I am so numb and depressed that I wish I was dead. I want to kill myself but don't. No one would miss me anyways. Can't do anything right at work at home or anything in life. I guess that's what happens when you're a loser like I am. I have tried so hard to be better and not such a screw up, but the more I try, the worse I get. My family would be so much better off without me. Maybe I will muster up the courage to end it all so all of this pain and numbness will end.
@@ljrayburn322 as I read ur words...i felt like u pulled them directly from my heart. If u feel half as bad about urself as I do about myself...I'm sorry. I wish I could pull happiness from the clouds and thrust it upon your life. Ur my fellow human and I love you.
@@jubreakitjubawdit5188 I feel real bad about myself. I do thank you for your kind words,they mean a lot. I wish I could pull happiness from the universe and put it in your life. I do hope things get better for you!!
This song popped up in my feed today, the 5 year day of getting sober. I hadn't heard it in a long time. Today it means a whole lot more than it ever did before. It wasn't just the drinking that was a problem, it's the man I became when I drank. Today I thank God and the friends of Bill W who helped me when no one else could.
@@ssgssjaiden7404 I feel it. Going on month 3. I'm not sure what the cause of it this time coming around. So a little hard for me to figure out how to deal with it. Each day I want you to write down something positive about you. And when times get tough look at what you wrote. Just to pick yourself up when a day is extra rough.
This song in case anyone is interested is Tim McGraw telling his story of when he struggled with alcohol abuse and had to change his life for the better.
What this song means: A man is reinventing himself. Its metaphorical. He isn't physically killing himself, but rather mentally he is killing his demons.
I'm sixteen years old and since I was ten I've been fighting a personality disorder, bipolar disorder and depression. I've been in hospital a lot because it just gets to the point where I feel as though I can't continue. But to anybody out there; I'm still here. And I've been through it all. The abuse in other families, the adoption, the pain. I've buried my old self somewhere and if I can do it, so can you. So please stay strong. I'm just a click away. I know you can get through this.
@@boycebutler1967 42 same way, I had a few attempts. Last night I really wanted to. I broke down . it just built up for way to long. All the fake smiles, fake -- I'm doing great, how are you's...... Just was ready but I'm still here. I don't know why. Cause I don't want to be. But guess the wife is sitting up an appointment. So see how that goes
D17 Undead I feel for you. My sisters friend hung herself and I can't imagine her pain but it wasn't even a best friend. You can only hope. I may be an atheist but I'll stand with someone to pray for a dead one, that said I understand why you're friend... did it depression is a genetic thing and my sister my dad and I have depression. You really couldn't have don't anything. You need so many people to save someone already that far into the pit of depression. I just feel so sad knowing that, his/her family now has to deal with their dead child. I'm sorry for everything that happened to your friend and I just wanna say that you may never get over it, because it's so sad, /:
marty reddy when did they say how he died or what happened? Why’d you pin point depression? The fact that you’re making assumptions are disrespectful as all fucking hell wow
CZcams Account I’ve learned that hearing the truth maybe be painful at first but helps a lot more than someone lying and saying everything will work out. I would much rather hear someone say that’s it will be hard and sad but they will be with me than someone saying everything will be fine. Also when it comes to death it’s just as mean and cruel to say that everything will be fine because the person knows it won’t so that will end up messing it up more.
Great song Tim really touched me and made me think I've been really depressed lately and I'm not gonna lie I cried like a baby thanks for the good music Tim
Im want to commit suicide and it’s like nobody cares as long as your living and can’t here your cry for help. But soon as I’m gone then that’s when their are going to act like they care. But something is keeping me from killing myself.
Too tall I hope you're still around to read this. I feel the same my friend 24/7 in the back of my head for about 30 years now but life is worth the few good times we get.
@@charlesb.3569 it’s wild to think about how meaningful this comment itself is. You’re a survivor, and you’ve kept on surviving. As joe dirt said, “keep on keeping on.” You matter, and your experiences are so important to your story and our stories when we hear them.
Ik how you feel brother I've been up all night just how much i hurt her i cant tell i just know i never meant to piss her off or mad at me i really didn't do anything but now here we are
@@skylartabsher6321 Yeah, the first part makes it seem like it's about suicide, however, the part about him thanking God that the old him is gone kinda changes the meaning.
There is someone out there that's cares for each and every one of us. Whenever you feel like this call your parents, friends, bf,gf. Wife husband, whoever, and also God. Don't give up there is hope for everyone.
Honestly, when I first listen and saw the name of this, I was like what the actual hell Tim McGraw? Then realized it wasn't suicide. It was about killing the old self that was caught up in the devil. Now that I call a good song.
My sister shot herself in the heart six years ago today she sent a flash drive with a few songs on it threw the mail to me two days before she took herself out… I had never heard this song.. she was by far smart enough to know the song was written metaphorically, but she must’ve liked it !! I miss her so much… RIP lil sister
Life isn't difficult it's just the way you look upon it is what seems difficult if your life is difficult then your looking at it the wrong way is what I'm getting at
I feel this deep in my heart because I HAVE hurt everyone I touch, I tried to change the old me , but here we are, to me it’s about Suicide and I know it’s not the way he wrote it, but it’s my ode to death...someday I will kill myself and I’ll be gone
I found this song during a bad point in my life. I was honestly frustrated that the end of the song didn’t confirm my feelings in wanting to end it. But when I come back to it and I’m feeling bad it inspires me. In the end he “kill’s himself” in that he ends his old bad ways. I think I can do that too.
to all of you that dont understand this song its about changing the old and bad you and to not hurt the ones you love its pretty much killing the old you and those who wamf to end there lives which we all wanted to one time or another we only get one chance in life which we allchoose for happiness and successful and good health we all have the decition to choose how we live once you make that step and go away for good atleast try leave run the fuck away go somewhere else and see if thats what is the problems how many times have we went somewhere and thought this is how and where i want to live just try harder than you ever have before get the fuck away from the negativity and the issues that may be the problem just remember problem are made to be solved please know you also hurt the ones that have to deal with you being gone i have been in the worse ways possible and truly thought id be better off fuckn dead take myy gun go out to the woods and blpw my brains out but i learned to face my most darkest thoughts and to realise i am a good man and i sure as fuck know im worth a ot more than i thought i was before i hope the words i just said make a small difference to anyone please atleast try done more time there is some beautiful parts of our world and some place thats waiting for you thank you for reading this good luck, joey
Thank you. I'm at that point in my life right now. My bad decisions have cost me my family. Thank God for the great woman 🙏 the mother of my children. I've got to try harder than I ever had and if I succeed my family and I will be just that, a family..good bless those who are going threw it at this point we n there life. It's on you to do what you have to do in order for life to be what you wish and dream it to be..best of luck and know that you are loved and cared about so many up and beat what ever it is...
This song screams words at my heart. My father did this exact thing on March 19th, 2018 and he never did say goodbye. I was woken up to my phone blaring: I had 23 missed calls, twice as many text messages so I called one of them back and they told me my daddy had committed suicide early that morning around 2am. I instantly couldn't talk and my phone dropped and hit the floor and I broke down bawling. I then drove the 4 and a half hours away to verify and be the one to say goodbye to my dad one last time. He has no doubt been in my thoughts constantly every day since that day. I still see his face to this day and it haunts me. Haunts my sleep and even when I just close my eyes. I miss you Dad. R.I.P BP MIKE(KING JEW) 04-20-1963
from someone battleing serious depression and anxiety this song means a lot.. People dont want to die they only want to be loved and for the pain to finerly stop just to alot of people death seams to be the only way out not just for them but for all and you tend to feal killing yourself is the best thing for everyone
I'm fighting the worst depression I've ever had. I've took my family for granted and a beautiful girl I love with all of my entire heart. But now I got the opportunity to do right by my people..I thank God for that.
I’ve had ptsd all my life. Something that just kept building over the years of my youth. I try to stay invisible to the world. Hide in my car in the middle of nowhere. When you finally have nothing to live for you just wait for the end but sometimes you did the world of that burden. Love you lis
I've lost so much over the past 4 months.. Lately I've been thinking that this is my only other option.. But I can't do it.. I can't put my family through that pain..
+Yellowalloy4 dont. i just got out of the hospital a few days ago for trying to overdose and i NEVER want to see that look on my daddys face ever again.
Pain is hard. I know it well my story is huge, I have experienced almost everything you can in life. The pain eases once you learn to live without fear, guilt, shame or remorse. Have hope that we go through this for a reason. Mine is to help others. Im sitting in the waiting room of life right now, learning, healing, meditating but as soon as I'm ready I'm going to shine brighter than the sun within my future. Go dance in the rain. Sit with a homeless person. Laugh at the stupid shit you have done. Don't regret anything, forgive others, be free. Love, love and love its a beautiful vibration once you can master thinking with your heart, in still learning. We can always learn more. Peace, hope and love and if you feel you have lost hope message me I will listen. Your not alone
The man i love dearly sent this song to me in a act of love to let me know he's trying to change an be a better man. An trust me it's not about dieing. It about changing who he is. An believe me he has changed for the better. No more drinking or fighting for him now it only love , caring an be here for me an our family. An god knows he's been through hell an back but he come home to me alittle broken but with all my love a support he has become the most woundful man ive ever know besides my father. So for the people who think this song is about ending your lie please dont because this song means changing who you are to some one beteer for those you love most in this world an i thank god every day for giving me this man to love with my whole heart an soul. I love you Mr.Barbrey an im glad to be your wife an im so happy you changed your ways to be the man i love most dear in my live .. For ever my love hunny. You make my world go round an give me the courage to be the woman i am today. So actually baby you saved us both.💯💋❤💋❤
Everyone that is here should not kill themselves you should keep pushing forward no matter what the world throws at you . All you need to do is to be close with the people that you love and to be close to yourself
Way Cool J man i went to rehab been sober ten months i got to boys by a previous marrage and got a lil girl on way got engaged on christmas and it all went down hill but im praying but its not not to make that step
The comments tell me people don't really know what the song is about. He's not saying literally killing himself. He's saying he wants to kill the bad parts of him and be a better person. It's about taking responsibility for who you are.
Honestly, you're right I won't miss you. I don't know you and pretending the rest of the world will suffer from your death would be a lie. I'm not going to entertain your cry for attention with likes. Especially when I don't know you
Never give up, these people replying are assholes. You were asking for help in that moment, that is all I need to know. I hope you are strong, every day, is a NEW day, just saying. .......
I have sever PTSD and spinal cord injury. I try to never show weakness. But since counseling and opening up to my wife and daughter it’s getting better.
It feels like poison like if I'm already dying inside out it's painful why do u have to be depressed I feel like soon I'll take away what god gave me I'm sure no one will miss me not even my family but at least i won't bother anyone anymore
Ik how you feel man same here pissed of the only person who cared about me shes still sorta my friend but idk my family dosent give two shits about me either
Delight yourself in the Lord 📖 and he will give you the desires of your heart. Psalms 37:4 And no good thing will he withhold from those who diligently seek him. Psalms 84:11 Hebrews 11:6 Faith comes by hearing and hearing by the Word of God. Romans 10:17 We must be willing to turn from sin to receive Jesus forgiveness , and to know and LIVE out his teachings. He who does the will of God abides for eternity 1 John 2:17 KJV, NKJV ❤️👑✝️📖💫✨👊
Honestly I can relate to this song so much except for the drinking part. I really thank you Tim because this song means a lot to me. I an listen to this song a thousand times without getting tired of it
This song betrays not one killing themselves as rather they are killing their old selves. Reinventing themselves. I killed myself in 2008 by hanging and was brought back to life by paddles. It took minutes and I'm one of the lucky ones. I understand this song all to well. I wish I could have seen this song before I kicked that chair. I woke up and saw the pain in my families eyes after three days in an induced coma. It's a memory I carry that gives me more pain then life could ever bring me back to that unforgiving mindframe I once had.
LOVE THE SONG ,,,, MY SON WAS 21 , WE FOUND HIM SHOT HIS SELF , NO NOTE NO CRY FOR HELP SO ANYTHING SONG PEOPLE TALKING WHATEVER IT TAKES TO GET TO PEOPLE THAT THEY ARE NOT ALONE I AM ALL FOR HIT THE NERVES MAKE PEOPLE THINK THEIR IS SO MANY AT THAT POINT NOW LETS TAKE A STAND AND HELP ;;; SO ONCE AGAIN FROM A FATHER THAT KNOWS THE PAIN LEFT BEHIND I LOVE THIS SONG MORE OF US NEED TO PUT OUT THEIR AND TALK ABOUT HOW WE FEEL YOU NEVER KNOW IT MAY SAVE A LIFE ; ; ;
This song hits more than deep. 28 years of trying to do the right thing Neither drugs or anything of that nature... maybe it’s workin too much, caring too much, I only worked to keep what we had... sometimes I wonder if the the saying, “good guys always finish last is the truth”
I just wish being born was an option for me, for seeing life in the way I see it, it's a curse, not a gift. I was nothing before I became this, and this is worse than never existing... daily hurt and pains, daily fears... it's always torture to rise, just let me lay forever...
I feel you man!! I was in a VERY dark place, I have put in the HARD work to get where I'm at today. The person who helped me was Eminem, certian songs gave me the strength to face my demons. Stand tall and stand proud!!
I see that everyone thinks its either it is wanting to die or changing himself. But I believe it's both it took him until he was in a deep depression wanting to die deciding to reinvent himself. I think him wanting to die is what pushed him over the edge and wanted to change himself for good.
What a powerful song! Really hits home! I havent been a horrible husband but at times i havent been so nice! But have have made changes! Killed some inner deamons and made myself a better man for my wife and kids!
Richard Mapes, to some people it speaks to them in a suicidal way. Music is open to interpretation, some people think this is a suicidal related song, I agree. There is no true, right or wrong, when it comes to music.
if i stop helping others i loose my purpose.. some of us just dont get to be happy on a personal level but we just need to fight through and be there for our loved ones no matter how miserable life makes us.
my friends little sister killed. She did not leave a note. She was 14 years old. If she was still she would be 17. We will always going to love you Cassie.
I attempted to kill myself. I survived becuase I screwed up the medication an amature mistake, I was so excited to die I didn't even check the medication to make sure it was right.
I never could answer the question, “What’s your favorite song?” Then I heard this. I realized the awful person I would turn out to be, and I thought the real death would be a solution. Then I realized if I did what I should’ve, and after a while it became what I wanted. It makes me the woman I am now, and I have never appreciated my sisters more.
Most suicides are a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Picture yourself at your own funeral, who do you see sitting there suffering? I understand that life is hard, but there is someone, somewhere that loves you! Please talk to someone if you are feeling this way. Suicide is not the answer!
charla451 I tried to kill myself a year in a half ago. Sometimes I wished I had succeeded because thenI wouldn't have to watch my dreams go up in smoke and watch my life fall apart again. I thought things were getting better but then it took a turn for the worse and I am getting closer to my old self again. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel so lost in life now.
Everybody thinks of killing them selves once in a while, even real happy people. It makes us all wonder what's the sense of life? were born we live our lives and then we die. All that's born lives to die!...life and death is an endless cycle of birth and death and it don't make no sense at all. Life is a futile struggle of survival in any way we can make it in this cold brutal world. Only in death do we find release and freedom from all of life trials and tribulations, Only in death does the struggle of life end. But then again it makes one wonder what its like to be dead! Could being dead be just as hard a struggle?
God loves you, think about all the people that love you. Your family is there for you! 🙏♥️ be the person they need you to be. You are an amazing person, your strong. I love you and I believe in you
Am I the only one her that knows what this song is about? As a part time songwriter this song has nothing to do with suicide. Not even hint of offing himself in the literal sense. In the addiction and religious world in order for the new person to be born the old person must die. We must kill the old us, and be reborn again. That's the message the songwriter is trying to convey. I pray to God no one takes it literal and offs themselves. If you are thinking about suicide come on down to Florida and hang out with me and we'll see if we can help get you feeling content with life again.
I probably shouldn't tell you this, but there is a very fast method of hanging. Please dont do it though. I will miss you., and I promise other people will too. Don't worry, you're not alone feeling like this.
Rest in Heaven Dr Michael Edwards miss you brother wish I knew you longer and i blame myself your not here we were together every day all the signs were there sorry
I don’t want to kill myself I just wish I was dead.
I feel the same, tired off the world I’m living in. Just don’t want to hurt the family
I agree
I am so numb and depressed that I wish I was dead. I want to kill myself but don't. No one would miss me anyways. Can't do anything right at work at home or anything in life. I guess that's what happens when you're a loser like I am. I have tried so hard to be better and not such a screw up, but the more I try, the worse I get. My family would be so much better off without me. Maybe I will muster up the courage to end it all so all of this pain and numbness will end.
@@ljrayburn322 as I read ur words...i felt like u pulled them directly from my heart. If u feel half as bad about urself as I do about myself...I'm sorry. I wish I could pull happiness from the clouds and thrust it upon your life. Ur my fellow human and I love you.
@@jubreakitjubawdit5188 I feel real bad about myself. I do thank you for your kind words,they mean a lot. I wish I could pull happiness from the universe and put it in your life. I do hope things get better for you!!
This song popped up in my feed today, the 5 year day of getting sober. I hadn't heard it in a long time. Today it means a whole lot more than it ever did before. It wasn't just the drinking that was a problem, it's the man I became when I drank. Today I thank God and the friends of Bill W who helped me when no one else could.
As someone who is having suicidal thoughts this makes me cry
Stay strong man. Depression is temporary. Just remember gotta take it one day at a time. Take that time to better yourself everyday.
@@jameswalsh1634 I've been depressed for a few months 😞😞
@@ssgssjaiden7404 I feel it. Going on month 3. I'm not sure what the cause of it this time coming around. So a little hard for me to figure out how to deal with it.
Each day I want you to write down something positive about you. And when times get tough look at what you wrote. Just to pick yourself up when a day is extra rough.
@@jameswalsh1634 I've done that before 😞😞
Agreed
This song in case anyone is interested is Tim McGraw telling his story of when he struggled with alcohol abuse and had to change his life for the better.
What this song means: A man is reinventing himself. Its metaphorical. He isn't physically killing himself, but rather mentally he is killing his demons.
Alexander Corliss Yeah, no suicide song would have this kind of a happy melody in it.
Zacc Yes it would. A lot of songs about horrible things have happy tunes
Alexis Vails Idk, maybe. I'm not a depressive person, I don't listen to sad songs.
Alexander Corliss then why TF are you in the comments dummy
so whats the point?, die isnt sad for everybody...
I'm sixteen years old and since I was ten I've been fighting a personality disorder, bipolar disorder and depression. I've been in hospital a lot because it just gets to the point where I feel as though I can't continue. But to anybody out there; I'm still here. And I've been through it all. The abuse in other families, the adoption, the pain. I've buried my old self somewhere and if I can do it, so can you. So please stay strong. I'm just a click away. I know you can get through this.
I suffer from depression to
I tried to hang myself but it took eay too long to kill me and my parents broke onto my room
You are amazing. Keep doing what you do.
Your not alone.
I'm trying to deal with it myself. I'm 41 and I feel this way everyday.
@@boycebutler1967 42 same way, I had a few attempts. Last night I really wanted to. I broke down . it just built up for way to long. All the fake smiles, fake -- I'm doing great, how are you's...... Just was ready but I'm still here. I don't know why. Cause I don't want to be. But guess the wife is sitting up an appointment. So see how that goes
“When you're happy, you enjoy the music but when you're sad, you understand the lyrics.”
― Frank Ocean
I am.sad
Yeah that’s like I’m so lonesome I could cry hits deep when in that spot
Why can't I be happy
Im understanding these lyrics...
I'm sad
It actually is nice to see a country artist open up about stuff like this, it’s uncommon and very much needed
If there was more like this I'd listen to country daily
Huh? Country is all about real emotions…
@@ayyjaxon8981there is. Look up old country songs
2 days before my best friend dies he show me this music. my friend i miss you so much
D17 Undead man... thats sad.. im sorry
D17 Undead I feel for you. My sisters friend hung herself and I can't imagine her pain but it wasn't even a best friend. You can only hope. I may be an atheist but I'll stand with someone to pray for a dead one, that said I understand why you're friend... did it depression is a genetic thing and my sister my dad and I have depression. You really couldn't have don't anything. You need so many people to save someone already that far into the pit of depression. I just feel so sad knowing that, his/her family now has to deal with their dead child. I'm sorry for everything that happened to your friend and I just wanna say that you may never get over it, because it's so sad, /:
marty reddy when did they say how he died or what happened? Why’d you pin point depression? The fact that you’re making assumptions are disrespectful as all fucking hell wow
Gary Wolter your name is gay af, Gary.
CZcams Account I’ve learned that hearing the truth maybe be painful at first but helps a lot more than someone lying and saying everything will work out. I would much rather hear someone say that’s it will be hard and sad but they will be with me than someone saying everything will be fine. Also when it comes to death it’s just as mean and cruel to say that everything will be fine because the person knows it won’t so that will end up messing it up more.
Great song Tim really touched me and made me think I've been really depressed lately and I'm not gonna lie I cried like a baby thanks for the good music Tim
This hit me well, I should really change myself, the meaning of the song, be a better person, sadly I’m failing.
A man who changes his ways for the better and in my opinion are the best kinda man you could meet
"I thank God the devil in me died. Cause I stand before you now a man changed and alive!"
Greg Vogel I love you...
Amen brother
I'm very happy for you. I wish I could say the same about myself. I don't want to be here anymore.
@@johnchase4408 me too chase me too
@@johnchase4408 do it
2020 this song is still here and I always think of doing it yet something stops me but the pain is 24/7 and I wish it would stop
Im want to commit suicide and it’s like nobody cares as long as your living and can’t here your cry for help. But soon as I’m gone then that’s when their are going to act like they care. But something is keeping me from killing myself.
You matter brother.
@@sonyaharris5990 you matter too my friend.
Too tall I hope you're still around to read this. I feel the same my friend 24/7 in the back of my head for about 30 years now but life is worth the few good times we get.
@@charlesb.3569 it’s wild to think about how meaningful this comment itself is. You’re a survivor, and you’ve kept on surviving. As joe dirt said, “keep on keeping on.” You matter, and your experiences are so important to your story and our stories when we hear them.
I still love to interprete it my own way though, to me it's about comitting suicide.
I feel you
I would hate to see what you thought all those Beatles songs were about.
I hurt her , she was the only happiness I had in this world and when im long and gone I'll just leave this song for her ...
Ik how you feel brother I've been up all night just how much i hurt her i cant tell i just know i never meant to piss her off or mad at me i really didn't do anything but now here we are
ik what it feels like to hurt someone you lovr...
The exact reason im here
I've done the same thing and I feel hopeless and just wish to fade away
I am with u
Are all of us here in the comments suicidal? You would've thought at least one of us would've just been here to listen to some tunes... huh...
Quackalicious Definition lmao
Quackalicious Definition people think it's about suicide when it's about a man who changes hisself.
@@skylartabsher6321 Yeah, the first part makes it seem like it's about suicide, however, the part about him thanking God that the old him is gone kinda changes the meaning.
I am
Sad truth of being stuck with depression though hey
There is someone out there that's cares for each and every one of us. Whenever you feel like this call your parents, friends, bf,gf. Wife husband, whoever, and also God. Don't give up there is hope for everyone.
Honestly, when I first listen and saw the name of this, I was like what the actual hell Tim McGraw? Then realized it wasn't suicide. It was about killing the old self that was caught up in the devil. Now that I call a good song.
Yeah I had the same thought.
My sister shot herself in the heart six years ago today she sent a flash drive with a few songs on it threw the mail to me two days before she took herself out… I had never heard this song.. she was by far smart enough to know the song was written metaphorically, but she must’ve liked it !!
I miss her so much…
RIP lil sister
why is life so difficult
Life isn't difficult it's just the way you look upon it is what seems difficult if your life is difficult then your looking at it the wrong way is what I'm getting at
I feel yea
Its god testing you and he only gives you as much as you can take the strong survive its better to fight to survive then give up to die
Mason Corn yeah right
Yeah true we will all die sometime when we get old the older a person gets the harder things get
This is the first time I heard this song and it almost made me cry, but at the same time, it is such an amazing song.
This song still hits more then anything I love it
This song right here. I can't explain how much it hits me. Amazing song and puts into words what I wish I could say.
He not talking about committing suicide he is talking about letting the old person he was go
you're the only one who gets it.
I know.
+emily swift I was thinking the same.
I still want to die.
emily swift he even makes a point of looking back at his old self in a chair
I vow to let my old self go and live the life I'm supposed to live.
I feel this deep in my heart because I HAVE hurt everyone I touch, I tried to change the old me , but here we are, to me it’s about Suicide and I know it’s not the way he wrote it, but it’s my ode to death...someday I will kill myself and I’ll be gone
If you’re still here please reply.
Me too brother
Please reply.
I found this song during a bad point in my life. I was honestly frustrated that the end of the song didn’t confirm my feelings in wanting to end it. But when I come back to it and I’m feeling bad it inspires me. In the end he “kill’s himself” in that he ends his old bad ways. I think I can do that too.
This song is about killing the old you and becomong the person you need to be. Its not about suicide. Damn folks.
Brendon Sapp oh I started to say uhmmmm
Hunter man but then I realized that I'm being stupid now I'm in a relationship with love of my life and I'm happy
Hunter man maybe do but it it's an awful song..
guess u are the one who dindt get the song
Brendon Sapp he's talking about killing his old self and becoming a new person
to all of you that dont understand this song its about changing the old and bad you and to not hurt the ones you love its pretty much killing the old you and those who wamf to end there lives which we all wanted to one time or another we only get one chance in life which we allchoose for happiness and successful and good health we all have the decition to choose how we live once you make that step and go away for good atleast try leave run the fuck away go somewhere else and see if thats what is the problems how many times have we went somewhere and thought this is how and where i want to live just try harder than you ever have before get the fuck away from the negativity and the issues that may be the problem just remember problem are made to be solved please know you also hurt the ones that have to deal with you being gone i have been in the worse ways possible and truly thought id be better off fuckn dead take myy gun go out to the woods and blpw my brains out but i learned to face my most darkest thoughts and to realise i am a good man and i sure as fuck know im worth a
ot more than i thought i was before i hope the words i just said make a small difference to anyone please atleast try done more time there is some beautiful parts of our world and some place thats waiting for you thank you for reading this good luck, joey
Thank you. I'm at that point in my life right now. My bad decisions have cost me my family. Thank God for the great woman 🙏 the mother of my children. I've got to try harder than I ever had and if I succeed my family and I will be just that, a family..good bless those who are going threw it at this point we n there life. It's on you to do what you have to do in order for life to be what you wish and dream it to be..best of luck and know that you are loved and cared about so many up and beat what ever it is...
This song screams words at my heart. My father did this exact thing on March 19th, 2018 and he never did say goodbye. I was woken up to my phone blaring: I had 23 missed calls, twice as many text messages so I called one of them back and they told me my daddy had committed suicide early that morning around 2am. I instantly couldn't talk and my phone dropped and hit the floor and I broke down bawling. I then drove the 4 and a half hours away to verify and be the one to say goodbye to my dad one last time. He has no doubt been in my thoughts constantly every day since that day. I still see his face to this day and it haunts me. Haunts my sleep and even when I just close my eyes. I miss you Dad.
R.I.P BP MIKE(KING JEW)
04-20-1963
This is a song about an alcoholic who goes into recovery and goes thru the steps to better themselves.
I'm truly sorry you had to go through that, I hope you're doing well.
from someone battleing serious depression and anxiety this song means a lot..
People dont want to die they only want to be loved and for the pain to finerly stop just to alot of people death seams to be the only way out not just for them but for all and you tend to feal killing yourself is the best thing for everyone
I didn't think a song could speak to me so well 😩❤
I'm fighting the worst depression I've ever had. I've took my family for granted and a beautiful girl I love with all of my entire heart. But now I got the opportunity to do right by my people..I thank God for that.
I’ve had ptsd all my life. Something that just kept building over the years of my youth. I try to stay invisible to the world. Hide in my car in the middle of nowhere. When you finally have nothing to live for you just wait for the end but sometimes you did the world of that burden. Love you lis
I cried when my brother showed me this… I have changed so much over the past year and he knew that..
I've lost so much over the past 4 months.. Lately I've been thinking that this is my only other option.. But I can't do it.. I can't put my family through that pain..
+Yellowalloy4 dont. i just got out of the hospital a few days ago for trying to overdose and i NEVER want to see that look on my daddys face ever again.
I've hurt my family to much I blame myself for a lot of problems I have caused. this song describes how I feel right now very well.
Yellowalloy4 I felt.like that for 3 years
Yellowalloy4 talk to them it'll get better
Yellowalloy4 I don't have a family. what am I waiting for goodbye
Pain is hard. I know it well my story is huge, I have experienced almost everything you can in life. The pain eases once you learn to live without fear, guilt, shame or remorse. Have hope that we go through this for a reason. Mine is to help others. Im sitting in the waiting room of life right now, learning, healing, meditating but as soon as I'm ready I'm going to shine brighter than the sun within my future. Go dance in the rain. Sit with a homeless person. Laugh at the stupid shit you have done. Don't regret anything, forgive others, be free. Love, love and love its a beautiful vibration once you can master thinking with your heart, in still learning. We can always learn more. Peace, hope and love and if you feel you have lost hope message me I will listen. Your not alone
Very inspiring, thank you✌💚
Cheers man you actually made me smile for a second here
Changes for yourself ,effects others that you love or people around you.Good changes helps others overcome what challenges they are facing.
The man i love dearly sent this song to me in a act of love to let me know he's trying to change an be a better man. An trust me it's not about dieing. It about changing who he is. An believe me he has changed for the better. No more drinking or fighting for him now it only love , caring an be here for me an our family. An god knows he's been through hell an back but he come home to me alittle broken but with all my love a support he has become the most woundful man ive ever know besides my father. So for the people who think this song is about ending your lie please dont because this song means changing who you are to some one beteer for those you love most in this world an i thank god every day for giving me this man to love with my whole heart an soul. I love you Mr.Barbrey an im glad to be your wife an im so happy you changed your ways to be the man i love most dear in my live .. For ever my love hunny. You make my world go round an give me the courage to be the woman i am today. So actually baby you saved us both.💯💋❤💋❤
Wow incredible 🙌😍❣
Everyone that is here should not kill themselves you should keep pushing forward no matter what the world throws at you . All you need to do is to be close with the people that you love and to be close to yourself
no
That's right keep production high don't stop working
The value you produce is more important than how you feel
To anyone thats thinking about it just from someone who knows it wil always get better
Way Cool J man i went to rehab been sober ten months i got to boys by a previous marrage and got a lil girl on way got engaged on christmas and it all went down hill but im praying but its not not to make that step
You don't know that it always gets better, you are not allknowing. Sometimes for some people life isn't worth it
I’ve been to that dark place. I feel that way all the time. This song speaks of my life 😔
He literally says I won’t leave a note 🤔they will know what I did here tonight 🤔
Some people need to look at the true meaning of this song... And take note.
Make your lives better... Don't cut it short. ❤️
The old me is dead. Im alive free from sin. I stand before you a saved man
CobrARTS GVH yea true but i believe in a higher power. You have your opinion and i have mine.
CobrARTS GVH i was forgiven
Ian Oas same my old me was all out hell and put that down let all my grudges go set new goals and fixed myself up and cleaned up my act
Brandyn Sutherland congrats. We are proof that people can change
Amen
The comments tell me people don't really know what the song is about. He's not saying literally killing himself. He's saying he wants to kill the bad parts of him and be a better person. It's about taking responsibility for who you are.
Yessss
Yeah, a lot don’t get it.
The true meaning behind this hits me right in the feelers it's not about eneding his life it's about changing from his old ways
To me it's giving it all to God and being born again trust the Lord Jesus Christ he's working in our lives
First half of song: starts having flashbacks from when I was suicidal
Second half of song: realizes that this song has nothing to do with suicide
i knew no one would miss me so what the hell......
like if u would miss me watch no one will
Cv Bucks football goat don’t do it
Really this is your way to get likes on a comment and saying watch no one will will not make people go oh yeah i should like this
Honestly, you're right I won't miss you. I don't know you and pretending the rest of the world will suffer from your death would be a lie.
I'm not going to entertain your cry for attention with likes. Especially when I don't know you
Fuck off okay i dont care bc 7 billion ppl and the only ppl i care for is me my sisters and her
Never give up, these people replying are assholes. You were asking for help in that moment, that is all I need to know. I hope you are strong, every day, is a NEW day, just saying. .......
I have sever PTSD and spinal cord injury. I try to never show weakness. But since counseling and opening up to my wife and daughter it’s getting better.
My whole world has been turned upside down... This is me to the core... I had to! I am better now
I hope you're still here
Was the old me that had to go
It feels like poison like if I'm already dying inside out it's painful why do u have to be depressed I feel like soon I'll take away what god gave me I'm sure no one will miss me not even my family but at least i won't bother anyone anymore
Me Mest hey... You ok? Ive dealt with suicidal ideation since I was 13. People like us need to help each other out.
Are you okay? I know this comment is old, but don't do it.
So if you pick up something for hat someone has dropped. When know one is around to see you. Is an example of doing something that on purpose.
Ik how you feel man same here pissed of the only person who cared about me shes still sorta my friend but idk my family dosent give two shits about me either
Don't do it stay with us we are all like you
really ! true , everything meaningless in life ,life a like only sorrow ,cry , curse , very deep cut in soul ,and more and more but no words .......
true
When I die don't cry I wasn't happy here being apart from this life is the only way I can experience happiness again
I needed this
Delight yourself in the Lord 📖 and he will give you the desires of your heart. Psalms 37:4
And no good thing will he withhold from those who diligently seek him. Psalms 84:11 Hebrews 11:6
Faith comes by hearing and hearing by the Word of God. Romans 10:17
We must be willing to turn from sin to receive Jesus forgiveness , and to know and LIVE out his teachings.
He who does the will of God abides for eternity 1 John 2:17 KJV, NKJV ❤️👑✝️📖💫✨👊
Honestly I can relate to this song so much except for the drinking part. I really thank you Tim because this song means a lot to me. I an listen to this song a thousand times without getting tired of it
Same
I don't know why I listen to this so many times???.
Man I love Tim and faith song stopped me from the worst can’t tell how much this helped listen to it always
I feel like this will be the last song I listen to someday and that day gets closer everday
Same
didja do it?
RIP Constance you will be missed march 26th 2012
This song betrays not one killing themselves as rather they are killing their old selves. Reinventing themselves. I killed myself in 2008 by hanging and was brought back to life by paddles. It took minutes and I'm one of the lucky ones. I understand this song all to well. I wish I could have seen this song before I kicked that chair. I woke up and saw the pain in my families eyes after three days in an induced coma. It's a memory I carry that gives me more pain then life could ever bring me back to that unforgiving mindframe I once had.
man...the words in this song couldn't be any more true ..to my life!! he'll of a song
LOVE THE SONG ,,,, MY SON WAS 21 , WE FOUND HIM SHOT HIS SELF , NO NOTE NO CRY FOR HELP SO ANYTHING SONG PEOPLE TALKING WHATEVER IT TAKES TO GET TO PEOPLE THAT THEY ARE NOT ALONE I AM ALL FOR HIT THE NERVES MAKE PEOPLE THINK THEIR IS SO MANY AT THAT POINT NOW LETS TAKE A STAND AND HELP ;;; SO ONCE AGAIN FROM A FATHER THAT KNOWS THE PAIN LEFT BEHIND I LOVE THIS SONG MORE OF US NEED TO PUT OUT THEIR AND TALK ABOUT HOW WE FEEL YOU NEVER KNOW IT MAY SAVE A LIFE ; ; ;
So sorry!
God thank you for saving me and making me a better man
pray for me please
@@roberthatch6153 i’m late but i’ll pray for u! :)
This song hits more than deep. 28 years of trying to do the right thing Neither drugs or anything of that nature... maybe it’s workin too much, caring too much, I only worked to keep what we had... sometimes I wonder if the the saying, “good guys always finish last is the truth”
I just wish being born was an option for me, for seeing life in the way I see it, it's a curse, not a gift. I was nothing before I became this, and this is worse than never existing... daily hurt and pains, daily fears... it's always torture to rise, just let me lay forever...
He could be talking about suicide. People ask for help in different ways. Never ignore a person's words.
Except he's not
I killed myself. The old me has died. I've been off probation for 3 years. The man I was isn't who I am today
I feel you man!! I was in a VERY dark place, I have put in the HARD work to get where I'm at today. The person who helped me was Eminem, certian songs gave me the strength to face my demons. Stand tall and stand proud!!
@@papadelta316 congrats bud and thank you
I hope the best for both of you, congratulations! I'm very happy were all on the paths to fixing our pasts, it's a mess. But we got it guys
2 years late but im proud of you g. Hopefully ur still good 👍
@@Lamamsl ty so much.
I see that everyone thinks its either it is wanting to die or changing himself. But I believe it's both it took him until he was in a deep depression wanting to die deciding to reinvent himself. I think him wanting to die is what pushed him over the edge and wanted to change himself for good.
What a powerful song! Really hits home! I havent been a horrible husband but at times i havent been so nice! But have have made changes! Killed some inner deamons and made myself a better man for my wife and kids!
this song is about a man that changes his ways .....not suicide
Richard Mapes, to some people it speaks to them in a suicidal way. Music is open to interpretation, some people think this is a suicidal related song, I agree. There is no true, right or wrong, when it comes to music.
I wish i could change the way i feel :/ 7 years of hiding how i feel. nobody has the slightest clue that this is a daily thought.
I fully understand you :-(
I understand too...it's an awful feeling
you should show it a bit maybe .-.
Psycho Cyclist find someone you trust and talk
Psycho Cyclist same
if i stop helping others i loose my purpose.. some of us just dont get to be happy on a personal level but we just need to fight through and be there for our loved ones no matter how miserable life makes us.
As someone who battles with suicidal thoughts every day this song brings me comfort that one day I’ll be man enough to do it
Me to!
Don’t do it bro. Let me do it for you
Hey everyone don't ever end your life bc u have a long life to live and if people tell ur not to be here. Be ur safe and follow ur heart and dreams
jr Rodriguez thank you
I needed to hear this
My heart and dreams atm are telling me to take swan dive of a 1000 ft building cheers for the heads up
Life's so dark
This song is my inspiration during my desperation....
Ok us old at 80+ together we will enjoy each other scent even then ..onnaaa aakorwo ni ndoore theeri..
So depressed country music is a thing
For those scrolling in the comments:
YOU ARE LOVED
I dont know you, but I know what you are going through and I personally love you
I don't know who you are but I really needed to read this
Loved by who
Thank you
I needed this tonight... Thank you..
This song is perfect.
This song always makes me cry i always had a hard time finding that special guy i was never that fortunate
my friends little sister killed. She did not leave a note. She was 14 years old. If she was still she would be 17. We will always going to love you Cassie.
I attempted to kill myself. I survived becuase I screwed up the medication an amature mistake, I was so excited to die I didn't even check the medication to make sure it was right.
+James White that is an amazing story. I've been there too, james.
What makes you think she do something
About that
I never could answer the question, “What’s your favorite song?”
Then I heard this. I realized the awful person I would turn out to be, and I thought the real death would be a solution. Then I realized if I did what I should’ve, and after a while it became what I wanted. It makes me the woman I am now, and I have never appreciated my sisters more.
This is my 1st time hearing this song. RIP Franklin McGrew. This song hit home and me think of u and many others.
I cant help but think of the last txt we all got from you! I miss you and love u!
This song came on the radio on my worst time and saved my life
Just when I thought I heard all his songs..
Lol I was thinking the same thing
Most suicides are a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Picture yourself at your own funeral, who do you see sitting there suffering? I understand that life is hard, but there is someone, somewhere that loves you! Please talk to someone if you are feeling this way. Suicide is not the answer!
charla451 I tried to kill myself a year in a half ago. Sometimes I wished I had succeeded because thenI wouldn't have to watch my dreams go up in smoke and watch my life fall apart again. I thought things were getting better but then it took a turn for the worse and I am getting closer to my old self again. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel so lost in life now.
The songs not about him actually killing himself though
My dad did all of this 10 years ago....goodbye dad i love you
I’m glad I’m not the only one listening to this
Everybody thinks of killing them selves once in a while, even real happy people. It makes us all wonder what's the sense of life? were born we live our lives and then we die. All that's born lives to die!...life and death is an endless cycle of birth and death and it don't make no sense at all. Life is a futile struggle of survival in any way we can make it in this cold brutal world. Only in death do we find release and freedom from all of life trials and tribulations, Only in death does the struggle of life end. But then again it makes one wonder what its like to be dead! Could being dead be just as hard a struggle?
I’m going through a bad time at this moment and I’m actually considering it, I’m an angel and I just want to go home
I'm a prophet I just want ppl to see I was telling the truth
God loves you, think about all the people that love you. Your family is there for you! 🙏♥️ be the person they need you to be. You are an amazing person, your strong. I love you and I believe in you
Great song I love u Tim mcgraw who ever don't like Tim McGraw something's wrong with u country life living country country music damn right hell yeah
Am I the only one her that knows what this song is about? As a part time songwriter this song has nothing to do with suicide. Not even hint of offing himself in the literal sense. In the addiction and religious world in order for the new person to be born the old person must die. We must kill the old us, and be reborn again. That's the message the songwriter is trying to convey. I pray to God no one takes it literal and offs themselves. If you are thinking about suicide come on down to Florida and hang out with me and we'll see if we can help get you feeling content with life again.
how to die painlessly? theres no way out...
I probably shouldn't tell you this, but there is a very fast method of hanging. Please dont do it though. I will miss you., and I promise other people will too. Don't worry, you're not alone feeling like this.
@@caitlinisnottotallylame3696 please don't ever tell someone that. My ex hung himself 4 days before the birth of our child
Goodbye. I wish you well
Rest in Heaven Dr Michael Edwards miss you brother wish I knew you longer and i blame myself your not here we were together every day all the signs were there sorry
To those saying this song isn't about suicide....music is open for your own interpretation. That is why music like art can be taken in so many ways.