Caught Hiding From Your Yandere "Boyfriend" | Audio RP | [M4A]
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- čas přidán 27. 10. 2023
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CW: [gaslighting][manipulation][victim blaming][love bombing][aggressive tone and language][loud noises]
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Now THIS is Halloween. Ghosts and monsters have nothing on a man gaslighting you.
real😭
This
This shouldn’t be funny but I gotta laugh through the paid
That’s so true
Wait I gotta ask.. did baby get kidnapped again or is this just meant to be a Halloween thing or something?
“Boundaries” YOU KIDNAPPED ME 😭
christ. the way Ivan constantly makes Baby feel like the problem is so crazy. i forgot how good he is at manipulating.
15:47
How is he manipulating i don’t understand
@@Unknown-ie3uj he’s tricking the listener into believing that their old life holds nothing for them. the only reason he’s saying that kind of stuff is to make them feel like he is the best option. like if they leave him, they’ll be miserable. hope this helps!!
@@Unknown-ie3uj him literally doing the craziest shit by kidnapping them, keeping them tied up, and not permitting them to be in contact with the outside world and making it seem like it’s for their own good (+that there’s no better option other than the one he’s forcing) using their physical and emotional vulnerability when it’s really so that he can have control over where they are and what they do. he also uses certain words and phrases to guilt them into “behaving.” like talking about what he’s comfortable with (boundaries) even though he knows he’s very illegally crossed that line with them, constantly making them do things they aren’t comfortable or safe doing.
When he knows how to communicate but he's crazy 😂😂..
😂😂
There's just nothing like hearing you need to reasess your kidnappers "boundaries" 😂
Right?! 😂 I legit said out loud "you wanna speak of boundaries?!"
“You don’t have to be scared now, I’m here.”
Sir. That’s why I’m scared. 🤣😅😬
Uuuuummmmm the fact that you’re here…I’m not scared I’m TERRIFIED
Ivan trying to talk himself down from panic is fantastically done.
You can hear him trying not to unravel and regain his composure
The thumbnail is stunning; disconcerting; and relays the content perfectly
POV:Me looking for my cat
HAHAHSHJDDOWOSKDJFJFHHDHS
PLEASE SO REAL😭
I think this is the only time he actually yells in an audio without any effect over it. Gave me chills.
Nah dude.. he really started talking about his trauma with his family and all the shit he’s done melted out of my mind because my family did the same to me. Then I suddenly realized he manipulating’s me and I definitely fell for it.
Ivan pulling out the receipts for my daddy issues cause my dad did the same thing to me
I’m so sorry to hear that, I hope you feel better😊
Real.
My therapist : Redacted Audio's Ivan is not real he can't hurt you.
Me : *shows them this video*
My therapist : *starts dialing for national security*
I can FEEL Vega lurking behind Ivan... God, I missed Ivan so much!
So now that Vegas dead what does that do to ivan…
Wow…this may be my favourite Yandere audio ever. The voice acting from panic, to desperation, to anger, to manipulative and soothing, I was absolutely swooning. This character is incredible, I can’t wait to see where the story goes!!
actually this series as thus ended (this is just a flashback) but i’m always so psyched to get more classic ivan content his whole character is so well done it’s insane
@@broooooo6082 where are the other parts?
@@himikotoga6453theres a playlist of him on the channel, some are age restricted
@@himikotoga6453it’s in the playlist
He's terrifying but in a hot way
My favorite thing abt this audio is that Ivan says “The windows have bars” and he got bars for the window in the audio where they went on a walk. It’s also revealed in that audio that Baby won’t have the ropes on their hands anymore due to good behavior, and have free reign of the house.
This means Baby has been purposefully “acting good”, and never got the Stockholm Syndrome we thought they had. They’re easily manipulated but Ivan is easily tricked
There are moments on the channel where your VA abilities go to another level…Caelum coming to FL for help after being hurt by Vega…Milo trying desperately to shift again…
THIS is absolutely another one of those moments! From panic that was palpable to all of us…right back to the Ivan we know from all those years ago. This was amazing Erik. 💖
On god this is so true
Him: *panicking*
Me: *sleeping in the closet after being bored of decluttering*
Him: *breaking the window*
Me: *jumped up* HOLY MACARONI AND CHEESE
LOL💀
Fr could have been in the bathroom just chilling
ЗМХАХВХАХВХВХХАХАХАХВ
Fr like maybe I just fell asleep bro
SIR DONT MAKE ME FEEL BAD FOR YOU
Ivan: THIS is love
Baby: - tied to the bed after basically fighting for their life hiding - ...yeah
god this was so perfect for halloweek. the opening to this audio was genuinely fear instilling, with the heartbeat, the footsteps, the glass shattering, and the VOICE ACTING WOW. hearing what ivan’s dad said to him at such a young age would normally make me think “don’t use your pain as an excuse to inflict it upon others” but then i think of flyboi ivan, and my heart just aches 😞
TERRIFYING in the best way, fantastic spooks for Halloweek, oh my god. Vega influenced Ivan is a little heartbreaking, and the contrast between the opener and how this ends is *chefs kiss*
omg i love how erik modernised his old thumbnail style, it‘s a really nice touch
Definitely
When he kidnapped you but he makes you feel better than you did before he kidnapped you.🤭
Just realized Ivan’s “I don’t like to feel like the bad guy here” is a lot like Mother Gothel’s “Oh great, now I’m the bad guy” after she yells at Rapunzel for asking to leave the tower… spooky
He did a Psychology degree before kidnapping me😢 This is a piece of art. As a dark romance reader this took me in a wild ride. I understand the danger in this behavior, especially being a Psychology major myself, but to me, personally, I loved finding content like this. It provides me time to escape my reality, helps me navigate that hidden side of me. I loved this, definitely keep it up!!!
*Vega chilling in the corner*: "Mmm scrumptious"
Ok I'm sorry but I just cannot get enough of this one!! It stays in my head all day. The voice acting for how Ivan goes from worry, to pure panic, to rage, back to quiet manipulation, and then when 'baby' steps out again and he says 'good...good' ...oh my goooodddd i feel like my soul just straight up leaves my body
I'm doing the timestamps for this one! Hope you enjoy ^^
0:13 - “I’m home, baby. I’m sorry I was away so long.” Starting off strong with some Flyboi vibes.
0:43 - “Hello?” I don’t know why but this hello gave me goosebumps for real!!
1:18 - Desperate Ivan hits different
1:43 - Oh this particular “Baby?” is very good
2:22 - [Glass shatter sound] Oop. That doesn’t sound great.
2:50 - “If you come out now, I won’t be mad.” Somehow I’m skeptical lol
3:11 - Confirmation that this was early on in Ivan’s holding Baby hostage!
4:36 - “It’s gonna let those voices in the back of your head tell you all kinds of horrible lies about what might happen when I find you.” There’s that sweet, sweet gaslighting we all know and love
6:07 - “It’s time, baby. Time to come. Out.” I meeean when you say it like that
6:48 - Sometimes he says the lines so sweetly I can almost fall for the manipulation. Almost.
7:19 - “I get clumsy when I’m worried.” Clumsy, is that it?
8:20 - “Not too tight.” Aw, he really cares
9:32 - “I thought we were past this.” Hmmm
10:16 - “And I need to have those boundaries be respected.” Oh yeah? Interesting
11:05 - “Love is not transactional.” Wise words from the yandere!
11:47 - I wonder how much of this is Vega’s interference talking and how much has a bit of truth in it?
12:30 - Wow, fuckin’ harsh
13:15 - “That’s what love was in my family. But that’s not really what love is. This is love.” Some of what he’s saying must be true but it's interesting not knowing how much of it is through the lens of Vega’s influence.
13:53 - I also wonder if this isn’t some projection of how he treated Flyboi’s Baby
14:36 - “You are such a generous person. Such a generous partner.” Oop- back to the love bombing
15:33 - “That’s when the anxiety takes over.” Interesting way to redirect their fear of him into something else
16:33 - The back and forth between the emphasis that the listener is selfless, generous, etc, juxtaposed with him insisting that they hurt him is such an intentional move in his manipulation
17:26 - “Baby, you need to do what’s best for you right now.” What a lovely illusion of choice
18:36 - “You deserve care from someone else for once.”
19:30 - “I love you. So much.”
19:57 - Ivan. Always ending on such a sweet note.
20:05 - Breathing sounds until the end of the audio
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0:12 | 4:56 | 8:05 | 10:19 | 12:30 | 14:46 | 18:46 | 19:41
"that doesn't sound great" LMFAOOOOOOOO that was very similar to my reaction which was just "oh dear"
thank you angel 😁
Im in genuine shock in the best way possible. Absolutely incredible that’s all that needs to be said.
Just give the man a Gold Play Button for this audio alone 😊
@@litl_kim that part literally give him the gold and the Diamond one
@@Hey.its.lucy21 and an extra for Wampus, for supporting his working dad lol
@@litl_kim he works so hard of course
My stomach did a cartwheel the hole video 🤸♀️
I’m having cardiac arrhythmias, this is so good.
are you okay?? 😭
@@yourwaterreminder8418 no, halloweek is gonna send me into cardiac arrest by the time its done.
@@Eventideschildiswickedandwild real 😭
The way Erik writes these kinds of characters is always so scary how good they are. Both Regulus and Ivan srsly get my heartbeat rising.. and i love that its psychological horror rather than just screams and loud noises and spooky stuff idk.. its super interesting
sir....the thumbnail... bravo. happy halloween.*that alone* was terrifying.
but the writing the last two days has been EXQUISITE. chef's kiss.
omg i can’t believe this. HE’S BACK 😭
Man that scream at 2:18 was sooo good. Love it
I could almost taste the panic as Ivan begins to spiral, looking for Baby, trying to keep composure, tight composure. To immerse myself in one perspective is scary enough but diving into both really heightens the horror, the essence of the torment in both of them as well. I hurt a lot, listening to Ivan talk about family, how the love was transactional. It hurts because I’ve been in this spot and still am. Whether family or friends, everything came with a price tag. That really hit home for me. Something as beautiful as love and the vulnerability that comes with it, shouldn’t have a price tag, it should be given without fear, received without fear as well. This makes me so sad how love can move you, but when love becomes something else, something else, corrupting the concept within you, it can immobilize you instead. The writing, sound, editing, design, and voice acting was phenomenal. I really do love how you write and portray each of the voices of your characters, Erik. I am able to reach into parts of myself that might be scary, but I always feel I can do so in a safe space. It’s like walking into a dark room, I can reach for the light switch, but decide to continue walking in the dark, knowing I will be okay. Thank you for the safe space, always.
now I always think of how Cam had to experience these memories, too. such a devastating story. obviously so many people have such strong reactions to the entire Ivan series because this is incredible writing/acting (and we all know this isn’t a glorified “relationship”- just a darn good piece of work). scary good!
This kinda makes me think if you could look at these vids as Cam living through these memories
love love LOVE THE SUBTLE HEARTBEAT!!! i had to pause to make sure it wasn't just my heart. absolutely insane performance, oh my god i love the intensity
the part where he says he gets "clumsy" after shattering whatever glass was broken out of anger. the good old tactic of "you're not respecting MY boundaries. you're not compromising" AGH SO GOOD
I'm so glad you decided to bring Ivan back again!! He really is still one of my favorite characters on the channel. I never imagined we'd get a SECOND surprise video from him.
And it was everything i could have hoped it would be. The intensity, the glimpse into Ivan's thought processes, the way his grip on his anger slips, before he clamps back down on it in favor of comforting and disarming.
this feels like such a different reaction to the window incident, and i feel like that says so much about how much their "relationship" has developed.
I'm always so grateful that you aren't afraid of exploring darker content. It's always so well executed and i am always *floored* by the performance.
This is gonna become one of my favorite audios i can already tell 👀
Damn! Psychological warfare at its finest!! Amazing work Erik!! 👏👏👏
The worst (best) part is that Ivan had some really good advice... if you just forget the fact that Baby is tied up the whole time he's calming them down and subtly-not-so-subtly blaming *them* for the whole thing.
Fluff is good, spicy stuff is good, but geez Erik you are one HELL of a storyteller...you really shine in the lore/story focused stuff. Amazing
Okay but the subtle heartbeat when baby was hiding was honestly cool and sounded like my own heartbeat-
BUT WHY WAS IVAN KIND OF SCARY WHEN HE WAS LOOKING FOR BABY
REAAAAL
@skyortiz5229 Because everyone knows making a crazy guy flipout makes them even more unpredictable and dangerous.
Well, everyone but Baby. That was really dumb of her.
@@lakeireland the listeners are gender neutral so you can use they/them to be more inclusive ^_^
and baby was scared. it took ivan a while to find them, so no doubt they believed they could actually escape. they've been constantly manipulated by ivan to believe he's nice and unassuming as well, so probably didn't expect him to flip out as much as he did.
You serve fine dining in auditory form Erik.
I’ve never heard a yandere audio this good. I need more!!!
Holy crap, I wasn't ready
Its the way I have to actively remind myself Ivan is manipulating us when I listen to a lot of his audios GODS I LOVE HIS CHARACTER he's absolutely terrifying in the best possible way and the acting and writing is so absolutely incredible just
chefs kiss
this man rlly bad at hide n seek dawg
The beginning is me looking for my headphones when i arrive at home
Okay, so I was OUT in public and listening to this, and when our lovely VA 'broke the mirror', I downright SQUEAKED, I was so startled.Nothing like waiting in line to pay for something and squeaking and having the person in front of you turn around to look at you questioningly. Note to self -- watch Redacted Audio's stuff at HOME.
"We love each other" THE FUCK?? NO I DONT????
OOHHHH HOW I HATE IVAN BUT HOW I LOVE THE ACTING!!!!
OMG i got FULL body chills within the first couple minutes! Absolutely AMAZING audio!!
Nah this is ultimate toxic guy talk, esp framing it as like “these are my boundaries uwu” like bro you kidnapped a whole ass human
He's beautifully terrifying...
The thumbnail!? You outdid yourself Erik this is cool and creepy as shit..only a minute in and I'm holding my breath LFMAOO
AGAIN I have to say I’m LOVING your videos!!!! You KNOW how to create characters! I’ve never liked psychos UNTIL Ivan!!! And your videos with Vincent, Lovely, Sam, as well as your elementals…I am inspired to continue writing my stories every-time I watch one of those videos
Now *this* is the kinda creepy that I like seeing from artists
Here we fuckin GOOOO!!! 🪢
I MISSED HIM SO MUCH Y'ALL DONT UNDERSTAAAAAND
I do
HES BACK I WIN
6:53 - Did Ivan give Baby a pat-pat? 😅
6:08 “It’s time to come out”
Well if you insist…
I’m gay!
STOP I HSD THE SAME THOUGHT😭😭
BAHAAAHA
me when scary halloweek is scary: 🤯🤯🤯🤯
God I swear baby is stronger then I am I would have came out when he sounded so desperate just proving I would fall for the minipulation lol
i knew this one was going to be insane from the thumbnail… like holy shit
Him:*Desperate to find me*😵💫
Me: *In the bathroom after I fell asleep on the toilet* 😴
these audios helped my figure out i am easily gaslighted and manipulated >-
Same 😭
You know what I think would have been interesting? If somebody broke in while Ivan was gone, hurt (but not killed!) Them, tied and gagged them before stuffing them in a closet.
Maybe Vega does it for shits and giggles.
That way Ivan can freak out about them leaving him, only to find them tied up and terrified, and we can get some twisted comfort.
I saved this listen for a rainy day and I am glad I did. This made me genuinely flinch multiple times. I've missed Ivan so damn much, he is so complex and terrifying. The use of the heartbeats in this gave me flashbacks to last year Imperium Lasko.
when he said that the voices in my head were going to tell me false thoughts about what he would do to me, I almost got shook. such a good video!
The gaslighting in this was so crazy it made me realize everyone I know has been gaslighting me this whole time 😭
oooooh boy i remember this guy. i thought i was out 😭
we got a lil flashback, always fun to reminisce☺️🤞🏽
(i forgot how unsettling this guy was the manipulation goes crazyyy😭)
*Me hiding in a cabinet*
*him breaks the window and yells*
Me: he reminds me of the grabber from the black phone-
*he opens up the cabinet I was hiding in*
Me:HOLY MOTHER OF FINNY!
the windows have bars 😻🗣️🗣️🗣️
The gaslighting went crazy lol why do i actually feel guilty 😭
So this is one of RP audios i ever listened to, and I just came back to it and it reminded me of the quality I found right away and why I joined Redacted's Patreon. ❤I just want to say that this hits SO different when you watch the whole story. You go from thinking Ivan is just monologuing to there being actual depth and brainwashing and there is gaslighting and severe psychological and emotional (and physical but thankfully Redacted has uh, kinda redacted those scenes) so you can focus more on the intense and true psychological terror and continually questioning yourself as Listener does.
no stop I genuinely went "oh I feel bad, he sounds so upset. poor thing, he's so sweet" Then I read the comments.😭😭😭
This was beyond my expectation🤌🏼
You have no idea how excited I am to hear from Ivan again!!!
You definitely did not disappoint, amazing performance as usual!
Ivan! I'm so happy to see him back! This video gave me a lot of chills, I loved it! ❤
Atilla?!?!??! Pookie bear?!?!!
BUTTERFLIES
omfg i was filing my nails when he was going over his trauma and i was like "wow hon you have childhood trauma? we all do get over it"
IM SORRY WHY DID I START LAUGHING SO HARD 😭😭😭
fr 😭😭
idk i just like hearing ivan saying baby over and over 👁️👅👁️
Not gonna lie, this was super relatable and he sounded just like a therapist I once had. Idk how to feel about that…😅😂
I haven’t listened to Redacted in a while. I had to drop out of a lot a Patreons cuz of finances and work 🥲 and losing this one hurt a lot. Nice to hear Ivan’s scary, unhinged, manipulating voice that rips thru Baby’s walls and then builds them back up with his stupid sweet words and hilariously coincidental subject I was talking about with my therapist today on how love shouldn’t be a transaction. Please, gtfo of my head, Ivan. Amazing as usual.
OMG YES, WE NEED MORE IVAN!!! PLEASE🧎🏻♂️🧎🏻♂️🧎🏻♂️💓
Okay the change in his voice at the start actually scared me
Absolutely love the acting. I know it’s acting, and it definitely hit the spot of trauma lol.
I think that’s why I absolutely adore it though, because it sounds very real.
I listen to ivans playlist twice and CZcams is like "yandere boys?" And I just "im so sorry but its only him"
God Ivan got harsh 😭 it even hurt me
shaking in my boots and this aint even my mans 😭
( edit ) NAUR JIT HAS A MAJOR IN GASLIGHTING I WAS CONSIDERING MY OPTIONS TOO 😭😭
PLEASE SAME I WAS LIKE “wait a minute did i just get got”😭😭😭😭
i lowk missed ivan and his chemical imbalances
I swear desperate Ivan makes me sad, but then it scares the living hell out of me. The way he was describing the fact that the front door was locked and that the window had bars and the glass shattering really gave me goose bumps. The fact I still wanna stay with him but at the same time we gotta run our shit away from him😅
This just shows how well eric has written such a manipulative, the way he's gaslighting us but at the same time is sweet talking GOD ITS SO WEIRD
I know he’s a bad person in my head, but in my heart he’s just like me.
OMG THE PART WHERE HE IS LIKE “You give, give, and give to the people who don’t deserve it until your tired and run dry and then you get anxious and lonely” is me rn and its part of the reason that im facing burnout from school
Real.
Reading these comments are so funny like “The beginning is me looking for my headphones when i arrive at home” LIKE BROOO ⁉️😭
AHHHHH I COULDNT WAIT FOR THIS VIDEO TYSM ❤❤❤❤ LOVE THIS CHANNEL
The heartbeat thing was INSANE! I couldn't finish the Video due to personal issues with the topic. But from what I did hear. This was a Blast from the Past Ivan. When Vega was still around. Not my cup of Tea but I'm sure plenty if you all missed him! 😅
ngl actually cried cause that’s how my family is
*peeks out from under the blankets* …. Thanks I hate it 😂😂😂
I somehow always forget how unnerving Ivan is.
God the emotional voice cracks and the way my heart freakin synced with the audio track😭 Amazing job my man!
I forgot how terrifyingly good you are with Ivan's gaslight. OMG everytime I love it and hate it at the same time! D: