I once had an experience while reading Siddhartha. When I came got to the part where he becomes enlightened. I felt this feeling of euphoria. I can’t explain how amazing it was but it felt like I had found a piece to life that was missing and the oneness of everything. It was also during a time in my life that I had hit rock bottom and I should mention. It was a book that I found in a closet, packed up in a box at my high school.
Thank you for your videos. I lost my brother to suicide 4 months ago. After having been the one to find him, I’ll just say I haven’t been the same since and really want to take a trip to Canada so that I can do Psilocybin. I hope it really does cure what I’m feeling.
People are capable of hallucinations even when not mentally ill or high. The best cure for depression is fixing dopamine regulation, there is a misconception that seratonin is only responsible for depression but this is not true, it's why anti depressants have very little effect long term. So glad you found something that worked for you. Churchill described his depression as a black cloud that existed always ready to come in.
I cannot even begin to tell you how grateful I truly am to have discovered your channel. I’ve been binge watching every single psychedelic video you’ve uploaded, & it’s been so helpful. I was so scared to come off of my SSRI but thanks to stumbling across one of your videos, I am now pursing psychedelic therapy. God bless🍄✨
I had been suffering from depression for most of my adulthood. I was first diagnosed with depression 13 years ago when I was 22. I had been in and out of the funk since then. I have been in therapy, consulted psychics, hypnotists, spiritual teachers, and been on many different antidepressants. I haven’t had a mystical experience yet even though I was born into a Christian family. I lost my job this year after having to taking many months off work due to mental health disability. I ordered a magic mushroom grow kit after watching this channel. Holding on to even just a little bit of hope keeps me from falling off the edge.
@@jcbanbury I microdosed for about 2 months. It's helped with the depression, but not the anxiety. I took a break to try Prozac, but the side effects from that are unpleasant. I want to go back on mushrooms since I didn't have any negative side effects besides being anxious and obsessive. For me, depression is much worse than anxiety, so the mushrooms at least help me get out of bed.
I had an extremely traumatic childhood. I lived with depression for most of my life. I did MDMA assisted therapy and it saved my life. Even now as i am writing this, i am getting emotional over the event and it happened last year. It was the most beautiful experience of my life. Since doing my first MDMA session, I have done 2 psilocybin sessions, the first of the sessions resulted in an ego death. Both MDMA and psilocybin are single handedly the most beautiful and important experiences of my life
Well, technically, as I'm sure you know, it is illegal in most countries. However, there are some counties that have a lenience to it. I did mine in another country, under supervision. I would not recommend you buy and MDMA off of the street because many times, it is not real MDMA. It is Molly or ecstasy which may have a small amount of MDMA in them but are often times laced with other harder drugs. If I was you, I would look into witch countries are more about this form of therapy. Hint, the Scandinavian countries are a good place to start!
@@renemarie5936 Microdosing saved my soul,was gradually melting away till xxr_psychedelic brought light to my door step ♥️🥰 can't stop but spread the gospel 🥺
I had been seeing a psychiatrist for 4 years when my uncle Charlie, who was a spiritual master, sent one of his teachers to instruct me in meditation. I had a profound experience the first time, and within 6 months my psychiatrist asked me what I had been doing those last months. He said I’d made almost no progress for 4 years, and within the previous months I’d changed dramatically, and that I didn’t need to see him anymore. That I was basically cured. 🤔😊
Amazing testimony.. my experience mirrors yours (I think). Saw a therapist regularly for 4 weeks... then finally took up meditation + microdosing. One year of regular meditation + microdosing did more for me than 4 years of therapy did I think.. (although I am still grateful for the emotional literacy therapy provided me)
Farm holidays are when I visit a farm for a few days to work in the gardens. When on the farm I eat the best food, meet the chillest people, and am unplugged.
I really appreciate your candor and vulnerability in these videos. You’re truly helping people in sharing your experience. I hope your channel continues to grow and to inspire hope. It certainly does for me.
Julianne, The work you are doing here is just so inspiring. Each video you upload seems to either tell a mini illuminating story or provide some sort of wonderful life lesson based on your experience. I usually come away feeling just a bit more at peace after watching. Thank you sharing your experiences. Your skills at being candid while also being incredibly articulate are refreshing. I'm impressed and so happy to have found your channel.
I haven't watched many of your videos, but I really appreciate what you are doing with your channel to spread awareness of the healing potential of psychedelics. Thank you for sharing this very personal experience with us too. ✌
As soon as you were about to cry I felt like I was about to cry. I’m really relieved you overcame that. If no one told you this recently, I’m really proud of you.
Thanks for being so open about your experience with having been admitted during some dark times at such a sensitive age. I'll share with you (and your viewers who read the comments) that I too had a brief hospitalization during a trauma shock during transitional times...was shortly after highschool and my I was probably overworking myself and partying too much and didn't pay much mind (or tuned out things in my life regarding family because I was probably numb). My mom situation with her own addictions led to job loss and ultimately becoming homeless. Realizing this and trying to be the hero led me to getting burned. I still love her, but there I somethings that I have learned (and still learning) to accept. During that crisis, I did have what may've been considered mystical experiences...to this day I don't have an explanation other than being overwhelmed to the point where my brain just filled in the gaps with things that mad things even more difficult and confusing. Specifics probably aren't important, but there were definite hallucinations (without any substance) and seemingly one instance of (something without any real symbolism) a document with someone else's handwriting that I can swear I destroyed re materialize. I know.. sounds crazy. I didn't have a super strong follow up when I myself was briefly admitted for trauma shock and had a really difficult time rebuilding myself. Was scary but I did eventually get to a point in my life where things are manageable and have made some breakthroughs and achievements that I never thought possible. I'm liking the person I've grown into! See you on your next one! Take good care! And other peeps, feel free to speculate on what you think is the mechanism of action that could trigger a hallucination and also inconsistent memories in a situation with a traumatic event. Again, I assure you that it wasn't from any substance.
Thank you so much for the courage of sharing your story. Having been myself in an almost identical situation I feel you. Never had a mystical experience myself I am (still) on my journey to find myself, my true passion and my place in this world. You are beatufiul and I hope this gets out there and that we begin to see changes in legislation and that governments actually see the length of the mental health crisis that's going on worldwide.
TYSM for sharing your experience, I could really feel your emotion in this video and was in awe of how brave and honest you are. I discovered your channel in such an awful period of my life, the timing couldn't have been better, you truly are a gift to us all following your content and I wish you the best in life along with sending all my gratitude your way. Thank you again for this incredible, much needed and amazingly well structured content.
Sending love and well wishes your way as well! Sharing experiences like this always feels supremely nerve-wracking.. until I read comments like yours. I know you didn't have to write me this comment - so I wanna let you know how much I appreciate it xo !
Completely understand and feel the same, I had something similar but didn’t understand it at the time but after hearing you speak about your experience I now get what happened to me. That click that happens. Thanks for sharing
Thank you for being brave enough to share your experience. I have recently discovered your chanel and think you have a very good light. I am interested in experiencing psilocybin to deepen my spiritual journey and look forward to watching more of your content. Peace and love.
Wow!.... I'm really feeling good about the way you're directing this powerful tool. Love, patience, research, honesty and courage from every approach. My two cents for those who may be experiencing anxiety over taking on a large dose: There are substantial gains to micro, mini, and moderate dosing. How do I know? Because less than 90 days into a micro/mini/moderate regime I have experienced more calmness, an authentic sense of well being, and significantly less abuse from the committee in my head. Nothing wrong with starting out slowly and at your own pace. But do start. Start with research and go from there. A huge shout out to JK for making this happen!
My experience is that just before you pass to a higher level in your life, just before thing start to change in your mind, surroundings and life in general, you tend to be tested with something scary derailing you totally from your comfort zone and you have to go through this with as much courage as you can. It almost feels as if you have to earn that next level in your life. I do believe in a mystical realm we as humans cannot access at will, but there is a hidden compass somewhere deep inside of us willing to guide us if we only accept to shut out the background noise and listen to it. I really believe that you were guided towards that book, that it was the book you needed to be able to shut down the background noises and to be able to access that powerful inner voice that we immediately tend to fully trust as it resonates as the truth and only the truth.
Your honesty is both beautiful and breathtaking. Thank you for sharing, you understand the path I have walked. I have drawn comfort from your words. Your heart and soul shine brightly. Love.
First of all, thank you Julianne for your clear thinking and honesty! I am pretty sure I had a mystical experience when I was 12 years old although I don't have the words to describe what happened, and I have never been able to recreate the experience. Since then I have struggled with depression for many years, and I would try psychedelic therapy if I could. Unfortunately, I don't have any (legal) access to treatment.
I had my first mystical experience at 7 years old. Although I started remembering past lifetimes when I was 5... And some meditation techniques give profound experiences on the first practice. Not all practices are the same. I have studied hundreds.
Hey I'm only 17 and microdosed once, the only thing I could notice different was I felt good when I woke up have you noticed any changes I'm planning on doing again and working up to a heroic dose then micro dosing planning on using for anxiety and over all my self
Ok glad you are well and I pray that will continue to be well good vibes forever love you and hey thought I would ask have you ever been to florida united states thats where I live ???
I’m about to start my journey this week micro dosing , does it help you open up areas of your consciously and subconsciously things that hold us back from our greatest life ?
@@michellesullivan9969 lol wayy less. Youll be tripping on 2 grams lol. I haven't done MD but I've read about a 10th of what a normal dose would be. So say a normal dose is an eighth 3.5 g it would be 0.35 g would be a good place to start.
Thank you for this channel. As someone who has struggled for decades, with no relief from meds or therapy, I'm really excited about the possibilities of micro-dosing. I've been doing a lot of research and watching a lot of videos and I like your approach and honesty. Plus I can actually see the difference in your energy and demeanor from your earlier videos. Right now I'm working on getting back into meditation while I wait for this potential medication slowly growing in my closet (oh so slowly). Maybe it will be a good summer.
I just had an experience of that type a couple of days ago when I was meditating after smoking some weed. I felt/saw a powerful, very welcoming presence and I remember it revealing some deep truths about life to me, I don't recall any details tho, afterwards it was like waking from a dream, as soon as my ego had kicked back in the scenery collapsed and almost immediately most memories of it were gone. But it really left me with a feeling of peace, joy, awe and like everything was going to be okay in the end. I can see why these kind of experiences can change people's lifes. It surely felt like meeting God and I'm not even a religious person, I just only discovered my spirituality a couple of weeks ago. I mean, sure you can argue that it's just some hallucination the brain produces in a pre-sleep half awake, half sleeping (or drug induced) kind of state. But even if it's not "real" in a sense of 'There actually is a spirit world and I just had contact with the it', it FELT real, and even if it was just my brain hallucinating, then wow am I, is everybody actually, capable of some fucking cool and self-healing stuff..
You what's crazy... after hearing so many of these accounts.. I find myself wondering, "there's got to be something more." There's no way all these experiences can have so many commonalities. Surely that's no coincidence!
The most beautiful n supporting CZcams video … thank you so much .. I’m trying not to lose it I just started withdrawing from Xanax.. it’s hard… Thank you Sooo much for doing this you are truly an amazing person 😢❤🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌
❤ thank you. Also, if other listeners think that she is just giving her opinion, she's actually describing scientific studies and her experiences are the same or similar to the experiences of many other people.
i suffered my whole life from depression just like you being in hell. hit the bottom. then was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, feeling deep darkness within me then something bad happened to me which made that darkness even darker. then what happened was I went to the forest I was listening to some podcast about psychology and then it started talking about god and I have heard these things before a lot but it suddenly clicked. I had become an atheist for around 10 years. I cried a lot in the forest, I don't know what it was but I woke up that day with deep darkness returned from the forest with intense happiness and joy. It was my first time experiencing such a thing it was unconditional happiness, I felt like the colors were alive and they have pulse and that darkness is gone. I still struggle a lot but it is no longer as intense as it was before.
Thank you for sharing your beautiful story, and thank you for spreading the word about this life changing medicine. Although it did require some practice in the beginning, my last high dose was almost 4 months ago; depression free ever since.
Hey that's awesome I'm hoping it will help me with anxiety. I took some and it just made me feel realy high in a sense. woke up the next day and felt better physically but besides that I still have bad anxiety I did alot of research and am trying to do this in the most respectful way although I feel stupid I did not weigh it out but I think it was like 1 gram you said it took practice?
@@garysimone4977 hey its been going good, I have not done mushrooms since I would but its to hot where I am i would grow some I got the spore syringes but just don't feel right whithout my mom letting me. I've been doing the wim hoff breathing and cold showers whitch have helped me alot, I still have along way to go but can't wait to get some mushrooms... some should grow in my flowerbed soon lol. Anyways thanks for checking in there probably more could tell you but I'm not good at aryiculating my self in writing
✨Fun fact✨ Bill W (founder of AA) credits his sobriety with a single mystical experience on psychedelics (belladonna) while he was hospitalized. In the 50's and 60's he wanted to use LSD to help alcoholics but the rest of the AA board members had sticks up their butts and put a stop to that. AA is a miracle and saved many lives - including mine. But so many of us don't make it and need more help. Psychedelic therapy is the future. Thank you so much for your videos. 🙏❤
I had a spontaneous mystical experience about 7 years ago and I’d give anything to have another. Just started meditation again. Currently on day 22 of the Sam Harris app.
Vedic texts say mystical experiences, abilities, and past life memories can be brought on by meditation, yoga nidra (hypnosis), drugs, and past life spiritual karma.
Thank you for this, if only I could get my girlfriend to watch this she’s always depressed and I just want her to get better but she thinks mushrooms are bad because of what society preaches.
I grew up in a very religious household so doing anything, weed, lsd, etc was a hard no. My ex introduced me to weed and lsd, he would do it independently and I wouldn’t participate for some time till I decided to give it a go. Give her time, tbh I understand her way of seeing, be patient!
I had similiar feeling once. It describe Ajahn Brahm and Tony Parsons well. There wasn't any person anymore and after that person apeared again truing to attached to this feling.
Hello! I have a question. I am Deaf. Do you have any suggestions/tips/advice for someone who is Deaf that is thinking of trying microdosing this? I know you haven't experienced being Deaf, but I cannot find any videos for Deaf people who do this. I subscribed to your videos and I enjoyed learning a lot. Thank. you!
Thank you Julianne, quite enlightening report! So, what would a "high dose" amount to? Do those studies mention it in grams? I think they inject the synthesized psilocybin and measure it in ml? I'm using small microdoses (o.4 grams)...I do feel a little hangover next day.
Mmm it's generally a 1-100 ratio in terms of pure psilocybin to dry magic mushrooms (in weight). 0.4 grams is quite big for a microdose.. I recommend starting at .1g and gradually increasing your dose if needed
I've watched several of your videos describing your experiences with microdosing for depression. This video says your mystical experience in the psych. ward cured your depression. My question is ; why did you feel the need to try microdosing and macrodosing if the mystic experience ended your depression? Can we assume that the depression came back?
A Tibetan monk walks up to a hot dog vendor and says, “Make me one with everything.” The hot dog vendor hands over the sausage and bun with all the trimmings, and the monk hands over a twenty. The vendor pockets it. The monk asks, “Where’s my change?” and the vendor replies, “Change must come from within.” A gun then extends from the monk’s chest and he asks again. The vendor says, “Whoa, man, where did that come from?” The Tibetan monk replies, “This is my inner piece.”
Be cautious. My 26 year old housemate died from fentanyl overdose on Valentine’s Day. Thought he was getting something else on the internet. His girlfriend found him when he didn’t show up for their date. 😢
@@JulianneKeu ohhh please you have a link or a name I can look to buy ? I am in Canada Quebec and I am praying so much to get a relief... and what are you buying pllease ? You gave me hope 💙
I once had an experience while reading Siddhartha. When I came got to the part where he becomes enlightened. I felt this feeling of euphoria. I can’t explain how amazing it was but it felt like I had found a piece to life that was missing and the oneness of everything. It was also during a time in my life that I had hit rock bottom and I should mention. It was a book that I found in a closet, packed up in a box at my high school.
Makes me sad I read siddhartha and got nothing out of it.
@@tylercriss6435 I’m sure what happened to me is extremely rare as it was strange. How did you come across the book?
Thank you for your videos. I lost my brother to suicide 4 months ago. After having been the one to find him, I’ll just say I haven’t been the same since and really want to take a trip to Canada so that I can do Psilocybin. I hope it really does cure what I’m feeling.
So sorry for your brother. Did you try mushrooms?
People are capable of hallucinations even when not mentally ill or high.
The best cure for depression is fixing dopamine regulation, there is a misconception that seratonin is only responsible for depression but this is not true, it's why anti depressants have very little effect long term.
So glad you found something that worked for you. Churchill described his depression as a black cloud that existed always ready to come in.
Did you fix your dopamine regulation??
I cannot even begin to tell you how grateful I truly am to have discovered your channel. I’ve been binge watching every single psychedelic video you’ve uploaded, & it’s been so helpful. I was so scared to come off of my SSRI but thanks to stumbling across one of your videos, I am now pursing psychedelic therapy. God bless🍄✨
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I had been suffering from depression for most of my adulthood. I was first diagnosed with depression 13 years ago when I was 22. I had been in and out of the funk since then. I have been in therapy, consulted psychics, hypnotists, spiritual teachers, and been on many different antidepressants. I haven’t had a mystical experience yet even though I was born into a Christian family. I lost my job this year after having to taking many months off work due to mental health disability. I ordered a magic mushroom grow kit after watching this channel. Holding on to even just a little bit of hope keeps me from falling off the edge.
I also cant work due to depression for almost a year, I am willing to try mushrooms and ketamine. How are you now??
@@jcbanbury I microdosed for about 2 months. It's helped with the depression, but not the anxiety. I took a break to try Prozac, but the side effects from that are unpleasant. I want to go back on mushrooms since I didn't have any negative side effects besides being anxious and obsessive. For me, depression is much worse than anxiety, so the mushrooms at least help me get out of bed.
I had an extremely traumatic childhood. I lived with depression for most of my life. I did MDMA assisted therapy and it saved my life. Even now as i am writing this, i am getting emotional over the event and it happened last year. It was the most beautiful experience of my life. Since doing my first MDMA session, I have done 2 psilocybin sessions, the first of the sessions resulted in an ego death. Both MDMA and psilocybin are single handedly the most beautiful and important experiences of my life
Well, technically, as I'm sure you know, it is illegal in most countries. However, there are some counties that have a lenience to it. I did mine in another country, under supervision. I would not recommend you buy and MDMA off of the street because many times, it is not real MDMA. It is Molly or ecstasy which may have a small amount of MDMA in them but are often times laced with other harder drugs. If I was you, I would look into witch countries are more about this form of therapy. Hint, the Scandinavian countries are a good place to start!
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Microdosing saved my soul,was gradually melting away till xxr_psychedelic brought light to my door step ♥️🥰 can't stop but spread the gospel 🥺
Are you in the UK? I've done MDMA once and the comedown was suicidal.. I want to try ketamine
I had been seeing a psychiatrist for 4 years when my uncle Charlie, who was a spiritual master, sent one of his teachers to instruct me in meditation. I had a profound experience the first time, and within 6 months my psychiatrist asked me what I had been doing those last months. He said I’d made almost no progress for 4 years, and within the previous months I’d changed dramatically, and that I didn’t need to see him anymore. That I was basically cured. 🤔😊
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Amazing testimony.. my experience mirrors yours (I think). Saw a therapist regularly for 4 weeks... then finally took up meditation + microdosing. One year of regular meditation + microdosing did more for me than 4 years of therapy did I think.. (although I am still grateful for the emotional literacy therapy provided me)
Meditation has been proven to change brain pathways and may be the entire reason why things changed. They did research on monks in Nepal.
Farm holidays are when I visit a farm for a few days to work in the gardens. When on the farm I eat the best food, meet the chillest people, and am unplugged.
So well put, thank you for your enlightened posts ♡
Just stumbled on your vids today and I’m glad I did. Thanks for making these I hope I can get to your level of peace some day
I really appreciate your candor and vulnerability in these videos. You’re truly helping people in sharing your experience. I hope your channel continues to grow and to inspire hope. It certainly does for me.
Julianne, The work you are doing here is just so inspiring. Each video you upload seems to either tell a mini illuminating story or provide some sort of wonderful life lesson based on your experience. I usually come away feeling just a bit more at peace after watching. Thank you sharing your experiences. Your skills at being candid while also being incredibly articulate are refreshing. I'm impressed and so happy to have found your channel.
you are doing so important work, Julianne. thank you for doing this.
I just have to say - I love your channel! Please keep uploading and sharing your story with us.
I haven't watched many of your videos, but I really appreciate what you are doing with your channel to spread awareness of the healing potential of psychedelics. Thank you for sharing this very personal experience with us too. ✌
Thank you for sharing. The world is blessed to have you with us.
Thanks, Julianne. Really enjoy your videos. Very brave for sharing your story
I just started watching your videos. Thank you so much you are an integral part of so many people’s healing I just know it. Your heart is beautiful🥰
So super you're still walking above ground on this planet - so many more magical moments and great things to achieve now and ahead. Forge on...
As soon as you were about to cry I felt like I was about to cry. I’m really relieved you overcame that. If no one told you this recently, I’m really proud of you.
Subscribed. Your emotional maturity and wisdom are impressive and admirable.
Thanks for being so open about your experience with having been admitted during some dark times at such a sensitive age.
I'll share with you (and your viewers who read the comments) that I too had a brief hospitalization during a trauma shock during transitional times...was shortly after highschool and my I was probably overworking myself and partying too much and didn't pay much mind (or tuned out things in my life regarding family because I was probably numb). My mom situation with her own addictions led to job loss and ultimately becoming homeless. Realizing this and trying to be the hero led me to getting burned. I still love her, but there I somethings that I have learned (and still learning) to accept. During that crisis, I did have what may've been considered mystical experiences...to this day I don't have an explanation other than being overwhelmed to the point where my brain just filled in the gaps with things that mad things even more difficult and confusing. Specifics probably aren't important, but there were definite hallucinations (without any substance) and seemingly one instance of (something without any real symbolism) a document with someone else's handwriting that I can swear I destroyed re materialize. I know.. sounds crazy.
I didn't have a super strong follow up when I myself was briefly admitted for trauma shock and had a really difficult time rebuilding myself. Was scary but I did eventually get to a point in my life where things are manageable and have made some breakthroughs and achievements that I never thought possible. I'm liking the person I've grown into!
See you on your next one! Take good care!
And other peeps, feel free to speculate on what you think is the mechanism of action that could trigger a hallucination and also inconsistent memories in a situation with a traumatic event. Again, I assure you that it wasn't from any substance.
Thank you so much for the courage of sharing your story. Having been myself in an almost identical situation I feel you. Never had a mystical experience myself I am (still) on my journey to find myself, my true passion and my place in this world. You are beatufiul and I hope this gets out there and that we begin to see changes in legislation and that governments actually see the length of the mental health crisis that's going on worldwide.
TYSM for sharing your experience, I could really feel your emotion in this video and was in awe of how brave and honest you are. I discovered your channel in such an awful period of my life, the timing couldn't have been better, you truly are a gift to us all following your content and I wish you the best in life along with sending all my gratitude your way. Thank you again for this incredible, much needed and amazingly well structured content.
Sending love and well wishes your way as well! Sharing experiences like this always feels supremely nerve-wracking.. until I read comments like yours. I know you didn't have to write me this comment - so I wanna let you know how much I appreciate it xo !
Completely understand and feel the same, I had something similar but didn’t understand it at the time but after hearing you speak about your experience I now get what happened to me. That click that happens. Thanks for sharing
Excellent as always! Keep on fighting the good fight!
What an amazing young women :) I love your vulnerability, honesty and courage! You're amazing - keep going on your journey of authentic awakening :)
Thank you for being brave enough to share your experience. I have recently discovered your chanel and think you have a very good light. I am interested in experiencing psilocybin to deepen my spiritual journey and look forward to watching more of your content. Peace and love.
Wow!.... I'm really feeling good about the way you're directing this powerful tool. Love, patience, research, honesty and courage from every approach.
My two cents for those who may be experiencing anxiety over taking on a large dose: There are substantial gains to micro, mini, and moderate dosing. How do I know? Because less than 90 days into a micro/mini/moderate regime I have experienced more calmness, an authentic sense of well being, and significantly less abuse from the committee in my head. Nothing wrong with starting out slowly and at your own pace. But do start. Start with research and go from there. A huge shout out to JK for making this happen!
100% agree
Thank you, Julianne!
My experience is that just before you pass to a higher level in your life, just before thing start to change in your mind, surroundings and life in general, you tend to be tested with something scary derailing you totally from your comfort zone and you have to go through this with as much courage as you can. It almost feels as if you have to earn that next level in your life. I do believe in a mystical realm we as humans cannot access at will, but there is a hidden compass somewhere deep inside of us willing to guide us if we only accept to shut out the background noise and listen to it. I really believe that you were guided towards that book, that it was the book you needed to be able to shut down the background noises and to be able to access that powerful inner voice that we immediately tend to fully trust as it resonates as the truth and only the truth.
I think so too
Thank You Julianne,. You are like a lighthouse to me, these days.
Your honesty is both beautiful and breathtaking. Thank you for sharing, you understand the path I have walked. I have drawn comfort from your words. Your heart and soul shine brightly. Love.
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You’re awesome. Love your work.
You are a breath of fresh air. Thank you 😊
Such a wonderful video. You are an awesome lecturer. Please keep it up 👍.
First of all, thank you Julianne for your clear thinking and honesty! I am pretty sure I had a mystical experience when I was 12 years old although I don't have the words to describe what happened, and I have never been able to recreate the experience. Since then I have struggled with depression for many years, and I would try psychedelic therapy if I could. Unfortunately, I don't have any (legal) access to treatment.
I had my first mystical experience at 7 years old. Although I started remembering past lifetimes when I was 5... And some meditation techniques give profound experiences on the first practice. Not all practices are the same. I have studied hundreds.
Glad your back this week. Started md'sing 2 days ago. Trying the Stamet-stack2 protocol.
Hey I'm only 17 and microdosed once, the only thing I could notice different was I felt good when I woke up have you noticed any changes I'm planning on doing again and working up to a heroic dose then micro dosing planning on using for anxiety and over all my self
Thank you for sharing your story which gives hope and inspiration. I’m starting clinical trials for psilocybin at St Pancras soon! Can’t wait!
Awesome! Didn't they comment on one of my videos? COOL! 🎉
@@JulianneKeu I’m not sure to be honest. I signed up a few months ago. Will let you know how it goes :)
Hey did you ever do it? I'm in London and wanted to do it but scared to be honest
I appreciate your story.. Wish I could discuss this with you at a deeper level.
Excellent!! Loved it🤗
Love you so much Julianne thanks 🙏🏻 for being brave you dont look depressed right now hope your well love you 😘
I'm not! I was talking about an experience that happened almost 10 years ago
Ok glad you are well and I pray that will continue to be well good vibes forever love you and hey thought I would ask have you ever been to florida united states thats where I live ???
micro dosing has changed my life thank you for sharing your experiences
How much do you consider a micro dose? 1 gram or less, 2 grams?
I’m about to start my journey this week micro dosing , does it help you open up areas of your consciously and subconsciously things that hold us back from our greatest life ?
@@michellesullivan9969 lol wayy less. Youll be tripping on 2 grams lol. I haven't done MD but I've read about a 10th of what a normal dose would be. So say a normal dose is an eighth 3.5 g it would be 0.35 g would be a good place to start.
@@michellesullivan9969 that's macrodosis
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Thank you for this channel. As someone who has struggled for decades, with no relief from meds or therapy, I'm really excited about the possibilities of micro-dosing. I've been doing a lot of research and watching a lot of videos and I like your approach and honesty. Plus I can actually see the difference in your energy and demeanor from your earlier videos. Right now I'm working on getting back into meditation while I wait for this potential medication slowly growing in my closet (oh so slowly). Maybe it will be a good summer.
One of the effects of psilocybin is that it amplifies the placebo effect itself ;) so if you believe it'll be good summer, it will be.
Hope you don't give up on that Book! Best wishes..
I went through a similar experience with my daughter, she shares your name.
Great, great, great. Thank you.
You're a wonderful person. Your channel is helping me through the days. My last chance is mushrooms and or ketamine.
Thank you 🙏🏿
Really great video thanks for sharing
I just had an experience of that type a couple of days ago when I was meditating after smoking some weed. I felt/saw a powerful, very welcoming presence and I remember it revealing some deep truths about life to me, I don't recall any details tho, afterwards it was like waking from a dream, as soon as my ego had kicked back in the scenery collapsed and almost immediately most memories of it were gone. But it really left me with a feeling of peace, joy, awe and like everything was going to be okay in the end. I can see why these kind of experiences can change people's lifes. It surely felt like meeting God and I'm not even a religious person, I just only discovered my spirituality a couple of weeks ago. I mean, sure you can argue that it's just some hallucination the brain produces in a pre-sleep half awake, half sleeping (or drug induced) kind of state. But even if it's not "real" in a sense of 'There actually is a spirit world and I just had contact with the it', it FELT real, and even if it was just my brain hallucinating, then wow am I, is everybody actually, capable of some fucking cool and self-healing stuff..
You what's crazy... after hearing so many of these accounts.. I find myself wondering, "there's got to be something more." There's no way all these experiences can have so many commonalities. Surely that's no coincidence!
Awesome what do we consider real though lol can say that a bought everything I guess
The most beautiful n supporting CZcams video … thank you so much .. I’m trying not to lose it I just started withdrawing from Xanax.. it’s hard… Thank you Sooo much for doing this you are truly an amazing person 😢❤🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌
❤ thank you. Also, if other listeners think that she is just giving her opinion, she's actually describing scientific studies and her experiences are the same or similar to the experiences of many other people.
The mystical experience is awakening from the illusion of the identification with the ego. It is very rare.
Watching this on my micro dose wishing it was a macro dose :D
Also you are glowing in this video and your vulnerability just adds to your beauty!
I am inspired by you!
Admire you for talking about this openly
i suffered my whole life from depression just like you being in hell. hit the bottom. then was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, feeling deep darkness within me then something bad happened to me which made that darkness even darker. then what happened was I went to the forest I was listening to some podcast about psychology and then it started talking about god and I have heard these things before a lot but it suddenly clicked. I had become an atheist for around 10 years. I cried a lot in the forest, I don't know what it was but I woke up that day with deep darkness returned from the forest with intense happiness and joy. It was my first time experiencing such a thing it was unconditional happiness, I felt like the colors were alive and they have pulse and that darkness is gone. I still struggle a lot but it is no longer as intense as it was before.
What a beautiful account. Thank you for sharing *big hugs*
The light will prevail.
Thanks 😊
“Truthfully you don’t care”.....wow do I relate to that statement.... speak it! 🤜🤛🫀💯💯💯
Me to, I'm giving up
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Thank you for sharing your beautiful story, and thank you for spreading the word about this life changing medicine. Although it did require some practice in the beginning, my last high dose was almost 4 months ago; depression free ever since.
Amazing
Hey that's awesome I'm hoping it will help me with anxiety. I took some and it just made me feel realy high in a sense. woke up the next day and felt better physically but besides that I still have bad anxiety I did alot of research and am trying to do this in the most respectful way although I feel stupid I did not weigh it out but I think it was like 1 gram you said it took practice?
@@youngchap4941I've found that a smaller dose (
@@DardanAirlines okay thanks good to know I will definitely do that. next time weighing lol, need to go pick more.
@@garysimone4977 hey its been going good, I have not done mushrooms since I would but its to hot where I am i would grow some I got the spore syringes but just don't feel right whithout my mom letting me. I've been doing the wim hoff breathing and cold showers whitch have helped me alot, I still have along way to go but can't wait to get some mushrooms... some should grow in my flowerbed soon lol. Anyways thanks for checking in there probably more could tell you but I'm not good at aryiculating my self in writing
Thank you so much
Get good mushrooms from @myco_mich1 on instagram and telegram he's got psychedelic products like LSD, DMT, SHROOM GRAINS. They also grow mushrooms
The best cure for depression is to watch your videos
Great video Julianne!
Could you please do more videos about meditation techniques ?
Thank you !
I've made one :) have you seen it?
@@JulianneKeu just found your mindfulness series. Ill watch them😆
Thank you!
Mind, body & spirit are one.. I believe this mushroom is healing overall!!
6:34 When I felt suicidal I had excactly the same revelation and it was a turning point for me. Thank you for sharing your story! Love your content!
Wow during the worst year of my life this is also the top reason that got me out of depression
✨Fun fact✨ Bill W (founder of AA) credits his sobriety with a single mystical experience on psychedelics (belladonna) while he was hospitalized.
In the 50's and 60's he wanted to use LSD to help alcoholics but the rest of the AA board members had sticks up their butts and put a stop to that. AA is a miracle and saved many lives - including mine. But so many of us don't make it and need more help.
Psychedelic therapy is the future. Thank you so much for your videos. 🙏❤
Concur with all comments, but it also needs to be said: stunningly incredibly beautiful in all ways.
I had a spontaneous mystical experience about 7 years ago and I’d give anything to have another. Just started meditation again. Currently on day 22 of the Sam Harris app.
Amazing. That's my favorite meditation app
Vedic texts say mystical experiences, abilities, and past life memories can be brought on by meditation, yoga nidra (hypnosis), drugs, and past life spiritual karma.
Omg 😳 yes I have this.. yes I have been in several physic wards..
Do they treat you bad in there??
People it takes time to treat an illness please give yourself time❤️
I called my mystical experiences spiritual experiences because they always occurred when I was at rock bottom and after I prayed.
Thank you for this, if only I could get my girlfriend to watch this she’s always depressed and I just want her to get better but she thinks mushrooms are bad because of what society preaches.
I grew up in a very religious household so doing anything, weed, lsd, etc was a hard no. My ex introduced me to weed and lsd, he would do it independently and I wouldn’t participate for some time till I decided to give it a go. Give her time, tbh I understand her way of seeing, be patient!
maybe start with marijuana :D it's a plant teacher too
I had similiar feeling once. It describe Ajahn Brahm and Tony Parsons well. There wasn't any person anymore and after that person apeared again truing to attached to this feling.
Any tips on the many people who can't take psilocybin due to the stomach pain they get from it?
You are like me….😭 I need this so badly. I just can’t find it to buy. 💔
Get good mushrooms from @myco_mich1 on instagram and telegram he's got psychedelic products like LSD, DMT, SHROOM GRAINS. They also grow mushrooms
Hello! I have a question. I am Deaf. Do you have any suggestions/tips/advice for someone who is Deaf that is thinking of trying microdosing this? I know you haven't experienced being Deaf, but I cannot find any videos for Deaf people who do this. I subscribed to your videos and I enjoyed learning a lot. Thank. you!
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Thank you Julianne, quite enlightening report! So, what would a "high dose" amount to? Do those studies mention it in grams? I think they inject the synthesized psilocybin and measure it in ml? I'm using small microdoses (o.4 grams)...I do feel a little hangover next day.
Mmm it's generally a 1-100 ratio in terms of pure psilocybin to dry magic mushrooms (in weight). 0.4 grams is quite big for a microdose.. I recommend starting at .1g and gradually increasing your dose if needed
@@JulianneKeu thank you 🙏
@@JulianneKeu when should you increase the dosage?
I've watched several of your videos describing your experiences with microdosing for depression. This video says your mystical experience in the psych. ward cured your depression. My question is ; why did you feel the need to try microdosing and macrodosing if the mystic experience ended your depression? Can we assume that the depression came back?
Haven't seen any posts lately.. Where ya been?! Hope al is well!!
Is there any information on microdosing having any positive effects on hormonal imbalances?
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That John Hopkins study when they say hi dose do you know what the dose actually was?
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A Tibetan monk walks up to a hot dog vendor and says, “Make me one with everything.”
The hot dog vendor hands over the sausage and bun with all the trimmings, and the monk hands over a twenty. The vendor pockets it.
The monk asks, “Where’s my change?” and the vendor replies, “Change must come from within.”
A gun then extends from the monk’s chest and he asks again.
The vendor says, “Whoa, man, where did that come from?”
The Tibetan monk replies, “This is my inner piece.”
So, strictly talking about psychedelics, is a heroic dose required or is it possible with a "high" dose?
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So are you saying that a single high dose of psilocybin is better than microdosing almost everyday for treating depression ?
@Stephanie Hughes OK thank you
The illustration of the view of the ceilings and the lights reminds me of ketamine visuals
Nice. ;) Score one for my basic editing skills
@@JulianneKeu yes you nailed it
My rock bottoms have had basements…,
Microdosing saved my soul,was gradually melting away till xxr_psychedelic brought light to my door step ♥️🥰 can't stop but spread the gospel 🥺
I believe you would make an amazing trip sitter.
Your intuition may be onto something! I'm now assisting in plant medicine ceremonies!
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Ego dissolution
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how do you get your micro dosing,, from over the internet ?
I have a local supplier here in Canada
@@JulianneKeu do they have a web site name
Be cautious. My 26 year old housemate died from fentanyl overdose on Valentine’s Day. Thought he was getting something else on the internet. His girlfriend found him when he didn’t show up for their date. 😢
@@JulianneKeu ohhh please you have a link or a name I can look to buy ? I am in Canada Quebec and I am praying so much to get a relief... and what are you buying pllease ? You gave me hope 💙