At the age of 4, I was sexually abused. Many many times. It kept happening until i was 9 and then i got raped by the same guy. he just happened to be my cousin. I didn’t tell my mom until i was 13. but that was only because of one person who i met in california. I got very close to her and she knew everything about me. she encouraged me to tell my mom. i looked up to her, so i told my mom through a text message. my mom didn’t do anything, she just said ‘you don’t have to go around him’ yet he shows up at family dinners and i have to stay with him and he ended up baby sitting my baby sister. And the girl who encouraged me to tell my mom? she left me. and now im just fighting to stay alive.
I cry everynight when my mom dad brothers sister r asleep I cry and scream i go outside in the dark and scream cry an breath heavily! I go back in and lay down an cry quietly and shake because this depression is getting worse by the seconds..
Shady Flame look bro ive tried everything and ive even tried music ive tried talking to people ive tryed writing my feelings down ive tried therapy for 2 years ive tryed medicine and ive yryed singing ive tryed living but its so freaking hard💀😞
Plz just listen to it try it......plz. It may help may not but I can't see others suffer! Only myself! if I seen someone cry I would give anything to them i had. If there was someone alone I would go talk to them even if they didn't want me I would still go. I gave everyone the rest of me. The last thing I had in my hand,voice,heat,life,......I gave everyone everything I had!. Just plzz try it. Plz. I don't want people to die because of others voices! If I had a choice to live for others or make myself better I WOULD CHOOSE TO DIE FOR OTHERS! EVERYONES MORE INPORTANT TO ME THEN me......I don't care for myself just to make others smile tho I cry an feel pain inside I will still die for every single person....
Shady Flame what would stop it? You know down deep, something your not doing that you gave up on , people were disappointed do it again then you will all be happy!
This episode killed me, like Riley always so cheerful and happy but to see someone break it hurts even when you don't know them and even when it may not be real but to think that's happening to someone right now it's heartbreaking and you can't do nothing to help them because they won't listen...
This really is amazing! People shouldn't get bullied for being who they are, for being happy, for anything everyone should just get to be happy without judgement on what they're doing is wrong or they're the thing that is bad ❤
I was bullied through out most of my life. When I was in six grade...I tried to take my own life because I couldn't take it anymore.People say that everybody goes through depression.No,not everybody goes through it.I was tired of being ignored,ridiculed for being me.I was emitted into a hospital because I tried to overdose and I was sent to the Bradley Center.A year after that I started cutting because my friend left me for someone I didn't trust at all.I was scared.Nobody listened to my cries for help,the scars on my wrist.The tears streaming down my face were my silent cries for help,the scars on my wrists were my silent screams for help.I always lock myself away when my depression is on its bad side.Now I'm eating less and I'm starting to sleep less and I try not to cry every second of the god damn day and I try not to have a panic attack.So trust me I have seen the good and the evil.
Depression slowly kills my 5 year old self, it slowly takes away my innocence, its killing me and I cant take it, depression cost me the love of my life and yet it still doesn't care
i live with 10 disorders 1 i had most of my life the rest started when i was getting bullied i cried and cried i went from elementary to jr high it got 5 times worse i got bullied both grade 6 and 7 and im going into 8 and im moving schools hoping this will help
Stay strong, schools are only temporary and after that you can choose which people you surround yourself with. (As long as that's the main problem.) I had the luck when I was bullied in my ele school I was too innocent and naive to even comprehend it, I thought that's the way things are supposed to be, as sad as that sounds. Now, I can avoid people that want to bring me down.
I feel broken and lose idk what to do it's like there are to sides of me at school I don't talk I just sit and Liston bc idk how to be the real me I fell like I am being judged on every move I make at home I sit in my room and sing laugh with my family but I also think I am a disappointment to my mom I believe I am the the cause of every thing that goes on I this house I fell worthless, lost , dumb, stupid, every trophy or I award I was giving I don't and never will deserve it I fell weak I don't know how to tell anyone what I think about or what goes inside my head
same....every time see other students. I run. I hide an cry. An everyone thinks of me as. The girl who is pathetic! An weird. My family I love them. But I don't think they love me back. They always blame me for things. There so cool an awesome I am so dumb an pathetic. They never care they just care for each other exsapt me! I feel like a ghost who was a mistake. I just wanna go away. But there's no were 2 go.....😭
I always remember all the things I don't want to remember at night and I always end up crying. I just really want to switch school and forget about my past
I don't know "Girl meets world" but this video is very beautiful...it's weird that when a person is treated with wickedness or cruelty, this person feels the shame that the other should feel...it happened to me when I was a little girl at school the teacher slapped my face in front of all the other children because I made a mistake in maths, this was completely unfair and nasty but it made me feel ashamed although I had no reason to be ashamed...I waited until the holidays to tell it to my parents and it was because I had cried for no reason during dinner...after that my mum said to me that this teacher was depressed and she talked to her...I realised that her depression made her do nasty things and that it had nothing to do with me and from this moment I would never be ashamed instead of someone else. Anyway, I don't know if you wanted me to see this video my love but let me tell you that nothing, and I mean nothing could ever change my love for you or the way I see you, you are my prince and I love you like crazy 😘❤💞
Honestly, I cannot even feel pain and cry anymore. That's the problem: I'm empty and it seems like I don't care. But I know I'm in pain when I talk to sb and when they ask me sth about my life. That's when I know how worse my pain is and that I'm just great at pushing it away and ignoring it. That's the thing.
I was bullied through out most of my life. When I was in six grade...I tried to take my own life because I couldn't take it anymore.People say that everybody goes through depression.No,not everybody goes through it.I was tired of being ignored,ridiculed for being me.I was emitted into a hospital because I tried to overdose and I was sent to the Bradley Center.A year after that I started cutting because my friend left me for someone I didn't trust at all.I was scared.Nobody listened to my cries for help,the scars on my wrist.The tears streaming down my face were my silent cries for help,the scars on my wrists were my silent screams for help.I always lock myself away when my depression is on its bad side.Now I'm eating less and I'm starting to sleep less and I try not to cry every second of the god damn day and I try not to have a panic attack.So trust me I have seen the good and the evil.
Im 16 and all my life I've been bullied for being "the weird kid" because I was always energetic and happy and so opinionated. They didnt like that. But i dont give a fuck. Yeah it makes me sad when people hate me for being me but i know that for every bully theres someone who loves me for me.
There's this boy in my class who constantly bullies me, but the teachers don't do things bc of his mental issues. I have mental issues too, I'm not getting special treatment. But he honestly rubs it in my face abt my dead dad and other relatives, calles me fat and ugly. He even jokes abt me having depressions. I have anger issues that i can barely cope with and i try to control it but he just makes me so fucking angry.
Nothing is working...Its getting worse, but I never tell anyone because all they would just make it more hard to handle. I started cutting and I just lock myself in a room. I wanna end it. I wanna end it so bad...But I'm scared. I need someone to help me.
Stay strong! We love you! Im here for you! Here's a list of some suicide hotlines in the US: www.suicide.org/suicide-hotlines.html Here's a list of some outside of the US: www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html If you don't see your country/state on any of these lists, I would recommend finding ones for nearby countries or contacting any hotline. I recommend this one: www.samaritans.org/how-we-can-help-you/contact-us That one has a number of ways you can contact them. You can contact them through email or texting or calling or any way you're comfortable with.
I'm here for everyone, no matter what happends. I don't know you, you don't know me. But it's okay. I can spend my entire life, trying helping you. Heck out my channel if you want, cause I'm really trying to help. Thank you, and stay strong.❤
Morad Fadili no fr don't....ik you don't know me but this won't be your last comment ik days get dark... Maybe you can see a light....but I'm here I can't do better....I too suffer from these things and thoughts that life would be better without me....but please it gets better
I know I dont know you but please, PLEASE don't do it. I don't know much about how you feel considering that I've starred to slip recently. I hope it isn't gonna get worse but every day I find myself getting worse. But I hold on to hope. I know that I am cared for and loved. You are too, i know it? You wanna know why I know it? Because I care. Please don't do it.
Please, please, please don't.... Look I know its really hard. Its hard for me too, but im not gonna sit here and tell you things get better because when people are depressed they think nothing will get better, but sometimes they do. I don't even know you but I love you, people care. If you ever need help im here also you can call 1-800
Hey I'm sorry that I don't care about them bull me I don't care no one care about me I don't have any thing are ann one I'm on my on popple see that as the get Old I should done them like that but have at I hurt anuff yes I on what I want but the do want a losu like me you i go head tell you the truth I'm lost I'm hurt because I don't feel any thing is something no it something it my old way back because I quit 9 month ago hurt so bad I just did what hurt you no real I lie to you you are the first person I ever love because I was all bull shit that kill me know you don't have any thing to do with me now I have faith i no I can stop agent I promise you that you change my life 9 month ago I was cleaning it this week I'm sorry but that the truth that the reason bi been about because I'm scrad lose you I say now I have I'm so sorry for everything god did bring me to you I saw you it something left me that min change you don't have to believe me I don't care but win I saw you it wint away from me ask mom sisters and brothers you change my life and to the week because I don't like bin bull I don't like to hurt I give you any I'm not hard to get along with I'm shi but on here I'm big bad but true is I'm shi but I'm so so sorry please for give me don't leave me please don't
Geez i can't believe girl meets world ended.. It was one of the most down to earth shows I've ever seen on Disney channel
Ikr
Damn- they should make another one, where Maya or Riley have kids 🥺
My favorite show that I love got canceled 😫😭
But every night I cry myself to sleep thinking about what had happened in my past and I still can’t take it out my head
Your not alone in that
I'm crying on the inside everyday.
Same
Ifeel you
Mhm..
My worse fear was being alone...
And now I’m alone...
And...
Now...
My...
Worse fear is...
Staying alive...
At the age of 4, I was sexually abused. Many many times. It kept happening until i was 9 and then i got raped by the same guy. he just happened to be my cousin. I didn’t tell my mom until i was 13. but that was only because of one person who i met in california. I got very close to her and she knew everything about me. she encouraged me to tell my mom. i looked up to her, so i told my mom through a text message. my mom didn’t do anything, she just said ‘you don’t have to go around him’ yet he shows up at family dinners and i have to stay with him and he ended up baby sitting my baby sister. And the girl who encouraged me to tell my mom? she left me. and now im just fighting to stay alive.
Mckenna Elise I'm sorry I'm so sorry
Mckenna Elise I'm so sorry that happend to you, you should probably tell the police about it
You are strong ❤️ turn it around for yourself. Please. Try.
I cry everynight when my mom dad brothers sister r asleep I cry and scream i go outside in the dark and scream cry an breath heavily! I go back in and lay down an cry quietly and shake because this depression is getting worse by the seconds..
Shady Flame same i cant even look at myself anymore its so much pain i cry everyday and night constantly reminding myself i am nothing😷😭
I feel bad for u....listen look up Eminem buitiful! Okay it will help! U....it helps me a lot just listen to it okay.
Shady Flame look bro ive tried everything and ive even tried music ive tried talking to people ive tryed writing my feelings down ive tried therapy for 2 years ive tryed medicine and ive yryed singing ive tryed living but its so freaking hard💀😞
Plz just listen to it try it......plz. It may help may not but I can't see others suffer! Only myself! if I seen someone cry I would give anything to them i had. If there was someone alone I would go talk to them even if they didn't want me I would still go. I gave everyone the rest of me. The last thing I had in my hand,voice,heat,life,......I gave everyone everything I had!. Just plzz try it. Plz. I don't want people to die because of others voices! If I had a choice to live for others or make myself better I WOULD CHOOSE TO DIE FOR OTHERS! EVERYONES MORE INPORTANT TO ME THEN me......I don't care for myself just to make others smile tho I cry an feel pain inside I will still die for every single person....
Shady Flame what would stop it? You know down deep, something your not doing that you gave up on , people were disappointed do it again then you will all be happy!
This episode killed me, like Riley always so cheerful and happy but to see someone break it hurts even when you don't know them and even when it may not be real but to think that's happening to someone right now it's heartbreaking and you can't do nothing to help them because they won't listen...
What episode is it
@@dantehalasz9648 girl meets rileytown i think
This really is amazing! People shouldn't get bullied for being who they are, for being happy, for anything everyone should just get to be happy without judgement on what they're doing is wrong or they're the thing that is bad ❤
woah, this is very touching, i was in tears most of the time
I was bullied through out most of my life. When I was in six grade...I tried to take my own life because I couldn't take it anymore.People say that everybody goes through depression.No,not everybody goes through it.I was tired of being ignored,ridiculed for being me.I was emitted into a hospital because I tried to overdose and I was sent to the Bradley Center.A year after that I started cutting because my friend left me for someone I didn't trust at all.I was scared.Nobody listened to my cries for help,the scars on my wrist.The tears streaming down my face were my silent cries for help,the scars on my wrists were my silent screams for help.I always lock myself away when my depression is on its bad side.Now I'm eating less and I'm starting to sleep less and I try not to cry every second of the god damn day and I try not to have a panic attack.So trust me I have seen the good and the evil.
I'm sad that the show ended..:😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Dejonaye Gray Girl meets world I think
I can be so happy all day but when it gets dark it all just fades away
I cry myself to sleep 😭
Dayanara Hernandez me too me too.
Dayanara Hernandez I know I feel you. What is going on?
Dayanara Hernandez even if u don't want to open up even if u don't open up I am here
I cry myself till mornings
Dayanara Hernandez same...but its not like ppl care about me....but its ok...i want to tell u i love u.dont cry, its a waste..even though i do it
I'm dead inside ☹️💀
Depression slowly kills my 5 year old self, it slowly takes away my innocence, its killing me and I cant take it, depression cost me the love of my life and yet it still doesn't care
i live with 10 disorders 1 i had most of my life the rest started when i was getting bullied i cried and cried i went from elementary to jr high it got 5 times worse i got bullied both grade 6 and 7 and im going into 8 and im moving schools hoping this will help
Stay strong, schools are only temporary and after that you can choose which people you surround yourself with. (As long as that's the main problem.) I had the luck when I was bullied in my ele school I was too innocent and naive to even comprehend it, I thought that's the way things are supposed to be, as sad as that sounds. Now, I can avoid people that want to bring me down.
Taylor Huber I am so sorry they bullied you! They only bullied you because they saw something special in you, something they didn't have!
I wish I could make choices about my life but if you stay to long doing nothing it's too late to do something! Fight it! Make it real!!
Taylor Huber I can relate!
Taylor Huber I am so sorry you have to experience this.Be strong and question them ask them what the want care about you!
People Judge For Everything.
They tell me to be myself and then they judge me
I want it to stop hurting! MAKE IT STOP HURTING!... PLEASE 😭
I feel broken and lose idk what to do it's like there are to sides of me at school I don't talk I just sit and Liston bc idk how to be the real me I fell like I am being judged on every move I make at home I sit in my room and sing laugh with my family but I also think I am a disappointment to my mom I believe I am the the cause of every thing that goes on I this house I fell worthless, lost , dumb, stupid, every trophy or I award I was giving I don't and never will deserve it I fell weak I don't know how to tell anyone what I think about or what goes inside my head
same....every time see other students. I run. I hide an cry. An everyone thinks of me as. The girl who is pathetic! An weird. My family I love them. But I don't think they love me back. They always blame me for things. There so cool an awesome I am so dumb an pathetic. They never care they just care for each other exsapt me! I feel like a ghost who was a mistake. I just wanna go away. But there's no were 2 go.....😭
I saw the part about being humiliated, and I remembered my birthday is Humiliation Day (I'm not joking, me and my friend looked it up).
I knew it was girl meets world I love it ♥️ but why they have to cancel it. And Ooo this is my favorite episode of all time 😂♥️😍
I always remember all the things I don't want to remember at night and I always end up crying. I just really want to switch school and forget about my past
im still bitter they cancelled gmw
Sometimes, well most times it's hard to breathe
I used to think that if i love myself i will get rid of this depression
But it was not as easy as i thought and I wasn't even able to love myself
Girl meets world slayed
The episode of girl meets world makes me cry every time I watch it
It’s so real and upsetting
I totally agree: never let things upset you. It only costs you energy, but it’s useless. 😉
To be HONEST Life is hard but u have to Get Through it 💞💗
I don't know "Girl meets world" but this video is very beautiful...it's weird that when a person is treated with wickedness or cruelty, this person feels the shame that the other should feel...it happened to me when I was a little girl at school the teacher slapped my face in front of all the other children because I made a mistake in maths, this was completely unfair and nasty but it made me feel ashamed although I had no reason to be ashamed...I waited until the holidays to tell it to my parents and it was because I had cried for no reason during dinner...after that my mum said to me that this teacher was depressed and she talked to her...I realised that her depression made her do nasty things and that it had nothing to do with me and from this moment I would never be ashamed instead of someone else. Anyway, I don't know if you wanted me to see this video my love but let me tell you that nothing, and I mean nothing could ever change my love for you or the way I see you, you are my prince and I love you like crazy 😘❤💞
It was so sad and touching I cry every time every it said a line boom tears 😰😓😭🤕😞
this is from girl meets world but its so touching
Girl Meets world is my world
Honestly, I cannot even feel pain and cry anymore. That's the problem: I'm empty and it seems like I don't care. But I know I'm in pain when I talk to sb and when they ask me sth about my life. That's when I know how worse my pain is and that I'm just great at pushing it away and ignoring it. That's the thing.
"Maya"
.
-WHEN UR NAME IS MAYA BUT ITS SPELLED LIKE MYA-
I LOVE GIRL MEEYS WORLD 😭😭😭😭
-I'm broken- -I'm alone- -I'm tired-
I was bullied through out most of my life. When I was in six grade...I tried to take my own life because I couldn't take it anymore.People say that everybody goes through depression.No,not everybody goes through it.I was tired of being ignored,ridiculed for being me.I was emitted into a hospital because I tried to overdose and I was sent to the Bradley Center.A year after that I started cutting because my friend left me for someone I didn't trust at all.I was scared.Nobody listened to my cries for help,the scars on my wrist.The tears streaming down my face were my silent cries for help,the scars on my wrists were my silent screams for help.I always lock myself away when my depression is on its bad side.Now I'm eating less and I'm starting to sleep less and I try not to cry every second of the god damn day and I try not to have a panic attack.So trust me I have seen the good and the evil.
Your right it gets worse before it gets better. But I am nearly there. I am actually happy. I also trust someone for the first time in 15 years
I’m sad 😞 they canceled my show and I can relate to this I get bullied a lot for being myself
Life continues to only get worse
I just can't handel this
When I started high school I got bullied had a eating disorder suicide thoughts and I was alone all of this stopped now but I’m still alone
this is amazing💜
Even if i was completely destroied i will never give up
Never give up hope
Even though i did a long time ago
Im 16 and all my life I've been bullied for being "the weird kid" because I was always energetic and happy and so opinionated. They didnt like that. But i dont give a fuck. Yeah it makes me sad when people hate me for being me but i know that for every bully theres someone who loves me for me.
What show is this from I wanna marry it
Girl meets world. It's on Disney channel
tysm
Mintillaag123 Girl Meets World but they cancelled it
@Kenzie Koone cause it was too good for disney.
Love it❤️❤️❤️
Rose - Chan that makes me really happy to hear💖
There's this boy in my class who constantly bullies me, but the teachers don't do things bc of his mental issues. I have mental issues too, I'm not getting special treatment. But he honestly rubs it in my face abt my dead dad and other relatives, calles me fat and ugly. He even jokes abt me having depressions. I have anger issues that i can barely cope with and i try to control it but he just makes me so fucking angry.
good work I subscribe 😘
That awkward moment when your names maya-
Do you use an app to make the videos? If So, will you be kind enough to share it with me?
I use Imovie on mac :)
Fuck this is so relatable...
SHOOT Girl Meets World
Nothing is working...Its getting worse, but I never tell anyone because all they would just make it more hard to handle. I started cutting and I just lock myself in a room. I wanna end it. I wanna end it so bad...But I'm scared. I need someone to help me.
What's the background music ?
Marilyn Manson Johnny Depp it says in the end of the video (:
Message to Bears-You Are A memory
Not tryna be THAT person but it’s handle
@Phoenix 𝙾𝚙𝚎𝚗 𝙼𝚢 PROFILE ok?
This makes me sad
I know what it's like it went away slowly
Baby. I still stay with you.
i love you so much
Where's the audio from?
It says in the end of the video, but it is from Girl meets world :)))
what episdo an season
b u b b a d r e a girl meets rileytown, season 2
omg what song is thissss
So I have no one because I am genuine!
is that from girl meets world???
Sarah Brekke yep
01:21am crying, no fucking sleep😭😭
Stay strong! We love you! Im here for you! Here's a list of some suicide hotlines in the US: www.suicide.org/suicide-hotlines.html Here's a list of some outside of the US: www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html If you don't see your country/state on any of these lists, I would recommend finding ones for nearby countries or contacting any hotline. I recommend this one: www.samaritans.org/how-we-can-help-you/contact-us
That one has a number of ways you can contact them. You can contact them through email or texting or calling or any way you're comfortable with.
Why?😢 Are they do not understand you?
What’s the song
What is the background audio.....???
Message to the bears, you are a memory
song?
It says at 3:32 :)
I'm here for everyone, no matter what happends. I don't know you, you don't know me. But it's okay. I can spend my entire life, trying helping you. Heck out my channel if you want, cause I'm really trying to help. Thank you, and stay strong.❤
Stay Strong TV Thank you, I literally have no idea of who you are but thank you, those were the words I needed to hear.
💖
im so fucked up someone help me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sorry but uhh I needed to point out that handled is spelt wrong. *handled
This is my last comment in life. So i wish for everyone to be happy because i am taking my own life
Morad Fadili no fr don't....ik you don't know me but this won't be your last comment ik days get dark... Maybe you can see a light....but I'm here I can't do better....I too suffer from these things and thoughts that life would be better without me....but please it gets better
I know I dont know you but please, PLEASE don't do it. I don't know much about how you feel considering that I've starred to slip recently. I hope it isn't gonna get worse but every day I find myself getting worse. But I hold on to hope. I know that I am cared for and loved. You are too, i know it? You wanna know why I know it? Because I care. Please don't do it.
Morad Fadili plz dont. I feel that way 24/7... its not getting easier for me but its ok.. if u do that ur letting them win...plz dont
Please, please, please don't.... Look I know its really hard. Its hard for me too, but im not gonna sit here and tell you things get better because when people are depressed they think nothing will get better, but sometimes they do. I don't even know you but I love you, people care. If you ever need help im here also you can call 1-800
whats the show
Screamitloud Studios Girl Meets World
Ticlseo
Add really annoyed me with this because it just
Hey I'm sorry that I don't care about them bull me I don't care no one care about me I don't have any thing are ann one I'm on my on popple see that as the get Old I should done them like that but have at I hurt anuff yes I on what I want but the do want a losu like me you i go head tell you the truth I'm lost I'm hurt because I don't feel any thing is something no it something it my old way back because I quit 9 month ago hurt so bad I just did what hurt you no real I lie to you you are the first person I ever love because I was all bull shit that kill me know you don't have any thing to do with me now I have faith i no I can stop agent I promise you that you change my life 9 month ago I was cleaning it this week I'm sorry but that the truth that the reason bi been about because I'm scrad lose you I say now I have I'm so sorry for everything god did bring me to you I saw you it something left me that min change you don't have to believe me I don't care but win I saw you it wint away from me ask mom sisters and brothers you change my life and to the week because I don't like bin bull I don't like to hurt I give you any I'm not hard to get along with I'm shi but on here I'm big bad but true is I'm shi but I'm so so sorry please for give me don't leave me please don't