Fetish Worker interview-Aundreaxx
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- čas přidán 4. 02. 2022
- Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Aundreaxx, a fetish worker in Cleveland, Ohio.
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Man, when she talked about looking up at the sky and thinking about her life hit home for me..wish I had a dollar for every time I stood there thinking "what the fuck am I actually doing??"
No kidding man... it's insane.
Yes it’s relatable
I can totally relate with you as well! I'm better off than others but your question, "what the fuck am I actually doing?" is a question that runs through my mind daily.
Bro, you good :)
@@Steve-1269 You got this Steve!
There's a special place in hell for people who mess around with kids. It messes you up for life and most of the time the disgusting demons who did it get away with it.
EXACTLY!!!!
and now its just democrat policy
Or get voted into power.
Is your ass still sore from the priest thor?
Depends. Sometimes true. However some strong souls rise above their beginnings
If there's anybody who should be called an angel it's this young woman. She was molested as a child, bullied at school, emotionally neglected by her father, thrown out the house by her mother, betrayed by her church. And just look how she came out of all of this... What a beautiful soul, so full of warmth, empathy and understanding. She's truly an angel.
This felt like it was theraputic for her. You didn't ask many questions, she was able to talk essentially uninterrupted and able to freely speak her truth. Thats a lot for anyone to go through and keep to themselves. She's learned to set boundaries doing fetish work, I wish the best for her
These videos have changed my relationship with my daughter. I work a LOT to provide a good home for my family but feel I do not spend enough time with my kids, these videos through the pain I feel watching them, and through the obvious pain Mark feels making them, have made me more conscious and changed the way I interact with my daughter and I am so grateful. I pray for all these souls and thank you Mark for making these through what is obviously a difficult process, I'm sure being there in person hearing the pain day after day must be so difficult.
Certainly made me ask MORE questions...You can lose your daughter in so many ways you can imagine
If you have to hear other persons life stories for 40+ mins to recognize the way you parent affects your childrens entire life, that is pathetic. Instead of wasting 40+ mins on these videos go and tell your children you love them and spend time with them
@@josegarcia-di8yq True.
Both my nieces are products of my sister's parenting. The "best friend" mom. Both my nieces are lost souls. One on meth the other cut us (her family) off and is MIA. I gave them BOTH the best guidance and love I could. BUT I wasn't their mom. I am so worried I will see them on here one day.
@@josegarcia-di8yq You're obviously a beta-male who runs his mouth an awful lot and works very little (if at all). Here's some helpful advice, son... STFU when Family Men who provide for their Wife, children and home are talking. You're out of your league and obviously not built for that kind of life. Stay in your lane, rookie. Good luck.
It always amazes me how parents in the US are eager to kick their children from home. 15 and 16 is really a young age for a child to be completely alone, almost everyone who has fallen into the wrong path is because they lacked support from their parents at an early age, I'm 27 now I have a career and consistent Salary but every time I go home to visit, I come back to my house with extra money, my parents always slip money in my bag without me knowing even though they know I'm financially stable.
Parents in the US should take it easy with the early independence thing with their kids.
Agreed. I left home at 18. It turned out well. but i wouldnt have my kids do it.
@@Dweeble233 good for you Karl
Okay fuck off these aren't American parents these are abusive households. This isn't the place to brag about yourself.
Yeah, I've never understood it. Even when the kids are small a lot of parents will openly say "the moment they turn 18, they're out" like, wtf? Do you not love them? Do you not evencare for them avo l enough to make sure they're ok, whether they're 18 or older, as long as they're able to build a successful life for themselves when they're ready?my dad left us when i was 14 but he still sent money to help with bills until i graduated high school at 19. Then he dropped all contact. I had to turn to my amazing uncle and his family for support and wasn't financially / emotionally ready to move out until i was 27. People should support their family, especially the younger members
But in the uk the legal age is 16??
She's obviously intelligent and articulate!
Imagine what this young woman could have achieved with a safer and more settled childhood?
Parenting is the most important thing someone can do. I think good parenting is the answer,in most of these cases.
In some countries she would have received far greater support from the state (e.g. free college and even a government-funded bursary) and would not be in such a precarious position. Of course, this wouldn't fly in the US because it would be dismissed as 'socialist'
@@alm4655 University used to be free in the UK, but unfortunately politicians thought it would be a good idea if more people attended university.
It used to be 12%, now it's over 50%.
That's not sustainable with that amount of students.
In the UK there are far too many people going to university.
society treats parents horribly.. especially schools.. they want that control over the lives of the children and are pushing parents or attempting to the curb..
She has achieved great things such as being able to openly discuss sexual things and not being controlling of what other people should think. She's done great in life with all the things that have happened with her and not everybody needs to be a rocket scientist or some shit. This comment is low-key acting like she hasn't reached her full potential when she has because discussing sex work and doing it aren't below anything else a person might do, she's achieved something most of y'all can't seem to grasp on a simple level, let alone to the point she has taken it
Her life is not over. This woman is young. She is pretty evolved and intelligent emotionally and intellectually to continue with her self growth.
Her inner child came out several times during this interview. She’s a beautiful person and just wanted to feel loved and adored
I was seeing that too!
💯 she was naive in earlier life...
Can’t be too overprotective of our daughters. The scariest part is that most molestations are from friends and family.
Exactly. I remember my hubby and I talking to our daughter over the years about being sexually abused/molested can happen from family, teachers, church folks...really anybody.
And from young boys. And I mean really young. Seven fucking years old.
@@ponchie6643 yes!!!
Can happen to either boys or girls. Boys especially don’t like to talk about it.
Boys too! Monsters prey on both
Her story is so heartbreaking. Women sexual predators are definitely not talked about enough. I hope she continues to find healing.
Yeah :(
110% Fact.
I just got sexually assaulted like two days ago it never ends
She's so pretty girl.
I was thinking about this. I never really hear anyone say they were molested by another female.
I'm glad her experiences in the world haven't broken her. Her light is not deminished, it hasn't hardened her heart and made her bitter. She exudes positivity and has an aura that attracts people and is very articulate. She never gave up on herself or her self worth and that is everything.
Great observation
I don’t usually comment on these types of posts, but it breaks my heart to see so many young, beautiful women with enormous potential being exploited and degraded in today’s society. She deserves more. I wish her the best and hope she’s doing well.
I agree… it’s hard to imagine how far removed we all are from God’s design … He intended love, respect, kindness, and compassion from all and to all…
She deserves the life she chose
I agree that's true but beautiful or not potential or not, just the act of harming a female has a ripple effect on their raising their young ones, their relationships with their spouses and people who look like the offenders. All these individuals who are with her are affected in one form or another indirectly because of what she went through as a child. She in the end has to live with the burden of this until she can get help, physically or spiritually.
If you dont raise your daughter a pimp will ...its animal planet
Oh, come on. She chose to prosititute to pay for her car and her dog.
This is the definition of being thrown out to the wolves. She has a genuine good heart n she still has an innocence about her. She's a curious soul who just needs to be wanted and loved
She grew up Jehovah’s Witness, which is a very dangerous cult. It’s shocking how they brainwash people, especially with the Internet. JW tells you to remove anyone in your life that isn’t a JW active follower. Parents are to stop all communication with their sons & daughters who are not actively involved in the cult. Scary shit.
@@bonjovirocks24 How do you know her religion???
Father absence. 80% of black children are raised without a father.
@@durockize She mentioned “JW” in me of her comments about her religious upbringing. That’s Jehovah’s Witness.
@@isaywhatiwant8612 That’s awesome & true!! 🤣🤣
To parents everywhere: if you aren’t raising your kid somebody else is.
You wouldn't believe the people on utube with kids that spend all their time streaming, meanwhile ignoring their children.
@@ProudMary-ki6hm Yeah it’s crazy. You’d think they’d eventually notice even if it was just while they were editing. People get so wrapped up they see right passed what’s actually going on.
A sad reality in life for sure.
Well said 💔
Truer words have never been spoken.
This is painfully relatable. The bullying (for being darkskin, quiet, and overweight) on top the s*ex abuse had me feeling worthless and having suicidal/homicidal thoughts in elementary school.. I've gradually done a lot better since then. Like now, I'm not in a perfect place, but I'm in a GREAT place mentally, compared to where I was.
Keep up the great work!
Whatsoever things are peaceful just beautiful think on those things .. you are those all of those beautiful things
I love dark-skinned women...God bless
I'm sorry, you don't deserve to be devalued like that. Being told you are undesirable yet "desirable" enough to be preyed on and discarded...
I can't believe how your mother would neglect such an amazing young woman. As a dog lover myself, I would do absolute anything to save and help my pet. But how could the mum be that cruel not to help the pet's health? Yet this young compassionate woman would risk herself to be financially secure for herself and her pet
Because I think this woman is full of crap like what happened to the dog.
I agree
Demons are real.
She loved the lifestyle
My mom told me that when she was in her teens and early 20s my grandfather would give her and her friends money whenever they were going out if they didn’t have any because he didn’t want them asking for money in the streets. I always kept that in the back of my mind. You don’t want your kids out here taking unnecessary risks.
Dont want to get kids used to needimg handouts either. Look at our country today. Thats the main problem. "Men" still at home in their 30s, never had more than a part time job.....
Good man.
Equating sexual violence to strong affection is so sad to hear. I think this channel definitely helps you develop a better sense of empathy.
Tyrone, Audreaxx and myself know all to well about the Boogie Man. This word always scared me. When I heard an adult male or a boy who was older me say that word... I knew something bad was about to happen. These sex feins, molesters and sexual deviants are monsters and ruin kids lives. I can also relate to not knowing what a healthy relationship looks like. She hit the nail right on the head when she explaines thinking that an abusive relationship is normal.
Parents do it all the the time. Beating their children and say it is love. And the child goes into adult hood feeling it is normal. I’ve heard women say if you do not beat them you don’t love them.
I watch a lot of these interviews. This one in particular really hit home with me. When she spoke about her previous sexual trauma in adolescence caused her to question her sexuality as she grew up. This is something I have struggled with since being raped by my boyfriend at 15 years old. It is something that I don’t think is often spoken about. In my experience, I do feel like it also led me to become a hyper sexual being to ‘gain a sense of control’ over my sexual experience. With time I then went to the far end of the spectrum & became very non sexual. I’m in trauma therapy, doing EMDR now. It is helping, but it is a Conscious effort to find balance & security in my pin sexuality.
I really appreciate her candid honesty ❤️
I was also raped by my bfriend at 15. I got pregnant by the love of my life and married off at 16. I'm 50 now and suffer from PTSD, BPD, depression and panic. I'm disappointed in my life
Also.....I haven't been sexual in 9 years😢
Same
Have you ever sought a 12 step “S” organization like SAA? It’s a great community with tons of resources and support!
I wish for you an avenue to reclaim your divine power and energy.
I'm so sorry that violation happened to you and the other posters.
Sending you all tons of love, and wishes for liberation that celebrates your divine natures.
You all fully deserve that.
Aundreaxx is a beautiful, articulate and seemingly well adjusted young lady for all the early trauma she experienced. She has empathy and heart and I hope she finds real love in her life.
I can save her
You do it Randy.
Well.. not articulate
Of course she's articulate, but are you?.
Lots of trauma survivors wind up showing more empathy to others, as though they try to reduce humanity's overall suffering, or at least offer understanding, as an attempt to offset what happened to them.
My heart broke when she mentioned the sky full of stars and burst in tears.
Oh boy, what a beautiful soul.
makes me sad for her / angry at men when she says “I was too trusting” when she was raped. No girl - you weren’t too trusting, the men were evil.
OMG ME TOO! AS VICTIMS WE ALWAYS BLAME OURSELVES
You don’t even know those guys don’t judge
@@chrisreynolds2410 don’t blame a rapist? bruh WHAT
You only heard 1/2 the story and are passing judgment on folks and also putting words in my mouth.
Stop being such an ugly person.
@@chrisreynolds2410 110%. Fact. It takes "two to tango". Both sides are to blame for the objectification of themselves. The man had the thought, she provided the experience.
Following this channel has taught me one thing
DO NOT JUDGE ANYONE
An adorably gorgeous & intelligent young lady who took bad experiences and made them work for her. She's definitely got her shit together. Good for her!
This one has so much potential. She’s got everything it takes to be successful in life. I hope she’s able to reach whatever goals she sets for herself.
She has an IG page and sells products as well as is modeling.
@@zee7130 ...what is the IG page I would like to purchase some things and support
@@wes70100 It’s the name that’s the title of this video
Ha yeah right.
I don't agree. This girl is bi-polar and is actually a real sad case because it seems to be the adults in her life who failed her miserably. They could have very easily helped her to not do what she started doing so many years ago already. And all people need to understand that if they can't get money doing "better things", well, then, they will have to lower their values if they don't want to wait or go without. And in this case and many others, the values have not formed until after they have been corrupted in the minds. Once corrupted within the mind, 99% will not be able to get back out! Only time and different ideas to make money in different ways will allow them to get out because they are already hooked to the money!
She's definetly a great person though!
this has got to be my favorite interview there is something otherworldly about her, the way she talks and carry’s her self is beautiful. she’s so self aware and emotionally intelligent, she is really a beautiful soul
I feel she is an INFJ personality type. She definitely is an empath!!
She is smart and very pretty!
🌺🩷🙏🥰
She's extremely low in self-awareness and principles.
Please don't romanticise her actions. Looking pretty isn't everything
She's way more mature and grounded than anyone who would think it was their place to criticise her choices in life. I especially loved whst she said about not knowing what a 'real man' or a 'real woman' actually means. She's spot on about that. I've always thought it was a ridiculous thing to say in any context.
Yes, like when people say that's not normal. What is normal, show me? They can't because normal does not exist except to say that people are all normally different from what normal is perceived to be because normal is a perception, not a reality. It is a word like blank...
I dated a woman exactly like her literally in almost every way. Stories very similar. She slowly opened up to me and when the stories started coming there was a lot of heartbreaking stuff to hear. It was really hard to hear from her. Sometimes women are so young and so confused and they are just looking for a man to save them and when they get that mentality they end up finding the worst ones that mask as if they are there to help but they are just there to exploit. It’s really sad. I never judged her tho. I just tried to sit and listen when she would open up more…..
Lol homie then your woman was for the streets. You seeing her in this humble submissive role but what you're forgetting is her partying angry mode, Her nymphomaniac mode where she feels to hump everything that moves.
Thank you for being there for her. You don't know how much it means to have a man to just listen and be there, present.
@@user-iq9dd4kk9n you are absolutely right for sure. Appreciate your kind words
I'm glad you have compassion. We can't judge young women. Not only are they inexperienced, but they are also prayed upon by men. It is impossible not to have a story about a creep from your childhood. I haven't met a woman who doesn't.
She’s had so many experiences where she wasn’t kept emotionally and physically safe and protected as a child, and then again as an adult. I’m glad she’s finding her own way forward, and asserting control where she can. Such an extraordinary and compassionate person.
Her stories are crazy 😲 she met 2 guys who murdered their ex-girlfriend.
this is my cousins girlfriend she wanted to do this she is kinda lying
@@J4SoBoring really? What about?
@@Bixnood69 she didn’t mention about how her sisters disliked her
@@Bixnood69 and she is pretty mad behind the scenes
She is a gem, wish her the best. I will never understand how parents refuse to treat their babies like their most prized possessions.
right??? Animals in the wild have mom's who will kill anything that harms their off springs (fathers would do same). What really bothers me is, a man or woman touching up a child, that will mess up a child all the days of their adult lives.
Because her mom didnt pay her car insurance and her vet bill?
Step parents do this
@@canelareina3795 I preface my explanation for you by stating: if you reduce it JUST TO THAT. You weren’t paying attention.
Now my explanation: she actually did better than you, in actually explaining it herself.
Clown
@@canelareina3795 Excuses are amazing to hear at times.
She was a Jehovah's Witness.... I was disfellow-shipped too. That religion destroys people's lives.
I think it is a good religion. I was never part of it but know people who are. From an outsiders view it seems good.
@@unknownkingdom I was raised in that cultish organization. Yes, it appears "good". Buyer beware. These are clean cut men and women peddling false doctrine. I wept listening to this young woman.
She is so obviously an ex-JW...I relate so much to her experience...I wish her nothing but love and healing.❤
I agree and recognize that as well ; after also growing up in that religion.. She's such an intelligent young lady !! Im hoping and praying for the best for her !!
Definitely exJW!
She was brought up to serve men and to be a lesser person as a girl 😢
I related to her emotional confusion and depression story so much. She never felt safe, experienced true intimacy or connection resulting in the definition of sexual assault as a complement, she was being noticed and desired. She created a safe place for others, something she could not create for herself. The shame is what is holding her back today. She can’t define “I am bad” vs “I did something bad” - she was always enough, what happened was not ok, and it feels wrong because you know you deserve more.
Beautifully written⚜ 👏💜
Yessss same. That's why I'm trying to work on myself heal from trauma bonds lot of therapy and shadow work.
Nailed it. Excessive shame/guilts..
And seemingly, to a lesser degree - trust disorders, reality distortions, and difficulty feeling/empathizing/bonding/loving. Over time however, she can (IMO) significantly reduce those psychological wounds. I believe we all can.
@@LilithsCosmicLounge Lilith couldn't get along with Adam because she wanted to be on top. That's why he preferred Eve.
@@LilithsCosmicLounge It has to do with Toledo's location. Victims are easily transported by water. Same where I live on Lake Michigan but, people around here don't want to believe it.
I think a lot of women specifically can relate to having other people’s sexuality forced upon them without even being able to discover it on your own. It’s like playing catch up after that. It’s violating and unfair. It’s hard to even know boundaries after that, especially when it happens at such a young age. Her story is extremely relatable. She shares a powerful message and I hope she is finally able to feel in control of her own wants, needs, and desires.
Is literally anything whatsoever EVER a womans fault?? The first part to being an adult is taking personal responsibility for your actions and quit blaming others for EVERYTHING. But i wouldnt expect anything less from people that quit maturing mentally at around age 16 or 17.
@@whiteyfisk9769 I think these interviews are less about determining fault and more about highlighting experiences that played a role in shaping choices. Mark highlights that in the questions he asks. There is always a level of personal accountability as well. I was just saying her story seemed relatable and I have compassion.
Yes, boundaries...
@@whiteyfisk9769 what's wrong with you?! The only negative comment I've seen. Be at peace with yourself for the life of God!
@@realascanb222 I reported him. Aggressive misogynist
The fact this she's been through THAT much and is still so humble, loving and light hearted is inspiring honestly... Wishing her nothing, but HEALING AND SUCCESS!!!
Aundreauxx is a really interesting and lovable person. I'm grateful for this interview and for her candor, and I hope she's doing well these days!!
Edit: I realized as the interview went on why I felt like I could relate to her so much. I think she was talking about being raised as a Jehovah's Witness, which was my experience and a significant source of trauma. Also experienced my father being repeatedly "disfellowshipped" and the ridiculous shunning by the organization. Also feeling like an outcast and being bullied because I never fit in, largely relating to the religion, but also relating to chaos at home. It seems like she's learned how to love herself and show herself and others grace despite the cruelty that was shown to her in so many ways throughout her life.❤
For all she has been through, she is an absolute sweetheart. Has every reason to judge every man yet, she lets them be who they want in reasonable manner.
Man…”has every reason to judge every man” is a scary statement. I hope she doesn’t have this victim mentality, she’ll continue to disrespect herself and not value/love her body. I hope she stays out of the streets and uses that beauty/knowledge in a healthy way!
No matter what u been through you make the choice to do what's right at a certain point you have to make the decision to not be a victim dont let your pass make you crash
Women need to stop enabling bad male behavior. These men think their behavior is OK because plenty of women are willing to accommodate them. Various kinds of sex work is becoming normalized these days. You cant criticize men for treating women as objects, but then say its OK if you give me $50.
@@tubester4567 that’s some serious victom shaming 🤦
@@christineo7930 men have the burden of courting, swaying and wooing women through competition with other men in order to be selected as the partner; women have the burden of CHOOSING out of the bunch who they will sleep with, build a relationship with and what type of relationship it will be. Don't be stupid, it's nature and that's the way it is.
People as self-aware as Aundreaxx make this video series so incredibly insightful as to why people are the way they are. She is poised and intelligent and I'm impressed that she can track down the critical moments and turning points that led her to where she is. I hope she continues to heal and find healthier sources of intimacy - your future is as bright as the stars you looked up and saw that one night! Keep fighting for it!
Shes self aware because of her religious background
@@Forexroadrunner I do agree that believing in something larger than yourself gives you an awareness of your place in the world and some kind of moral gauge to check yourself with.
She is self aware and aware of other people’s motivation, not all of it good. I agree a religious background assures a person God loves you and you are valuable.
Highly sensitive people tend to be highly aware of many things. Including themselves.
It’s so clear that her soul needs to feel like it belongs for her to be truly happy. She’s searching, one day she will find it ❤️
Only sane comment! She clearly said she had no financial assistance from family this is why most girls begin doing what they do (including me). For folks to think this is a 'sad case' b/c she is in a different line of work...umm no relax.
I love this young lady's bravery, her honesty, her raw description of her past. She deserves so much more. Her story gripped my heart. Despite her past, she has been able to make a living, although not what she may have desired. Thank you for this video. I really pray she will rise above her abuse and above what her church did to her to make her feel so inadequate. I send love to her and hope.
She’s a former JW!!? I just got out of a relationship with a JW and the disfellowship process seems so traumatic! God bless this young woman and her positive attitude and energy after everything that she’s been through!!!!
Always think how good my mom did with us. 4 kids. She never put work first then us. She never took strangers to home. Neither in the family. She always protected us from sexual abuse. It never happened to us.🙏 We were poor, but united and happy as much as we could. She’s 76 now, and she’s enjoying all of us and her grandkids, and great grandkids. I’m proud of my mom.💐
Make sure you tell her
“Been raped a couple of times”…. How horrible!!!!!…. And she said it like it’s no bug deal .. how absolutely gut wrenching that was to hear ..poor girl.. and yet she still so strong and positive
As someone who was raped. It's a strange experience and at the end you are mad at yourself for not protecting yourself. Her reaction is exactly like mine. I don't want to cry and I don't know how to say it without seeming like I'm lying and I want attention but it hurts and traumatises you
I was about to say the same thing
@@Sunrisesabovethesky I hear ya. I've been through it twice. I used to blame myself for being in the wrong place, trusting, drinking(drugged drink), etc but really now, I'm grateful for the experience. I see it as strength. I'm a friggin survivor. I'm not traumatized. I don't fear death. (2NDE's.) I thought I was because I felt vulnerable and I was traumatizing myself because I was angry with myself. Maybe if I felt more like a victim then,.. idk maybe I even felt in some way it would be better for me, in some insane way of thinking. But truly since It already know what it's like, I'm not living in fear of it and those aren't the only hellish things that I've been through. Like many ladies.
I remember being in groups sharing my stories with other ladies (and men) and the leader just in shock at how we can talk like it's not a big deal. That's not it.. it's just your normal after awhile. Plus the trauma and fear is either repressed or surpassed. Trauma lives in the
"pain body" Eckhart Tolle take a lot about this. It's almost a separate entity that can be triggered at times and takes over but when it's not "active".. eh. I haven't shared about this yet very deeply but did make a couple videos here just to share what's helped me get thru. Great healing from self help teachers👍 like Tolle I highly recommended. thanks for inspiring me to share sister. 🌷
A lot of people who have been raped dissociate and don’t remember it well, so they say it kind of emotionlessly
Rape is a thing to women and another thing to men. I always have to think about it hard if the thing happened between two people having a relationship, there is always three versions of the truth.
The fact that she likes dogs and is down to earth after all that speaks volumes about her soul
Incredibly brave and inspiring ... the way you spoke about using sex as a tool for masking uncomfortable emotions as well as a gateway for achieving perhaps what is really desired (intimacy and closeness) is so highly relatable and have given me pause and helped me reflect - thank you for sharing Aundreaxx 🌺
Her story mirrors so many young women in so many ways; specifically her traumas caused by father-daughter abandonment. Wow.
It’s terrible she’s so beautiful
@@deerheart87 it wouldn’t matter if she wasnt
Soooo what have y’all done to raise awareness and change the trajectory?….because everyone loves talking about the problems over and over and over and over and over and over and over
It's the fathers job to keep his daughter off the pole
Her mother abandoned her too. Her mother chose a man over her.
What a beautiful young woman inside & outside. She has struggled from childhood, like many of us have. Her story was sad & touching. You could tell she is a good person but didn't have proper guidance & suffered sexual trauma, which if others are unaware of actually causes victims to often become hypersexual.
I've watched several SWU videos, and this young lady is my favorite so far. She's so thoughtful, and intelligent, and kind. I really hope the rest of her life is much easier than it has been so far. I think it will be, though. She will make things happen for herself. Her friends and loved ones should be proud of her.
It seems like a part of her is kind of “stuck” at the age of being abused I felt that her speech and mannerisms became more childlike as she was talking about it :( this wonderful person needs an intense healing journey and I really hope that she is able to start that journey soon ❤
Agreed. An interview like this is only the beginning. Hope she gets therapy w/o a camera!
As a funeral director, let me tell you, everyone has a story. I’m betting these interviews saved lives with getting stuff off their chest.
THIS IS MY COUSINS GIRLFRIEND
Very good comment 👍
Toby
@@J4SoBoring lucky guy
So basically, you are a crook? Like a Pimp, correct?
The more I've listened to these people, the more I realize how much incredible influence our upbringing has on our lives. Equally, I'm also learning that you cannot truly trust whatever version of story anyone tells of their own lives.
It took you these to realize that ?
A lot off ppl need healing from there childhood traumas
Their stories are not for anybody to "trust" or pick a part. The audience job is just to lend a ear to listen without judgement.
@@diamondgodisis5367 ok Jesus
That goes for anyone you meet in life. Some people are really just full of shit and want the attention or validation. But I give THESE people who come on here a lot more credit than most. It must be incredibly difficult but also brave to go on a public platform and openly talk about all the isolating life experiences you had growing up that correlate with why you chose to live the "unconventional lifestyle" in the first place. Once they've been chewed up and spat back out by their family and society for so many years due to for example a long time drug addiction, less than 10% of those addicts are actually going to seek out treatment for themselves. For those who do get treatment, they have a 60% relapse rate in their first year of recovery to fight with every single day while learning how to experience life again. Now for the rest, they just have to white knuckle it until they reach the end of their drug careers inevitably and in whatever form that it wants to take. These people putting themselves on blast for what they do to survive on the streets are some strong ass individuals that deserve all the opportunities in life to get better so they can help the next addict or homeless person who's still suffering. Even if their story does have some embellishments, it most likely stems from some version of the truth still. Being homeless is lonely and dehumanizing so sometimes all they really need in that moment is to be seen and feel heard without judgment by someone.
I love these interviews, where the guy lets the person actually speak uninterrupted, most interviewers cannot do that. Or the ones that ask leading questions so the person responds in agreement to the question.
Omg, your story and my story are SO. SIMILAR.
We really are so similar, your mindset, your thought process, everything - I went through the same things. I feel the exact same things. You are a beautiful person inside and out, and I feel so connected to your story. You did something so brave sharing your story. You are good enough, always. Only blessings to you from here out. ♥️
Lesson learned:
Make your daughters feel like princesses from a young age. Take them to pretty places and spoil them, so they don’t need to get it from men.
Umm no, educate the men
Yes, so our daughters are not easily impressed but yes also hold the men accountable.
Or maybe teach them to not prioritize material goods and instant gratification? Teach them to value discipline and self worth?
@@danielpustovoyt9726 most women who end up in problematic relationships with men are not chasing material items, they’re seeking love and connection that they were deprived of in childhood. When you’ve been starved your whole life for affection you’re more likely to accept scraps from the wrong ppl
If you spoil them they will become Bitchies
Mark, if anything, just the sheer consistency of your work is inspiring. Your channel helps me focus on being humble and having deep humility. Much respect to you for this passion that you share with the world. It helps me remember that, everyday, I need to put in the effort to be better and help people.
@@Jumpstyleish his content amplifies the voices of SO MANY people who in turn represent even more GROUPS of people. These videos help me to seriously contemplate my thoughts, my feelings, and my actions. This work provides tremendous value to me- I believe that it’s only fair for that value to be reciprocated back to the creator.
@@Jumpstyleish he gives a LOT of money to the people who need it. He mentioned he was giving thousands to some.
@@jcaylalove8713 finnaly someone recognize and report those kind of comments.
I reported it too as well.
@@Jumpstyleish I don't see any ads ever.
Useless comment, he was making much more money in his former job, clearly money isn’t the reason for him making/posting these videos, they are such good quality, he must be spending most his time doing this, it’s a passion and a way to give people a voice who usually in our society wouldn’t have.
Mark, thanks for taking the time, and risk, to bring these stories to light. I rank your interviews right along with Letterman's 'My Next Guest....', which I love. These are as good or better, because of you. To point a camera at someone and let them tell the story is so bold, and I absolutely love it. (Do I smell a Netflix series?)
Aunderaxx, I stumbled through 6 decades of religious influences, largely christian in nature, only to discover a little over 2 years ago that we have been worshiping a creature, rather than the creator. I should start a channel and teach what I've learned, but I'll just say this. According to that narrative by which believers wield judgment, it says that God prospers us, so if business is good, Praise God. I love you girl, I mean, I love you, wish you could hear my voice say it to you, it's true. Best of success. Listen to your heart, and pay attention to your gut, both are far wiser than anyone else on the planet, because both are directly connected to the Father of Light. Find those who you can trust and keep them close. Let go of the internal narrative that talks of the past and know that you are light. Be blessed girl.
She is so real & honest. When she cried you can feel what she was going through.
I've got so much respect for this girl. She's smart and she's empathetic and instead of judging people she encourages them to not be ashamed about their kinks and that it's ok to have them. I wish her all the best, she deserves it.
I JUST WANNA BANG!!
What a dummie.
Father not available, mum kicks her out, and grandma teaches her how to do bloxjobs.
Good family. I am glad, she seems not doing drugs.
She is such an intelligent and sensitive person. She’s going to go places in life.
Yeah back to the ave.
@@RobbyTripp like your mom.
Lol
What an inspiring story. What you've been through and yet your sweet heart shines through. Your story helps with what I'm dealing with. Thank you so much for sharing you beautiful, brave soul!
This young woman is soooo intelligent and well rounded! For her to have that kind of insight to how the lifestyle might be changing her at that age is admirable. So well spoken probably the most intellectual person I’ve heard on this channel
I have shared this channel with so many people.
Please keep up what you're doing, Mark.
We need you.
Do you tells people "check it out ya dingus" in a steve Brule voice lol!
Amen.
Me too, quite possibly the best channel on CZcams!
@@Steve-1269 If I could like that comment 1000 times I would. For your health!
How frickin sweet is she? Heart of gold. She is so kind, letting those feet dudes know “it’s ok to be yourself.” There is nothing we humans want more, than to be accepted for who we are - and she knows this. She’s very intuitive. And good for her for capitalizing on a mutually beneficial relationship! Get that money, honey 🙃
Wonder what that mouth do...
really!
Hell yeaaaas
Her stories are horrifying. She met two guys who killed their ex-girlfriend.
And that cop who followed her for her phone number. What a sick dark environment.
Sweet and heart of gold? Lol. She puts up a nice front but is a professional finesser. She's beautiful & has potential though.
One thing I’ve sworn with my life is, I will never ever kick my child out of my house unless they’re financially stable and wants to leave. They should always keep me mind that, I will never ever depend on them financially as long as I have good health and life. If God blesses them and they become rich, it’s still not their responsibility to take care of me financially unless they choose otherwise.
You are so eloquent & clever Andrea. I am so sorry that so many adults let you down when you were a kid. Shine on
I was raised in the same religion (Jehovahs Witnesses) and I too struggle with ALL of the things that you spoke on, especially sexual, and I'm 57. Please get into therapy because you have been brainwashed and indoctrinated and it doesn't go away. You are not alone!! There is a whole community that you can get support and understanding of why you feel ALL of the things that you're experiencing. I only found them 2 years ago and remarkably I finally feel like I belong. Talking to Mark was such a wonderful beginning for you and I wish you ALL the best on your journey. Much LOVE Sister🙏🏽🙏🏽
How did her mom have a live in boyfriend & she was JV ?
i too also guess from the terms she used that she was an JW
@@blazefairchild465 you can date someone, like...in public, but cant be with them alone. I mean, my parents in law are JW. And the sister in law just got married 1y ago. And they "dated" for a year before that. So, he d come and visit, sleep over and just sleep in a different room. But they d still like sit together and hold hands and stuff like that. Not sure if thats liberal, they re the inly JW i know. But they re all very normal and we have a nice relationship. Tho, my husband was never a part, so they re allowed to talk to him. Also, we never speak about the religion and they dont bring their books and things.
@@Ssimphony some JW are more strict than others. It's a dangerous religion. Do some online research yourself. Search Australian Royal Commision. I'm glad your in laws still have a relationship with their son. That's not the case for many due to the JW teachings.
@@brenna6522 the less I know, the happeier I am. Not sure If I wanna know too much. My husband was never a part of it and was not baptised. But his brother was, and they dont speak to him. As long as they dont speak about their religion and they re normal while with us, I am okay wih them.
This girl is very well spoken, practical, caring, and forgiving. I don't see anything wrong with her at all. She makes mistakes like everyone else.
What mistake was that?
She is well spoken!' Like that's a compliment. 'She speaks so well' is not a compliment, okay? 'She speaks so well' is some shit you say about retarded people that can talk. What do you mean she speaks so well? She is an educated woman! How did you expect her to sound?
What mistake did she make?
Nothing wrong now because she got out of the mess but she did make stupid decisions hanging out with the wrong crowd.
I can relate to your story. The feeling dissapointed nobody protected or stood by you. I have had the same pain and its hard to over come. Feels like a burning in my heart.
This is one of the greatest videos that I have had the pleasure of looking at she has been through so much and she is so humble. She is a beautiful person inside and out! Please someone offer this young lady a position where she is able to help others in her same situation. She is the picture of being a spiritual and loving caring individual. Please don't stop sharing your story! You are a very special person! God bless you!
Level of self reflection of many people on this channel is way, way above what i generally feel among people in "normal" society and what iam generally capable of during my very normal days. Iam humbled by it. All the best to all of you.
Yes!!!!! I was thinking exactly the same! It’s stunning!
You're bouncing
All over!,slow down,
With that said, I
Truly wish you the
Best lady.
Oh, by the way
Don't date a man
Who murdered his
Girlfriend, O.K?!
Good luck"
Wow I cannot believe what you just wrote. They are the ones who are trying to survive day by day. Living on the street, not having enough food, proper place to sleep, their brain is almost constantly put on a survival mode. A person who lives this way has even less time and ability! to focus on internal growth and self reflection because they don’t know if they are going to make it until the next day! Show more respect!
You would be surprised how much shit people say to a camera, you cant read the cameras emotions and intentions cause its a camera, and if you cant see the person filming you its only the camera.
Thats why some people get extra sincere during interviews, and then the internet comes and violated your entire sincerity, personality and emotions.
This beautiful lady has such a calmness about her, I wish her all the happiness and success ❤️
She seems to be doing ok. She has an IG page and is selling her products and modeling too. She goes by the name on the title of the interview.
She's not "calm", she's a sociopath who rarely contemplates "right/wrong", "good/evil".
Audrea's voice is so calming despite the many challenges she faced. It seems that you were really abandoned by your parents....it breaks my heart. You seem so put together and such a lovely smart girl. Keep aiming higher and dream big girl you got tons of potential wishing you much success and healing. Thank you Mark, the team and the guest.
i’m so glad that she managed to make her terrible situation into something that she feels comfortable with
You were bullied because you didn't act ghetto?! . You sound awesome and hold yourself right. Love your presence and shine. Keep shining and being yourself. Thank You for sharing. 💜
Happens all the time to black girls. Growing up I got teased for “talking white” bc I talked proper English
@@EmpatheticEmpress I never knew that happened. How sad. Correct communication in the real world can make a big difference. So interesting to hear that. Thank you for sharing. 🙂
@@EmpatheticEmpress I totally can relate to you, still happens now. Smh
@@EmpatheticEmpress Why did you stop?
This is one piece of black culture that keeps black people poor. If you don’t walk, talk, dress, and act unemployable you’re an outcast
No one protected this beautiful young woman from predators! I hope you heal from this abuse Aundreaxx.
i love this girl's energy.. shes so sweet, humble, happy and uplifted. regardless the hardships she had in life she never turned to drugs. all the best to her and hope her new career is fun and enjoyable for her because end of the day all that matters is liking what you do for a living.
Hey
Andrea my heart goes out to you, I was raised in the same religion as you and your experiences are so similar to mine!! You’re doing great ❤ thank you for sharing your story I know it isn’t easy
She is so insightful and intelligent, I could see her being a business owner or CEO of a company. With a different childhood, who knows what she could have done. I really relate to her, she is such a sensitive, decent person.
No one is this dumb
What a beautiful soul. With all that has happened to her, all that was forced on her, she has managed to remain a kind-hearted human being. Genuine, intelligent, and beautiful. I hope her life is filled with joy, love and success.
What was "forced" on her? Maybe I need to finish watching, I'm only 15 minutes in but so far this woman was not "forced" to do anything. She was presented with a series of OPTIONS and she made choices! You can not make this woman out to be a victim. This is that fine line that some people try not to acknowledge! If you made a decision to involve yourself in a certain lifestyle by choice you can not claim victim after the fact. Other than her father not being in the picture she is not someone with devastating childhood trauma. She was not abused. She was not lured into the industry. She willfully chose to be a part of it. Realistically there are some people that do and have normal upbringing.
@@marisela7825 She was not abused??
@Mari Sela You had one thing right. You need to finish watching the interview, because you are wrong.
@@thematriarchy2075 If you read what I wrote you should understand.
I was wrong about her being abused.
So nice! I now watched a few of your interviews and I appreciate (so much) how you approach everyone without bias - no judgment - just interested in life. ThXx for showing those beautiful colours of humans. Thank you to be. Xx
22:40 I relate so much to her early abus3 experiences and the ensuing struggle with sexuality, feeling robbed of the ability to truly explore etc. I'm dealing with it in therapy but some days it is really difficult. My heart goes out to her. She seems like an amazing person 💙
Having a real family matters guys make sure as a mother or father be in your child life no matter what🗣🗣🗣💯
If there's one thing to learn from this channel it's that positive parental involvement can prevent so much pain.
She has been through so much hardship and continues to be optimistic. Very well spoken, introspective, and grounded. It's incredible how she can be this way with the lifestyle she has. It's amazing how some people refuse to let traumatic experiences kill their positivity. I'm envious
“He was so much older than me I was really flattered” just a universal experience for all us woman huh
I’m so glad she’s found sex work that’s empowering for her. She has been through so much already in her lifetime… Her whole energy and body language changed when she started talking about her current work. She became happy, confident, relaxed discussing it.
She is so sweet, you can feel her kind soul throughout this. Hope things continue on an upward trajectory for her.
My mother made me marry a man I didn't know and didn't like when I was 18...we were Jehovah's Witnesses. That man almost killed me.
That's horrible! Are you ok now?
Yes, he was arrested and deported after the 3rd time he beat me unconscious. I was actually arrested the first time I called 911 because he had a scratch on his back from my attempt to get him off of me. The Jehova’s witnesses did everything to keep this all out of the courts and not get police involved.
My friend has a similar story💔
It's heartbreaking to see how life can brutalize a beautiful, intelligent and exceptional person like this. No one should be subjected to the horrors this young lady has been exposed to. I wish her the very best as her life goes on.
An amazing, strong, lovely young woman. I hope she pursues an education & realizes all of her potential. Discovering an environment where she is truly loved & respected for her wonderful, resilient self.
Aundrea I found your gentleness and honesty deeply touching. I wish you a safe and happy life, and I hope you find the trust that you deserve 🌟🌿✨
When she first started speaking, you could have thought she had the most perfect childhood and that nothing bad ever happened to her. I love how she is able to let go of all those horrible things that happened to her, it doesn't darken her bright spirit at all. Being molested, raped, not having a father, her mother and brother passing away, her church disowning her, sister disowning her, being bullied, being stalked; I think a lot of people let one of those events destroy them but this woman is STRONG. It broke my heart to hear what pain she went through but she's inspiring.
Take it from a victim, she hasn’t moved on, she’s still stuck there. I too was just like her and decided to go through life pretending nothing happened and that I was normal. Everyone around me could’ve never guessed a fucking thing and some even dated call me spoiled and naive at times, because they thought I was raised well and tried using it against me, not knowing that wasn’t actually who I was. As a victim, you often come to the realization that humans will treat YOU the VICTIM a lot worse than the predator. As a victim, you’ll be shamed and will open yourself up for people to try to take advantage of you now that they know YOUR vulnerability. She’s pretending to move on as a defense mechanism and uses the kink servicing as a way to empower herself
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A LOT of people just shouldn't have kids if they can't love, protect and support them financially!! What a sensitive beautiful soul that would do anything to save her dog. Been there then stopped!! I'll never understand why people get off on feet.
Its tragic!
I loved this young woman's honesty. I wish her the best.
I'm so sorry about all those disgusting people who abused you. I respect you immensely for emerging as a strong and caring person. ❤️
She seems like such a poised woman for the upbringing she had. Good shot for making the best of a hard situation.
shes full of crap, lieing.
@@fredrikandersson3885 shut the fuck up. Do you know her personally? Not everyone will choose to allow for their environment to dictate how they choose to show themselves to the world. Her circumstances does not mean she will choose to be unkept and untidy.
She’s acting.. all lies. I don’t know how nobody is picking up on her bs.
@@spcecicles4502 she’s definitely full of crap lol all lies.
Big difference between a father and a Dad. Always interesting, thanks!
How compassionate is she, despite all she's been through, it's actually made her very empathetic. What a beautiful heart. Young lady, you are amazing, lovely, and loved by the only one that matters. No one is perfect, but for many people, there is a need to belittle others in order to make ourselves feel better. These same imperfect people belong to religious organizations, and try to hide their true selves. Best wishes to you
thank you for making this information so readily available... it's crucial in this day and age... this woman is Truly a Hero for so graciously sharing her truth, and i extend an enormous Thank You to the lovely human being that she is....... May joy and peace cover all she does and endeavors
We do need this. Mark, this channel, the impact this channel has. This channel has the only comment section that I’ve ever seen that is consistently bigger than one video. This is community. Thankyou mark. So much man. Words can’t do it justice.
She was a Jehovah’s Witness. After she talked about not being perfect enough, and how the higher ranking guy would go from district to district, that is all I needed to know. She was talking about the Circuit Overseer who visits different Kingdom Halls. I could be wrong, but as someone who grew up in that religion, I’m almost completely sure that’s what she’s talking about.
As a ex JW I concur.
Most definitely, she is a JW. I used to attend the Kingdom Hall as a child as well.
Yeah. Better off out of that crazy set up. Only religion worth trusting is Buddhism.
⚖️ Most emphatically so. ...She can definitely talk to me if she ever needed to.
@@mattalford389 …no… believe in Jesus Christ, the only perfect sacrifice for our sins.
Dear Aundreaxx - you are amazing. Going through all that and still being so wonderful with such a high moral and such a big heart and so intelligent and beautiful - you are a miracle. And girl - I hear you; so many men and women make so many places unsafe. I really hope you find your tribe and your safe place. I found mine with musicians, writers and artists.
I wish you all the best ❤️
Love from Roxy
Shes sends a really beatiful message about being yourself and being okay with that. Thank you for your honesty, everything you have been through is not your fault. I found it really admiring to see her recognize her own actions when talking about bullying her brothers such a gentle kind human being.