yes, so true. It was hard to get my surgery in 2007 as I had a preexisting c2 lesion. I felt so discriminated against for being less than a ideal candidate for surgery. Even tho I had done very well when I had previous surgeries. I lived with mild cord compression for over 10yr before my surgery. They only did my surgery when the compression was severe.

  • @jobrownsmith116
    @jobrownsmith116 Pƙed rokem

    Thank you Rose. You're very knowable and I love learning from you. I'm in Canada also. I had a pretty bad whiplash injury at the end of 2017 so I now worry about CCI. In 2007 I have a two level fused neck c-6 to c-4 so the head/whiplash injury was hard on my brainstem/hindbrain. Yes, the healthcare is not good. Better than nothing but still not good. And medical gaslighting is so bad in Canada. They gaslight and deny the disabled, the injuried workers and now the vAx injuried. So sick and corrupt here.

  • @PeachDrops
    @PeachDrops Pƙed rokem

    From the bottom of my heart, I want to thank you for sharing your story and spreading awareness on this platform, in spite of the haters. I'm a fellow sufferer, struggling to find answers. I'm waiting for my test results for EDS. In the meantime, I have symptoms of CCI and have been tentatively diagnosed with CCI in a broad scope. I am on a waitlist to see Dr Bolognese, So that I get a second opinion and more accurate identification on what type of CCI I have. One thing that has helped my quality of life is pursuing NUCCA styled Chiropractic. After the first month of getting adjusted twice a week, I have felt sensations in my limbs that I haven't felt in 3 years.... I forgot what it was like to have control of my limbs, because I spent so long working with impaired functionality and strength. I've had strange issues by entire life, but my life sunk for the worst after my accident in 2019 where I hit my head pretty good on the ground going 25mph. Best of which is on your journey, keep speaking out! Maybe I will also speak out

  • @TeslaEmperor
    @TeslaEmperor Pƙed rokem

    Thank you so much for sharing your experience. I am so lucky and glad i found your videos. For the last 3 months i've been experiencing dizziness/major brain fog/neck stiffness. I've had 3 major traumatic neck injuries and funny enough 2 months before my symptoms had began was when my 3rd neck injury happened. All neck injuries happened on the same side(left). I have crappy insurance and have told my Primary care doctor that i know it's my neck but all the ctscans have shown are moderate degeneration of 2 discs. I've been put on ambien to help sleep otherwise my brain keeps waking me up every 45 minutes after nodding off. May i ask how high your heart rate got when standing before the beta-blockers? Also do you experience brain fog as well? I can feel stiffness not only where the neck meets the skull but also right above the base of the skull which is very concering. My whole life is now revolved around my condition it sucks so much. Anyway thanks for reading this hope you are doing better friend.

  • @marybethmacnulty3500
    @marybethmacnulty3500 Pƙed rokem

    Well done. I’m 61 w EDS. You are beautiful and well spoken and doing a great service explaining well the challenges of EDS. I’m so happy I found you this morning!đŸ™đŸ»đŸ’«

  • @umars7425
    @umars7425 Pƙed rokem

    Can Prp help this

    • @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine
      @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine Pƙed rokem

      it may, yes .. but usually in more severe cases like mine where surgery is needed it's only complimentary to healing and $ is needed for that

    • @umars7425
      @umars7425 Pƙed rokem

      Have you gotten surgery yet? I’m currently getting Prp but need my upper cervical stabilized with it and am trying to become a patient at centenoschultz. My symptoms are very severe though because my brain stem is severely compressed

    • @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine
      @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine Pƙed rokem

      @@umars7425 Oh dear, I'm so sorry to hear that - it's so hard. It sounds like you need to find a good neurosurgeon. However, there is the cost factor. It shouldn't be like this! As you know, I am stuck too :( Please connect with me if you would like to share your story, I'm starting a communal blog/podcast soon.

    • @umars7425
      @umars7425 Pƙed rokem

      @@dreamerqueennotunderthemachine I’m afraid so but I will exhaust all my options and I am lucky to have financial support through all this. Awesome I will keep you in mind and would love to share my story once I am fully healed as I am in alot of pain and hopefully we can find solutions to this horrible illness. On a side note You might be very right about me needing surgery my symptoms seem to be 10x more severe than the average case but I am still hesitant about it. Your videos gave me a good insight about this and I appreciate them very much and I hope u get the treatment you need 👍

    • @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine
      @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine Pƙed 5 měsĂ­ci

      <3 how are things going for you lately?

  • @Bvideo105
    @Bvideo105 Pƙed rokem

    Thanks for making this video. Yes to ending medical gaslighting! ✊✊✊ My doc thought I had CCI and ordered an upright X-ray and a CT where my head was turned side to side. The CT was abnormal but the X-ray was read as normal, and she said I don’t have CCI based on the radiology report, but I am fully bedridden with pain. Do any of these specialists you mentioned look at images without you being a patient?

  • @Beccaa7798
    @Beccaa7798 Pƙed rokem

    Thank you for this video!! Do you have any advice for how to support a friend through CCI?

    • @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine
      @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine Pƙed rokem

      Hi Rebecca:) This is the first time I've even been asked this question and it's really refreshing, because we with CCI endure so much lack of support, minimization, even disbelief that it is traumatic and breaks us down. First of all, being concerned to learn how to truly support your friend makes you such a good friend for caring! First of all, believing your friend and their experience alone means a lot to them. Supporting them when they are (likely repeatedly) faced with disbelief and medical gaslighting, via emotionally and logically. Learning what you can about CCI will help you to understand their limits and debility and pain they suffer. Finding ways to do things that are minimally exerting but still fun, like watching a movie with them, or if you drive and they're up to it taking them for a short outing to go sit at a beach and watch the sunset, asking them what they feel up to doing and like to do. Thanks for asking <3

  • @jenniferyork7804
    @jenniferyork7804 Pƙed rokem

    Thank you for explaining this! My son’s abilities change from day to day and sometimes from hour to hour. It can really throw people off when they see him in a wheelchair and then he gets up and starts walking! They can’t see his joint pain or his joint subluxations. They can’t see his extreme fatigue or his fluctuating blood pressure. They just see a kid who “looks healthy” using a wheelchair for “no apparent reason”!

  • @jenniferyork7804
    @jenniferyork7804 Pƙed rokem

    My three adult children are all mostly healthy. They have each dealt with anxiety and some depression and I have never ever doubted that they struggle with that. Sadly, my youngest son has multiple invisible disabilities, including hEDS, CCI, Tethered Cord, Dysautonomia, etc., and none of his older siblings support him or even believe him. They have said that he is manipulating people to get what he wants, which is ridiculous, and they have even accused me of faking his diagnoses and using him as a ploy for attention! It is so disheartening and sickening to me, that they won’t look at his medical records or consider the idea that they might be wrong! He is suffering so much, and his older siblings really don’t seem to care. 😱

    • @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine
      @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine Pƙed rokem

      I am so sorry that's happening to you guys .. that is so incredibly hurtful!! It's cognitive dissonance .. there is some psychology behind it but that does NOT excuse that behavior in fact it could be usd to confront them with a logical reason for their poor behavior. Yeah so not cool. I'm so sorry. Also, sorry I haven't responded to all you comments yet, I have been really ill. I will in time read and respond to all of them <3 Are you on facebook?

    • @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine
      @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine Pƙed rokem

      and ps. I only hearted it to show emapthy .. not because I like what is happening to you guys .. that pisses me off to no end in the face of how much your son is suffering. I get the suffering and it is beyond rough .. and when people treat us like that in spite, it is beyond cruel.

  • @prepcastle3050
    @prepcastle3050 Pƙed rokem

    Dam who asked

    • @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine
      @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine Pƙed rokem

      It's called education and awareness, people are suffering very badly with this, even doing assisted suicide, with a huge lack of help and treatment. It needs to change. However, I think I am wasting my time explaining that to you... you're clearly a low empathy troll who doesn't give a rats ass about much. I wish people like you would have to go through hardships in life and be forced to walk in the shoes of those you turn your nose up at and mock. Gross.

  • @jenniferyork7804
    @jenniferyork7804 Pƙed rokem

    Thank you for describing Cervical Medullary Syndrome. My son’s neurosurgeon said he has this but didn’t explain anything or what to do about it. He said to find a pediatric neurosurgeon because my son is 14. He also diagnosed him with hEDS, OTCS, and CCI. He also has Dysautonomia and other diagnoses.

    • @jenniferyork7804
      @jenniferyork7804 Pƙed rokem

      PS. After advocating for my youngest son for almost 5 years and seeing multiple doctors and specialists, we have multiple diagnoses
 but
 my own adult children refuse to look at the medical records or talk to the doctors, and have accused me of making it all up
 but not before they accused my youngest son of making it all up. It’s really sickening and heartbreaking when your own family members don’t believe what you are going through or support your efforts to get the necessary treatments. Medical gaslighting is a major problem! Gaslighting in general is a horrible thing to do to someone, especially when their problems are so debilitating.

    • @TeslaEmperor
      @TeslaEmperor Pƙed rokem

      ​@@jenniferyork7804 Jennifer I hope you found someone who can help your son. I'm currently going through the samething at the moment. It's so heartbreaking to know this illness/disability is so hard to diagnose.

    • @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine
  • @jenniferyork7804
    @jenniferyork7804 Pƙed rokem

    Thank you for sharing this. My son is 14 and has hEDS & CCI, plus multiple other diagnoses. I pray that you can find good treatment!

  • @Viking102938
    @Viking102938 Pƙed rokem

    As somebody with Ehler-Danlos in America that's homeless and disabled and "too young and well looking" to receive disabbilities, I'm jealous of her options It's inhumane, it's necessary I wish I could move there, but they already locked down tourism for in those regards Please god let us have our assisted

    • @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine
      @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine Pƙed rokem

      😓â˜č

    • @brendalg4
      @brendalg4 Pƙed 6 měsĂ­ci

      I am an American and I got disability. It does not go by what you look like. There is a portion where they ask you how you are affected. Don't downplay your symptoms. Tell them what is hard for you. The social security office helped me put the form in. I got it without a lawyer. A lawyer will help you get disability. You do not need to pay them up front. They take a portion of what you are awarded.

  • @jobrownsmith116
    @jobrownsmith116 Pƙed rokem

    You should go on Viva Frei channel and leave a comment. Or send him a message. He was a Canadian lawyer before he went to Florida. He's did a story today on MAID. The company Simons did a commercial on this woman before her assisted death. Sad how MAID is being pushed and almost glorified. She had EDS. I agree also we just want care. Anyways, I thought of you. I had found your channel yrs ago after I had a head/whiplash injury in late 2017. I had a fused neck 10yrs but able to work. WC and it's dr screwed me over. btw, my one dr had to fight back in 2007 to get my surgery as the neurosurgeon believed it was MS. even tho my spine was compressed.

  • @shawnafsworld7431
    @shawnafsworld7431 Pƙed rokem

    I'm In America Rosie Hi my Friend , and I Did get My Diagnosis for : ( H.E.D.S. / Hypermobile Elhers Danlos Syndrome ) , I'm part of the Community now too. ❀

  • @witty2u
    @witty2u Pƙed rokem

    Hugs! â€ïžđŸ™

  • @shannongreenwell1278
    @shannongreenwell1278 Pƙed rokem

    I have Type two Classical EDS. And yes, there’s things that can be dangerous with my type of EDS. I can have POTS, Dysautonomia and other complications. I can have problems with my 💜, and other things. Collagen is found all throughout my body, and with it being bad , it can cause other complications. Please people do your research and get educated before making any Assumptions! I can turn my head around like a 🩉, even though I try to refrain from doing that.

  • @good4gaby
    @good4gaby Pƙed rokem

    I appreciate this so much. â€đŸ˜ą

  • @tanyikaerickson7303
    @tanyikaerickson7303 Pƙed rokem

    Thanks for making this. I think I 120% have this. I had my Chiari decompression surgery 12 yrs ago after my stroke and ever since I’ve felt like a bobble head. My pain management doc I’ve had for 10 years got me on the correct meds finally. Had my life back but then I moved and this new doc took me off of EVERYTHING😱because he says I’m too young. Ugh. So now starting all over again. The pain is unbearable. But I am meeting a new doctor in 2 weeks cause the other one doesn’t believe anything!

    • @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine
      @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine Pƙed rokem

      You're welcome. sorry I didn't read this earlier, I've been having a rough time myself. I'm sorry you're going through that. It is brutal, I know:( *hugs to you*

  • @shannongreenwell1278
    @shannongreenwell1278 Pƙed rokem

    You tell’em! That’s so disrespectful and rude of them! They ought to be made to walk in our shoes for a year and then they’ll learn to watch what they say! I have it on paper that I have EDS and I have Epilepsy. BOTH are a chronic illness! So go sit down and hush up rude and disrespectful brat!

  • @shannongreenwell1278
    @shannongreenwell1278 Pƙed rokem

    I have EDS and I have experience this first handed and yes I burn out very easily ! And I probably get dehydrated easy because I am constantly drinking my water or soda .

    • @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine
      @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine Pƙed rokem

      yeah it's not easy stuff to deal with at all! : /

    • @shannongreenwell1278
      @shannongreenwell1278 Pƙed rokem

      @@dreamerqueennotunderthemachine you can say that again! Ugh! I can honestly say I hate EDS with a deep passion, it’s a bully to our bodies!

    • @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine
      @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine Pƙed rokem

      @@shannongreenwell1278 Yes very much a bully to our bodies good way to describe it. Sad but true : /

  • @manoo2056
    @manoo2056 Pƙed rokem

    Hate is very powerful energy for change. You are very brave for exposing yourself here in CZcams. Only you can live your life, only you know, and in my own experience is so easy to get addicted to being right, and disconnect. But in my case I walk a long time of decades of self rejection to myself but now not all the times but some times I can feel and say that I respect myself sometimes even I love myself. If I cannot do it how else!!! And fuck the rest of people and their responsibilities and beliefs projected up on us. It is ok to HATE, way better than shame ourselves again. Thanks for the video!!!

  • @StormKnight1
    @StormKnight1 Pƙed rokem

    I genuinely wish you get better.

  • @justinweaver7553
    @justinweaver7553 Pƙed rokem

    Drug abuse?

    • @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine
      @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine Pƙed rokem

      Umm... that is by far NOT the primary use for a port., ok. People do very occasionally use them for drug abuse but it's NOT that common. It's a lot easier for them to just find a vein for that - so why tf would they wanna bother? You need to be trained to use a port properly, like nurses do. it would be pretty stupid and desperate to try and access it yourself for drugs because messing it up could cause it to become dangerously infected. It's kind of odd how that would be the first thing you'd go to in your mind with this - pretty cynical. Medical professionals are the people who have to install ports so they're not gonna install one for a long using heroin addict so they can more easily find a way to inject themselves when their veins are shrinking, obviously! Second of all, if you are accusing me of having a port in order to abuse drugs then that's rude and also very stupid. I am not trained to access my port nor would I want to. I have medical permission to use a controlled amount of pain meds that is dispensed to my by pharmacy, because my condition is VERY painful, which is a recognized thing, so I have no desire or need to use street drugs. Ports are for people who are ill primarily. and people who are ill may be on meds to help them feel better PRESCRIBED to them in pill form. That isn't abusing drugs, that is USING MEDICATION, and they're not gonna need to use their port for that.

    • @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine
      @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine Pƙed rokem

      Also it's kind of ignorant for you to think that just cause I'm wearing some eyeliner and look tired that I might be a 'druggie' .. I'm allowed to have an edgy style and be chronically ill/disabled - what am I supposed to go around looking sad and wearing drab, plain pyjama-like clothing all the time? and chronically ill people GET VERY TIRED .. it's pretty common and understandable given what we go through.

    • @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine
      @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine Pƙed rokem

      so ... idiot .. any response?? or .. ?

  • @trashman11
    @trashman11 Pƙed rokem

    You have a very cute baby Would 100% give them a treat

    • @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine
      @dreamerqueennotunderthemachine Pƙed rokem

      Awe thanks.. yep she's a 'teddy bear with a tail' :P It's hard to say no to her for sure .. and she loves it.

  • @guillotine5822
    @guillotine5822 Pƙed rokem

    I learned some new words while being called out. Nice 😬

  • @DetroitFettyghost
    @DetroitFettyghost Pƙed rokem

    Wow I didn't even know that a Stand-Up MRI existed that's really interesting but it kind of seems like there should be more of them all over because to look at someone's skeletal system in the upright position you'd be able to tell a lot of things that you couldn't when they're laying down such as how things all go together with your weight on them I'm only like 2 minutes in but just wanted to comment that I'm going to continue watching