MY 1 YEAR ON TESTOSTERONE TIMELINE (FTM)

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  • čas přidán 30. 04. 2023

Komentáře • 124

  • @ourladyofsorrowsxx
    @ourladyofsorrowsxx Před 10 měsíci +139

    4-5 months is INSANE like your voice dropped so fucking hard dude I’m so happy for you

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před 10 měsíci +9

      Aahhh I know right? Testosterone is crazy! Thank you so much ❤️

    • @user-jc8cc4ch6w
      @user-jc8cc4ch6w Před 14 dny

      Id say it's because your so young of course it's going to have a huge effect on a young girl's body

  • @mattiarenzi5673
    @mattiarenzi5673 Před rokem +89

    that 5 months hit so hard, noice. Also, you always had a very handsome voice if you ask me, this girl over here found you super manly to begin with, do the math ❤

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před rokem +10

      Thanks so much ❤️ and I know right? My voice dropped significantly at 5 months!

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před rokem +2

      @@lordfreeza_ imagine having no support in your life 😂

  • @problemperson4221
    @problemperson4221 Před 11 měsíci +55

    congrats! that 4 month drop was crazyy lol

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před 11 měsíci +4

      Thank you!! I know right, started really hearing some difference at 4/5 months!

  • @dysperdotted
    @dysperdotted Před 7 měsíci +9

    the shift between 4-5 months killed me lmao. plus i gotta give a shoutout to that beard coming in at the end.

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před 6 měsíci +1

      haha I know right, the three chinhairs deserve a shoutout (I have a better beard now !!!)

  • @quatre4
    @quatre4 Před 7 měsíci +6

    4, 5, 7 and 10 months hit like a truck ahah

  • @Fostero7
    @Fostero7 Před rokem +22

    Only 3 more years then I can start t! I can't wait!

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před rokem +10

      Those 3 years will pass quicker than you think if you have something to look forward to! Good luck!

    • @wikiotic
      @wikiotic Před rokem +4

      Same!

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před rokem +2

      @blinksthreeandahalftimes good luck to you both then!

  • @andrxew
    @andrxew Před 8 měsíci +3

    bro went ♀---> ♂

  • @g0desq
    @g0desq Před rokem +43

    ignore the hate, proud of you my man

  • @sevyeun
    @sevyeun Před 9 měsíci +5

    I'm at 4 months and my voice still doesn't change at all

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před 9 měsíci +5

      Hey! transitioning is different for everyone, and just because my voice dropped at 4 months, doesn't mean that that is the case for everyone! Your voice will drop, don't worry!

    • @zackisherenow
      @zackisherenow Před 7 měsíci +1

      mine dropped after 8

  • @EvanNeedsTherapy
    @EvanNeedsTherapy Před 9 měsíci +5

    damn the hate comments man. Got my first shot today and I'm so hyped.

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před 9 měsíci +3

      Omg! That's awesome! (And yeah, the hate comments are so annoying, just let people live!)

  • @simonsmiles9186
    @simonsmiles9186 Před 8 měsíci +3

    Hell yeah. I’m getting my consultation soon. Mighty excited.

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před 8 měsíci +1

      That's amazing! Wish you all the best!!

  • @hvnlymin
    @hvnlymin Před 8 měsíci +2

    Im 17 FTM and This made me so happy to see because im looking forward to when i get on T :DD
    but im at the beginning stage of going on T wT, i just had a talk with a child psychiatrist and stuff~ BUT SHE TOLD ME THAT THE WAITING LIST WOULD PROBABLY BE 2 YEARS... :(( I kinda cried when i finished the appointment because 2 years is too long to wait... i dont want to keep getting misgendered ://
    I feel like i cant start my life until i go on testosteron :< CAUSE I WANNA BE A CZcamsR AND VTUBER >:CC AAAAAA and i dont want to sound or look like a girl hmphhh

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před 6 měsíci

      ooof I feel that one, cringing so hard at my earliest videos because of my voice... but don't worry, you will get there! The wait is horrible but at some point it really does get better!

  • @julyvvi
    @julyvvi Před 10 měsíci +3

    Wow! Why was there such a sudden drop after 4 months? Is it common for there to be a sudden drop like that rather than a slower paced change? Im a trans guy too and Pre-T !

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před 10 měsíci +2

      It's different for everyone! I started at a very low dose of testosterone (0.2 ml) and got it steadily raised every 3 months! But honestly when your voice drops depends on things like genetics, how low your voice was pre-T, how you speak etc!

  • @damnboy-xl2jc
    @damnboy-xl2jc Před 3 měsíci

    You sounded manly before too. Dude you're lucky

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před 3 měsíci

      Thank youu! And yeah I never really had a super high-pitched voice, super grateful for that 😊😊

  • @MK_0841
    @MK_0841 Před 4 měsíci

    🙏🙏🙏 aaah te ves genial, yo estoy apenas en el 4 mes

  • @geode6
    @geode6 Před rokem +2

    Hope it helped

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před rokem +8

      It definitely did! I feel so much better now!

    • @geode6
      @geode6 Před rokem

      @@queerpagan can I ask what it helped with?

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před rokem +5

      @@geode6 yeah of course! It helped with my dysphoria, the thing you feel when you're transgender. So I don't feel as bad and disconnected from my body as I did before. I feel like I can finally be me, and when I look in the mirror I see what should have always been there!

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před rokem +2

      @@JoeyJame I mean what always should have been there in the sense of physical changes that I've noticed, I'm not objectifying myself 😂

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před rokem +3

      @@JoeyJame because I'm a man and have always seen myself that way, and now other people see me as a guy too, and when I look in the mirror I recognize myself and I don't feel disconnect like I did before!

  • @KeritechElectronics
    @KeritechElectronics Před rokem +6

    4mo mutation kicking in, nice :)

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před rokem +3

      I know right? My voice dropped significantly after 4-5 months!

  • @Kdvodemiyorum
    @Kdvodemiyorum Před 5 měsíci +1

    Bro looks like sigma male

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před 4 měsíci

      needed to check the urban dictionary for this one, you never know if something is an insult or compliment 😭 but thanks bro

    • @Kdvodemiyorum
      @Kdvodemiyorum Před 4 měsíci

      @@queerpaganjust Google it! 😅

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před 4 měsíci

      ​@@Kdvodemiyorumyeah I did that's what I'm saying haha

  • @infinite5019
    @infinite5019 Před 3 měsíci +1

    I have your accent omgg

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před 3 měsíci +1

      That's cool! I don't even know what accent I have 😭

    • @infinite5019
      @infinite5019 Před 3 měsíci

      @@queerpagan I meant love lmaoooo

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před 3 měsíci +1

      @@infinite5019 ohhhh makes more sense hahahha thank you!

    • @infinite5019
      @infinite5019 Před 3 měsíci

      @@queerpagan yw! I was literally half asleep when I wrote the original comment ahaha

  • @Space-bd3gp
    @Space-bd3gp Před rokem +1

    Hey I’m the first one that liked

  • @livordeath2
    @livordeath2 Před 11 měsíci +1

    20 years later...let me guess....

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před 11 měsíci +5

      We will see in 20 years!

    • @sleepykawa09
      @sleepykawa09 Před 10 měsíci +1

      @@queerpagan just an mid aged hairy dad lmao 😂😂😂😂 (Srry if that’s offensive)

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před 10 měsíci +2

      @@sleepykawa09 offensive? I don't think there's anything wrong with looking like a middle aged hairy dad hahaha

  • @mirmir0003
    @mirmir0003 Před 10 měsíci +1

    how would were you when you started?

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před 10 měsíci +2

      Do you mean how old? I started a month before I turned 17

    • @mirmir0003
      @mirmir0003 Před 10 měsíci +3

      @@queerpagan
      yeah, my bad typo
      youre so lucky dude, thats awesome.
      is age a factor in how well voice drops?

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před 10 měsíci +2

      @mirmir0003 haha that's okay, typos happen 😅
      Honestly I think how much your voice drops depends mostly on genetics, however, the younger you start, the more likely it is you haven't been taught to speak "like a woman" yet. I know some trans men who started later and have problems with getting their voice lower because they're used to raising their tone when they speak.
      But at the end of the day I do think transitioning earlier can impact how you look and sound, especially if you go on puberty blockers before. The less feminine your body is, the easier to get it too look masculine! Hope this answers your question 😊

  • @bouldering122
    @bouldering122 Před rokem +5

    Curious how old you are? Trying to gather a general age timeline for people who legitimately wish to transition to help understand the why.
    Would be genuinely curious to know your age

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před rokem +6

      I'm turning 18 next week. Not many people get the chance to transition (medically) before they turn 18 so I'm thankful for that!

    • @bouldering122
      @bouldering122 Před rokem

      @QueerPagan do you feel as though there is any chance for regret about a decision made down the line once your through the portion of your life that your natural hormones aren't still going through major changes on their own?
      What makes you feel like this is the correct thing to do?
      Again not trying to come from a hateful space to be clear just trying to understand the why and how it's important to people.

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před rokem +5

      @@bouldering122 sure, of course everyone's experience is different, but globally the rate of regret/detransitioning is about 1% of all transgender people, so it's really not that big of a portion as some people might think. I've known I was trans from a very young age, and I've noticed that the gender affirming things (coming out, changing my name, starting hormones, getting surgery) have made me feel wayyy more comfortable in my own skin and I'm able to enjoy life without hating myself!
      So based on that I really don't think I will regret this decision. I have given informed consent, I was guided by multiple professionals for years before I got to this point.
      As far as my "natural" hormones, I still got my ovaries, so would I ever be forced to stop taking testosterone that would not be a problem. But what I will and won't do with my reproductive organs is not for the internet to know :)

  • @petrosnikopulos7098
    @petrosnikopulos7098 Před 5 měsíci

    why you use testosterone and you dont use ferormone?

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před 5 měsíci

      I'm sorry, I have never heard of ferormone, only of pheromones, which is something completely unrelated 😅. I use testosterone because I'm a trans man. Could you explain what the other thing is?

    • @petrosnikopulos7098
      @petrosnikopulos7098 Před 5 měsíci

      @@queerpagan ferormone is the oposite of testosterone,
      testosterone doesnt give you balls or penis not even the doctor can , why you dont try to be a good woman ,you will never be man , life is short

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před 5 měsíci

      @petrosnikopulos7098 bro learn basic biology, the opposite of testosterone, if we're calling it that, is estrogen. Not "ferormone". And it's not entirely true that testosterone doesn't give you a penis. There has been research suggesting that the cells of the clitoris turn into prostate cells. And the thing grows. But of course it's not going to completely change your genitals, that's not why people take it 🤣

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před 5 měsíci +1

      @petrosnikopulos7098 and yes, in fact a doctor can give you balls and a penis, it's called bottom surgery. I am not a woman, both biologically and legaly. I never was and never will be. Go cry about it.

  • @coolpotato273
    @coolpotato273 Před 7 měsíci

    Where do you get testosterone. I need it for my workouts

  • @jofeeney
    @jofeeney Před rokem +6

    God help you

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před rokem +10

      God doesn't exist

    • @isabel4056
      @isabel4056 Před rokem +12

      Yeah because God would just love the fact you are dropping hate comments. If you have never read the Bible, here ya go. John 15:12-13. “My command is this: Love each other as I have loved you. ''

    • @Fostero7
      @Fostero7 Před rokem +1

      God wouldn't want to push the homophobic life style because its hateful

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před rokem +2

      @@lordfreeza_ so you don't have a gender? Alright then, we support non binary people here!

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před rokem +1

      @@lordfreeza_ not really, it's not only true because I say so but also because multiple medical professionals have concluded that it is in fact the case.

  • @deec3561
    @deec3561 Před rokem +2

    😞

  • @SuperDesignguy
    @SuperDesignguy Před rokem +5

    You'll regret it eventually.

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před rokem +8

      Sure....

    • @isabel4056
      @isabel4056 Před rokem +21

      Just like your mom regrets not getting an abortion. Feel bad for her honestly... :/

    • @crowmagpie
      @crowmagpie Před rokem

      Yep

  • @555Seweryn
    @555Seweryn Před rokem +3

    Society collapse

    • @queerpagan
      @queerpagan  Před rokem +15

      There's bigger problems in society than my gender yknow

    • @555Seweryn
      @555Seweryn Před rokem

      @@queerpagan nono, this gender swapping identifying etc etc is the big society problem, because not only it affects people but it's also being pushed to the children, pretty much brewing a generation of pedophiles

    • @isabel4056
      @isabel4056 Před rokem +11

      I'm so sorry your parents never loved you, Adam... but pls keep that agression away from other people. Thanks :)

    • @555Seweryn
      @555Seweryn Před rokem +2

      @@isabel4056 my parents do love me, that's why I don't have multiple personalities disorder and i don't hide my mental illness behind mutilating and stuffing myself with drugs in hope to lie to myself to be ok 😘

    • @isabel4056
      @isabel4056 Před rokem

      I'm sure they do but maybe you should "stuff yourself with drugs" (medicine) to deal with your anger issues, sweetheart... and let people live.