you finally find the person you've always dreamed of [ dark academia playlist ]
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still waiting for that day...
It'll happen someday, try not to worry about it too much for now
same...
@@helderboutensmaybe it wont but i will be still waiting..
@@helderboutens yeah dude...
@@daydreaming333 same buddy...
Ah, to be a hopeless romantic scrolling through the comment section where people write the greatest fiction of their lifetime.
ese es un buen titulo tío Helder
In the description it's said "In case CZcams has put ads in this video, click 54:56 to skip the ads, then replay the video" I DIDN'T KNOW PEOPLE KNEW THIS. I WOULD ALWAYS DO THAT AND I AM NOT READY FOR IT TO BE A COMMON THING OR ELSE CZcams IS GONNA PATCH THE THIING AND SHOVE ADS IN OUR ACES
@@zuzu7308thank you 😌
@@I_am_FRANCOjust trying to help the people that are using this to study or fall asleep and don’t want to be disturbed by an insanely loud ad 😭
I gave this kid a piece of gum and he told me “respectfully, this gum is terrible.”
We are now perpetually inseparable
One day I made eye contact with a cute girl at university while crossing the street.
We've been together for 9 months.
THIS IS SO CUTE STOP 😭
love exists nowadays! Thank you for sharing this experience of yours. I wish a long relationship for both of you. It's hard to find a serious person these days, please respect and love each other. :-)
Can I ask how you ended up talking? Like the details, I would love to hear and know more about your story!
I hope that 9 months becomes 9 decades.
Im waiting for.. eye contact parts are completed.. if i met him. I will write again
I've always been a romantic, but some years ago....lost hope completely and only dreamt of a peaceful life with many dogs outside the city. Then I met my boyfriend at work almost 3 years ago, now we're getting married in October. We sometimes cry of happiness thinking how unexpected was to run after each other and fall in love so naturally, becoming best friends first: long talks, loud laughs, then realizing we liked each other and dreaming about the same things.
After we both suffered from years of drama and abuse from of our families, i'm glad we learned what we want and don't want. Can't wait to keep writing our story and creating meaningful memories (probably living with many dogs outside the city, together).
Wish everyone to meet their love ❤
That's so sweet, I'm literally crying, your story touched my heart because I live alone since 2014, stopped talking with friends that didn't respect my boundaries when I tried calmly explain to them that's not okay what they do and suffer from emotionally abusive family. Reading your story makes me think that if others souls like you have gone through same struggles - at least you guys found happiness, at least kindness and respect does not exist just in my head, you've proven my doubts and fears wrong. I wish you a happy marriage and even if life throw obstacles at you, let them make your bond only stronger. And I love dogs too, once picked a puppy and saved her, but parents liked Marta so much I gave her to them and they took great care of her. Recently I was visiting shelter few times not so long ago to help rescues, I'm dreaming one day take one to my home, so I wish you too have many dogs as you like and live outside the city happily together. 🙏🏼👩❤👨🐶
Aww this is beautiful, I’m so happy for you 🫶🏻
@@ArirukaChika that's very nice of you, thank you!
You're really brave for pushing away those toxic friends. We all have flaws of course, but respecting boundaries is so basic for any healthy relationship. It's tough but better to be alone than in bad companionship! and in the end, i believe that the people we need just comes and we have to be open for that. Also, though the years i've learned to be assertive every single day and i helped me a lot!
send you a big hug
as a teenager reading these comments it makes me so happy.
Despite abject poverty, I still wake up every morning with a smile because I see my wife sleeping. To all of you, don t lose hope and do not get this sick world crush you
Honestly this is the best comment section I’ve read, it’s filled with what’s left of purity in this world , writers, readers, and dreamers!
Sending love to all of you and I hope that one day you all meet the love of your lives and I hope it’s the greatest love of all!
Thanks for the kind words!
I'm the someone i always dreamed for, i found me
You have to love yourself before you can truly love others
@@birdyghostly yeah, if u didn't do, nobody will love u in the real way
this hits hard
To the person reading this, Good Luck! Don't stress, everything will be fine. No matter what difficulty you are facing right now, you can overcome it! You are strong and brave.
Tnkyu❤
thanks needed this
I have found my person; for a long time I believed we could never be together (even though I knew he had liked me for a long time ) so I loved him silently while we continued to be friends. I don’t know how to explain it, but every time we spoke, I felt a sense of peace in my soul that I had never before experienced; it was like coming home, in a way. I had never been treated so kindly and with such tenderness by anyone in my life, and he understood me in a way that nobody else could. We would typically communicate by writing to each other, and though I’m a very shy person, I would find myself gushing on for thousands of words each time.
He never asked a thing of me, and though he would compliment me (sometimes even with poetry and Bible verses) he was always incredibly respectful as he believed I only saw him as a friend. We grew closer and we even started learning one another’s languages (we both speak four, but until then only had English in common), and he started reading my favourite books to talk about them with me. All the while my feelings for him continued to grow stronger, though I thought it would never be possible for me to be with him in that way.
After a lot of deliberation, two months ago I decided to tell him how I felt anyways. I told him, but I also outlined all of the reasons why I thought it would be impossible for him to be with me. I genuinely believed that that would be it, he would move on and we would eventually part ways. But he said that none of those things mattered to him and he would do anything to make it work, now that he knew that I reciprocated his feelings. We have been together since. We live in different countries and are both students so it will be a while before we meet one another in person, but we have promised to wait for each other and eventually to build a beautiful life together. I am happier than I have ever been, despite going through some horrible things in my personal life; he makes me feel so loved and cared for and gives me the strength to keep going. There is no one else I would ever want to spend the rest of my life with.
If you have actually read this far, then I wish that you too will find someone you love as much as I love him. No matter what people might say, love *does* exist, even in this generation; it just has to find you. (And I know you saved my playlist, so Rizu if you are reading this, I love you. I hope you don’t mind me telling all of this to strangers on the internet …)
This was beautiful! I'm so glad you found a wonderful guy
@@rebeccacirillo2494 thank you so much 🫶🏻
Im in tears. I want to say so many things but I can't find the right words words.. Just.. I'm super glad for you guys. Bless!
@@yorozuyasilver6034 thank you so much 🫶🏻
I read your story, oh, how similar it is to mine. I am so happy that you have overcome everything that happened and found your favorite person. I hope you get what you want and get together. I wish you all the love... I hope you come back and tell us the end of your story.
I found the right person...
I don't know his name, or how he looks,
He always looks different, but the feeling is still the same
The feeling that he loves me and i love him
He lives in my dreams
He always finds me but only in my dreams, then i wake up and he's gone,
Not for eternity, just for a while
I'm hoping for the day when we'll meet him alive.
I, too, have loved within a dream.
I hope with all my soul that you will meet him one day, that you will finally have a face and a name, a dream come true at long last...
Just as mine did for me.
saw your comment on the last video, I'm happy that you found him, doesn't matter in your dreams or real life...atleast you'll not feel alone anymore 🎈
@@Arpit-et8sx i didn't need to find him, he was always there somehow in my dreams, something like a guardian angel, but only in some of my dreams, very strange I know and I can't describe it, feeling of loneliness still here just not when I'm asleep.
maybe it's you
@@somyari this reminds me of a shayri (a small verse) I once read , here it goes:
" आँखें खुलीं तो जाग उठीं हसरतें तमाम
उस को भी खो दिया जिसे पाया था ख़्वाब में "
idk whether you understand Hindi or not, but its kinda impressive and surely relatable to your situation...
A guy sat next to me at a bar and offered me a smoke. We're having a baby this year
Yesterday I was at the library, and I met this lovely cute girl at the reception, helping me with me errand. I usually never go to the library and I just had to print something, she was there and helped me with everything, and now I just want to find an excuse to go back just to see her.. Her long eye contact felt so intimate, her smile felt so genuine, and from my perspective it felt like a small connection between us, but at the same time, I noticed that she was lovely to everyone, so realistically and most likely, she just treated me like she treats every customer..
But maybe I'll go back just to borrow another book, just to give myself an excuse to see her again.
Did you go back today?
Did you go back?
@@JuliettePinedo I haven't yet but I really should, I just need to find a book interesting enough that I actually want to borrow, or alternatively I could go there to maybe just to study a little ?
@@ThadnillI wish you the best of luck
@@Thadnill Yesss, ask her if she has any good book suggestions! And that way you two can have something to talk about
Only dreamers here ☺️
"Les temps sont durs pour les rêveurs."
Once I dreamed that he was with me, he appeared in my dreams, in 3 of them, we walked through a field of white flowers at sunset, we danced and we even got married and had a beautiful daughter, every night I go to sleep I wish with my heart find him again, I fell in love with him and that's why I promised to wait for him in the world of dreams every night until our paths cross in reality.
You will probably never read this comment, but for a year now, I have been waiting for you every night because I know that you were not a figment of my imagination, I know that you exist because the connection we had was authentic, so real. I already love you with the short time we spent together, I will wait for you until the end of time if necessary my love ♡
Just earlier today I heard Alex Jones tell a story of how several times his dreamy came true in real life. He will be there for you dear
What did he look like?
This is the sweetest, most romantic thing ever 😭❤️
same here but mine is female as i am male
I fell in love with the idea of a dream with him. I hope he finds a way into my dreams and makes me his dream....
Beautiful 🎉
i listened this playlist right after the boy i love told me indirectly that he loved me, that was a big feeling in my chest. I love the music in this playlist, really good taste.
Thank you so much!!
*Dark academia music is like delving into the depths of melancholy and introspection, each note echoing with the weight of profound emotions and nostalgic yearning*
I found mine.. Don't give up
If you are there love of my life, maybe just maybe, there will be a chance for us, for this lonely heart to find some peace, some joy.
Maybe
I’ve always known it would be him. I’ve had this feeling since the very first time I saw him. He was perfect. Handsome, intelligent, strong and proud. But now I just wait for the day. The day where we can finally be in love. With each other. Not with the Idea of each other.
As he entered the room, our eyes met, and an electric current passed between us. In that moment, my heart skipped a beat, and I knew deep down that he was the one. His enchanting, deep eyes sparkled like the night sky, drawing me closer with their magnetic pull. And when he smiled, it was as if the sun itself radiated warmth and happiness into my soul. The memory of that magical night replays in my mind, each time bringing back the same fluttering of butterflies in my stomach. I've never felt such overwhelming joy and contentment before, and I pray that this beautiful love story we're living will continue forever, like an eternal fairy tale.
A man auditioned for a production I was in and I thought he was way too perfect, talented and popular to even remember my name after the show was over. We now live together and he is the other half of my heart.
We were coworkers. We hung out for less than a month before I knew I was completely in love with him. We’ve been together for almost three years.
She was like stars shining so brightly. The light she gave off looked like gentle rays of hope.
I feel it in me... The passion... The sorrow and grieving and yearning and.. it already there... I feel me...
Love... Love can make you lose sleep, love can heal you, love can make you feel excited to be alive, love can make you wanna die, love can uplift you, love can bring you down. All that matters is, that you're always reminded it's worth it. 'Cause there is nothing else in this world that could bring you these gifts, even the bad things love adds to your being are gifts... Once you understand how powerful and almighty love is, your world will change. And you'll be forever grateful you had a chance to taste it within your life span. Right now, I'm in love. I'm in love with a girl that truly enjoys my presence, a girl that wonders how I'm doing and WHY I'm doing the things that I'm doing in this world. A girl that gets super excited when I look at her, a girl that can't keep herself back from me... A girl that I chased not caring about anybody else when a lot of people wanted me. Love, feels like a magnet with her. I'm always drawn to her no matter what. It's been a year and a half since we first spoke than seperated. And the very first time we saw each other again on a random day, it just clicked... Be cause we were never out of love, we were feeling the same way for each other still. There are no words to describe this high, it's just... Love. I try, hope and work to be with her with my best possible self be cause she's trying the same thing. Even tho we are not speaking on it cause of the scars the past has caused, we are feeling it. We are showing it, that's more than enough. I try, hope and work to be able to be her man for life, she tries, hopes and works so this can work... I pray, one day we will start a family. I fell in love, it feels oh so great... Never ever thought it was possible to be in this much love 'till it happened. It made me scared, it made me lose sleep, it caused me depression, but now it only just feels amazing, like magic. I still lose sleep, but not in a bad way, only be cause I can't wait to see her again and be cause when I'm not around her I dream about her all the damn time, non stop. Z, I love you. Thank you...
Found him once. Praying he returns soon.
Just always be peace. We all are tired of wearing these masks. It's stripping away from being our ture selves. We need to come together. See each other's hearts not faces. See the smile and feel that love. Dont stray away from your heart. Embrace it. Let it break. Break open. Let it grow and transform into something more beautiful and wise. ❤
wow that was so beautiful i hope it does succeed and you make a big happy family
@@Mysterious_me127 thank you so much, means a lot
@@sharonjennifer9027 realest thing
I'm in a bad spot, in an unhealthy relationship, and I found my person...
Kind, caring, and sweet he is perfectly imperfect
He takes the time to listen, to hear me ramble about my passions even if he doesn't understand them
He believes in me
He's proud of me, of every little step I take to improve myself
He supports my dreams
And I return every feeling because I care for him so much
We can't be together though
Life has us on different paths right now
He's amazing and he says I'm amazing
I've found you, darling...
Love needs to be found first within oneself then in someone else. I'm hopeful of love, but remember, you can't make people love you. ❤️
Very true!!
Not true according to many psychologists. Blatant wives' tale. A good person who shows you love can model how to love yourself well, particularly if you lacked this growing up.
If it was meant to be we will find each other again in the future. Right person, wrong timing my love. ❤️
Lily I tried messaging you but my mum took everything from me she stole quite literally everything bc I attempted suicide I'm sorry just if you get this just know I never left
Every night, I search for you in my dreams through the fog of loneliness. My heart aches to find you, my love. The man of my dreams.
I found him... he's an old soul with a kind heart and a sharp mind... he defends his beliefs and discusses with an open mind... he reads... he loves history... he has that gentle smile every time we lay together.
I'm so in love 🤍
I found myself, exactly who I wanted
i couldn't have thought this would come true... i grew up lonely and alone among narcissistic and stupid people and i never thought i'll find true and pure love. but i found him. my fated lover... twin flame
I think i found my soul mate. I didn't think it was possible to find someone who loves me so much. I love him so much and can't wait to grow old with him.
We ment online and had our first date on Halloween. He was too nervous to make a move.
I almost didn't have a second date, but he asked for a second chance. And he worked up the courage to hold my hand and tell me how he felt.
I've loved that dork since. We have planned our lives together. And i can't wait to see how they play out.
I hope everyone will find their true love.
I found him… then I got scared and broke it off. I still miss him, but everyone say he's not good for me. 😕
One day our eyes met and since then i fell incredibly in love with her. I never told her my feelings only admired her from far. But then i woke up from this nightmare only to realise how cruel the desire of love can be since she never existed but only in my head
Start living more authentically and enjoy the present, it's all I can advise you, when I started doing this, I found them. Let go of what you desire and you'll find what you need, it's usually the same you've been yearning for since you were born. Don't listen to the world, listen to your inner self, the same thing that your 5 year old self carried inside. Because the person I love would've been my child self's favorite person.
thankyou so much for your advice 💖
"All other doubts, by time, let them be cleared. Fortune brings in some boats that are not steered."
I dream of this girl every night and speak to her everyday but her family is getting in the way of me and her happiness and joyfulness and just being together all we have are pictures of the one time we were together in person. I now wait for that finale day to come where she is by my side again hugging and holding hands laughing living life to the fullest.
I am in love with an angel, we met in my dreams and it felt like I've known them my entire life. Suddenly I remember meeting them in my dreams as a kid and being head over heals in love with my angel. They never ceased to put a smile on my face and always listened to my wildest thoughts without judgement. I remember playing and having fun with them in my dreams, I even promised to never love like I loved them.
I remember the first time we kissed, it was like the world stood still, time was nonexistent and I could feel them. I had the brightest smile and when I opened my eyes I was greeted with the most dazzling, star-eyed dimpled smile and I knew then they were my soulmate and that I wouldnt love anyone as much as I loved my angel. For a while, everything was alright and I'd always dream of my angel, until one day he told me that it was the last time I'd see him in my dreams because he wouldnt be able to visit me in my dreams anymore. I remember crying because I didnt want to lose my angel, but I did.
After that night, I searched dream world to find my angel but no matter how hard I tried I couldnt find him. My angel was gone, with my love, my heart, my happiness and I missed them more than anything else in the world, hell more than the universe and galaxies combined.
I remember waking up crying multiple nights because I couldnt find my angel, I didnt want to believe he was gone. But eventually I stopped searching and started waiting for them to come back to me, I felt it in my heart that they would. So I searched in the real world for my angel, I got tired of waiting in dream world but I couldnt find the feelings he gave me. No one could fill the empty space he left.
A few years have passed since the last time my angel visited me. Im an adult now and I forgot my angel, or so I thought. My angel finally came to visit me in dream world after many years, I couldnt believe it because I waited so long for them to finally come back to me and they did. I felt so shy, I couldnt speak without blushing. My angel was all grown up and huge, I looked like a frightened kitten sitting on the lap of a huge Viking.
I'm happy I waited on him, and I cant wait to live with my angel forever. True love always comes back like a boomerang ❤
~A
This is so sweet, very well could have been an angel you fell in love with many life times ago and he cannot forget you
And what about when you have found him, every cell in your body wants just to be with him, when you both are craving eachother but everything in the world always does something to keep you from being together? What about when universe keep bringing you in front of eachother and when you try to reach towards another, universe pulls you apart again and cycle goes on and on for years? What tragic a love story i have, i just want to be with him
Then you should continue fighting for it, as long as you do that eventually things will definitely work out!
@@helderboutens🥺🥺🥺
This is not a fiction. I actually found her, and it was inevitable for me to not write a poem for her while listening to this. Thank u so much.
Thank you!!
Once I had a dream of someone who made feel what love is. It's been four years and I still believe he's somewhere searching for me as much as I do.
I met my soulmate 12 years ago...
But he had four legs and crossed the Rainbow Bridge in March. 😭
💔💔
I am in a stage where I feel nothing, I have moved on from the one I used to love, which I never thought was possible. Sometime some people come across and I slightly feel that softness i am not sure what you call, but I walk by, because its hopeless anyway, things always end the same.
Hence I believe I have given up on finding the kind of love these songs are about, i don't even remeber what it feels like anymore, to love or to be loved.
Now I try to find love in my goals, dreams, nature, songs, my family, the grass and within myself.
Have you ever been through this kind of feeling?
Two years ago, it seemed we couldn’t stand one another. Or at least, neither of us were particularly interested in even trying to get to know one another. I thought something about me perturbed her or she simply didn’t want to talk to me, but I didn’t really have anything against her other than her seemingly irrational standoffish nature. All we had was a mutual friend. Took until August last year for us to truly meet. Fast forward to now…lots of game nights, deep conversations, Rosé which I bought specifically for her, and just a tiny little bit (and by a little I mean a lot) of flirting later…and I am in love. I haven’t spoken to her since we left for home after college, at least not directly…but I still have the stupidest smile on my face right now as I write this. I think that tells me, and you, dear reader, all one needs to know. I think my time has come, even if I have to wait a whole summer for it. I’ve waited this long…what’s a bit longer?
Oh bless, I've been listening through all of your videos on repeat for a week, and this week starts with a new video, it's a good sign
Wow, thank you so much!!
It is so good for creative writing! I feel connected to my characters, thank you a lot for these videos ❤️@@helderboutens
I always say the right person comes at the right moment. I will only reach that, if I got hope on it. We never know how, but we always are on the right path. Its a matter of keeping your head up, so you can see what is better for you. And if you always go for the best, eventually everything will be that. Even those in who you never believed off. Because that is always good. What comes and we dont know who, but we only know there is a reason why...
I love this, it just makes me feel calm and really good :)
I finally healed after my first breakup, and I feel so much better!
I still don't believe that someday someone will love me because it's so hard to find a person with values like mine.
It's so hard to interest others, and it's so hard to support a serious and healthy relationship, especially for me. I've always felt that I'm "too much." I am really sensitive, sometimes I talk too much, I have some mental issues, and I have so many thoughts and ideas in my head all the time. This makes me feel that I need to concentrate only on my art.
I know that I don't plan to date anyone anytime soon. I'm not complaining. I love learning languages, writing books and poems, crocheting, and romanticizing stuff like that. I have friends and family that I love, I love nature and people around me.
But still, somewhere deep in my soul, I believe that someday I'll find someone who will love me, understand me, and won't lose interest. And I'll do the same for them. It feels like a really unrealistic dream, like a miracle.
But still, maybe, someday...
Anyway, we all need to remember that we should love ourselves first :)
your playlists always manage to make me feel what life is about. Thank you for sharing your inner world with us 🤎
Thank you so much!!
The right person is me /j
But seriously, learn to love yourself before going into a relationship because your problems become their problems too.
Thank you so much for another beautiful playlist, the playlists have always brought inspiration to me, be ir during writing or anytime I need something to calm myself down, and the titles always got me - I'm so in love, along with the aesthetics, thank you so much, please take care and stay healthy there!! Have a great day/night wherever you are!
*it
Thank you so much for the kind words, you too!!
Ugh, this comment section is both beautiful and painful. I was with the woman of my dreams for over four and a half years, and long story short after four and a half years of struggling with travel phobia I finally had a break through and managed to get to her as we have both been struggling a lot. But within just over three weeks of my being with her she said her life was filling with sand and she felt like she wanted to break up within a week. I stayed on for another month as I wanted healing and break through in the community she is in and I got it, but now my heart hurts and I feel resentment but there also longing for the love again and romance. I once watched the film Tolkien and there's a quote by one of his friends who says about his feelings of pain when his love is engaged: "The feeling of loving someone who, for whatever reason, cannot return those feelings is painful. But I suppose there's a beauty to that love, like the poets say, it burns as brightly as it did on the day that they first began."
Really sucks being a romantic sometimes, and as painful as it is in admitting it, there's a part of me under all the bitterness and grief that truly still wants to be with this Nymph-maiden who wanders these endless forests...
Honestly such a beautiful mix ❤
Glad you like it!
They say a man only loves one woman in his lifetime... I used to think that was a load of nonsense, until it happened to me. I didn't know how to deal with what I was feeling, and because I felt so vulnerable, I ended up messing things up. She brought out so many aspects of myself that I didn't know, especially the dark ones... I learned to deal with my shadow and made peace with it... But unfortunately, all that's left now is just that, my shadow... And my love is gone.
GRACIAS PRECIADO HELDER POR SU FIEL Y HERMOSO TRABAJO ...✨
here's my story, very often I dream with this guy, idk his name, he's a bit taller than me, and has dark wavy hair (almost touching his shoulders) every single time I wake up from those dreams I'm crying and feeling completely empty just as if i've left behind someone incredibly important to me, it's completely heartbreaking but at the same time I go to sleep every night hoping he appears in my dreams bc idk if soulmates exists, but i've never felt so close to finding mine.
So, boy from my dreams, if you're reading this, I'd like you to know that I love you like i've never loved anyone before, and I hope someday I get to meet you
thank you for another compilation!
Thank you for the kind words!!
@@helderboutens Naturally
Her laugh is like music to my ears. Her personality is like spring, fresh and new. Even at dusk, when there is no sun in sight, she still glows. When she is around birds sing, bells chime, and roses begin to bloom. She is like a painting, every time you gaze into it you find something new, something so precious and precise. From head to toe she's draped in gold. When she smiles it feels like we only exist. Seeing her on that field makes me realize why love is worth fighting for. I choose her in this life and I’ll choose her in the next. Her eyes are kind and sympathetic, when she looks at me it is equivalent to all the hugs and kisses we've shared. I could do nothing all day with her and feel everything. The sun dances on her skin, the moon flickers in her eyes, and all of a sudden the planets are aligned.
S. N. P
I remember one time after one of my middle school breakups i was really sad bc we broke since we went to different schools and i remember having multiple dreams of going out or having some type of special moment (not sex sillys) and i remember one of my dreams was of a boy with curly short blonde hair, a white tee, baggy light blue jeans, and black vans, greenish-blue eyes, and tan skin, and he was always riding a skateboard and in the dreams i would always just watch him and be so happy seeing him i never would even speak to him and this year in the ninth grade since i have to take two buses to get home my first bus drops me off to a different highschool to take the second bus and i remember it was early in the morning probably around 6:30 am and as i was walking to my other bus I saw him same exact skateboard, eyes, hair, skin, and outfit and he smiled at me and just like in the dream i just watched him and felt happy but then i asked my friend about him and he told me he was a player lol so yeah ill just wait for the next guy to show up but i dont care how look it takes ill wait for as long as possible ;)
I think that I saw you once again,
Was it really just a dream or was it not?
Was it like all the others that I forgot?
It was so different from all the others,
So much of it I felt was not mine,
Did I actually remember more this time?
So many things were changing,
But at the same time not all of them did.
Then when I found you in that place I wondered,
“Were you the one I once knew?”
So many things were changing,
Changing except for you.
I called you by a name I knew was likely not your own,
But you knew mine as we stood by that which was made of stone.
Both of us had wings with which to fly as our time drew to an end,
Mine were grey,
Light than dark,
like that clouded ending day,
Edged in dark blue,
seen by none other than you.
Yours I shall not say,
Nor much else that happened in that time we saw as day.
For I hope that the dream was real,
And I hope that it really was you,
And if I find you or you find me,
Then you will know because you would have seen.
Our faith and hope we shared,
Do we share this hope as well?
So long it had been for you and I,
Since we had seen one another,
Oh, how I wish that we could have had more time.
All this I knew is by God’s design,
I know not yet why or how,
I hope one day to know,
But that time is not yet now.
Who are you?
Ever again will you I see?
If you are there then know that it was me,
God only knows if we will ever meet,
I wish for you I knew how to seek,
Or to know with certainty if it was true.
Know this-that I will wait for answers of you,
You who’s face at last I saw,
You who so far I have only known in my sleep,
And what few memories of you I have,
I promise I will keep.
Did you write that 🥹
I did. There really was someone in my dreams who I believe may have been real but right now only God knows if he is or not. If they really were just dreams, than they were unlike any others that I have ever had. I hope to one day know the truth on this side of Heaven, but I also know that one day God will give me the answer even if it isn't what I think and hope it is.
@@Runa-lu2ix I absolutely loved what you wrote.
This is so beautiful & sublime! 🎉🎉🎉
Thank you so much!
i went to a tattoo studio to get a tattoo. I´m getting married this year to tattoo artist. and he is just a daydream.
I knew she existed
But I was sure that I'd never find her
I was wrong.
I did find her,
The one for me,
My person, my love.
She was everything I had dreamt of and so much more,
we laughed and cried, travelled and explored, loved and danced,
we lived..
this is it, I thought
everything I had prayed for,
but this beautiful time was shortlived,
The one for me,
I had to let her go,
I was right,
she does exist,
But I'll never find her again.
Saw the song in my recommendations and I had to double check because it was so weird that my name was the name of the channel too... I don't run across my name that often.
I know right!!
I know it will never happen, and i got used to that fact so now im fine w it☺️
I find him, but i havent have him yet.. Hes the most perfect man to ever live and be in the existance. Not just the universe, but the whole entire existance. Today was my final school year exam and i stayed up late just to make him notes for study
Its currently 1 am right now.. My feelings for him are unknown for my heart, but my brain knows it well, this is love.. im falling in love deep for him. Hes the funniest and sometimes a moody person, hes athletic, handsome, kind and many other things. I could talk about him all day because im deeply in love with that guy, i don't know what have he ever done for me but, in the deepest glimps of my heart lays a tender feelings that i must've have meet him before somewhere, wherever or whenever its in my dream, past life, future or present i don't care. I love you so much, Arjuna Atillah Marthade..
Im just hoping that i don't like home because of his looks or talent, cause the first time i met him, hes a stranger to me. A stranger that changed my life. I love him somehow but i don't really know the reason, but the thing i know is.. that he'll never ever love me back just like how i love him, i'll pray and pray to Allah SWT. My only and one true God that Allah will bless me and him together. Even if were not meant to be.. im still gratefull to meet and see him, the love of my life.. with all my heart and soul i'll love him eternally for the name of Allah that creates woman and man living in the same place we are right now. I'll wait for him till eternity ends.
helders vids feel like sitting in the coziest coffee shop across the street at dusk in the middle of a light drizzle. Cappuccino in hand. scarf and mits on. Staring across the street at the blue eyed stranger in a big coat briskly braving the showers to God knows where. i know I'll think of him for a while longer than is healthy for me. But who cares. Love is in the air and i feel so still. More alive than i have felt in quite a while. I don't want to die.
helder, do you make this melodies by yourself?
Thanks for the kind words! I don’t write all of the pieces in my videos but I do write some of them! :)
hey guys, i just wanted to drop in, heh. i've always known i would die alone as nobody in life has yet to compare to the might and purity of my consciousness, heh heh... but this... this playlist has reformed my normal. it has motivated me to continue my search for a likeminded tarnished who enjoys the classics, such as lord of the flies. perhaps, perchance... one day... i may find one as skibidi as myself.
This has easily become my favorite playlist.
Thank you so much!!
why do i have the feeling to cry when i think about him? Its like i cannot express how much i love him with words, i just cant deal with this amount of love. we have been toguether for almost 9 years, and i still fall into his eyes. I think i found my person
I REALLY enjoy listening to these Playlists and use my imagination to create the love story that i actually want and at the same time, I'm REALLY tired of doing this for years. I'm still young but i need that kind of happiness...
Anyway... it is an amazing Playlist, so relaxing and lovely ❤Thanks a lot!
Thank you so much!!
A guy sat at my table in the dinning hall and asked "what do you think happens when we die?"
We've been together 8 months. He's the first boy I've loved and I have so much hope for us💞
I wish you all the best in the future too!!
i think at this point i accept that everyone will get bored of me and just leave and that imma be alone my whole life..
i belive it too
I feel the same way.
I found the love of my life in the subway, while going back home on my own. She was (and still is) the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. I took courage and decided to talk to her. It was a super quick talk, because her train was almost there (mine was a different one), and in this brief moment I said she was beautiful and could even possibly be the woman of my life, "this is like in the movies, you know? but better: it is our lives!". Since then, we started to see each other every week, and we are officialy together for two months now. It's been four months since we first met in that subway.
My mom said I should talk to this girl because she did homeschool just like me.
We have been friends for 4 years now.
Nothing is Real.
Everything is an Illusion.
🖤 🖤 ⚛️ 🖤 🖤
Special mention
Im not sure why but this resonated with me so well, Im waiting for this day to come now.
Once more shall you come to me in my dreams my love, forever and always.
I am actually waiting for myself the whole time. I am the person i want to find. I am my biggest love story. I just realisied the love i try to seak and find so desperate from others is actually inside me and I need to give it to myself. Because even the most perfect person, would not help me to love me and to be truly happy if i dont like myself. It is all inside you. Stop waiting❤❤❤ but the playlist is slayyy and ofc when you love yourself you also meet the people that love you sooooo its a win-win. Love youuu💌
Thank you so much for the kind words!!
THATS GOOD
Thank you!!
29:33 is The rose and the thorn
It's nice to have fantasies about finding the person you've always dreamed of. It's not fun when you know it's all in your mind.
Soñé como lo conocía, y ahora cada escena que tuve en el sueño se esta haciendo realidad...ya estoy cerca
Just remind yourselves that your future partner is living his life making memories to share with you in the future :)
Just remember that you have someone who is rooting for you no matter what you're going through at this moment. You got this, and i believe in you, warrior!
I know I will never found a person I could dream of, and I know I will never be the person I want to be.. but oh, how good it feels to just pretend.
i really wanna find someone that makes me feel just like the way this playlist makes me feel....
Dark academia ❤
He was tongue tied for 25 mins when we met for the first time. I wore an old thrifted maternity dress for our first date. He said he's never been more in love than that moment. To my 1st, i love you ❤
Божественно❤
manifesting ✨✨✨
espero ese dia🤍
hopefully one day
Would you mind telling me what the final song is please? Great playlist 💙
I'm here, Sadeen
Yeah and then she disappears