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  • čas přidán 26. 08. 2024
  • "...What was so wrong with me that you would leave?..."
    Fandom: Supernatural, Shameless, Arrow, In Treatment, The End of the F***ing World, Nashville, Animal Kingdom, Disconnect
    Song: Stefano Ruggeri - Slips Away
    Theme: Broken Family/Home, Parents and Children
    Coloring: Mine
    If you want to ask me which movie or series in a specific period of time, please do it on Instagram
    INSTAGRAM: / sadness_for_winter
    TUMBLR: / elenarunaway

Komentáře • 540

  • @mesganamengesha8484
    @mesganamengesha8484 Před 4 lety +2761

    “I had to be more than just a brother, I had to be a father and I had to be a mother to keep him safe” 😩

  • @bdawg7840
    @bdawg7840 Před 4 lety +2505

    “you can’t love me, you don’t even know me” i felt that...

  • @imvuchanel7542
    @imvuchanel7542 Před 4 lety +1462

    “You were my mother too”

  • @rhx_ary
    @rhx_ary Před 4 lety +918

    That supernatural scene gets me every time

  • @angelspringer8987
    @angelspringer8987 Před 4 lety +346

    "I hate you... and I love you... cause I can't help it... you're my mom..."
    Didn't realize how much I could relate to him until now

  • @mashao226
    @mashao226 Před 5 lety +742

    Fiona 😭😭😭! Love her so much ! She took care of everyone, but no one took care of Fiona !

  • @playwithkenito
    @playwithkenito Před 4 lety +288

    dean 💔

  • @bilinski2546
    @bilinski2546 Před 6 lety +2458

    Emmy Rossum killed everyone else in this vid

    • @cat_the_first_original_gangsta
      @cat_the_first_original_gangsta Před 6 lety +90

      Blake Stylinson nah i liked dean

    • @infelixlidarwa
      @infelixlidarwa Před 5 lety +8

      True

    • @padfootny
      @padfootny Před 5 lety +156

      Emmy Rossum and Jensen Ackles killed everyone else in this vid**

    • @shookbitch123
      @shookbitch123 Před 5 lety +2

      RodenObrien; who is Emmy

    • @jj-hl3pz
      @jj-hl3pz Před 5 lety +70

      @@shookbitch123 Fiona Gallagher from Shameless. The scene where she is arguing with Monica Gallagher and it goes like this:
      Fiona: "He doesn't even know who you are!"
      Monica: "I'm his mother mother!"
      Fiona: "You were my mother too!"

  • @Emilia-mz7pi
    @Emilia-mz7pi Před 5 lety +596

    Dean, honey... my heart

  • @esmajazic1984
    @esmajazic1984 Před 5 lety +443

    "Who knows you better than I do?"
    "HE DOES!"😢gets me every time😭

  • @RJ-wx2zc
    @RJ-wx2zc Před 5 lety +480

    AWWWW DEAN AND MARY 😭😭😭

  • @stellarossi2019
    @stellarossi2019 Před 4 lety +307

    "You weren't here!" Yes... It's so sad that I undestard the girl.
    It hurts.
    Mum, if you're reading this, I'm not sorry. I hate you in the same way I hate me because of you.

    • @jadewu111
      @jadewu111 Před 4 lety +10

      Don’t you hate and feel shameful the person you hate’s blood runs into you?..because I do feel that way..

    • @stellarossi2019
      @stellarossi2019 Před 4 lety +11

      @@jadewu111 I hate myself when I see her in me. I understand you and I'm so sorry

  • @Stopkelsey
    @Stopkelsey Před 5 lety +108

    Arrow, supernatural, and shameless, I cried so hard.

  • @theravenandthedesk
    @theravenandthedesk Před 3 lety +17

    That scene with Emmy Rossum always hits me in my own personal scars. I honestly loved the way that Shameless handled bipolar showing what happens when they don’t take care of themselves with Monica and how they can still have good lives with Ian.

  • @lemmyonline4857
    @lemmyonline4857 Před 5 lety +809

    Emmy/Fiona beat EVERYONE in this video

    • @zoet9882
      @zoet9882 Před 5 lety +53

      what abt dean 👀

    • @mysteryjosh198
      @mysteryjosh198 Před 5 lety +2

      I know😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😥😥😥😥😥i cried watching this video

    • @Emily-rh9io
      @Emily-rh9io Před 5 lety +4

      zoe x nahhh

    • @blddyvel1506
      @blddyvel1506 Před 5 lety +17

      What about Dean wtf

    • @desiree4410
      @desiree4410 Před 4 lety +10

      it hurts me seeing dean cry

  • @user-pi3hd2bt3f
    @user-pi3hd2bt3f Před 3 lety +5

    Seing Dean cry while explaining his broken childhood to Mary while she was just trying to ignore him will never stop hurting

  • @kiyah8093
    @kiyah8093 Před 5 lety +3137

    *daddy issues has entered the chat*

    • @tabithawhitlock7618
      @tabithawhitlock7618 Před 5 lety +17

      i don't care that you broke your elbow wass up

    • @FutureMP31B
      @FutureMP31B Před 5 lety +7

      Hello fellow members

    • @mysteryjosh198
      @mysteryjosh198 Před 5 lety +6

      😭😭😭😭😭this video made me cry and i am watching shameless on Netflix and omg it's a sad show

    • @fatimaa4
      @fatimaa4 Před 5 lety +2

      The song just pops into my head

    • @user-tf4qo1it4r
      @user-tf4qo1it4r Před 4 lety

      sis🥺

  • @geeorgiaac
    @geeorgiaac Před 4 lety +31

    Fiona kills me every time. I know this show word for word because it feels like home. And no matter what, the hardest scenes still make me cry. Every. Time.

  • @laurenmoore199
    @laurenmoore199 Před 4 lety +73

    "There was a time where I needed you to" facts

  • @schuyler6476
    @schuyler6476 Před 4 lety +33

    "You said we would fight together. I said we'd lose. You said we'd do that together to. Well guess what Captain we lost. And you weren't there."

  • @eviemaysellars
    @eviemaysellars Před 6 lety +289

    crushing my heart with your beautiful work💔

  • @aymanaataya2619
    @aymanaataya2619 Před 6 lety +704

    It's probably none of my business, but I have already seen this theme in your videos few times and it just makes me think you're somehow experiencing all this too. The meaning of this simple and short video is probably much bigger than I think.
    However, I just wanted to say that you've made a good choice by finishing it with the line "I forgive you.". Because at the end of the day, forgiveness is all that matters. I have experienced it myself and this video means a lot to me.
    Thank you and I hope you keep expressing your emotions through videos, because I hear you. I feel you.

    • @levelen
      @levelen  Před 6 lety +45

      Thank you so much)

  • @tendergesture
    @tendergesture Před 6 lety +821

    my daddy issues jumped out

  • @ella5719
    @ella5719 Před 4 lety +56

    Dean and Fiona are breaking my heart with their scenes

  • @mark-do5lv
    @mark-do5lv Před 5 lety +109

    This made me cry. I personally have great parents and they are amazing and supportive and the best. But my father didn’t have his father, he was an alcoholic and was rarely home, my grandmother had to raise him and his two sisters at 18 poor and alone. He did have a step-father but he wasn’t the best either, better than a drunk but he eventually left as well. But my father still as issues, he has depression and anxiety, and he’s quiet and shy. He struggles with self-esteem and confidence and weight issues. He questions his role as a father sometimes as well. But he turned out great, he turned out fantastic and I love him and wouldn’t trade him for the world, I wish I could tell him that more often.
    If any of you are dealing with bad, neglectful, abusive, alcoholic, parents just know that it can get better and you don’t have the be like them.
    ❤️

    • @imme169
      @imme169 Před 5 lety

      //-||

    • @mysteryjosh198
      @mysteryjosh198 Před 5 lety

      😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭thx that means alot to me i am autistic i have really bad anxiety around alot of people i am sad alot😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😔😔😔😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😭😭😭😭i don't show my emotions i don't show my feelings and i don't talk to anyone about my feelings or life because they don't understand what i been throw

  • @wafaaatef9341
    @wafaaatef9341 Před 3 lety +5

    "you shouldn't just make people if you are going to abandon them... Because they think they have done something wrong their whole life" 😢

  • @xgerzax3112
    @xgerzax3112 Před 4 lety +45

    Felicity‘s Part Gets me every time I’m watching this.
    My father used to be a good father when I was a kid, but about the time when I turned nine he just cared less and less. After the divorce of my parents, he didn’t even want shared custody and I kept thinking what was wrong with me that my own father couldn’t love me. I thought that nobody would ever love me, if even my father couldn’t do it...

  • @alex-vl3bg
    @alex-vl3bg Před 3 lety +4

    "I had to be more than a brother, I had to be a father and a mother." My boy deserved the entire world

  • @charlottebrennan8385
    @charlottebrennan8385 Před 4 lety +3

    i don’t think i can ever thank my grandma enough for stepping up and raising me and my sister on the weekends i stayed at their house. she had to raise her kids and then us straight after. an absolute inspiration 🥺

  • @downtherabbithole2058
    @downtherabbithole2058 Před 4 lety +25

    Dude Dean killed me!😣

  • @jiminshimochi2753
    @jiminshimochi2753 Před 4 lety +32

    I've come to a stage that I don't even know if my father is really my father.

  • @philipvanamerongen4809
    @philipvanamerongen4809 Před 3 lety +4

    "You cant just walk in and out my life like im some sort of fucking train station" i felt that.🖤

  • @amore9538
    @amore9538 Před 3 lety +5

    You know when
    Your parents haven't actually left you
    But then they're not there either
    And you don't even know what to feel about it
    That shit hurts
    Cos you're constantly confused if you deserve to cry cos you don't feel the love you're supposed to feel

  • @badbabyslytherin
    @badbabyslytherin Před 6 lety +90

    It's so sadly relatable it sucks but it's a beautiful video

  • @lion6120
    @lion6120 Před 5 lety +24

    Dean has been put through so much he deserves the world 💔❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @Sebastian-xp9eb
    @Sebastian-xp9eb Před 4 lety +5

    This is why I'm scared of having kids. I don't want to treat them like I was treated.

  • @cat-ig8ke
    @cat-ig8ke Před 3 lety +3

    *"You can't love me, You don't even know me!"*
    Damn....
    This relates so much

  • @kesh7518
    @kesh7518 Před 3 lety +1

    Seeing sad multifandom while doing your homework is just another level

  • @Nperidot04
    @Nperidot04 Před 6 lety +42

    I'm shook, this was deep.

  • @bellqueen
    @bellqueen Před 6 lety +45

    *Лена любит доводить меня до слез*
    Знаешь, я поражаюсь твоим мультифандомам, они настолько трогательные и мощные. Спасибо за такой спектр эмоций всего за 2 минуты!

    • @levelen
      @levelen  Před 6 lety +1

      Уж кто бы говорил, а меня кто доводит до слез?)
      Спасибо тебе большое, приятно читать твои комментарии ♥

  • @ohmyl3s857
    @ohmyl3s857 Před 5 lety +16

    He wasn't here. She's leaving. Everything it's fine. They don't know me. And I don't wanna know them anymore. I needed them. And when they need me, I won't be there.

  • @kbirdanne4887
    @kbirdanne4887 Před 4 lety +3

    This hit so hard as someone who had to take care of my parent and sibling to and to have to be the parent when I was a kid and then be told as an adult "well I'm here now"

  • @user-zf8op8qs9k
    @user-zf8op8qs9k Před 3 lety +2

    "I hate you. And I love you."
    That shit hit hard

  • @gracejones4295
    @gracejones4295 Před 5 lety +22

    Felicity from Arrow childhood story always get to me. 0:14

  • @supernaturalfan5
    @supernaturalfan5 Před 5 lety +4

    I've had Daddy Issues all my life!! My father was there but his mind wasn't in the outside world he was all about his pills and I knew when he was lying about taking them I asked him right to his face to ask him to be honest with me. I was yelling so much at him and what he told me was he wasn't taking the pills anymore and I was crying when he told me that and he gave me a hug and I let him and in that hug in knew he wasn't being honest and after that he got so worse that he passed away from taking so many pills because both of his livers gave out. I know its in the past but in those moments he loved his pills more then me. I forgave him. But all of the happy moments those are the ones im thinking about of my father and that I wish he didn't break the promise he was suppose to keep and one of those promises was to walk me down the aisle one day but whenever I get married he's there in spirit.

  • @Tammy_10
    @Tammy_10 Před 5 lety +82

    Where is 1:14 & 1:22 from ?
    Great editing and to add Dean to the mix that just broke my heart into millions pieces!

  • @hattiestarr5046
    @hattiestarr5046 Před 5 lety +26

    Clicked for supernatural and uh my daddy issues came out instead.. thanks cause I am quite literally crying now

  • @brokenCrown
    @brokenCrown Před 6 lety +34

    The editing is so beautiful ♥️

  • @marymary6636
    @marymary6636 Před 3 lety

    So much pain in one video. It’s heartbreaking, but beautiful

  • @cydneistar
    @cydneistar Před 4 lety +1

    The Dean Winchester scenes always make me cry.

  • @tetemorrison7072
    @tetemorrison7072 Před 4 lety +5

    You were my mother too hits hard

  • @ivy7639
    @ivy7639 Před 3 lety +1

    “you can’t love me you don’t even know me, ofc i know you who knows you better then your own father. he does”

  • @skoveu4329
    @skoveu4329 Před 4 lety +1

    Dean/Jensen and Fiona/Emmy are amazing at actinggg

  • @BrianaLowry
    @BrianaLowry Před 4 lety +3

    I felt this more than anything coming from a one parent home.

  • @user-rg6ri1kv6e
    @user-rg6ri1kv6e Před 6 lety +3

    я просто поражена наповал! как, как можно создать такое?????? идеальное сочетание музыки и картинки, отличная визуализация ваших чувств. хоть увольте, не верю, что такое можно сделать, не зная на сто процентов, о чем оно.
    это невероятно сильно. и поражает до глубины души. спасибо, что вкладываетесь в это и даете это нам, что-то очень личное и важное.
    однозначный восторг.

    • @levelen
      @levelen  Před 6 lety

      Спасибо огромное! Даже не представляете, как сильно такие комментарии мотивируют)

  • @nadiawells3477
    @nadiawells3477 Před 4 lety +3

    Can’t help but think that the Fresh Prince of Bel Air should be on here. Literally have never watched an episode but I found that scene where Will gets ditched by his dad again and it was heart breaking.

  • @sarahisabql
    @sarahisabql Před 3 lety +2

    takes a sip of the cup of tears* ahh, mommy and daddy issues.

  • @whenyoufr0g
    @whenyoufr0g Před 5 lety +16

    0:14 story of my life and it's still going on

  • @katheringaming7548
    @katheringaming7548 Před 3 lety +1

    "you cant love me you dont even know me!" "why do you keep saying I'm your father!! Who knows you better than I do? "he does!"

  • @gfz111
    @gfz111 Před 5 lety +1

    once i get sucked into these multi fandom videos and then i watch so many of them at once

  • @tereztomanova7791
    @tereztomanova7791 Před 5 lety +17

    This is what broke my heart every time

  • @avaponce2448
    @avaponce2448 Před 5 lety +12

    I was waiting to see Stefan and Damon fighting with their mom in TVD

  • @natasadie1648
    @natasadie1648 Před 6 lety +1

    this is so beautiful
    but it also hurts me so much at the same time
    because it hits too close to home

  • @vikkelly7150
    @vikkelly7150 Před 5 lety +9

    U know it’s bad when u watching these video

  • @maxbirkman6941
    @maxbirkman6941 Před 4 lety +1

    Okay I tear up every time I watch this

  • @sophiamarkham1282
    @sophiamarkham1282 Před 5 lety +2

    I’m speechless all I can say is thank you so much for reaching into my heart through a video you are amazing x

  • @Red_cherry19
    @Red_cherry19 Před 6 lety +3

    Обожаю тебя за твои работы ,они очень эмоциональные особенно благодаря оригинальной озвучке . Спасибо огромное !!!💖

  • @SaMi-mz9sk
    @SaMi-mz9sk Před 5 lety

    Sometimes I almost forgot how great my parents are....you know some people out there...they don't deserve to be parents because being a parent comes with responsibilities,caring and love which is so important some people don't deserve it no they don't....
    If you have your family around yourself I want you to thank them because they are here for you no matter what....
    And to those who experienced a sad life and bad feelings because of unworthy parents...I'm sorry I'm truly sorry you deserve more than them you are great and amazing you are not a problem you're just an angel who can't live among monsters and evils...
    I love you all 3000💜

  • @rinlutka5395
    @rinlutka5395 Před 6 lety +5

    Моя мама с отцом развелись, когда мне было пять. С тех пор я никогда его не видела, но я приезжала в город, где он жил, каждое лето. В голове за долгое время сформировался его образ, я его боялась, так как он пил и был ужасным человеком. Прошло 12 лет. За это время я каждый раз думала, что он тут близко. Переодически он пьяный звонил на телефон бабушки, но я поговорила с ним один раз, когда мне было лет 11. Пару дней назад он умер. Сейчас я жалею, что я ему не позвонила. Просто, как выяснилось позже, его сестра нашла мою страницу в вк и он смотрел мои фотографии. Это очень печально.

  • @ohioanalily
    @ohioanalily Před 4 lety +2

    Heartbreaking but beautiful ❤️😭💔

  • @JacobRyuu
    @JacobRyuu Před 6 lety +2

    This is so beautiful. I am in absolute awe with your editing. I am definitely hitting that subscribe button because of this masterpiece. It takes a talent to be able to portray emotion like this!

  • @ashlynnhill9131
    @ashlynnhill9131 Před 3 lety

    That supernatural clip get me every time, because I can relate to it.

  • @foo_jamd8197
    @foo_jamd8197 Před 2 lety

    i think the biggest revenge and reward i ever got was the day i stopped caring, and that lead me to become the best version of myself one that i would never have become if he was here

  • @yolooo5082
    @yolooo5082 Před 5 lety +6

    "What father wouldn't care?"

  • @ghostn.4272
    @ghostn.4272 Před 5 lety +2

    Ok I don’t get emotional over this kinda stuff but my friend wanted me to watch this and I was like “eh” cuz I knew I wouldn’t cry but I skipped to the right timing to see dean and Mary and Idk why but I just started bawling

  • @Alina._0412
    @Alina._0412 Před 4 lety +4

    "i needed you and you weren't there" -Tony Stark

  • @ThornyRose13
    @ThornyRose13 Před 6 lety

    Лена, я не перестану говорить, что твои депрессивные мультифандомы просто шедевры!

  • @SnappedStitches
    @SnappedStitches Před 5 lety

    This hits really hard because I had to give my son over to a much better mother, my younger sister, as I was not and still am not ready.. I like to think I made the right choice, giving him to someone better suited... but part of me fears this day. The day where he'll hate me, and swear me away...

  • @addy8471
    @addy8471 Před 5 lety +10

    needed this, relatable af

  • @AlejandraMartinez-kd2pv
    @AlejandraMartinez-kd2pv Před 3 lety +1

    Dean deserves more that just love man😥😥😥😢😢

  • @gabrielsanchez98
    @gabrielsanchez98 Před 4 lety +10

    My mom asked me why I dont want her in my life why do I hate her so much so I sent her the link to this and told her it not only applies to my father but also to her becuz I had to raise me and my sibling I did it all just like dean and fiona

  • @iammeg7761
    @iammeg7761 Před 4 lety +3

    Damn youtube, have you been spying on me? I chose not to show up or take my kids to my fathers wedding this past Saturday. It's like my childhood all over again.

  • @saratfkh8227
    @saratfkh8227 Před 4 lety +1

    Fiona deserves all the love and respect in the world

  • @lili-fz9xw
    @lili-fz9xw Před 6 lety +1

    Это видео заставило меня снова прочувствовать ту боль, которая была постоянно со мной
    Спасибо за столь эмоциональное видео

  • @k.l.5030
    @k.l.5030 Před 6 lety +2

    О боже! Как я ждала тебя😘
    Как всегда превосходная работа спасибо 😍❤

    • @levelen
      @levelen  Před 6 lety

      Спасибо тебе ♥

  • @abigaleroo7903
    @abigaleroo7903 Před 2 lety +2

    I feel like I can really relate to Dean and Fiona 🤧😖

  • @JC-gy7mp
    @JC-gy7mp Před 5 lety +2

    this is the best one for sure. Periodt

  • @Carlee-vb1zk
    @Carlee-vb1zk Před 4 lety +3

    My dad decided I wasn’t good enough and started doing drugs and one night he decided he was done caring for me. And now I’m broken

  • @wg8252
    @wg8252 Před 5 lety +5

    Dean and Mary😭 I can’t even rn😂💔

  • @traceyowenhughes9223
    @traceyowenhughes9223 Před 6 lety +9

    Beautiful video..I never left you. You PUSHED me AWAY all the time. You try to HATE me BECAUSE you know I LOVE YOU.

  • @renipavlova
    @renipavlova Před 5 lety +1

    This ... 😭😭😭 This video is so emotional and heartbreaking 💔💔💔

  • @sarahisabql
    @sarahisabql Před 3 lety +1

    Are we supposed to just carry on after that Dean and Mary scene? 😭😭😭

  • @hannahlane568
    @hannahlane568 Před 3 lety

    “I hate you and I love you.” Damn I felt that

  • @joseignacioreallozano348
    @joseignacioreallozano348 Před 5 lety +12

    Love it, great video
    Anyone knows which serie/film is where the kid is crying, telling his father that being a father is nothing like him? It's 1'20 +/-

  • @alexstapert516
    @alexstapert516 Před 5 lety +2

    No one is worthless I thought beauty was cutting and making myself puke up what I ate it all became an addiction to me I turned to friends and family even though all I thought was they to hated me but instead loved me so if you guys ever need help I’m here and always will reply I don’t have my mother in my life even though sometimes I hate her and love her and I miss her please support this by subscribing to me thank you to the brave people who are still standing and breathing thank you.

    • @gurvirgrewal782
      @gurvirgrewal782 Před 4 lety

      It’s sad I went through the same thing year ago but nobody noticed

  • @dourgval-1172
    @dourgval-1172 Před 5 lety

    My parents were here with me since I was born and never left me but I never felt like they were there for me they never felt like they were “here” I think the last time I tried to love them was when I was 14 and they ignored my feelings and said “you just want money right? That’s why your acting like you have a problem “ and honestly that broke me and now I can never love them as a family and I don’t even have a home to go back to just a house this video I can relate to so much on so many levels it’s scary.
    I don’t have a home.

  • @apollovinci3572
    @apollovinci3572 Před 5 lety

    I love it because it makes me cry all the time.

  • @afnandewan343
    @afnandewan343 Před 5 lety +6

    I dont have the courage to say my story because I think some people will point at me and say "You are wrong." I'm scared.

    • @gurvirgrewal782
      @gurvirgrewal782 Před 4 lety

      Life is too short for that. Be proud of your story it made you who you are today!

  • @leahs1921
    @leahs1921 Před 4 lety

    Came back here after being depressed for years. Finally through it

  • @bonbon8278
    @bonbon8278 Před 4 lety +1

    im a simple person, i see emmy, i see jensen, i click