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- čas přidán 15. 08. 2024
- Shayna Hubers became obsessed with Ryan Carter Poston to a point where she executed him when he was getting ready to go on a date with Miss Ohio 2012, Audrey Bolte. Join Emma Kenny where she takes a deep dive into this tale of stalking and murder which could almost be mistaken as the Jodi Arias case.
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I watch Emma Kenny every Sunday before a night shift. It's like an adult version of cartoons before school. Emma, feel free to post two videos a week - a lot of us will be watching!
Fave comment ever xx
@@EmmaKennyTV Yours might be my favourite CZcams channel xx
@@EmmaKennyTV 100% I too would love two videos/week 🙏💯
*Please dear Emma, feel free to post two videos a week*
I would be highly appreciative and so happy if you’ve the time to do so.
You’re an amazing story teller, I love listening to you 🙏💗
With kindness and respect, Grace 🔆
@@lupinlad8951 same 🙏💗
She's the best. so down to earth. THANKYOU AGAIN Emma your amazing x
Wow, you told us so much about Ryan that I had never known and painted him in such a beautiful light. I'm sure his family would adore the way you've spoken of him. Thank you for caring about the victims and keeping their legacy alive
He was just being "Too nice" taking her+ picking her up from airport. So sad. What a sadistic little bitch. No emotion 😡
“I gave him the nose job he always wanted 👃” I remember being floored the first time I heard her say that!! I love the way she tries to twist “overkill” for some kind of “mercy killing” she didn’t want him to suffer... it’s scary that people like this really exist!! Her & Jodi Arias would make great cell mates!! Thanks for another great video Emma 💜🕯
When I saw her singing in the interrogation room, I thought wow she could sing whilst Jodi does handstands… evil evil evil x
And she very
@@lauracookie83 omg literally had the same thought watching it and came here for this comment
She needed the nose job not him she knew he had a perfect nose
Arrrghhh! This was another like Jodi Arias, as I recall. I remember my boyfriend dumping me, that I was keen on and I just replied:."Right, okay, if that's how you feel". Walk away with dignity. But then, these women.are clearly unbalanced.
Yes!!! Exactly xx
Jodi Arias used the self defence angle as well. She designed a T-shirt with “survivor” on the front. That should have been given to her ex boyfriends.
Didn't Jodi also sing in the interrogation room??? When i heard Amazing Grace just made me think of her.
@@Happinosis seriously! They don’t realize how lucky they are!
@@pearlbarreau5252 yes she did! I believe it’s on Stalker Ex-Girlfriend Jailhouse Gospel Favorites Volume 3.
Incredibly chilling seeing how every picture you showed of them together has her smiling ear to ear but Ryan looks like he is really sad/disturbed and almost fearful. Rest easy friend.
He really looks miserable. Poor guy.
I said exactly the same thing!
He honestly looks like a hostage
He’s a grown man, he should’ve given up getting laid constantly and had better values/morals. She thought the sex was bonding them ,she felt loved.
@@tinawindham6958 much like Jodi Arias! Yes, she killed Travis but (much like Ryan) stringing someone along isn't a positive character trait, imo...lying about being chaste, as a Mormon? Hm!
And the fact that Ryan wanted to date a beauty queen seems quite shallow...do her augmented breasts and extremely white veneers make her the most beautiful woman in Ohio?
Her immaturity was evident in her need to keep a relationship with a man who didn't want her. Her obsession was with the relationship itself, not the man.
As a true crime fan I watched a lot of British documentaries where Emma appeared as commentator and I always found her interesting and edgy in a way, you could feel her passion for story telling and analyzing the crime and the circumstances. Sadly I also saw a lot of comments under these documentaries showing a lot of hate towards her and I never understood it back then and let aline now. People are so weird. She is so professional and has character! Subscribed!;-)
I guess I’m like Marmite 😂. There’s a lot of trolls out there but you get used to it. It’s people like yourself that make me feel warm. Thankyou . Em x
I always get the ‘she states the obvious ‘ rhetoric. With TV they want you to speak in a certain way etc but on here , I can do what I want. I never script either so I can just go for it. Thanks for being here. Em x
I love the fact that you have free reign here and can totally be yourself!
@@EmmaKennyTV
It’s not obvious to everyone since so many people aren’t the brightest
I just love your sarcasm Emma with the guilty and judgmental system. Real deep dives. So looking forward to seeing you on tour in May💕
I have BPD and my fiance had an affair 6 months before our wedding. My first thought wasn't to get a gun and shoot him in the face. It really angers me when killers use mental health as excuses to get off with what they did. It's the reason mental health has such a negative stigma around it.
Thank you 👏👏👏❤❤❤
The BPD aspect is particularly frustrating, because, as a psychologist, and a sufferer of BPD, it absolutely INFURIATES me when people use this particular diagnosis as a get out of jail free card.
As you mentioned, your first thought wasn't to get a g@n and sh00t your boyfriend, it was to say, OK, if that's how you feel.
If ANYTHING, we're more likely to harm ourselves as opposed to anyone else!!! ❤❤❤💐💐💐🙏🙏🙏
"She was asking things like if you're allowed to shower in prison or are you just left to rot in your own shit" 😂 I nearly choked on my tea!
😂😂
lol
Ryan had so much going for him, seemed like a nice lad, loving family, educated and high career aspirations, the fact that he was very handsome is an added bonus ; just so sad and unfair how it can all just be taken away in a blink of an eye...
I can’t get over how unhappy he looked in the pictures of them together and I think they told a story. Emma you’re uploads are enthralling and sensibly presented. Thank you.
Great video! I especially want to thank you for your comments regarding BPD-as a sufferer of said disorder myself, it upsets me that so many people seem to assume I’m a horrible person, and seeing it used as a defense or even explanation for murder always makes my blood boil. It seriously means a lot to me that you took the time to point out that it just doesn’t work that way. Again, great work, and thank you!
Please do two a week I think you have a brilliant way of explaining the criminal mind but keeping it real about what they are
I’m going to start. I’m ready to leave the media and instead concentrate on CZcams fully. It’s way more liberating and way more fun and full of absolutely lovely humans like you xx
@@EmmaKennyTV I've seen a few of your pieces of media work and I'm positive you are making the right choice. The freedom you get here is much more suited to your style.
Danny Brown, well said.
I've seen so many crime docs that you've been a part of and you always stood out as such an insightful and intelligent contributor to the dialogue and analysis of the psychological profile of the participants in the crime.
I'm so impressed to see you continuing your work and to see you here on YT!
I adore your thought processes and thoroughly poignant narrative - I wish you all the best with your new channel here! Many blessings always!
Going To Be A Very Rainy Day here in Glasgow so I Will Have My Candles on, Cat Settled, hot chocolate in hand watching Emma’s Take on This (to me) Un-known Crime Story......17hrs to go!!!!
Sounds fab especially candles and cat and chocolate xxx
I'm near Glasgow too and it's raining .. I'm watching in the evening with cat asleep beside me and fluffy dressing gown on 😁love watching Emma's video's
Another Glaswegian here!
It's incredible how your coverage of cases I've heard about before is so fresh and insightful that I see things in a whole new way!
its becouse you are your self... so many youtubers try to watch what they say and try to people please. but you genuinley speak your morals and oppinions threw your crime tellings 🙌
Thankyou . This is why I love CZcams . Thanks for being lovely . Em xx
Thank you so much for explaining BPD so well. I’m not ashamed of my disorders at all, but my BPD I don’t tell too often because of the stigma. And yes with therapy very manageable. I know I’m a good person only with a war in my head, and I always win😁
Yes same here! I have BPD too and I am by far one of the kindest, honest people I know.
@@samanthaharrington8713same!!! Thank you!!! 👏👏👏
God Bless you both ❤❤❤🙏🎉🙏
Amazing content as always❤️... I do have an MSc in Clinical Psychology, did criminology and ended up working for Family Court so your content is everything I can relate to. I am Polish so sometimes I am struggling to express myself, but the way you talk it feels like- Ah! You say it the way I'd like to🙌😅! X
That’s a lovely comment. Thankyou. Em xx
Best true crime CZcamsr. You deserve way more subs!!!!!❤️❤️
Ahhh love that xxx
Emma says, “ don’t pick up a gun and blow your partners brains out”. I laughed when she said that. Yea, it’s good advice to be sure.
Lol, she should have said, “ don’t pick up a gun to give your partner a nose job”!
Yessss.
Blow your partner's brains out should always have an entirely different and positive meaning. ;)
Myra does not approve of that Tinder match 😂😂😂
Lolz!!! X
I have to say I’m SOOOO glad you have a channel. I’ve been interested in true crime for YEARS and I remember you from so many TV docs but I consume most of my content on CZcams nowadays so it’s amazing that you are here. I love the way you effortlessly tell the victims story, providing such brilliant insight into the psychology of the criminals whilst also being raw and honest. I can genuinely say you are now one of my favourite creators. Thank you.
Shayna has some DIE HARD supporters who seem to believe she was wrongfully convicted. I think she Jodi Arias 2.0 and should never get out.
As someone who's sister is also an insanely talented soprano, I can attest to the cost of all the lessons and travelling and festivals. It's ridiculous how much that costs. My mum and I both worked a few jobs so my sister could carry on sharing her gift.
Shayna's parents were probably working so hard so that she could do the same. She should have been so grateful at how hard they worked for her
Shayna: “he called me a fucking hillbilly”
Me: “lmfao GOOD”
Right 😄 She must have been deeply ashamed of her status..maybe because his family was so wealthy.. but that obviously bothered her a lot lol I'm a "hillbilly" I guess..and I've dated plenty of rich guys..their money never was intimidating for myself. She was way worse to him verbally from what I have seen..some of the messages she sent him was disgusting and not to mention he would block her so she would borrow other peoples phones and message him horrible insults. She was so abu*ive.
EMMA , I LOVE YOUR VIDEO'S , BUT ESPECIALLY YOUR HONEST COMPASSION. YOU GO THE EXTRA MILE TO BRING THE VICTIM'S TO LIFE. YOUR ARE THE BEST NARRATOR OF THESE CRIME'S HANDS DOWN. YOU ARE A STRONG WOMAN , YET AREN'T AFRAID TO SHOW YOUR DEEP HURT & EMPATHY FOR THOSE WHO CAN NO LONGER SPEAK AS WELL AS TO THEIR FAMILY N FRIENDS. BEST WISHES TO YOU IN YOUR EVERYDAY LIFE. LOVE FROM VERMONT STATE , U.S.A
Wow. Thankyou . Sending love right back to you ! Em x
Wow a ratio of 1:100 messages. That shows a serious problem. Such a tragedy and for her to laugh about giving him a nose job so that his family most probably couldn’t even view his face after death. Absolutely appalling and so was the ridiculous sentence. She should not be eligible for parole after 20 years.
Another great video Emma
And you’re right about the ‘upgrades’ lol 😆
That statement that police read when arresting someone.. "You have the right to remain silent" is called the Miranda Warning. It was from a Supreme Court case from 1966 of Miranda vs. Arizona. Just a tid bit of American Law. 🙃☺
Hubers: "Hi, Jodi."
Arias: "Hi, Shayna."
Hubers: "What you been up to?"
Arias: "Murdering my boyfriend. You?"
Hubers: "Same."
*The End*
So sad and true but made me laugh.
@@WyattRyeSway 🤗
so true, she reminds me so much of Jodi Arias
I said the same thing! These cases are nearly identical when it comes to Jodi and Shayna!
Sounds about right.
Thank you, Emma. I appreciate your point of view, I agree completely! I’ve heard other podcasts victim shame Ryan, and it makes me very upset. He was a great guy, so handsome and so smart, and didn’t deserve to be murdered because their relationship didn’t work out. Her blaming his gun collection for his murder is absolutely infuriating.
You are dead on, victim blaming and his gun collection? Puhleeze!! Omg🙊
@@mellisande638 she also said “I am so democrat. I never would have had guns in the house!” He apparently DESERVED TO DIE because he was interested in guns and voted differently from her? Emma really called it when she said that Shayna has “verbal diarrhea!”
@@subrosa4792 Not to mention the logic of 'he was a white, attractive, upper-class, straight male so he must be a villain and at fault somehow because women can't be dangerous amd if they are it's someone else's fault, amirite?'
There's one thing that always baffles me about cases like this. It's one thing to kill someone in a moment of anger but I'd be traumatised by the sight of what I'd just done after that moment of anger is over. Some of these people behave as if they see heads blown off every day!!!!! I think that's the most worrying aspect of these killers!!!
Had to giggle at your Tinder mock up. Genius.
We are here because of you Emma and your fantastic coverage of true crime. Thanks again xx
I've heard of this happening but CZcams unsubscribed me. Which makes no sense because I watch every Sunday. I've rectified it x
This is what you want in true crime videos ! I am one of these people if anything ever happens they will say my internet content was full of true crime videos . There are lots of great ones but I love the way you talk about the people concerned . It’s entertaining and questions are answered . Loving it! ❤️
Like a lot of people, I find the similarities between Shayna & Jodi Arias extremely interesting! Extremely happy to have you in the CZcams community; your personality & talent of being extremely knowledgeable, caring, with the ability to share information about psych & criminology not only in a professional way, but also in a way that "regular" people comment on certain people & cases (ex. last week's case where you spoke on how a friend Stienkes age would've reacted if he told the his 500yr old werewolf story, it had truth & humor)! I also see the regular human & mom in you when it comes to cases involving the innocence of children, which I believe most of us share a similar anger with the most vulnerable being violated in any way.
7pm can't come soon enough 😁😁 I'm excited for this week's case especially as I've never heard of it. True crime with Emma is definitely the best way to end the week ❤❤ thank you em xx
Am I the only one who finds Emma's voice and interesting stories the perfect ASMR when dealing with various problems? These stories need to keep coming. :)
I do guided meditation videos too. Have a listen 😉🎥❤️. Em x
From this video, I now realise that the ex I have been a reluctant "friend" to, knowing he has no one else in this world, is falling into the problematic stalker category. Just over two years this is going on and when I put up firm boundaries, he goes silent for a week then shows up outside my work, my GP, my flat. Constantly texting and phoning. Blocked his number and he uses other people's phones to call me. Might be worth talking to the police about this. Thanks Emma for making me see this - my family have tried saying much the same thing (which always ends in an argument - too many emotions involved) but hearing the 'entitled to be part of your life and have your attention' describes him exactly.
Uh, yes, talk to the police. Anytime someone shows up somewhere that you didn't invite them / told them not to go to, one warning then cops.
Thank you for your statement on BPD. I have it and as soon as you started to describe Shayna's behavior I knew she had it. This happens quite a bit in the true crime videos I watch. But the fact the you said people with BPD don't go out and kill people helps destigmatize the disorder. 💜💜
It really makes me sick when l hear someone in court say that they were the victim of domestic abuse but clearly they weren't. If l had ever had the opportunity to get out of the house l would have run away not back inside. For those of us who truly lived violence it's shameful. Thanks Emma l love your insights.🇦🇺🐨🇦🇺🐨🙏🙏
It makes me sick too, i just wish my daughter had had her day in court, but abusers seem to get away with it, hope you are doing well now and away from the abuse ❤️
How do you know they “clearly weren’t”? Were you there? You cannot judge the situation of others especially where domestic violence is concerned.
@@jamesrichardson-king9359 No James, I wasn't there, not for this one; but that said, a true victim takes every opportunity to run to be free. If you truly are a victim you NEVER run back inside to the perpetrator! Sometimes it's a convenient excuse to make men look bad. Not all men are bad; but the violent ones never let a victim escape after they return to the violence. I'm not judging just stating the obvious, I survived it!!!
@@anngabriel5455 👋👋
@@anngabriel5455 Hello Ann
You provided such an amazing description of her that I can practically see a noticable eye twitch in every one of her photos as if she's about ready to lose it.
"Your honour, I'd like to remind the jury that I am a middle-class white woman."
"Case dismissed."
I have BPD and I haven’t killed anyone. It’s frustrating that it is used a lot as an excuse for violence.
miriam i don’t worry, most people are smart enough to know these things come on a spectrum 💕
I’m always so excited for a Sunday!!! I can’t wait for this! I never look up the cases I don’t know, as I love how Emma explains them. I looked tonight as I thought it was on, then remembered it’s Saturday 😂 day early...... but least I know I have something to look forward to tomorrow night 😊
Her voice is incredible, the voice of an angel and the mind of a demon
I wonder who's a better singer her or Jodi Arias who won the Christmas caroling contest with oh holy night lol look it up 😂
@@Raventooth 😂😂😂 now wouldn't that be one hell of a competition
Can't wait for my weekly dose of the dark tales of Emma Kenny. Always pleasure to watch the new content and she always has information that even I didnt know. Keep up the fantastic work Emma x
Thank you xx
You're one of my favorite true crime channels now... I've never heard anyone describe the "It's not you, it's me" break up speech like that and I literally LoL'd. You have a new subscriber you clever girl.
I feel like these kind of people actually start to believe their own lies
"He looked provactive in his trunks" 😂😂
This is an awful story but that made me laugh.
I am OBSESSED with these documentaries, you talk so real x
Why Thankyou ! That’s a wonderful comment 😍 . Em x
So glad I stumbled upon your channel! As an avid true crime fan I’ve watched countless shows you’ve presented and have always thought you were fantastic at what you do, would love two videos a week, from a very happy new sub. 👍🏼
This is a case that has always interested me. I think that Shayna was obsessed with Ryan and couldn’t bear to see him with someone else, or picture her life without him. And in her immature mind, she believed that she would get away with this. Sad all the way around.
Absolutely brilliant video filled with insight, education and a huge amount of depth. Thank you Emma. The number of subscribers is a direct reflection of the quality of your videos. Your personality always comes through and that's another thing that separates you from the rest, and elevates you. Thank you for your hard work 😊
I looove your videos Emma. I watch them every evening before going off to my night shifts. They're so informative and entertaining. Keep up the good work. We love you!
I am so happy that I have found this CZcams channel!! Watching Emma Kenny in documentaries has inspired me to go back to university and study Criminal and Forensic Psychology. And seeing her on her, more laid back, rocking the band tshirts just makes me appreciate her even more! I hope that once I qualify, I can be as empathetic and understanding as she is!!
You deserve all the love and subscribers you have and more ❤. You're so talented and well educated and I love that you don't always go for popular crimes! I'm glad you came to CZcams because I was a MASSIVE fan before that!
I've been binge watching your episodes for weeks now when ever I get the chance haha..I'm a proper crime lover even tho they really upset and effect me I'm always drawn to watching them..I've seen you on many crime documentaries emma and always liked you so down to earth and always talk about things with care and real detail it's very interesting..you also help me in many ways when u explain and try to explain and understand certain situations as to why they may do this.. not that there is any reason to be so cruel.. But to know the bk ground and buildup is always help full..thanks Emma for taking your time to talk to us all time is precious. Take care x
You are so welcome!! We love you here! Your channel offers so much more on many true crime cases that I’ve seen watching videos/ documentaries. I love the psychology of it and how you delve into the younger years. Rock on Emma!!
So glad to see your comments about uploading more on youtube more Emma. Absolutely loved you on Britain's darkest taboos and just think your mind is brilliant and so is the way you talk about these cases. I don't comment much but I wait patiently every Sunday for your videos to go up!! My favourite true crime CZcamsr 1000% xx
L.Dorey you are beautiful 😍❤💖.
P.S. fellow EK fan here
I just found your channel and I am amazed at the detail, intelligence, and passion you put into your videos. It is clear this is what you are meant to do! I am so here for it! The level of depth you hit is really unmatched.
That’s such a lovely thing to say Annette , Thankyou 😘. Em x
Oh my god,I had no idea you have a yt. You are the reason I took psychology,because I wanted to follow you and become a criminal psychologist. ❤
You're honestly my absolute favourite crime channel. The way you tell the story is captivating. Please keep up the fabulous work. Loads of love xx
I’ve been a true crime CZcams binger for quite a long time and JUST found Emma’s channel. Can’t help but think “where has she been all my life?” But she’s here now, and I’m enjoying the bingefest!!!
It's rainy and windy in that cozy kinda way, I'm showered and snuggly, hubby asleep on the sofa (for the win!)..I've got the whole bed and I'm ready for sunday story time with Auntie Emma 👌🏼🙌🏼🥰💜☕🍪
Me too ! I've got the dog snuggled in to me and some chocolate, love Sunday nights with em 😊
Hi Gail, lovely message, sounds like the perfect evening x
I really love listening to Emma the way she tells the story.And the inside that she has is great. I listen to her all the time. Keep it Emma!!!!! ❤
she reminds me so much of Jodi Arias, especially the video of her singing in the interegation room
Jodi is worse!!
She can talk about a case like nobody buisness. The ins and outs seeing every aspect that is much needed in these cases. Knucklebump Emma! Dont stop what your doing
EMMA YOU ARE BRIALLIANT IN TELLING THESE STORIES, AND ITS NICE TO. WATCH WITHOUT AD's, LOVE YR ACCENT☺
Another great episode Emma. I'll be watching again at bedtime because I always miss little bits if I'm in the live chat. I love that part too though Emma as its full of lovely people and lots of opinions which make my Sunday nights now xx
Love your insight of their relationship Emma, love your sense of humour ❤️
I can’t help it....sarcasm is in my northern blood xx
You're one of the few people that cover true crime that makes content I will watch, even if I've seen the same case covered elsewhere. You just always end up adding enough, and giving insight that makes it fresh.
New sub, Emma, your channel is brilliant! I'm hooked and get to binge watch your other videos. This is a crazy case, rip Ryan 🙏
Thank you for talking about bpd and for saying and explaining it the way you did.
Yes please for the ‘two a week’ and thank you to you too - you are wonderful to listen to !
I watched you for many, many years on various crime shows. And I loved you just as much then. Your interpertaion/style is so easy to connect with. I'm so glad you decided to do CZcams. Would LOVE to know more about YOU & how & why you chose this line of work..to begin with. Psychology fascinates me.
omg the tinder segment had me rolling laughing. I feel terrible for laughing during something so serious, but that was funny
Love the way you tell these stories, well done, you are going to be massive within the CZcams true crime sphere.
She just oozes borderline personality disorder, red flags from the get go, especially the victim complex. Her and Jodie are in a bracket of their own.
And Emma you are incredible! Your videos are fantastic and so insightful, and the way you speak about the cases is done with such dignity and compassion, you are a joy to watch and listen too
@Emma Kenny I have been following true crime for a while now and you have quickly become one of my favorites. I have been diagnosed with BPD, PTSD, depression and anxiety due to childhood trauma and domestic violence that you can only imagine ( things seen in the movies- horror movies). It’s upsetting because people with BPD have been labeled as murderers, abusers etc and that really bothers me because I have never in my life would even think of such a thing. If anything I have only thought of harming myself and of course have extreme fear of abandonment and have extremely hard time dealing with people leaving me, but again never thought of harming anyone but myself because I have such self loathing. I am also an extreme empath. It’s bothersome that so many people think people with BPD are abusive and can easily murder others. I could never even think of hurting anyone else- in fact the most abusive relationships I was in (men abusive towards me) I’ve stayed among the severe physical, mental and sexual abuse and would not leave because #1 I was scared because they threatened me and my family if I tried to leave and #2 I thought I could help them, change them (which after lots of treatment I know I can never do that) and lastly, my extreme fear of abandonment I would stay no matter how awful the abuse- even when I came close to death because I believed I am/was unlovable and did not deserve anything better and no one else would want me- which my partners would repeat to me all the time until it became my truth. It just hurts because I often hear people talk about those with BPD as psychotic and murderers and I am the exact opposite- as I said I truly am an empath. Don’t get me wrong- I have many issues- extreme fear of abandonment, jealousy, devaluation and love bombing that can switch on a dime but I’ve been in therapy for a long time and have not been in a relationship for over 5 years and won’t until I can find love for myself and be a healthy partner to someone else. Thank you for saying not all those with BPD are murderers or abusers. I know in my case it came from childhood trauma and a teenage boyfriend much older and extremely abusive. In my case I abused myself and hated myself more than anyone else could. I know I hurt others with my unrealistic fear of abandonment, jealousy and my reality (in my mind) that I was unworthy of love and subconsciously tried to push others away so they would leave me and get the inevitable over with because it was torture waiting every day for them to leave me, which in my mind was inevitable. I know that did hurt others and put them on an emotional roller coaster but I know in my case it came from extreme self hatred and from events in my life that happened to me when I was young and innocent that shaped my sense of self as being unworthy of love and a therapist described my level of self hatred as that I was so insignificant in this world I did not believe I belong here. Thank you for saying not all people with BPD are murderers or even malicious abusers. I think it is a personality disorder that is very misunderstood. Also coupled along with PTSD, depression, anxiety, ADHD. All of this makes it even more difficult to believe I deserve love. I truly feel broken and that no one deserves all my baggage. That’s why I love animals like my cat who loves me unconditionally. But I don’t want to be alone forever. I’m just scared I will never know how to act “normal “ in a relationship. Can you please do more videos of women with abandonment issues or mental issues that maybe stay with abusers and something ends up happening. DV is a serious issue everywhere and getting worse. I love your content and your compassion to those involved. Fan for life! Also in your professional opinion (not in my case in particular because you don’t know me) but I’m a generalization, can people with BPD ever have a “normal “, healthy, happy, not co- dependent, lose the fear of living in a place where you constantly think you will be abandoned? I know you have to really work on it with CBT or DBT but is it honestly possible or has it been ingrained in your personality from such a young age that it’s just who you are and you can’t really change who you are, just manage the symptoms? I know this is long and I hope you do read it and have time for a short reply- but if anyone else reads this who has BPD or are a professional and can answer I would greatly appreciate it. 💛💛💛
Makes me think of Chicago “oh yes we both reached for the gun”
I’m so glad you said that!! 😆
I was thinking the same and feeling so insensitive.
“Oh yes oh yes we both reached for the for the for the gun”
Singing in my head.
Seriously though, I do feel sorry for him, she sounds absolutely bat shit crazy
“I shot him right here (points to nose) I gave him the nose job he always wanted”
😨 I can’t even begin to imagine what the interviewer was thinking
@@tarawells1553 I know, she’s clearly a sick person. Would definitely be a danger to someone if she ever gets out. I didn’t want to come across as insensitive either but I really couldn’t help but think it 😂
@@tarawells1553 …..can you imagine being a cop, judge, attorney, jury member and hearing something like that? How would you not just want to sit her down and flip the switch yourself?
Emma, been following you for years now. Always loved the docs you've appeared in! I've been glued to your account since you started and you've become a part of my Sunday wind down routine. Yes please to 2 videos a week! 🙏🏼💙
Im glad you enjoy doing this Emma, we all love what you do 👍🏻😊
This was a real treat as I’ve never heard of this case and Emma didn’t disappoint: an in depth analysis with her unique on point perspective. I’d also love to see two a week but the quality that goes into Emma’s videos when you consider she’s also a working psychologist, we’re privileged to have the one. Emma is a national treasure and I hope CZcams brings her the global success she deserves.
I wonder what her thought process looked like when mentally committing to the murder. And when the time came, did she just go through the motions or was she actually present and excited to be going through with it. Hard to wrap my head around what this looks like in such a person's mind. She appeared to feel absolutely nothing afterward. So hard to wrap my head around.
This is going to be good for sure. This gal is crazy. Thank you so much beautiful Emma xx ❤
One of the reasons I love your channel is because you give us links to watch the trials etc. No one else does that. ❤️❤️
Got a list of really good links that will be added to description tomorrow morning. I’ve been searching for some of the best ones and there is some great channels that showcase them. Em x
Ohhh I'm so glad you're doing this case! Shayna is another Jodi Arias, these women are absolute predators, killers! Neither of them showed remorse, Jodi with her "survivor" tshirt and Shayna saying "I gave him the nose job he always wanted" AND the way they both acted in the interrogation room when no one was in there. Also, how they played themselves as the real victim. PSYCHOS!
Emma you have always been my favourite speaker on other crime programs I've watched for years, with regards to your extremely accurate and informative psychological/psychiatric views, so I'm very happy you've made your own channel! It's very different watching you do what you do best, in a non-formal and more relaxed environment/setting, but just as rewarding. I feel I can quote you on anything you say verbatim because your research on all topics is thorough, well thought out and presented in the most factual manner. I find your content both easy to understand, but also to comprehend on a higher intellectual level, in order to learn more about how the human mind works - e.g. with serial killers, where nobody has quite figured out the inner thought patterns of psychopaths, sociopaths, narcicissm, etc. Thank you for taking the time to create all the videos you have so far and I'm looking forward to watch a lot more!
Reminder on. I've watched a video on this case. Can't wait to hear your breakdown on it 🛎🥰🥰xx
Emma, I love listening to your crime videos. I previously watched a lot of crime videos on CZcams but now I'm only really drawn to yours. No shade to any other CZcamsr who covers crime, but it's the way you go into so much detail. It's so much more than just telling a story that you've read online.
Thank you for making such wonderful content for us all to listen to❤
The people who are huge in true crime on CZcams have usually been doing it for years. I'd say you have a pretty solid amount of subscribers for such a short time! I for one am glad I found you! 👍
I’ve watched various shows on this case but Emma tells it like no other. I’m near tears just 7 minutes in
Also, I don’t know how you don’t have 900 million subscribers, you’re literally the QUEEN of True Crime.
I’m so glad I found your channel! I love how your insight makes me think and think hard while I watch. I like the different points of view that are brought up. I watch quite a bit of true crime and I wouldn’t say I’m desensitized by any means but it’s easy to forget how these are real stories. What I like about watching your videos is it reminds me how terribly true these stories are and it makes me feel incredibly emotional and I am able to reflect on these cases. Also, you have an amazing personality!! Can’t wait for more content :)
Excellent episode AGAIN. Love the way you present. No messing, it's like listening to a mate (an intelligent one 😀)
I feel so much for Ryan's family. Personally I think she should have got life. I think she will remain a risk of serious harm to others if freed.
Excellent show Emma 🙏👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
Yeah, she will be imo. She has totally unmanaged BPD and no insight into it whatsoever. I've dated lots of women with BPD and would happily do so again, but when you have BPD *and* a violent constitution *and* no insight, that's bad bad news.
Ooooh Em, Dalia Dippolito! You’ll love her if you haven’t seen her. And when I say love, well, you know what I mean. Dethpicable. 😂
And the fact that she said she did it because they’d both planned they wanted to be on reality tv 🤔 what?!?
The only think I can think of is the show is following the police department at that time but my god, how on earth she ended up with that I don’t know.
She made herself look even worse...if that’s possible!
@@tarawells1553 I know, right?
“What did your husband love about you?”
“My perthonality”
*cackle*
I know, my bad, making fun of the speech impediment of such an evil witch.
I died at "dethpicable"!
Is that the one who planned a hit on her boyfriend and was still asking him to help her out of jail ??
@@Jezzicar yeth 😂
The girl delivers again , best true crime series out there , glad I was there from the beginning
Love your videos Emma. Some are very hard to stomach but you cover every case so well, warts and all. Best crime channel EVER... Definitely a big yes from me for 2 episodes a week. Xxxx
2 episodes a week?! don't play with my heart like that Emma lol that would make my world all the better ;)