Surprisingly Not Horrible
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- čas přidán 22. 08. 2024
- It's always been a concern about what my mental health would do after my cat, Nickie, died. He has been my reason for staying alive since I got him. I got him primarily because I was spiraling after the death of my last cat.
Surprisingly, my mental health hasn't been horrible, and that's even taking into account that this is a PTSD anniversary and I usually spiral pretty badly every year. I'm hoping if I can get to the gym, even just once a week, I can keep my mental health in check.
Questions? Comments? Topics you want me to cover in more depth? Just want to say hi? Email me! peggythepegazebracorn@gmail.com
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My current chronic illness story starts in early March 2020 with a fever, sore throat, cough, and shortness of breath. After a couple weeks, I was treated for a sinus infection, which I get every year. I continued to get worse and was tested for COVID 19 in early April, ~30 days after my first symptoms. It was negative.
I was hospitalized 3x in 2020 with bilateral pneumonia. I was also found to have tracheomalacia in December 2020, meaning my trachea collapses when I exhale. Before I could get it surgically repaired, they found a tracheoesophageal fistula, a hole between my trachea and my esophagus. That was surgically repaired in April 2021. May 2021 I went to the ER and was found to have a right calf DVT and bilateral PE's. I was on Eliquis for 6 months, delaying the repair of my collapsing trachea.,
In December 2021, I had a right heart cath (RHC) with 5 minutes of exercise which showed very mild pulmonary hypertension, the cause of which was never investigated, that my body wasn't returning enough blood back to my heart during exercise (preload failure), and the blood returning to my heart had a higher percentage of oxygen with exercise instead of a lower one (impaired oxygen extraction). This was actually my turning point. After doing some research, I started taking mitochondrial support supplements. That, combined with wearing oxygen 24/7 and taking Mestinon, has me MUCH more functional than the first 18 months of this journey.
Further cardiac testing showed I now have mild thickening on my aortic, mitral, and tricuspid valves. My last RHC showed worsening pulmonary hypertension and heart failure. My EMG/NCS showed “modest motor unit potential changes of decreased amplitude, reduced duration, and minimal polyphasia,” though not severe enough to be diagnosed with myopathy. My QSART showed increased latency of the distal leg and foot, with decreased sweat production of the foot as well, which is seen in small fiber neuropathy.
After 3 years of having pulsatile tinnitus, I finally got the tests I needed and found out I have fibromuscular dysplasia. In my case, it's presenting as beading and small aneurysms in my carotid arteries. Further imaging did not reveal any other affected areas, though I have not yet had a brain MRI with contrast.
I have something wrong with almost every system in my body. My life is nothing like it was prior to March 2020. I'm just trying to make the best of what I have.
Hang in there, things will get better
Can you tell that when do you change your nasal cannula? Or how often do you need to change the nasal cannula? please reply.
I change the nasal cannula weekly.
Do you have anxiety or depression issues? If yes then do you take any medications for that?
Yes. I've been treated for depression for most of my life. I have a "mental health" playlist with videos about my mental health and how I cope.